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Today on “the thing I’ve been on edge for all month is finally settling and now all that pent up energy has turned to depression!!”
I wanna sleep for like a week-
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🦾Detroit doodles from these past two weeks! When I wasn't replaying the game I was drawing these.🤖
Alice has 3 dads. NONE of them are Todd. (I need to draw Luther with Alice) Oh by the way the last two are from my own little happy ending AU where Kara, Luther, and Alice bring Ralph and Jerry(s) over to Canada with them!! They learn to adapt to life as "humans" and they all love Alice very much! She deserves it.
#detroit become human fanart#detroit become human#dbh jerry#jerry dbh#ralph dbh#connor dbh#dbh connor#dbh markus#markus dbh#chloe dbh#josh dbh#simon dbh#daniel dbh#alice dbh#this just reminded me i still have yet to draw Kara again after all these years#im still trying to find a way to draw Alice and Ralph that i like. theres a lot of brainstorming going on in these doodles but#hopefully i come up with something i like design-wize#when i was younger in 2018 i gave the AV500 or EM400?? whichever Kristopher Bosch model android in Bellini Paints his own personality#he was a snobbier version of the jerrys. like he was. i cant explain it. i cant just say “but fruity” cause like theyre both fruity#im sure someone gets it oh my god...
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warlock wizard Wally scribbles... Thinkings! oh and a bonus bard-ish Barnabys in the corner for flavor
outfit ramblings:
first of all that is a Terrible rendition of what Home looks like in my head. i just needed to fill empty space </3
the staff was the toughest part honestly. bc it Had to be paintbrush-themed, but then halfway through scribbling i was like "oh shit. there are only so many ways to draw a paintbrush-wizard-staff and Weevmo already hit it out of the park." so if you're seeing similarities! you're right! i tried to make it as different as i could! there is Inspiration from their marvelous design, however accidental or subconscious! Apologies!
he gets a pointed hood instead of a hat because a) it looks great on him! and b) it has less of a chance of messing up his hair! also c) it helps muddle the difference between Wizard and Warlock. typically hoods have evil/duplicitous connotation - blur the lines! i want his long gloves and forearm wraps to have the same vibe. his neckerchief is a big help in hiding Home's seal!
his layered (loosely apple-themed) capelet (which the hood is attached to) has a nice high collar & hides the details of his loose shirt - eye embroidery! and some flowers on the shoulders but yk, mostly eyes. on one side of the shirt buttons has open eyes, the other side they're closed! there's also one big eye on his back!
his belt buckle is two halves of an apple! he wears tall thigh-high boots w/ low heels to feel Taller! he has a book-holster hooked to the back of his belt, which holds his grimoire! and he has a lil thigh-bag that has been magicked to be Bottomless and warps size! he can fit pretty much anything in there! canvases! paint! apples!
his half-skirt thing (idk what the word for it is!) is really plush, like a quilt - his capelet is the same fabric. soft, cozy. sometimes he'll use the skirt thing as a blanket in a pinch, or as a picnic placemat!
is his outfit a little Complicated? is it annoying to replicate? yes and yes. but im a maximalist at heart and Nothing But The Best for the blorbo <3 layers my beloved <3
#i know ive said it before but whenever i make an au its essentially an Exploration in a sense#and this fantasy au ~Bog Edition~ is basically me going#'so wally and his house huh. whats up with that'#and maybe im taking it a bit to the extremes#since home is pretty much warlock wally's god??? sorta? loosely??#well it literally gave wally life and a body. so.#and it also literally took the place of his heart - wally Cannot live without home#they have a fun 'we cant exist without each other now' codependent very devoted kinda unhealthy relationship#wally sometimes has to do terrible things for home#and home will do terrible things in return for wally. even when wally doesnt want them to#and they both love each other very much <3 what kind of love is it <3 fuck if i know! theyre Weird About It though#its the only dynamic an ancient lovecraftian horror & the puppet they gave life & tethered itself to can have!!!#wally wisely keeps home & his 'warlock' status a secret from his friends for as long as he can#they just dont understand his & home's bond smh#scribble salad#welcome home#wh fantasy au#gonna have to workshop barns....#i need to balance the fantasy + hes a distinguished fella + bard#hence the hat. the hat stays.#gotta find the right vest...#and then everyone else if i feel like it....#outfit design is so Grueling but i refuse to keep it simple#there have to be LAYERS it has to be IN CHARACTER i have to put ALL THE EFFORT INTO IT
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booker, the bravest raccoon of them all !! im fairly certain this wasn't how the scene was described but it was what i imagined and i had to draw them !
#legends of avantris#legends of avantris fanart#uprooted fanart#loa fanart#fanart#booker uprooted#this gave me trouble right from the START i swear#long long process and i trusted it all the way through dear god#ignore the fact benji isnt wearing any clothes#and is also probably way too big LFMSDIFNFDG#i just wanted the big scary (kind) bear to be big and looming u know#even though it took a while i had quite a bit of fun drawing it mhmhm#i like how the fur turned out! and the posing of them both#also hi discord#oyster art
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sorry guys i just Can Not get over these three being coworkers
I spent so much of this manga wanting deku to interact with these two (and deku NEVER ONCE speaks with mic in the WHOLE SERIES despite CANONICALLY BEING A HUGE FAN ) only to find out they were hanging out DAILY for YEARS as EQUALSSS
anyways <3 hes in the group chat. he goes drinking with them. hes on the gossip train. hes the cucumber in the sandwich
#deku#shouta aizawa#present mic#midoriya izuku#eraserhead#hizashi yamada#aidekumic#memes#my art#i assume even after he becomes a hero he will be a teacher#part time hero and teacher like most of the others#GOD#hes with those two FOR YEARS#horikoshi did a Prank on me by not having deku EVER talk to mic during the WHOLE SERIES but he backhand gave me FOREVER#dekus gonna ask mic out#find out they are married#then ask them both out#i am living#they are age appropriate even.#this was his gift to me to make up for the TRAVESTY he wrought upon all my fuckign villains
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I’ve watched FMAB a thousand times but Greed’s death STILL gets me every fucking time. 1. Him realizing that Ling is going to get hurt and possibly killed by Father if Greed doesn’t leave his body, 2. Greed coming to terms with the fact that he’s definitely going to get killed by Father but he’s willing to make the sacrifice for Ling, and 3. Greed discovering that what he wanted was what he had the entire time, and that was true friends who would stick with him through thick and thin, who would share the same experiences and failures and triumphs and still love him despite his homunculus status. I’m so.
Also I’m SO pissed at the fact that Pride got to live but Greed didn’t. In my brain I kept saying “Well yeah I guess it makes sense for all of the homunculi to die bc they came from Father and HE has to die” but then I remembered that Pride LIVES and that makes me so salty. Out of all the homunculi Greed deserved to live the MOST AND I JUST. FUCKIGN.
#It’s been years and I’m STILL in denial#I’m living in my fantasy Soulmate GreedLingEd AU. Don’t fucking talk to me about canon#Anyway we finally finished FMAB today. My roommate absolutely LOVED it lol#But of course he would it is The anime of all time after all ;)#Shima speaks#FMA#FMAB#Fullmetal Alchemist#Greed#Ling Yao#Also it fucks me up EVERY time that Ed and Ling are the Last People Greed sees before he dies#The last people he looks at#The two people he cared about the MOST#AND. Greed’s death is what gave Ed the final push to defeat Father#Both he and Ling were DEVASTATED at Greed’s death and I’m. SO fucking normal about it#GODDD. God. G o d
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The Traveler // The Chosen One
+ the battle sprites the poses are based off of and alt colors
#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#siffrin#mirabelle#josh art tag#love these 2 sm <3#also heheheheh i managed to get both weapons pointed at siffrins eye#or lack of eye#also mad respect for the battle sprites this is based off of cuz those sprites manage to look so fluid and movement-y#but when i drew them they look pretty stiff 😭#im just glad i got siffrins pose to work cuz god it gave me so much trouble lol
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i don’t even fucking care
#house md#house spoilers#hilson#the fact that house is consistently selfish. that he’s an addict. he’s always in pain#but he gave up his vicodin for wilson. mind you the pain in his thigh must have been excruciating#bc consistently whenever he’s extremely stressed or worried the pain gets worse#but wilson is still his priority. he put wilson above the burning pain god man😭#him giving up his freedom HIS LIFE for someone who has less than half a year to live like oh my god#the love house has for wilson actually makes me sick bc even outside of the cancer arc house has done things for wilsons sake#like almost killing himself just to help him and amber. drugging him at that one conference from s6#he’s an asshole often times but he truly is the only constant in his life. they both are for each other#i actually feel sick. im not on everybody dies yet (im on the c word rn) but god idk how im gonna get thru this😭#5x13 big baby#8x19 the c word#1x01 everybody lies#8x22 everybody dies#7x15 bombshells#8x21 holding on#where the quotes are from btw#sorry for the essay in tags
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[neverafter episode 9 spoilers]
everything about ylfa's flashback scene made me feel fucking insane. the wolf is death and the ending of stories. the wolf ate ylfa's grandmother because it was time for her story to end. but for whatever reason it's not time for ylfa's end. for whatever reason the wolf wanted ylfa to live. the wolf ate the grandmother so that she could die, and ylfa ate the wolf so that she could live. the wolf wanted ylfa to live, and at the deepest core of herself she wants to live too. i'm scratching at the WALLS. LIKE "i met death and death wants me to live" EMILY SAID IT SO CASUALLY BUT LOWKEY THAT'S THE RAWEST SHIT I'VE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE!
also though you need to eat to live and the consumption of stories to stay alive beyond the end of your own story... i am Thinking...
#sarah.txt#dimension 20#neverafter#neverafter spoilers#dimension 20 spoilers#d20#idk why eating/consumption as a theme has been making me feel so unhinged lately but they really got me with this one#god there was so much shit that happened in this episode that was METAL AS HELL#if i let myself talk about it i just won't go to bed tonight and like i'm sleepy skfnskdjfnsd but holy shit.#but also like... this consensual consumption in ylfa's story#like. the wolf let ylfa eat him. the wolf WANTED ylfa to eat him.#versus the stepmother erasing 'or perhaps consuming' her own story and everything inside of her trying to claw its way out. phew.#consumption gave them both power but in such different ways! godDAMN!#d20 meta#story meta
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Tied up
I had a vision I had to do it
#God gave me a vision. a prophecy.#I WAS LITERALLY GOING TO SLEEP AND MY MIND SAID DRAW TWO SMILKS ALL TIED UP AND IM LIKE OH GOD NOOOOOOO YESSSSSS#do you guys know I like shadow milk rightI#uhhh dont ask more about this pls#I CANTTTTT I HAD FUN DOING THIS THO???#Also practicing how anatomy works while drawing this sooo there are some benefits#I wasn't being freaky doing this i swear I SWEAR#shadow milk cookie#blueberry milk cookie(allis smilk oc)#shadow milk cookie x reader#blueberry milk cookie x reader#shadow milk x reader#crk fanart#a lil suggestive..???#idk about you but both smilks kinda like being all that- UHHHHHH
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coping by coming up with now-possible world states since our choices won't be referenced one way or another in dav. realizing that actually, i'm not limited now by canon options. the choices can be whatever i fucking want. or don't want. they can be fucking bonkers off the wall and if it's not referenced in game, it can be true and unquestioned!
yea i'm shipping everybody and bioware can't tell me it's not canon in my world state
#mother giselle became divine because fuck it#we killed both celene and gaspard and established democracy in orlais#abelas didn't let anyone drink from the well of sorrows and kicked us out of the temple while surviving unscathed#we were all scolded appropriately and he gave us directions to mythal's altar#kieran kept his old god baby soul because he likes being creepy but otherwise he's normal and studying art history in orlais#blackwall never went to weisshaupt or became a real grey warden and will never hear the calling and makes furniture professionally now#i'll come up with more#merrill and isabela are married#zevran is king alistair's consort/official royal assassin#you can't make me choose between the hawke siblings so now they both lived#anders and ser-pounce-a-lot were reunited and now live on a cheese farm in the hinterlands in peace#and you know what hawke is there#with fenris#my dalish mage warden (i can do that now!) lesbian romanced morrigan and recruited warden jowan as a sperm donor for our son kieran#dragon age spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age
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she's the door, she can't be the room
L'Amica Geniale - Elena Ferrante | Holly Warburton | Stephanie Says - The Velvet Underground | Winter Lady - Leonard Cohen | x | Suzanne Siegel
#l'amica geniale#my brilliant friend#elena ferrante#lila cerullo#enzo scanno#elena greco#lila x enzo#yes elena is always warm in these on purpose too. this post is how my brain works#art 🎃💋💫#lila cerullo 🫀#otp: diagram of the door opening#mine 🧫#wow. i actually lived to see the day my amyp x steph posts would get a positive spin. this is supposed to feel good and YET#this is a sister post to that kindled her; she lighted up <3 ily lila cerullo blue/orange dichotomy from my head#LILA AND ENZO WERE BOTH CRAZYYYYYYY!!! godbless...#the bedroom scene was hell to color tho i realize it's kind of the point and it's supposed to be private#and we aren't supposed to be allowed to see all that or understand it but STILL.#then again i do not want to see them it's too much.#god gave me chronic low pressure because he knew my perpetual enthusiasm and restlessness will make it normal#ferranteposting
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just imagine like. you're seventeen and desperate and angry and hurting for the truth. you're largely underground and unheard of and you have no power other than slapping on a mask and telling the truth over and over again, hoping that someone will hear. and you will NEVER, not in a MILLION YEARS, guess who DID hear! because the next day superman—not THE superman, it's his really cute son who you met literally a few days ago when he saved you from being shot, and you still have his fake hair—shows up in metropolis lugging a boat full of refugees that you thought would die out in the ocean because no country would dare go looking for them. and he burns the handcuffs off of them, and demands that they be treated with kindness and compassion, and doesn't seem to give a damn about how many international laws he just fucked up. like, wow.
and then you go to talk to him and tell him who you are and oh my god you're FLIRTING with superman. over his fake hair. and when you call him to protect a protest he comes right away, and he stands at the front, eyes blazing, and tells the police to ARREST HIM TOO? so THEN you go to bail him out and meet his dad (actual superman, but whatever) who invites you to dinner. and you get to meet LOIS FUCKING LANE. YOUR HERO. you then embarrass yourself in front of lois lane. the house explodes. superman ( jon, not clark) flies off to confront the guy who almost killed his entire family, and who also happens to be the evil president that overtook your country. superman comes back different. you watch through dimly-lit screens as he runs himself ragged all over the earth trying to save people. burning out like a dying star. he's got the weight of the world on his shoulders, you think. so you have him brought back to your dark apartment, a space just for you and now him, but not "him" as in "superman", it's "him" as in "jon kent"—because you're the one person he never has to worry about, and you want him to know that. he doesn't have to be superman with you. he can just be jon, and jon is beautiful and bright and everything you dreamed of.
"you've got the world," you say. "i've got you."
and hoLY SHIT YOU'RE KISSING HIM. YOU'RE KISSING JON KENT. AND HE LOOKS REALLY, REALLY HAPPY ABOUT IT. HOLY SHIT. you know, at this moment, that you trust this boy with your life. you're going to take on president bendix together and you're going to save your people. and so you make a whole plan that even ROBIN gets involved in (and holy shit you meet robin!! robin almost DECKED you!! and seems to like you? and approves of your relationship with jon?) and set sail for home. jon carries you into the sky. he doesn't want to drop you; you can see it on his face. it's cute. superman is used to catching people, after all, so you smile and let yourself fall. you'll see him on the other side. you believe in him. you have hope, for once in your life. you know he's right by your side. you know he'll be there when you call.
you love him.
and suddenly the battle is over, it's done with, bendix is gone and your people are free and you get to introduce jon to your mother! it's the best day of your life. but when you look around, you see that everyone is watching you. the whole world is, probably. they'll know who you are. they'll know who jay nakamura is.
you don't care. the truth doesn't have to hide anymore. and what is the truth, after all this time? what does jay nakamura have to tell the world?
jon takes your hand. you kiss him, and the truth is that you never want to stop.
#YEYEYHAHAHASHHA#THIS SERIES GAVE ME SO MANY FEELINGS#like it's no wonder jay fell so fast oh my god#thinking about things from jay's pov is both really fucking funny and really emotional#i wanted to include stuff about the accused murder and the ring and the suit but i couldn't figure out how to work it in#and i am soooo tired by now holy shit#jay nakamura i LOVE you#soke#superman: son of kal el#jonjay#jayjon#jay nakamura#jon kent#dcu#dc#sou says stuff
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Mammon is a simp in every universe, alternate timeline and incarnation freaking CONFIRMED:
We did it boys, we made the greedy demon fall in love at first sight again
#I’m picturing them both sitting down and talking about how great their mc is#I love them both so much#god gave me two hands so it could be:#mammon x me x mammon#akxksjsnsn my heart is full#obey me mammon#whb mammon#mam^2
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Suptober - Day 31 || Trick or Treat
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“Come on Barbie, let’s go trick o treating!”
ALL DONE with this year’s Suptober!
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH for this past month!
I will make an updated post about revisions before the lineart from this month is released to download and color yourselves.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND HAPPY SUPTOBER! 🧡🎃💚💙🥳
#suptober23#destiel#Destiel fanart#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#spnfanart#wiggleart#there were many reasons why I made Cas as ken but the main reasons is Ken wore an over shirt that reminded me of the trench coat#in reality they both call each other Barbie#lol#GOD I DIDNT THROW OUT MY WRIST OR ELBOW THIS MONTH HALLELIJAH#AND ITS TIME TO GO BACK TO COLOR#thank you all so much for this last month#I know I made it a full month challenge for myself which gave me extra work but I’m happy for it
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if you would all allow me to be delusional for a moment - so i went back to staring Very Hard at the neighborhood map and. um. well. im chucking my marbles out the window! as always take all of this with a Hefty grain of salt!
i thought i saw a weird pixel in Frank's window so i zoomed in. then i took a screenshot, and fucked with the contrast/brightness settings. and uhhhhhh
UHHHHHH
FRANK??? HELLO???? HE'S IN THERE? i'm pretty sure im Not seeing things bc that is definitely a vague gray tube-outline with a yellow spot in the shape of Frank's nose. hidden in the dark. and i might be seeing things but in the pane next to his face it kinda looks like his hand is on the window? but! Frank's in there! what the fuck!
so naturally i slowly scrolled through the neighborhood Zoomed The Fuck In. obvi there's nothing in Home's eyes, and Barnaby's & Sally's single visible windows(?) are closed. I couldn't find any out-of-place pixels in Julie's or Poppy's.
but! Eddie's kinda freaked me out a little! look at this shit!
on the top left pane... are those fingerprints pressing into the glass? and in the lower left, is that a fucking Face peering out? a creepy ass face that almost looks like some sort of mask? there seems to be another Shape in the upper right... another face perhaps?
and then there's the weird window shine in the lower right (along with maybe Another face...). it almost looks like a string of letters. there isn't a single pattern/design like that anywhere else in the neighborhood. what's up with that....
oh and also, just went back to double check the post office's display window
there seems to be another face - all the way to the right in the darkness. judging by the shape of the paler (yellowish?) pixels between what must be eyes, i think that's Eddie. and i think i see ears and a hat... not sure though. this one is really tough to see but it's There
(side note: Eddie is totally fucked, isn't he? between the faces(?) and hands behind his door, Home sitting in his display, and the hyacinths by his building, the emphasis on his memory (or lack-thereof) in a project that is, in a sense, About memory... i'm concerned! and eating it tf up! hell yeah lets get funky!)
now i couldn't see any, like, concrete Faces or anything in Howdy's store. but! you can kinda see inside! observe~
in the big open window, you can kinda make out some sort of container on a counter and what might be shelves or a kind of brick pattern. and then above the 100% sign... hold on are those fuckign Eyes? lets take a look zoomed in & without the image adjustments!
yeah those uh. i think those are eyes. Wally-esque eyes peering out of the darkness. though they also mildly remind me of eyespots on insect wings. butterfly eyespots, perhaps. inch resting indeed...
WAIT I LIED!!! there DOES seem to be another string of letter-like symbols in the neighborhood, not just the post office's window shine. now it could be just a wild coincidence, but at the same time it seems kind of... purposeful. like that's not normal shading/coloring.
check out the blue window border on Howdy's Place, next to the apples. the lighter blue pixels seem Arranged. i think i see a clear N, and either an R or a P... along with some other symbols that i don't recognize as anything. the lower ones look kinda like faces? what could the top one be? is any of it anything or am i looking too hard?
in short: they're watching us watch them and there's way more to the map than initially meets the eye....
(edit: i've added a reblog w/ the images outlined! badly outlined but a clearer View of what i see nonetheless! + some notes on more little things outlining helped me notice)
#throttling my laptop WHAT DOES IT MEAN??? WHAT DOES IT MEANNNNNNN#got a little spooked there ngl....#noticing the faces(?) in eddie's gave me a lil startle. got a little chill up my spine#I LOVE IT!#im gonna be reeling over this all night....#the implications! the arising questions!! the Choices!!!#frank and eddie being the only ones with their faces in their windows (plus a couple extra)#eddie and howdy having letters/symbols(?) on their buildings#THE EYES IN HOWDY'S STORE!!!#i feel like these are important misplaced pieces of a puzzle i havent even opened yet#god and like. tiny home in eddie's window yeah but that With the eyes in howdy's store?#both buildings - both Stores! - seeming to have hidden letters on them??? WHAT DOES IT MEANNNN#of course i could be just plain insane and seeing things#but some of it.... ough i dont think i am fellas#welcome home speculation#wh speculation#homebogging#ive been meaning to Examine the updated map.... not much Changed or caught my attention but a few things did#why does barnaby have a carton of milk outside his house? something to do with the phrase 'no use crying over spilled milk'?#the flower patch behind julie's house is Oddly green.... kinda reminds me of a body dump#that plus the red thing next to the bowling ball (a ribbon? scissors? something else?) makes me Suspicious#along with a mildly delusional Theory i've had since my first good Examining Of The Map (before the update!)#but thats not what this post is about#theres just. theres interesting things in there!#thank you for reading! i need to go Think about this all....#im feeling the urge to up the contrast/brightness of Every Single Slightly Dark image on the site <3
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