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Forget "gray Jedi" I want to explore Nightsister morality. A culture steeped in dark side magick but which seemingly has many members that shy away from pure evil.
Ventress, who's a Sith apprentice tossed aside, clinging to the dark yet occasionally drifting closer to the Light, using a yellow lightsaber, devoting herself to the Force while still using her hatred and pain? Merrin, who retains her Nightsister culture, resurrects the dead, and yet pries her Jedi lover from the very brink of the Dark she draws from?
I'd take exploration of this type over "gray Jedi" any day of the week.
#asajj ventress#merrin#nightsisters#nightsister culture#nightsister lore#gray jedi#I'm far from the MOST anti-gray Jedi person out there#but i do think it creates major lore problems#and frankly isnt that interesting!#jedi cultute is BUILT on the light side and its philosophies#without room for shades of gray#but nightsisters?#nightsisters' force use is built on mystery and magic steeped in darkness#but seems to leave room for the light#and that fascinates me okay??
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Doodles i forgot to post here! mostly eddie! im so normal about eddie!! i would die for him!!!!!!!! and frank too ofc ofc!!
#welcome home#welcome home fanart#eddie dear#frank frankly#eddie x frank#dear frankly#frank x eddie#also the first one is a redraw of the 1st eddie drawing i ever did#which i also never posted here BEHWHD#im so sorry yall im still struggling with artblock#i wanna create more interesting art for yall!! but my brain wont let me :(#i say yall so much BDJSHD u can tell english isnt my first language smhh
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day 251
so like remember when i said i was gonna be mentally ill about utena
#day 251#year 4#aradia megido#jade harley#homestuck#arajade#revolutionary girl utena#so this is a wip but i dont have the time or energy to finish it today unfortunately#i do plan to finish it at a later date tho#this isnt really meant to be like#a fully realized au or anything#utena doesnt seem like the kind of thing that lends itself super well to this kind of au?#like the kind where you slot other characters into the roles or the setting of the og series#the characters that exist in it are too integral to the like. Point of the thing. to me at least#BUT there are some themes that cross over really well#into the things i find the most most most interesting about aradia and jade and the differences between them#and how they cope with an environment that attacks their agency and like. responsibility. and resisting the established narrative. and. and#and okay TBH? yeah i drew jade in the rose bride fit. but frankly i could say some shit about EITHER of them in either role.#the themes are absolutely there like theres a connection im making in my brain here i swear im just struggling to articulate it#maybe once i finish the drawing i will have finished my rgu arajade thoughts as well.
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wild how Miorine didn’t appear once but how often she was invoked in this episode. Shaddiq’s (disgusting) accusations towards Guel not taking responsibility with her, Petra’s only wish to survive and demand a proper date from Lauda, Chuchu telling Nika that she needs to tell her the truth and the entire truth, otherwise they can’t even start on the path to forgiveness. The Greenhouse being crushed underneath a Gundam, the article that was sent to Suletta in the beginning. Earth House unsure how to handle it, Suletta back in class, zoning out.
#this isnt really anything but it's interesting to me#miorine is so important to this story and that's an obvious thing to say but the real intriguing thing is that since she IS that important#it always means something when she specifically Does Not Appear.#we have no idea what she's doing right now or HOW she's doing frankly#we hardly know how suletta feels or what she thinks about the attack on earth#but mio's still there. she's still there.#mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury#g witch#g witch spoilers#miorine rembran#shaddiq zenelli#guel jeturk#petra itta#lauda jeturk#chuchu panlunch#nika nanaura#suletta mercury#sulemio#smokey speaks
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y’know. something that gets overlooked often is kate’s video, and the confirmed implications of it.
whether you believe nathan assaulted kate or not, this doesn’t take away from the fact she was canonically sa’d by multiple boys at the vortex club party. there are no names given, but we know this is undoubtedly true due to the video’s existence as well as everyone talking about the contents within said video. we also know that kate was visibly out of it in the video given max’s remarks when she finds it on victoria’s computer, and that passed out girls are a common sight at vortex club parties given the unresponsive student across hayden at the end-of-the-world bash :

regardless of where you stand on nathan’s involvement, it is undoubtedly obvious that kate is a victim of sexual assault. she was drugged and then mauled by a group of boys who could probably tell something was wrong, but just didn’t care enough to check. after all, as victoria puts it, people get wasted all the time … how are they supposed to protect or care for every which one of them? ( excuses! )
lis:1 in general has always handled sexual assault with nuance so rarely found in media. they do not make harsh lines in the sand about what ‘counts’ or not. they do not make a show of brutalizing the women on our screen via borderline fetish content like most do when discussing themes of rape. instead, there are undertones : max in lis:de, for example, treats the dark room like a sexual assault trauma specifically. she also goes through her own victim blaming by harping on how attractive she found jefferson, how much she wanted to marry him … this occurs in her nightmare as well, where max behaves as though she wanted what happened, what jefferson did to her, when we know she didn’t. obviously, max was not raped. she was not kissed or groped. but there is an underlying sexual gratification jefferson gets from framing her -- there are perverted comments whispered in her ear, she’s being posed with her purity being talked about, and she is being photographed in a vulnerable, helpless state. it just paints a picture. max comes out of it well aware that jefferson was into it, into seeing her that way, and he moved her while she was unconscious and took his sick photos and that’s enough for the trauma to settle in the sexual assault category. most people wouldn’t count it as that, but the game itself does. the dark room has always been a heavy handed look into young girls being abused and preyed on by older men. it is not shocking that it’s one big metaphor for sexual abuse as well, especially sexual abuse that is demeaned and invalidated by others, sexual abuse that isn’t believed. cue jefferson’s whole character. a man who is too perfect and beloved to suspect. a man who told kate to her face that she’s just seeking attention and likely enjoyed what happened to her. a man who got away with such remarks.
the newspapers go out of their way to claim there isn’t any evidence of sexual assault among the victims, and i believe that’s because they weren’t assaulted in the only way the public cares to look, which is penetrative sex. i could also see the article lying, as papers do, but i think it paints a more prominent picture of how weird people are about sexual assault victims and how downright demanding they are about what counts, what doesn’t, and what’s okay for victims to do or say about their own experiences. it is all rather disgusting, honestly! and i’ve always been enamored by the more complicated, unpopular takes lis:1 took with that plot. i feel like to harp on sexual trauma that genuinely isn’t confirmed and to then ignore the girls’ actual sexual assault ( jefferson, the vortex club ) does a rather huge disservice to the game’s more interesting themes. to put it plainly, it’s a major simplifying tale of the story.
#tbt.#tw sa#been thinking abt this forever tbh?? like. why does nobody actually talk about that damn video#i just find it amusing when people act like nathan decides kate’s victimhood or not. because he doesn’t.#whether he touched her or not doesnt matter — she was canonically touched at that party and recorded and MOCKED for it#multiple boys touched her. this is an undeniable fact. the boys are anonymous but they are confirmed#to act like saying that nathan didn’t assault her removes her victimhood is frankly ignorant and weird to me#he’s already a pretty shitty guy? like. we KNOW he’s done fucked up shit.#whether he touched her or not doesn’t negate the fact he drugged her at all and let that happen to begin with lol#why are some people so …. obsessed? with the fact that he supposedly sa’d her?#again. i don’t care whether you hc that he did or not. i could see either or but! some people are weirdos about it#and i think making very bold takes about kate’s victimhood is weird as fuck anyway#a.) way to prove the game’s themes right in the fact that people are so weird about sa to begin with#and how people act like dictators and actively take away victim’s voices by using big scary words to prove that their opinions are right#and everyone else’s is wrong so if you’re wrong you’re actually disgusting and don’t care about sa#and b.) some of you ONLY view kate as a victim of nathan and nothing more. or just a victim in general. and i think that’s interesting!!#anyway this isnt about any mutuals dw dw but like i’ve had this in my drafts for five days so im releasing it!!#how lis handles sa is so important to me and i hate that people dumb it down and turn it into a morality war??? so weird#but yeah <3 will try to respond to msgs later today
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so far have thrown out pages and pages and pages of me attempting to philosophise my way out of depression
#spoilers. it didnt work LMAO#u might think 'but hey isnt it good to keep it to compare etc etc'#when i say pages i mean PAGES.#ive kept some that are in journals but there are So many.#and also frankly. it is difficult to read in a practical sense LMAO...#my handwriting could get bad. and even when it was nice and legible i wrote in whole blocks#not nice to read. and ive said this before#but T obliterated my interest in philosophising and rumination. its just over
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As someone who is canonically strong. I think the thing that bothers me the most is when people go out of their way to try to carry something heavy for me even when they know how strong I am.
Like, dude, my guy...you've seen all this in action. You're just embarrassing yourself with your own insecurities.
#now this isnt to say that i hate when anyone tries to carry things for me#its the intentions behind it#it feels different and the vibes are quite frankly rancid#i think thats also why i get annoyed at a lot of manhua with strong FLs#if theres a love interest they start treating her like shes made of glass#like bro...that is not what anyone wants its just infantilizing and frankly insulting#starfish says
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There's something interesting about how sam and dean's hell experiences are portrayed. Dean has just enough agency in hell to become the aggressor, while sam is only the victim and can only be the victim
#idk something about the way dean becomes a master torturer while sam becomes a master of being tortured#and this isnt to say dean deserved it or had it easy but there's just.. a Difference#idk i have thoughts about how this contributes to why i cant get my head around people viewing dean as the poor poor victim#and sam as the Horrible younger brother#and it's not the hell experiences themselves but how they're portrayed#there's a bit of a sense of 'sam deserved it sam asked for it'#while dean didnt#despite the fact that dean frankly did not need to make the deal#but sam /did/ need to be the one to beat the devil#and the way that dean post hell /becomes/ the aggressor#whereas sam post hell. doesnt do that#once again i just think its something interesting#and these are just half formed thoughts#and i dont like the interpretation that dean is weak for breaking in hell bc he's not#like this isnt to drag /dean/ but rather to highlight something in the difference of the writing#for each experience#lea speaks
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just started reading book 3 in this series and page 1 is taking no prisoners hgdshdslk
#YOURE DAMN RIGHT HES UNDESERVING#for like a solid half of book 2 i was going ''im going to strangle this man''#i think the worst part is how oblivious he is to his own shortcomings#like if he was cruel that would be one thing#but no he just. does not see women as people. and it never occurs to him that there could be anything amiss in his view of the world#krista d. ball said 'this man does not deserve a first name' and she was RIGHT#anyway please read the ladies occult society books by krista d ball if you like regency settings#specifically with a lot of detail. i cant speak to how Historically Accurate(tm) it is but there is clearly SO much care put into all of it#like describing the logistics of having dresses made and suchlike#it reminds me of in little women when they talk about needing new ribbon for a bonnet or something but like More of that. i love it#eliza does a lot of very careful budgeting because she has to#oh uh. content warning for several kinds of abuse. for sure financial & reproductive abuse but possibly other kinds as well#i feel like im not really selling the series here but it is SO interesting#focused on all the little ways women eke out some independence in a society that systematically denies them any#also theres magic#as of the end of book 2 there are bickering lesbian ghosts#im pretty sure anyway. lesbianism not yet confirmed but like. frankly i would be very surprised if theyre not gay#characters who were never married but are still somehow divorced.#i should also say it isnt Romance it is Historical Fantasy#i think there is going to be a romance at some point. but it is definitely not the main focus & it's possible there wont be one#im rooting for mr sidney sinclair at the moment but we dont know him that well yet. he might turn out not to be trustworthy#anyway. good series. enjoying it#bookposting
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Avoids inevitable drama and discourse over Pokemon starters each time new ones are revealed by simply not liking or using any of them since GSC
I'm p sure hisuian typhlosion was the only starter I genuinely liked enough to keep on my team the whole game since gen 2
#this isnt meant to be a nostalgia goggles post about how older starters were better#bc quite frankly there arent any starters from any gen i really really like#just i do like typhlosion and feraligatr but even then its like. theyre ok#theres just always other pokemon i find so much more interesting and I rarely ever feel compelled to use my starter at all
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tired of 'vortex is the only girl on the combaticons'. what if brawl is the only girl on the combaticons. what then
#red rambles#MORE GIRLS WHO WIN BARE KNUCKLE BRAWLS AGAINST CIS MEN AND WEIGH APPROXIMATELY 3000 POUNDS THANK YOUUUU#this isnt serious obviously all of the combaticons can be girls and/or not girls at will. i just don't think Scary Hot Evil Girl is that#interesting. my dad and my brother and i watched suicide squad and i have been entirely sated on Wacky Scary Evil Girls for the next like#six months or something. its just not that interesting. there are better ways to do this out there#if you can only have one girl etc etc etc#also frankly if we're talking idw it should be swindle bringing gender home from dealings with aliens. first with she/her pronouns then wit#weirder alien genders. trying them out like new paint and putting them on to help his customers feel at ease. and then it should just get i#into their groundwater until suddenly onslaught is using ze/hir pronouns and blast off is identifying with a fifth gender from an alien#mushroom species that has a gender about going to space. and so on#but that's asking a lot from a 'four guys one girl' lineup fan
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*grips laptop as i fight not to abandon this fic because the last chapter had so many mistakes slip through even tho Im pretty sure i edited it*
#guys im so#this isnt even about showing other people cause frankly idc the fic concept is interesting enough#but its just#i usually hold myself to a much higher standard and this chapter is bordering on awful#and like?? no one mentioned it?? and its just#like its not anyones job to mention it but the chapter is so all over the place what the FUCK was I thinking#and its#man im actually about to cry over this I know better#i can /do/ better#plutonium_rambles
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also it's so fun that he decides not to be a monk anymore by basically going 'well GOD made me an insane and swashbuckling loverman and who am i to argue with the divine' in a scene that is equal parts romantic comedy and 'emilio sees the door and knows his purpose'. like well i WOULD have a really deep conversion but .. sadly .. im too fun and sexy anyway let's go back to paris and i'll see if the queen still wants me to get in her pannier
#oh . hang on . the emilio in my head . thinking about him again#oh he would be so great at surviving the horrors................i have half the show cast in my mind already#cousin greg plays jimmy simply because he's six foot seven . there's no other reason for it frankly#willem dafoe plays THEE yarborough of Ugly Gay Cowboy Priest fame#mr cabrera. The Emilio (he has the range to go from this to it was my pain it was my love. i know it)#this isnt even a musketeers post anymore its a lets cast the sparrow post . WHO! would you cast as anne#thats very important to me is who to cast as anne edwards . like who could fill the carrie fisher shaped gap there#the musketeers#and uh#the sparrow#I GUESS#q#fuck dude . thoguht id finish an old favorite show again before it went off a platform and now im knee deep in special interest
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My bestie/housemates new hyperfixation is like. Boys. All the dating apps, spent the evening messaging 5 at the same time for 8 hours while I was working. Which is fine but I have to say it's my least favourite of his hyperfixations.
#i knew stuff about dnd and it was fun bonding but i cannot get the fucker off his fucking phone long enough to have a conversation anymore#and even if he is. its cause hes talking to me about the boys. and after the first 10 its hard for me to keep interest#also Im SO fucking jealous but i just canttttttt imagine hooking up or dating pre top surgery like it makes me feel awful to think abt it#but that doesnt mean im not. inconceivabley jealous of the dating and hooking up#please on god talk to me abt anything that isnt sex im begging you#im trynna stay sex positive and supportive of his slutting but frankly. im over it
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I disagree with some things Amzet is talking about, but it's interesting hearing his perspective.
#i talk#qsmp talk#I won't do a translation because frankly my Spanish isnt that good but#essentially he's saying if you need money you shouldnt do volunteer work#like I said my Spanish isn't Fantastic so I won't do a play by play saying exactly what I disagree with#because I've missed a few things and I dont want to imply that he DIDNT discuss certain points#you know what I mean?#but like I said it's interesting hearing his perspective#that being said. always frickin weird hearing him talk#been almost a year but I'm still like ''yeah thats Bobby''#it seems like things were better on the admin team when he was around#I think the perspective of crunchtime + overwork is missing from the convo rn though but he's still talking
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perhaps the reason why aup ended like *that* is because it was not supposed to have a happy ending in the first place, but sayren didnt have the guts to deal with readers' backlash for when they finally kill off the main character so a half baked happy ending is what we get 😔
#for a happy ending of a story to be narratively satisfying the characters gotta actively work hard for it#this happy ending feels empty because quite frankly speaking ludger did nothing to deserve it#he has zero character developments from the beginning to the end and has always been the same#well except for his emotional state getting worse over time#bc instead of making any attempt at all to healthily address it like a mentally mature 40yo adult he let it swallow him whole#(not that im necessarily blaming him but its quite frustrating to see him remain unchanged if aup is meant to be a redemption story)#his OPness is inherent#his genius is inherent#(this is not to say he isnt hardworking / only relying on his inborn talents but the author repeatively failed the 'show dont tell' checks)#(bc it was only implied in the past and we've never truly seen it in the canon present timeline either)#his kindness is inherent#ngl dad!ludger content doesnt appeal to me as much as dad!edgeworth cuz the latter is the fruit of the character's growth and hard labor#while the former is well... its just who he is#usually i love found family content but in aup it bores my mind out bc his interactions w the students + owens are so static & predictable#it was heartwarming at the moment of adoption but later on i find it as tedious as reading generic established romantic relationships#was it because of the lack of tensions and conflicts i wonder#they all became his yes men and no one ever actively challenged his unhealthy mindset or behaviors#anyway id have been more interested if he recognized his biases/favoritism/prejudices towards some certain characters & worked to change it#but welp. that would require character growth which is too much to expect from him ig#he has learnt quite nothing from his journey and tbh aup would ironically feel more meaningful if it ended on a tragic note#ofco i got noblesse'd again 😔#would i kill for aup to have a happy ending? yes#would i rather have a sad ending over the half baked and empty good ending we get? also yes#if it must burn then let the whole world burn. cuz at least it would be more much memorable and impactful that way#and i wouldnt have to feel this disappointed and lose all of my interests in one of my only two beloved aroace MCs in aup </2#rant
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