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Extremely entertaining how the rangers tag has never been a hopping spot...until rempe happened. Im gonna have to block his name to get rid of all the rempe x OC that is suddenly flooding it lmao. I support yall but i am REALLY not interested. What happened to not tagging rpf in official tags for politeness sake? I feel like kids these days dont even know the rules, they would not have survived early 2000s fandom.
#It makes me feel so old 🤣🤣🤣🤣#I have become the crypt keeper#Nyr boots liveblog#I dunno i come from an age when you didnt tag any actual names for rpf ships and came up with tag names#and found out about them through friends#This feels like a very new generation mainstream rpf fanfic is getting made into movies trend#After what happened with seattle it kinda freaks me out#Like most hockey players dont have tumblr but what if by chance they did look at their tag?#I wouldnt want them to find that stuff :(
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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...
#personal#delete later#idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original#which i kinda resent#while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it#and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story#in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach#and work to find the answer#i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think#sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes “what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom#when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground#again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its#purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending#wait they did that in the movie shit#i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin#family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin
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ORV is about enduring the horrors in real time.
(for @everyonesfavoritebastard)
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#I read a few arcs of ORV a few years back so I am at least loosely familiar with the characters and premise.#ORV dares ask the question: “what if you finally met your beloved blorbo who helped you cope through the horrors - and he *hates you*”#The reversal of what most people feel about some of their blorbos (love them but would never want to meet someone like that in person)#I would love to keep reading orv but it is very long and I already promised to finished like...3 other shows and several books.#my gesture of affection is consuming the media my friends care about. Alas I have none who are into orv to motivate me.#Also hey there raffle winner everyonesfavouritebastard - you gave no prompt at all so I took a random swing based on ur pfp and blog#I hope you like kim dokja! I am terribly sorry if you meant to leave a prompt and something glitched#EDIT: Found out raffle winner everyonesfavouritbastard didn't know it was a raffle. Homie...I'm So Sorry.#Now I *really* hope you like Kim Dokja.#You're so valid; I too would be mesmerized by the beauty of stackedbird's lovely little apple art.
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"It will just end how it started"
#only friends the series#only friends#ofts#neo trai#mark pakin#i am living for them#glad nick found out in ep 3 and we have now a bunch of episodes of them just making everything worse for each other#nick really worked so hard on keeping boston i want to hug him#his proud smile after jerking boston off ;A;#and he tries to voice when he is uncomfortable and at the same time already realizes that boston is very much not on the same page#and my boy is already escelating listening in on the car sex#possible intended the bug for other reasons but baby - do not put yourself through hearing the whole thing in stereo....you could already#see them from the outside#have to had it to boston: he really nearly doesn't care at all about getting seen#p'jojo getting in his tweet <3#it is very telling that nick clearly knows who boston is but in his mind their encounters are just a tad more romantic with a focus on the#kissing they are doing and not so much the sex itself#fyi: i saved these gif files under the ship name 'tonnic'
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super splashfrost times
#splashtail#frostpaw#ok i rewatched one of my favorite movies. here is an unrelated asc rewrite i was considering#i think frostpaw could have found out about reedwhisker sooner#splashfrost are still very close as kids but they start drifting apart when frost switches to med training#and either she finds him by chance soon after he kills reedwhisker and he has to manipulate his way through it#OR reed/curl/splash/frost are all in the forest one day for one reason or another#and splash starts instigating reed and they get into a physical fight and he obviously dies#so it's a secret between the 3 of them#and frostpaw knows it was an accident splashtail of course it was. you're my best friend#in the movie the first death was an accident but in this au curl&splash are just fucking with her the whole time!#curl with better intentions than him of course but they're both still leaving her in the dark about why it really happened#and curlfeather still ends up dying too and frostpaw doesn't know what to do because it couldn't have been splashtail. it was an accident#and things just keep getting worse!#this isn't what i think should have happened instead i'm just having fun#this will make more sense if you've seen super dark times. not that it's related
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welcome home
#kabby#The 100#Abby Griffin#Marcus Kane#my art#every now and then I drink wine and spiral about Them#anyway this was an old wip I found while clearing out some files that was nearly finished#so I figured I'd clean it up and post it#this blog still exists so if this makes anyone still following it happy then I'm glad#in my heart this was the ending they had#a little cabin that they share#building a new life together on the ground#helping secure a future of peace for their people#surrounded by friends and family#always returning home to each other at the end of the day#and never taking for granted all that they went through to get there#the home they'd always dreamed of#the love they never thought they'd get to have#the happiness they'd earned
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one frustrating aspect about being me is that people sometimes want to do something nice to me, or they want to make up to me for something they did, or they want to give me a gift or do something special.
and every time they ask i ask for the same thing over and over. consume this piece of media for me. it can be something i made or some work that holds a lot of significance to me, or an experience i want to share or a board game i want to play with them.
and for whatever fucking reason time and time again this seems like an impossible request to ask. they sound so eager to please and they swear up and down that they are willing to do anything and i just ask them "read this book for me" "watch this show with me" "play this game with me" they imediatly hesitate and start hedging, and begin a long lethany of explanations for why it simply cannot be done until the next four months or whatever. and im always internally like "well, i guess you werent willing to do *literally anything* like you just said"
i really dont get it. i always make a point, if commit to read something or watch something because someone else asked, to do it as soon as possible and i always come back with a long list of thoughts and observations and analisis. (which i almost never get in return, i can count myself lucky if i get a "it was really cool!" and that is it) because this thing meant a lot to them so i want to give them my full investment. it doesnt even cost me that much. it wasnt this titanic effort like it seems to be for others. i make a point not to ask for expensive gifts or for things that would take a lot of physical effort i really dont understand why this is so much to ask of others.
#'oh well you cant expect them to be invested in this thing like you are' i am never invested on whatever people ask of me#i still get through it and find something to enjoy out of it and opinions to have about it#i played entire campaigns of game systems i didnt care for because a friend asked me to do it#and i found something to get out of it#it really doesnt seem like it would be that much to ask for#and yet#fip living life
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It's hard being someone who does genuinely get infuriated with Ford's actions and acknowledges a lot of his flaws and the people he hurt, while also liking (and relating) to his character enough that I would like him to have nice things sometimes and don't believe he's satan
#hes not my favorite guy#but i keep having to defend him because every time people talk about him its like “YEAH HES A SHITBAG WHO WANTS TO WATCH HIS BROTHER DIE”#“HED PROBABLY LAUGH IN HIS FACE WHILE HE GETS MAULED BY TIGERS”#when i was reading the fanfic O Brother I too thought he was being overly cruel to poor Stanley (in a way that made sense not an ooc way)#but then he like found out the deity that was his entire life was lying to him and that he hurt people#and that he no longer can SLEEP because hell hurt people again#and he has to figure out the impossible answer of what to do while everyone is upset and untrusting of him#and his best and only friend barely can LOOK at him#and all the comments are like “YEAH THIS IS WHAT HE DESERVES!!! FUCK YOU STANFORD”#meanwhile im over here like “oh my god thats so fucking awful!!! i feel so bad!!!”#like he genuinely has NO ONE right then thats fucking awful#its Jonathan Sims all over again except even the AUDIENCE hates him and like?????? please hes just misguided he does NOT deserve this#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#again let me clarify HES NOT EVEN MY FAVORITE GUY#i obsess over him occasionally but im a Stanley defender through and through AND YET#i keep having to say “guys. hes not as bad as you guys think. and Stan isn't as GOOD as you guys think. GUYS. PLEASE.”#it truly is interesting how different focuses on characters influence the audiences perspective of them SO MUCH#because ngl remember how i mentioned J Sims?#i really feel like Jon and Ford are similar#meddled with deities they didn’t understand. had paranoid tendencies. isolated themselves often. had selfish tendencies.#often rude and abrasive but also had a heart#and again the audience LOVES Jon and hates characters for disliking him#but this audience (which probably is the same people too lol) hate Ford and feel vindicated when characters dislike him
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alright folks, I'll probably finish SVSSS v4 by this weekend (pray for me) and then I'll be done all of MXTX's books and I have no idea which series to try next... So!! I'm going to pose the question to people that might have more experience in the genre! These are ones I've either incidentally acquired or been recommended
#help me out i'm indecisive and not well informed about the genre i don't even know if they're all technically the same genre#i started mdzs in 2022#i just finished tgcf at the start of the summer#and now i'm working through the last of svsss#i've been reading mxtx books for two years and guys i'm so not ready to be done (;′⌒`)#i'm exerting so much self-restraint by not giving up and restarting mdzs#but i've ended up with a surprisingly large stack of books over the years and i should try something new#for apothecary diaries i'm actually on book 2 i read the first back in may and wouldn't mind continuing it it's funny#as a rule i'm not huge on isekai's but svsss has warmed me to them and disabled tyrants sounds hilarious i'm intrigued#i think beware of chicken is actually by a canadian author...? but it seems to fit the genre and i had a friend passionately recommend it#so i've picked it up and should read it at some point#the other 3 i know basically nothing about buy i found the first books cheap at a used book sale and grabbed them on a whim#bene speaks
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i don’t talk about bridgerton on here but just to clarify. i will not be having ANY eloise hate on this account. i will bite.
#eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you!!#addressing the normal talking points one by one to get them sorted:#- no i don’t care that eloise called pen some names after the discovery. she was devastated and furious.#she can apologise in the future but in the moment of course she said it#- yes pen did write about eloise as a way to save her but that doesn’t mean it hasn’t possibly ruined eloise’s life#- similarly: eloise isn’t (just) angry that she was written about. daphne also went through whistledown and it very much terrified her#so have many other women including marina#- eloise is betrayed because she told pen everything and is realising pen told her nothing#(and she’s probably thinking about any secrets she might have said to her best friend that could now be used against the ton and her family)#- as claudio said: being regency gossip girl isnt a moral girlboss thing its deeply harmful tbh#- pen did have reasons to become whistledown! that doesn’t mean that she’s innocent or right!#- eloise isnt now friends with cressida to spite pen lmao she’s alone and scared and cressida was the last person who offered her friendship#she has no idea how to manage society by herself#(and she needs someone to improve the reputation of her and her family)#- im also convinced she has other ulterior motives for befriending cressida. like she’s keeping an eye on her or smth#- eloise didn’t just ignore anything pen said and that’s why she only just figured it out. pen deliberately didn’t speak like lw to hide it#the moment she did eloise was like huh that’s weird she doesn’t normally talk like that. and THATS when she figured it out#- eloise just found out her best friend has betrayed her and been hiding this massive secret#but she hasn’t told anyone. not even her own family. im not hearing out any accusations of HER of being disloyal#- also pen clearly wasn’t that upset at writing about eloise bc the moment eloise and colin upset her she went straight back to it lmao#side note but no i don’t think the queen is going to name her the ‘emerald’ or anything because she’s suddenly in the spotlight#eloise is tbh the only debutante she actually consistently recognised (for good or bad)#a new dress is not going to be interesting for charlotte to change her whole tradition#tl;dr i love eloise and i will die on this hill#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton
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knowing communication is vital to a healthy relationship but never knowing how to start a conversation or holding back because you don't want to burden them with your emotions or say/do something that will push them away and just generally being socially inadept is such a fun time! :)
#i was so content being single why did i sign up for this again?#i like this person so much and i'm already so attached#and they've reassured me that they want to be with me also#but things are going so fucking slow and i think right now they have to#because of their mental state and things they are just trying to figure out about themselves and what they want#and i just want to be there for them through it and help them sort things out#but i guess some of the issue is they are mourning a relationship that they wanted but that didn't get to happen#but that apparently after we basically established yeah let's be a thing the other person reached in hopes they could meet each other#which like they told me it's more an issue now of letting the other person down easy and let them know they found a person to be with#but i'm just not coping with this knowledge very well at all#despite the reassurance from them that i'm the one they wanna be with#and i think i'm struggling because i'm probably jealous because they are friends and have been for years#and i don't want to be jealous i just wanna be chill about it#like i'm not going to be the person who makes them feel like they can't maintain their long term friendships#i won't be that person#but it makes me feel insecure like i'm competing against someone i don't even know#and i worry they're going to realize i just fucking suck and decide that to leave me to try something with that person instead#but i don't know how to even start a conversation or convey these feelings to them without fearing it's going to start some bullshit#that i don't want tainting the relationship#even outside of that like#i wanna know so many things about them but i don't even know where to start or if i can just ask them questions#everything scares me relationships are scary#i'm so fucking scared of being hurt again#ugh#personal#sorry i just needed to dump this somewhere because i've been bottling it up for a fucking week now#it did not make me feel better but at least i got the words out
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6/14 • Day 6 • Meet the Heroes
Princess Training?
Decided to clean up this sketch! I wasn't entirely satisfied w it when I drew it, but eh... it's all I have LMFAOOO 🧍
Some additional sketches! First one I was testing out/playing w casual outfits, second one I just really wanted to draw the active wear so I went w that LMFAO
Also made slight changes to Céline's active wear palette, cause like.... they did her so dirty........
Like even the canonish one doesn't follow canon, they just picked the worst palest yellow for her 😔
@sharenaweek
#sharenaweek2024#i'm p tired still tbh! i think i'm gonna take it easy now#but i love celine w all my heart and i want her to interact w sharena sooooooooo bad.#LIKE. using hortensia's fbs as a blueprint. i think she and sharena would ABSOLUTELY have something there#not to replace hortensia about it i love her too. poor girl would be seething though if she found out 😭#but then you can just keep going. celine loves cute girls. she wants to be a 'big sister' so bad#sharena famously loves collecting cute girls. when hortensia sees shari as a threat it's too late#sharena became her friend like yesterday. record time. she can't keep getting away w this.#but most of all i desperately want to see celine be an autistic little weirdo about sharena LMFAOO#LIKE.... CELINE IS SO AUTISTIC TO ME ....... she's SO silly about it. in such a serious 'mature for her age' way#i want to see them both fumble through a friendship soooo bad. both of them trying to find the correct Script/Act#to successfully Befriend the other.#i think they would be sooooo fun. alfred. please. i'm begging you to introduce them.#sharena#fe celine#my art#'hortensia's fbs' i meant to say supports. her supports w celine LMFAOOO#well. i'm not going back to fix that LMFAOOO
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#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#seras victoria#alucard hellsing#walter c dornez#a#those like 2 seconds of dialogue between Walter and seras hands down best scene like DUUUUUUDE#*seras interacts with literally any character* ‘omg they have the best dynamic in all of hellsing’#I LOVE HER SO MUCH AHHHGHHGGH every dynamic is great because she at her core is such a loving and passionate person that it bleeds into all#other facets of her life like FUCK man even after the betrayal she thanks Walter like she’s been through hell and seen the worst in people#yet she still sees the good in them!!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#unrelated but currently very emotional about my 3ds and Pokemon and the beauty of existing authentically#I found my first (caught) shinies!!!!! I found a rattata when I first got heartgold and my brother tried to coach me through but I killed it#so then I’d been playing b2 and was in the ranch and I got this patrat and azuril within 30 minutes of each other#and then seeing other Pokémon that I transferred up or that I got from my brother and the ones my friend traded me#and then like my 3ds is a Time Capsule to 2015 when I figured out I can use the internet on this thing#girlie was on ao3 and I’ll keep some of my dignity but it’s endearing in a sort of way. that was my life once!#people and the passage of time is so sexy. being able to grow and see yourself change as a person. Pokemon.#I got like this a few months ago going through the camera on my 3ds. I have like no photos of me from 8-12so it’s like. woah!! that’s me!!!
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#I've read some of you talking about your irls reaching out#Positive and negative thinga#And I'm... In the middle#I haven't hidden my love for 1D since it took over my life 3 years ago#So the people that know me know this about me#Granted they probably know more about Louis but still#One of my closest friends was a bit insensitive at first and I just couldn't reply#She then sort of came through and has been checking in#I don't think she realized how much it mattered to me#Then I told my best friend who's still back home#I also don't think she understood how important they are to me#She hasn't checked in again but she has sooo much shit on her plate that I don't even blame her although it still... A little bit#But I'm also like trying not to think they actually knew how seriously important these bois are to me#Anyway. Another friend... I saw him right after I found so I was still very much in shock and he knows about them and my deep connection#Saw him the next day he hugged me and asked me how I was and this was after the shock wore off and I had cried all night#I almost broke down again... But he hasn't checked in again and I'm a bit sad about it#Someone I met briefly in the summer and got to talking about the bois reached out and asked and I was glad they did#My sister has been checking in which has been very nice#Again... Idk... I don't need them to understand or be all over me asking or anything#It's just... Yeah.#And it just reinforces my gratitude for this space and the friends I've made the past couple of years#I have no idea where I'd be if I didn't have this and you all#But then again... The biggest reason I'm still in this community is the people I've met#So of course I would always have you here#Understanding something that outsiders could never#It's like trying to explain why Louis is so important to me... If you don't feel you won't get it#Rambles ramble#My eyes hurt
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Elaborate on Ripley/Chen NOOWWWWWWWW
ahaha what if you acted like you hated my guts for years and years all because you didn't trust me. and were jealous of how close i got to your best friend/crush. and then you accidentally doomed me to be tortured for five years when you found out i was an escaped lab experiment and assumed i was dead so you stopped looking for me. and i only found out all of this from you after i showed up back in your life (not dead! lol) and started hanging out with you and your dog as my one happy place. and also only after i started catching feelings for you (which is a crazy big issue seeing as i'm a supervillain and you're my enemy now). and we were both boys. like what would you even do
(incredible! this couple got divorced before they even started dating!)
the thing about steelstep with ripley and chen is that they ultimately like. have a really sweet relationship. i think there's a universe where they're better for each other in the long run. chen makes ripley feel validated and real and cared for in ways he never thought would be possible. when they can reach that point, they understand each other better than anybody else has been able to. but oh my fucking god. the many many many many MANY universes where they're the death of each other............. just so yummy
and then there's the issue of both of them still being hopelessly in love with ortega. nothing like bonding over your (supposedly) unrequited crushes on the same man. crushes that you've been hiding for like, a decade. this is like, repressed victorian levels of romantic suffering. and they both know how the other one feels about ortega. it kind of brought them closer together in a way. bonding over the oblivious idiot.
#cryptic ocs#ripley hawthorn#fhr#marshal steel#steelstep#fhr posting#i'm so normal about them. all the time. in the endings where ripley finds out about the autopsy photos 99% of the time it RUINS them both#thinking about the playthrough i did where i got 90% of the way through steel romance before ripley Found Out#and he got so mad that it pushed chen into putting two and two together and realizing that ripley is the villain#they didn't even talk after the crash and steel told ortega he was suspicious of ripley and ortega asked ripley like. Is that true??#and ripley said No. you know chen always fucking hated my guts. why would you trust him about that?#AND ORTEGA BELIEVED HIM OVER HIS BEST FRIEND OF OVER A DECAAAAADEEEEEEEEEE#the drama. I hope they literally kill each other <3
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something people dont talk about is that losing a pet can be genuinely traumatic
#like ive been through some shit#there's stuff that i cry about if i try to talk about it#i havent told many people about this stuff like very few people#my parents and super close friends and thats pretty much it#but like. shit losing a cat is so fucking hard#mum suggested that MAYBE theres a SLIGHT possibility that dad's house has mould#and i started sobbing IMMEDIATELY because i used to live in a house with mould and that caused my first cat to have a kidney failure and she#died#and i currently have two cats#now my first cat was pretty old when we lived there#and she mightve had health issues when we got her#and she was like. an adult cat.#but my current cats?#one of them is like 3 and the other is 1. theyre basically kittens.#pablo im pretty sure IS a kitten#and if they were to die because our house has mould i would be so devestated#like i was already devestated about midnight but if that happened again i couldnt handle it#we didn't get another cat for like a year because dad just couldn't process the fact that she was gone#it's so scary losing a cat and i dont know what i would do if i found out that one of them got sick because of our house#i dunno it's just. really traumatizing sometimes.
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