#and felt like i comitted a crime

[detentiontrack]

Ummmm once again thinking about how being raised in purity culture messed me up. I have a question for those who live/lived in less strict rules:

If you are AFAB, and live with men in your house (who are either related to you or otherwise a part of your family unit. Ie dad, brother, stepfather) is it normal to walk around in like a sports bra and sweatpants going from your room to the bathroom to shower? Or if you sleep in a cropped tank top & shorts, is it normal to make breakfast in the morning without changing? Can you wear a tank top in the house in the summer? If you're getting ready to go somewhere and you're wearing jeans and a camisole, do you have to finish getting ready and put on a sweater before leaving the room?

[snarkylinda]

I am seeing suppositions for UnSub!Reid on the revival and, as fun as the concept sounds like, I would actually hate to see it on the actual show. Why? Simple really.

I don't want my favorite character to die.

Like I think some forget this is not a shonen anime- if Spencer comits crimes he wouldn't had an redemption arc and then come back to his found family with a hot new look- he would just be killed. Point blank. Every single UnSub that was shown in CM no matter their intentions, or their motives, were either sent to Jail for eternity or killed off. And like what is the thing they constantly repeat all the time about Unsubs that already went to Jail? They won't go back. So they either kill themselves or get the cops to do it for them. You can guess what I am implying here.

Spencer was never a really morally gray character. He has his own agendas and his own way to tackle issues in manners that other members of the team never would- but he is geniuly a good hearted man. Him caring for SOME Unsubs wasn't him going full "oh yeah they were right to murder those people because... society™" he just felt bad for them. He is utterly compassionate. Being a total bitch that makes questionable decisions doesn't makes him gray- it makes him human. Even at his lowest, when he DID hurt other humans beings (emphasis on hurt, not kill) he got terrified, he insolated himself from his team and subconsciously convinced himself he was better off left to rot. He felt regret over the thought his actions could had caused fucking Cat to have an spontaneous abortion. FUCKING CAT.

Spencer was put through the ringer but his heart of gold remained, for him to go full Joker out of nowhere only to get killed off and be forevermore remembered as "that Genious cop that started up really sweet but then shit happened and he fell off the badgon." would be an fucking insult to anyone that ever cared about his character for fucking 20 years and a really weird, offending move that I hope they never ever think about pulling.

[dykedvonte]

I could see Jimmy's struggles on Earth being more about keeping a job/supporting himself. I definitely agree he's had some issues with police, but it's minor stuff like getting into fights at bars or petty thief.

Especially with his horrible personality, it's probably was hard not only finding a decent job, but one he felt comfortable in/believing he was a part of the team.

Giving him a laundry list of crimes makes it seems that predators like him are easy to spot when that's completely not true.

This exactly!!!

I’m not saying that Jimmy is like someone who slips under the radar completely, he does and says shit that’s weird, abrasive, threatening even but it’s never to the extent of outright suspicion. He’s just before that category and that’s part of the struggle. You have people like Curly that see the parts that aren’t all bad, even if they aren’t great, and those that don’t want to be involved when he steps over the line. On Earth, him crossing the line was seen with a sort of inevitability, people like Curly are much farther and fewer between.

He has a bad record but not an horrible one. He’s rude and abrasive but not outright violent. He’s bad with people but not in a way they stay away from him, he can’t keep them around outside of like Curly and non-comital pals, they probably don’t see enough of him to care. Jimmy’s in the perfect situation where he can just scrap by on his own but he’d be miserable. He’d always be on the cusps of comforts and stability someone like Curly or Swansea or Anya are stable enough in.

It’s why it’s easy to see why he could be given the benefit of the doubt. Why someone would pity and try to give him a step up or even try to find him a way out when he fucks up. He’s already pretty fucked in life why make it harder? But it’s the exact reason why you kinda shouldn’t. It can embolden the worse parts of him but he isn’t naturally trying to get away with the worse, it’s just he will if he starts to realize he can.

[brights-place]

I love angsty shit and I love barb sooooo....

What if during trolls world tour, barb and pop troll reader (they're married) have a fight over barb's world domination plan, reader was always a soft hearted troll and she didn't like the idea of her wife taking over world's music.

So they start arguing and barb gets really pissed (I headcanon she has anger control issues), so she accidentally uses her guitar and transforms reader into a hard rock troll. (Which she didn't want to do that because her wife would lose her kind personality and just straight up start being an aggressive hard rock troll)

Hope this isn't much, you're the best ❤️

Barb X Wife POP! S/O having a argument

Pairings: Barb X Reader

Warnings: Angst! SWEET SWEET ANGST!, Cursing

A/N: Oh how I love angst! MWAHHAHAHAH ANGST IS MY WAY TO GO I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE CRUMBLE HEBFAJNKNVHUWEI Oh I love this! also you speaking will be Purple and Pink like half half! :>>

Barb was an rock troll and you were an pop troll. barb hated pop trolls but you... you were different to her you stood out your f/c skins and f/c hair made her light up every second of the day. You were her wife and barb loved you so much. You and Barb had been dating for about 7 years and you were always supportive with each other but you did have an argument when she wanted to unite all trolls you thought you all were going to understand and learn each others different styles of music.

You didn’t think you’d end up watching your girlfriend/wife try to take over the world. You spoke up about it but she was so close to actually collecting all the strings about it and she was gonna quit since she noticed the look of discomfort in your face but continued to do it anyway even though you told her that you felt something would happen even though she knew your gut feelings were always right she waved it off… The problem rised when she had captured queen poppy and you were panicking as you entered shouting barbs name angrily Poppy stuck in a cage as Poppy called out to you when you entered the stage as you told poppy you're gonna let her and the others out but barb grabbed your wrist telling you to stop it cause you both were in public with all the other trolls of different genres standing there staring at Branch who was already a rock zombie and turned back towards you the other rock trolls slighty froze seeing their other queen glaring at Barb You stared angrily at barb "Barb! these are other trolls! they all have diff rent genres like you and I! I'm pop and your rock! yet we still worked it out" You said bitterly as you stepped forward as Barb scoffed " I'm gonna unite the strings and destroy all music except for rock! my love (Name) you don't understand-" she was cut off by you "What don't I understand? I understand pretty well what your doing! yes harmony is good yet we all are different we shouldn't be bound to one genre!" You called out voice laced with annoyance "You are comitting various crimes!" barb grew frustrated as each time she spoke up about how this would be good for everybody you told her off as Poppy was in the background glancing between you two gasping and cheering and saying 'Go girl' loudly towards you as if she was watching a Rom-com when the main love interests were fighting as the other trolls in the background was leaning forward stuck in seeing you two fighting claiming that this wasn't right and how you also glared at the citizens scolding them all before turning over back to barb.

You were shouting to her angrily as her voice raised up her grip on the guitar tightening "Barbra! this isn't right!" barb scoffed "IT IS RIGHT! Nothing here isn't good rock though is! it bands people together (Name) Pop music isn’t even real music! It’s bland! It’s repetitive! The lyrics are empty! Worst of all, it crawls into your head like an earworm! along with all these other stupid ass genres!" You furrowed your eyebrows "That is my music genre! that is my culture!" You shouted angrily as you bawled your fists as you both glared eachother down as you spoke up "If your gonna do this" your voice dropped as you raised your hand towards your ring finger where your ring rested the skull ring with a red ruby that barb and you had but hers was silver and had (your gem) you gripped onto the ring making eye contact with Barb as you pulled it off as her eyebrows furrowed more "The fuck are you doing!" "I don't want any part of this!" Barb shouted "Do not turn your back (name)! I am your wife! I am your partner!" Barb called outwith slight panic her grip loosing abit on the guitar when you turned your back and glared at her with pure hatred "MY wife wouldn't do something cruel" when you took a step forward as she called out to you "Stop! (Name) I said STOP" Barb gritted her teeth as a slight shadow caste over her face her grip on the guitar tightening more as she strummed the guitar loudly in your direction as Poppy gasped covering her mouth quickly as her eyes were wide glancing her direction to Barb who froze still at what she had just done... No no no... she didn't mean to do that! she just needed you to stop and hear her out... she didn't mean to- she didn't you were in a lava rock stone as it soon cracked showing you standing. Barbs heart shattered in a second there you stood your gorgeous happy smile now gone only having a blank look on your face as your f/c skin was duller along with your hair as your body was duller you were wearing Tawny velvet pants delicately adorned with small yet sparkling rhinestone accents wrap tightly around your frame, A distressed leather vest hangs open from displaying your belly button ring and a succubus tattoo with Chained leather cuffs serve as functional yet fashionable accessories, contrasting with the boots and a studded leather belt completes the look, adding a touch of contrast and adding to the rock n roll vibe Barb was frozen in place as she noticed your red eyes and doing a rock n roll hand signal as she stepped forward her voice quiet "(Name)" you smirked at her sticking your tongue out "ROCK N ROLL" Barb had a look of panic in her eyes as all the other rock trolls froze realizing what they were doing What has she done

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[just-an-enby-lemon]

I love how proud Jonny is saying he comited ALL types of piracy because since he is a pirate it means that he is proudly reinforcing the all because he like sold pirate DvDs or even just pirated some movies and felt absolutly great doing it. Incredibly proud of his smallest crime.

"Oh yeah I got arrested because I used torrent to watch Pirates of the Caribean... I also murdered more than 200 people."

[midnightbrightside]

hiiii this isn't the number prompt thing, just a random Krisnix question:

In an alt timeline where Kristoph doesn't give himself away and Phoenix can't provide any proof of his crimes, how long do you think they'd keep up with whatever the heck krisnix is? imo kristoph was fully prepared to keep up the charade forever, but I think it would make him insane eventually. and I'm like 50/50 if Phoenix would stick around and they would have an epic gay marriage and subsequent divorce or if he'd just find a different way to make Kris have an ace attorney courtroom breakdown?

oh yeah i fully believe kristoph was willing to keep up the charade forever, whatever weird tango they had going on kristoph liked it and wanted to keep the status quo without getting rid of phoenix- he wasnt initially planning on framing phoenix for zak's murder after all, he was gonna let olga take the fall. and i kinda hc that he killed zak to cut off another one of phoenix's leads so that they could continue as they were for just a little bit longer. seven years is a long time, if he's made it that long then he's comitted for life.

the only way he'd end it is if he got tired of phoenix, or felt that phoenix was on his tail. but that's exactly why phoenix only confronted him in the courtroom, so that he could get rid of kristoph before kristoph got rid of him. "that's why i decided to bring this case to court" he knew it was dangerous to confront kristoph alone, on anything.

and phoenix side? ur right it's so hard to say exactly what he'd do but i dont think he'd let it go on. he was already working on the mason system behind kristoph's back, by that point he knew what kris had done and he wanted to fix the system that hurt him and so many others. if this was a universe where kristoph still killed zak- he just was more careful about it- then phoenix would find some other way to catch him out.

just look at the bloody ace in 4-1. phoenix stooped to kristoph's level and became exactly what everyone had been calling him for years: a liar, a cheat, a forger. he didnt win fair and square at all. he betrayed his promise to following  the truth and risked apollo's badge because he was that desparate to put kristoph behind bars. so yeah, he would find some other underhanded way to prove kristoph did it, and if kristoph is still declared innocent and olga was sent to jail then phoenix would work tirelessly on the mason system until he could call for a retrial.

in the meantime he wouldnt let kristoph around trucy or other ppl he cares about, because kristoph killed a man. i dont think phoenix was aware that kristoph was capable of murder until that night and the idea that the man he has let into his house and home for the past seven years is a killer would make him sick to his stomach.

he already knew kristoph was dangerous and a villain and the one who ruined his life and that was hard enough to come to terms with at the time. but he thought that was it: he's just some mean and petty twink who abuses the justice system. that's bad on it's own- definitely a jailable offence- but not an immediate danger to his loved ones, he can afford to play house with him until the mason system is off the ground if that's all kristoph did.

but it's not all kristoph did. and every night phoenix would wonder how hands that have held him so gently were the same hands that took another man's life.

[ticklish-n-stuff]

Comfort

Welcome back to another segment of malewife Chuuya woooo 👏👏👏

This one is more personal (as if all my fics aren't-).

So long story short, I have trichotillomania. If you don't know what that is uhh... google it lmao. It's something I'm heavily insecure about and I've never talked about it openly so I'm literally shaking and crying while writing this KAHDKSJSK. But I had a relapse last night and it's been haunting my thoughts all day and I need my fictional husband to reassure me and tell me that I'm not some weirdo for having this... And like comfort tickles go brrr

So yeah that's about it uwu

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Chuuya x gn!reader (romantic)

Lee: reader

Ler: Chuuya

Warnings: Tickles! **Reader has trichotillomania**

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You had just walked out of the bathroom, the look on your face made you seem like you had seen a ghost.

"Honey, what's wrong...?" Chuuya perked up from his place on the bed.

"I... it happened again... I don't know what happened, but I couldn't resist the urge. Now my eye's a bit irritated and I feel like I've comitted some war crime...!" you said exasperated. "Sorry... this just has me feeling very anxious and guilty... And it had been a while since I had an episode. I feel so awful now..."

Chuuya listened intently. Once you finished, he gently took your hand and guided you to lay down next to him, pressing you against his chest. "Here, let me see..." he softly tilted your head up to look at him, checking over the area. He then looked down at you with soft eyes "You shouldn't be so harsh on yourself. Many people struggle with this too... Just think of this as a minor setback. You're strong and you can overcome anything, and I'll be here to support you no matter what".

After hearing all that, your panicked expression slowly shifted to a more relieved look. Of course the pang of guilt wasn't gonna leave overnight, but it was also relieving having someone by your side who didn't judge or ridicule you for struggling with this.

"Not gonna lie, hearing that made me feel a bit better. I always felt like some weirdo because of this haha...".

He softly chuckled with you. "I could never find you weird for that. And if anyone dares to say otherwise, I'll kill them" he stated bluntly with a serious expression. You couldn't tell if he was joking or not, but best not to question him. He really would do just about anything for you.

"So is there anything I could do to help calm you down?" then, his smile turned a bit more teasy. "Maybe this...?~" he asked as he inched his wiggling fingers towards your tummy, waiting to see if you'd allow him to continue or not.

You couldn't help the blush that overtook your cheeks, but you couldn't lie, tummy tickles did sound really good right about now. So you gave him a soft nod of approval.

On cue, his hands slowly wormed over to your tummy. Starting off by lightly caressing it all over, from your sides, your lower belly, around your navel, etc. It was enough to feel tingly but also relaxing.

"That feel nice?~" he asked with a soft smile as he kept working his magic over your torso.

"Ehehe... y-yeah..." a shy smile overcame your lips, slowly growing wider by the moment.

"Hmhm~ Well, let's try to sleep now..." he leaned over and placed a sweet kiss on your cheek. "G'night" he then went back and nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck, as his fingers kept absentmindedly tracing all over your belly. What a perfect way to let your insecurities melt away...

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I don't feel sad anymore but I'm still gonna go hide in shame ✌️

[ladysomething]

rushed back home. pretty sure I broke like 7 different basic driving rules from the driver manual in my country that even kids are aware of. also my best friend says he's never letting me drive ever again. he also says you're kinda a mastermind. I may not have a driver license for tomorrow, or a car to drive, but I do have new hatred and also a new level of crush (ness? English-is-not-my-first-language moment) for Max Verstappen. and my brother as well. he also pleged alliance and eternal honor to you, Madds.

5+1!!!!

1. honestly Charles, I get you. cramps are how some criminals should be punished. make them suffer for their wrongs. make them regret ever living. make them feel pain for comitting their crime. (says the lawyer. at this rate, for tomorrow I will loose not one but TWO licenses. who cares)

2. as stated beforehand, the Max crush that you've been cooking in me with this fic is absolutely massive. gigantic. astronomical. and let me tell you something. Max taking care of Charles during his pre-heat melted me. my ex boyfriends should learn from him, because that's the bare minimum and yet they didn't do shit. and Charles here has this lovely dumb idiot (affectionate) while he hates him. honestly goals. where do I buy one.

3. I kinda understand why Max distanced himself from Charles. sorta. actually barely. but the guilt trip that my man has to be going through has to be though. what reminds me

4. FUCK MATTHEW AND FUCK LANDO AND FUCK THE DOCTOR WHOSE NAME IS NOT WORTH OF ME TO REMEMBER. oh and FUCK FERRARI AND FUCK MCLAREN AND FUCK EVERYONE. GO TO HELL PIECES OF SHIT. yeah, that's it I think. my poor baby Charlie (IBEIDNDOSNDLSBDOWHEODIAJS I went batshit with that. just so you know. worried Max might be my favorite Max. maybe slightly behind horny, protective and obedient Max) did NOT deserve that and everyone should rot in the darkest pit of hell for that. no less. cramps for you all.

5. we love Jean-Luc in this house. that was the resolution the three of us got to. my man deserves a cold pillow on both sides, a cup of tea and the chance to see his family anytime and to be happy forever. please don't make me hate him, I love him too much.

+1. if you've told me at the beginning of the year that I would be eating dinner with both my brother and my roomie while we were reading a quite explicit Lestappen omega verse fi in TV, no less, I would've not only not believed you. but died of shame or something like that. my yearly choice of a dead dove do not eat fic (I've been learning about tags!!!) has united this household. who would have thought that.

+2. Max is down BAD. but you know what, so is Charles. they really are exactly like the other. when Charles said that he was feeling lonely all I could think of is how Max said the exact same. and the hospital part had me kicking my feet, jumping around excitedly. then I alarmedly had to go all the way up to see in which chapter we were. and after, I just felt scared. chapter 16 is my worst nightmare it seems. how funny.

+3. hun, how has been your hand? I hope you're feeling better 🩷 as much as I love weekly uptades I can't help but feel worried that you might push your hand a lot. the chapter was absolutely lovely but remember to rest please 🙏🏼 speaking on my behalf and the other two readers' (and I hope everyone else's) we don't want you to be hurt, regardless of the fic.

thank you for the early uptade, even if now I'm a reckless driver to my country's police. at least I didn't read it while I was working. I don't know how I could've managed that.

I will take eternal allegiance wherever I can get it. I am making men kneel before me, one at a time, and so I'm glad to add two more to my collection.

cramps as a form of punishment .... you get it.

no because that whole heat sequence with Max .. melted me. he's so written by a woman coded in this fic (which you'd hope. considering he is. lmao)

he's hurt!!! he's sad!!! Max is going through a phase right now ok

the doctors name is Leo, and funnily enough Charles got Leo the same week that chapter came out and I was like ... Charles reads wygig confirmed

THIS IS A JEAN-LUC STAN ACCOUNT and honestly????? I love that you all love him. maybe he should get his own fic one day. who knows.

+1. the war being over because you've bonded over the lestappen war .... there's something so cosmic about that.

+2. everyone being on the edge of their seats for 16 ... god I'm good.

+3. thank you for the well wishes! it's wayyyyy better now, thank god.

p.s. I think maybe your brother and your roommate would riot if you read it at work without them sooooo

[amyriadfthings]

Fresh out of the movie theater and just want to say please watch Le Paradis / The Lost Boys (2023) if you have the chance. Full to the brim with it right now. Saw it at a special screening with a message from the director (Zeno Graton) before, so knew about the personal nature going in. But the general question it poses about how society treats its youth, youth that comit crimes, young boys of color, felt very universal. Powerful performances by all the young actors involved, and the film stays close to a few of them throughout even though they´re not the main cast, pulling you in so effectively. (The moment where one of them has a birthday in the facility and you see the number on his cake is gutting.) Brought me to tears several times and stayed seated through the credits at the end after full body chills from the last scene. It´s only playing in two theaters here rn and may be available online already, but I might have to go see (support) it again. Also, Julien de Saint-Jean sure knows how to pick his (french queer) films that do me in emotionally. First Arrête avec tes mensonges / Lie with me and now this, which packed a whole other punch. (And it´s not like he´s done much more than those two films, so keep it up with those choices, my dude. Loved Khalil Gharbia´s Joe, too.

[phoenix-positivity]

24 april 2024 trauma vent

I should have written this down last night when I was trying to fall asleep. I only have vague memories left of it now. Last night I was really really defending my abuser in my head to the point I think I forgave him. This confused me. Let's write down the thoughts that made me think he did nothing wrong and see if they make sense.

"He looked very sad, this means he must regret it a lot" while his facial expression did indeed portray sadness, you can't know why he looked sad. It's actually a lot more likely he looked sad about you cutting contact with him. If I recall correctly he also had a lot of expressions of violent rage as well as sadistic pleasure. His sad expressions were often used as a manipulation tactic. Making himself look like the victim.

"He punished himself by cutting himself" we both know this was a guilt tripping tactic. While I do believe he might have been angry at himself for what he had done and felt the need to repent for it. I think this had more to do with his religion not allowing it and therefor having to repent for God. He also used this as an excuse to say he had already been punished so he would now need to be forgiven. I believe he used the exact words "You are required to forgive me" or at least another phrase that expressed the message of me having no choice in my forgiveness. Saying that if I did not forgive him this would make me a bad person.

"He reported himself to the police wanting to repent, but they didn't do anything becauae I didn't report it. This means he knows he comitted a crime and is trying to take accountability." We both know that the context in which he told you he went to the police to turn himself in was to guilt trip you back into his life after you had cut contact with him. For all we know he never went to the police station at all and it was just a lie to make himself look good. Even if he trully went to turn himself in. He said his reasoning was that after he did time in jail I would have no excuses to want no contact with him because he would have done his time and would therefor deserve another chance. He made it clear the goal was to get access to me again. He was actively stalking you while he made the statement about turning himself in. He has never apologised to you for what he has done and he kept making excuses for his behavior. While it is true he used the words "I'm sorry" this was always in the context of trying to get you to comfort him and forgive him. He has never once said "I'm sorry for doing x" It was always just the words "I'm sorry" followed by the exact same behavior hapenning yet again, followed by another "I'm sorry" followed by the exact behavior repeated again in an endless loop. An honest apology will also include changing the behavior you apologised for.

"He might really not have known what he did was wrong" Please look at message above. Why did he say sorry if he felt he hadn't done anything wrong? Why did he tell you to never speak with anyone about it? Why did he take you to secluded locations away from civilsation and away from other people? Why did he tell you it was your fault? Why did he want to keep it hidden if it wasn't wrong? Why were you instructed not to tell your parents?

"He is mentally ill. He didn't really mean it" As your therapist has said before. His diagnosis does not include the behaviors he displayed with you. The behaviors do in fact all point to him being an abuser. Being an abuser is not a mental illness or diagnosis. He comitted all behavior in a state where he was not in crisis. It was predetermined, plabned and calculated. This is not a symptom of a mental disorder where someone behaves erraticaly and out of control. He was very much in control of what he was doing. He made the decision to do what he did knowingly and being fully aware of his actions. While it's possible he might have went further than he originally intended. He still planned it and decided to keep going. Besides, we both know what his ultimate goal was. He told you after all. And I believe he even stated he had no intention of ever stopping untill his mission was accomplished. Which was full control over you for the rest of your life. The only reason he has stopped now in the current day is because the police interferred.

"What if he just really believed what he did was right?" Believing something to be right and something being right are different things. Someone thinking murder is right doesn't mean it's right and doesn't stop them from being accountable for their actions. It doesn't matter what he believed in.

"I was too friendly to him" Being friendly to someone is not an invitation for sa/harassment of any kind.

"What if he really believed I wanted it" Noah.. on what earth could he have believed that? With all the fighting you did? With all the struggle you put up? Your verbal protest? The way you cried? Even without any of that. Even if staying silent and without movement. Silence and immobility are not consent. He should have asked. He should have checked in with your feelings. He should have made sure you were on the same page. ... let me remind you he told you that it turned him on to see you fight against it. He acknowledged you fought against it. He said it didn't matter to him if he got hurt from you fighting back as long as he still got what he wanted. Restraining someone is not normal either.

Do you still think he was innocent? You're the innocent one

[beluveds]

" 𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒊 𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 , 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 . "

{ mookda narinrak, 29, cis-woman, she/her } we are so glad to see you safe, MUSICIAN (SPY FOR EGYPT) NAIYANA SALITA of JAPAN! it’s dangerous out in the world these days, but i hear that you are PERSUASIVE and INDEPENDENT enough to handle it. just don’t let your ALOOFNESS bring you down! stay on your guard, because with your secret being at risk for exposure, you wouldn’t want everyone to find out THAT YOU ARE LIVING UNDER A NEW IDENTITY BECAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING AWAY FROM A CRIME YOU'VE COMITTED. 

⊰  𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬 .

𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞. naiyana rattanakosin salita 𝐚𝐠𝐞. 31 , september 13 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. bisexual 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞: musician for japan/spy for egypt, formerly lady of thailand 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. mary crawley, evelyn hugo, emily gilmore 

𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒔. dutiful, loyal, persuasive, independent 𝒏𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒔.  insensitive, aloof, deceiving, sarcastic

⊰  𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐲 . ( tw illness, murder )

☾ when naiyana opened her eyes, it seemed like the world had already turned its back to her.  she was supposed to be perfect. the firstborn sculpted into a pristine stature. but  weakness weighed down her fragile bones and even a muffled cry would not leave her throat. ☾ her childhood floats in a fog, alone. muted and fuzzy. most of her time was spent in bed, her sickness treated as an inconvenience to her duties, the expectations still the same. her father only ever spoke to her when he asked her about her studies, his eyes mostly clouded by disappointment anyway.  ☾ the doctors called it a miracle when her health improved, however, naiyana had always considered it a result of determination and perhaps an answer to her prayers. she was determined to prove that her birth wasn’t sheer luck but that she was born lucky. born to be more. ☾ she could barely catch her breath and recovering was not even a task to begin with.  her father, driven by greed, expected her to marry into a family with even a more worthy name than theirs.  yet, being tied by her illness somehow rendered her as odd. and any interest in her would erode within momentarily interest.   when speaking to others her age naiyana didn’t know what to say, sharing the same language of cruelty as her family did. she was blunt, insensitive and sometimes cruel but she didn’t know better. she was alone again. ☾ as she becomes older and wiser, she learns how to use her words, and  twist them to her advantage while keeping a facade made out of stone. and somehow she managed to secure a betrothal, and the day she married, for the first time in her life she felt free. not knowing that she’d never get more than only a taste of it. ☾ naivety had never been allowed to her but when she left, she’d allowed herself to succumb to it only once. all her life she’d thought that her father’s cruelty was to be blamed on her, that his edges wouldn’t soften but at least blunt. her sibling’s letter would tear that illusion from her hands and when they write naiyana about their father wanting to disown her sibling, hesitation succumbs to the love she has for her only sibling.  ☾ her father’s death was quick. and when he swallowed the poison she had given him, all she could think of was that he was as fragile as he always hated her to be. the next day she’d have been caught, if she hadn’t fleed.  ☾ naiyana would survive on her own again,  assuming a new identity and using her talent in music to bring her to places she’d never dreamed of despite her former wealth. in egypt she meets someone with enough power to ensure her safety in exchange for her being a spy. she agreed, knowing that she’d nothing to lose anyway.

[unisnake]

Diane and Pam, how did you two first meet and become friends/partners in crime?

Diane: When... I left my mentor. I went to the city to start my new life... But no one was willing to hire me, and I ended up in a bad place.

Then Pam saved me. Litteraly. Aganist a gang who wanted to rob me of what little I had.

Pam: Those goons were just sad saps. You should have seen us fighting side by side.

Diane: Pam became like a older sister figure I never knew I needed. Gave me the confidence to perfect my skills.

Pam: We both were down on our luck... So we both thought we make our own.

Diane: Regretably... I was the one who suggested we steal from a small store... The man who worked there called me a "tricky fox" and I was fuming.

Webs: Woah, Di! 😳 ... Or El...

Pam: I felt like that guy deserved having his whole register taken.

Diane: No he didn't! I was just young and dumb. I gave into my emotions. 😬

Pam: Heh. 😏 Either way. Our feats grew... We comitted more and more stealthy thefts. No one could pinpoint who was doing the thefts. Eventually we decided to give ourselves a name that everyone would remember.

Diane and Pam: The Crimson Paw. 🐾

[that-poetic-disaster]

Worst Mistake

I showed up at your party,

people were having fun.

I met your friends, they didn't like me,

I stood by myself under the sun.

.

You mother introduced me to her, I recognized her name.

She seemed humble and kind,

always lingered around me, I didn't mind.

But what came after, felt like I was playing the devil's game.

.

Your mother prayed you two get back together,

I didn't know, heard from your friends.

Your eyes didn't level up to mine, you knew you comitted the crime,

I'm still waiting for you to call, are we at the end?

.

Holding your hand made me feel alive,

and now you're presented with a choice you have to make.

And if you chose the her, I'll walk away with a smile,

knowing that you were my worst mistake.

~

©that-poetic-disaster

[wildissylupus]

YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY IT MAKES ME THAT THE REST OF THE GANG HAVE NAMES!!! I've gotten so used to minor characters not having names/their names being buried in credits if by some miracle they have a speaking role, so to know these guys have names AND potential backstories is AMAZING!!! Also, for some reason, I did not know Bars was an omnic. I thought she was a human with a robotic mask and arms. Honestly, I was kinda under the impression that, other than B.O.B, most if not all of Ashes gang were humans, so seeing another omnic as part of her gang is awesome!!

Yeah!! Honestly for me having Deadlock characters be named and have backstories fits the theme of family Ashe has going on. Also I find it interesting that out of all the groups in Overwatch, Deadlock is probably the most accepting of Omnics because of Ashe and B.O.B.

I think Bars being an Omnic really shows how much influence Ashe has had on the criminal world in Texas, cause in the Novel, Ashe and Cassidy were pretty much the only people who are shown treating B.O.B like a person, Frankie seemed indifferent and Julian bet B.O.B on a race. Also a little thing to note about Bars is that she's the only other Deadlock member Cassidy talks about in game.

I personally believe that Cassidy only ever considered Ashe, B.O.B and Frankie family, cause during his time in Deadlock there only really would have been ex-Diamondback members, and Cassidy at this time held a grudge. The Diamondback literally kidnapped him and beat him up, so I think he would refrain from getting close to any of them, especially Zeke. So Cassidy talking about Bars in game kind of implies to me that she joined after the Diamondbacks and was never associated with them, allowing her to be one of the few new members of Deadlock to get close to Cassidy before he was captured by Blackwatch.

I find Deadlocks dynamic with each other so interesting cause I think it's very much what people wish Blackwatch was. Deadlock is a home to many pepole effected by the Crisis, it's a family but also actively supports if you have motivation different from it (Frankie wanting to help her family by rebuilding her old neighborhood). I think a lot of people forget that Ashe started Deadlock, not because she liked comitting crime (it was a part of it, adrenaline will do that to you), but because she felt like she finally found a place, a group, she belonged.

[nkogneatho]

Do you have any selfships that are set in any aus? (I mean besides ignoring tojis death) if so what are your favourite ones?

˙.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐐𝐍𝐒

i have a this very dark au with sukuna. it's not jujutsu but still supernatural. i am writing a fic about it but that's just for me. it's about me being a private investigator moving to tokyo because of mysterious murders happening that have contradictory evidence and nothing adds up. i research about it day and night but i am just losing my sleep and i still have no conclusion. but i start thinking out of the box and end up meeting and evil entity who calls himself sukuna. he's not a demon. not a human. not a vampire. but he feeds off grief, lust, and anger. the bitter the feelings, the sweeter your feelings taste to him. which is why he comits those crimes. but i am dark and twisted too. i deny and deny and deny but i love how he fucks my brains out. no human can ever do it the way he does and it's pure lust. i hate him. i hate his existence. i hate his atrocities. i hate that he can't be killed. until he tastes my blood. because it's bitter. it should be sweet, right?? but i told you i am dark and twisted too. i started falling for him and what was supposed to be the boiling hate and anger is now affection and closeness. he dies in the end and i feel like a stranger in this world. it felt like he understood my thoughts and i had company. not anymore.

[just-an-enby-lemon]

i think the reason wojar riddler's design feels wrong is not the individual design elements but that he has the wrong vibes: he looks like an asshole in a 'violent fuckboy who uncomfortably flirts with women at bars and gets angry when they don't want him' way and not in a 'sleazy smug conman that is about to scam you out of your life savings' way

YES. I agree.

But for me the whole goes a little bit deeper. What really annoys me over Riddler's desing in WoJaR is that it looks too similar - in vibes - to Cluemaster.

People, me included, like to call Cluemaster dumber Riddler, but the thing that actually diferentiates them and makes the presence of both in the same narrative interesting is how different they are personality wise. They may have the same gimmick (although Edward comits harder and is an actual genius to bolt) but they have completly different motivators and are just very very different on general. To the point where while Edward should by all means be the worst person (his crimes are harder to solve, he has waay less care for human life, his motivations are insane, he doesn't have any connection he truly cares for in opposition of Arthur actually loving his daugther just still being the worst father, he is the annoying one and he is the actualy dangerous one) we still fell like we would preffer our chances with him because Arthur is just such an unpleasant person. The whiplash Steph must have felt while having to live with both of them and realizing that her C-lister dad was just waay worse than the A-lister he was coping can by itself explain why she has such a disdain for Eddie.

That's to say that for me Edward WoRaJ desing actually gives Cluemaster vibes. It is clearly Riddler. You would never mistake them. But the "violent fuckboy" energy is completly Arthur's.

Now that is based on my personal interpretation of both Riddler and Cluemaster so feel free to disagree.