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I know we’re suppose to hate Dain, but damn is this kid the most annoying character in the book. He annoys me every time he steps on to the page. It’s very hard to get through he and Violets interactions. He’s insufferable. She didn’t even try to make him appealing💀
He has the SAME conversation with Violet in each portion. Come on we don’t have to drive the point home that he’s not The GUY. He can still be a nuanced character here.
#fourth wing by rebecca yarros#fourth wing#his logic made sense in the beginning#and even rn where I am in the book#but he’s a broken record at this point how many times is going to have the same interactions with violett#the Tamlin affect I guess#dain aetos
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more jurassic park au !! (inspired by me and my friends clearing out the jurassic park section at universal this week)
+ also:
#i’m never not obsessed w this movie n book but like i am even more obsessed than usual rn#this is essentially a glorified sketch i did not even bother w a lineart layer on this one#also there exists a panel where will is elbow deep in dino poop and gagging and throwing up and mike is looking at him like#babygirl i won’t you#but i didn’t feel like drawing it rn so.#eventually i shall#anywaysssssss#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#/astro draws#i also just noticed there is a Line on the dino’s mouth but just ignore that please#the perils of working with a singular sketch layer .
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reef ily reef
#MORE#MOREE#I get ppl who randomly ship 2 ppl who don’t even talk cause that’s where I am rn#coralbaird#I think#coral#Lucy Gray Baird#Mizzen#yeeeeep#I think if they were friends and not in a killing game tanner could call coral Reef#for laughs#whaaaaaaat#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#my art#thg#I’m trying to finish the book but everytime I sit down I just draw them instead 😔#Mizzen w the bob#okaaay
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character in media will be like "hi i'm an intelligence agent and i'm gonna run around and arrest bad guys" like i assure you that's not what an intelligence agency is supposed to. do.
#uhhhh me#in terms of the CIA at least but like. ok.#i'm reading a book rn where the main character is part of an intelligence agency#and instead of. you know. gathering intelligence. he's out there beating up bad guys and arresting them#this is such a pet peeve of mine like i Know 'intelligence agency' sounds cool but literally call it anything else and i won't complain#this isn't even a case of 'organization that does intelligence work and also other things'#it's VERY specifically called 'intelligence service' like hello#'hi i'm an intelligence agent i catch crimes and i am the law' NO YOU'RE NOT. AHHHHHH#litchrally just change the I of the acronym to mean Investigation. it's that simple
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Guys I'm not even like
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And its not fun :/
#🪻 violet talks#i havent been having fun writing#the playlist i made for my favourite blorbo isnt hitting like it used to anymore#i havent baked anything in MONTHS#ive barely been reading any good fics on ao3 or literally THE BOOKS ON MY SHELF#i have so much work to catch up on but i am filled with so much anxiety i cant do anything but stare at the blank page :(((((((#this isnt even like my usual amount of anxiety this is like. kind of bad actually#i wish i reblogged it now but yknow that one post where theres a rate your mood 1-5 but theres actually negative ratings too#i am a -3 rn.#i need sleep
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Weisshaupt mission definitively proving that da is at its sexiest when it's wardens and yet here I am feeling an unbearable amount of salt because we walk through a FUCKING WARDEN LIBRARY and they could've put in a fucking NOTE about the HERO OF FUCKING FERELDEN IN THERE. SO GLAD THE FUCKING JOINING CHALICE WAS RECOVERED FROM FUCKING OSTAGAR THOUGH.
#tbd#fae plays datv#datv spoilers#i just#this is everything treviso vs minrathous should've been#bc fuck me that shit was over so fast lmao#enjoying the fuck out of this rn? yes I am#but i refuse to stop being prickly because those little nods to your world state DO contribute#replayed da2 before this game came out it genuinely lovely to have chars talk about how my couscous married anora#or the architect being around getting acknowledged#and there are so many tiny tiny opportunities in this fucking game#where chars will mention someone like leliana#and just one extra fucking line if she's divine now -- like harding saying so when she talks about her#or cassandra 'this lady who did some stuff' getting a different description depending#a note in minrathous about how the chantry's divine is a fucking mage#i'm gonna be honest a world state where even just a handful of variables were acknowledged is all we needed#and it would've made a difference imo#and i hate these writers for bringing back chars like morrigan and isabela and not doing that#like you make the world smaller in so many lorefucking ways but you don't want to add a thing or two that adds to the experience of people#who did play and love all three games before this one lol#john epler: we don't want to add one sentences is but two sentence fragments of the most generic thing we could do is fine#the fucking joining chalice!!!#you know what should've been here a fucking book with wardens who have slain archdemons#since you're on your way to fucking kill an archdemon#but that's too much work#davrin talking about how he wants his portrait up there and i'm like oh so they do acknowledge wardens who kill archdemons just not#y'know the one you played that did
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I keep seeing things where people are like "it was so nice to see Colin's satisfied little smirk fall when he realized she wasn't going to fall over herself for him anymore" because they seem to think he really only sees Penelope as an ego boost, but like...my guy just found out he hurt one of his best friends feelings? And thats why shes been ignoring him for months? Hes not upset because his ego isn't getting stroked, he's upset because he hurt someone he cares about. Why is it so hard for y'all to grasp
#rainy talks#the way people look at him; nicest man alive; who has yet to be intentionally mean to anyone#and think he just sees Penelope as some ego boost#like he very clearly sees her as his *friend* and he's upset because shes upset#literally how are you people going to handle him getting upset at her for Whistledown#because like in the books where she does significantly less damage#he gets UPSET#y'all gonna get pissed about this??#not to mention Penelope lashing put like this at him#is because hes the only person around her that'll take it#but thas just my opinion and its 3 am ad I am not writing an essay about that rn#and like even if he does see her as an ego boost;arguably so does she!!!#but again i am NOT getting into tjis#I'm just a massive colin defender#I'll also defend pen for alot of shit but man she doesn't need it shes got a whole fucking posse and hes got like 3 gays who love him
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this book is so bad it’s pissing me off
#not even talking about a comic book rn. it’s dante’s inferno#had to put it down to take a break to pace around my apartment because its so bad it’s genuinely upsetting#there’s nothing to like about it why is this a classic novel#maybe i’m just reading a bad translation but it’s not even well written#the part that’s getting to me rn is the hoarders and wasters in canto vii#‘ooo their punishment is to roll weights at each other!!! 👻👹’#first of all how is that a punishment second of all what does that have to do with hoarding or wasting#and i even looked up a bunch of analyses online to see if i was missing something#and none of them explain it. is it me? am i the problem here?#anyways sorry for the rant it’s just driving me crazy. cant stand this book#why do people like this book#if i write a book where i do nothing but walk through hell and say the people i hate are getting tortured do i become a classic author too
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WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME BURROWS END WASNT FREE
#I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BUT STILL. SOMEONE SHOULDVE WARNED ME BEFORE I GOT COMPLETELY INVESTED#I know next to nothing abt dimension 20 I’m pretty sure I just saw a post abt burrows end specifically MONTHS ago and was like 👀👀👀#opened a tab with the first episode to watch later and promptly forgot about it#until last night! having a bad night and was like hrm what if I just watch smth#and I’ve been reading watership down recently!! finally got my own copy bc it was my favourite book when I was like NINE#so I am fully primed to fall in love with a story abt little animals rn and man#I am OBSESSED with this and also realising yeah I’m at a point where I could get very into tabletop rpgs now#what if. what if I just get dropout. what if I just do that. would that not be fun. I would like to see the stoats do stuff#i am so in love with Ava and her player and I understand so much more about brennan lee mulligan now. and VIOLA#viola may be my favourite character I’m obsessed with how she interacts with other characters.m#i NEED to know what’s up with thorn’s cult thing. and also thorn. what is going on there#hrrgrhehh the thing that’s holding me back is I’m allergic to subscriptions#impermanence. even though I know it’s fairly unlikely I’ll wanna watch it again any time soon I don’t like the idea that I’d have to like#in a couple years pay for it again or not be able to bc I can’t afford it even though I already paid for it once#I’m a books + cartridge games guy and it shows.#okay. I will chew on this. the price is not unreasonable and I have coincidentally also been looking at make some noise clips#it does not help that I basically never watch things but my favourite podcast is also ending within the next month (2 episodes left)#and this IS primarily audio so I could cook + watch mayhaps. and I’ve heard good things abt all other d20.#they have a 20% off first year deal on. annual would make me less stressed long term if I end up liking this bc cheaper + choice premade#and would also mean I can do it now and not feel bad abt wasting the first month bc I won’t be able to watch much for a few weeks#fuck it I’m allowed to make frivolous purchases sometimes I will simply swallow the subscription distaste#more stoats >:)#that aside all the players are incredible I’m pretty sure when this is done I’ll wanna watch other seasons just to see what else they do#okay go do the thing I believe in you you can spend money sometimes#luke.txt#update I downloaded the app. I am putting off the decision for another day now bc it’s 1:21am and I have not been thinking clearly <3
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today i slept in a little and took my cat outside and read 115 pages in a new book and watched two movies and had a nice bath and i know that may not sound like much of a day but i just feel so content and quietly happy, it's really nice 🥹
#personal#i've been struggling for a while and i still am bc life is still nuts#but i had reached a point where i couldn't get myself to even do things i knew i'd enjoy#like watch movies or read books#and then i saw svt and svt healed me#i soaked in all the joy and positivity and warmth from those shows and let it sink into my bones#and i came back from that and i finally felt like i could DO things again#and ENJOY them#and not just sit on my bed and doomscroll my days away looking for Something#and i know i'm not perfect rn. like i said life is still nuts. i don't know if/when i'll be back in that place#but for now i can enjoy things again and that brings me its own warmth#thank you svt you do more for me than you could ever know and i'm so grateful ;;
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going to be absolutely haunted by every heart a doorway by seanan mcguire for the rest of my life i think
#shaking you and shaking you#where's my door? can you hear me? do you understand what I'm saying? where is my fucking door#i will never be the same again (positive) but also i will never be the same again (negative)#the way the 12 year old clawed out of me at the idea of wonderland/different worlds/secret doors being real all along#makes me think that hmm maybe i didn't actually come to terms with feeling like i didn't belong ! maybe instead i repressed it !#if i had been in even a SLIGHTLY worse mental state rn that book would have destroyed me. sent me over the edge i think#i didn't even realize how intense it was. christ how did i repress all that lol#WHERE IS MY DOOR#where is MY home !!!! this surely can't be it !!!!#anyway. if i think too deeply about this it makes me feel like i need to grieve#so i wont think about it ! xoxo#ANYWAY phenomenal book. couldn't put it down. the ace rep was unexpected but nice#will now be reading everything published by seanan mcguire thank yew#its one of my favorite books now but like. i also wish i had never read it. yknow??#incredible work of art and i loved every second of reading it#but now im alone in this dark room with the voice in the back of my head that tells me that there are special things in this world#and that i was not/am not good enough for a single one of them#and its getting louder !!!!#well. guess ill just go to work tomorrow#fucking christ
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live laugh love my local library
#☆— yapping#went there bc i was bored#got three volumes of kn8#would've gotten more but they didn't have them unfortunately#and four volumes of smth i've never heard before#called dai dark#only picked it up bc it looks interesting#guess no one else knows it either bc the volumes are so stiff#like library books are usually kinda beat up and the spines broken in yk#but this is like. fresh#feels newer than ones in a bookstore#which i mean makes sense yk#the difference between the kn8 and dai dark volumes are so funny to me#staring at the way they're all stacked up rn#and no i didnt get any “real” books#the last time i tried to read a novel i got so confused by the setting#the whole story made no sense#but i made it chapter 4 or 5#also it was earlier this week i tried#actually was about to gag bc of the way a female character was described#it made me want to cry bc what was that#read better fanfics that were written by 14 y/os#and this guy got wtvr that was PUBLISHED and SOLD#and that's why i only borrow library books#ANYWYAS i've been wanting to read the kn8 manga for a bit now#but idk where to read it online and am too lazy to figure it out#but also if i have the choice between online or physical i have to say#i prefer physical books all the way#even if i cant read all of the chapters rn idrc#ill read the online version eventually but this'll just get me into it for now
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agents of shield s7 really was a shockingly good conclusion to something I like… like on it’s own it’s a good season but I don’t really realize how highly I think of it overall (it’s not agents of shield s4 who’s praises I’ll sing any day of the week) until I think about how many concluding seasons or books of shows or series I love could have been better if they were more like it in a variety of ways…
#s speaks#currently inspired by me venting about my wishes for a raven king where Blue’s mirror powers were treated more like May’s empath powers#(which is funny since apparently Maggie’s og draft gave Blue literal empath powers although mirror is still in that vain to an extent)#and her having feelings and anger and resentment once LMD Coulson comes into the picture but she doesn’t see him as her Coulson#but also the way he can be a neutral space for her while she’s navigating the powers is comforting#I would have Lurved an arc like that for Blue/Bluesey#and the questioning if he’s real or not thread for Coulson himself and everyone around him and their relationships#which is helped by the existence of s6 which wasn’t the best aos season (although even though it had messy parts I liked how focused on May#it was and that Ming got to shine a lot. I could have done with less fs and far less Deke but that’s-)#but if that season didn’t exist at all s7 wouldn’t have landed because we needed to see those chars Without Coulson. If they had just#skipped to Daisy slamming the button and that’s that then he’s off on his road trip and that’s that—#but outside of trcbrainrot magicians could have used that season as a model so could legacies so could a lot of different genre things w#unsatisfying endings#sometimes I will have to do a list of my favorite conclusions to things since there’s definitely less that I wholly am a fan of and more I’#so so on or dislike.#in terms of tv shows would say community agents of shield and person of interest are the main ones that really hold up to me and are great#endings to shows I cared about#for books: CP2 TKM and others I can’t think of rn
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the worst part of doing this analysis is i have all the scripts in front of me. but as a guy who doesnt normally look for scripts, i was kind of struggling to find things outside of the unaired pilot so poked around some threads and. inexplicably theyre all on genius.com. its a nightmare world for ME
#twist rambles#thrones posting#you dont even wanna know the level of scary notes comparison im doing over a 3 minute scene. why i cannot do this for characters im already#insane over because it would change my brain permanently. and i need to be brave. like idk again i love adaptations bc the changes are#always interesting to look over. like i really think the hexer as a w.itcher adaptation is a great example of a show that fleshed a LOT out#compared to the source material (guy that loves when characters get in depth backstory moment) but its just... idk its all interesting doin#comparisons. i love taking notes forever <3 i love noticing parallels forEVER and gr.rm does so so nice w that. like theres so much early#book 1 that is like oh. ok thats way more painful from where im at rn nearly done w book 2. augh.#sorry im the scary 3 am poster right nowwww but its genuinely so baffling to me that its just. on genius. ok.
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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.
#text post#like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late#and god why do we have to do another visit#they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out#can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after#i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel#i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that#they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically#and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor#and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt#that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it#bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it#they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like#im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything#unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care#anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great#that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday#(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week#and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure#for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up#he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at#so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that#and that's money i don't fucking have rn#i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this#and now i definitely cant bc like#it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried#what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule#that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November
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the only irl friend I have that I feel comfortable actually talking about the things I enjoy with just insulted me for gushing about smth to her over snap last night and now I want to cry
#this is going in the tags bc it’s stupid but it’s making me sad so#the only irl friend I have that I actually felt comfortable sharing my interests with just made fun of me#for gushing to her about smth over snap last night#and I’m at work rn so I can’t even cry bc in a few minutes I’m back out on the floor#but just like. I think I have rsd (especially around my interests and then my intelligence but that’s not pertinent here)#so I’ve never really been super open about what things interest me bc when I get made fun of for it or those things get insulted#It really hurts#the only people I’ve really felt comfortable opening up to are like. Sid obv and then this one friend of mine#bc the two of us found out we shared some interests and started like. telling each other about other things we like#I’d tell her about my silly little tv shows and podcasts and she’d tell me about the movies and books she was into#and I’ve explained to her before how I’ve never really been comfortable enough to talk about that shit and how I appreciated her being kind#and not insulting me like other people have in the past#but today I’m sitting on break and watching the replies she sent me and one of them is just a clip in response to my video from last night#where she just goes ‘girl I literally don’t care’ (and this was not in a joking way like that was her response#and it was in a tone that implied ‘so shut up about it’)#and like I get it! I am often not interested in the things that people tell me about! but I try to be earnest and engaged#and I can understand loving smth and wanting to share it with others! and how it sucks when people are then mean about it!#like when she tells me about a teen drama romance book or sends me instagram reels of cake decorating I try to respond with enthusiasm!#bc while the content may not interest me I like hearing about the things she enjoys and I’m glad she feels open to telling me about stuff!#but now I don’t want to share shit with her anymore bc this has given me a huge spike in anxiety and I feel like shit#idk. it’s stupid but it sucks#vent#ig
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