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beneath the waters
didnt plan on posting the speedpaint too but it took up like 500 additional mb so it would just be a waste to not do it lol
#hai..sorry for dissappearing again managing 2 social medias at the same time is a bit too much for me sometimes#i missed you all a lot hi oomfs hi mooties ily all ^_^^_^#tried painting greyscale for the first time it was fun i liked it^_^ might try again later#prsk fa#niigo#nightcord#nightcord at 25:00#pjsk fa#yoisaki kanade#asahina mafuyu#akiyama mizuki#shinonome ena#ill try to stay relatively active but please dont put any expectations on me ok im trying my best#honestly even maintaining just one social media is draining too#im never really that active on my twitter main anymore i mostly just stick to my privs now#also twitter just generally sucks now lol...........#my art#wanted to add the hatsune miku tag but figured that would just be a nuisance for the people looking for fanart for her bday..sorry miku...#happy bday miku btw. yayyyyyy^_^^^_^_^_^_^#project sekai#project sekai fanart
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had a lovely little conversation with @xicheesecake that essentially amounted to me yelling incoherently at her but i love love love breath of the wild and will never never be normal about it so all of YOU have to suffer. :).
#botw#legend of zelda#loz#breath of the wild#idk if i should tag this as totk because its like. hmmm.#miphlink#PLEASE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I AM THE WORDLS BIGGEST MIPHLIKN SHIPPER#ERUGH#legend of zelda makes me SICK. and i do mean that literally#rambling#angsty shit#lmao#see im trying to write a fanfic that encapsulates this idea except you know its not link waking up like that guy is legit dead but theyre u#der the impression that theyare because... thats what the game pushes for. so they try to fill his shoes and honestly could even call a guy#who lost all his m emories and also dissappeared for a century the same guy anyway?#so the point is i guess more like. well we know that youre not 'actually' link but even if the 'actual' link had woken up without his memo#ies how would it be different? would it even MATTER? the same body is running aorund with the same memories. so if it's the 'actual' link#or not shouldnt matter.#and also how would you prove that?#the soul isnt quantifiable and personality is built on experience
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you cant tell me that aoyama's parents ARE NOT overprotective.
I think that their desire to give their child everything he needs led to them getting overly attached to yuga (i can picture that he couldnt even stay at home alone until like 13). Sometimes overprotectiveness goes overboard, and the afo situation they got thrmselves and yuga into illustrates it perfectly
#yuga aoyama#bnha#boku no academia#mha#my hero academia#aoyama yuuga#mha headcanons#Watch me post this and dissappear for 3 months#Okay following things arent obligatory to read#YOU SHOULDNT READ THE FOLLOWING THINGS.#So this hc is very much self projection#But in my case its even worse bc maman still doesnt let me stsy at home alone and i am FIFTEEN#She makes me hold her hand and says shes scared if i do not#Pls maman can you give me some space??!!#And she checks my phone.
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people complaining how i am not online and how my spirit cannot be contained. this is true because tumblr isn't social media
#letters from stephanie*#you have to knock on my door or send me a regular message and even then i will only respond immediately if you're dash#sorry i think social media is poisonous no tumblr is not immune to this yes i am a hypocrite#<- my buddy jim morrison would say this#i get bored of everyone easily. the dark truth behind this lmao. but also it is my job to Appear and Dissappear mysteriously#(i suck as a person)
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ppl r being so blatantly transmisogynistic to lexity on instagram i wanna roll over and die. This girl is literally living out of her van rn like what r u trying to accomplish by antagonizing her.
#feel so bad for her#i would send a message but shes probably being bombarded with them rn even the positive ones#not that theres anything to say that could make the fact that her own followers are calling her and insane predator any better#theyll only be satisifed if she dissappears off the internet and im glad she doesnt want to do that#transmisogyny
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A drawing depicting something I had hoped might happen after Mawduin got saved...it did not :(
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#jaina proudmoore#Its so BORING that he didnt get any visual indicators of his truama after being saved#and while it might be that they didnt make a new model because they wanted to wait when he returns from his dissappearance#I just...bro all of that maw stuff#even his HAIR was just an illusion#i imagine in this Anduin wants to dye his hair back fully but just for fun they copy jaina's hair for him to have for awhile#when he comes back he BETTER HAVE SOME VISUAL INDICATOR OF HIS PAIN#He should've had something from the bell too#scars sure but the ideas fans have of missing a leg or arm are dope asfuck too#have their dwarf/gnome allies make anduin a prosthetic both as a gift and an act to further strengthen their alliance
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hate when i try to talk with people i feel like im either too old or too young to follow the conversation
#if im talking with someone slightly younger or even my same age i feel like im too old to see the world the same way as them#and if im talking with someone older than me its hard to fully understand them and cant think about a topic that they will not find-#childish or dumb or things that im suppossed to know but i dont get at all#like i know that im not that old or even that young im not a kid but also not an adult you know what i mean#just. i wish i could really be able to understand things and be more like normal people of my age#there's things that im not supposed to know but also things that is expected from me to have knowledge#there was a conversation at dinner that just made me wish to dissappear and made me have thoughts sorry#i talk#lay rants
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Reverse 1999 x Mother Series.
[Ness: ChitChat I]
"Do you know that pirate lady with the sunglasses? Well, she has a huge record collection! I was curious if she had anything from the Runaway Five or Venus, but when I went to ask her, she told me she didn't know who they were! Can you believe that?
... Huh? She's from the 60s?! But she doesn't look that old...
Oh, she came from the 60s?
... Man this time stuff is so confusing sometimes"
#i am cringe but i am free#I'm gonna be rambling about this for a bit sorry guys 😭😭😭#Mother Series#Reverse 1999#Ness#I am incredibly self consciouss so forgive me if this dissappears jfjtjejr#Logically. Depending on how old you think the Runaway Five/Venus are they could've been making music even BEFORE the 60s#But let's pretend they're in the 30-40 year range in Earthbound#Mother 1999 AU
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Long but important post:
Listen, this is potentially the land of the free right here:
- no separate of church, state, and school, heavy influence of military
- anything deemed "unnatural" by the government (LGBT+) will no longer be constitutionally protected, due to changes being made to the constitution. This is to better fit "The founding father's visions for America"
- Marriage will only be allowed between one man and one woman
- Abortions will be illegal, there may not even be exceptions to this
- No genders will be allowed to exist except male and female, nothing mentions what to do with intersex people
- Words such as "equity," "equality," "diversity," and "inclusion" won't be allowed, among others
- Anything "woke" will be censored to the fullest extent
- The word "government," is fear mongering and cannot be used
- The military will fortify and go against China
- Sex education and science are at risk of being taken out of schools, as well as social and emotional learning
- Several preschools will shut down
- The government itself will change, as the checks and balances system will change to "better fit the wants of American people."
- Pornography and social media itself will be banned to the fullest extent
Guys, listen.
"Pro babies and pro family" = No abortions, no single mothers, no gays
"Protect the children," = control the children and withhold information from them, betray the trust of children and brainwash them into being Christian, all teachers must be Christian republicans
"Make America great again" = ALL OF THE ABOVE
My source for all of this? A PDF, a publicly available PDF, made in 2023, called "Project 2025" made by our government officials
A full plan laid out by conservatives to pretend like differences don't exist between people, to take away basic rights and freedoms, to take away our freedom of speech. Under the guise of "The battle for America's soul"
I ask that if you live in the US, you vote, and vote wisely. I don't like politics, this blog is for cartoons and art, but this is real. It's a real plan that's already taking place, and if Trump wins, it'll go full force.
I know whichever candidate wins, there will be civil unrest, like the last one where the capital was stormed, but I feel like we have to at least try to protect ourselves from this terrible future. Go read Project 2025, it's 922 pages, but it lays all of this out within the first 50 pages. Be informed before you vote, I don't think an election has ever mattered this much.
We like to think we live in a modern age, that we can't be controlled, that authority can't dictate our lives and behaviors, and that's wrong. If you want to be free, you have to take some kind of stand. You have to fight for your rights and the rights of everyone you love.
#project 2025#politics#toonytoodles talks real#and seriously go read this thing im not even joking#ALL of these bullet points are real#... i wont like dissappear by making this post right? i dunno#usually not that paranoid but look at our leaders right now. i won't be surprised by anything at this point
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thinking really hard about logging into my old tumblr acc after being gone for like a year and a half cause i stumbled upon a post that led me to my old mutuals and i teared up a lil </3 but also i feel so ashamed i left without saying a word to anyone aaaa
#like i genuinely feel so bad for simply disappearing from people's lives :c#i used to talk to some of them daily and like even had plans to see one of them on holiday to another country?? like that level of close#and then well my mental health went to shit i took a semester off uni and disappeared from my irl friends' lives too for a good 6 months#some of my mutuals had my ig and we followed each other but i also haven't really been there much since dissappearing last year so#but i just snooped into some of their accounts and seeeing what they're up to made me want to talk to them sooo bad#everyone was so cool and kind and i miss them so much it's just i feel so guilty and also don't even know if i'm able to mantain constant#contact and conversations with people now. like it's been even hard for me to stay in touch with my irl friends aaa#why must my brain hate me so much and not let me socialize !! i used to be such an extroverted person what the fuck happened!!#i know some of them messaged me worried and i felt so guilty for not responding but i saw those dms when i was very much deppressed#so i never answered and now i feel like it's too late GOD!!#anyways at least it was nice snooping and seeing how they're doing i genuinely wish them only good things they're fucking great#maybe i just need to suck it up and just go back and talk to people again but i get so overwhelmed just thinking about it!!#okay it's like 4 am i'm posting this and maybe deleting it in the morning sorry for the rant i just am feeling a lot !!
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#i dont kno whats wrong with me. ive wasted so much time in the last 2 weeks doing nothing#like. i dont kno how to explain it. its just empty time. i dont kno how to make myself do things#i have things that have to get done so why am i not doing them?#and i dont even like have any things i want to draw. like i dunno. my motivation has disappeared. im not really obsessed with anything#im just wasting the time away#i dont want to do anything. i cant compell myself to do anything. i just want to lay on the floor until time dissappears#its so frustrating. im not even that anxious about anything. i just dont feel anything about anything#unrelated
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Ni su'cuyi, gar kyr'adyc, ni partayli, gar darasuum.
Daily remembrance of those passed on. "I'm still alive, but you are dead. I remember you, so you are eternal."
#ik i dissappeared for a minute#it's not abt the finale#I just had a bitch of a migrane attack#not really back yet but I am currently improving so well see#anyway#have a tribute to my man#even though he's not dead#star wars#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#sw#tbb#sw tbb#swtbb#tbb tech#clone trooper tech#mando'a#tbb s2#tbb spoilers#tbb s2 spoilers
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A friend told me I seem like the type of person who would like learning about serial killers and I've taken this as an insult.... I am no mere true crime fanatic, disrespecting the dead and fetishizing murder >:( I'm autistic with psychology and medical special interests
#also would like it noted that i genuinely dont know anything about serial killers#the closest ive come to true crime is watching videos about human expirements or dissappearance mysteries#but i have to be careful because they can get very disturbing to me#i love psychology but i hate the idea that murderers are somehow special. that their minds are somehow uniquely twisted#everyond has the capacity for violence. just try to focus on keeping yourself from straying that way#even when serial killers do have something unique going on in their pysche (say a mental illness or neurodivergencies)#focusing on that is unhelpful unless you have the proper understanding of the context#a mental illness can explain the persons behaviors perhaps but the persons behaviors do not represent the condition
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The bandicoot siblings are giving their nemesis a little makeover and uh, seems like he's not happy about it even though it is kind of funny. (he doesn't find it funny at all.)
#Crash Bandicoot#crash bandicoot fanart#dr. neo cortex#crash team rumble#coco bandicoot#neo cortex#fanart#art#i had this sketch saved for a bit. so i finished it a few days ago.#and just when i thought my talent for knowing how to draw in the crash 4 artstyle dissappeared... it suddenly comes back in again!#but yeah im drawing more cash banooca. maybe ill make some comics for it too... maybe something for summer even though i hate the season?#also. IM DRAWING MORE CORTEX. HANG IN THERE SWEETHEART IM DRAWING MORE OF YOU#dont worry though i havent forgotten about dajo. or dimension dyfenders as a whole for that matter.#artists on tumblr
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sucks to know what it's like to be in love with a nino sarratore in a lila way
#jo in the tardis*#you find someone you think has the same warped definition of being young and a person as you and then they suck. so you must be terrible to#even worse. maybe YOU made them terrible. maybe YOU made the margins dissolve#like you did with the first person you've ever loved (your sibling)#everything is about lila and rino it all circles back to lila and rino#also this is why alfonso and lila are so precious... somebody wants to be her and being more like her is what makes them feel better...#but then... it still makes everything worse. and she loses him and she loses tina. 2 people who were like her#and weren't made worse for it. and they are still taken from her. of course she wants to dissappear too#ever think about how she loses them around the same time... ever think about that... do you ever...#l'amica geniale#lila cerullo 🫀#i am making too many unrelated points in a half-personal post :/#ferranteposting
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I dare you to watch Lady Gaga's Diease music video & tell me it's not substance codded.
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#i don't even think there is supposed to be a connection but i just can't stop seeming to draw parallels between them#the song repeated message of curing someone's disease (in this case ageing)#& being all that this person needs (leading to the obvious obsession & addiction shown throughout the movie)#the two lady gaga's fighting eachother despite seemingly being the “same” person like sue & elizabeth#the black masked gaga being an unaffected observer (just watching the two women hurt eachother) like the operator on the phone#but also be a genuine threat (chasing down one of the gaga's in the car) like the substance its self#& “birthing” another woman who seemingly worships it before she seemingly runs away in fear#leading her to almost be crushed by confinding spaces clearly not made for such an unusual & disturbing being (ala monster elizasue)#yet also instead of getting away when she can she starts to dance aka putting on a show#trying to get some validation through her career choices trying to get the “metophical” audience to clap to like her#but failing & being left to collapse on her own & having no one to help her#like when Elizabeth dissappeared & no one came looking for her#& at the start of the mv when the one lady gaga was against the car clearly in a bad way yet everyone just kept driving past#which is similar to how monster elizasu dies on her “star” unwanted by the world & ultimately forgotten once her remains are washed away#& black leather gaga confidentiality walking away as if this whole ordeal meant nothing to her & she's on her way to find another victim#lady gaga#lady gaga disease#disease lady gaga#the substance
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