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Goddamn Flo Milli too now? 😟
So annoyed that Flo Milli is pregnant.
City Girls are now down by 100 points. Wtf
#so that’s Flo milli#skai Jackson#Halle Bailey#smh man#between men and women alike in our community#I wish we’d do better about how and when we reproduce#and esp with whom#I just feel like parenthood is not taken seriously whatsoever in too much prevalence#we look at it like it’s something we’re entitled to or entitled to loop others into one way or another#and we just keep making misplaced and broken generations behind it#doing the same things expecting different results#should you not be for sure your partner actually respects you as well as the life ur carrying?#should you not have a wedding before a baby shower?#does having a baby not come with sacrifices you should prepare for?#is carrying a child to term not risky in itself?#is child labor not painful as thee fuck?? has nature as a construct just been totally wrong about that?#can childbirth not *kill* you?#is the US healthcare system not absolute trash?#do we even *have* virtues in America anymore to justify bringing up children in a society like this?#like wth am EYE not understanding about what’s worth risking or engaging with these days?#bc it just be like….. from an observational standpoint#this is entirely too commonplace for us to a point where it can make you sad#it really is. I just wish black women were encouraged to enjoy their youth and actually LIVE#instead of jumping head-first into motherhood when opportunities present themselves#black twitter#black tumblr
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Me telling myself a cool mutual is just a person too knowing full well any time they interact with/like any of my stuff I look like this:
#uhm hello mutuals whom i freaked out over please ignore this#or don’t i don’t really care yeppers nope#cable’s txts#esp when it’s a far bigger blog than me or someone i look up to what’s happening??
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do you know if theres a bidwell sfm model? i wish there was one... i love your art and it got me super into saxwell !!! 💜💜💜
well yes, and no... There was a Bidwell model modified by @/uberchain and @/scurvyorangesfm though it never released to the public, not in steam workshop either. They still have Bidwell+Reddy sfm posters laying around in their blog btw, which are pretty good honestly!!!
plus one and only sfm Bidwell footage you could find, so far
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#actually few months ago I did dm-ed Uberchain whether or not if i could receive a copy of the 3d models however#still need permissions from diff creators whom made the body parts. esp Bidwell's head.. it was commissioned + modeled by another author#alas until now im somewhat introverted to ask them for updates#ask
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godddd the Legacy of Kain series was so fucking sexy. Gratuitous and satisfying violence, time travel, ridiculously gothic setting (Dark Souls wishes, frankly), bizarrely interesting take on vampires, one of the most convoluted plots I've ever experienced, ARIEL character of ALL TIME, wonderful evocative soundtrack, beautifully purple-prosed dialogue Always delivered in the most arch way possible, colossal Lovecraftian god who is basically your boss and not even the wildest thing you encountered that week, cosmic centuries long identity crises, the most Doomed By the Narrative cast ever, and every male character has his tits out, what more could one possibly ask for. I would eat up a remaster of that series.
#like it does not get better than tearing out sarafan throats to a banging soundtrack I am telling you#esp when you accidentally-on purpose go on to make those sarafan vampire generals#one of whom becomes a ghost/angel/zombie and then the actual sword that killed him Twice#who else is doing it like Her#and by Her I mean#legacy of kain
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He makes riding a horse look like ART
#sharpe#wellington#duke of wellington#arthur wellesley#whom i love and adore#video#this for my sharpe and esp for my hugh fraser girlies#funny#yt#thekenobeeedit#richard sharpe#sean bean#hugh fraser#napoleonic era#napoleonic wars#Youtube
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i have a lot of bones to pick this chapter and i will get to that but i'm still really pressed by how rachel depicts kronos apparently grieving having to kill hera in her vision
rachel does this really gross thing where at some point in the narrative, she'll have the male abuser depict some kind of sadness in regards to his female victim, but it is not remorse. it really reads like whitewashing the abuse itself because "can't you see how upset the abuser is that he has to do this :("
apollo got that really disgusting pov chapter talking about his perspective on persephone after raping her and that was bad enough, but then you also see kronos and his relationship with hera being sanitized or even shipped, when hera said verbatim that he abused her and she did not want to sleep with him, she had hoped she could just charm him. the narrative explicitly points out that kronos is a chronic abuser - he kills or severely injures rhea in a fit of rage after using all her powers, he frequently drives away any nymph or consort who approaches him, and he spends who knows how long mentally torturing hera.
there's another essay tucked into that but i just find it so fucking egregious that rachel wants to portray kronos as being upset he has to kill hera because of his own feelings for her, when the fact of the matter is he is choosing to kill her, just like he chose to kill rhea, and swallow his sons, and tear hera in half. depicting an abuser (a serial abuser, in this case) as being upset over an action he's choosing to do for his own benefit is ... a choice, and a disturbing one. why are we centering the abuser in a sympathetic light when he is still ultimately abusing someone???
#anti lo#anti lore olympus#abuse ment /#just to be safe#it just strikes me as so ... backwards isn't strong enough it really disturbs me#esp considering the random ass sex scene in the next chapter and THOSE implications#but lo constantly just ... focuses time and energy on the male perpetuators of violence#and not on like ... their female victims lol#and if focus IS given to them it's handwaved away#demeter being tricked into having sex with zeus??? her frequent abuse from hades? nada#also hera saying ''i love you'' to a monster who is capable of killing her and everyone she loves#whom she is sleeping with in order to stop him from destroying everything#and people saying ''yeah that's a ship right there''#nothing in this rant is coherent these tags are a mess lmao
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im making a wedding guest list in order to. uh. destress. from work anxiety. (we are not officially engaged yet in that we are waiting for our rings to arrive sometime this month and also do not even a little have a wedding date and have not figured out a budget yet. so it's a very stupid exercise. but. i can do whatever i want)
anyway im beginning to worry that i only have two friends? i suppose it's actually good because that will cost less but possibly i have some kind of disease or condition
#how many friends are you supposed to have#friend i guess being a term here for. person it would feel fucked up to not try to have at your wedding.#normally i don't worry about this because i have a rich and active social life online and at work and also at knitting#but if i invite my labmates i maybe need to invite the whole lab??#so i have to figure that out#i don't really feel like any of my knitting friends are wedding friends. like i like them a lot but we aren't There#and for the most part i have no idea how to gauge the intimacy level of internet friends. sorry to say that to your collective faces#but you can recognize that it's a weird problem i hope esp since i am BAD AT DMING and mostly just dont do it.#reading each others diaries for 12 years etc etc.#irl i have.... my best friend from kindergarten who is a family member. to me.#and my college roommate hi jack <3 <3 <3#and maybe 5 other people from college. one of whom may still be living in australia whenever this happens#i really shouldn't be concerned about this we have five billion cousins and Family Friends between us. and 🌸 has many friends#due to their superior and highly lovable nature.#but like. what if i forgot about a lifelong friend i care for deeply and don't remember they exist in time to invite them. it could happen.#box opener
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i loooove your artstyle it's so dynamic and fun i esp love the way you draw dirk
ah! anon ur very kind!!
please take these dirks just for you as my thanks ...
#homestuck#dirk strider#admin draws#fanart#really really quick before i go to bed ... ARG no readily available emojis on desktop but tysm!!! i love every kind vord i recieve#its always so flattering to hear that ppl enjoy my stuff esp when its aguy whom i love so so much...#may my brain let me draw him loads more !!#(ok i lied that 2nd one i drew way earlier with intent to mess around with filters lol but in he goes anyways)#asks#anonymous
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Watching a production of Handel's Giulio Cesare (it's intermission rn) and the lesbian energy is off the charts
#there are like no men in this production#well okay there's actually about four#only two of whom actually have anything to sing#anyway it's a lot of fun#also it's being sung in english but since it's handel that doesn't bother me much#esp since i don't know the opera too well#happy pride 🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️
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literally figured sorcerer!kristen's freshman year design out the moment I sat down and attempted to brainstorm (rubs hands together fly style) we eatin good today boys
#not art#riz is my specialest boy whom I love dearly everything I do I do it for him but kristen is like instant kinship to me#adhd haver to adhd haver communication. adhd haver to adhd haver comprehension#and ohhh I'll have a Lot of fun with her design esp. freshman year bc shes diametrically opposite to how she looks in canon#which is to say: slightly maximalist#off the top of my head I'm already thinking pippi longstocking influence so mens size 40 shoes and mismatched socks#and matilda a little bit (at least on first day she's trying so hard to figure out business casual) so dress or blouse#and of course she's kristen so cargo shorts#if this sounds deranged to you: yeag#I think the only thing holding me up rn with her is her arcane focus#I am thinking. very hard. I dont think she'd keep the shepherd staff given its connection to the heliolic faith#but I do think it has to be 1/decently big 2/of an eye catching color 3/attached to her pretty much 24/7#Ive been thru this rodeo before babeyy if its not chained to u it will be Gone in the blink of an eye#. wait. I think I have an idea. it will be fun to harken a Little bit back to ally's other sorcerer character#it would also be like a vibe flashbang. I think we got it. stay tuned
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Andrei's eyes open, blinking away the haze of sleep as he turns towards the door. The length of the flickering candle on the wall telling him it's nearly morning, but not quite. It's not a nightmare that had woken him, so what could—
Crack.
All thoughts of sleep immediately flees him as his gaze whips to the basket sitting on the bedside table, at the egg laying atop the furs lining the basket.
The egg that now has a sizeable crack lining its width, almost like a split grin.
As Andrei watches, there is another soft crack, the grin widening a sliver as the occupant of the egg moves within the shell. He sinks to the floor by the bed, eyes level with the basket, and stays in that position, observing the process.
It takes longer than he expects, the slight movement every few seconds punctuated by stretches of silence in between. Fingers hover over the egg hesitantly, before withdrawing. All birds must hatch by their own power, isn't that right?
After an achingly long time, it finally tumbles out of the shell altogether in one motion, a tiny, bright pink little thing with a sparse covering of yellow feathers and pieces of broken eggshell stuck to its body. In the candlelight, he could just make out a pair of wings, a beak, a pair of eyes, tightly shut.
"...Cranberry," Andrei breathes, the name suddenly all too fitting for the newborn.
Then, a high-pitched squeal from the hatchling sends him immediately to his feet, and Andrei, basket in hand, is out of the door and heading towards the tunnel that leads out of the Abyss before any of the others in the dormitory could wake. The thought that he now had, not an egg, but a real, live, very small and vulnerable bird on his hands just now dawning in his mind.
He needs to go find Naesala immediately.
Congratulations! The egg has hatched!
#i'm gonna go out on a limb and say that#andrei as a noble raised in a time and setting where pigeons are still useful for communication esp in wartime#and for whom pigeon was the very first idea to come to mind when asked about what pet he'd like to have#would have roughly the same pre-research knowledge as someone in the 21st century with access to the internet#and a reasonable interest in animals not specific to pigeons#so i'll base his knowledge on what i knew about pigeons two weeks ago before i fell down the research hole in preparation for cranberry#➵ taking the reins (drabble)#➵ cranberry
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*inhales deeply* KUTYAGOL
AKA me and horrible puns that only make sense in Hungarian (as @zserb might attest to that, both the horribleness and the Hungarian bit).
#detco reading#detco posting#detective conan#manga#edogawa conan#the detective gremlin#basically my brain went: lovagol (riding a horse) -> it has the word ''ló'' (horse) in it so -> kutya (dog) + gol -> kutyagol (riding a dog#but ''kutyagol'' also just means ''walking to places (like a dog)''#but my brain went and changed the meaning#anyways i'm sorry for the psychological damage i caused with this (esp to lizzy)#(whom i am tagging in this madness of a post)#anyways got all the lil panels of this menace riding a dog. got all their good angles.#I Love He#i needed to get this out of my system i'm so sorry#at least you all can appreciate these lil panels they are good#JUMBO IS A GOOD DOG APPRECIATE THIS LIL FELLA TOO
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For the ask game, Anna (Triangle Strategy)?
How I feel about this character One of the most characters of all time, LOVE Anna, my top-MVP and one of my top favorite characters. If I ever have the time, energy, and motivation I'd love to go through every inch of the TriStrat script to analyze her character and write a fanfic about her life. She's simultaneously really cool, but a little bit weird too (why do kids gravitate towards her like, of all the characters in the game she would not have been my guess for "gets along well with kids" and I don't think she would have been her own first choice either). I love her so much, she's such a fun character.
All the people I ship romantically with this character Avlora, and one day I will be able to make that make sense, but for now that ship exists as an abstract concept in my head, and I think if I just let it stew long enough, like a nebula eventually forming stars, I'll get coherent words to explain myself. But for now, trust me, Avlora x Anna has so much potential. Probably.
My non-romantic OTP for this character Love her dynamics with the entirety of House Wolffort, her weird friendships with Rudolf and Trish, her guardian role to Quahaug and Decimal, her mentor-mentee relationship with Archibald, and her frienemies relationship with Milo.
My unpopular opinion about this character Mostly just that I ship her with Avlora instead of Milo, since I know Anna x Milo is a very popular ship, and I get why it would be appealing (two cool spy women), but I find reading the dynamics between Anna and Milo as platonic more interesting than reading them as romantic.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon. I loved Anna's character story and how she finds out about her parents, and how that puts Anna's relationship with Benedict and Erador into a new, and incredibly uncomfortable and awkward light, but we don't get to see the full resolution of that revelation. Like, Anna makes a point of saying she has no interesting in revenge, but surely she must have felt conflicted about the truth--and yet she still chooses Benedict and House Wolffort as her family. That's an incredibly interesting detail about her characterization, and I would have loved to see it followed through to her eventual conversation with Benedict that she alludes to at the end of her second character story. As it is, Anna and Benedict's interactions are very professional throughout the game, so it would have been interesting to see that sort of a personal, more emotional, discussion between the two, since neither is very open about speaking their emotions to others.
#sticking Anna in a centrifuge bc she is also sooooo hrngh#like she is such a complex character and while we do get to see her in lots of character stories due to her permanent status in the roster#we don't get a lot of insight into HER private thoughts or emotions and yet we can still guess at how we do see her act like#she's so incredibly sweet and gentle with Quahaug and kind with Decimal#she's actually very kind with all the characters even Milo whom Anna knows is a spy#and I don't think it's /just/ that Anna's House Wolffort's spy and needs to gather information I think she is a kind person in her own way#and that the choice to be kind to others isn't just a part of the act of being a spy but a reflection of her inner character#I dunno like...Anna is such an interesting character and I love her a lot#one of these days I do want to really deeply go over the entirety of TriStrat's storyline and try to get a deeper understanding of it all#but esp. a few of the characters like Anna and Benedict who are harder to read bc they're much more private w/ their emotions#space-spring#ask game#I still don't have an ask tag
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#blackened bones au just got so wild y'all#mr 'whats a king to a god whats a god to a nonbeliever' jaehaerys targaryen over there who is not king btw#and is instead like a 12 year old hand of the king (sorry tywin) because his oldest brother has a huge case of 'weird flex but okay'#and his extra early elopement and subsequent earlt creation of the doctrine for Reasons#made aegon go you have been promoted u are now one of my elite employees!! took him from cupbearer to hand. as one does#but anyway aegon mr black maegor black magic baby electric boogaloo was unable to produce more than one pregnancy in his wife lol#because the black magic is FUCKED for REASONS (maegor skewed it gay. also for reasons. namely fucking aenys reasons)#and now he has no (male) heir and HE wants to make aerea his heir bc aegon is the chad of this family. also visenya got to him young#rhaena the lesbian is on board for obvious reasons but alyssa is decidedly Not & either is the council bc like. the targs have been wilding#in one decade they balerioned the starry sept and vhagared the sept of remembrance killing like. most of the high ranking sevenists lmao.#lol even. plus jae and aly also eloped cause ofc they did the council was trying to marry her to a hightower. oh and also the doctrine#been a bit of a decade and all that happened in just 9 years. also viserys and lysarra (oc first maegor/aenys daughter) got married#which was the first post doctrine marriage. they're the two crazies. she has a mini balerion. went wonderfully as im sure you can imagine#anyway the targs need to CHILL. give the realm a breather. NOT CHANGE THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF INHERITANCE PRECEDENT.#aegon the chad is not helping them do that. so alyssa uses her big brain. & she's like well aegon is a black magic baby (thnx maegor)#and he's king. so why not get him a Surrogate and make him an heir. for Reasons it can't be any of his fellow maegor black magic babies#(black magic babies can't have kids with each other bc they're barely fertile on their own lol) and his remaining options are aly & vaella#both of whom are out bc they're a) 14 and 11 respectively and also b) married and a future nun. shit happens.#viserys is a no cuz lysarra is Crazy and aegon knows it and respects it. that leaves jaehaerys 😁 the good dutiful fourth son 😁#the og machiavellian propaganda maker 😁 who will do Anything to get what he wants 😁 esp for the good of his house and the Realm 😁#long story short jaehaerys the nonbeliever to hardcore sevenist loser gets valyrian magic gender fuckery & gives birth to the heir <3#a delight to negotiate with alysanne as im sure you understand. truly didn't almost end the marriage he rewrote the law and religion for#shit happens <3 long live the third prince of dragonstone aerys targaryen who is the second shipname baby future king#(the first was aenys. aegon = ae rhaenys = nys. now aegon the uncrowned that WAS crowned named his heir aegon = ae and jaehaerys = rys)#(bc naming his first daughter after aerea and his second after rhaena wasn't enough evidently. he is a crazy person)#(he names the twin [they're twins it is the worst year of jaehaerys's LIFE think renesmee & bella] alystair. for alysanne.)#(he is a crazy person x2.)#and that's on today's episode of:#blackened bones au
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Same venue. Same-ish crowd. Opposing seasons. Contrasting vibes.
#me#sometimes you have a few beers and yr feeling yrself. sometimes you feel too much like yourself and consider leaving early#for all the talk of yearning and intricate rituals let me tell you. a drunk girl sidled in right in front of me and the sense of rage i-#her and esp the guys she was with got kinda rowdy in the pit later on shoving each other also into the crowd whom did NOT want part of that#its a lot of people in a small room and at this point i was already further back and against a wall let me tell you#i think if someone had touched me i might have snapped fr#still had an ok time though once i got over feeling super embarrassed about my self and dared looking other people in the eye lol ah#one thing i do like abt the culture is the genderneutrality of it all... the most long and luscious locks in the room belong to some guy#and i can show up in sport bra and oversized shirt no typa bag no makeup wearin black laceup boots that could be m or f#my gender is uh. dont worry abt it lets just turn off the lights and vibe#got talking w someone tho who said she recognised me frm a diff event & i didnt much like that idea.. im not in the mood to be Perceived at#the venue IS p cool tho... like oo at a forgotten space on the other side of the tracks. by the water. by the skate park. yea#edit HOW could i forget. the rowdiest of drunk guys got either shamed into stepping out or str8 removed fr a lil while im not sure lol#and another guy wantedto crowdsurf but only 2 of his friends came to the stage to get him so he just kinda. crawled on top of them#and they awkwardly took a few steps carrying him round the vacated front. none of the crowd wanted shit to do w them lmao
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Been making it a point to read different myths and legends to the residents lately. So far, I've read to them St. George and the Dragon and the legend of the Four Rivers of China (the four dragons).
Today, I'm going to read to them the tale of Prometheus and Pandora's Box c:
#paige chatter#usually i read these before we get ready for supper; i have a smaller group of like five by that time#the thing about the elderly is they love to learn#yesterday we had a discussion about birds and dinosaurs; they got really into it#esp one woman; whom i just watched jurassic park with! c:
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