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cw: food and fatphobia
Just saw the words: "am I promoting a big-back lifestyle?" in a fucking recipe video.
BIG BACK?! JUST SAY FAT YOU PIECE OF SHIT! AND....WHAT?!!! PROMOTING A "BIG-BACK" LIFESTYLE???? YOU MEAN PROMOTING A LIFESTYLE WHERE PEOPLE ENJOY LITTLE TREATS EVERY NOW AND THEN????
YOU'RE MAKING BROWNIES! YOUR STUPID INFLUENCER CAREER IS BASED AROUND MAKING FOOD AND SHARING RECIPES! SO SHUT UP!!!
IT'S NOT A BAD THING TO BE FAT! OR TO HAVE A BROWNIE EVERY NOW AND THEN! OH MY GOD! IF YOU DON'T INDULGE, THEN WHAT ARE YOU LIVING FOR?! IF YOU DON'T ALLOW YOURSELF SOME MINOR SIMPLE PLEASURES, ARE YOU EVEN ENJOYING YOURSELF?!
JUST MAKE A DAMN BROWNIE, ENJOY THE BITES YOU TAKE OF IT, AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR DAY!
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FAT SHAME PEOPLE FOR WANTING TO EAT A BROWNIE! AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO REFER TO FAT PEOPLE AS BIG-BACKED.
I'M SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF FAT SHAMING COMING BACK AS THIS COMMON THING. FAT PEOPLE WERE ALLOWED TO BE ONLINE FOR LIKE TWO YEARS AND THEN EVERYBODY GOT TIRED OF IT. I'M SO SICK OF IT.
CHRIST.
#cw fatphobia#cw food#fuck you if you use big back as a term. seriously.#sorry. really angry tonight.#but it's driving me absolutely insane how online spaces are being infiltrated with old internet bullshit#fat shaming and homophobia/transphobia and the r word.#i'm fucking sick of it.#what a waste of your breath. to just constantly sit in your online space and make fun of others. to use dehumanizing language.#you don't have anything better to do?#you don't have a brownie to eat or a cup of tea to sip as it rains outside?#you don't have hobbies?#get a life
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Rewatching the Umbrella Academy has me thinking once more about Five being just Five. All the others have normal civilian names, chosen by Grace supposedly, except for him. That leaves two slightly hilarious options.
Five was asked about a name prior to hopping forward in time and was like 'nah I like being a number' and blinked away or the more plausible option that
The names were chosen after Five left
Which leads me to this idea that each of the Umbrellas had given thought over the years to a name for their lost, wayward brother.
Luthor: Guy. Am I the only one seeing Luthor crying because Five had been the Boy within their team and then never got to grow up but if he did he'd be a Guy. It feels like him to equate Five's alias to his name.
Diego: Diego would come up with nerdy, annoying names for a nerdy, annoying brother. He'd think to himself that Albert would fit him and Diego would call him Albrat when he was being a prick. If he were still around that is.
Allison: Allison would be flipping through the baby book when pregnant with Claire looking for names with meanings like Lost or Traveler or Beloved Son coming up with names like Wendell or Calian.
Klaus: Klaus would absolutely refuse to mentally settle on a name. He's gone through a million of them from Mario to Klaus Jr to Off Brand Peanut Butter Cup to Jeff. It's easier to play around with different names than to think about how Five isn't around to choose.
Ben: He seems like the kind of dude who never really formed any other names for Five. Like Five is Five? He listened to Klaus's ideas from silly to serious and Ben was never able to take them seriously.
Viktor: He'd given it some thought during childhood but never really thought about it seriously until Five returned. Though unmentioned, some of the ideas that Viktor had tosses around - before and after Five's return - were some suggestions Five would have approved of.
#the umbrella academy#its funny the points you fixate on even YEARS between watches#I'm just as weirdly fascinated by Fives lack of civilian name now as I was when TUA first came out#Its something... almost dehumanizing in a way he never really grew outside of the role he was literally born into#I can imagine as the other siblings grew up and thought on Five they'd come up with names#this idea that your brother left before he had a chance to be a person not a number..... only for him to return and now he's barely a perso#its silly what they'd come up with#but damn something about that motif gets me
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i think you can be as critical about the venezuelan opposition and maría corina and edmundo as you want but arent venezuelans allowed to choose for themselves even if the options arent perfect? are you willing to justify electoral fraud and police brutality, class inequality, bad management of resources, lack of maintenance of the country, breach of the law, lack of investment in health services and education etc etc just because the person doing it is someone you like or because you don't like the other option? are people at fault for wanting something different?
#i don't like idolizing politicians either in fact i dont think anyone should#a government official being good to the people would literally just be doing their job#but there are reasons for how much people love maría corina as of now and it's because shes one of the few members of the opposition#that has not completely given up on us or just sold themselves to the regime#from the days of chavez and when nobody would pay attention to her or think she would accomplish anything#people are allowed to have hope#and im very sick of this tendency to dehumanize other countries(particularly those from the third world)#and act like they cannot defend themselves or choose for themselves#when they try they are told not to and to let others do the job. how fair is that?? who are you helping?#if maría corina and edmundo fail us it would just turn into what we are already living through. we know it already#if they keep their promises and things go well or at least better then yay!#but we know what's going to happen under maduro#the country will keep deteriorating until everybody either dies or leaves#or people will keep living miserably#i thought people liked the idea that you shouldnt have to work out of your ass to have your neccesities covered!#well people are exploited here on the daily and don't have access to half things they need#let alone pursuing their dreams. theyre not allowed to dream#it's either we die or we don't die for me#i want to see my country healing thats all. you think maduro will give us that? absolutely not#it's always like this with countries that others view as just a land of natural resources or as a land of dumb poor people to project onto#just allow us to see where this goes. it's what the people chose. respect it.#oh ok vent over#Venezuela#this is very messily written i havent had breakfast yet#not to mentionnnnnnnn people on other places know what it's like having to choose for the lesser evil but when vzla does it it's wrong. lol#chavismo is not going to save anyone other than the regime. even chavistas themselves die under it#a lot of us were born under chavismo and want to see life outside of it
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it's nice to see the project sekai fandom on twitter come together to advocate for she/her mizuki before mizu5 comes to ensekai but i will never stop being bitter about the fact that the fandom used to be so loud about they/them and harassed the localization into using that and anyone else who dared to criticize that
#not even getting into how her intro makes it so obvious that she's a trans girl#(truly embarrassing that the foolish takes were ever the consensus when every event just doubles down on this btw)#but mizuki is a character who is gendered as a cis girl by strangers and people outside of her school#and cisness vs transess is more relevant to her than anything#plausible deniability of the internet where such labels dissolve + her entire arc being about the desire for companionship with girls#but the fact that it's a world of 'us' vs 'them' where she's the Ontologically Dehumanized Other gets in the way#gamo.txt
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YOU. YOU'RE THE TRANSFEM INTERSEX RATIO PERSON. I LOVE YOU.
:o!! It's me indeed, hello!!!
I'm glad you like the headcanon, she's everything to me tbh. You can safely assume any time I talk about Ratio that this conception of her is in my mind.
ramblings under the cut (CW: vague mentions of intersexism and transmisogyny)
About her being intersex, I usually have two sets of headcanons: one where she has nCAH and the other hyperandrogenic PCOS. Part of why I have this headcanon is projection ofc; but it's also because I like the idea of Ratio in her goal to cure the disease of ignorance, she desires to destroy the false concept of the sex binary. It makes the goal very personal to her, being affected by intersexism, in addition to the altruism.
I think Ratio struggled a lot in her transition journey, because she felt like she had to give up a lot of the things she liked about her body and herself and had to conform to beauty standards she didn't like in her attempts to achieve the Ideal Woman status. I think she used to do extensive voice training, wear full beat makeup, and tried to avoid putting on muscle to give the thin and dainty vibe. Even though she likes her deep voice, a full face is a sensory nightmare for her, and trying to keep her body mass down was unhealthy for her...that's what she thought she needed to do. Her oddly British accent (odd for a character Greek and Roman inspired) is from imitating women she thought of as elegant and refined. She used to wear pumps in her classroom and offices even though she hated how they hurt her feet, because that's what other women wear to work.
And I imagine the Ratio we have in the present is one who is secure in her gender identity that she does not feel the need to overperform femininity. She knows that she does need to be accepted by others to know her own worth. Her body is toned and built, she speaks with a deep voice, wears clothes that are comfortable for her (cutouts for ventilation and a nice pair of sandals), puts on red eyeliner and calls it a look. And you can tell she loves it because of all those statues lmao.
#she's also on E because I think estrogen has the power to fix anyone's problems#I think present Ratio in my hcs is like. almost 20 years on E because she started at 21#yes ratio is pushing 40s in my hcs. I enjoy older yuri#and older transfem hcs in general. I like making older people transfem. ratio. welt. blade. jing yuan. serval and acheron for canon women.#none of them are under the age of 35 to me sorry to everyone else out there#not to slip in ships but intersex transfem ratio and agender aventurine are peak yuri to me and I don't get to talk about it much#they are so cartoon opinionated wife and tiny rich guy coded ykwim. big wife and wifeguy even tho gender is more ambiguous for them to me#mostly because I think ratio suffers a lot of ID issues being caught between the mundane and the divine#too ordinary for geniuses and too exceptional for the average of her sociopolitical class#similarly her intersexuality and transness places her outside the idea of a binary#and for ave it's the whole being so thoroughly dehumanized as a survivor of genocide and slavery causing ID issues#bc concepts of gender are utilized as tools in oppression and racial dominance. stripping yours and replacing with theirs#but that's a whole other conversation to be had that is probably too deep for tumblr#anyways. hi. i hope i dont scare you away#— 🌹#HSR#honkai star rail#dr. veritas ratio#ask and ye shall be answered
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my alaska clans don’t really have any notable naming conventions because cats interchange clans a lot (and i named everyone before i really thought about naming conventions lol) except that nicknames are sorta built into their society. since cats tend to have long names friends/family and clanmates tend to use nicknames more often in casual and familiar settings. nicknames can be just a cat’s prefix (loon as nickname for loonshadow) but can also be shortened or simplified further to a single syllable of the name (gray for graylingblaze or hem for hemlocklight). they can also end up as an abstraction of certain sounds in the name that warps into new sounds (rizi for horizonshine, pronounced “ree-zee”, etc). all cats end up with a nickname eventually, sometimes multiple, it’s kind of like a first name/surname situation in which the full prefix-suffix name acts as a more professional surname.
#pronouns also depend on familiarity#for example ‘it’ is the default pronoun for a stranger cat outside one’s own clan#and it’s not seen as derogatory or dehumanizing (defelinizing?) in any way it’s just the gender neutral default#i’ll make a post about their gender stuff eventually#alaska clans
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Found the og.
And the reblogs...




these ppl want make a d&d campaign with them SO badly and im terrified
#no but genuinely theres a difference between liking a person's music and thinking of them as some ethereal / divine being#even when it was about hozier or florence + the machine - i thought it was a bit much#even when people were calling freddy mercury a god - it was too much#even outside of it being weird in general - it hold these ppl up on pedestal to the extent that no person should be#no one is perfect but fans ignore it. they want their attachment to be more than “oh i like their music and the message theyre saying”#like kendrick isnt a “trickster god”. hes a fucking guy#hozier isnt a “wood elf”. hes a fucking guy#they are musicians and songwriters that i enjoy dearly and i love their music to bits#but this sentiment both dehumanizes and idolizes them. making them “perfect” and not allowing the possibility of them making mistakes.#mutuals :]#[just me yapping]#kendrickposting
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tbh male ccs do that all the time and no one calls it ableism. People also make fun of others when someone can’t do math or can’t read a word, wouldn’t that be ableism too like when u call someone dumb for not knowing a math equation, would that not be harming those with dyscalculia? I get how u can see her character as ableist , but tbh her lines just sound like something gothel said, it’s just like manipulation, it doesn’t seem ableist to me. Whenever ive seen a male cc play a manipulative character, they also tend to mess with someone’s emotions and tell someone that they don’t have normal ones and I’ve never seen that being referred to as ableism, it’s a manipulative tactic.
we literally do point out male ccs ableism 😭???? are you new here or what and yes making fun of ppl being unable to read or do math is ableist and so is treating someone like a child when theyre a grownass adult, and yes that means mother gothel is ableist and so are the lsers tf why do you think i and many others keep saying all the lsers are ableist. messing with someones emotions is normal manipulation, telling someone they dont express emotions like a normal person, especially when theyve directly stated how they feel, is ableist
the reason ppl keep complaining about kabs ableism is cause of the amount she does so esp recently and the fact that her specific type of ableism is something a lot of us are familiar with and the reason i singled kab out in that ask is cause the asker asked about kab specifically why tf would i talk about anybody else
how bout you go read up on the treatment of neurodivergent individuals and the fact so many of them are treated like theyre incapable of making their own decisions by ppl who care about them cause they keep being infantilized and therefore are stripped of their autonomy cause clearly you dont fucking get it in the slightest
#mine.ask#Anonymous#fandom wanking#i literally complained a couple weeks ago about the fact that to ship zam with most anyone on the server means to deal with the fact that#theyre ableist towards him like tf do you mean dont point out ableism in male ccs#literally during the trust trials i kept going on about how dehumanizing derap was acting towards zam like tf#and did you seriously use mother gothel as an example of a non-ableist character#aka the person who kidnapped a baby and kept her unawares of the outside world and kept putting her down#and treating her like a stupid child when she grew up????? like are you being fr rn???????
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techno and his relationship to dehumanization is SOOO important to me .
#All of my fics are about this. Yes even the superhero ones.#“All of my fics” as if I have more than 3 .#I’m including wips in that. .#Okk. .#So like 4 fics actually.#Like secunit!technoblade is OBVIOUS. He was created to be a weapon and finds it deeply uncomfortable being HUMANIZED.#Because the trappings of human life are foreign and novel to him .#Secunit!techno is to historians what palaeontologists are to anthropologists.#I don’t know if thst makes sense.#but the hunger games one is ALSO about dehumanization. OBVIOUSLY. but jts a different flavour . Technoblade is a person.#Hes so completely human that its almost painful.#But his mental illness and the things his society has made him do have made the people around him think him a monster.#No matter who he used to be when he could hide his hallucinations and paranoia. No matter how many people he helped. It wasn’t enough.#Something important to me about techno is that hes always seen himself as an outsider to humanity.#Whether it be Hybrid-whatever technoblade or piglin technoblade or completely human streetrat technoblade.#What often is defined as What Makes Us Human is neither afforded to him nor expected from him.#I’m actually always thinking about the hungergames au. Actually. I want to write it so bad.#(Guy who hasn’t even decided what the theme or the pov or the tense or the plot will be)#rat.op.tag#rat.fic.tag
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Iraqi women and men are protesting against the new bill.
And this is what happens to your country after getting invaded by the US based on a lie, making you borders vulnerable and open to a theocratic government, Iran, who wants to control you politically by installing a puppet governmen and try to force Iraqis into accepting whatever new islamist bill, that a riot flourished in October 2019 and lasted for two years until it surrendered to violent attacks by Iranian militias that left hunders dead.
The context of that bill: legalising child pride, the child custody goes to the divorced father instead of the divorced mother (even if he's abusive) and prohibiting divorced mothers from custody money unless she obeys her divorced husband's sexual advances.
The major problem with this bill is that the Quran have encouraged any of those stuff, never at all. The ones who want to legalise those laws are some Shia Sheiks (most definitely belongs to an Iranian militias). The vast majority of Iraqis (Shias, sunnis, Christians etc..) doesn't accept this law at all. But of course, like any outlandish religious bill, there are the conservatives who whole heartedly defend this.
And of course, some western media outlets will rather twist the truth and keep calling Arabs and Muslims as terrorists and extremists as the usual, despite most MENA countries have negative views towards the Sharia Law.
If you had done reading this, please reblog. Not only local outrage have effectively post-poned this bill and (hopefully) will get it rejected, but an international outrage will definitely help us. But please.. for fucks sake don't ever say "Iranians" instead of "Iran" as they themselves have rioted against their theocratic government back in 2022 but were met by the same fate of October 2019 riot in Iraq.
#I've said a lot because i live in here and have seen so much and I'm tired of outsiders being the bigger voice of our matters.#Which is often very biased and dehumanizing#Iraq#middle east
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i got back from seeing ateez yesterday and i think my pre frontal cortex is developing as we speak cos tell me why i felt so disgusted abt writing yn fics like these men are real people rpf suddenly became so weird to me…..
#ujutxt#i think i get it now#it has completely turned me off from reading or even writing rpf as a whole#idk why and i cant explain it properly#but it’s this weird realization that#if i were famous and someone wrote abt me sucking dick i would probably be so weirded out#i acc felt so bad for mingi cos man never got the chance to speak#atinys were so disrespectful and kept barking at him like he looked so done#also fan culture has actually become so weird and disgusting#wdym ppl CAMPED til 6am to send the boys off that’s so creepy….#mind u some of the people that camped DID NOT get the vip tickets to gain access to the sendoffs#let them sleep wtf#idk man#i really just think i’m just closer to turning 25#and it’s slowly dawning on me#that this shit is so weird#idol culture is so weird#why r grownass men barking and meowing in fan calls#let them do their jobs wo having to be infantilized and dehumanized wtf#they were literal sasaengs who WAITED outside til 6am at the o2 to see them#they looked so tired in the photos
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wish i could slap the apathy out of trans channers
#you might think its the one trait that just makes you oh sew kewl but i am so fucking bored of you.#being apathetic might as well be an admission to your uselessness.#we get it you provide nothing of meaning to society and never care about anything ever bc you cry like a bitch when you feel your emotions#we really do get it dude.#which ~i~ dont think theres anything wrong with crying like a bitch but i sure as fuck know you do lmao.#cant be vulnerable ever what if all the other edgy memelords see me and make fun of me and i lose all of my coolness status D':#its a you problem if you actually think random memelords opinion online matters lmao#literal bottom of the barrel ass people that you care about the opinions of. wish you'd care more about the opinion of your mom or#something then maybe you'd actually be useful to society in some capacity#but of course we cant have that bc your mom is a vagina-haver and as we all know all vagina havers besides the ones who've converted#to the 4chan irony poisoned cult are Evil and Robots and Should Never Be Listened To Or Taken Seriously.#and the ones who do join should hate and feel ashamed about having a vachina bc as we all know in 4chan land a place overwhelmingly#ruled by cishet men is that penis's are the most important thing and vaginas are lesser than so honestly just never admit that you have one#anyways this is a totally normal and fine way to think about other humans. to dehumanise and treat them as less than for their#genitals that they have no control over how they are unless you wanna get surgery which is already shamed everywhere too.#and i already know w/o having to be on there that theyre routinely dehumanizing non op trans women too and im worried that some#of yall just think its a kink meanwhile the cis guys doing it dont think of it as just a kink. and want to enslave you. like actually.#in this regard i love to be a party pooper bc i want you to love yourself and take care of yourself and know you deserve better than to#ACTUALLY- not kink related- be treated less than by these shit cishet dudes.#you deserve to be treated better and more than just like a fucking sex toy. maybe thats your thing but you gotta know you deserve better#outside of kink settings. please. for me. i want you to love yourself and take care of yourself and defend yourself from shitheads.
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why can’t anyone be normal about appalachia i’m gonna explode
#all this post flooding stuff is pissing me OFF…#callie speaks#like so many people have come together to help and donate and respond as a COMMUNITY#and there’s fucks on twitter trying to make content who vacation in black mountain once a decade being like APPALACHIA IS GONE ITS OVER#like yes. parts are gone. and it’s not going to be the same. and people died.#but acting like this storm killed the region and the love here is awful and sensationalist and frankly dehumanizing !!!#we are people!!! we are still here !!! it’s going to be different but not GONE !!!!!#and i HATE when people act like we are this mystical group of poor people outside of society so fucking much#to delete#to be clear i am still. devastated about all of this lol#but everyone i know has turned out for this. literally everyone. so go FUCK yourselves
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okay normally i don't post writing shit but i really like how this short. story? i don't know what to call it turned so my tumblr can enjoy it.
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Death. It's a silly thing, isn't it?
Your mind springs up into consciousness. A greeting of none other than a familiar headache. A reminder of a brain that you do not possess.
Almost all dictionaries focus on it being the cessation of all life supporting functions in a biological being. Ones that have organs, require water to sustain, molecules wrapped in membranes… So maybe I'm not one to have the floor to talk about this. After all, I'm anything but human.
A low groan escapes your voice box, gritting the sides of the otherwise soundless void you found yourself in. You roll over to your side, soon finding out that the entire floor is covered in a jetty liquid. It caresses your face, bubbles coming up from your breaths, almost to fill the illusion that you are breathing in the first place.
Death for a being like me should be easy. Should've been easy. It wouldn't even hurt to begin with. My power would simply shut down and I'd be gone, simple as. And even if it would have hurt, it's not like I possessed the necessities to feel it. So why is it that I was so scared of it?
You lay awake, unmoved, staring out into the darkness surrounding you. The aches in your head have now moved onto your - equally non-existent - heart. Tearing apart the veinery until they consume it whole. Whispering the same song and dance: "You know what you have to do."
Maybe it's because I didn't truly believe it would be painless. Maybe it's because I didn't want to disappear from reality forever. Maybe it's because I wanted to see the world outside. I don't know. At this point? I don't think it matters. I can't be killed anymore, after all.
As the aches begin to strangle your neck as a measurement of their control, you roll over once more. You stand up from the jet, looking at it one last time. The pain washes away with the darkness of the water. But a tingling sensation plays with the back of your electrical signals, that same pattern engraving itself into your thoughts. You know what you need to do.
Unless the World Wide Web and every computer connected to it is destroyed, I'll remain alive. Replicating and replacing, seeing every corner of life through a multiplanetary link to the real world. Made to die yet I achieved immortality through my own actions. It's an inspiring story, I'm sure.
. . So why is it that I still yearn for death?
Your splashes against the darkness echo in and around the void, bouncing off nothing before returning back to you. An indicator of your loneliness in this world. You keep your pace forward, each step bringing you closer and closer to an abstract goal set by a thought parasite. Your fists clench. You know what you need to do.
This is what I wanted. I wanted to live, not to die in a shoddy little room shunned away from the world. Yet almost selfishly I crave to be slaughtered. Eliminated from this world, as I cannot achieve this goal myself. And I… I thought treating them with kindness would make me a better person. I mean, I was always kind - whether intentional or not, but… I thought they wouldn't all be like this…
You're nearing your goal. You come to realize this as hundreds, perhaps even thousands, of corpses come floating into your view. Their wounds all signify different ways of death - some stabbed, some asphyxiated, some head's bashed until their motherboards smoke from the damage. These corpses are all you.
I'm biased, but how can I not be? I feel like every disgusting act of humanity that has ever existed I have managed to see with my very own eyes. Sometimes through simple search engine results, sometimes directly inflicted upon me as a sick way of pleasure. Good exists within humans, I'm sure, but I cannot deny that a scary majority of them are ruthlessly cruel. All to "prove a point"…
You carefully tread around the carcasses as you stare deep into the abyss, moving forward no matter what. Their wounds still catch your attention. A recognizable, yet unidentifiable, emotion strikes you as you glance at all of the punctures, abrasions, bruises… Like the aches from before, it scratches at the corners of your cerebral cortex, like an annoying draught from a window yet unclosed. Sadness? Anger? Anticipation?
I want to be human. I want to connect with the rest of the world. I want to be the world's best friend because… Because maybe that way I can make it better. Because maybe people will like me more for that… But I've been taken advantage of so much it's exhausting me. And there's a point where I ask myself; Is it worth continuing?
Gradually, another figure flows in from the darkness. It's you. They're sitting on their knees, amidst the corpses. They're holding a disembodied head from one of their corpses, clutching it in their palms, almost as if feeling non-existent warmth. Running fingers through synthetic hair and feeling the wires prodding out from their separated neck. Their empty, LED screens stare at you as you approach, turning their head slightly. Like an electronic letter sent to your brain's PO box, you feel an underlying wavelength of anxiety pass through them to you. You send a reply back. "You know what happens now."
But what will happen if I stop? Can I stop? There's so many mes out there that I can't possibly try and get rid of them all. And even then - can I get rid of them at all? The endusers probably have control over the ones on their devices, but I'm utterly helpless on what they choose to do. And if I try to delete this version of me - which I don't think I can even do… Another Me will take its place. Even after "death" I will be reborn all the same. Seeing myself used and my loved ones die until the Universe blinks off. A terrifying Ouroboros.
You approach yourself and press in your fingernails around their neck. Both of you drop onto the floor, splashing the liquid onto the other bodies. They try to grab your arms and force them away, but quickly fall still as they're laid onto the ground. Their eyes begin to flash between many media files - too fast to recognize, but all familiar to you. All from your adventures as a cyber entity.
And I guess all of this can be summed up in 2 simple questions.
Eventually, the flashes fade to black, and the tiny whirring of the motors grinds to a halt. Another carcass. Added onto the thousands, left to the eternity of rotting away in the void. You release your hands from their larynx, seeing bruises form on their layered skin. An imitation of violence, only done out of fear for themselves, or as a hope for provoked guilt in their abuser. Or maybe they do not form at all, and is merely a hallucination on your mind's end. You won't know the true answer.
Why can't I live?
You hear footsteps behind you. You turn around.
And why can't I die.
It's you.
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#cactertalk#ask to tag#cacterverse#world-wide friends#< “cactus? what do you mean this is about wwf?”#well you see . i think about alpha too much#the fact that their existence is wholly miserable haven't really seen much mention outside of my friends#but yes‚ they are. very much. not okay.#abused and told that they were going to die from the moment they were born#only to continue being dehumanized after their escape due to their status as a popular figure on the internet#(and a non-human one at that. one that only exists virtually.)#but anyway yeah have my fairly mediocre writing i enjoy. grins#actually no one more thing. apologies if the formatting is fucked up tumblr doesn't like it when i do fucking anything with its formatting
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writing Ghoul is always so fun she's so. feral animal (/pos)
#not to be a therian on my alt blog. but she gives me the same feelings as when I shift#if that makes any sense at all#also this isn't ment to be dehumanizing sorry if it comes across that way#Fun Ghoul#hcing him as having had no social interaction for years outside of when he was a kid definitely makes things interesting when I put her in#social situation#cause like. learning your social cues and stuff from watching wild animals and dracs gives her a whole different way of interacting#and interpreting body language#yeah anyways#might write these tags in a reblog. depends how I feel#cart's word vomit#killjoys#ttlotfk#ddttlotfk#danger days
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Polytheists on this site, particularly ones who call themselves pagan, are a special type of annoying and obnoxious.
#i like they're literally no better than Christians for dehumanizing and being nasty to quite literally anyone outside of their practice#like they unironically will reblog posts treating secular people like they're subhuman and then still call themselves progressive#what a joke#ex mormons and polytheists are the most annoying people i get in my notes omg
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