#and create a whole sob story
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
chasing tails spoilers if anyone cares about that
can u imagine if Taeyeon was the killer and she was sooo fucking out of touch with reality and just wanted to be famous and rich so she murders her friends to try to ride on the tragedy to make money afterwards.
#like the nanny 2 where the boys friend makes a deal with the devil bc she wants to be famous so she'll just sacrifice ppl#and like she somehow blames seongbin and his whole brotherly drama with dr ju comes out so shes out of the case bc of conflict of interests#but she knows somethings up and the story kinda builds up this seongbin+dr ju are evil narrative while still having a bit of leeway#for ppl to think âhmmm i dont think thats itâ so then we get the twist that seongbin was watching from the sidelines and got his memories#jumbled up while taeyeon gaslit him#and itll be even cooler if junho is a good boy in this one bc yes shell even kill junho bc can you imagine??? she lost her best friend#and she can make up that she liked him and that she wanted to ask him out after they survive#and create a whole sob story#and while sure dr ju may be guilty and still have had killed people maybe she comes to an understanding of her familys issues#and like decides not to ruin seongbins life anymore#and maybe she learns mote about her mother about how miserable she was#chasing tails#why am i wasting my braincells on this i hate this fucking webtoon#and maybe theres a whole background as to why she would do such a thing but fr whatever tragic backstory she has she shouldve just#become a communist instead#<<<<this last one is abt taeyeon not dr ju btw
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
dawg, one thing abt me is that i've always been an advocate for yukine and yato's happiness.... so i'm just curious.... WHEN EXACTLY WILL ADATCHITOKA PAY FOR THEIR CRIMES AGAINST THIS KID AND HIS SILLY SELF-PROCLAIMED DAD đ LET MY BOYS REST MAN DAMN
#NO BC THIS ABSOLUTELY WRECKED ME#YUKINE HOLDING ONTO YATO AFYER HE SAW HIM FADING AWAY I CANT DO THIS#BRO HAS JUST BEEN THROUGH IT AND NOW HE'S GONNA LOSE BOTH YATO AND HIYORI AT THE SAME TIME ATCYALLY GONNS#naw i gave up on the direction of this manga ever since father decided to create his lil nation#i ABSOLUTELY DISLIKE THE DIRECTION THEY WENT FOR#and SEKKI SHOULD'VE FINISHED OFF FATHER NOT HAKKI I SAID WHAT I SAID#but anw LET MY BOY REST FR HE'S BEEN THROUGH SM SHIT ADATCHITOKA U CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY W THIS#i'm actually sobbing this part hurt me sm đ#noragami#yato#yukine#noragami spoilers#i still love noragami despite the writing. i've just been way too emotionally invested in the story and characters for years#save my boys bro#they've had enough fr#no bc wHAT HAPPENED TO YATO đ#ion even wana think abt it bro. i see nothing but tragedy and absolute pain in the next & last chapter#adatchitoka is so gracious giving us a whole month to prepare for what's to come đ„°#man i hope yato is okay đ i doubt it tho đđđđđ#mine
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
I fucking love adding my OC's from like a whole different universe into my silly Object Show City and then designing them to what they would be like if they were there their whole lives
#almost everyone in object show city is animal-esc#its super silly because i can add animalistic like things to them but because magic n a bunch of whole other shit is involved in it i can#make them like a âmoth vampireâ because thats legit possible in the silly universe#god i love 4yr universes that I've created#Object Show City or OSC is my silly thing and belongs to mee#i really wanna info dump about it sobs#it has such cool structures and story building
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
from eden, part VIII
Word count: 11,296
Warnings: Shipping, self-deprecating thoughts, strong language, violence, blood/injury, mild gore, death, animal death
Summary: After a couple peaceful months living on the ranch with Tango, Jimmy thinks heâs finally found true contentment. Until a stranger named Bravo, who shares a disturbing similarity to Tango, shows up at their door one day. But what happens next is even more unexpected, and threatens to destroy everything theyâve built together.
A/N: Welp, I got this done a lot sooner than I expected despite my summer clinicals. Surprise. Ik this part has been highly anticipated so hopefully Iâve done it justice. Hope yïżœïżœïżœall enjoy, pls reblog/comment if u do! It really does help <3 - Aqua
~*~
from eden, part VIII - i slithered here from eden, just to sit outside your door
~*~
Somewhere in Double Life, a player sits in a rocking chair.
Jimmyâs head is bent down in concentration as he carefully passes his needle in and out of the fabric. Embroidery has always soothed him, so itâs been his favorite way to spend the time in quiet moments. Several framed squares of his designs already adorn the ranchâs walls- as well as a few shirts in Tangoâs closet.
Afternoon sunlight streams in through the window beside Jimmy, illuminating the dust that floats lazily in the still air. He can hear the occasional ka-thunk of pistons as Tango troubleshoots the sugar cane farm in the basement. Beyond that, the animals outside are always audible- though far less so than they used to be, back when the cow pen was adjacent to the ranch house. The background noise is something familiar, now. Something comforting.
Itâs been a lovely couple months on the Double Life world since they all agreed to end the death game. Everyoneâs bases are really starting to come along, as is the centrally-located shopping district. Infrastructure is gradually getting built up- paths, bridges, landscaping, and even a few communal farms. With the world border down, the Double Lifers are taking the opportunity to spread out a bit.
Jimmy thinks thereâll be an expedition to the nearest stronghold in the coming week to finally procure some elytra and shulker boxes. Heâll leave that particular adventure to the more PVP-inclined players, though. He knows Tango isnât a fan of dragon fights and truthfully, he doesnât trust his own capabilities in that regard, either. The last thing he wants to do is cause Tango an unexpected death at an inconvenient time.
There have been a handful of accidents between the two of them, mostly during caving sessions. Those are generally inconsequential and easily laughed off. Jimmy wants to keep it that way.
Keep reading
#ra speaks#hels to pay au#writing#*incoherent screaming*#*incoherent sobbing*#I have so many big emotions from this oml#THIS WAS SO GOOD IT HIT EVERYTHING I COULD HAVE WANTED FROM THIS CHAPTER#THE JIMMY MEETS BRAVO. BRAVO SPILLS THE BEANS AND TANGO HAS A VERY BAD TIME ABT IT. TANGO GETS CAUGHT. JIMMY FIGHTS FOR HIM.#THE WHOLE SERVER FIGHTS FOR HIM AND WINS BUT ATLAS WAS SO CLOSE TOO CLOSE.#TANGO IS OUT FOR THE COUNT âą AND EVERYONE IS CONFUSED. âBRAVO TURNS ON ATLAS AND OUTSMARTS HIM. BRAVO JIMMY TOGETHER !?!!??!?!!#I AM JUST. SOOOOO BORMAL ABOUT THIS STORY.#<- lying#normal now. gorgeous writing ugh I love love love how the bravo tango confrontation went down#that split second where bravo sees his âevilâ doppelgĂ€ngers humanity and fear and sorrow.#and then the moment is over. just mwah wonderful I am chewing on bravo like one pearls wolves.#that whole battle sequence was DIVINE it was something out of a movie (compliment - the perspective the pacing it was all so cinematic)#ngl the split second where scar and rian get shit out of the sky and Jimmy doesnât get killed ie as worried tango/him would still get pulled#into the portal and ough THAT would have sucked. but staying to answer questions going to be unpleasant.#oH and tangos rage killing was so deserved let that man rip off atlasâ smug grin joker style someday he deserves it#UGH THE SOFT START TO THIS CHAPTER THE SOFT END YOU ARE A MASTER OF CREATING A CHAPTER THAT JUST GELS AND FEELS COMPLETE AND SATISFYING#NOT NORMAL AGAIN. GONNA GO REREAD EVERYTHING YOUVE WRITTEN FOR THIS AU INSEAD OF GOING TO THE GYM. THIS STORY IS MY CARDIO WORKOUT.#id in alt text
684 notes
·
View notes
Text
actually sobbing. what do you mean ayda literally sent pieces of an asteroid across the whole galaxy from the beginning of time towards earth that have been traveling across space until now to tell her girlfriend how much she loves her. and what do you mean she said that even before she and fig met the asteroids were hurling through space because the two of them were always going to meet and were always going to love each other and it was always destined. and what the fuck do you mean that every time fig or ayda looked up at the night sky before they knew each other they were unknowingly staring right at proof of their love for each other since the beginning of fucking time.
brennan lee mulligan you just created the most tragically beautiful sapphic story and metaphor and i will never be the same i have genuinely been fundamentally changed by this meteor shower
#fantasy high#fhjy#fig faeth#ayda aguefort#figayda#fhjy spoilers#dimension 20#d20#d20 fhjy#fh spoilers#i genuinely teared up#ughhh and the way he described it was so beautiful#they are so so special to me
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Day 2506: The world almost ends...
Short story below
The last thing Tango could recall was laying on the ground in a warm pool of his own blood, staring up at a sea of faces gnashing their teeth and claws into his limbs.
And thinking, none of you are Jimmy.
Then everything burned away into darkness.
Yet the world did not end.
It reformed itself a pool of indiscernible reds, an incomplete, deafening whisper, and a biting stench.
A barrier draped itself out over it all. The first shape to ever form, outstretched to block out the colours and sounds and smells. The first feeling accompanied it, something soft and structured, dragging the whole world back down.
And Tango thought for the first time, and he thought, that is Jimmy.
The world was swallowed once more, in its infancy before anything could take form. So, it tried again.
This time it created more than just red. Blacks, blues, greens. Yellow. Tango reached out for it, but had no body with which to do so. Trapped by nothing. There were sounds but they were somewhere else where he wasnât. Skin he did not have itched and burned. If he could only exist enough to reach, but what little there was soon slipped away. The first, last, and only thing this Tango knew was despair.
So, it tried again.
In this one Tango had a body, he knew, but it was a cage. Cold, stiff, unyielding to him rattling it, begging for freedom. He still couldnât reach Jimmy, only a shadow in the pool. He screamed, but it made no sound, and he went unseen.
So, it tried again.
Everything burned. Not an inch of his cage went unbitten. If he could he would tear it all off. This time Jimmy heard him, but it did Tango little good. There were too many sounds, too many smells, and they all ripped him apart until there was nothing left.
So, it tried again.
And again, and again, and again.
Until finally the world began to settle into place.
Tango peeled open his eyes, staring up at the clouds, body numb and heavy from the pain. It was like his muscles had turned into snakes biting each other every time he moved, but he could move. He could feel, and think, and hear the nearby sound of bird song.
He tried calling out for Jimmy, voice like shards of glass to his throat and ears. It was good enough. There Jimmy was, leaned over him, blocking out the sun. Though it still burned to do so Tango could feel the weight of a hand on his own. He wished he could assure Jimmy that he was fine.
Jimmy watched him silently. Tango reached out for him again, tears in his eyes. âJimmy.â He croaked, trying to beckon the avian forward. But he would not move. Tango began to sob. âYouâre here. Youâre here.â
He opened his mouth. It was as though the whole world went silent to listen. No voice came. Nothing but a sickening crunch. Tangoâs vision swam, consumed by Jimmy. Old blood poured from his mouth, drenching Tango below, around the mangled remains of beating flesh. No light filled his eyes, not the bright light of the sun or his own inner sunshine he always carried, or even the black flames consuming his wings. They were as lifeless as the dried mould clinging to his jaw bone and the grey of his cheek.
Tango couldnât scream.
His own heart wrenched him awake. The rest of him delayed, eyes darting and muscles cramping. Something was squeezing his left arm to death until it was numb. His eyes began to sting from the light piercing right into them. A muffled voice filled the air, and a shadow cast over to block the sun.
âAre you okay?â It asked.
Tango was in too much pain to reply. The shadow stretched out far to canopy the whole sky from view. Wings. They were wings. Tango gasped, trying desperately to call out. âJ-â
But his eyes adjusted soon enough, and before him was not feathers made of fall wheat and butter. These were a dusty brown, only golden in the light of the afternoon sun. The eyes that stared down upon him were a piercing sky blue and the shoulders were far too broad. New panic settled within Tangoâs bones. Too much of his body hurt to run away.
âOh, good, youâre awake this time.â He said, voice most certainly not Jimmyâs. His grin was too sharp. âI was starting to think you were just gonna kick the bucket.â The stranger shifted, grabbing something far beyond Tangoâs view. âWhich would be quite a shame given how much of my supplies youâve used up.â
Some brightly coloured cylinder was held up towards his face. A water bottle, Tangoâs brain finally provided after several seconds. Tango managed to move his mouth enough to accept, its straw preventing him from spilling too horridly over himself. Even still, he quickly found himself choking, sputtering up much of what made it into his mouth. The stranger hummed to himself, waiting for Tango to cease his coughing before trying again, this time one gloved hand cradling the back of Tangoâs head to hold him up just slightly. The water went down much easier. Only after it was taken away did it occur to Tango it may not be the best to trust the liquid. He was already a soft breeze away from death, what did it matter?
Because you still have to find Jimmy.
The stranger yelped, but Tango ignored him as he tried to push himself up. âHey, there!â Hands found their way to the back and front of his torso, the only thing keeping him from collapsing back down as the brief pulse of energy abandoned him. âYou took at least fifteen chomps, there, buddy, youâre in no condition to be on your feet.â
Tango tried to explain himself, tried to yell at the man. But all he could get out when he said Jimmyâs name was a squeak that tore up his throat. Insufficient. Though he tried to fight back, the stranger laid him back down. Tango tried not to sob. Everything hurt, everything was going horridly wrong, and his rancher was probably dead in a ditch somewhere. Heâd follow soon enough at this rate. It was all so pointless-
Warmth wafted through the air. Sweet and achingly familiar. Tangoâs head lulled to watch the stranger as he held up a fork towards him, the fluffy pasty dotted with berries and dripping syrup. âI hope you donât mind, but I kinda live off instant pancake mix at the moment. If you can eat.â
Tango wasnât sure he could, but he accepted the offer anyways. Even just the smell would have brought tears to Tangoâs eyes if he could cry. The bites kept coming until Tango hadnât the strength to eat anything more. His body screamed at him to both stop and eat, desperate for the food Tango had been denying it and lacking the strength to continue, stomach rolling in that fashion that he knew meant it would all come back up if he tried.
Silence returned while the stranger finished the rest, most of it still there. Anything else might have made Tango throw up from the smell anyways. All he could think of instead was breezy summer mornings, sat at an uneven oak table covered in blemishes that they never got around to replacing, throwing plastic tablecloths over instead. Coffee that became tea that became increasingly questionable flower water that became tea once more. The distant sounds of mooing and much closer sounds of barking, and, somewhere in between, a bird song matching whatever was on the stereo.
Why had they left? They should have stayed on the ranch. He should have tried harder to convince Jimmy not to go, should have put his foot down. When that bridge came into view he should have immediately turned them back around. They saw the ocean, and what good did it do them? Jimmy died, lost and far away from home, and Tango would soon join him...
The next time Tango woke up it was early morning. Something loud had ripped him from his slumber, but he could not for the life of him recall what it was. As best he could he looked around, and found the stranger shutting a cabinet set against a far wall. Tango must have made some sort of noise, because his head immediately swivelled towards him. âYouâre awake again.â He said, matter of factly. There was too much energy in his hops to a kitchen. Did all avians wake up at the crack of dawn?
It was almost hard to watch the man, actually. Tango had seen it with Grian, but it hadnât registered. Because he was a puffball and it only seemed natural, or because heâd never had reason to note it. This strangers talons similarly rarely touched the ground, taking leaps and bounds to reach for anything. Wings casually unfurled themselves to glide him across the room. It was so different to Jimmy, who stumbled his way everywhere, only used his wings for balance.
More food was set in front of him, this time a small bowl of mixed berries. âI already ate.â Explained the stranger while he held out a spoonful. âIf itâs too hard to chew I can blitz it into a smoothie.â
âNo.â Tango croaked. Easier than last time, but his throat still felt like it was splintering.
The stranger quietly fed him. The sun was quickly rising, but the avian didnât seem to have anywhere to be. At some point Tango thought he heard the bark of a dog, but no one else came into the sky-lit room. The strangerâs clothes were not the sort one wore when they knew zombies were nearby. His sweater was sleeveless and his gloves were for sport, to keep frog scratching his hands and keeping a good grip, rather than the heavy leather work gloves Jimmy wore. The sort of thing theyâd wear on peaceful days at the ranch, not the city Tango thought he was last in.
âSo,â The man rocked his head slightly as he put the half-empty bowl aside. âYou got a name, stranger? If youâre up for talkinâ of course.â
âTango.â His voice scratched worse than it usually did, almost incoherent to his own ears. No long sentences, then. âYou?â
âWels, at your service.â He did a small bow, smile widening. âThereâs not a lot of survivors out here these days, Tango. You musta come quite a ways?â
He nodded, wincing at the sting in his neck. Had he been bitten there? âWe came from the mountains.â
Welsâ eyebrow rose. His hands began moving just outside Tangoâs vision, fiddling with something. ââWeâ, huh? Run into some bad luck?â
âIâm looking.â Tango quickly snapped. âWe got separated. Heâs here.â
âYou donât sound like you believe that.â
Of course he didnât. Tango had never been the optimistic sort. It was Jimmy who comforted them when things went wrong, calmed Tango down when he lost his temper. Thought thereâd be an adventure to have exploring uncharted territory. If it was Jimmy here and now instead, heâd be just as determined as day one. Tango couldnât do that, could barely hope to even find a body. But... âIf I stop looking, I donât know what Iâll do.â
The room fell quiet. A rough hand lifted the stump of Tangoâs left arm, peeling something off it. It stung, but not as much as the air did seconds later. Tango grit his teeth. It last too long, but eventually it subsided into a dull ache. Even without looking he knew it was swollen and ugly, raw from wearing his arm for too long. It would take too much time to pull on and off without help. Why was he so stupid as to design it that way? Like heâd never be alone?
The dog outside continued to bark.
âWell, then,â Wels sighed. âGuess if you gotta keep looking then Iâll have to keep my eyes open, too.â
Tango strained to shake his head, âYou donât have to-
âHey, itâs my city. Who better to keep an eye out? Besides,â He stood up, spreading his wings wide enough to block out the skylight, âYou arenât really getting out of bed any time soon, and you canât exactly get back down without my help anyways.â
âDown?â Tango murmured to himself, turning towards the sunlight.
His vision was still a mess, but he could see it. Behind stacks of supplies and reorganized furniture was a wall-wide glass balcony, doors wedged wide open. Peeking over the rail was the very top of a half-dozen skyscrapers he recognized from the ground.
Wels hopped over towards the open doors, grabbing various items from a table. A bag, rope, a sword- was that metal gauntlets? By the time heâd kitted out he looked like heâd raided a museum exhibit. When he noticed Tangoâs staring he gave him a grin and a thumbs up. âGotta go for a water and medicine run. Be back before the sun sets.â He jumped up onto the railing, but paused. âSay, uh, whatâd your buddy look like? In case I run into him.â
âBlond.â Tango rasped. âLanky, bit taller than you. Long yellow wings. Should be with a big black dog with no eyes. Hopefully...â
Something in the manâs wings tensed, smile falling away. âA canary avian?â He asked.
âYeah.â
âAnd you- how did you say you got separated.â
âHe was gone when I woke up. He kept-â
âWandering off?â
The blazebornâs eyes narrowed. âYeah... What-â
But Wels unfurled his wings once more, waving his hand dismissively. âWeâll talk later, when I get back. You should rest up, get back on your feet.â
With that he was gone.
Tango could feel his heart hammering in his chest, wounds pulsing down his limbs. He turned his gaze up to the ceiling. How on earth was he supposed to rest after that?
#blood#injury#dissociation#tango tek#rancher apocalypse au#welsknight#fanart#biopunk#spooky#character#scene#background#art#sketch#colour#Hybbart
910 notes
·
View notes
Text
Lullabies Pt 2 | Max Verstappen x Singer! Reader
Summary: Max left without letting you fully explain. Nearly a year later, he realises he made a mistake when he thinks you're moving on.
Warnings: Swearing. Angst but also fluff. Redemption arc.
Female reader with various faceclaims (pics found on pinterest). Takes place in 2021 with slightly altered timelines.
Main Masterlist
prev.
ââââââ àŒ»đ„žàŒș ââââââ
Oct
YourUserName just posted
liked by pierregasly, kellypiquet and others
YourUserName a huge thank you to everyone who came to my album release concert! đ„ a huge apology to anyone who missed out but after such a phenomenal crowd this evening, i'm pleased to announce the GUTS tour coming 2022!!
11,998 comments
User1 a tour!!! release the dates/countries now please and thank you
User2 mother treating us
User3 okay but when she SANG The Grudge with the tears rolling down her cheeks, poured her whole soul into that
â User4 omg yes, you could legit feel the pain in your own chest
â User5 no no no because what about the gasp through her sobbing at The Stranger
User6 nobody can tell me that Obsessed wasn't written as a kelly piquet pov
â User7 haha literally because y/n has never said a bad word about this woman but she is all up in her businessÂ
â User8 and all up in her likes too from what i saw
User8 not my delusional ass hoping itâs max and that the lighting just made his hair darker
User9 love how sheâs still featured on the wags page despite her and max not being a couple for 10 months now
â User10 legit. they post her more than kelly
User11 i bet max is kicking himself for letting her go now that someone else has realised how much sheâs worthÂ
FutureF1Wag i need to know where f1 wags got that pic from because itâs SOOO much clearer than the one i got
User12 okay but where can i get a man like that because that kiss looks hawt!
ââââââ àŒ»đ„žàŒș ââââââ
Nov
YourUserName just posted a new story
lilymhe have the best time, babe. brunch debrief tomorrow?
â YourUserName 11?
â lilymhe absolutelyÂ
YourBestFriend oo look at you being treated rightÂ
â YourUserName i know. how sweet
they're sooo pretty as well
â YourBestFriend youâve had bigger thoughÂ
â YourUserName donât do this todayÂ
â YourBestFriend sorry. be safe. text me when youâre homeÂ
ââââââ àŒ»đ„žàŒș ââââââ
Dec
User1 max really said, just because i didn't want her doesn't mean anyone else can
â User2 be serious, he clearly loves her. he just confused his priorities for a hot second
User3 the way these rumours have been floating since max and kelly went social media official though. like everyone has constantly said they're on the rocks since we found out about them
â User4 literally. like i loved max and y/n but they've both moved on. people are just creating drama because they can't accept that max and y/n aren't together anymore
User5 no because y/n is literally max's forever after and nobody can convince me otherwise
User6 max and y/n are literally each other's one true love. kelly was just the poison apple that leads to their true love's kiss
User7 y/nstappen shippers rise!
User8 she's watching his races again!
User9 she watched him win!!
User10 @ YourBestFriend is just like us for real. you can tell she's been praying for them to get back together
â User11 she's feeding us crumbs and we're lapping them up
User12 not red bull down here fighting with us in the trenches
maxverstappen1 just posted
liked by YourUserName, danielricciardo and others
maxverstappen1 FUCK YEAH! WORLD CHAMP! đ„đłđ± a huge thank you to @ redbullracing for their support throughout the whole season. you made all of this possible.
7,330 comments
redbullracing what a season! here's to many more, champ
christianhorner so unbelievably proud of you! enjoy the celebrations
danielricciardo congrats, mate. couldn't be happier for you. looking forward to celebrating later đŸ
landonorris woohoo! my shirt is still wet from your tears
â maxverstappen1 don't lie. you cried more than i did
â landonorris true
mclaren well done, max! an amazing achievement
YourUserName congrats, world champ x
liked by maxverstappen1
â User13 mama en papa
â User14 not the best phrase to use when the reason they broke up is due to a miscommunication about having childrenÂ
User15 omg omg omg, not a drill, guys. the queen has commented. and max liked!!Â
â User16 user we may not get them back together but iâll take the tiny trickles of friendship they give us
â User17 same sis sameÂ
â User18 may our delulus come trululu
YourUserName just posted
liked by maxverstappen1, carmenmmundt and others
YourUserName so i may have just won my first grammy? my ultimate gratitude to @ lovelessofficial for taking a chance on me when no one else would, the biggest love to those who supported me before i deserved it, and a final huge thank you to the inspiration behind the album đđŠ
9,556 comments
User1 miss thing, looks like you got more than just your first grammy
â YourUserName it's definitely a nice collection ;)
francisca.cgomes so proud of you, minha linda đŒ
â YourUserName couldn't have done it without you pouring wine down my neck, kiks
lilymhe that's my girl!!
YourBestFriend wow, look at that dress. it would look better on my bedroom floor
liked by maxverstappen1
lewishamilton amazing achievement, y/n. well done
â YourUserName thanks, lewis. you raced so well this season
danielricciardo did somebody say celebratory drinks later? đ„
maxverstappen1 congrats, grammy winner x
liked by YourUserName
â lovelessofficial thanks for joining us for the celebrations
â User2 max was at her after party!!!!
â User3 over a year after their breakup and we might be getting them back together??
User4 the trophies in their house must be overwhelmingÂ
â User5 love that weâre talking like theyâre already back together
User6 'the inspiration behind the album' is so shady and sweet haha, poor max. i love that he'll be forever reminded of how badly he fumbled
â User7 what makes you think she's on about max
â User6 um, she wrote the album after their breakup and used the lion emoji, which she always used in posts about him. read the room, babes
ââââââ àŒ»đ„žàŒș ââââââ
Jan
YourUserName just posted
liked by victoriaverstappen, charles_leclerc and others
YourUserName happy new year's from me and my loved ones to you and yours (yes, he got drunk after this and ruined the rest of my photos)
13,441 comments
User8 omg omg omg omg!!!
User9 they're back together! they're back together! we win!
charles_leclerc beautiful couple. glad to see you both happy again
danielricciardo yuck. i haven't missed the pda
â YourUserName you're just jealous you can't be our third
â danielricciardo every day baby
maxverstappen1 i didnât ruin them! they just become less pg
â User10 woah, mr verstappen, we were not familiar with you
redbullracing our favourite trophy winning couple. can't wait to have y/n back in the paddock next month
maxverstappen1 looking forward to all that the future brings us, mijn mooie vrouw đ„°
â YourUserName mijn lieve echtgenoot đ
â User11 um, the pet names!!!
ââââââ àŒ»đ„žàŒș ââââââ
I know some people said on Dannyâs that they wanted it to be longer but this are only planned as a duo series. Sorry, guys! đ
Baby Fever Angst Series
Tag list
@bibissparkles @barcelonaloverf1life @rlalliehayes @dullypully @softtina @callsignwidow @lav3nder-haze @minkyungseokie @luvrrish @fall-bambi @evans-dejong @sadsierra2 @justdreamersdream @spookystitchery @dark-night-sky-99 @majusialikesfastcars @luckyladycreator2 @bborra @mrosales16 @reguluscrystals @tvdtw4ever @alwaysclassyeagle @gigicisneros @spanishcorndogs @thecubanator2 @goldenharrysworld @awritingtree @jxnellat @sbrn0905 @hc-dutch @buckybarnessweetheart @ironmaiden1313 @dreamercrowd @yourbane @reguluscrystals @peachiicherries @g-l-o-b-e-w-h-o-r-e @itsjustmyopinionf1 @evesfile @openthenyoor01 @princessria127 @hrrorflm @the-untamed-soul @nataliambc @oliviarodrigostan13 @sweate-r-weathe-r
As always, so sorry if I missed anyone. Thanks for all your support x
#baby fever angst#formula 1#f1#formula 1 smau#f1 smau#formula 1 social media au#f1 social media au#social media au imagine#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 headcanon#formula 1 drabble#formula 1 one shot#formula 1 fluff#formula 1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 drabble#f1 headcanon#f1 one shot#f1 fluff#f1 x reader#max verstappen#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen drabble#max verstappen headcanon#max verstappen one shot#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen smau#max verstappen x reader
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
calling skz clingy headcanons ⊠ot8
Paring⊠ot8 x reader
Words⊠3,578
Genre ⊠hurt and comfort
Warnings ⊠reader blows up at the boys a few times, mild cussing I think, hyunjin is lowkey toxic in this but the reader is more toxic, honestly all of our boys are pretty dramatic lmao, they keep getting lazier and lazierïżœïżœïżœ, I fucking hate y/n in this like fr I'm gonna kick her sorry little ass, seungmins is... suggestive...dirty talk and fingering only for like one line, so is hans lmao all happy endings because I am not sadistic... or realistic
Taglist ⊠@thetoastghost222, @ur-fav-lvr
A/N ⊠honestly this is my super random chaotic thoughts I had at 2am bc I was really hating the way I was writing a love lived between the stars and the sea so I wanted to take a small break and clear my pallet I hope you all like it even though it lowkey sucks lmao <33
Also im lowkey fucking with making headcannons this is kinda fun...
~cookiecreates đȘ
chan
I feel like Chan would be the most emotionally mature about the whole thing, especially when he sees the storm brewing in your eyes before you even spit those venomous words.
"Fuck Chris, do you have to be so clingy all the time?" You shout, your mouth curling in a disgusted sneer.Â
You've never flinched away from him like that, never been so mean-
He's first hurt then he sees it-
There are cracks in your demeanor; large gashes in your heart; he could read you like an open book; the stories your soul wished to tell resided in your glassy eyes.
Hurt people hurt people.
You didn't think he was clingy; no, you loved his touch. You were simply overwhelmed, overflowing with so many simmering feelingsâhis love did not have room to shimmy through.
So he makes room-
He tilts your chin up with a sincere voice and asks, "What's the real reason why you are shutting me out?"
The unadulterated dedication in his words leaves you in shambles.Â
Chan would tear open his heart before your eyes just to prove that there are openings for your soul to pour all your pain into him.
and he would still find a way not to spill a drop
"Itâs so hard,â you sob. âThey told me you were too good for me, that I wasnât enough. They said I should shut you out, run away before I got too attached. I had to make you hate me so that I could never weigh you down again."
Chan is fuming.
He wants to ask who said that? He wants to ask where they live? He wants to ask if you want to witness their destruction? He wants to ask if he should use a knife or a gun?
But instead, he says, âDarling, you would have more luck breaking the bounds of the moon than untangling the way you are threaded into my soul."
what. the. fuck.
Chan the next William Shakespeare up in here
...was this based on something I wrote for my new series...yes. am I ashamed... no.
I'm a hopeless romantic who wants to marry a poet.
Sue me.
You never thought the apocalypse would be so rewarding, because you are reeling, spinning out of orbit, a meteor spit out into space, hurling towards unknown destructionâdestruction that tasted like fresh morning dew.
Chan was perfect.
what the fuck were you thinking?
He holds you through the night, chasing away the whistling of the cold winter wind, his warm arms creating a home around your heart.
lee know
do not ever ever ever ever ever ever ever call Lee Know clingy unless you are willing to dedicate your life into creating the next wheel of time because after you plant the seed in his head, he will blossom a garden of newfound insecurities.
"Can you please not be so clingy right now? I'm having a really bad headache," you whisper through the thick fog clouding your brain; you have been living with a red hot rod skewed through the back of your brain all day. You didn't mean to say the word clingy, but it is futile to search a thesaurus from a blurry page, and right now the world seems to be nothing more than a piece of abstract art.
He just wanted to hold you and you call him clingy??
To others, the sentence would be like water rolling off their backs, but to him, it was a ragged shard of glass stabbed straight into his chest.
Lee Know is extremely inexperienced in the world of intimacy, often clumsy with his actionsâhesitant with his words, so why would you say such a thing?
Knowing how insecure he is??
You would only ever say it if you meant it fully and completely??
Honestly, in his head, he would be lowkey, really dramatic, but he's so beyond hurt, feeling like you're just picking at a gaping wound.
like I said, dramatic.
justified. yes.
dramatic... also yes.
I am a firm believer that his tough-guy act is only that.
an act.
He was pretending like he didn't care what you said, but when he gets into the other room, it takes everything in him not to shatter into a million different pieces, feeling so overwhelmed with how many emotions are coursing through him.
No matter how much you apologize after that, no matter how much you prove what you said was nothing more than your head foggy and in pain, it still will take lifetimes for that scar to fade.
and he will only ever get over it with a million reassurances and a thousand conversations
which you are willing to do as long as he needs it
changbin
Honestly, I dont really have a clue with this one, but I am definitely leaning towards him being more like Chan in the emotional mature way he handles it, but instead of comforting you at the drop of a hat, he just leaves the room and lets you stew on your sorrows.
"Your so clingy," you groan, shoving his arm off; rolling your eyes as the mattress shifts with his weight. You just want to be left alone. You weren't sad. You weren't mad. You were just tired and did not want to be touched.
In perspective, could you have handled it better? Yes, but what can you do now? I'm going to punch this bitch in the face I swear I hate y/n and I'm creating her
He's first very confused, then the hurt hits like a falling star crashing into his chest.
What do you mean he's clingy??
"Fine," he states, still dizzy from the utter whiplash you were giving him.
like what the hell?
Sleeps on the couch that night (bad idea don't do this)
He stews about it far past the dreams in his head
That is, until you trudge out of your bed in the morning with red-rimmed eyes and a face filled with regret.
After a shitty nights sleep without the heat of your boyfriend's arms, you realized very quickly what it would feel like if you were to never feel it again, and all of a sudden, you never want to be left alone like ever again.
The grudge he was previously trying to hold drained out of him, and in that instance, he jumps up, pulling you into his arms.
He is very quick to forgive you, when you voice your reason for snapping at him, was nothing but compressed frustrations manifested into the wrong source.
hyunjin
hyunjin. hyunjin. hyunjin.
I feel like in a fit of both hurt and the toxic trait of self-isolation, he would be petty and stay at the boy's house for a few days.
He had tried to give you a good morning kiss that day, but you were stressed and late for work, rushing to put on your clothes. The way he whined about wanting to be touched ground your gears beyond belief. You got stuck in your shirt, which was too tight after you shrunk it in the dryer, and your firm has yet to give you another one. Hyunjin's flighty hands wrapped around your waist, trying to help you untangle yourself from the mess of fabric, only for the button to get caught in your hair, pain ripping through your scalp.
"Stop it hyunjin!" you shout, attempting to unthread the way your hair has meshed into the slits of the button. "You're so fuckin' clingy."
It was all a messâyour heap of shifting fabric and jerking limbs, hair sticking up at every angle. His heart was crushed somewhere in a pulp on the floor in front of him.
He just wanted to help...
Your red-hot anger quickly bled into a tightening anxiety that pulled underneath your ribs as you imagined the look on your boss's face when you came in disheveled and late.
"I just wanted to help," Hyunjin sniffles, bouncing his eyes around the room, filling with tears. You heartlessly roll your eyes.
"Here come the waterworks," your voice is steady, flaming with annoyance mixed with a sickening tilt of mockery. His jaw drops.
you're being so mean
His ears burn when you glare at him, disgusted by the tears streaming down his cheeks. He desperately wipes his emotions away with the back of his hand, suddenly embarrassed to even be showing you the cracks in his soul.
He runs away, like, quite literally runs out the door, sprinting to his car and driving straight to the group's house, collapsing in a fit of sobs in Chan's arms.
He stays there for a good 3 days, ignoring all your calls and texts.
No matter how much it hurts his heart not to talk to you, he shuts you out in a weak attempt to show you what it would be like to live without him.
But this tactic is short-lived when you arrive at the boys' house, snot sobbing into his chest.
"i-im so sorry," you repeat over and over and over into his skin, hoping the further you dig into his chest, the closer the words will hit his heart.Â
He's not going to lie; no matter how much you cry, a little bit of pettiness will still stay during the conversation, a small scar of his hurt dictating his choices.
"Why didn't you come home? I thought we were over?"
"I thought that asking to sleep in the same bed as you would be too clingy"
Your heart cracks. He sees it, immediately regretting all his words.
"I'm sorry!" he yelps, pulling your head straight into his chest again.
You shake your head remorsefully, "No, I deserved that."
Even though so much of him still wants to be petty, his love for you trumps the feeling.
(I'm not forgiving you though wtf)
han (this one is long asf)
Han is freaking out.
I mean like the devil's bony hand gripping at the base of his spine, stale breath wafting down the skin of his neck type of freaking the fuck out.
You had a job that required you to go on-site, on-call often, like Hanâsâthatâs why you were so understanding about his busy schedule; yours was just as bad.
Today was a nightmare. Your coworker, the devil in disguise, didn't show up for the presentation she had created, and since she threw you under the bus saying you helped her (you didn't), you were forced to come in and present it.
Leaving Han at the restaurant waiting for you to arrive-
You forgot-
It was debatably the biggest presentation of the year, showing off her new design to multiple new investors, and yet your phone kept buzzing.
You told Han this was important
You never sent the message
You don't think you have ever seen your boss so furious
From Han's point of view, he's been sitting here for 2 hours, and you are still not here.
There are so many scenarios flying around in his headâ
Are you okay?
Did you stand him up?
Are you breaking up with him?
Did you get kidnapped??
Han got tunnel vision when he was scared, his restless brain shooting out dire scenarios faster than he could decipher the impossibility of them. It was overwhelming. The walls were closing in on him. Nowhere in the world was safe. His head was swimming, the room was spinning, the earth was popping through space.
He keeps texting and calling and voice mailing. The icy anxiety crystallizing in the pit of his core turns his fingers brittle, creaking as he jams them into his phone screen.
He can't breathe.
Too many possibilities.
Untill-
Your boss got fed up with your phone ringing, screaming at you to go answer it since it was clearly more important than your job.
he was a prick
You answer it, the heat of your building anger curdling a deadly brew inside your soul. Without looking at the 200+ messages Han had sent you, you answer the 50th call of the day, immediately hissing into the speaker, "Do you know what you just did, Han? I got yelled at by my boss in the middle of a presentation because your clingy ass canât exist without constantly needing my attention for more than 5 minutes. Stop texting me." Your finger smashes the end call button before unruffling your skirt and walking right back into the room.
Han feels like he might just melt straight into the seats, the way his whole body burns.
The whole world stops for a moment, the earth bleeding down the walls, swirling into pools of muddy color. He was sinking, lungs filling with the ink of a million different sweltering elements.
He ruins everything.
He was so wholly overwhelmed he could barely crawl into his car, desperately gripping the steering wheel while the earth collapsed in on him.
He ruins everything.
It's almost impossible to get to his house the way his tears blur the road.
(that's actually fr dangerous don't drive while crying)
He ruins everything.
He doesn't cry when you walk through the door.
He doesn't touch you when you run to him, standing over him, huddled on the floor.
He doesn't breathe as you cry over his body, twinkling in and out of consciousness.
He ruins everything.
Your makeup runs down your cheeks as you try to shake him awake.
He fainted in the kitchen. It wasn't uncommon when he was alone during his panic attacks, the anxiety ripping harsh bouts of oxygen from his lungs.
You squish his cheeks together, forcing his lips into a pout, shoving your faces together, pouring unadulterated passion into his system.
He short c i r c u i t s.
"I'm so sorry," you sob against his lips. "I didn't mean to be so mean. I didn't mean anything I said. I was just stressed, and I thought I sent the message telling you not to text me, and I didn't. I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry." Your voice is high and wet, pushing his mouth deeper into yours.
It would be sceintifically impossible for your lips to get any closer-
and yet his tries.
He pulls your trembling body into his lap, fireworks exploding from the ashes where your words had lain.
"So you don't think I'm clingy?" His voice cracks, fresh tears collecting on the outer corners of his eyes. You have never shaken your head so adamantly in your whole life.
"No, never, never ever."
"Then come here."
You two have never been so close before in your life, hearts tangling in your chests as he presses your body into his.
You were going to prove just how much you loved his touch.
:D
felix
Oh Felix, my kind sweethearted boy that deserves nothing less than prince treatment. Heâs so kind, even though heâs so hurt. Heâs actually scared heâs annoying you, so he makes himself more distant so he doesnât bother you.
""Fuck, Felix, can you not see I am clearly just trying to relax? I mean, you donât always have to be up my ass all the time," you snap, curling back up into the sheets Felix ripped off. You were exhaustedâthere was no excuse; you were just really tired. Felix, being the loving boyfriend he is, wanted to hold you while you slept, but of course, you being the dumb idiot you are, shouted at him.
are you stupid like fr cause like THE LEE FELIX WANTS TO HOLD YOU AND YOU SHOO HIM AWAY
you deserve federal prison
Felix is so many synonyms for destroyed that it should be physically impossible to still be alive with a heart that lies shattered in the pit of his stomach.
Felix doesnt know how to feel sad, angry, hurt, upest, embarrassed.
He just clenches his jaw, trying to keep his bottom lip from trembling.
Felix has always been secretly self-conscious about the way he expresses his love toward people, often being very touchy-feely. He understands that this isnât everybody's favorite thing and how it can get fairly annoying.
Heâs already so terrified youâre going to leave him; he overanalyzes every interaction.
But this interaction did not need to be analyzed to know what you meant. You were very direct about that.
The way your venomous words attached to his stomach, pumping him with poison that swirled his stomach sick.
You donât apologize when you wake up, not believing you need to justify yourself. He was being clingy, and you had every right to express your opinion about it.
im going to punch this bitch in the face
As surprising as this is, he actually doesnât cry about it. He doesnât cry about it because he is so worried that him crying about it would annoy you, so he would rather let his sadness seep into the back of his brain than show you emotions that could potentially turn you off.
Like I said, destructively kind.
He really takes what you said to heart, trying his best not to give you any skinship unless itâs to guide you through a crowded room or pull you away from the bustling activity of the road, holding your hand until you get to your destination.
He actually feels like he canât function without your touch, but he muscles through it, relishing in the small actions he can get.
He tries to show his love in other little things that arenât physical touch. It gets to the point where he is so deep in his head he shies away when you try to initiate skinship, terrified heâs going to get back into the habit of the joy of touching you and make himself seem annoying again.
Heâs so beyond scared of being a nuisance.
Itâs been two weeks with this flighty physical touch, and it all finally starts to click when you notice his smile isnât nearly as bright anymore and some of the stars in his eyes have faded away.
"I want you to be clingy again, please, please, please. I mean, cling wrap, Kola. If you ever think youâre being too clingy, please hug me a little tighter. Iâm an idiot, a complete and utter moron. Really, I should be evaluated on why I am even able to exist in society."
His heart literally bursts so relieved he can finally touch you again.
He gives you the most dopamine-coddling, brain-boggling cuddles known to mankind that night.
Your skin is so close together it feels like there isnât a part of your body Felix doesnât occupy.
He has created a home in your heart that no other man will ever stay, where he will rest until the day you fade away.
seungmin
Oh bro is pissed
"You're so clingy," you deadpan as his arms wrap around your waist. You had seen a stupid TikTok prank on your For You page and had the brilliant idea to try it on your boyfriend. But the way his whole body tenses against your skin, muscles rippling underneath your fingertips, you know you are so beyond fucked. "What did you just say to me, baby?"
well you just signed your death certificate
So many ideas brewing in that beautiful head of his-
Like, your ass will be red, your stomach will be painted, your mouth will be filled, and you will be descending into the grave. Like all the rest are lovey-dovey 'Iâm sorrys,' noâyour sorry will be told on your knees.
He will edge you intill you are teetering on the ledge of oblivion
"You want to cum, baby?" He's so condescending, easily lifting your waist from the sheets, his sticky fingers creating bruises when he pins your legs down to gain more access to ruthlessly abuse your g-spot.
"Yes, Yes, Yes, please," you beg, body trembling on the bed, large qaukes of pleasure rushing through your bones as his mean fingers plunge into your messy cunt.
"But that would be too clingy wouldn't it?"
oh how i want his fingers
(this one is really short bc i hate writing smut but i feel like this would be smutty)
jeongin
I honestly have no clue. I feel like heâd be more confused than anything because, like, me?
clingy?
mf I barely touch you?
Honestly, kind of annoyed more than sadâlike pissed that as soon as he wants to touch you, you think he's clingy. But he's like Chan in the fact that he sees past your words and into the anger brewing in your eyes, allowing both you and him to cool off before he says something he will regret.
He just walks out of the room and lets you calm down.
I am also a firm believer that this man is healthy as hell.
He could tell that his heart was starting to beat a little too hard and his head was getting a little too fuzzy with all the raging words he wanted to say. But instead, he just walks away and lets you calm down, then talks to you about it before you go to bed because he is also an extremely firm believer in the fact that you should NEVER go to bed angry.
this one is shorter bc like I'm lowkey running out of motivation and ideas
did you like this? check out my new series a love lived in between the stars and the sea here
or maybe read doomsday here
#stray kids x reader#felix x reader#lee felix x reader#skz x reader#stray kids x y/n#stray kids x you#skz x you#skz x y/n#skz headcanons#stray kids headcanons#bang chan x reader#bangchan x reader#bang chan headcanons#bangchan headcanons#lee know x reader#lee know headcanons#changbin x reader#changbin headcanons#hyunjin x reader#hyunjin headcanons#han jisung x reader#han jisung headcanons#han headcanons#felix headcanons#lee felix headcanons#seungmin x reader#seungmin headcanons#jeongin x reader#jeongin headcanons
441 notes
·
View notes
Text
âł like a rainbow
ⶠstray kids ot8 x gn!reader ïœĄË Â°
-Ë` âïč sometimes it just hurts and you need to cry it out. but don't worry, your boyfriends are here to help you through it.
⎠genre: angst with a happy ending, hurt/comfort, fluff in the end
: ÌÌâ warnings: crying, emotional pain
âš :: 1.2K words âĄ ïž” . .
ââ· i had a sobbing afternoon the other day. i wrote this as a therapy session, and now I'm dedicating this to all the dear Stays who need it! <3
ââ· thanks to @wonsheep for helping me fix my grammar mistakes and for giving me advice how to convert a whole story into another language precisely °âĄÌ·âą.
âł stray kids masterlist | main masterlist
You retire to the bedroom. You don't even bother to close the door. You just throw yourself on the bed, and the tears are already flowing. You curl up in a ball and let your heartache take its course.
Today seems to be one of those days.
A day for crying.
You're too weak to get up. You're too tired to think. Youâre just hurting and you let it hurt. Maybe if you use up all your tears, it'll be easier.
Maybe.
You embrace your body. Your shoulder shakes. Your whole being gives way to desperate cries. You close your eyes because you see nothing but your own tears, endless. Your heart is pounding loud, crumpled in its cave.
You don't even hear when someone enters the room.
Chan calls you by name, softly and quietly, but as soon as he realizes you aren't sleeping, but instead hiccupping from sobs, he is not subtle, he repeats your name in terror and comes to your side.
"What happened? Who hurt you?" He grabs your face. "My baby? Baby, talk to me. What hurts?"
You cuddle up to him, bury your head in his chest and shake it. You can't talk about this now. You have no words now, only tears, but you cling to Chan's body to let him know that even if you can't articulate it, you need him here. So you don't dig your fingers into the fabric of your sweater, but hold Chan close to you.
Meanwhile Chan is stroking your back, rocking you slowly, trying to soothe you with his kind words, you are still crying bitterly, your own chest unable to suppress the grief that is welling up inside you.
Soon Felix sticks his head into the room. His incomprehension quickly gives way to worry. His eyes widen, his mouth clenches helplessly, and every bitter sound you make creates another crack in his heart. He wants to climb on the bed, cuddle up to you, touch you reassuringly, hoping that his touch, his presence, will go some way to soothe your suffering.
But before he can do that, Chan whispers something to him. Felix doesn't understand at first. He shakes his head.
"Blanket. Hot chocolate. Music. Netflix. Dori," repeats Chan.
Felix nods vigorously, and heads out of the room to hand out tasks to the others. Everyone is committed when they find out how bad of an emotional state you are in. They are eager to do something to cheer you up, if only a little.
Seungmin looks for your favorite blanket. Felix makes the hot chocolate while Hyunjin roasts marshmallows. Jisung and Jeongin take care of the music, one brings the speakers from Chan's studio, the other your favorite playlist. Changbin's forearm disappears into the sofa as he searches for the remote control. Minho lures Dori into his lap to bring him to you.
When their duties are done, they all go to the bedroom and shower you with their kindness. You crawl out the cover of Chan's chest and sit up. You are so struck by all these hopeful faces and loving little things that for a moment you completely forget the pain you have felt, and the mere purpose of your existence is the vibrant gratitude you feel for them. A visceral gratitude for their kindness and love.
"See, little one?" Chan says with a half smile as your boyfriends flood the bed. "You are not alone. You are never alone. If you need it, you can cry on everyone's shoulder because we're here to take care of you."
Chan pulls out a tissue from his trousers and hands it over. You blow your nose. Seungmin spreads the blanket on your legs. Jisung turns on the speaker, then puts it on the nightstand. Jeongin starts the music, and the bedroom fills with rippling melodies instead of your inconsolable crying noises.
"Here." You get the hot chocolate in your hand from Felix.Â
As you sip the sweet drink and eat the marshmallows, you feel warm inside. Your tears slowly dry up.Â
You feel safe in the ring of your boyfriends on your huge bed as they quietly watch and listen to your wishes and reactions. They do their best to make you feel better, and their efforts alone make you feel better. By being here, being with you, and wanting to help, you know that no matter how much it hurts, they will try so hard to make you not suffer. They will listen or silently embrace you, whatever you need, they will want to give it to you, but they won't let you wallow alone, helpless.
Felix clears the empty mug up with a broad smile. As soon as your hand is empty, Minho immediately puts Dori in your lap. The cat instantly curls up on your blanket-clad thigh, settling into regal comfort.
At times, Dori specifically likes to be around those who aren't exactly in a good mood. He makes it almost a mission to cheer them up. Even now, as you run your fingers through his fur and he purrs contentedly, it's enough to bring a small smile to your tear-streaked face.
"You're like a rainbow now," whispers Hyunjin. You look at him. His eyes are bright with wonder, lips slightly parted. "Your tears fall, but your smile shines. Your face is a rainbow."
Embarrassed, you wipe away the remaining tears with the sleeve of your sweater before they dry completely on your face.
"Thank you," you say. "For taking care of me."
"Of course, beauty. We love you," replies Changbin, handing over the remote. You hold it with the hand you're not using to stroke Dori's soft fur. "We love you so much, you can choose the movie. If you want."
"But we can do other things if you feel like it," Felix adds, caressing your hand. "Anything that makes you happy."
"It's nice like this. Can we stay a little longer here?"
Everyone nods.
You scratch the base of Dori's ear.
"Thank you, really," you whisper emotionally.
"No need to thank us." Much to your surprise, Minho is lying down on your other side, resting his head on your shoulder and sliding up. You put the remote next to Dori and stroke Minho's hair with your free hand, and it seems as if he purrs too. You enjoy that this time you don't have to fight with his tsundere self to get him to cuddle up to you.Â
Then your hand is snatched out by Hyunjin, who settles down behind Minho. He plays with it, drawing little hearts on your palm.
âGrandpa, space please!" Seungmin pushes Chan aside so that he can lie at your side. Chan snorts, Minho giggles and you smile.
"My seat's taken," Jisung snorts sadly, nudging Dori, who's sprawled on your stomach.
"You have other seats, Sung," Seungmin mutters, who no longer has such a problem because he's found his place next to you.
âRight!" Jisung gets excited. In the next moment, he leaps at Minho, who moans angrily for a second, but lets Jisung sprawl out and nestle on top of him.
Chan, Jeongin, Changbin and Felix form the other pile.Â
You wish you had eight arms like an octopus to touch them all and pull them to you. And then Jeongin smiles sweetly at you, Changbin looks at you lovingly, and you understand that you don't need eight arms, because they are all in your heart, as you are in theirs, be at arm's length, cities or continents apart.
#gender neutral y/n#stray kids x reader#stray kids x y/n#angst with a happy ending#skz angst#skz hurt/comfort#stray kids hurt/comfort#poly stray kids#poly skz#stray kids ot8#skz comfort#stray kids comfort#chan x reader#minho x reader#felix x reader#jeongin x reader#seungmin x reader#changbin x reader#hyunjin x reader#jisung x reader#stray kids angst#stray kids#poly kpop#skz x reader#stray kids x gn reader#stray kids x you#poly!skz#skz ot8 x reader#skz ot8
567 notes
·
View notes
Text
The Realm's Jewel
Another Request! Summary: (like an Au where there was no war) The reader is Rhaenyraâs only daughter and Damonâs daughter. She comes to King's Landing but with Benji, whom she married. BUT Aemond loved the reader and thought that when they married, her life with Benji would be horrible. When they show up, sheâs very happy and has two little boys that look exactly like Benji. And maybe a little fight scene?
Word Count: 2510
The whole Red Keep was buzzing with excitement; Princess Daenys was returning to Kingslanding after five years away. King Viserys was overjoyed he missed his sweet granddaughter. She was indeed a beauty, with beautiful, long platinum hair and large doe-like eyes that were a gorgeous purple color. She was the eldest daughter of Princess Regent Rhaenyra and Prince Consort Daemon. Twin sister of Prince Jacaerys, she was the realmâs jewel. Everyone in the realm adored the lovely princess, so they celebrated her return. She spent five years away due to her marriage to the Lord of Raventree Hall. When the two were babes, Lord Benjicot and Princess Daenys were betrothed secretly by Princess Rhaenyra and Lord Samwell. Princess Rhaenyra noted that House Blackwood was not a House Paramount but had a great army and fierce warriors. It was a considerable advantage for her own house, and House Blackwood was honored with a princess.Â
Daenys and Benjicot met a few times growing up. Unbeknownst to the rest of the court, the betrothed and Prince Jacaerys bonded by playing pranks on numerous Lords and Ladies who visited Kingslanding. Benjicot and Jace created a bond of brothers and, in turn, would sometimes try to play pranks on the princess. Unfortunately for Jace, all Daenys needed to do was bat her doe-eyes and push a pout to have Benji forget everything and follow her around like a love-sick puppy. Jace would tease Benji for it, but Benjicot couldn't care less. Benjicot and Daeny were due to marry each other on their 18th name day, but when Daenys turned six and ten, something changed.Â
Viserys declared his wish to see Daenys and Aemond married. Rhaenyra raged at her father, stating that Daenys was her daughter and her daughter's marriage would not be decided by someone else. Viserys grew angry, declaring that he was the King and Aemond was a Targaryen prince; there was no better match than him. As Aemond walked smugly to the training yard, he taunted Jacaerys and Lucerys before shouting to Daenys that they would soon wed and asking her to reign in her brothers. Daenys blood ran cold hearing the news, and she ran to her mother sobbing. She did not want to marry Aemond; her heart belonged to Benji, and she would rather die than be married to someone else. Rhaenyra knew that the only way Daenys could marry her chosen husband would be how she married Daemon, going off and marrying, not allowing her marriage to be broken. Quietly in the night, Rhaneyra prepared Princess Daenys, writing a letter to Lord Samwell, explaining the situation and hopefully allowing her daughter to marry his son sooner than planned.Â
In the cover of the night, Daenys flew out on her dragon Sliverwing to Raventree Hall. When the Red Keep noticed the princes' absence and scouts were sent to find the princess, a raven arrived from the Riverlandsâstating the Princess's marriage to the Heir of House Blackwood, with the Septonâs stamp of officiality and a Septaâs account of the couple consummating the marriage. Viserys internally fumed, but he knew he could do nothing, only glaring at Rhaenyra, knowing she was the one who helped Daenys leave the Red Keep.Â
Aemond was a whole different story. The Prince raged for three days, beating up anyone in his way, upset that the Heir to Raventree Hall stole his princess. He all but commanded his father to let him travel to Raventree Hall and bring back the traitor's head. This caused Viserys rage, stating that he would not risk a war with the Riverlands by killing an heir. Viserys noted that not only would the whole realm rage, but the seven, Aemondâs gods, would curse him for killing his nieceâs husband. Aemond huffed, leaving, and he would wait; he knew Daenys would soon see she made the wrong decision and come back begging for an annul, and they would marry the way the seven wanted them to be.Â
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Five years, and finally, the princess was back for the first-year celebration of her motherâs time as a Princess Regent. The whole court was waiting eagerly in the sides and gallery to catch how married life faired for the princess. Everyone quieted down when two Kingsguards slammed their swords to the ground, calling for attention, as a herald shoutedâpresenting Lord Benjicot Blackwood, of House Blackwood, Lord of Raventree Hall, and his lady wife Crown Princess Daenys Targaryen, with their two sons, their heir Davos Blackwood and his brother Aenar Blackwood. The whole court gasped when they saw the two four-name day-old sons walking between their parents. Davos wore mainly a red doublet with little ravens on his collar, looking like an exact copy of his father saved for the beautiful purple Valyrian eyes. While Aenar wore a black doublet with little red dragons on his collar, one eye was grey and the other purple, showing off the blood of the First Men and Valyrian running through his veins. They grew more in shock, seeing how Princess Daenys matured into a fine jewel. Her hair was raised in braids and then into a bun, letting a few hair strains frame her face. She walked side by side with her family, caressing a medium-sized bump, signaling that she was expecting another child with her husband, who looked smug, walking into the throne room.Â
All four stopped infront of the iron throne, bowing to the Princess Regent, who walked down to hug her daughter and greet her grandchildren.Â
The two boys grinned at their grandmother, bowing before they said, âGood morrow, your grace. It's nice to meet you.âÂ
This caused the whole court to swoon, well, all but the Targaryen/Hightower side of the family, especially Aemond, who fumed those sons and future children should have been his children, not some smug lord. He could not believe his Daenys took this long to return. Was she being held captive, and was her regal persona just that, a persona? He knew he needed to help her escape, and after she and he were married, he promised to treat those boys as if they were his, for they had to be more of Daenys in them than of Benjicot.Â
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As the Blackwood family settled into their suite, Daenys could not help but reminisce about her time in the Red Keep. There were many things she missed at her old home.Â
âWow! Muna, this your old room?! It's bigger than mine and Aenieâs rooms together!â asked Davos as he ran around in circles, causing Benjicot to laugh and pick up his son.Â
âYes, your mother was very spoiled here; she sometimes would act like it too,â taunted Benji as he smirked at his wife, who turned and playfully glared at her husband.Â
âYou dare lie to our sons, dear husband? Hmm, I will not stand for such lies.â She walks towards her eldest son, kissing him on the crown as she asks the servants to bathe both boys in preparation for the upcoming feast.Â
âI only jest, love. You were not that spoiled,â grinned Benji, laughing as Daenys mock gasped, lightly hitting her husband.
âWe shall see if I let you sleep in the bed with me at night, then weâll see who truly is spoiled,â Daenys lightly threatened Benji, the princess grinning as he brought her to his arms and kissed her before the doors opened to bring in the Princes Jacaerys and Lucerys, who then pretended to gag.Â
âUgh, we did not need to see that!â jested Lucerys, jumping on Benjicotâs back, causing the lord to laugh, letting go of his wife as he pretended to wrestle with Luke. Jace shook his head at the two men and walked to his twin, kissing her on the cheek.Â
âHow was your trip here, dear sister,â asked Jace.Â
âTiresome, with two restless boys and a babe who would not cease kicking every time they felt their fatherâs hand on my stomach,â stated Daenys, smiling as her husband and younger brother messed around.Â
âThen you have two overgrown children here, so what are we to do?â joked Jace, who then shouted, feeling Ben grab him and bring him into the fight.Â
âI thought you both came here to warn Daenys not to mess around like children?â questioned Baela walking in with her sister Rhaena, both being betrothed to the Targaryen brothers.Â
The men separated breathing heavily as Daenys looked confused, âWarn me? About what?â asked Daenys.Â
Luke groaned, âabout uncle Aemond, he is still in his ass, thinking that you were stolen from him and that Ben here is a terrible husband to you.âÂ
Daenys scoffed, âIs he truly into his delusions to think I ever loved him? Anybody with eyes could see how Ben and I acted around each other. There was a reason why House Blackwood was constantly invited to the Red Keep.âÂ
Jace snorted as the two boys ran into the room, into their unclesâ arms. âWell, not him, so donât be surprised if he tries to pick a fight with you, Ben.âÂ
Little Davos smirked uncanny to his father's smirk, âKepa will just then break his nose, just like he did with the loser Braken when he tried to kiss Muna !â exclaimed Davos, while Aenar cheered.Â
The two Targaryen Princes and their future wives gaped, staring at the Lord of Raven Tree Hall, who only grinned.Â
âThat will be a story to tell when the children are sleeping,â explained Daenys.Â
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The feast was going well, and everyone was enjoying the food and entertainment brought by Princess Rhaenyra. Well, all but one. Aemond kept glaring at Benjicot any chance he had. His glare only worsened when someone complimented the couple or when Benjicot showed affection to his wife. Aemond could have sworn that he once saw the lord smirk at him as he caressed the Princessâs growing belly. Aegon noticed before snorting into his wine that a storm was brewing, and he was much too sober for it yet.Â
As the toasts began, everyone was toasting Princess Rhaenyraâs first year of reign or the welcome back of Princess Daenys. Finally, everyone grew tense when it came to Aemond as the Prince rose, staring straight at Daenys, who scowled, pressing herself to her husband.Â
âA toast to Princess Daenys; welcome back, my princess. I have missed your pretty eyes all these years, but you are back where you belong. It is truly a shame your sons look so much like their sire. Nevertheless, they will be lovedâŠâ started Aemond, smirking at Benjicot, who was becoming upset with each word coming out of his mouth.Â
Davos and Aenar were confused. Why was this man saying that it was a shame they looked like their Kepa? Muna always stated that she loved how they looked like him when they asked the question. Alicent was trying to shut Aemond up, telling him to be quiet and sit down, but Aemond only pushed her away.Â
âYou both should have pure Valyrian blood, but your father stole your mother from me and, in turn, tainted your blood with that of those barbarians blood of the First Men.â as soon as the words left Aemondâs mouth.Â
Benjicot angrily rose from the table, which caused Aemond to start walking around, ready to fight Lord Blackwood. The whole table exploded with chaos, and Rhaenyra, Viserys, and Alicent called for order and peace. Jace and Luke each took one of the boys far from the conflict with Baela and Rhaena. Daemon reached his daughter, leading her away for her husband, as Daenys yelled for Benjicot to return. Heleana covered her ears as she pressed her eyes closed, not wanting to see, with lastly Aegon laughing drunkenly at his brotherâs stupidity. Lord Blackwood was not called Bloody Ben for nothing.Â
As Aemond ran to Benjicot, he took out his sword, swinging it towards the head. Benjicot, who had seen actual conflict and not just training, quickly ducked as he punched Aemondâs face. This caused Aemond's eyebrow to bleed, and he stumbled back. Angered, he threw himself on Benjicot, who in turn grabbed him as they fell to the ground, punching and kicking each other.Â
Alicent began screeching as Rhaenyra called for the kingsguard to separate the two. As the guards ran in, Benji was able to get on top of Aemond, and he wildly punched the Princeâs face repeatedly, Benâs knuckles becoming a bloody mess; he would have continued if he had not heard Daenys distraught yell.Â
âBen, thatâs enough; youâll kill him!,â shouted Daenys as she broke free from her father, running to her husband.Â
As Benjicot smiled widely, he raised away from Prince Aemond and threw one last kick. Daenys reached her husband, grabbing his face into her hands.Â
âCome back, Ben. You did enough; Iâm here,â she whispered as she kissed Benji, who finally exhaled and pressed a small kiss in return.Â
âGuards, seize Lord Blackwood, have him whipped for striking Prince Aemond!â screeched Alicent as she tried ordering, growing angry when no one moved.Â
Viserys, although weak from the chaos, walked with the help of Heleana. âThatâs enough, Alicent; if anything, Aemond should be punished for insulting Lord Benjicot and Princess Daenys and their children. He caused this violence!âÂ
Alicent gasped, âHe is your son Viserys!âÂ
âThat does not excuse him from insulting guests or trying to kill them; get Prince Ameond a maester for his injuries and the rest back to our rooms. No, Alicent enough! Guards take the queen consort back to her rooms, with a tea to calm her.â ordered Viserys as both his daughters led him away.Â
Daenys sighed in relief and quietly apologized. She asked her brothers to take her sons to the nursery and led her husband back to her rooms. Once in her chambers, Daenys cleaned up her husband's wounds, mainly his knuckles.Â
âWas that all necessarily Ben?â asked Daenys as she cleaned him up.Â
Benjicot sighed, feeling only slightly ashamed. He had not meant to cause stress to his wife. âYes, he insulted our sons, and I grew tired of him thinking you are his when you are mine, my princess, my love, my wife,â said Ben as he kissed her neck.Â
Daenys sighed, âI know, but you know how much I hate seeing you injured; it kills me every time.â stated Daenys, kissing him softly on his lips.Â
Benji apologized again to his wife, holding her close to him, kissing her crown as he gently rocked them. Daenys sighed in contentment before a mischievous look crossed her face.Â
âAlthough I grew very excited once I saw you winning the fight. You look radiant, my love,â whispered Daenys, her grin growing as she heard her husband growled.Â
Daenys squealed as Benjicot flipped her, him in between her legs.Â
âOne day, your pretty words will not have such an effect on me, my princess,â growled playful Benji as he nibbled on Daenys lips.Â
Daenys giggled, âOne day, but that day is not today,â grabbing her husband's shoulders as they continued to kiss.
#benjicot blackwood#benjicot blackwood/oc#fanfic#hotd#aemond targaryen#aemond one eye#benjicot x reader#Bloody Ben#Targaryen oc#house of the dragon#ao3 fanfic#hotd fanfic
679 notes
·
View notes
Text
You Canât Be What You Canât See.
Positive, authentic representation means the difference between feeling like an alien in your community and discovering your identity. Iâve been on this journey for the last four years. Diving into media, my past, and other autistic creators to put together some semblance of what it means to be me. A large piece of that puzzle snapped together last year after watching Stranger Things Season 4, specifically the Painting Scene. I could not wrap my head around why Mike didnât take the time to comfort Will as he cried or why he didnât seem to understand Will was talking about himself. I thought back on his whole characterization and what I would have done in that situation, and the lightbulb dinged: Mike is autisticâŠjust like me.
It was an overwhelming moment of joy, understanding, and identity that not only did we share the same diagnosis, we practically share the same brain. Since then Autistic Mike has taken over my mind and taught me more about myself than any doctor. Iâve explored him through my writing and used his (eventual) relationship with Will as something to aspire to, that maybe someday my Will will come for me. Someone to accept, love, and understand every part of me. It is incredibly healing and life-giving and Iâm so thankful for everyone involved in creating such a beautiful story. When Bhavna announced she had opened commissions for her art, I knew I had to have this turning point in my life memorialized. We worked together for about a month to come up with this piece and I could not be happier. I sobbed when I saw the preliminary sketchâI finally felt seen.
All that to say, never be embarrassed about something you love. There is someone out there who needs to see itâs okay to exist. Please enjoy Mikeâs latest DnD info-dumping session while his boyfriend, Will, looks on. Itâs late, they should be in bed, but Mike canât stop and Willâs too infatuated with Mikeâs happiness to make him. The world is a little too loud, so Mike donned his headphones, and Will loves the way they relax Mike and allow him to process the world a little easier. Thank you, Bhavna. Happy Stranger Things Day. â€ïž
#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#byler endgame#byler#byler is requited#stranger things headcanons#autistic mike wheeler#stranger things analysis#autism
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Hereâs the part where we have to do that uncomfortable thing that feels a little awkward and self-promotional and vaguely transactional. But it's also unavoidable if we want to continue existing in any capacity that remotely resembles the version of us youâve come to know.
The reality is that while thousands, even millions, of people might enjoy our work every week, âenjoyâ doesnât necessarily translate to âsupportâ in any kind of literal, sustainable sense.
We donât get paid by Instagram or Twitter or any of the faceless platforms that we pour hours of our lives into. No passive income streams quietly flowing in while we sleep. Thereâs just... this. Us, making things we love, for you to enjoy, and the hope that some of youâjust a fewâmight feel moved to help keep the whole thing afloat.
This isnât a sob story. Itâs just a small reminder that artâany art, reallyâdoesnât materialize out of nothing. It comes from the hours and effort of real people who would love, in a perfect world, to keep creating without interruption. But the truth is, without Patreon or something like it, weâd be spending those hours doing other things. Uninspired things like manning a cash register or whatever else youâd imagine when you think of what happens to people who arenât lucky enough to⊠create.
PS: https://www.patreon.com/warandpeas
333 notes
·
View notes
Note
I just wanted to come on here and say that I really appreciate you choosing to write about wifeâs strained relationship with her family. As someone also struggling with that part of their life itâs beautiful to see that even if one part of your life is not great one can find beauty and love in another and create their own family.
The life that Javi and Wife have build together is an immense privilege to read.
Solace (Drabble)
Series Masterpost | Main Masterpost | Support a disabled creator
A/N: Hi anon, I have gotten a few of these messages a few times and it makes me wonder if they are from the same person. If not, it feels incredibly privileged to give people this kind of comfort through fiction. I tried writing a little drabble for you, and I hope that you like it. Iâm so sorry that your family cannot see how amazing you are đ
Summary: A certain kind of sorrow hits you when you are alone with your infant son for the first time.
Pairing: Javier Peña x f!reader/you (no y/n)
Tags: Angst, hurt/comfort, exploration of strained relationship with family, non-descriptive talk about emotional neglect, kisses, tears and eternal love.
Word count: 1.5k
Link to this work on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52937182/chapters/152266855
Solace
Itâs been a long day. Thatâs all there is to say when Javier walks through the door with a cheerful smile as he sees you on the couch, cross-legged and rocking newborn Lucas in your arms as he sleeps soundly.
It has been a week of being trapped inside a blissful baby bubble together, cocooned in the wonder of being a family of three for the first time. However, today the reality of everyday life has finally caught up with you both. It has been the first time you have been without your husband here to help and at the same time, you havenât been alone with your thoughts since earning your new role as a mother yet.
You hate to see Javierâs smile falter as tears fall from your eyes in relief from seeing him, have never wanted to be the reason he doesnât smile when reunited with you and his baby boy. It has probably been on his mind since he locked up the sheriffâs office.
He doesnât say a word, just drops his bag and crosses the room in what seems to be only a few long strides. When he reaches you, he drops down to one knee on the floor next to you on the couch. He is so sweet when he brushes a tear from your cheek, catching one that threatens to drop onto Lucasâ onesie too.
âYou did so well today,â he praises softly, switching to use the back of his hand when several teardrops start to roll down your already streaked face. He finds that it isnât enough and quickly unbuttons the sleeve on his dress shirt with his teeth to use the fabric to dab your face dry, âShh, baby, Iâm here now.â
You wish it was only the exhaustion of being alone with Lucas the whole day that was bearing down on you but it is not. Instead, it is a much deeper ache that has racked through your body and soul today, an ache that youâve known for years and do not know how to soothe.
âI missed you,â you whisper to Javier. You let out a shaky breath, trying to hold it together in case a sob will disturb Lucas in his sleep. He sleeps on so peacefully, completely unaware of the overwhelming emotions in the room. You reach to run your finger over his little cheek, admiring the faint dark hair on his head.
In front of you, Javier pushes himself off the ground to sit beside you on the couch. He looks at you with a gentle understanding in his eyes and then down at his son before wrapping an arm around your back. You tilt your head to rest it on his shoulder, becoming more aware of his warmth.
âI missed you too, MamĂĄ. Youâre exhausted, let me take him,â he whispers back, rubbing your arm soothingly, âHas it been that crazy today?â
âNo, itâs been fine,â you say quickly because it is the truth; Lucas is an easy baby compared to so many stories that other people have been telling you in preparation, thinking that theyâre being helpful. You gently make the transfer, careful not to drop his head and shift him into Javierâs arms, âHeâs been so good to me.â
âBut?â Javier cradles his infant son in his arm while the other still wraps around you.
âBut I didnât expect⊠to miss my mom,â you reply with shame coating your voice. You feel Javierâs hand stop tracing your arm, his body pulling slightly away from you to look at you properly. Thereâs a questioning look on his face, furrowed brows.
âYour mom?â He asks in confusion.
âYeah, well⊠not her, clearly,â you clarify with a little embarrassed smile that wonât convince anyone that youâre not hurting from saying it like that, âI just realized how alone I am in this. And Iâm not saying that youâre not doing enough but⊠I just wish I had a mom who was different.â
Javier doesnât reply for a moment, patiently waiting for you to elaborate without judgment on his face. You swallow thickly, âIâve been alone all day and I kept wishing she could be the kind of mother who would come over and hold Lucas while I take a nap, who would reassure me that Iâm doing it right, that Iâm a good enough mom.â
You hear Javier say your name softly while you look down into your lap, a feeling of relief and sadness mixing together in your chest. It feels good to say it but it doesnât fix the gaping pain in your heart of what could have been. You pick at your fingers and finally, tears start to fall down onto your shirt, no longer able to drip onto your baby, âI just⊠It would have been really nice to have had a mom who felt like I feel about Lucas.â
Javier drags you closer. You automatically curl up beside him, pulling your legs up onto the couch and turning your body towards your husband. You reach out for Lucas to brush a hand over his stomach, his little mouth hanging open and his chest moving steadily.
âI look at Luke and I just instinctively think that I would do anything to keep him from hurting. Why didnât she feel like that? Why did I get the mom who hurt me?â You babble through silent tears, once more keeping a sob at bay for your son, âIâm sorry. I shouldnât even sit here and complain. I know itâs not fairâ at least, I have a mom, and youââ
Javierâs fingers that have been resting on your arm slide up to cradle the side of your head, guiding you to fall carefully into him until he can press his lips to your temple. He takes a breath and sighs, âYouâre not all alone in wanting more. We can both grieve what we didnât have. Even if itâs for different reasons.â
âI know,â you look down at Lucas with softening eyes, wiping a few tears away but theyâre just replaced with new ones, âBut what if I am bound to become her? I sometimes feel like sheâs contaminated me.â
Yet as you have said those words, Lucas makes a noise in his sleep and you are on him in less than a second. You reach to put your finger in his small flexing hand, a rush of dopamine flowing through you from merely touching him. You smile through tears.
Javier says your name again to get your attention. He also shifts slightly so he can lift your head by your chin, eyes sure as he talks, âHow you feel⊠I know I canât fix it, but I can tell you that you are the mom he needs and deserves. Every worry or sleepless night you endure for him is proof of that. You are doing so well by just being there.â
âJavi,â you whimper with a trembling voice.
âIâm not done. Listen to me,â he interrupts you before you can tear his words apart, âHeâll never wonder how much you love him. Not with the way youâre looking at him right now, not with how you reach for him the second he needs you. You think you are your past? If anything, youâve taught me the exact opposite.â
His hand lets go of your chin to cup your chin. He brushes a tear away and leans in to rest his forehead against yours. You finally find the right words when youâve released a breath you didnât know you were holding, âThatâs how I feel about you. That I never doubt how much you love me, not with how youâre looking at me right now.â
Javier smiles at you and you feel your heart flutter, nearly melting into the cushions as he replies, âTĂș y yo para siempre, mi amor (You and me forever, my love).â
âThank you,â you whisper and the tears on your face turn into gratitude in an instant. You give him a soft kiss on his mouth before the two of you sit in comfortable silence for a while on the couch together.
Lucas starts to stir fifteen minutes later. His tiny face scrunches up before he opens his mouth and lets out a soft fuss, yawning with the whole of his body. You reach instinctively for him but Javier tuts at you.
âLet me take care of him for a while, MamĂĄ,â he says with a tone in his voice that always reassures you. Despite the intense desire to protest, you can feel your body already giving in at the idea of getting a break and the emotions from just a moment ago have tired you out.
âOkay,â you nod hesitantly and it earns you a loving kiss from your husband before he gets up. As he leaves you to sleep, you can hear him murmur softly to his son, mentioning you in the midst of his one-sided conversation. It sets it in stone; everything will be just fine and if Lucas were to forget you in the little time that you are apart, Javier will be there to remind him of you.
.
.
If you would like to follow my writing then go follow @notjustjavierpena-fics and turn on notifications đâ€ïž
#pedro pascal characters#pedro pascal fanfic#siggy replies#my writing#pedro pascal smut#javier pena x reader#javier pena fic#javier pena narcos#javier peña narcos#javier pena imagine#javi peña#javi p#javi pena#javier peña#javier pena x y/n#javi pena x you#javi pena x reader#javier pena x you#narcos fanfiction#narcos#husband!javi
179 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hello everyone! I'm back with another Merlin au! This one is a horror-themed au for spooky season! Enjoy!
This au is Inspired by the story of King Pedro I of Portugal and Ines de Castro (which is a heartbreaking story that deserves to have more people talking about it), and it's set in a world where Merlin and Arthur are already together in season 3. After a magic reveal gone wrong, Merlin's magic was revealed while Uther was still alive, leading to Uther ordering Merlin's execution while Arthur was away on a hunting trip. When Arthur returns, he's met with the news of Merin's death, but he refuses to believe such horrible news until he rushes into Gaius's chambers, screaming for Merlin, only to find Gaius and Gwen sobbing over Merlin's body.
Arthur is overcome by grief and, after a few hours sitting in Gaius's chambers staring at Merlin's unnaturally still form with tears streaming down his face, Arthur marches off to face his father, to make him pay for his crimes. Uther is, of course, furious over Arthur getting so worked up over a treacherous sorcerer, but Arthur fights him like a madman, fueled by grief and rage.
In the end, Arthur wins the duel, and while the shocked lords and knights watching the whole ordeal were expecting Arthur to run his father through with is blade, Arthur does something that no one expects. He uses his blade to carve open Uther's chest, cutting out his heart, saying that Uther had been so heartless as to take Arthur's love from him, this ought to be his fate.
While the lords and knights were all shocked and horrified at the display, there was little they could do besides acknowledge the prince as their new ruler. Within a couple days, Uther's funeral and Arthur's coronation were organized, but Arthur still felt numb, even as the crown was placed on his head. He could almost feel the empty consort's throne next to him, where Merlin was always supposed to be, mocking him viciously.
But then, an idea formed in Arthur's not-quite-sane-anymore mind. Merlin had always deserved to sit at his side, to be honored as any consort to a king should be. Arthur had to see this through, to ensure that Merlin received the honors that he was denied during life.
Arthur ordered the servants to, under Gaius's supervision, collect Merlin's body, dress him in royal robes, and have him carried to the throne room. There was no way to make any of this right again, no way to make Arthur feel whole once more, but there was a way to make sure that Merlin's memory and all that he meant to Arthur lived on.
When the doors to the throne room finally opened, shocked and horrified gasps rose up from the assembled court at the sight that awaited them. There, being carried in on a stone slab, lay Merlin's pale, prone body, dressed in royal finery from Arthur's own wardrobe. His colorless pallor against the rich red robes created a striking and distinctly disturbing contrast, which was only heightened by the colorful jewelry that accompanied the outfit.
Arthur imagined what a magnificent sight Merlin would have made if he were alive and yearned for such a vision with all of his heart. But the reality of the situation was as grim as the expressions of the knights carrying Merlin's body. Merlin was gone, taking Arthur heart and all of his joy with him, and all that was left for Arthur to feel was somber determination to make at least one thing right: Merlin would be honored and remembered as a king.
The crowd's shocked whispering didn't cease as the procession passed them and made its way towards the thrones, reverently placing the slab in front of the steps to the throne, but they were shocked into silence as Arthur picked up Merlin's body and cradled him gently before carrying him over to the consort's throne and placing him on it with the greatest care.
The court was silenced at the disturbing sight of a limp body sitting in the queen's throne, but horrified gasps shot up from the crowd as the king suddenly turned around to face them, his eyes bloodshot and glaring at them all.
"You, all of you, stood by and let my father do this! And now, you will show your respect to the man you had forsaken. Merlin was everything to me, and I never had any intention to rule without him by my side. Living or dead, if I am king, then so is he."
Arthur slowly made his way back to his own throne and sat down, a picture of royal power. His eyes darted over to Merlin for a second, before shifting back over the crowd. Still, was it just Arthur's desperate imagination, or was there now a slight flush in Merlin's skin that wasn't there earlier?
"Just as you all knelt before me and took an oath of fealty, you will do the same for him. You will give him all of the honor he deserved in life."
At first, the lords in attendance just looked at him in utter disbelief, but the fierce glare Arthur sent them confirmed that the king was being entirely serious. Slowly, each of the lords knelt before the consort's throne, not daring to look up at the disturbing sight before them, and recited their oaths of fealty, feeling the king's burning gaze on them all the while.
Finally, after all of the lords had taken their oaths, a pale Geoffrey presented Arthur with the consort's crown, a treasure that had not been seen by anyone since Ygraine's passing. Arthur gingerly lifted the crown and made his way over to Merlin.
As he stepped closer, Arthur wanted to weep. Perhaps it was some cruel trick his mind was playing on him, put it looked like Merlin's color had returned to him, making him appear like he was only sleeping, like he would wake up and everything would be fine again.
Taking a steadying breath to hold his tears at bay, Arthur finally stepped right in front of Merlin, holding the crown over his motionless head. It wasn't fair, Arthur decided. It wasn't fair that Arthur had finally become king, was finally in a place where he could openly profess his love for Merlin, but Merlin wasn't here by his side to see it!
Still, he could let everyone else see his love for Merlin. Slowly, he lowered the crown onto Merlin's head, letting rest on his limp head. Arthur took a shaking step back, trembling with rage and grief as he looked at Merlin, bedecked in royal robes and wearing the crown that Arthur had always longest to give him. Arthur's own mind still mocked him, making Merlin look almost alive again, like he was only sleeping, when Arthur when that Merlin was gone, and all that was left of him was this pale, empty shell and a terrible hollowness in Arthur's chest where his heart was supposed to be.
Arthur tenderly gasped Merlin's chin, tilting his head up to face him. This was goodbye, Arthur knew it. After this, Merlin would be laid to rest with all the honors of a king, and Arthur would be left ruling over his kingdom alone and heartbroken for the rest of his days. With tears flowing freely down his face, Arthur leaned down and pressed a kiss onto Merlin's lips. Once again, Arthur's mind took pity on him, as he could swear that Merlin's lips were warm with life under his own.
Arthur drew back, gazing at his love's face for what might be the last time, attempting to commit every minute detail to memory, such that Merlin's likeness would never fade from his mind even as the years went by. As Arthur eyes scanned over Merlin's face, however, there was one thing that struck him as odd before his mind caught up to what he was seeing and his heart, which had felt cold and frozen fir days, started beating at a frantic rhythm.
Because Merlin's eyes were open.
(Yes, Merlin was immortal the whole time, but his magic was just taking a while to heal him lol!)
And that's all for now! I hope you all enjoyed this au! Let me know if you'd like to see a continuation!
And, as always, thank you for reading through my ramblings! :D
191 notes
·
View notes
Text
They hover on the threshold like ghosts. It still feels wrong to disturb Rook's privacy... Even if they are gone. Even if their quarters are empty, and the blue shimmer of the aquarium has never been so cold.
They look the part of ghosts, too, pale and worn down from lack of sleep over several days, nights, whatever Fade units of temporal measurement, of working on the replica dagger. And scrying the vast indifferent void, again and again, for any sign of a familiar presence.
Emmrich in particular is a stark contrast against his usual perfectly groomed self. His hair is in disarray, loose silver strands hanging over bruised, almost feverish eyes; he has misplaced his skull collar pin, and seems not to have bothered buttoning down his shirt, or even changing it, for about as long as he has not bothered to shave his ever-darkening stubble.
Beside him, Lucanis is drifting off to sleep, finally out of his precious coffee; the only thing that keeps him from falling head-first into the leering emptiness of Rook's room, is Spite propping up his limp, tired body.
"Go in!" he snarls through Lucanis' lips, eyes flickering a vivid, impatient purple. "We must search!"
Neve, who has picked a hat with a veil today, to hide the harried shadows on her face, pushes the delicate mesh aside to rub her temples.
"We did agree that a personal article of Rook's would be ideal for establishing a connection. Just like â "
Her sentence hangs in the air â which is still and thick, as though in the anticipation of a thunderstorm that will never erupt in the Fade. She never finishes it. But they all know what she must have meant. Whom she must have meant.
An eternity ago, in another, simpler life, when Solas was just an exciting mystery to chase and the sky still looked mostly normal, all of them, in one way or another, had a run-in with Nadia Carcosa. A haunted young woman from Tevinter, desperately searching for a dear friend, a lover, a man who meant everything to her, as he, too, had gotten trapped in the Fade. Nadia's companion Drayden has since sought them all out and written them letters about how that story ended. They made it through the whole ordeal alive, as did Nadia. Elio, however â the lost soul whose name Nadia called out at night, in broken, wailing sobs... His ending was not a happy one. The Fade did not return what it had swallowed. They all think of it now, suffocating in the stillness; Emmrich claws at his own grave jewelry, knuckles white.
At last, Taash breaks the silence.
"Okay. Think I got a clue."
They shuffle awkwardly past the others, finally breaching that unseen, unspoken barrier. To tread across the same floor where Rook once walked... It must take the same resolve, the same courage, as to step into a dragon's lair.
Once they stand square in the room's middle, Taash inhales deeply, their keen adaari senses picking up the subtle hints of scent that still remain in Rook's wake.
"Shoulda done this sooner; it might have gotten cold..." Taash mutters to themself... And then, a spark lights up in their eyes â which are just as tired as those of their companions, and a little red around the rim. Though, of course, they will never admit it. Crying is vashedan. And Rook, their big sibling Rook, who understood what it's like to be Qunari and also not, and to struggle with making all parts of their body, their very self, fit right â Rook is not gone like their mother. Taash had not held their body in their arms. So it does not count.
"Oh yeah! There it is!" Taash cries triumphantly. "Metal and leather and still a bit of smoke! I got it!"
With a grin that almost creates an illusion that everything is back to normal, Taash dives into a chest of drawers in the corner, and flourishes their find â a large, curved pendant.
Lucanis' nostrils flare: Spite seems to recognize the scent as well.
"Dragon?" the demon asks, sounding rather... hungry.
Taash nods.
"Yeah! Fangscorcher! Remember the fight we had, huh?"
They run a finger along the leather straps wrapped around the pendant, and their expression softens to a sudden, un-Taash-like sadness.
"I got a trophy from her, and then Rook came along and asked to help with a thing. A Qunari thing. I'm Rivaini, they were â are! â Tevinter, but some Qunari stuff just makes sense. To us both.â
Their brows knit together again, and their gaze snaps back, directly at Emmrich.
"The Qunari have a custom," they say with deliberate slowness, extending their open hand with the pendant. "When two people want to show how much they mean to each other, they take a dragon's tooth, split it in two, and each keeps a half on them. Always. So â "
They pause; Emmrich slowly raises a shaky hand to his mouth, realization beginning to dawn.
"Rook had one half with them already. This one was meant for you. I think they wanted to give it to you before we sailed to that stupid island, but..."
"...But I made it all about myself and my foolish anxieties," Emmrich whispers, his sleep-deprived gaze dimming with welled-up tears.
"Thought I heard your door slam."
Taash does not break eye contact with him; every angle of their face, their hard-set jaw, is an accusation. But eventually, they catch a breath, and force themself to go on explaining.
"My mother said that this amulet meant to signify a warrior's bond or whatever, but lots of people outside Par Vollen use it to show romantic love. Like..."
Emmrich interjects again; it looks like he is about to double over, and Lucanis slips back into consciousness just long enough to place a supportive hand on his back.
"Like engagement rings. Oh, Rook â "
He raises his hand to meet Taash's, but his fingertips do not quite touch the pendant. Do not quite dare trace the curve of the dragon fang. As if it might strike him with a bolt of punishing magic.
"Rook, my dearest heart... I was too much of a coward to tell you I loved you; I never even apologized for all the things I said that night... And all the while, you had so much faith... in us both... Rook..."
"Hey," Neve approaches him on the other side from Lucanis, and touches his elbow. "You will get to tell them all of this once we find them. This is the perfect conduit: they hold one half, we â you â hold the other. They are bound to call to each other, across the Fade."
Emmrich's lips twitch, and slowly, the tear drops begin to spill.
"Nadia had an engagement ring as well... But she was too late."
"We won't be, though," Taash objects, their voice decisive as the chop of an axe.
"We won't!" Lucanis and Spite insist in unison.
"Come on, Fade expert," says Neve, guiding Emmrich's hand to Taash's and closing his fingers around the pendant.
"Do what you do best."
#dragon age#da:tv#emmrich volkarin#emmrich x rook#taash#lucanis dellamorte#neve gallus#veilguard spoilers#this takes places as rook is stuck in [redacted] because [redacted] double-crossed them#i am deliberately avoiding mentions of [redacted] or [redacted] because i hc that whoever is chosen for [redacted] actually survives#and shows up again at a crucial moment#as ones does#just need to iron out the logistics#original things#this is from the evaraas mercar playthrough#but if anyone out there has a nb qunari shadow dragon rook also kissing emmrich#perhaps we can find kinship#age gap ship#just in case#bc evaraas *is* pretty young
148 notes
·
View notes
Text
Prev / Next / Beginning / Pillowfort
AN: TW this post contains a homophobic slur.
Transcript under the cut
Professor Munch: Everyone, this is Nancy. Sheâs one of my favorite students. I am so glad she can join us this evening to observe our weekly GSA meeting.
Nancy: And what is a GSA?
Morgan: It stands for GayâStraight Alliance. Itâs just a safe space for queer kids to hang out and talk about real world issues.
Knox: Yeah, we go out and do stuff off campus. Itâs pretty tight.
Nancy: Queer? So...this is a club for homosexuals?
Darling: [sucks teeth]
Knox: [chuckles nervously] I mean, sure I guess? Me and Morgan are bisexual. That means we dig the fellas and the ladies, heh.
Professor Munch: Whatâs important is that this space is for everyone, from all walks of life. We support each other here, no matter who you love. We keep each other safe. Thatâs why I invited you to sit in on our session. I figured you could use a friend or two-
Nancy: Ugh! Oh my God? You think Iâm- Iâm not like that, ok!?
Nancy: I am not a homosexual! What the hell made you think Iâd want to be apart of something like this?
Professor Munch: No, dear- Iâm not implying youâre like anything! This club welcomes all people. I thought you could use the support. Why, your brother started the very first GSA at this school-
Nancy: Oh, donât you fucking dare! My brother wasnât some depraved pervert and Iâm not a d****!
Darling: [jumps up, chair scrapes hardwood floor] What the fuck did you just say? You canât come up in calling people that shit!
Nancy: I-I didnât! All Iâm saying is that Iâm not like that! Iâm not like you-
Darling: Not like who? Not like a d?****?
Darling: What the fuck is your problem? Munch, who is this bitch?
Professor Munch: Easy, Dee. Calm down-
Darling: Donât fucking tell me to calm down! You let some straight white girl walk in here and say something we heard screamed at us our whole fucking life! Say it again! I dare you!
Professor Munch: Thatâs enough! Please! Let me handle this.
Nancy: [between sobs] Mâsorry...mâso sorry...
Professor Munch: [sighs] Just, take some time to think about this, Nancy. Look inward.
Nancy Narrates: [Look inward] x3
Nancy: If itâs ok...Iâd like to apologize.
Professor Munch: Everyone? Is it alright if Nancy speaks?
Morgan: I donât mind.
Darling: [sighs] Whatever man.
Nancy: [exhales] When I first heard that word, I was 11 years old. My mother found letters I wrote to my pen pal. She mailed a photo of herself from her birthday party, she wore this really pretty yellow dress with little blue flowers on them.
Nancy: Yellow is my favorite color, so I said she was as pretty as a sunflower. My mother tore up the letter and made me rewrite it. She looked me right in the eyes and said, âdo you want someone to read this and think youâre a-â
Nancy: She said it again when was 14, a girl from my ballet troupe was only brushing my hair. She pulled me from the class. She said it again two years ago, when she found out that I fell in love with-
Nancy: I know that word hurts because itâs been said to hurt me even though Iâm not... It doesnât matter if Iâm not, I shouldnât have said it. It was a horrible thing to do. I am so incredibly sorry.
Professor Munch: Thank you for sharing your story. This is what GSA is about. Coming together, creating a community, and creating safe spaces. Dee, is there anything you want to say to Nancy? Anything youâd like to speak on or about how you feel?
Darling: Nah...
Nancy Narrates: [I knew that an apology alone wouldn't suffice to mend the situation. When it came to friendships, I didnât know how to genuinely make amends, but as a Landgraab, I knew that I could leverage my wealth and status to create a meaningful impact]
Morgan: You got us the biggest hall on campus?! Nancy, this is sick as fuck!
Professor Munch: [laughs] Iâll have to agree with Morgan for lack of a better word. This is sick as heck! I donât know where to begin to thank you for this gift.
Nancy: Itâs the least I could do. Now you can stop meeting in that tiny corner in the commons.
Darling: Charity work for your little sorority, huh? Whatâs with you, yo?
Nancy: What do you mean?
Darling: Youâre so rich, you just buy your way through shit?
Nancy: Itâs how I was raised.
Darling: I canât figure you out.
Nancy: I promise, Iâm not a bad person.
Darling: Weâre not like everyone else on campus. Weâll show you something real. You gotta be real with us too.
Nancy Narrates: [I found myself wanting to do exactly thatâto show them the real me, whoever she was]
Siobhan: Iâm planning a party for the Thetas Friday night. Perfect opportunity for you to bond with your sisters.
Nancy: Iâm a little busy Friday night...maybe next time?
Siobhan: Being apart of a sorority is more than just the cute merch and bragging rights. Weâre involved with the community and with this campus. As a pledge, I do expect you to commit to these things.
Nancy: I know and I will. I just need to take care of something.
Siobhan: [sighs] Donât let me down, sister.
[the group murmurs excitedly]
Professor Munch: You did all this, Nancy?
Nancy: I hope itâs ok Iâm here. I figured you could break in your new room with a movie night. Everything is already taken care of, and I bought a ton of movies ranging from comedy to horror and everything in between. Theyâre all yours to keep! Same with the popcorn machine. I know Iâm using money again to impress you but... I guess Iâm still trying to figure out what it means to be real. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it all.
Morgan: Yeah, not so fast. Stick around, watch a movie with us!
Nancy: Are you sure?
Knox: Of course weâre sure, squirt.
#the art of being seen#tw homophobic slur#tw internalized homophobia#the landgraabs#nancy landgraab#mila munch#morgan fyres#darling walsh#knox greenburg#geoffrey landgraab#siobhan fyres#bob pancakes#sims 4 simblr#sims 4 stories#ts4 simblr#sims 4
223 notes
·
View notes