#and couldn’t go back to sleep
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when i tell you this eclipse has everyone fucked up…my entire school was insane today. all the kids were awful and monstrous. i even had to raise my voice at a couple and i never do that, raising my voice is always a last resort but damn, the demon voice came out of me today lol
#and then i was dealing with a discipline issue while i was trying not to cry over something else#that was fun#i had like no control over my emotions today#part of it is pms and the other part is sleep deprivation#bc i was awakened out of my sleep to a creature loudly climbing up the side of my house#at like 4 am#and couldn’t go back to sleep
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I’m alive! I’m alive! I’m alive! Don’t bury me yet!
#dream fragments#woke up at 1 am with this#ringing my head like a bell#and couldn’t go back to sleep
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#the face of a cat who woke me at 3:30 am 😈👿#cats#meow#who me mama#cats of tumblr#mine#cats of the world#ani#anakin#tired is an understatement#gremlin#and I couldn’t go back to sleep#😴#mostlycatsmostly
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Chase suffers in love but the other Norms still let him come to their little photoshoot
#shepherds of haven#lavinet naveen#shery acquell#trouble alder#riel syndran#chase trinaeste#LOL so I sketched Chase ages ago bc I have beef with him and he is the main man of some of my closest friends#and I just was like what if I drew all the other norms wrapped in blankets#it became everyone in jackets while Chase suffered but I think that’s funnier#it’s norm team building!!!!#originally trouble’s jacket was a denim bomber bc basically I just want him to wear a rugby uniform or anything worn by members of a-ha#but he looks rly nice in brown so#FIRST TIME DRAWING RIEL AHHHH my actual love#Halle would be crazy for riel as her small vicious pointy boyfriend but alas#but she can shape shift riel !!! pls!!!!!!!!#she is flattered he saw her as a dragon she felt rly seen in that moment lol but also just generally enjoys his company#I drew shery first but after I drew trouble she looked really washed out#It was driving me nuts and I couldn’t stand it - I had to go back in and saturate tf out of her layers and it looked better#lavinet got the same treatment actually#I really like lavinet and in my head she’s THICC with a wasp waist like just OOZES femininity#her and shery are accidentally looking at each other while riel is trying to stare through trouble’s soul#DONT FEEL BAD FOR CHASE ANYONE it’s SELF INFLICTED#the infamous trinaeste torpedo#love is hard chase !!!! it sucks !!!!!!!!#if I reframe Chase as being reluctant to fall in love bc he becomes a complete simp with lowkey yan behaviours I can rly get behind it#chase and Halle wouldn’t last long enough to sleep together unless she loses all confidence in herself as a woman bc wow her true love is#CLEARLY NOT INTERESTED OMG#she would hear him choose to f chase in fmk and would be like what do you have that I don’t#wouldn’t even hear the marry bit#anyway this was fun and actually came about bc I was drawing rly extra outfits for the mages and got tired aka couldn’t figure out what
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Ya know, Castlevania tackled the concept that life after defeating Dracula could be difficult for a Belmont with Richter feeling like he’d lost all purpose and reason to go on living if not for saving others and fighting against something—
But, do you think any of them before him felt that way too?
I mean it sounds kind of miserable, being raised your whole life to be solely relied on for one moment… and then what? How do you handle the sudden shift to ‘not being needed anymore’? Evidently, most of them didn’t have very much happen to them after the events of their games since we don’t get to know—
But, do you think any of them ever got better? Do you think anyone before Richter ever learned how to live for themselves? Did Richter?
Anyway it’s 8 PM and I’m sitting around wondering if any of the Belmonts were still happy after their happy endings (debatable if certain ones got happy endings tbh but anyway), Konami can u check on them, I’m worried—
#like do you think Trevor ever stopped going out looking for stragglers#do you think he couldn’t convince himself it was ever really over after Curse of Darkness#what do you think Christopher thought about handing the whip over to his son#do you think ever he wished he didn’t have to— do you think he hoped somehow he’d stopped it forever that last time#do you think Soleil felt the same after he had to past it on#how long do you think Simon thought about how he could’ve done it differently— do you think he thought he didn’t do well enough#do you think Simon died feeling like the family’s second failure#do you think Juste felt like his encounter didn’t count#do you think he and Maxim felt similarly about needing to be important#hmm just a lot of things to think about#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#text post#akumajou dracula#incoherent rambling#let me tell you when I say I have headcanons about tiny intricacies of characters#I have headcanons about tiny intricacies about characters—#like here’s one: Simon puts his hands on or scratches the back of his neck as a nervous tic—#he likes the color byzantine he puts his eartails back when fighting cause they get in the way he sleeps on his face cause his back hurts—#he jokes about the bad situations he’s in he idolizes people way too easily and he takes everything people say to heart but doesn’t show it#I think he probs didn’t take beating Dracula the first time very well if Richter’s possession being inspired by his Quest means anything—#aoouggh then I take the ending of CV2 the way I do and mannnnnnnnnn—#do you think he knew people would care about and look up to him so much after that?#does anyone else think about things like this?#ah the tragedy of the Belmont family#hmmm anyway—
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“Sorry that it all went down like it did”
#hi! back at it with more highly specific art from The one The Only!#Apa au#Isa I am sorry I left out my true thoughts behind the scar on this one but I am trying to achieve wider lawlight audience appeal#speaking of:#death note#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#my art#anyway.#many a lawlight fight that dissolves into a week long stalemate ends with a shared bath#they make up in water every time I have decided#its a theme and its a motif#anyway. the whole plot of our au goes down in the song Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers#also drawing this I learned I do not know a fucking thing about how to draw water or wet skin.#so uh maybe more bath art soon so I can learn to do that#thats all folks I feel like I am normally more insane in the tags#hmm#OH I know what I will over share#I think im like… going to get to into r*ck and m*orty. I liked it when I was like 13 and I was rewatching it for hahas when I couldn’t sleep#but im so scared guys that im going to get INTO it#like yesterday I felt the urge to draw fanart for it and I had to quickly slam my head on the desk until that idea went away#okay yeah this is a good amount of oversharing in the tags#I feel good
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mean this in the nicest way possible but some of y’all’s ship names sound like prescription medicine
#drafted this after i woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep#and i can’t remember what ships i was thinking about
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I had a clear vision with this one.
I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-
Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.
He was done with his bullshit- 💀
#Pizza Tower#TW: Alcohol#I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay#I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER#But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭#But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad-#Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny#I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me-#It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂#And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny#Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad-#He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it.#And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀#I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨#Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great#Peppino#Gustavo#Drunk#Art
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Growing up as an only child people would always like talking to me and say I’m nice and generous then when they found out that I’m an only child they’d tell me “oh so you’re spoiled and don’t know how to share?”. And it was always so frustrating because why would I be spoiled? Yes both of my parents attention was only on me but they raised me right? And I’ve met people that are spoiled and not brats, like spoiled brat and spoiled are two different things.
And I love sharing and always have bc I never had anyone to share with so I like letting other people use my stuff. One of my friends that I did so many things for all of middle school (I gave her homework answers, pencils, erasers, bandaids, some of my lunch, gum, etc) told me that I don’t know how to share because I’m an only child. We’re not friends anymore because at one point she started rushing me to do my work so she could copy and she would not let me concentrate and she wouldn’t copy my shit while I was doing it and then she’d get mad at me because she was failing. But anyway, I was a little mad because you KNOW me, but you’re just gonna say that because why, exactly? It was like people were always telling me what I should be like and telling me that I don’t understand any childhood experiences.
And then I get told I must not know how to compromise just because I’m an only child? Like what? I will do anything to please you so what the hell are you talking about.
And people go on rants saying that parents need to start having more than two children because they hate only children. I’ve seen this so many times and it makes me a little sad because my parents tried, okay? Generalizing is not cool. They’ll hate only children just because they had a bad experience with someone that happened to be an only child. And then I’ll make friends with someone and when they find out I’m an only child they’ll tell me they never would’ve guessed because they hate only children. Thanks, I guess?
“You must not have a very good family bond” uhh why? My cousins are the closest thing I ever had as siblings growing up and I genuinely don’t understand when they would say this because it doesn’t mean I can’t bond with people my age.
“You probably get everything you want” i was told this just because I bought a new notebook when my old one ran out of pages. Again, what is the thought process here because it’s not like I can ask for anything and get it just because I’m the only kid my parents have.
I would say I’m lonely and want a sister and people would get straight up mad at me. “No you don’t you’re lucky” and you think there aren’t things I want that you have too? I literally feel so alone 24/7 but I guess I’m not allowed to feel that because at least I get privacy.
They also always assume I’m rich. I am very much not rich and I did have friends that lived in bigger houses and it made me so insecure about mine. Idk what it is about assuming only children are rich. I wish being an only child came with that bc then I’d never complain again. But unfortunately it doesn’t work like that.
Anyways. This was a random rant. I just remembered that I would get so frustrated because I would literally cry from the fact that I didn’t have a best friend or someone like a sibling to talk to, and then I’d be told my feelings weren’t valid. I know this is such a non issue, but just sharing I guess.
#idk it’s midnight#can’t sleep#and I’m feeling lonely and this was the result#I might go crazy if I can’t find a best friend that will call me their best friend back#everyone seems to have their person but me and that’s not fair#only child#only child core#if anyone gets mad bc they can’t handle someone has a different experience I swear#rant#midnight rant#random post#and when my parents die I’ll be alone#I literally cry thinking of it#and I either live up to their expectations or literally nothing else bc J haven’t really thought of a plan b#all the pressure is on me and that kind of sucks#only child culture#only kid things#but yeah call me spoiled just because my parents couldn’t reproduce another offspring#the fact that I’m so scared to not be okay because my parents only have one daughter#I’m trying so hard to make it worth it#only child experience#spoiled brat#according to everyone#eldest child#middle child#and when they say ‘attention whore’ as if said attention doesn’t feel like being under a microscope sometimes
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Uh more gray doodles
#mun's art#sundrop#sun and y/n#sunrise fnaf#fnaf sun#sunrise#fnaf sundrop#sundrop fnaf#sun fnaf#fnaf#fnaf 9 security breach#fnaf 9#fnaf doodles#fnaf superstar daycare#dca fnaf#fnaf dca#dca sun#mmmm I like grayy#also got more of Sun simping#I drew theses at like 6 am cuz I just couldn’t go back to sleep
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just woke up from a weird quasi-nightmare where all my fandom pals were suddenly jgy haters who assumed that i, too, was a jgy hater 😬 ohno.jpeg
legit felt like i’d transmigrated into a bizarro alternate universe where AU me was a wwx stan and i had to ~pretend~ lest the system dock me -1000 badass points, thus consigning me to the fandom equivalent of the burial mounds.
#also dream!me couldn’t just start chatting with the jgy fans because they’d all blocked me already#presumably for being such a virulent jgy anti dropping my obnoxious anti commentary in the tags#😭😭😭#anyway the GOOD news is it was only a dream!! whew!!!#the bad news is this is the kind of shit my brain cooks up to torment me with while i’m sleeping#what the fuck is wrong w/ me#anyway i am going back to bed now#ray.txt#salty peak sect 🧂
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“Ahhh, there goes my only good tie.”
(Would’ve drawn canon Graham in this pose but looks too out of character, so SG!Graham it will be.)
Notes/Thoughts while doodling.:
-Still polite, but also charismatic. None of that lovable nerd awkwardness (tragically). Not as charismatic as Charlie/Chief however.
-Related to above point, very cunning and manipulative, easily tricks people into a false sense of security.
-My version of ‘canon’ Graham is quite buff but doesn’t show it off. SG!Graham is the same but would instead take all opportunities to subtly show that he’s actually ripped (and very much capable of beating/manhandling others).
#rescue bots#transformers rescue bots#transformers#maccadam#shattered glass#tf shattered glass#shattered glass au#graham burns#rb graham#my art#my doodle#digital#3am and I have a flight to catch#couldn’t believe we’re going back to South Africa already#now I sleep goodnight y’all#and in case you’re wondering he’s tightening his tie to use as some form of knuckle protection (usually used in combat)
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i went to a party for the first time in abt 6 months & it was out in a big field over a river, so once i was there i was stuck for the whole night & i was soo scared at first but i had soo much fun!!! i didn’t know most people there but i was soooo brave & talked to lots of people <3 i love making people laugh heheh i just turn up like a little party clown & make a silly joke & then more silly jokes get made back & i spent sooo much time giggling that my body started to hurt <3
#at one point i mentioned it felt like i was in a car & the stranger next to me started cackling bc they thought i said “my inner car”#& then someone dropped “my carsona” into the mix & i nearly passed out#my few friends there were so fucking nice 2 me when they have basically no reason 2 even be i dont deserve it#but they were all so happy to see me & let me feel included <3#my partner had 2 send me off bc he needed 2 lie down in our tent after some acid kfhdkdhd#& then just wasn’t able 2 be anything other horizontal & i kept getting scared in the tent in the dark bc of the acid#i kept losing where i was & seeing shadows kfhdjdh so he made me go back out to the people and lights bc he couldn’t really talk 2 me#but then when i finally went back n went 2 sleep it was so cozy being horizontal so i get it fr
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morning ☀️ i’m still so tired today 😔
#sam.txt#probably bc i woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep for at least two hrs#however i have acquired a bagel w cream cheese at least 🥯
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girlfriends
#holy#literally couldn’t go back to sleep and this is the first thing i see on twt#feeling insane and delirious#they’re so gorgeous#spain i will miss you#omar rudberg#hilda loof
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bnha manga spoilers!!!!!
EEEEEEEEE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
his hair!!!!!!!!!!!!! his fucking HAIR!!!!!!!!! i just AAAAH i cannot get over it because !!!!! that is exactly how i picture touya-nii’s hair to look 🥹🥹🥹 just down/undone n fluffy n shaggy n soft <333
anyway i am sickly in love with him, i’m not surprised to see what he actually looks like after the war, but the fact that he’s still got his eyes makes me think that his blue irises must be so stark and vivid and just pop against the rest of his injured body—which makes me both swoon and sad, because goddamn you’d recognize those eyes anywhere, the very moment your gaze meets his…but enji still didn’t, not even when he first came face to face with them, not until they were thrust in his face and screaming at him ._.
#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#anyway that chapter was Something huh#excited to see what the actual translations are#i always take leak night summaries with a decent grain of salt#i AM concerned that they’re not going to confirm or deny touya’s imminent death though—like EXPLICITLY in the manga#which upsets me a bit but whatever#my boyfriend was like ‘yeah but what if he comes back in like a sequel or something and he’s darth vader??? wouldn’t you be happy???’#like yeah i guess??? but i’d rather he have a good ending NOW#the apologizing threw me for a loop but i guess if touya KNOWS he’s going to die soon then ????? maybe it makes sense??? idk#guess he’s had a lot of time to Reflect in that lil glass chamber he’s locked in#anyway hi good morning i am SO tired because i couldn’t sleep after i started seeing the leaks >.>#pls have a lovely thursday!!! <3#clari chatters
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