#and by freak i mean freak of nature
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would you still want to hang out with me if you found out i was weird and sick? :(
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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everyone turning up to guillermo’s hiding spot was actually so heartwarming i felt like i was intruding on the moment. they all love him in their own little freakish ways. they’re all friends!! they’re all family!!! they love each other bitches!!!!!!
#wwdits#i mean nadja and guillermo just having a lil chat abt it#colin’s award to him#LASZLO FUCKING APOLOGIZING??????#R U KIDDING ME RN?????#the guide even bringing the freaks of nature to guillermo lmao#i’m sorry i cannot call them anything else i hate them <3#it was actually so sweet
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I can’t believe a boyfriend made a silly sex joke to lighten the mood after both partners had a moment of vulnerability. The audacity. The horror. The normalcy! Unbelievable. How dare a conversation about feelings turn to levity. How dare a couple have a light chat about trauma-related things over dinner that doesn’t turn into an incredibly deep heart to heart instead of a joke and moving on. Unbelievable. I’m never watching this show again! 👎🏻
#911 spoilers#bucktommy#Evan buckley#Tommy kinard#look#as a queer person in a relationship with another queer person#both of whom have major familial trauma#trust me when I say you generally DONT WANT ever reference to your feelings and trauma to turn into a huge deep discussion#sometimes you just say something vulnerable#and the other person does too#and then you joke about it and move on#humour is powerful coping mechanism as well#one that is pretty common especially among guys#people need to freaking relax ffs#Tommy is not a horrible person for making a flirty joke#things were said and feelings were acknowledged#and then they moved on#this is all perfectly freaking natural#Buck is not some sensitive flower that can’t handle a silly joke about daddy issues#please I beg you all to look at this at a distance with some common sense#rather than the ‘but Buck is traumatized and must always be treated delicately!!’ lens#and I am saying all of this as someone who really doesn’t give two fucks about the joke itself#I’m not into daddy kink idgaf#but if the idea that a queer couple isn’t allowed to insert a flirty joke to lighten a moment of vulnerability#then I don’t know what to tell you#you personally finding something innapropriate does not mean it’s actually innapropriate#please just chill out ffs#no one wants to hear about how evil Tommy is for hitting on his boyfriend for months and months to come
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Tetro Damganronpa Chapter 3 Spoilers ahead:
Inhales
KON KON KON KON KON
#tetro danganronpa pink#danganronpa tetro#okazaki hanano#a freak of nature and we love her#also a decent twist on the insane chapter 3 killer#execution was lackluster but I mean they only have so much budget#i mean… liquid gold ain’t cheap
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Elizakai why you barely draw ink I hate you for that so many people barely draw him when he’s actually the main character why are you so annoying with your platform everyone else draws him get the idea?

Yk what. You’re so right. Here😀👍
#asks#anon#utmv#undertale#traditional scribbles#my art#ink sans#ut au#_tale#ink belongs to comyet 👏 if you see this by some freak of nature I APOLOGIZE LOL#sans aus#sans#he’s just saying hi idk what you mean
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sometimes, taking a leap forward means…






… leaving a few things behind.
arcane 2.03 (2024) // interstellar (2014) // interstellar // isaac newton, from nasa.gov // arcane 2.07 // interstellar // arcane 2.07 // interstellar // arcane 2.07 // arcane 2.09
#we are so freaking back..#sci fi is actually… about love?#recently watched interstellar in imax and lost my mind again. i have such a love hate relationship with that fuckass movie#i just.. think its so gutwrenching how humans make meaning from our physical universe and its natural laws#like. science gravity black holes time as a dimension beyond our comprehension anomalies etc are not inherently meaningful#but we look at these things and go: what does this mean? and we conclude that it means love devotion care sacrifice.#the cost of moving forward IS leaving a few things behind… the grief we feel as time passes in a blink… and this art says IT IS WORTH IT#u cant see me but im screaming and throwing up about it#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#ekko arcane#jinx arcane#timebomb#interstellar#physics#time#web weaving#why has tumblr marked this as mature tf
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reading the (first?) Rinezha fight scene in TBG right now and the many parallels i'm seeing to Mareven is quite insane actually. if i had a nickel every time a rich guy and a lower-class girl fell in love and she became a sort of ally for him/his side/country only for him to betray her at the most unexpected moment -when his side no longer had any use for her anymore- and he later made it his sole purpose to try and capture her to convince her to join his side but since she absolutely loathes him she refuses and so he resorts to using a cruelty on her the likes of which he hadn't before because she was his weak spot and so their relationship is forever corrupted with no chance of going back to what they were. i'd have two nickels. which isn't much but it's weird that it happened twice.
#they don't make ships like this anymore#OBVIOUSLY want to point out that Nezha's targeting on Rin is nothing compared to Maven's straight up abuse towards Mare#Rin has more means to defend herself than Mare does#AND Nezha never once refers to Rin as his possession or “his” because he isn't an absolute freak. the way Maven is#so their targeting Rin and Mare respectively is absolutely different in nature and through different means and for different goals#(though both do it for political reasons *also*).#but their relationships are wholly different and only resemble each other on a surface level (the similarities i pointed out)#just wanted to add that so it doesn't seem i'm comparing Nezha's (also wrong ofc) violence on Rin to the absolute nightmare Maven puts Mare#through. or that i'm downplaying the violence they both inflict on Rin and Mare or anything.#that said. i'm eating my own organs right now. the parallels. THE PARALLELS#rinezha#the poppy war#mareven#red queen#the burning god
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pecco rant please please
*spins wheel on possible topics* absurdly underrated but in a dumb way. you'd think you can stumble your way into two premier class titles. I don't care he's on the best bike - let's be honest, how often this century have the title winners not been on the best bike? 2004 and to a lesser extent 2005 you can say clearly weaker bike, 2007 late 2010s 2021 there's a clear enough disparity with anyone else riding the bike that you can say clearly the rider is making the difference/it's an unrideable wreck one guy is making respectable, then there's a few seasons where it's at least very close whose machinery is best or they're fighting with people on equal equipment, which pecco has done! but generally speaking, good/promising riders end up on good bikes and then they win. that's how the game works!
the thing about 2022 is that it had such a massive mid-season swing that overhauling a ninety something point margin cannot come down to any single factor. is it fair to say fabio lost that title? on balance, it's a bit harsh - yes, there were a few too many errors post-sachsenring, yes, some were driven by desperation, but also you can't really expect anyone to ride a flawless season. but pecco did win that title as much as yamaha lost it. I don't care if you're riding a literal rocketship with two wheels, you can't win four races in a row if you're not extremely good at what you do! if we're saying that title was worth less because the yamaha turned to shit in the second half of the season, then let's keep going. let's put an asterisk next to 2013 because jorge and dani both got injured (let's not even get into the 'if marc hadn't been injured' asterisks because that's where you get into truly silly territory). is 2006 not a legit title because of all the bad luck valentino faced that year? let's say all titles between 2007 to 2015 were worth less because at any one time only 4-6 bikes had a realistic chance of winning races. throw out any title before 2009 because they were constantly fucking about with the tyres and there wasn't a level playing field. if you're motivated enough, you can play this game with basically anything, but it's dumb and pointless because that's not how sports works! you can only win against whoever you're facing. it has always been thus and it will always be thus
it's narratively fun and juicy that pecco has these insecurities himself - but within the context of everyone else doing discourse over it, the whole thing is massively overblown! linked to some of the worst sports discourse about how much people love to disparage late bloomers, because they need every single successful athlete to fit the same mould of the ultra-talented wunderkind, apparently. it's more interesting when it's not always the most 'talented' (whatever tf that means), naturally gifted, *fast the second he touches a bike* bloke who wins. sometimes they have to work hard for it, sometimes they have to improve themselves year on year and be smart about how they do it, sometimes they have to be in the right place and right time, sometimes they have to be very lucky. sports is all about competition, and competition is all about contrast. it's a contrast that can be generated in a whole lot of ways, and in fairness to motogp they have come up with a bunch of interesting narratively tense contests that don't rely on a massive fundamental 'talent' differential - but at the end of the day, that's one of the best ones you can have! the more ways you can have to win in any given sport, the better, both in the literal sense of how you go about the actual process of winning and how you even become a winner. none of this means that pecco isn't very very good, it means he got there in a different way than every other multiple champ this century has. it fundamentally flattens the sport if you want every top-level competitor to be an alien-level talent... one of the best things about this current era is that it has given us something new and exciting in that regard, where you well and truly believe some very different blokes might have what it takes to eventually be champion
anyway, pecco is absurdly adept at digging himself into holes and absurdly adept at digging himself out of them. he's one of the worst frontrunners imaginable in every sense, biologically incapable of dominating without at least a perpetual hint of jeopardy, both in the context of a race and a season. but when his back is against the wall, somehow he keeps finding performances you never imagined he was capable of. his mixed up and slightly odd skillset, his strengths and weaknesses, how he's better and worse than he has any right to be... all of it lends itself to perpetual momentum shifts and thrilling seasons - because you never quite know what you're going to get. love him or hate him, he's a gift to the overall competitive landscape! god knows the racing hasn't been much to write home about these last few years (though, yes, we did have a good little run this season), but somehow he's managed to get himself involved in two out of the six title deciders this century back-to-back. is that not the dream for the viewer, to have a bloke at the top of the sport with a little self-combust chip in his head every time he builds too much of an advantage? build a hundred of those guys! throw a marc marquez at him and see what he does! I can't wait to see what he'll come up with next
#this is a rant in the truest sense of the word that i didn't structure or edit this and wrote it in one go#to be clear this is ZERO comment on people vibing or not vibing with him as a human being. idc!! this is about competition!!#i've accidentally ended up in a place with this sport where i HAPPEN to like some absurdly talented freaks#who were disgustingly dominant. which means i have now stumbled into a fan space filled with people who are really into dominance#not my vibe!! at all!! two of my favourite valentino seasons are 2006 and 2015. 2015 is also one of my fave marc seasons#not gonna say what my fave casey seasons are bc it feels a bit like kicking a puppy when it's down but well it's not the title winning ones#want marc to suffer a normal amount!! it's all about putting these guys in situations... if you're just talented and successful who CAREEES#i loveeeeeee athletes who self sabotage..... love how for pecco building confidence is really a Project like it isn't natural!!#and good lord don't get me about team orders discourse. you'd think he had seven ducati riders holding his hands#a little bit of corruption is good sometimes... adds narrative spice#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#'loves 2006 and heart rate easily clears 100 every time marc marquez does anything in a race' perhaps the world's worst rossi fan?#reverse is true too tbf but at least that contradiction feels fundamental to the full marc marquez experience#//currt
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Cats and Nasturtium Flowers~ something which was going to be a custom sticker sheet (for me to decorate my scrapbook with) until I realized that most sticker printing websites have like Actual Guidelines you're supposed to follow in terms of file type of the image and other things lol.. A nice picture then, I guess at least
#cats#flowers#nasturtiums#nature#I thought you could kind of just upload anything of any type. kind of like how you can print anything on a shutterfly bag/hat/etc lol#even if it's some low quality super pixelly badly sized jpeg or something.. but alas... anyhow...#Hrgh.... my lifelong battle (cannot freaking draw cats despite me being both a lifelong artist and lifelong cat lover...#I have been trying to draw cats since I was 5 years old and I still can't get the anatomy proper lol ToT#I mean like they're not TERRIBLE or anything but it just.... idk it lacks a certain charm I'm looking for. I see cat drawings that some#people do and go 'YES. that is a CAT'. like the shapes. I think it's similar to how like. sometimes you can tell whether someone#has been an artist for a long time by the Effort of their lines.. if that makes sense? There's sometimes a breezy almost sketchy#style that comes with an implication of 'this person has drawn this thing so many times that its become intuitive for them and takes them#like 2 seconds to smoothly dash out this shapely line with the perfect weight and movement' etc. etc.#Some of my art looks like that to me. But then my cats are like.. This Person Was Trying Very Hard To Draw A Cat lol#to ME at least. It probably doesnt seem that way on the outside. And maybe I'm just too deep into it. My love for cats is too profound. I#spend time daily observing them. No line I could ever produce with my mere mortal hands could replicate the unearthly perfection#of the feline form.. hrmph... ANYWAY lol...#so sad because i did really want to decorate my notebook with the nasturtium stickers... one of my favorite flowers..#I like the one sticker that's just the lumpy little green seed (what nasturtium seeds look like when they first ... uh.. exist? I guess the#seeds don't ''bloom''.. when they first ''appear'' maybe? A fresh seed. The ones you get in the store are like dried and brown#by then. But one of my nasturtium plants a few years ago plopped out a bunch of these fresh green little seeds and they're cute looking to#me... like a little wrinkled pea... my son...#oh my GOURSH I just looked them up to check whether I was remebering correctly... YES.... they are soo cute and cool... i love#nasturtium seeds hashtag my nasturtium seeds#Truly the most Perfectly Shaped in all ways flower that exists. leaves. petals. seeds. roots. ALL of it. THE aesthetic ideal.#I'm not a big nature artist either (rarely ever draw flowers and stuff. not that comfortable with it) but for some reason I'm okay with the#nasturtiums lol... again.. maybe cats are simply too powerful of a subject matter.. difficult to capture in their ultimate divinity
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..

#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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I wonder how the people of old Mondstadt would have reacted to seeing rain for the first time. Underneath Decarabian's reign, they probably didn't get to see any precipitation, although they probably knew of snow considering what their outside world was like. I wonder if they would have completely freaked out like "the sky is crying??" sort of freaking out. They then would go to Barbatos cuz he's the god now but he also has never seen rain before (or if he had it, it would've been a long time ago) and is freaking out equally as much. Maybe him and Gunnhildr would be desperately trying to reassure the people while everyone else, and possibly themselves, believes it's the end of the world.
On a whole other note, because the people of old Monsdtadt were probably quite distrustful of gods, it's possible that they might have ended up blaming Barbatos for causing the sky to cry. Only after does it happen a few more times do they realize that this is their new normal and in fact is not the end of the world.
#genshin impact#genshin venti#genshin barbatos#old mondstadt#genshin gunnhildr#it is possible too that they knew of rain from old books#but reading about it and actually experiencing it are two very different things#this might be used help to reassure people that this is a natural thing#but that doesnt mean they are gonna stop freaking out#their houses weren't built with the idea of rain in mind#i wonder if the rain only came down after barbatos ridded of the mountains#maybe they would think the higher gods were mad at him because of that#they certainty knew of these gods because istaroth was still common knowledge at this time#maybe she was mad at her son or smth idk#and i suppose they didnt know either
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Happy birthday Aesop! Hope you and mun and doing well

((i think its fair to say that we are both in a better place now XD))
#its me the mun#in aesops case hes better off dead. killed by the narrative#just when i thought the guy couldnt get more depressed. hooooly shitttttt#what do u mean!! he was there!! in the room!! when his mom discussed shit with jerry!!#the other undertaker said that aesop took to embalming naturally but id like to think there was one small moment of I cant do this#that one comic i did of him freaking tf out the first time he handled a dead body. but still. god#reunited with his boyfriend cos theyre both deaddddddd yeeeeaaaaaaaaa#victor kiss him back u coward /j#anyway. slowly coming back from the dead#im gonna be drawing a bit of the blk gang. aesops design had me at purple#gonna also try to get back to my joseph blog. for some reason that one always gets asks JAHSNSNDJSNJDS guilty keysmashing#i will get to it eventually as my cyclical motivation comes back. gonna try n ride it as far as i can before work buries me again#anyway. ask box is still open. just in case anyone wants to. idk. drop me some requests or whatever#winks n disappears
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BRO WHAT WE'RE REALLY SEPARATED?? HE JUST LEFT?? So all that foreshadowing was true after all??? We got a break-up era??
CANNOT MAKE ME HAPPY MY ASS!! GET BACK HERE YOU COWARD!!!
he... he really Left... brah?? We're on our break up phase??
NO WAY CHIZURUUUUU 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#Red plays Hakuoki#I MEAN WELL I GUESS IT'S THE MOST LOGICAL THING TO DO#And after losing so many of our friends and kinda knowing that he migghttt Die in battle too it's#ONLY NATURAL to let Chizuru go bUT ALSO#'I cannot make you happy' whispered in such a way bRAAAHHHH#HIJIKATA GET BACK HERE YOU COWARD#CHIZURU'S A FREAKING DEMON LADY JUST TAKE HER
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Garden snail (cornu aspersum) Scalariform freak, Spain, 2022,
// credits go to saber_animal on inaturalist and youtube :P photos not mine!
If saber_animal wants me to remove the post ill do it happily!
#photos not mine#snail#land snail#cornu aspersum#garden snail#snails#oddities#mutation#nature#wonderful nature#weird#i didnt name him freak btw thats just what he is classified as#please do not be rude!#to the snails i mean... ig you can be rude to me. Keep mr ScalariFreak out of your mouth though!#i love him#i love snails#hell yeah brother#life is wonderful#yeah : )#autism#snailblr#snailtism
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Had a dream where my sona was a mermaid instead of a cervitaur (but was still vaguely deer-like?)
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#not exactly what I looked like in the dream I just kinda had fun with the design#the green part of the hair is seaweed btw if it wasn’t obvious#and a bit of my own flair for how I imagine mermaids#took all day to draw but it was a blast nonetheless#Ari’s Sona#mersona#not including the six eyes that’s still just me being a freak of nature#or the ‘antlers’#I think it’s really funny my dream decided I was a mermaid bc I#am terrified of the ocean. specifically open waters. I think I have some thallassaphobia#or however you spell it#might be bc I had the brief thought that my sona could be a shapeshifter#who knows.#idk what to tag this#my art#dream art#Mermaid#Merman#mercreatures#? idk lol#I forgot that mermaid is a gendered term lmfao#fantasy#yeah that’s a plastic bag. because pollution. fuck pollution#Not what your typical mermaid looks like but uh.#nobody’s gonna see this lol#why yes that sunset background is supposed to look like the AroAce flag#I don’t think those are real antlers btw. just a mimicry of them either to scare off predators/people#or just decoration bc my sona thought it was neat#or who knows maybe they’re real after all. I didn’t make it very clear#my tail is giving Nemo or Toothless. what did my dream mean by this
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