#and by autistic abt it I mean special interest
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NO BUT LITREALY lumity is legitmently such an utter mess the more i think abt it that it lowky reminds me of catradora in a way(but not as bad) i would far rather they have willow and luz be end game, im not even a willow fan but its less insulting then luz instantly dating a girl who bullied her friend for years
Yeah i remember the song doing that n its still so weird to me how some ppl keep defending it-i highly doubt ppl would try to defend it if g1 did something like that
Oh yeah she was definitely implied to be Aboriginal, Aboriginal or MÄori due to the tattoos on her dad, granted she would be biracial Indigenous & white due to her mom(her mom is a water nymph so greek) its weird to me how ppl keep insisting she was just a white girl in g1 cus of dumb reasons like her being blonde, having green eyes & âlight skinâ(shes just blueđ) when its obv sheâs not , some ppl argue shes still implied Indigenous in g3 which while yes true Indigenous latines & Aboriginal/MÄori folk arent the same and acting as if any representation of an Indigenous person is representive of all Indigenous cultures is weird af đ (also yeah your spot on about Brazilians-as a Brazilian myself its so frustrating how there is little to no representation for us likely due to us not speaking spanish, i was actually excited at first for lagoona being latina now cus the creature from the black lagoon is specifically located in the amazon which is in Brazil but turns out she wasnt)
My friend did note that both the mummy & the frankenstein monster in the classic universal films were played by the same actor which i think is a cute detail about clankie but i just overall cant say im a fan of it or at least how its tackled (the fans make the pairing even less enjoyable their so damn insufferable)
Yeah i agree about nefera shes such a nothing character now, it feels like they wanted to do helga & olga but didnt get why that one worked so well, the whole point of clawdeens siblings vs cleos sister was to show the differences between a healthy relationship between siblings vs a toxic one i mean hell clawdeen even had a big sister like cleo
Honestly g3 cleos voice is so damn funny to me cus its litrealy just amanitas voiceđ
G3 toralei is so weird cus they obv wanted her to be punk w her first doll but were too scared to actually go there so instead they went more 80s glam and rave which just dont rlly work for toralei, i mean her band is litrealy called hissfits a pun on missfits a punk band yet like you said she just sings pop-rock songs, g1 toralei was definitely punk the only character & doll in g3 id say are actually punk is venus & welcome comittee frankie which is weird cus g3 frankie is supposed to be âDIY punkâ yet they only ever dress in prepy fashion , g1s punk characters were based on a more toned down verison of punk yeah but they were still punk regardless
Tbh im canadian too n i dont rlly mind ghoulia being canadian not being mentioned much-mainly cus idk what they couls do to mention it đ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸ i also dont think a voice actor needs to perfectly match the characters appearance unless the character is disabled or has an accent cus we wont see them but also cus i care way more abt how they eruased her being autistic coded & had her speak, yes she âtechnicallyâ spoke in g1 but not only are not all languages verbal ones(such as ASL) but also to the audience she was mute , alot of nonverbal autistic ppl noted that they communicate in a similar way she does besides she displayed other autistic traits like hating change , needing a schudule, having a special interest , struggling to express herself etc, only to now have all of that gone in g3 not to mention even her implied physical disability is removed in g3, she doesnt have a hunch n moves just like everyone else does most we get is âoh she needs a skateboard to move around betterâ which is such a dumb way to represent a mobility aid - i do fully understand foxford & bunny tho , i do think they should have done a better job at estiblishing them ceing icelandic n welsh at least give them an accent, but for bunny her having an actor w down syndrome is extremely important, down syndrome does effect someones speech pattern its important to make sure her voice actor has the same speech pattern as a neurotypical/able bodied person cant do that, granted i also am just in general burnt out on wereanimals in MH đ
thats all we get now n its so damn lazy n boring, i would far rather if they picked an entirely different welsh folklore monster for bunny n made foxford something like idk a kitsune(just as an example) just anything but a wereanimal
Monster high G3 rant
Watching the TV series and Iâm kind of disappointed.
This will be my second watch of season 1, Iâm rewatching after the current season 2 episodes.
the show feels very flat in my opinion. Theyâve given the characters a lot of cool traits, but theyâre used for like one episode and then never brought up, or they only use one specific trait 24/7. Like Frankie in this generation, they have the ability to electrocute, extend their body parts, and they get visions from the people theyâre made out of. Specifically they get visions from this one recurring doctor/ scientist. The idea is cool, but the vision literally is there to give exposition about something conveniently. Like when they are trying to solve the puzzle of clawdeens mom, Frankieâs vision just conveniently tells them what to do and how to do it.
In that same episode, we see manny taur. A Minotaur character. And right away we are just told that heâs good at puzzle solving, and so is draculaura! Theyâre rivals! But this is the first time Iâve ever seen or heard about draculaura being into puzzles, let alone her one sided rivalry with manny. And as the episode ends, sheâs like âwell you can be the rightful puzzle masterâ but it feels so flat. There has been no build up to this moment.
Another example is lagoona. In her designated episode, she is rooting for torelai to win the fear-leading captain over draculaura (another thing that has no build up as to why itâs important to her) lagoona explains that torelai is holding a secret over her head, and if it gets out she will lose her status as the fiercest monster in school. But this is the first time we have heard this!! In previous episodes thereâs no mention of her being scary or fierce. Or even her super fast swimming skills. Itâs just brought up and glosses over with a âbe who you are, itâs okay to like what you want! We all have secrets đĽšâ but thereâs no real character development.
My last example will be the way draculaura is presented in this series. From what she tells us, she has high standards to live up to as a vampire. She needs to look good for her day so she studies endlessly and is striving for perfection. But she also has a love for witchcraft, which is banned in monster high due to its connections to humans. This can be a cute premise, but they NEVER show draculaura compared to any other vampire to show how sheâs supposed to act. They never give us episodes where she blows off her friendâs shenanigans because it makes her look bad, and they never really show her dad being so overbearing. They donât show us WHY humans are hated. And even though witchcraft is banned, whenever anyone finds out about it theyâre just cool with it? No push back or anything. The only character to challenge draculaura was torelai.
This all may be very nitpicky, but MH is a character driven franchise. Character relationships with each other and their surroundings are very important to me. I want to feel the so called pressure these characters are being put under. It doesnât have to be ultra serious 24/7, but issues get resolved within one episode and then rehashed a few episodes later with no further development. Especially with characters like Cleo and lagoona. They have been benched as side characters in this show, and side characters get much worse treatment.
âThe general episode progression is like this - introduce an issue, introduce a high stakes situation that involves the school, have all or one of the main 3 engage in a sequence of fights against this issue(or rapid solving of said issue through convince) - issue is resolved and lesson is told to viewers-characters reset for the next episode.
I know this is a childrenâs show, but that doesnât mean it needs to have bad writing, not all kids are high off cocomelon. Kids deserve good writing in their media!
My next rant will be about clawdeen and her story this generation
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So much of my home feed is just birds now this is fucking awesome
#goddamn I love birds#theyâre so Shapes and Feathers and theyâre silly and they make little noises#this would be autism liking levels of birds but I donât know any cool facts abt them I just think theyâre neat#<- I donât mean. fuck this is worded badly. Iâm autistic and was autistic about cats for basically my entire life (I still am) Iâm not sayin#g that you have to know everything abt something so be autistic about it#and by autistic abt it I mean special interest#Iâm not being mean I promise#Iâm getting paranoid at my every word Iâm sorry#I need to sleep
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the true lumity dynamic is just
(luz is the btw and amity is the tbh)
#eliot posts#toh#the owl house#lumity#luz noceda#luz is practically confirmed adhd#and amity is so so autistic to me even if it wasn't done on purpose#the stimming. special interests. missing social cues. taking metaphors literally. using social scripts/repeating others' phrasings#she is autistic your honour#some chud once told me i was ''reinforcing harmful stereotypes'' abt autistic ppl by saying she was autistic#because ''i'm autistic and i don't do those things!''#like shut up not everyone's autism looks the same and just cuz you don't have certain symptoms doesn't mean they aren't real#i'm still annoyed
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đđ also I'm manifesting more palia followers because I need more ppl to share my hyperfixation with and also more palia content to consume in general so um. hi. if you like palia maybe give this a like? :3 đđ
#ambie.txt#hi I'm autistic and since I graduated from the uni I lost all the ability to initiate contact with ppl#(okay that's a lie I didn't have that ability to begin with)#so is this how you talk to ppl when you want to get more ppl to like. share a special interest with??#probably not. will I keep sending cozy game vibes out anyway? yes#hhhh cozy game vibes pls come to my widdle cozy game corner and let's be autistic abt palia together#or not autistic is also fine. I mean I can be autistic for both of us. I sure have a lot of experience cause I'm 27 years old#which means I'm a granny by tumblr standards#I'm being weird am I not#anyway :)) hello if you like palia like this post????
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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went to see godzilla!! i was so wired from happiness and excitement that i was milimeters from buying a ticket to the second showing thats gonna start in 20mins
#godzilla has been a special interest since i was a kid#peak reason why i wonder we didnt find out i was autistic as a kid JSJSJSJSJSJS#she means so much to me. im sooooolll#im!!! emotional. probably gonna pass out and sleep for two hours when i get home#IM GONNA MAKE A PIECE ABT THIS W IWAIZUMI TRUST!!!!#i remember not thibking much of iwa in the beginning. then learning he loved godzilla#evERYTHING CHABGED LMAO#sorry for ranting like this im just so !!! WAAAAAAAA#nohr.txt
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Can something still be a special interest even if you haven't really engaged with it in years bc u forced urself 2 stop for one reason or another. asking for a friend
#autism#actually autistic#actuallyautistic#special interest#like i could still EASILY infodump Abt this subject. even when i cant like with some of my other active special interests#and i don't mean like. lost interest i mean actively made urself stop engaging with it 4 one reason or another
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#thought abt the person who said its not the end of the world#yeah but its definitely a big deal to me#especially finding out the majority of the community youve been in love with for three years would turn on you on a dime#its not the end of the world. but rain world is my special interest#i have over 1.5k hours in it for fucks sake#but apparently im not allowed to be dramatic or defend myself#because i was the evil mean and annoying autistic cat who was sooo mean to an incredibly public artist#if you react this way to even just unappealing neurodivergency i hope you never meet other autistics#or people with the âscaryâ mental illnesses
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List of disabled warrior cats characters
found a list on a wiki and started this
this is canon only btw
had a lot of fun with this =3
feel free to comment on any i missed, ill happily add it! also please correct any mistakes made!
also! correct me if any of the categories ive made or if any of the terminology i use is offensive! thank you :]
"Loss of sensory perception" [sources 3 / 4]
one-eye (hard at seeing, half blinded)
brokenstar (blinded, broken tail)
longtail (blinded)
jayfeather (blind)
rock (blinded, due to old age)
rain (half blinded)
snowkit (deaf)
mille (hard at hearing deaf, due old age)
mentioned unnamed kit (deaf)
strikestone (half deafened)
fallowfern (deafened, due to old age)
recalled
brightheart (half deafened, half blinded)
fallowfern [sc] (deafened)
briarlight (back half paralyzed)
crookedjaw (broken inproperly healed jaw)
from research [sources 1 & 2]
freklewish [tc] (blinded)
whitewater (half blind)
oddfoot (twisted paw)
deadfoot (twisted left paw)
jagged peak (twisted back leg)
snowbird (twisted left paw)
cinderpelt (limp, due to being hit by a car)
moth flight (adhd / add)
alderheart (anxiety)
bluestar (depression, dementia, unspecified trauma)
palebird (postpartum depression)
goosefeather (dementia)
ravenpaw (anxiety, unspecified trauma, liver cancer)
violetshine (unspecified trauma)
ivypool (unspecified trauma)
dovewing (unspecified trauma)
fallen leaves (unspecified trauma)
littlecloud (unspecified trauma)
feathertail (unspecified trauma)
stormcloud (unspecified trauma)
violet (unspecified trauma)
breezepelt (unspecified trauma)
scourge (unspecified trauma)
tree (unspecified trauma)
shadowsight (epilepsy, unspecified trauma)
runningnose (unspecified chronic respiratory illness)
lepordstar (diabetes)
gray wing (lung damage, due to smoke
shellheart (stomach tumor)
lilywhisker (epilepsy)
twigbranch (traumatic injury [source did not verify what] [split ear?])
berrynose (tail heavily shortend [affecting balance])
halftail (tail heavily shortened)
-blind / blinded / hard of seeing / half blind: 9
-deaf / deafened / hard of hearing / half deaf: 7-twisted paw / limp / paralyzed: 6-mental disorders: 6
^ unspecified trauma: 14
-other: 11
tally: 53!
sources:
https://www.tumblr.com/disabledwarriors/search/Canon
https://www.tumblr.com/disabled-warriors-archive
https://warriors.fandom.com/wiki/Warriors_Wiki
^ https://warriors.fandom.com/wiki/Diseases_and_injuries
#Warriors#Warrior cats#wc#warriors canon#warrior cats canon#wc canon#disabilties#umm#idk what to tag#list#sorry abt the color coding if it bothers you but it really helped me with counting and imo it helps separate the categories#i haven't read the books that some of these are from if some of these seem a little vauge#i had a couple of times where some of this just... disappeared because i originally typed this on discord#which does mean one or two cats are probably missing#this was super fun though =3#uhh#autism#i guess#special interest#autistic#idk hope this is cool to other folks cause i found it really interesting
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i love being autistic abt media. like did you guys know about this. did you guys know this its so fucking fun
#ppl keep like. saying a special interest is THIS noo thats hypoerfixation no THIS is a hyperfixation etc etc#and r j general rly confusing abt definitions whatever so im just going to call it being autistic about media <3#i mean tbh like. i feel like cs is special interest and puss in boots is a hyperfixation but i also feel like idk aagh#bc some ppl r like something is ONLY special interest if uv had it since age three or whatever#and some ppl will describe a hyperfixation as like an interest that is v passionate but lasts a short amnt of time#and like whatever the defentions are confusing. the point is something beautiful is happening in my brain rn#bc i am thinking abt media and the autism is so so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! abt that#i feel like im gonna google the difference tho . even if thats not the most accurate way to find out#flappy rambles
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If Harry isn't intended to be autistic, the way he acts is like 300% more confusing.
#rae rants#this is about the ssum.#like. he doesn't seem to like eye contact. he doesn't like to be touched. he has special interests (marble and apparently lego).#he only eats very specific foods (carrots and almond milk mainly). he has a monotone voice. he haa social issues.#like. for reference i am... probably maybe dont quote me on this not autistic. (i dont wanna get diagnosed with anything for obvs reasons)#but i think 5/6 of my mutuals are. and hank and jay are autistic. so i see ppl talk abt autism a lot.#and like. the bedtime phone call on day 8 where he talks abt the texture of marble and then is like#'oh i thought everyone knew about how marble is formed' (i mean i know its an igneous rock but thats it) just made me go#'oh he's so autistic' out loud at 1:43am.#edit: also. if you say you like heavy metal (on the call he plays piano in) he says he can feel himself getting a headache.#which alone is nothing. but paired with the fact he says he doesnt like noise in that same phone call. that sounds like overstimulation.#and then he plays piano as a form of stimming similar to. for example. rolling a smooth piece of marble around in ur hand.#which he also does.
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Hello Everybody!!!
My name's Luna, I'm an autistic 16y old demiaroace bissexual girl who really enjoys playing games, drawing and self shipping!! I've been doing it without knowing since I was like 8 so yeah -v-" I'm a little bit shy and definitely don't know how to make pretty aah tumblr posts but I try to have fun! Never interacted with much people from the self shipping community due to shyness-- but I'm happy to make new self shipper friends!! I tend to talk allot so sorry if I yap! I got the silly--
â She/her â
I really like:
- Persona (main special interest)
- Pokemon (very strong special interest!!)
- Sonic
- Undertale
- Touhou
- Rpg
- Honestly videogame and uh-- hell! even anime in general!! sign me in! I really like to learn abt other people's passions so plz show me lots of cool media!! I'll love it!
- Does my boyfriend counts?... cuz I do like him allot
- Making friends!!
I don't really enjoy:
- fighting on the Internet (I swear don't fight me I'll cry) /j
- Basic dni stuff yk just bad people in general
- Anti self shippers duhh
- People who don't like my boyfriend
- People who DO like my boyfriend/j
Romantic F/O's:
- Goro Akechi ⥠(my main f/o!! My boyfriend! My silly!~ Will mostly if not a 100% of the time talk about him!! And I'm usually mocking him lol he's stupid, miserable and fun to laugh at/pos Not really comfy with sharing! Aaah sorry i mean i don't mind if you interact but you knoooow... ><")
- Naoto Shirogane (kinda jealous so nu-uh)
- X!tale Chara (don't mind!)
- Satori Komeiji (don't mind~)
Short list lol the only ones I am very invested in are Goro and Naoto, i'm a detective kisser ig đ
- Shuichi Saihara (don't mind!!)
- Shadow the hedgehog (It's a little funny to think abt that one I mean I freaking love yall Shadow selfshippers plz do interact)
Platonic F/O's:
- Honestly all the persona 3/4/5 main cast are my best friends in my respective persona alternate universes, change my mind. BESTIES BESTIES BESTIES!!! I LOVE MAKING FRIENDS AND BEING SILLY WITH THEM!!!
- Akiren and Futaba specially tho, Leblanc familly makes me happy happy happy hi Sojiro plz adopt me :3
- Sumire too, THAT'S MY BESTIE RIGHT HERE EVERYONE!!!! (Can my royal trio favoritism be noticed throughout this post? Impossible challenge.)
- Nanako as well!~ my cute little consideration sis <3
- Sumireko is my absolute Touhou bestie!!!
- Flandres is my sis <3 (Remi too naturally cof cof)
- Cream the rabbit as my little sister? HELL YEAH, CLAIMED!! (I really enjoy having siblings leave me alone đ)
- If a character exists in a media I self insert into, i'll probably be their friend or steal their blood/hj
Okay let me stop myself before i start becoming a friends/sister with the whole fictional universe...
So that's it! I'm not really good at using tumblr or... talking to people-- so yeah lol sorry!! I just really really like my boyfriend and wanted to share that! he makes me happy and joyful and makes me forget about my problems to worry about his ⥠And i wish that everyone could be able to experience that hapinnes without judgements! happy self shipping for everyone!!! And remember...
Your F/O loves you âĄ
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#self ship#self shipping#self ship community#romantic fictional other#yumejoshi#yumeshipping#ficto community#fictoromantic#yumeship#self insert x canon#self ship introduction#romantic f/o#f/os#f/o#self shipper
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okay so i am. so confused! are you a system/plural after all?
you made a post on your twitter about being the "original host" which is. a plural term of course but ALSO i'd like to say that the idea of there being an "original" is veeery misleading and not actually possible in DID/OSDD
the reason DID/OSDD exists at all is because a child's identity was unable to fully form in their developmental years, so the identity splits off and fractures into several parts necessary to keep the child safe. because of this, there can be no "original host" because there was never an identity formed that could be considered the "core," in a way, at all. it gives off the idea that there was one set identity that split off others later on in life, which isnt how DID/OSDD works in terms of alter formation
also, the disorder can only be developed in your early formative years, so its mostly unheard of for a system to go through life with a single part only to split off later on. your brain splits off alters in response to stressors or traumatic experiences, and so when the disorder is formed there would have to have been a fracture from the beginning where your identity wasnt able to come together to form a single one. multiple alters can be "original," in a sense, but there is not one sole original
i suppose that other alters could have simply been integrated and so they arent a part of your system anymore (leaving you as the "original host"), but thats probably not my place to explore and its all a bit too complicated for a tumblr ask
there are parts that have been around longer than all the other parts and there are parts that identify with/as the body or the head of the system, buuuut i just wanted to share that tidbit of information because misinformation can be very harmful when it comes to healthy plurality!!
in any case, dont let this cause you to spiral into more self-doubt because â surprise! DID/OSDD is supposed to be hard to understand or identify within yourself. its a trauma disorder formed to make you as functional as possible, so generally the disorder tries very hard to hide your other parts from you as to protect you from those traumas. being confused is a major part of plurality, and most long-term hosts do have the misconception of being "original" because there was no reason to think otherwise.
its also fully possible that you have been the host for the majority (or entirety) of your life, so dont get me wrong! im just trying to share that the idea of an "original" alter isnt possible.
regardless of whether or not you're plural, i wish you the best in exploring yourself and the way that your brain functions. you're doing great, truly!
and if i misinterpreted anything, im deeply sorry for that too. i'm just a stranger on the internet trying to provide input using the information i was given, and i genuinely dont mean any offense by this ask. DID/OSDD is also something i'm very interested in and passionate about as an autistic individual, so... im very sorry for the essay
THIS IS SO HELPFUL U HAVE NO IDEA. I KNOW NEXT 2 NOTHING ABT PLURALITY AND SYSTEMS. dont apologize 4 the rambling, its much appreciated!!! i get the same way abt bpd and autism so i get it!!! psychology and mental disorders r one of my special interests so im the same way!!! ^_^
i guess my post moreso came from the concern that i only have vry vry spotty, fuzzy, sometimes FAKE memories of my childhood, if any at all (id say i remember less than 1% of it, and most of what i "remember" is only becuz of photo evidence or testimony from other ppl) and my identity only rlly formed when i joined the internet at maybe 12 yrs old. so i sometimes have doubts that i formed when the body was born, but rather that i was created and that im a product of the internet inparticular, but that might also be a delusion??? its confusing, whenever i get ideas abt my identity they turn out 2 be fake sometimes. its hard 2 pinpoint what i am. so i was trying 2 say that i dont think ive been here since the birth of the body and that i spawned later on. idk if im explaining myself correctly, its hard 4 me 2 understand. but i appreciate u correcting me and explaining it 2 me in a way thats easy 4 me 2 digest!!! i dont want 2 spread misinfo evr.
i think im plural??? ive had liek 8 headmates (and a headspace at one point) that ive been able 2 identify, but nobodys rlly taken me srsly abt it until vry vry recently. ive always been told that im making it up 4 attention, or that im faking DID, and i was even told by a dumbass doctor that it was just my autism and that they were all imaginary. i nvr rlly claimed 2 be plural either, i always just got shot down whenevr i introduced the possibility of there being other sentient ppl in my brain. but i think that i am, probably. im not sticking 2 any labels atm becuz im confused and uneducated abt my headmates and im not diagnosed w anything, but i feel comfy with plural as a label becuz its a vague umbrella term. i nevr claimed 2 have DID becuz ive always known that my headmates cant front and take over my body (ive even asked one and she told me she couldnt LOL) ALTHOUGH. they MIGHT be able 2 front simultaneously as me, ive had edgy (whos currently dormant) finish art 4 me if i got tired, back in 2020 when he was still active. and i know alters fronting is a diagnostic requirement for DID (i think???) but i dunno. theres SOMETHING up w my brain.
i tried 2 post abt it on twitter actually, that i thought i was plural (a handful of ppl asked me so i wanted 2 confirm) but i deleted the post like an hour later becuz i wasnt getting any comments or likes and i was scared that i did something wrong and didnt know, or that im not actually plural and other plural ppl were mad at me 4 using their label. it made me so anxious >n<
i am such a yapper.. 4give me
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It's me again! I have another request, and I think you might like this one! But a few things first.
I love your profile picture! I very much wanna do that to a Yautja, and have reason to believe it is the most effective way to calm your mate when I'm privacy đ
I'm glad you appreciate how in depth I go when making a request! I've dealt with other people who tell me I should shorten the detail, and it has made me very sad. Mostly because the reason I go so deep into depth is because autism demands it --
Anyways!
I was wondering if you could write some headcannons for Asa with a more feral pet? Like, when he's with them or their with his bugs/arachnids?
Baby, sweet one, gentlest thing alive, happy animal noises, copious amounts of purring (yes, his pet can purr how lucky did he get?)
But when confronted with a violent escaped toy? Teeth are bared, growling, snarling, split flying, clawing, kicking, scratching, going for areas that hurt not even Asa knows about
Yet when Asa tries to calm them down, all he need do is just
And bang! Pet is back to normal
Better description of what I have in mind!
Once again, and toy escaped, this time from the box. Asa. Is. FURIOUS
This is the second time this has happened! he fuming as he stalks the halls, when he suddenly hears loud screaming and cursing. Cold fear goes down his spine, his pet is out and about, and we're much to small to fend off his newest toy, why, he's bigger than Asa!
Listening intently as the pained wailing turns into gurgles, he bursts into the area where he "plays" with his new toys, and finds his pet standing above the toys dead body. Scratches litter his arms, his eyes have been clawed open and gored, and his throat? Ripped completely out.
We stand huffing over it, shoulders tense with adrenaline and hands blood stained until half up our forearm. We turn our head to the side, eyes shrunken our mouth and has doused in blood, the man's throat clutched between our teeth.
We blink, split out the throat, and fully turn to Asa. Suddenly, Asa's pet looks sheepish, ducking their head as they play with their hands and avoid eye contact. Timidly we say "i-...I caught him, Master"
having so many thoughtshhhhhhhhhh
Asa Emory x Feral! Gn! Reader
Asa Emory x gn!reader
trigger warning for graphic violence,description of gore/corpses and power dynamics
Requests are closed (for now!!)
First of all thank you for the request! I always super enjoy writing urs!
I would also love to hold a Yautja gentle like hamburger and pet their mandibles, save me big Yautja women.
Iâm sorry people have been mean to u abt how u prefer to send requests : ( Iâm also autistic so u being specific in what u want also rlly helps me out!
Your relationship with Asa was strange, well it was strange from an outsiders perspective, not that you really saw them much anyway, but thatâs neither here nor there. Itâs just your relationship was different from his other pets. Obviously you were the favourite, sleeping in a cute padded cage whilst the others slept in a fenced off area and essentially cannibalised each-other from starvation. Meanwhile you were fed 3 balanced meals a day plus snacks. If Asa was somewhere in the hotel itâs basically assured youâre there too, probably perched on his lap, gloved hand running under your chin as you rumble and purr happily.
Despite the amount of fight you put up at first you were truly a lap dog through and through, always at your masters heels even if he wasnât doing anything of interest, as long as you could lay under the desk and wrap an arm around his ankle you were happy. Asa never really was one for physical affection but heâs grown to love it since âacquiringâ you, not that he really had a choice with the way you stuck to his side like a rodent on a glue trap, heâs wasnât complaining however. With the way you clung to him anyone would think youâre the one whoâs holding him captive.
This unfortunately wasnât the case with other inhabitants. Your special place in his heart was only 80% of the reason you got special treatment, granted it wouldâve happened anyway but it may have been hurried along by the fact that he didnât trust you to cohabitate with the toys he kept. You know the reports you get back from doggy daycare? The ones that say âdoesnât play well with othersâ? Yeah. That was you.
On multiple occasions even before settling in heâd caught you surround by bodies or chunks of other people in your mouth. Clearly you didnât take well to sharing whether it be food or Asaâs affection. If you were anyone else you wouldâve been slaughtered already for conveniences sake but heâd seen the way you soften when he visited. He knew there was something more to it.
Cut to current day, Asa is stressed and pissed off. A new toy has escaped, he could have sworn the box was secured properly, even double checking it. To be fair the toy in question was built like a brick shit house, taller and stronger than himself. Hopefully the term âthe bigger they are the harder they fallâ will apply to them, for both your and Asaâs sake.
Thats another issue, youâre currently roaming the halls too. Your master doesnât usually have to worry about you when youâre out and about in the hotel, the minute you slip from his side itâs like all placidity and calm heâs come to love dissipates, leaving you the feral beast he had first stolen from your home. If anything itâs comforting for him to know you can hold your own out there. He keeps a watchful eye on you but not even he can anticipate whatâs going to happen sometimes. Despite his opinion of himself he was only mortal.
It was now a race against time to either locate you and get you back to safety whilst he re contains the rogue or find said escapee first and detain him before you can cross paths. Your sir knows you can usually handle trouble but this guy is huge..
Asa swears under his breath and hauls himself through the twisting corridors, dipping in and out of rooms in search of either of you. Beginning to panic more as you prove hard to find he calls out for you, hands cupped around his mouth. âPet? Itâs time to come back, this is serious, I need you back right now.â He tries not to let the anxiety bleed into his voice, not wanting to scare you, and smothers it with an authoritarian tone. He waits a few moments to listen for any response. Shit. Nothing.
He moves further into the hotel and onto the other side, cupping his hands again and trying once more âcricket? Iâm not playing, I need you here nowâ nothing again. Just as he turns his heel to try another direction he hears a noise that turns his blood to ice. Disgusting wet gurgles and muffled curses boom from down the hall. Asa isnât easy to startle considering the vile things he does everyday to real people but the idea of you being in pain and too late to save- it makes him want to vomit.
Pushing through the nausea he bolts down the hallway and slams the doors to his âplayroomâ open. Usually this room is reserved for experimenting on subjects.
What he sees calms him and raises his heart rate at the same time.
There you are, his perfect docile pup, hunched over what is (was) his newest pet. Shoulders raised, hackles up. The body below you is almost unrecognisable, arms littered with angry raised scratches, most likely from you struggling. Eyes completely missing from the sockets, well one was still technically attached to the coord but thatâs not important. Chunks of once warm and rosey cheek flesh have been gouged from the skull, the imprints around them suggest the flesh was bitten away from the bone. Lastly and maybe most notably the throat is missing a considerable amount of matter. The hole runs deep, severed veins now lazily trickling warm blood into a puddle after the initial bite drained most of it.
Eventually you notice another presence and bristle, turning your head slowly to meet Asaâs eyes. Your eyes are essentially bulging out of your head, pupils dilated and crazed, throat and forearms doused in slowly cooling crimson. A chunk of what Asa presumes to be the missing throat lodged in your firmly set jaw.
The second you realise who it is itâs like you gain some clarity, spitting the foul meat onto the floor and wiping your mouth on your sleeve. It doesnât help, only smearing the liquid further. Turning completely to face your master you slump onto your knees, eyes down to the floor shy and respectful like youâve been trained. âI-âŚI caught him master.â It comes out croakier than youâd like.
You keep your eyes trained to the floor as the larger man approaches, heavy boots thumping on the floor towards you. You brace for the telling off, you can see yourself ending back up with the other fodder pets, youâd really pushed it this time, killing another subject. However it never comes. two warm now ungloved hands cup your bloody cheeks, gently coercing you to look at him. To your surprise Asa looksâŚrelieved almost?
A soft smile paints his face. âYou did catch him, thank you pet.â You sit there dazed and confused as he presses a soft kiss to your forehead, ignoring the hair matted to it from the gore. âYou did such a good job and Iâm more than relived your unharmed, I donât know what Iâd-â Asa cuts himself off, clearing his throat,not wanting to show vulnerability right now when youâre the one who needs attention. You donât miss the way his voice wavers with worry. Embarrassed he quickly offers you a hand up, spinning on his heel and facing away. âLetâs get you cleaned up and rewarded shall we?â You donât see the pink tint on his face.
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Reader that can emit sounds from their memory(like as an aura)
Walk into a room? Why do I hear boss music
Comedic timing? Fuck yeah.
Bored? Jumpscare noise.
Zhongli talking? Jeopardy theme.
Someone is annoying? Earrape.
Think about it!
Hello! Iâm the 12th Harbinger, aka as CHIL- bitch shut the fuck up, WHATS UP ITS YA BOY AQUARIUSSS- /ref
lmao imagine you walking into a room like this in teyvat, with like that audio I SAVE BY GIVING IT CPR- TIGHT AS VIRGIN BOY DONT GET NERVOUS-
(also ill stop apologizing for the late replies to these, bc as we all know by now that im slow and u will get answered eventually i promise tumblr most likely didnt delete u guys asks im just hoarding them LMAO)
Iâve been super busy running in circles so sorry about ghosting! I still very much enjoy and love u guys and love seeing you guys enjoy my stuff :â)Â
Still cant believe that, but thank you!
JEOPARDY THEME MUSIC WHEN ZHONGLI TALKS
HEâD BE SO CONFUSED
THINKIN HE GOT AN ANCIENT CURSE HE DOESNT KNOW ABT PUT ON HIM OR SMTH BC HEâS ALWAYS BEING STALKED BY THIS SONG-
(tbh unless the person is super observant I dont think most ppl would get that itâs YOU causing this chaos lmao)
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Like I can see Zhongli eventually getting it lol, other ppl I could see after the first few weeks of interacting with you (esp bc you mix it up, honestly it was only bc u kept playing the jeopardy theme over and over when Zhongli ranted on too long that he got it was you đ):
Heizou (heâs the best detective on all of Inazumaâs islands, ofc he got it! no he will not acknowledge that he totally thought you were hiding a very musical tanuki somewhere on your person at all times lol)
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Alhaitham and Cyno (haitham took like, two hours of walking around town with you and knew, bc heâs a little know-it-all lazy bastard like that, and Cyno is actually just really aware, despite what most ppl think, heâs the General Mahamatra and not just a regular Mahamatra for a reason after all)
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Tighnari (i stg he can like, smell when bullshittery is happening in his vicinity âŚor... hear?)
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Venti (unsurpringly, heâs totally in love with this power of yours, i mean he definitely loves you cares about you a lot he says, but youâre starting to think heâs just lying to butter you up into pranking Diluc, Barbara, Jean, and really the entirety of Mondstadt more often  including Zhongli just so he can laugh until heâs on the ground again, also he definitely once asked you to make a dragon sound thatâs the equivalent of shouting FUCK at Dvalin when he was flying overhead one day)
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Hmm
Hm hm hmmmm
Who elseee, i need a characcctterrr lissttttâŚ
Albedo (duh, heâs albedo, you think he has an entirely too thick folder dedicated to your recent obsessions, you rant a lot about it while playing and also he can access your browsing history đ, and he somehow doesn't know that about you?? Youâre like, literally one of his long-term, there-for-life, has-bought-a-house-for-free-in-his-head-you- arent-even-on-rent-anymore, hyperfixations or special interests. Autistic!Albedo is autistic, Because I Am Your God, And I Say It Is So.)
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Dehya (always knows when its you walking around near her bc you like to listen to your old worldâs songs too often when you arent pranking bitches, she actually rlly likes it and your music tastesâŚ)
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HOLY FUCK SPEED RUN BC GOD THEREâS TOO MANY BITCHES WANNA BE YOUR BABY, RIDING AROUND IN A DAMN MERCEDES-
OKAY-
SO not all in the same way or at the same time, or even the same length of time did they realize you literally change background music or some shit so Iâll let you just- you know okay- like you get it- you get it.
Xiao, Kazuha, Kaeya, Diluc, Ayato, Yae Miko, Keqing, Qiqi, Klee, Sara, Kuki, Nahida, Ningguang, Rosaria, Scaramouche/Babygirl, Dainsleif, Kokomi, Xinyan, Yun Jin, Yelan.Â
Jfc got the whole damn pride flag up here
Anyway everybody else outta luck, at least takes em a month or longer to get it lol
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Sorry abt the end there i didnt feel like writing out all those bitches bc the few I did before were already longer than I thought theyâd beâŚ
Also, I am posting these spam of drafts (and that old follower 100+ event possession headcanons in prep for the next 2 weeks bc I will be really busy, again :/
Got spring break shenanigans this week, then Iâll be running around like a cat with zoomies bc im getting ready to install/actually submit my artworks for the gallery exhibition!Â
âŚwish me luck or prayers or anything good from any god you believe in, I need the strength.Â
With love, safe travels,
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âĄthe belovedsâĄ
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist
#omg but on a wholesome note#u could actually give venti the experience of new songs#god im too soft#u think u could remember a song soft enough to help xiao like how venti does#do u think since theyve heard and known u so long that some songs or sounds from ur world could be nostalgic for them#or remind them of you specifically#like in that way u kno smone's favorite song or they like the way bubble wrap pops#so anytime u hear it - u cant not think of them?#yeah they would totally feel that way for you#genshin impact#genshin sagau#my asks#sagau#genshin imagines#gender neutral reader#genshin isekai#genshin god reader#genshin impact sagau#genshin impact reverse harem#i mean what#i mean like#i mean c'mon
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hello i am pete i am a nonbinary lesbian and i love my gf
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sometimes i will post art and sometimes i will post abt my special interests
fandoms? :3 (purple means its a special interest)
of montreal
elephant 6 collective
the aquabats
superjail
life is strange
legend of zelda
the monkees
the gorillaz
nintendo
fallout
bobs burgers
bcs/brba
fight club
yellowjackets
twd games
bowie
queen
beatles
talking heads
devo
xtc
duran duran
oingo boingo
prince
80s music in general :3
indie rock
#of montreal#elephant 6 collective#the aquabats#life is strange#legend of zelda#nintendo#fallout#bobs burgers#breaking bad#better call saul#fight club#yellowjackets#twd game#twd#david bowie#queen band#80s music#freddie mercury#brian may#roger taylor#john deacon#the beatles#prince#the artist formerly known as prince#talking heads#devo#duran duran#superjail#80s pop#80s
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