#and both songs in my phone | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nocakesformissedith · 5 months ago

Text

Venom in Smiling Teeth, a Vox/Alastor playlist

LINK HERE

(selected lyrics under the read more)

1. So if you ever wonder if I'm dreaming of you, in the night, at my window, by the light of the moon— if you ever wonder if I'm dreaming of you…. Bitch, please! I've got better things to do.

2. You're mostly what I think about and I'm proud, I've been coasting on this singles route, but I still hear your name in wedding bells. Will I look better or will I look the same rotting in hell? You’re the only proper noun I need! Hurry; my copper crown’s gone green.

3. I have picked up the pieces of my broken ego, I have finally made my peace as far as you and me go—but I’d love to have you up to see the place… I’d like to do more than survive, I’d like to rub it in your face!

4. So how can you blame this all upon me? I tried, but my patience is wearing thin. And as I give, you keep on taking. Take me off the pedestal that you’ve created and you’ll see that now you hate me— is this the only way?

5. All the years buried under the floors, and the wounds in the parlor would have come up to greet us before, if it weren't for my heart because I've her name in mind and it's calling all the time….

6. To she who played concertos, foul and black, upon my heartstrings and never looked back. What became of those wild charms?

7. If you want a partner, take my hand. Or if you want to strike me down in anger, here I stand. I’m your man.

8. Why don't you write me? A letter would brighten my loneliest evening, mail it today if it's only to say that you're leaving me.

9. Killing softly and serial, he lifts his head, handsome, horned, magisterial. He's the smell of the moonlight wisteria. He’s the thrill of the abecedarian. (See the muddy hoofprints where he carried you?)

10. Don't scare me off now, I'm your only friend. But now you're drifting away, now you're floating along, and soon you'll disappear.

11. You'd sleep here, and I'd sleep there, but then the heating may be down again (at my convenience). We'd be good, we'd be great together…. Why’d you have to be so cute? It’s impossible to ignore you. And must you make me laugh so much? It’s bad enough we get along so well. Say goodnight and go. Why’s it always, always, goodnight and go?

12. I want your blood, I want it in my hair! Shoot the water! Shoot the water! Shoot the water, baby, I've been found!

13. Disease is her primary language: Garbled and gruesome, her words so absurd, like I heard a transmission from Apollo 13. No apology, I request misery—so no rest till I've twisted her chest ‘round my knee.

14. Give me a name, bring it in, some change is for the best. I may not win the race, I may not reach the top, or I may not live your way—doesn't mean I'm stuck here.

15. Are you dead or are you sleeping? God, I sure hope you are dead! Well, you disappeared so often like you dissolved into coffee.

16. I woke up, I was stuck in a dream. You were there, you were tearing up everything. We all know how to fake it, baby. And we all know what we've done…. We must be killers.

17. I walk with others in me, yearning to get out, claw at my skin and gnash their teeth and shout. One of them wants only to be someone you'd admire, one would as soon just throw you on the fire. After all is said and after all is done, God only knows which of them I'll become.

18. If only I'd thought of the right words, I could have held on to your heart. If only I'd thought of the right words, I wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you.

19. Oh, what a cold and common old way to go. I was feeding on the need for you to know me, devastated at the rate you fell below me. What wasted unconditional love on somebody who doesn't believe in the stuff!

20. And I've been castrated and I've been lobotomized, but never has my tormentor come in such a cunning disguise. I let love in, I let love in.

21. And I go searching through reflections for your outline, but it's just mine, but it’s just mine. I know you're dead inside, but you make me feel alive.

22. You, to me, are only a memory, got a flame still burning where I know it shouldn't be.

23. You and I'll meet down below. I know a cold as cold as it gets. I fight a war I may never see won, I live only to see you live to regret everything that you've done.

24. Rattlesnake, Copperhead: either one of them'll kill you dead. We stay hungry, they get fed, and don't pass the plate around. Lie by lie, cheat by cheat. Venom in smiling teeth. They just run those forked tongues, and the whole world's burning down.

25. The hurt that the head forgets, the heat will always remember. The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever. I am sorry, I am so for the things you don’t know. And as for the things you do, I am sorry for those too.

26. God would like to own your autograph, the angels fight over your photograph, put your record on the phonograph.

27. You taught me to lie, I taught you to fake it. You asked me to take it with no explanation, red red wine makes a stain on your shirt.

28. I would have been brave, you should have asked me for it. How could I say no? And our love could have soared over playgrounds and rooftops! Every park bench screams your name! I kept your tie. I'd have let you if you asked me.

29. Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send your ass! It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it?

30. Was it a first offence? How long had you been harbouring that venom? You could have used your words then. You wanted them to hurt and so I let 'em.

31. I know the places you call home, yeah (turn it on)! You know I'll get you on your own, yeah (turn it on)!

32. The scars of your love remind me of us (you're gonna wish you never had met me), they keep me thinking that we almost had it all (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep).

33. Well, it's just not fair, I just want to get a piece of hair, and that was all that I needed. Or maybe a kiss on the cheek, I wouldn't wash it for a week, that would be all that I needed. But she didn’t even care that I was even there, what a horrible feeling.

34. I've been thinking about you, so how can you sleep? These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet, they don’t know what I know.

35. Save your strength, save your wasted time. There’s no way that I want you to be left behind. Go on, save your scissors, save your scissors. Why does it always seem that every time I turn around, somebody else falls in love with me?

36. Broken glass, but what about our broken hearts? What about our power?

37. But what was I to do? Just couldn't help myself falling in love with you. And what could I say? Oh, if I had another chance to make you stay. 'Cause when you ran away, I knew just what you were thinking that day: you just didn't love me like I do, like I love you. The sad thing is, we're better off this way.

38. You’ll disappear before the next star rises. (Out of time…). You change so very easily. (Out of time…). It’d change it over and again and again and again. So you, you go feel the sun. I’ll watch you knowing all your cheaters and liars.

39. And you left me in the light, and you met me in the light, and we only had a night between the two. You were waiting for the worst, you were listening for a curse. But the only thing I heard was hallelujah. Hallelujah!

40. One of us is not normal, and it might not be you. I was a spook for you, another ghoul. I was a fool for you, another stool pigeon.

41. Don’t you dare look back— walk away, catch up with the sunrise. This is torturous— electricity between both of us, and this is dangerous 'cause I want you so much but I hate your guts, I hate you.

42. And we've lost the people we could've loved in you. What you know you have or what you think you want, it's never perfect. It's bound to melt your heart one way or another.

43. It's such a temptation: maybe I'll be the special one that doesn't get burnt…. What the fuck was I thinking? Love tears me up like a demon, opens the wounds, then fills them with lead. And I'm having some trouble just breathing. If we weren't such good friends, I think that I'd hate you. If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were dead.

44. But you didn't have to cut me off, make out like it never happened, and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love, because you treat me like a stranger, and that feels so rough.

45. I’m the boy with the ironed shirt. I’m the boy who watches you work. I know where you keep your skirts. I know where your secrets lurk.

46. You're a rascal and a rogue, a villain and a crook. Still I tug at your line, I'm a fish on your hook.

47. Maybe I'm missing the telepathy. There's a disconnection, you don't think of me. I don't really care because I disagree, ‘cause I'm the only part of you that you don't see.

48. And when I think I'm right, you strip away my pride, you cast it all aside but I say: Sarah smiles like Sarah doesn't care. She lives in her world, so unaware. Does she know that my destiny lies with her?

49. Sir, you´ve got a striking physique, don’t underestimate the hunter. Now let´s play hide and seek. I eat boys like you for breakfast!

50. How on earth could I be any more obvious? It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us. I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after. But it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate, it just makes it harder.

51. You can't see that she's just the same as all the stupid people you hate. I'm not saying I'm free from blame, because I need all the friends I can get.

52. You look so good in all that power, but you won't mind if I have it back. I thought that you could handle me, but now I see you're just a man.

53. Everyone has their obsessions— consuming thoughts, consuming time. They hold high their prized possession that defines the meaning of their lives: you are mine.

54. Time cast a spell on you, but you won't forget me. I know I could have loved you but you would not let me. I follow you down 'till the sound of my voice will haunt you. Give me just a chance! You will never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you.

55. Oh, you had me several years ago, when I was still quite naive. Well, you said that we made such a pretty pair, and that you would never leave. But you gave away the things you loved, and one of them was me.

56. Every time I ride past your house I forget it’s you who’s living there. Anyway, I never see your face ‘cause your window’s up too high.

57. I've got the style and you can't beat it! Stop! Don't copy me me me! Like your busby, guess you saw the same on me! Get out, you want to pay me a royalty? You can laugh but it looks much better on me.

58. I heard that you were talking shit and you didn't think that I would hear it. People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up.

59. How's your new boy? Does he know about me? You've got the mark of the beast. You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!

60. I know, the illness behind the image that you create. I know, the tedious need to turn all your love into hate. You poor pathetic paranoid, is it just me or do you secretly enjoy it? You can lie to the papers (you can lie). You can hide from the press (you can hide). You can face it on stage (fake).

61. You had to sneak into my room “Just" to read my diary. “It was just to see, just to see,"(All the things you knew I'd written about you...)

62. Friend or foe? I don't know now you're up in the stars. But I will one day shine with you, I'll shine on a faithful few.

63. My enemy, please stay close to me. I've no breath left, you cold breath thief.

64. After what you made me go through I would kneel and I would bow. My hands would not have tried to hold you, if I had known what I know now; a lie.

65. I am convinced that we should be friends. We compare our hearts to things that fly but cannot land. Please don’t put your face into your hands, we could be friends.

66. When I close my eyes I remember your smile; was I only dreaming? Even in the rain, you gave me summer skies, it’s more than a feeling. You have been stringing me along, and now I'm pulling you undone. Every me, every you fell apart, fell apart when you broke my heart in little pieces! I love you, I love you! Now you're gone, now you're gone, I keep you safe in little boxes.

67. Sleep now and dream of who you'll be, when you finally become someone. You're tuned into my frequency— that don't mean a thing to me ‘cause I don't want your body, I don't want your body.

68. Now he's afraid of me, now he's afraid of me. It took me by surprise, the hatred in his eyes.

69. You're so stupid and perfect and stupid and perfect; I hate you, I want youI hate you, I hate you, oh. Again, again, again, again….

70. You don't need my help anymore. It's all now to you; there ain't no before. Now that you're big enough to run your own show, you're just somebody that I used to know.

71. Every single day, every word you say, every game you play, every night you stay, I’ll be watching you—‘cause I would walk five hundred miles, and I would walk five hundred more. Just to be the man who walks a thousand miles to fall down at your door!

72. If I leave before you, and I walk out alone, keep your hands to yourself when you follow me home.

73. Does it feel the same, when she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside, you must know I miss you. But what can I say? Rules must be obeyed.

74. Took what he would give, played 'till you were tired. And when you had enough, you threw him out in the cold like a hair coming off of a brush. When you were finished you know he was nobody else's to love.

75. So come out of your cave walking on your hands and see the world hanging upside down. You can understand dependence, when you know the maker's land.

76. You say that my skin feels like no one else's, that it's different somehow. But I don't understand, isn't a hand just a hand? No you don't understand.

77. You think that you're the sun; the whole world revolves around you. The center of attention, and everything is drawn to you.

78. And then the old voice crackled through the static and I felt young and alive. And the hair stood up on the back of my neck, we were rising from the grave.

79. So fuck you! And your untouchable face. Fuck you! For existing in the first place. And who am I, that I should be vying for your touch? Who am I?

80. But you you're a rock, with a heart like a socket I can plug into at will. And will you guess when I come around next? I hope your open sign is blinking still. So marry me, John. Marry me, John—I'll be so good to you! You won't realize I'm gone, you won't realize I'm gone….

81. You'll never be mine. You'll never be mine. But I would watch you, I would watch you turn and walk away. I would watch you, look right through me, right through every word that I say.

82. Evelyn, your spine cracks like a wine glass, Evelyn your spine cracks…. I was the loneliest captive of your silhouette. And I am buggin', so pass me the slug. And I wanna gouge out your eyes, splinter your spine.

83. If you don’t answer I’ll just use the key that I copied 'cause, I really need to see you. If you’re not here when I break in, I’m gonna go to go to your closet, just so I can smell you skin.

84. I dig your little laugh and I’m loving your quick wit— I even love it when you're faking it. And it might sound a little strange for me to say to you, but I’m proud to be you!

85. You go back to the women who will dance the dance. You go back to your friends who will lick your ass. You go back to being so oblivious. You go back to the center of the universe.

86. You're pouting in your sleep, I'm waking still yawning. We're proving to each other that romance is boring!

87. I had to interrupt and stop this conversation, your voice across the line gives me a strange sensation. I'd like to talk when I can show you my affection. Oh, I can't control myself!

88. These friends, they don't love you; they just love the hotel suites. Now I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me! The best of us can find happiness in misery.

89. If I'm butter, if I'm butter, if I'm butter, then he's a hot knife, he makes my heart a cinemascope screen, showing the dancing bird of paradise.

90. Why did you keep us holding on to what was never there? Why did you say I’ve been acting against you and not wanting you there?

91. It's a shit old world, 'cause I don't really want you, girl, but you can't be free, 'cause I'm selfish, I'm obscene.

92. Patience is a virtue until its silence burns you. And something slow has started in me as shameless as an ocean, mirrored in devotion.

93. Thought about you all day, how we have the same face. I fell asleep so confused, parts of me remind me of you.

94. I follow the trail you left in the snow. Picked up your footsteps and made them my own.

95. I say I don't need anybody, I keep you with me like a ghost. But what if I'm just terrified—I might not even know what to do with someone who could love me back for real…. I keep you in a heart shaped hologram, I take you everywhere I am. It almost seems like you’re with me.

96. Can we stop? When we stop my hands will shake, my eyes will burn, my throat will ache, watching you turn from me towards your friends.

97. I’m older than God and I live in your town. You shouldn’t raise up what you can’t put down. Those books that you pose with are more than antiques. When you search in the dark. you should fear what you seek

98. You keep a lot of secrets and I keep none. Wish I could go back and keep some. It’s fireproof, nothing breaks your heart. It’s fireproof, it’s just the way you are.

99. You’re a dead, rotten, worm-ridden, sweat-dripping bloodsucker, the mother of all motherfuckers. You will be nameless and forgotten. You will be absolutely nothing.

100. I will drive past your house and, if the lights are all down, I'll see who's around. One way or another, I'm gonna find ya', I'm gonna get ya', get ya', get ya', get ya'.

101. We waste it all in the back of a long dark car, and I'm a sunshine machine. I want to get stuck, I want to get stuck, and be golden in your memory.

102. You're such a delicate boy, in the hysterical realm of an emotional landslide, in physical terms. You hold a candle in your heart, you shine the light on hidden parts.

103. I feel you tracing my scars, but you don’t know me, you don’t know me at all. I see you down on your knees, but you don’t own me.

104. But somehow you've turned the tables, what the hell?! I can charm the pants off anyone else… but you… Stephen, why won't you call me? I'm sitting here waiting, why won't you call me? Stephen, I'm feeling pathetic! I can't take rejection. Why won't you call me?

105. Got a big mouth, big mouth. My, my, my you said enough. What's that you said? So you can walk, or watch and tear me up? So you can walk, or watch and tear me up. What's that you said? So you can walk, or watch and tear me up? You’re everywhere I go, thinking that you know. You’re everywhere I go, thinking that you know. You’re everywhere I go, thinking that you know.

106. All men are pigs, I’ve seen their tricks. They know their licks, that get their chicks. All men are pigs, all men but me!

107. He thought he saw someone that looked just like me. The summer memory that just never dies. We worked too long and hard to give it no time. He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies. Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise.

108. You're nothing but a has-been, no one even really knows your fucking name. So won't you go on, disappear, 'cause I won't even play your fucking game.

109. Oh, Alexandra, why did you leave me? We used to glow like copper newly shined! Oh, Alexandra, you've got to tell me. Dear Alexandra, were you ever mine? If you see her, let me know. If you see her, let me know….

110. My life, my days. My time, my face. My story, my soul. My future in control. My lovers, my team, and dreamin' in between. I hear the future is calling me. You know my love goes on forever and ever and ever. (Said no one).

111. Wake up, and face me. Don’t play dead, ‘cause maybe someday I will walk away and say "You fucking disappoint me, maybe you’re better off this way…."

112. So much left unspoken between the two of us. It’s so much more exciting to look when you can’t touch. You can say I’m different, and maybe I’m a freak. But I know how to twist ya’ to bring you to your knees.

113. And all the drugs in the world couldn’t fade away these memories. Are you proud of what you did to me? Knife in your hand, revenge as a plan. You never cared for me. Seven years, seven years in the making (seven years, seven years). Seven years, seven years in the making, seven years, bounded and breaking.

114. You spurn my natural emotions, you make me feel like dirt and I’m hurt. And if I start a commotion, I run the risk of losing you and that’s worse.

115. Sick of being your alter— leave me alone (leave me alone). Shut up, shut up it burns. Spit on me with your words. All this static is poison— leave me alone (leave me alone).

116. I want to scratch your cheeks, I want to make you sick. I want to sell you out, want to expose your flaws. I want to steal your things. I want to show you off.

117. A long time ago, we used to be friends, but I haven't thought of you lately at all.

118. Make shift houses, a blanket and two chairs. Monsters hiding, underneath the stairs. It’s always been the game we love to play.

119. Sometimes it's hard to tell if you even notice me. Maybe it's just as well; It's better you don't see the way I'm running just to keep your back in view, in your shadow, waiting for the perfect moment.

120. Clever in what she does competing for the attention of those people that you know— my whole life revolves around your absence, until I can't remember what I was or what I am, who I know or what I know or where I go.

121. I wanna touch your face; I wanna touch your soul. I wanna wear your face; I wanna burn your soul.

122. You soon made an enemy of me. I warned you: don't make an enemy of me. I'll take your heart with such little commotion, by crippling disease or with deadly love potion. I'll bind you and gag you and all's well that ends, I suppose.

123. You're just like Cinderella, on the screen in technicolor. Off the chart, you'll be going stellar, you'll be the pepsi cola seller. With lips so full and moist, all your friends'll be queuing up to tell you "you've got such a lovely voice."

124. I am no better at this than you are. Loneliness never truly leaves me alone. I have made mistakes I can't take back home. I love you, just not the way you want.

125. You're tryin' to be cool, you look like a fool to me. Tell me: Why’d you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else, gets me frustrated.

126. Your heartache, my headache is something we can't shake, we’re in the red all round. So tell me darling, is there anything that we can do? I see the future, but we're not in it together. Once irrepressible, we used to be inseparable.

127. And now our adrenaline's rushing, and you are my arch-nemesis. You're still mad that I copied your hairdo I’m still hoping you won't notice.

128. But I find this monthly dance we're dancing— how bout less psychosis, more romancing? Hey, here's a thought, when you're done kicking my face in, you and me, grab a bite and some flirty conversation. Then again, maybe not.

129. Old time grudges will die so slowly. I know you miss the way I saw you. You’re so cold, you’re so cold.

130. Every day outta be a bad day for you! ‘Cuz every day outta be a bad day for you… But I’m sorry if it ever is, I’m sorry if it ever is.

131. You’ve got a teflon heart, and nothing sticks to you. You’ve got a teflon heart, I think I want on too, I want one too!

132. It's like I'm her new nightmare, she ain't escapin'— it makes me feel a bit complete, yeah. Knowing someone you love don't feel the same way about ya, memories they soon delete, hmm.

133. Oh mighty men of war, how we tether together. I know you'll make a fool of me forever. Oh no, but I loved you the most. Oh no, but I loved you the most. Oh no, but I loved you the most. Oh no, but I loved you….

134. They’re only thoughts that I’m having; thoughts safe within my head. You’re only crying, you’re only dying, you’re only red. I heard the news today, that you weren’t mine to save. I hope that you’re comfortable in the quiet lasting grave.

135. Bet on the seasons to keep on changing, just like I keep on loving you. Maybe you’d learn to like just being loved, even learn to love me in some way. This heart is big enough for both of us, but you’re three thousand miles away.

136. And after a while, you can work on points for style. Like the club tie, and the firm handshake, a certain look in the eye and an easy smile. You have to be trusted by the people that you lie to, so that when they turn their backs on you, you'll get the chance to put the knife in.

#radiostatic #staticradio #voxal #alvox #staticlovetune #onewaybroadcast #fanmix #hazbin hotel playlist #playlist #hazbin hotel #lyrics #alastor #vox #as always w/ my mixes there are some serious songs and some silly songs #as ALSO as always I’m being silly about some of the serious songs and serious about some of the silly songs #I wish ‘erase me’ could have been the first song (or at least higher up) c COME ON #YEAHHHH CUZ I’M IN THE MAGAZINES ON TV; NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE YOU MIGHT SEE ME!!#complicated was already in the mix before ‘complicated and sad’-fate #~chill out; whatcha yelling for??~#this mix is so fucking long but it’s so good I promise lol #something I made #the songs are not in a ‘timeline’ order OR switching POV’s—#they’re just in my best attempt to put the songs that flow best together #some songs are vox pov some are al some are both #and some songs show different interpretations of their relationship and fallout than others etc #I feel like tumblr made the pics esp tracklist blurry 😡😡 but it could just be my phone #136 fucking songs and I still found more AND a whole other playlist with just one artist lmaooooo #vox x alastor #alastor x vox #spotify

4 notes · View notes