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Band of Brothers screencaps/edits (338/?)

John Julian

April 5: Happy birthday

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Love-stained skyward lotus flower*

My HCs for the Netherworld River of Oblivion (WàngChuan 忘川) and Bridge of Helplessness (NàiHé 奈何橋).

It can be taken literally or figuratively. DFS saving LLH's life in extremis

Or tracking him into the Netherworld to drag him back...unless it's to follow him to the other side.

It's about how love can lead one to the Heavens as well as into Hells willingly, with a reference to Kurukullā (and possibly Rāgarāja, both known to transform worldly lust into spiritual awakening).

*Title comes from the MînNán/HokKien song 蓮花空行身染愛 by the really cool Taiwanese band 珂拉琦 Collage.

花 開佇你蹛亓樓 • 想 當時欲綴你走 • 多情亓雨崁著目睭 [...] • 日子過一工閣一工 • 你亓一切攏猶未放 • 越頭欲揣過去亓我 • 煞來袂記家己亓名 • 是我欲陪你流浪 • 長路終點滿天花雨 • 雺霧內底��神 • 千年流轉你亓世界 • 自作多情亓儂 • 眼前地獄家己揀個 •天上 地下 人間 四方妖孽請恁退下 •這繁華世間 眾生有情人 • 有情生煩惱 甘願受罪 • 心狂閣火著 明知會艱苦 • 千錯萬錯 攏佮你無關

Flowers bloom in your house • I wanted to leave with you • the sentimental rain wets my eyes [...] • Days after days • I can't let go of anything about you • turning to search for who I've been • I realise that I've forgotten my own name • I've been wandering with you willingly • at the end of that long path the sky is filled with flowers • In the mist clarity hits • thousand years roaming your world • in delusion of my love reciprocated • I've chosen my own hell before my eyes • In the mortal realm, above and under, evildoers please back off • In this flourishing world all livings feel • feelings feed distress but the suffering is voluntary • my heart burning mad knew the anguish to come • Ten thousand mistakes are mine and have nothing to do with you.

...☕?/commission

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COMMISSION OPEN

Sparky and Billie Mitchell, @mercurygray 's OC from The Darkening Sky.

For @junojelli ♡, thank you for your kindness and generosity!

...☕?/commission

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COMMISSION OPEN

Lina Grace Komski, @vintagelavenderskies 's OC from Bleeding Heart. 😊

🖌commission

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A Christmas in New York - Nathan Ives, 2016 (3/9)

Jamie Bamber

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Hornblower - 1998 (2/?) - Jamie Bamber

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@papisink 🎂😆

Band of Brothers screencaps/edits (337/?)

Robert Sink

April 3: Happy birthday

Poke @papisink and @majwinters 😆

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Band of Brothers screencaps/edits (336/?)

Patrick O'Keefe

April 3: Happy birthday

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Leslie Cheung 張國榮

L'Officiel Hommes China - April 2025 (3/3)

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Leslie Cheung 張國榮

L'Officiel Hommes China - April 2025 (2/3)

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Leslie Cheung 張國榮

L'Officiel Hommes China - April 2025 (1/3)

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Our Northwestern wolf YáoYao, his infamous 炸廚房 cooking endeavours and late-night snack noods that ended up on the floor.

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Behind The Shield podcast with Shane Taylor!

Full podcast here:

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… I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore…

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🎉HAPPY

MISHAPOCALYPSE !!!

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🌙Usagi and Seiya ⭐

Commission for @utanoprincendymion, thank you for this opportunity to draw for my very first fandom! 🥰

🖌Commission

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🔥 EMERGENCY 🔥

Digital Artwork COMMISSIONS

I hate advertising commissions, but I'm in a desperately tight spot. I'm out of social benefits since March 2024. I don't have anyone to rely on and won't have any other source of income because of my health condition at for the foreseeable future. I feel so hopeless right now...

I know times are difficult for way too many of us but if you can afford to and you'd consider to commission me that'd be really lifesaving. 🙏🙏🙏

COMMISSION DETAILS

As a thank you, I'll offer you 1 FREE half-body chibi character for every order under 25€ and 2 half-body chibi characters for every order over 25€ (Please be very patient because I'm only able to work on them very slowly🙏)

I also accept donations if you have a little money to spare, I will gladly draw a little something for you. Please ppal me with a note of a character or something you like.

Lyselkatz at hotmail dot com

Some oversharing about my situation under the cut if anyone is interested.

March 2025

The little benefits I had to help with the rent was cut off brutally this month as well (because they made a mistake and somehow paid me "too much" for the past year) I'm now short of about 900€/month at least for the next couple of months. I am devastated...

With much regrets, I'll have to part with one of my two cats in a couple of weeks because he's not the sharpest pencil in the case and I'm not functional enough to care for him the way he deserves and (as an additional agent of chaos) he's driving me insane, quite literally. Don't worry, he's going to a couple of friends' country home where he will be much better than with me.

I've been living off my emergency stock of pasta and cans since December but that ran out and I am still not in capacity to work, to my chagrin. I'm still doing what the national employment service requires of me. It's very difficult because I'm in therapy 3 days a week and I'm also in need of a professional reorientation.

My doctor just added some meds to my prescription that put me in a dazed state most of the time because she worries about my mental condition but I don't want to be kept for full residence in a hospital. (I don't think having to share a room with strangers and be away from my stuff would do me any good) it keeping me from my fiercest demons for now but it's not a sustainable solution.