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THANK YOU SO MUCH!?
This is genuinely so fucking sweet, like I read this entire review over and over again and I still cannot put into words how much this means to me đ„ș im actually tearing up wth!!!!
I am so glad you enjoyed this GAHHHHH i was so doubtful over it and overall my writing for rafe because it's a very new thing for me but i'm so much more amped now to continue writing for obx!! thank youuuu!!
and yes, there'll definitely be many more works coming ahead!!! ( A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU FOR THAT!!) hehe i love doing very opposite tropes and spontaneous ideas so im gonna have such a blast đ«Ł mwahhh thank you once again <33!!!
patch you right up â a r.c drabble.
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pairing: rafe cameron x frenemy!reader, enemies to ?? â
genre: hurt/comfort, unresolved feelings. â
warnings: cussing, mentions of being drunk, violence, mentions of wounds and treating them. â
a/n : urm very...random, silly, might not make sense but it was rotting in my mind, lmk what you think <3 â
w.c : 1.1k
âThis was very fucking stupid of me.â
Hissing in pain as the hydrogen peroxide made contact with your torn knuckles on your hand, you held your bruised jaw with the free hand and looked away from the blood glistening because of the light above.
âOh you donât say?â His voice was mocking, nothing new but it held an underlying annoyance you could somehow detect.Â
Sighing, you pulled your hand abruptly, which earned you a sharp turn of his head in your direction and his dark blue eyes glaring at you, âWhat are you doing?â
âYou donât have to do this-â
âShut up.ïżœïżœ
âNo I mean it, Rafe. Itâs my fault, âll patch it up myself.â
It did not help how horrible your head seemed to ache as you shut your eyes briefly, everything felt overwhelming, especially with him being this close to you. Him just anywhere near you was enough to drive you a little over the edge and it seemed to get worse when you had a bit too much liquid courage in your system.Â
âLook at me.â You hated how easily you complied as you opened your eyes to find him staring at you, only this time, they were much softer.
That wasnât hard to do, considering the position you were in. On his impossibly large bathroom counter as he stood between your legs, really you didnât have much to look at.Â
âItâs not your fault, alright?â You spited it when people would always give you fake sentences for the sake of being âkindâ, it was all sugar coated shit to you. But somehow when Rafe Cameron said that to you, your heart felt like it would combust then and there.
It didnât help how the daziness was elevated as you scanned his features up close. He was unrealistically beautiful, carved gently.
Because he was who he was, you knew he meant what he said. For all the time you knew him, he was one to be honest. About how he felt, about what he felt and for who he felt. Though, when you questioned yourself what he might feel for you now, youâd say you donât know.
Nodding along to his words, you leaned to your left, luckily having a wall to support you and not embarrassingly falling, youâd done enough that night.Â
Without more words, he gently grabbed your hand and finished cleaning up the burst skin and spilled blood. You once again shut your eyes, this time tightly as you clenched your jaw when he applied ointment.
â âhurts.â The treating part made you wince even more than when you were getting the injury. Probably how most of the adrenaline wore out by now.
âI know, âalmost done.â He gently spoke up as he concentrated on patching up a bandage around your hand.
A quiet silence filled the space for a moment, and even though you did feel out of it, you could sense he had something to say.
âWhy-whyâd you do it?â He said as he finished with your hand, instructing you to sit up straight. His hand on your jaw did make you more alert even though he was veryâŠgently doing it. It was colder than you expected, and you were sure he could feel how warm you were getting when he was slowly caressing it with a delicate touch.
âThatâs outta bruise badly.â His eyes held remorse and his frown deepened. You didnât even realize your own gaze lingered on his lips.
Gulping, your eyes darted away from his face. Maybe it was the guilt or the buzz, but you murmured out,
â...I- it was wellâŠIt was stupid but I- couldnât control myself. I got mad.â
His hand paused and he raised an eyebrow in curiosity. This was new.Â
âThey- they were saying stupid shit. I knew they were doing it to rile me and well they did that just right. It was fine when it was about me, I ignored it but I couldnât stand the rest.â
Something in his chest flared as his confusion was slowly turning into realization but he continued letting you speak,
âThey began talking shit aboutâŠabout you.â You recalled the tone they used, the words they called him and you could feel the familiar annoyance and anger build up as they replayed in your mind.
âAnd I couldnât stand it alright. I justâŠno one talks shit about you. No one except me. I mean, the fucking audacity to even say thoseâŠthose things when theyâre probably even worse!â
He blinked a few times to make sure he heard you right. Youâd looked to the side, scowling as you clicked your tongue.
âNext thing I knew, Iâd just hit someone and then the same happened to me. I guess maybe I deserved one but you should see the other idiotâs face.â You finally looked back into his eyes, a slight smile on your face when you recalled hearing the other dudeâs nose definitely crunching and you were sure it would never be the same. Youâd made it very sure.
He did not know what to feel. Amusement? Shock? Disbelief? But over them all, his heart fluttered wildly as his eyes scanned your face. The same one that had been haunting his mind since the first time heâd seen you, the first time heâd ever have someone make him more mad than anything yet made him want you closer. You were simply driving him insane since heâd met you.Â
He just never realized, until now, that maybe he was never the only one who felt the same.
Tilting your head, you licked your lower lip, his gaze moving there for a brief moment, you said, âBut you know what?â
One corner of your lip turned up as you smirked lightly, âI donât regret it. Iâd do it again in fact.â
His tongue felt heavy as the words clogged up in his throat, he gulped down the knot formed as he clenched his hand that was beside you, over the counter edge. He stared intently into your eyes, you could feel your heart beating faster as you leaned closer.Â
Before you knew it, his lips were on yours as you fluttered your eyes shut, hand going over his neck and pulling him impossibly closer. His hands moved to your hips, pressing into them as if he was afraid youâd disappear and it was all a dream.
It was messy as youâd expect from two people whose own feelings were a mess, your non-injured hand ran over his hair and he groaned into the kiss. You might as well have just combusted then and there.Â
Feeling the need to breathe, you gently pulled away, resting your forehead on his as his hand came up to your face, caressing it gently.
âYouâre fucking insane, you know that right?â He breathed out as he tried to steady his own breathing and rapidly beating heart.
âOver you? Fuck yeah.â
extra a/n : ...yeah I'm sorry if the uhm kissing part sucked...it's been a very whole while.
all written works as well as images and edits (unless credited) belong to pri. do not plagiarise, repost, re-edit or claim as yours. pics mostly found on pinterest.
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#[ feedback from luvies đ ]#the absolute cutest thing i have read this year#considering im so ia#esp this year#i barely have works#and barely got any feedback#but this made my whole year đ„ș#ilyyy <3
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"i like to packbond with everything" is um. a really fucking concerning statement to make when discussing AI, especially the question of if AI can reach sentience. that really should be the very first alarm bell you learn to watch for when you get into studying AI đŹ
#i never formally went into AI research due to a mixture of disdain for the majority of commercial AI products + undergrad almost killing me#but ive kept up more or less with where things are at and like#a) we are still using a statistical model#b) we still dont understand how the brain utilizes its heuristics to switch between them#which is first of all the main failure of AI to generalize (or even just not hyper specialize)#when you compare it to the human brain like#the brain has all kinds of weird statistical models (approximately) right#these are heuristics#just ways of determining is thing x#we can more or less do this task with AI!#the PROBLEM is that the brain then can determine Which Heuristic Is Most Appropriate (more or less)#we have no fucking clue how it does that#or really how the feedback loop of learning actually works for meat#the statistical model was sort of our first/most popular attempt to try simulating a feedback learning loop in the brain#and like. mixed results! again! AI can't generalize and we dont even know how the brain works properly#so my personal opinion is that we cannot simulate the human brain any better with current approaches to the problem#and like. if we cant even simulate the bare bones functionality of the brain.#how the everliving fuck do you think it can simulate thought or existence?#we dont know how that works either but like its clearly generated by SOMETHING in the brains functionality#without that you got no hope of a sentient computer#flat out. it isnt happening.#what we DO know though is that the human brain is an anthropomorphizing machine#it can interpret anything as alive or humanlike#we know however this is a fucking trap in regards to intellectual pursuits#ergo: talking about pack bonding and AI study in the same breath?#you are victim to one of the human brain's fondest delusions and it will hold you back from truly studying anything on the topic#yelling at the void
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read a post about if the doctor was a vampire and got snacks from friends. just a bite. and uhh a little horrified because proportionately theyâd probably need like 1L of blood at LEAST to be full. And thatâs like 25~30% already. So say a snack. But Rory would apparently draw blood for 11 using a needle, and thatâs alright, thatâs only 5 ml or 10 ml, at most 20. Thatâs a reasonable snack, if you were to give that away.
It doesnât dull the dread of if they were to really drink. Thatâs your strength. Also⊠the puncture wound needs to heal. Bruises. Anemia. Drained. Unstoppered.
#I was bleeding from 2 places just now#I feel like an open wound perhaps#I feel like some part of myself is made vulnerable#the precious blood I had grown myself dropping out of me like#like curds#donât leave me#like Iâd been reminded thereâs this thin part of my outer membrane#thatâs been distressed#blood#you wouldnât raid a barren farm for crops#I have barely anything to give#all the proteins I ate to form#this blood⊠all the grain and milk#I have no surplus. any surplus is unfit for donation anyway.#bloodâŠ#âthe blood is the liiiiife!â#so yeah to answer the question I donât know what 12 would do if he was a vampire#and how intimate to ask of your friends a little of their vitality?#but 11 is close enough to Amy and Rory and heâs taken far more from them anyway#to think some people would give their whole stock to me if it would sustain meâŠ#perhaps with 12⊠Clara⊠itâd be like a twilight thing. very Eros and Thanatos.#like he would simply control himself no matter how bad he wanted it but theyâd take steps on the way. little sacred transgressions#see Donât Stand So for reference#I havenât read twilight#but like twilight by contra points. Iâve mentioned a lot on this blog#I canât believe I forgot to replenish my antivirals and then I got a virus!! how clear and concise this feedback from science
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the poll for how to arrange the brackets just finished with proceeding as originally planned winning!
so, without further ado, here are the lineups ^^
note :: songs with a * next to them may require a content warning. i'll provide specific warnings as soon as i have the time, but as of now please proceed with caution
main matchup bracket ::
alice of human sacrifice* by yugami p / fear garden* by chaa
magnet by minato p / romeo and cinderella by doriko
world is mine by ryo / world's end dancehall by wowaka
triple baka by lamaze p / the disappearance of hatsune miku by cosmo p
meltdown by iroha(sasaki) / luka lukaâ
night fever by samfree
fireâflower by halyosy / trick and treat by oster project
daughter of evil by mothy / dancingâ
samurai by kanimiso p
rolling girl by wowaka / matryoshka by hachi
madness of duke venomania* by mothy / alluring secret ~black vow~ by hitoshizuku x yama
senbonzakura by kurousa / outer science by jin
doubleganger by kulfiq / mikusabbath by utsu p
jinsei reset button by kemu / common world domination by pinnochio p
the fox's wedding* by masa works design / tokio funka by takamatt
heat haze days by jin / patchwork staccato by toa
six trillion years and an overnight story by kemu / lost one's weeping by neru
aishite aishite aishite by kikuo / echo by crusher p
setsuna drive by taki yoshimitsu / yoake to hotatu by n buna
a fake fake psychotropic by kairiki bear / therefore you and me by tadanoco
my r* by kurage p / i'm glad youre evil too by pinnochio p
chururira chururira dadada by kurage p / mkdr by deco*27
blessed messiah and the tower of ai by hitoshizuku x yama / 86 by dasu
law evading rock by neru / nakakapagpabagabag by dasu
sand planet by hachi / ghost rule by deco*27
monster by kira / hated by life itself by iori kanzaki
cause i'm a liar by mcki robyns p / honey i'm home by ghost
hole dwelling by kikuo / bring it on by giga
meteor by divela / seraphim on the ring by mitchie m
the court jester by thquib / casino by azari
king by kanaria / villain by teniwoha
lower by lanndo / phony by tsumiki
higanbana milk tea by vane / scapegoat by ghost
queen by kanaria / bug by kairiki bear
honorable mention bracket ::
electric angel by yasuo p (original), giga (giga arrange) / freely tomorrow by mitchie m
po pi po by lamaze p / go google it by wintermint p
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rock shooter by ryo / bacterial contamination by kanimiso p
i like you, i love you by gevanni p / first love academy âą school of true love by nem
(also a quick general note ! i don't have everything ready for a formal polished reveal at the time of posting this. i plan on updating this post with links to the songs and also a visual bracket when i have the time. they'll definitely be up soon, so make sure to check back in a bit for them ^^
i'll also make sure that reblogs are turned on for the final version!)
#vocaloid song showdown#sorry it's just a list for now i promise i'll update it and make it look nicer as soon as i get the chance :'D#i'll also add the playlists to the final post so those will finally be out soon too !#but for now it's just a quick little post to get the matchups out sooner rather than later since this is already kinda behind schedule :')#anyway it's still kinda bonkers to me that only one person nominated po pi po and electric angel#those songs used to be Everywhere it felt like#and unless i continually missed it no one sent in llevan polka :(#(to be fair itnisn't originally a vocaloid song. idk if i could fully qualify it bc of that but still shocked that it got no nominations)#oh also ! until i have the image finalized if anyone thinks any matchups should be tweaked at all feel free to lmk !#i was mostly judging popularity based on nominations and view count (reprints included) but it was hard to tell for some ???#like i remember a whole bunch of reprint channels getting deleted or privating all their videos and i'm sure that impacted some view counts#and rolling girl in particular has a lot less views than i thought it would ???#it's not a small amount by any means but it also seems to be on the higher side of the average for the final bracket songs#it was also unsurprisingly the most nominated song#so some of the matchups were a bit weird and wonky to put together fhdkfh#(especially echo actually too ? it got 2 nominations and barely made it but has the highest view count out of all the songs last i checked)#anyway all that to say if anyone wants to give feedback on the bracket pairings i'm open to it until i get the formal version up ( ^^)b#additionally if i missed any songs that should have some sort of warning please let me know fhdkdh#i added them only off the top of my head so i might've missed one#(the final version of this will have more specific warnings too. potential flash warnings as well)#EDIT :: changed up within 24 hours to up soon#i wish i could've had everything together within 24 hours but things came up and i need just a little more time :(#but i wanna get started on voting monday (february 27) for real this time ! no more putting it off :'D
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hello
#y010 made a thing#this is my first ever character playlist that i've put actual effort in#please give feedback if you can it'd be greatly appreciated#because i have barely any idea what im doing lmao#i'll post this on daily once i've got it figured out
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Genuine questions for for any artists out there, what do I think I need to do to improve my art? Because I feel like my last couple of drawings have all been on the same level.
For me I always wanted to find a way to add texture to my colors and I think I finally managed to do that with my last drawing (The Spoiler/Batgirl fusion drawing) and I will try to continue doing that for future drawings. So now Iâm looking for other things I can do to make my drawings more appealing to others (in-terms of how the drawing looks, not the idea of the drawing), so does anyone have any suggestions?
PS: all my drawings are done on Clip Paint Studio with only my laptopâs touchpad, so I donât use any kind of pens (yes, I know that puts me in a box.)
#asking this because another artist drew something very similar to one of my drawing after like 2 days of me posting it#yet mine barely got any feedback while theirs was definitely more popular#someone even made an article about it#and not gonna lie that kinda hurt lol#and I'm not going to act like my drawing was necessarily better than theirs#like AT ALL#but I would like to think both looked equally good in their own way#so I'm wondering why mine flopped even though it came out first#is there something I need to work on? Please tell me so
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Is cmi going to continue?đ„č
hi there!! i really want it to, but it depends a lot on you guys, too đ„ș so far it's not going too bad or super great, but i also don't wanna say or decide anything yet â i'll wait a lil, since it's a long chapter and it might take people some time to get through it!! will see how things are in a week or so. in any case, support it a lot, loves. i do mean it when i say you can absolutely spam me.. definitely don't wanna abandon them <3
#and i promise i usually don't do this but this time i had to bc life just got SO busy đ so there's barely any time left to write#so just wanna make sure i use that time for wips that we truly DO want yk!! yall send so many sweet messages every day đ„ș#about anything!! only the fic ones lessened a lil somehow but yeah i appreciate all you have to say hehe questions or praise or anything#also nobody has to do it ofc but i also appreciate it so much when some of you drop by and lmk they'll still read later bc they're busy#shows me that you really care and do want to support it and yeah đ„ș#don't be shy keep giving it love <3 meaning reblogs feedback asks.. makes me so happy mwah#also đ cmi11 is fkn awesome and cmi12 even more just saying hehehehehe đ#notes for rid đč#anon#fic: colour me in
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Why are there so many bots lately ???
Like ok, there's bots then there's empty, uncustomized blogs that look exactly like bots - if you can't be bothered to at least do one thing like even make a good url, then your ass is getting blocked.
#i'm sorry but i don't want bots on my blog so some people are getting blocked since i can't tell#i've been generous with super empty or inactive blogs who leave likes or just randos who like my masterlist and don't interact otherwise#although why are you liking my masterlist then dipping đ€ surely you got something to say about it#i barely ever get any feedback ever for the length and amount of likes i get on fics so i feel like i'm not asking for a lot#just make your blog look like it's been used by a human that's all preferably with age in bio đ#i close my eyes to a lot so pls just do this one thing kay? it's not hard it's how tumblr works#in my mean era at 6 am#momobani.writes
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Stacyâs Mom Has Got It Goinâ On ËÌŁÌŁ á”ÌŁÌŁÌŁÌŁÌŁÌŁ
Pairing: Husband!Rafe Cameron x Soccer-mom!Wife!Reader
Itâs not easy being a soccer-mom, especially when dads hit on you at every game as if youâre not married to Rafe.
Wc: 1,596
Fluff, Protective Rafe making an appearance, kinda pushy guy (idk what to say)
An: Iâve really wanted to write a fic based on this song, and this idea randomly popped into my head so! Am I using the names I wanna name my kids? Yes, yes I am.
Not proofread tbh
Feedback always appreciated lovelies!! xx
âIâll be back, âmkay doll?â
You hum in acknowledgement, eyes peering back at the field after looking up.
Your husband, Rafe leant down and places a firm kiss on your forehead.
âYeahhh, Daddyâs gonna be back, baby.â Rafe coos at your two year old, who was sitting on your lap, babbling freely while peering at him with her big doe eyes.
Rafe walks off the bleachers; in search of the concession stand to buy food for the three of you.
You brush your hand over your young daughterâs head, making sure her somewhat oversized hat is still covering her head entirely. Her hand wraps around your index finger.
It was oddly humid today, if you continued moving, youâd break a slight sweat. You can't even imagine what your daughter -Stacy must be feeling, running around on the large grassy field under the beaming bright sun.
You were proud of your baby girl though, nonetheless. And so was Rafe, of course.
You shout loudly when you notice the game is about to start, bellowing out a âGo Stacy!â
Stacyâs eyes easily found yours, for you and Rafe would always sit in the same spot on the bleachers.
Her eyes were slightly wide due to your shout, despite you and Rafe always cheering for her during her games.
Sheâs motioning for you to âshhâ, putting her fingers to her lips before getting into her position.
âWhich oneâs yours?â You hear to the left of you, the unknown voice makes you tear your eyes away from the field.
You smile shortly at the unfamiliar man next to you, âNumber 22.â
You canât help but notice how heâs rather scruffy looking, an odd contrast to your upkept husband with his neatly buzzed hair.
âMineâs number 13.â He says, flashing his teeth at you.
You gasp and shoot up a little, making you look down at your daughter on your lap. âValerieâs yours? Oh sheâs just the sweetest!â
The man chuckles, looking deeply in your eyes. This makes your eyebrows raise, slightly in confusion, but mostly in discomfort.
He hadnât done anything out of the norm, youâd randomly talk to the other moms around too, but something about him made you uncomfortable.
âMy name's Brandon, and yours?â
You introduce yourself briefly, before turning back towards the game.
His eyes dart to your left hand, looking for a ring, for any indication that you belong to someone else. He smiles sharply when he finds your fingers bare. This goes unnoticed by you.
Little does he know, you do have your ring on, just around your neck.
Your biggest fear was your youngest accidentally pulling off your ring, resulting in you losing it. Or, even worse: it pokes her eye or something of that nature.
You suppose you could be considered a âHelicopter-momâ at times, simply going to the extremes to make sure your kids are happy and healthy at every point in time.
Rafe is the exact same way, maybe even a little worse. But you knew he was just protective, he loves this life that he has with you, since he had no idea the two of you wouldâve been together for so long.
You had started dating Rafe when you were 18 and he was 19. It was good for the first few months, disregarding the few arguments that you had. But then, you had caught Rafe doing cocaine.
You donât think youâll ever be able to shake the look on his face from your memory.
You werenât supposed to be at the party, you said you were busy filling out college applications.
So when he was mid-line, and he saw you standing there all dolled up, watching him with glossy eyes, he felt his heart shatter into pieces.
You werenât supposed to find out, he wanted to keep this away from you, to keep you close to him.
He promised that he would try and stay sober for you, but eventually heâd give in every time the opportunity was in front of him. This resulted in several arguments, and surprisingly, a break up.
But things are different now. You both are in your 30âs, you got married, and of course, had two beautiful babies together.
Rafe knew heâd be crazy to fuck things up now, when he has the perfect life right in front of him.
Speaking of which; youâre really starting to wonder what the hell is taking him so long just to get some goddamn hotdogs and drinks.
Youâre bouncing your knee anxiously, which makes your daughter giggle. You wish she wasnât finding this amusing, but you know she canât help it.
âWell whoâs this cute girl, huh?â The man coos, tickling your daughterâs side.
âHer name is Noelle.â You huff, your mood quickly
shifting to do this stranger touching your daughter.
He lets out another chuckle, you wish you never had to hear it again. âSounds like youâre quoting Teenage Dirtbag to me.â
You give him a pointed look, youâre really getting sick of his pestering. âThatâs where I got it from.â
Abruptly, the crowd starts cheering madly. You look around and see Stacy's team celebrating briefly; they had just scored a goal.
You cheer and clap, grabbing Noelleâs chubby hands and making her raise her arms wildly while giggling with her.
âYâknow, Iâve been thinking. Maybe we could-â Before Brandon could finish his sentence, none other than Rafe Cameron comes stomping up the bleachers, huffing and puffing angrily.
He sits down and sighs, âGod, Iâm sorry babe. The line was so long! I swear Iâm going grey right now.â
âAnd I missed the goddamn play!â Rafe exclaims. He looks over at you and immediately goes quiet once he sees those wide baby eyes that look at him curiously.
âDa?â Noelle mutters, reaching her tiny hands towards Rafeâs larger ones.
âYeah. Daâs here babygirl, do you want your food? Huh sweet girl?â
Rafe hands you your food, setting his food aside so he can put Noelle in his lap. He begins to split half his hotdog in pieces for her.
You glance to the left, you notice Brandon looking like a fish out of water.
Rafe is the CEO of one of, if not the biggest business company around. And Brandon had just borderline harassed his wife, who was holding his child.
Brandon sneers at the two of you in silence while the game continues, nearly boiling at the fact that he couldnât have you.
Your head is laying on Rafeâs shoulders, youâre rubbing circles on Noelleâs shoulder as she settles down.
âEverything alright babe?â Rafe asks, trying to peer down at your face.
You untuck your necklace with your wedding ring from your shirt, fiddling with it. âYeah, now that youâre here Ray.â
Thereâs silence between the two of you for a few seconds.
ââŠWhat does that mean?â
You hesitate to answer, but you do regardless, âNothing! Itâs just uh..That guy next to me, was kinda like hassling me I guess.â
This makes Rafe straighten his back.
âHe do somethinâ to you doll?â Rafe questions in a whisper. You know you have about 30 seconds to try and calm him down before heâs banned from every soccer game left in the season.
âNo, okay? Iâm fine, itâs cool. I need you to calm down Ray.â
Rafeâs nose is flaring, âWhat about Ellie? Did he touch her?â
You feel your throat closing up, your heart is damn near pounding out of your chest.
You donât say anything to Rafe, but that look in your eyes tells him everything he needs to know.
You grab his bicep, trying to keep him grounded. Even though heâs changed, some parts of him havenât.
Rafe speaks lowly in your ear, but not too much to frighten you in any way. âIâll take care of it, okay? Donât worry yâpretty little head about it.â
Rafe presses a firm kiss against your cheek, then presses a softer one to your lips.
After 30 more minutes, and 2 more goals, Stacyâs team wins.
You and Rafe cheer loudly, letting out âThatâs our baby girl!â
You meet Stacy at the bottom of the bleachers, holding Noelle in your hand as the littlest claps her hands between Stacyâs face.
Youâre too busy congratulating your daughter to notice Rafe pulling Brandon aside while his daughter, Valerie is off talking to her friends.
Rafe puts a firm hand on his shoulder, âHey man.â
Brandon lets out a nervous laugh, âHey there, Rafe Cameron, right?â
âYeah, letâs keep this short. I better not see or hear you talking to my wife again, do you hear me? I donât give a shit what happened.â
Rafe continues shortly, âAnd keep your fucking hands to yourself, if I find out you touched my either of my daughters again, I swear to God himself Iâll put you under.â
The two men are holding eye contact, one looks with confidence and borderline rage, while the other looks with fear.
Rafe walks down the bleachers, meeting you and your girls.
âYou were amazing out there sweetheart!â Rafe smiles while pulling Stacy into a bear hug.
âJesus dad, youâre crushing me!â Stacy laughs with a slight wheeze.
Rafe ruffles her hair and puts his arm around your neck.
âAll good to go?â
You nod your head, and with that, the four of you begin to walk to Rafeâs parked car.
Rafe realizes that this isnât the first time youâve been hit on at a soccer game, or anywhere in fact. And this definitely wonât be the last.
Cause everybodyâs in love with Stacyâs mom.
#leeâs writing! âáą. Ì«.áąâ#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron x you#rafe cameron imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#outer banks#obx x reader#obx x you#outer banks imagine#Spotify
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âââ Kenji always spent so much time on the online meetings that the coach had him join. Hours of coach's rambling, and he couldn't even doze off because he would always call on someone like it was a damn history class. You decide to help Kenji and satisfy his boredom a little bit.
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Amidst the Battle
jacaerys velaryon x healer!reader
words: 8k
notes: non-canon events! not following the show's timeline. warnings: kissing, talk of war and wounds (i think that's all) feedback is appreciated!!
The acrid smell of smoke and blood hung heavy in the air as you made your way through the aftermath of the battle. Your eyes scanned the field, searching for survivors amidst the carnage. The sun was setting, casting long shadows across the war-torn landscape, when you spotted him.
A young man, barely clinging to life, his curled hair matted with blood and dirt. You approached cautiously, your heart racing as you realized who he was â Jacaerys Velaryon, the dragon rider, prince, and heir to the throne of Rhaenyra.
You knelt beside him, your trained hands quickly assessing his injuries. Multiple lacerations, a deep gash across his abdomen, and what appeared to be a broken arm. His breathing was shallow, each inhale a struggle. Without immediate care, he wouldnât survive the night.
âHold on,â you whispered, though you were unsure if he could hear you. âI've got you.â
With a strength born of necessity, you managed to lift him onto your cart. Your cottage wasn't far, and you prayed to the gods, old and new, that he would make it there alive. As you guided your horse along the bumpy path, your mind raced. Treating a Velaryon, especially one as prominent as Jacaerys, could have been seen as an act of treason depending on who emerged victorious in this war. But as you glanced back at his pale face, you knew you couldn't live with yourself if you left him to die.
The journey felt endless, but finally, your modest cottage came into view. With great effort, you managed to bring Jacaerys inside and lay him on your bed. You worked tirelessly through the night, cleaning his wounds, stitching gashes, and setting his broken arm. Your stores of herbs were nearly depleted by the time you finished, but as dawn broke, his breathing had steadied, and some color had returned to his face.
Exhausted, you slumped into a chair by the bedside. You allowed yourself a moment of rest, watching the rise and fall of his chest. In sleep, the hardness of battle faded from his features, revealing a young man not much older than yourself. With a wet cloth, you gently cleaned his face, wiping away the stains of dry blood and dirt from the battle.
As you continued to clean his face, you couldn't help but study his features more closely. His curled hair, now free from the grime of battle, fell in soft waves across your pillow. You noticed a small scar near his left eyebrow, wondering what tale it might tell. His strong jaw was softened in sleep, and you found yourself tracing the line of it with your eyes.
A sudden twitch of his hand startled you from your reverie. You held your breath, watching intently, but he didn't wake. Releasing a sigh, you realized how dangerous this situation truly was. Housing and healing the son of Rhaenyra Targaryen could have cost you your life if the wrong people found out.
Despite the dangers, you couldn't bring yourself to abandon Jacaerys to the impersonal care of a volunteer center. The prince's injuries were severe, and his condition delicate. Each day was a delicate dance of tending wounds, easing fevers, and ensuring he had enough nourishment to sustain his weakened body. The thought of him being at the mercy of soldiers or opportunistic enemies made your decision clear â his safety was worth the risk.
In the quiet moments between changing bandages and preparing meals, you wrestled with guilt and anxiety. Every noise outside your cottage, every unfamiliar visitor passing by, sent a jolt of fear through you. Would they discover him? Would someone recognize him?
You rarely left Jacaerys' side, tending to his wounds and watching for any signs of fever or infection. His condition remained precarious, teetering on the edge between life and death.
On the third day, as you were changing the dressing on his abdominal wound, Jacaerys stirred. His eyelids fluttered, and a low groan escaped his lips. You froze, your heart pounding in your chest as his eyes slowly opened, unfocused at first, then sharpening as they landed on you.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. You could see the confusion in his eyes, followed quickly by a flash of fear and suspicion. His body tensed, and he tried to move away from you, only to grimace in pain at the sudden movement.
âDon't,â you said softly, holding up your hands to show you meant no harm. âYou're badly injured. Any sudden movements could reopen your wounds.â
Jacaerys' eyes darted around the room, taking in his surroundings. When he spoke, his voice was hoarse and weak. âWhere am I? Who are you?â
His voice, while weak, sounded accusing, almost too sharp for it to match his tired expression. He could feel his throat dry and raw, each word an effort to push out. You reached for a cup of water nearby, offering it to him cautiously.
âHere,â you said, your voice gentle. âYou need to drink.â
Jacaerys eyed the cup suspiciously, his gaze flickering between it and your face. You could see the internal struggle playing out in his eyes - the desperate thirst warring with his ingrained mistrust.
âIt's just water,â you assured him, taking a small sip yourself to prove it. âYou've been unconscious for days. Your body needs hydration to heal.â
After a moment's hesitation, he nodded slightly. You carefully supported his head, helping him take small sips. As the cool water touched his lips, his eyes closed briefly in relief. When he'd had enough, you set the cup aside and settled back into your chair. Jacaerys watched your every move, his body still tense despite the obvious pain it caused him.
âYou didn't answer my questions,â he said, his voice a little clearer now. He ignored the grumbling of his stomach, having gotten used to being hungry because of the war.Â
You took a deep breath, considering your words carefully. The Prince's wariness was palpable, and you couldn't blame him given the circumstances.
âYou're in my cottage,â you explained softly. âI found you on the battlefield three days ago, gravely wounded. I brought you here to treat your injuries.â
Jacaerys' eyes narrowed, suspicion evident in every line of his face. âAnd you just happened to stumble upon me? Why would you risk treating an enemy soldier?â
You met his gaze steadily. âI don't see enemies on the battlefield, my Prince. Only people in need of help. It's my duty to heal, regardless of allegiances.â
A flicker of surprise crossed his face at your use of his title, but it was quickly replaced by a guarded expression. âHow do I know you're not holding me for ransom? Or waiting to turn me over to my enemies?â
You sighed, feeling a mixture of frustration and understanding. âIf that were my intention, I wouldn't have spent the last three days fighting to keep you alive. Your wounds were severe, my Prince. You very nearly died.â
He seemed to consider this, his eyes roaming over the bandages covering his body. A grimace of pain crossed his face as he shifted slightly. âAnd what do you expect in return for your... kindness?â he asked, the last word tinged with sarcasm.
âNothing,â you replied simply. âYour recovery is payment enough.â
Jacaerys scoffed, wincing at the movement. âNo one does anything for nothing in this world.â
You stood, moving to a small table where you'd prepared a simple broth. âBelieve what you will, my Prince.â
He stayed silent, his eyes scanning your features. As you turned back to Jacaerys with the bowl of broth, you noticed his eyes following your every move. The suspicion in his gaze hadn't lessened, but there was a hint of something else now - perhaps curiosity, or simply the weariness of a man too exhausted to maintain his guard fully.
âYou should eat,â you said, approaching the bed slowly. âYour body needs nourishment to heal.â
Jacaerys eyed the bowl warily. âAnd how do I know it's not poisoned?â he asked, his voice still rough.
You resisted the urge to sigh. Instead, you took a small sip of the broth yourself. âSee? Not poisoned. Though I suppose if you're determined to believe the worst of me, you could argue I've built up an immunity.â
A flicker of something - maybe amusement? - passed across Jacaerys' face, but it was gone in an instant. He took the bowl from you with his good hand, careful not to let his fingers brush against yours. As you turned to take his glass, with the intention of getting him more water, you noticed him trying to push himself up into a sitting position. His face paled with the effort, a sheen of sweat breaking out on his forehead.
âPlease,â you said, setting the bowl aside and moving to help him. âLet me-â
âDon't touch me,â he snapped, his voice strained. âI can manage on my own.â
âBut-â
Jacaerys ignored you, gritting his teeth as he finally managed to prop himself up against the headboard. He was breathing heavily from the exertion, his good hand pressed against his bandaged abdomen.
You waited patiently for him to recover, then offered the bowl of broth once more. This time, he took it with a curt nod, though his hand trembled slightly as he brought the spoon to his lips.
As he ate, you busied yourself around the small room, straightening things and gathering fresh bandages. You could feel his eyes on you, tracking your movements.
âWhat's your name?â he asked suddenly, breaking the tense silence.
You turned to face him, surprised by the question. âIt's Y/n,â you replied.
Jacaerys nodded slightly, his face unreadable. âYou will be compensated, once I am fully healed.â
You shook your head gently, a small smile playing on your lips. âThat's not necessary, my Prince. As I said before, your recovery is payment enough.â
Jacaerys frowned, his brow furrowing. âI insist. I won't be indebted to anyone, especially not...â He trailed off, seemingly catching himself before saying something potentially offensive.
âEspecially not a commoner?â you finished for him, your tone mild but with a hint of challenge. âOr perhaps you meant to say 'especially not someone who could be an enemy'?â
The prince had the grace to look slightly abashed, though he quickly masked it with a scowl. âYou can't blame me for being cautious. These are dangerous times.â
You nodded, acknowledging his point. âIndeed they are. Which is why I hope you can understand my reluctance to accept payment. I have no desire to be seen as profiting from this war, regardless of which side emerges victorious.â
Jacaerys studied you for a long moment, his dark eyes searching your face. âYou're either very noble or very foolish,â he said finally.
âPerhaps a bit of both,â you replied with a wry smile. âNow, if you've finished eating, I need to change your bandages again.â
As you gathered the necessary supplies, Jacaerys watched you warily. âYou never answered my question about where we are,â he said.
You paused, âWe're in a small village near the God's Eye,â you said finally.Â
His jaw tightened, but he didn't press further. As you began to work on his bandages, he remained tense, flinching slightly at your touch despite your efforts to be gentle.
You could see him squirm from the corner of your eye as your hands removed the bandage that covered the gash on his abdomen, he moved his hand to the sheets, tightly clasping them as an attempt of relief at the pain.
As you carefully peeled away the bandage, Jacaerys inhaled sharply, his muscles tensing beneath your touch. You paused, looking up at him with concern.
âI'm sorry,â you said softly. âI know it hurts. I'll try to be as gentle as possible.â
Jacaerys clenched his jaw, his eyes fixed on a point somewhere above your head. âJust get on with it,â he muttered through gritted teeth.
You nodded, returning your attention to the wound. The gash was deep, running from just below his ribs to his hip. The stitches you'd placed held firm, but the skin around them was angry and red. You frowned, silently starting to clean it gently with a herb-infused solution, feeling Jacaerys flinch and hold back a pained grunt with each touch.
âHow long might this take?â he broke the silence after youâd adjusted his posture on the bed to wrap the new bandage around his torso.Â
âI am almost done, my Prince.â
âNo, how long until I can fight again?â
You paused, your hands stilling on the bandage. Looking up at Jacaerys, you saw determination burning in his eyes, mixed with a hint of desperation. You took a deep breath, considering your words carefully.
âMy Prince,â you began gently, âyour injuries are severe. The gash on your abdomen alone will take weeks, if not months, to heal completely. And that's not considering your broken arm or the other lacerations.â
Jacaerys' face darkened, his good hand clenching into a fist. âWeeks? Months? I don't have that kind of time. The war-â
âWill still be there when you're healed,â you interrupted, your voice firm but kind. âFighting in your current condition would be a death sentence, my Prince. You'd be more of a liability than an asset on the battlefield.â
His eyes flashed with anger, but you held his gaze steadily. After a moment, he looked away, his shoulders slumping slightly.
âYou don't understand,â he said, his voice low and tense. He didnât say anything else, lifting his arms so you could start to wrap the clean bandage.Â
The silence that followed Jacaerys' words was heavy with unspoken thoughts and shared tension. His frustration was palpable, each breath he took a reminder of the pain he was in and the urgency he felt. As you continued to wrap the bandage around his torso, your fingers worked with practiced precision, yet you could feel the tight coil of tension in every muscle beneath your touch.
His skin was warm, the heat of fever not entirely gone, and as you wound the clean linen around his abdomen, you could see the fine lines of strain on his face, the way his jaw clenched against the discomfort. You tried to be as gentle as possible, but each movement seemed to draw a wince from him, a reminder of the toll the battle had taken.
âItâs not too tight, is it?â you asked, breaking the silence.
As you finished wrapping the bandage, Jacaerys gave a curt nod. âIt's fine,â he said, his voice tight.
You could see the strain in his eyes, the way he held himself rigidly to avoid showing any sign of weakness. Gently, you helped him lean back against the pillows, ignoring his mumbled protests.
âYou need to rest,â you said softly. âYour body has been through a tremendous ordeal.â
Jacaerys closed his eyes, exhaling slowly. When he opened them again, the anger had faded, replaced by a bone-deep weariness. âHow am I supposed to rest when my family, my people, are out there fighting and dying?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Your heart ached at the pain in his words. Carefully, you sat on the edge of the bed, making sure to give him space. âBy remembering that you're no use to them dead,â you replied gently.
âI do not wish to rest,â he struggled to push himself onto a sitting position, trying to get his legs off of the bed. He let out a grunt and a small whine at the pain, immediately stopping to place his good hand over the newly placed bandage.Â
âSee?â you said, âYou canât even sit without hurting yourself.â
Jacaerys clenched his jaw, frustration evident in every line of his face. âI've endured worse,â he said through gritted teeth, but he made no further attempt to move.
You sighed softly, understanding his determination but worried about the toll it was taking on his body. You stood, settling yourself before him and placing your hands on his shoulders. âYou need to rest.â
âIâve been resting for days!âÂ
You gave him a look which made him shut his mouth. Before he could protest any further, you applied pressure on his shoulders, making his body follow suit to your moves, and you laid him back down on the bed. âI will get you more supper, my Prince.â
As you gently guided Jacaerys back onto the bed, you could feel the tension in his muscles, the reluctance in every inch of his body. His eyes, dark with frustration and pain, followed you as you moved away.
âI don't need more food,â he said, his voice low and strained. âI need to be out there, fighting alongside my family.â
You paused at the door, turning back to face him. The sight of him, pale and drawn against the pillows, made your heart ache. âMy Prince,â you said softly, âI understand your desire to rejoin the fight. But right now, the best thing you can do for your family is to heal.â
Jacaerys let out a bitter laugh that turned into a wince of pain. As you busied yourself preparing the simple meal, you could hear Jacaerys shifting restlessly on the bed. His impatience was palpable, filling the small room with an almost tangible energy. When you returned with a steaming bowl and a chunk of crusty bread, you found him staring at the ceiling, his good hand clenched into a fist at his side.
Jacaerys allowed you to adjust the pillows behind him, wincing slightly as he leaned back. âI can feed myself,â he said quickly as you reached for the spoon.
You nodded, stepping back to give him space. âOf course, my Prince. Just... take it slowly. Your body is still healing.â
He shot you a look that was part irritation, part grudging acceptance. As he began to eat, you busied yourself tidying the room, keeping a watchful eye on him without being too obvious about it.
âTell me about the war,â Jacaerys said suddenly, breaking the silence. âWhat news have you heard?â
You hesitated, unsure how much to share. âI... I don't know much, My Prince. We're quite isolated here, and news travels slowly.â
His eyes narrowed, sensing your reluctance. âBut you must have heard something. Please, I need to know what's happening out there.â
Sighing softly, you perched on the edge of the bed. âThe last I heard, the fighting had spread to the Riverlands. There were rumors of a great battle near Harrenhal, but I don't know the outcome.â
Jacaerys' face tightened, his spoon clattering against the bowl as his hand shook slightly. âWhatâs wrong?â you immediately asked. He shook his head.
Your hand quickly moved to his forehead, seeing that his fever had gone up since you last checked. Jacaerys' skin was warm to the touch, a worrying sign that the fever, which had seemed to abate, was now surging again. You frowned, your healer's instincts kicking in. He swatted your hand away weakly, but you persisted, feeling the heat radiating from him.
âYou're burning up,â you murmured, more to yourself than to him. âI need to bring your fever down before it gets any worse.â
He sighed, relaxing onto the pillow, finally giving up trying to convince you to let him get up. You left the room to get herbal medicine and a wet towel, lowering yourself to the edge of the bed to place the cloth over his forehead. He shut his eyes at the contact.Â
The cloth felt cool against Jacaerys' fevered skin, and he let out a slow, shaky breath as his eyes closed. You could see the tension gradually easing from his body, though his brow remained furrowed with discomfort.
âThank you,â he mumbled, barely audible, his voice thick with weariness.
Without thinking, you reached out, placing your hand over his. Jacaerys looked down at your hand, his expression unreadable. For a moment, you thought he might pull away, but instead, he took a deep breath, some of the tension leaving his body.
He swallowed the thick medicine, making a sour face before picking up his spoon again. As he resumed eating, you noticed a slight tremor in his hand, fatigue already setting in from the simple act of feeding himself. But you knew better than to offer help again, recognizing his need to maintain some sense of independence. Your hand was still in his, you tried not to pay much mind to it, he was wounded after all.Â
You watched Jacaerys closely as he struggled to finish his meal, concern etching lines on your face. The renewed fever worried you, a sign that his body was still fighting hard against infection. As he set the spoon down, his hand shaking with the effort, you gently took the bowl from him.
âThat's enough for now,â you said softly. âYou need to rest.â
Jacaerys opened his mouth as if to protest, but then closed it, nodding weakly. The fight seemed to have gone out of him, replaced by a bone-deep weariness that tugged at your heart.
âI'm sorry,â he murmured, his eyes heavy-lidded. âI thought I was getting stronger.â
You shook your head, adjusting the cool cloth on his forehead. âGet some sleep.â His fingers tightened around yours, a small gesture of acknowledgment. You sat there in silence, holding his hand as his breathing gradually evened out into sleep.Â
As dawn broke, you stirred from your uncomfortable position in the chair by Jacaerys' bedside. You hadn't meant to fall asleep there, but exhaustion had finally claimed you. Your hand was still entwined with his, and you gently extricated yourself, hoping not to wake him.
Jacaerys' face was peaceful in sleep, the lines of pain and worry smoothed away. His curls were tousled against the pillow, and you resisted the urge to brush them back from his forehead. Instead, you carefully checked his temperature, relieved to find the fever had broken during the night.Â
Jacaerys stirred slightly, a soft murmur escaping his lips, but he didnât wake. You noticed the lines of tension easing from his face, his breathing steady and deep. It was a small victory, but in times of war, even the smallest victories mattered.
Leaving the room quietly, you headed to the small kitchen area to prepare breakfast. You moved with practiced ease, gathering the few ingredients you had. The war had made supplies scarce, and youâd been careful to ration what little you had left.Â
When you returned with a simple meal of bread, cheese, and a few herbs, Jacaerys was awake, propped up against the pillows, looking slightly less tense than the night before. His eyes followed you as you set the food down on a small table beside the bed.
âGood morrow,â he mumbled, reaching for the bread like a starved man.Â
You offered him a small smile, relieved to see him awake and seemingly better. âGood morrow, my Prince. How are you feeling?â
Jacaerys didn't answer immediately, instead taking a small bite of the bread and chewing thoughtfully. âBetter,â he finally admitted, though his voice was still hoarse and weak. âThank you.â
You nodded, pouring him a cup of water and placing it within easy reach. âYou're welcome. Your fever broke during the night, which is a good sign.â
He grunted in response, focusing on finishing the bread. After a few moments of silence, during which you busied yourself tidying up, he spoke again.
âDo you live by yourself?â
âYes, my Prince.â you nodded.
He furrowed his brows, making a face and stopping his chewing to shake his head. âEnough with the formalities, youâre not my servant,â he took a sip of the water, âSimply call me by my name.â
âJacaerys,â you said softly, testing the name on your tongue. It felt strange yet oddly comforting to address him so casually. âAnd yes, I live alone here.â
He nodded slightly, seeming to relax marginally at the use of his name. âWhy did you become such a good healer?â he asked after a moment, his voice still rough but curious.
You considered his question, moving to sit on the edge of the bed opposite him. âI suppose it was a calling of sorts,â you began, your gaze thoughtful. âI grew up in a small village not far from here. My mother was a healer herself, and she taught me everything she knew.â
Jacaerys listened quietly, his eyes fixed on your face. As you gazed at each other, something shifted in the air between you. Jacaerys' eyes dropped to your lips for a fraction of a second before meeting your gaze again.Â
There was a vulnerability in his eyes that belied the prince he was supposed to be, a young man laid low by wounds and circumstance. You found yourself drawn to him in a way that surprised you, a healer's compassion mixing with something deeper, something unbidden.
âMy mother always believed healing was a gift,â you continued, breaking the silence that had settled between you. âShe taught me that every life saved was a victory against darkness and despair.â
Jacaerys nodded slowly, his expression unreadable. âAnd you chose to follow in her footsteps,â he murmured, more a statement than a question.
âNo... I-,â you replied softly. âI am simply a commoner,â
âYouâre not spoken for?â
The question took you by surprise, it mustâve shown on your face by the way Jacaerys scurried to clarify. âI was just curious-â
âI... no, Iâm not,â you replied, caught off guard by his sudden inquiry.
Jacaerys hesitated for a moment, his gaze flickering away before returning to meet yours. âItâs just... unusual, for someone like you,â he said carefully.
âSomeone like me?â
He seemed to panic for a second, eyes widening for a beat before he cleared his throat, âI mean, youâre very kind.â he clarified, though his gaze remained steady on yours.Â
You felt a slight flush rise to your cheeks at Jacaerys' words. The idea of being courted had always felt distant and almost foreign to you. Life in a small village near the God's Eye had been quiet and isolated, focused on survival rather than romance or social niceties. Most of the men you knew had gone off to fight in the war, leaving little time or opportunity for such things.
âI... thank you,â you managed to reply, your voice a touch quieter than before.Â
As he finished the last of the bread, Jacaerys set the plate aside, his fingers brushing lightly against the edge of the table. His eyes, still heavy with fatigue but clearer than they had been in days, studied you with a mixture of curiosity and something else you couldn't quite identify.
âTell me more about yourself,â he said softly, breaking the silence that had settled between you. âHow did you come to live here, alone?â
You hesitated, caught off guard by his sudden interest. âIt's not a very exciting tale, I'm afraid,â you replied, a small smile tugging at your lips. âAfter my mother passed, I inherited this cottage. It's been my home ever since.â
Jacaerys nodded, his brow furrowing slightly. âI am sorry, she sounds like a very kind woman,â
âItâs alright, it was years ago.â you paused, his chest heaved, lost in thought he bit the inside of his lip.Â
âIâm sorry about your brother.â
He was silent for a moment, his expression unreadable. Then, to your surprise, he smiled. It was a small thing, just a slight upturn of his lips, but it transformed his face, softening the hard lines of battle and pain. âThank you.â
Over the next few weeks, as Jacaerys' strength slowly returned, you fell into a comfortable routine. You would bring him meals, change his bandages, and help him with gentle exercises to regain his mobility. And in between these tasks, you talked.
Jacaerys, you discovered, was insatiably curious. He asked you about your life, your work, your thoughts on everything from the changing seasons to the intricacies of herbal remedies. At first, you were hesitant, unused to someone taking such an interest in your opinions. But gradually, you found yourself opening up, sharing stories of your childhood, your mother's teachings, the quiet joys and sorrows of your solitary life.
In turn, Jacaerys spoke of his own experiences, though he was careful to avoid mentioning anything too specific about the ongoing war. He told you of his love for flying, the exhilaration of soaring through the clouds on dragonback. He described the beauty of Driftmark, his family's ancestral home, with its shimmering waters and grand halls.
As the days passed, you found yourself looking forward to these conversations more and more. There was something about Jacaerys that put you at ease, despite his royal status. His quick wit and genuine interest in your thoughts made you feel seen in a way you never had before.
His arm had healed, the gash on his stomach still required careful tending, but it was gradually mending.
One day, as you were tending to the herb garden outside your cottage, you heard the sound of footsteps behind you. Turning, you saw Jacaerys standing in the doorway, leaning heavily on a makeshift cane you had fashioned for him so it wouldnât hurt to walk. He looked stronger, more resolute, though still pale and somewhat fragile.
âYou're up,â you said, a hint of surprise in your voice. âI didn't hear you come out.â
Jacaerys offered a small smile, his gaze sweeping over the garden. âI didn't want to disturb you,â he replied. âYou looked... peaceful. I thought you might need some company,â he said, his voice lighter than it had been in days.
You smiled warmly, gesturing for him to join you. âI could always use an extra pair of hands,âÂ
He nodded, making his way slowly to where you were kneeling among the herbs. He grunted as he joined your position, hand cradling his bandage in discomfort, âWhat shall I do?â
As Jacaerys settled beside you in the herb garden, you couldn't help but notice how different he looked in the soft afternoon light. The sun caught in his curls, giving them a golden sheen, and his eyes seemed brighter, more alive than you'd seen them since he first woke in your cottage.
âHere,â you said, handing him a small trowel. âWe need to thin out these chamomile plants. They're growing too close together.â
Jacaerys took the tool, his fingers brushing against yours for a moment. You felt a small jolt at the contact, but quickly pushed the feeling aside.
âLike this?â he asked, carefully digging around one of the smaller plants.
You nodded, watching as he worked. His movements were slow and a bit clumsy, but he approached the task with the same determination you'd seen in his eyes when he spoke of returning to battle.
âYou're a natural,â you said, offering an encouraging smile. âI imagine it's quite different from wielding a sword or riding a dragon.â
Jacaerys chuckled softly, the sound warming something deep inside you. âIndeed it is,â he replied.
You worked in silence for a while, the only sounds were the rustling of leaves and the distant chirping of birds. Every so often, you'd steal a glance at Jacaerys, marveling at how at ease he seemed in this simple task.
âTell me,â he said suddenly, breaking the silence, hands threading the weeds as he stole glances at your own hands to mirror your movements. âIf you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?â
The question caught you off guard. You'd never really thought about leaving your small corner of the world before. You hummed, âI... I'm not sure,â you admitted. âI've never been far from here.â
Jacaerys looked up from his work, his eyes meeting yours. âSurely you must have dreamed of other places?â
You considered for a moment, your hands continuing to work almost of their own accord. âI suppose... I've always been curious about Oldtown,â you said finally. âThe Citadel, with all its knowledge and learning. It must be amazing.â
Jacaerys nodded, a thoughtful expression on his face. âIt is,â he said softly. âThe libraries there are unlike anything you've ever seen. Shelves upon shelves of books, stretching as far as the eye can see.â
âYou've been there?â you asked, unable to keep the awe from your voice.
He smiled, a hint of sadness in his eyes. âOnce, when I was younger. Before...â he trailed off, his gaze turning distant.
You understood. Before the war, before the weight of his responsibilities had fully settled on his shoulders.
âPerhaps...â Jacaerys began, then hesitated. âPerhaps when this is all over, you could see it for yourself.â
Your heart skipped a beat at his words. The idea was so foreign, so impossible, and yet... the way he said it made it seem almost within reach. The thought of Jacaerys showing you around Oldtown, of exploring those vast libraries together, sent a thrill through you that you couldn't quite ignore.
âI... I would like that,â you replied softly, meeting his gaze with a mixture of gratitude and something else you couldn't quite define.
Jacaerys smiled, a genuine expression that reached his eyes. âGood,â he said, his voice tinged with warmth. âIt's a promise, then.â
Jacaerys' eyes met yours again, and for a moment, you felt as if you were teetering on the edge of something vast and unknowable. The air between you seemed to thicken, charged with unspoken possibilities.
But then Jacaerys winced, his hand going to his side where you knew his wound still pained him. The moment shattered, reality rushing back in.
âWe should get you back inside,â you said, your healer's instincts taking over. âYou've been out here too long.â
Jacaerys nodded, allowing you to help him to his feet with a pained sound from his throat. As you made your way back to the cottage, his arm around your shoulders for support, you couldn't shake the feeling that, even though he was still in pain as of now, heâd eventually have to leave for war again.
Your thoughts raced as you helped Jacaerys back inside the cottage, his weight leaning heavily on you despite his efforts to remain upright after having strained himself into a bad position for his wounds. The image of him in pain, yet determined to return to the battlefield, haunted you. You knew his wounds were healing, but not fast enough for him, not when his heart and mind were still with his family and the war effort.
Inside, you guided him back to the bed, where he eased himself down with a grunt of pain. His face was drawn, his breath coming in shallow gasps as he settled against the pillows.
âYou shouldn't have pushed yourself,â you said softly, your voice tinged with concern as you adjusted the pillows behind him.
Jacaerys spoke, his voice strained. âI can't just stay idle while others fight and die.â
You sighed, sitting beside him on the bed. âI understand your need to fight, Jacaerys. But you're not yet strong enough. Rushing back into battle could do more harm than good.â
His eyes searched for yours, frustration and determination warring within them. âBut every day that passes, I feel more useless,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
âYou're not useless,â you countered gently, your hand reaching out to grasp his.Â
Jacaerys sighed heavily, his fingers tightening around yours.Â
For a long moment, Jacaerys was silent, his gaze fixed on some distant point. The tension in his body slowly eased, his fingers relaxing slightly around yours. âI don't want to be weak,â he admitted quietly, almost to himself.
âYou're not weak, Jacaerys,â you said firmly, meeting his eyes. âYou're healing,â you continued softly, squeezing his hand gently. âIt takes time. And taking the time you need now will make you stronger in the long run.â
Jacaerys looked down at your intertwined hands, his expression conflicted. âI've always been taught that strength is in action, not in rest,â he murmured, more to himself than to you.
âStrength is also in knowing when to rest,â you replied gently.
As Jacaerys looked up at you, his eyes softened. Slowly, almost hesitantly, he reached out with his free hand to gently cup your cheek. Letting out a sound that sounded almost like a plea, he pulled your face down to meet his.Â
The first brush of his lips sent a shiver through you, a gentle exploration that spoke volumes of unspoken emotions. Jacaerys' lips were warm and soft, molding against yours with a hunger that mirrored your own. His fingers threaded through your hair, pulling you closer, as if afraid to let go of this fragile moment.
You responded instinctively, leaning into him, your hand finding its place against his chest. Beneath your touch, you felt the steady beat of his heart, strong and steady, echoing the rhythm of your own pulse. The scent of earth and herbs mingled with the subtle fragrance of his skin, creating a heady mix that enveloped you both.
He furrowed his brows, trying to focus on the kiss and not his inexperience. Heâd spent most of his teen years fighting in wars, after all.Â
His lips moved tentatively against yours, a mixture of desire and uncertainty evident in his touch. His hand remained on your cheek, his thumb gently caressing your skin as if trying to commit every detail of this moment to memory.
His touch is tender, and his kiss carries a mix of uncertainty and desire. You can feel his heartbeat beneath your hand. Perhaps he's been so focused on duty and honor that he's only now allowing himself to explore softer, more vulnerable emotions. He kisses you as if itâs the last thing he will ever do, not hungry enough to be lust but soft enough for your mind to swirl with possibilities of why your heart feels fluttery in your chest.Â
But then, as Jacaerys shifted his position ever so slightly, a sharp intake of breath escaped him. His hand instinctively moved from your cheek to clutch at his side, where the lingering pain from his wound had suddenly flared up.
You pulled back immediately, concern etched on your face. âAre you alright?â Your voice carried a mixture of worry and compassion.
He winced, his features tense with pain. âIt's nothing,â he managed through gritted teeth, trying to reassure you even as he struggled to catch his breath.Â
âI just... I wanted...â Jacaerys's voice trailed off, frustration evident in his eyes as he looked away, unable to finish his thought.
You gently placed your hand on Jacaerys's shoulder, silently urging him to rest against the pillows. His brow furrowed with pain as he settled back, his breathing still labored. The moment of intimacy between you both had faded into the background, replaced by the urgent need to tend to his worsening pain.
âIt's alright,â you assured him softly, your fingers brushing lightly over his forehead. âJust breathe. Let the pain pass.â
Jacaerys closed his eyes briefly, focusing on regulating his breath. You followed the usual routine, giving him pain-killing medicine, stepping out of the room while he changed into your old fatherâs clothes, and continuing to provide the healing and care he needed in the following days. The conversation about the kiss was long gone.
As the days passed, Jacaerys continued to heal under your careful attention. The gash on his stomach gradually closed, leaving behind a thin scar that was appearing. His arm, once injured and immobile, regained strength. He was practically healed.
As Jacaerys's physical condition improved, a palpable tension grew between you both. The memory of that tender kiss lingered, unspoken but ever-present in the air. You found yourself stealing glances at him when you thought he wasn't looking, your heart fluttering at the sight of his tousled curls or the way his brow furrowed in concentration as he read one of your few books.
Jacaerys, too, seemed more aware of your presence. His eyes would follow you as you moved about the cottage, and his hand would often linger a moment too long when you passed him things. Yet neither of you spoke of what had happened, as if addressing it might somehow break the fragile peace you had found.
One morning, you awoke to find Jacaerys standing by the window, his posture tense and alert. He ran his hands through his hair in stress, wearing the same clothes you found him in the day you took him into your care. Your heart sank as you realized what this meant.
âJacaerys?â you said softly, approaching him.
He turned to face you, his expression a mix of determination and regret. âY/n,â he began, his voice low and serious. âI must return to the war.â
A part of you had anticipated this moment would come, but you dreaded it. You had known from the beginning that Jacaerys was not just any injured soldier seeking refuge â he was a prince, with responsibilities that extended far beyond the confines of your quiet garden.
You approached him slowly, reaching out to gently touch his arm. âJacaerys, rushing back into battleââ
He cut you off gently, his eyes meeting yours with a mixture of gratitude and resolve. âI need to do this,â he said firmly. âThey need to know that I haven't abandoned them.â
You sighed softly, âI understand,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper.Â
Jacaerys's expression softened, his hand coming up to your chin. His eyes scanning your face for a few seconds, trying to memorize every freckle, every detail he possibly could before he left again.Â
For a moment, you both stood there, the weight of unspoken words hanging between you. Then, with a sudden urgency, Jacaerys leaned in and pressed his lips to yours, his eyes fluttering closed as his lips met yours. The kiss was urgent, passionate, filled with all the unspoken emotions that had built up between you. His lips were warm and soft against yours, moving with a newfound confidence and intensity.
One of his hands cupped your face gently, his thumb caressing your cheek, while the other arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to him. You could feel the heat of his body against yours, the steady beat of his heart echoing your own racing pulse.
The kiss deepened, Jacaerys tilting his head slightly to better capture your lips. There was a hint of desperation in the way he kissed you, as if he was trying to memorize every sensation, every taste, every feeling. His tongue gently traced your bottom lip, seeking permission, which you granted with a soft sigh.
As the kiss intensified, you found your hands moving of their own accord - one threading through his soft curls, the other gripping the fabric of his shirt at his chest. The scent of him enveloped you - a mixture of herbs from your garden, the earthiness of the forest, and something uniquely Jacaerys.
Time seemed to stand still as you lost yourself in the kiss. It was bittersweet, filled with the joy of finally giving in to your feelings, but tinged with the sadness of knowing it might be a goodbye. Jacaerys kissed you as if it was both the first and last time, pouring every ounce of his gratitude, affection, and regret into this one moment.
When you finally broke apart, both slightly breathless, Jacaerys rested his forehead against yours. Silently, he moved his hands to your wrist, gently untying one of your bracelets and nudging your fingers with his. He held the bracelet in his hand for a moment, running his thumb over the woven threads.
âMay I keep this?â he asked softly, his eyes meeting yours.
You nodded, unable to find words as emotion welled up in your throat. Jacaerys carefully tucked the bracelet into a pocket, as if it were a precious treasure.Â
He grasped your face in his hands again, planting a soft kiss on your forehead. Lingering, he moved down to your cheeks, your nose, the corner of your mouth. He kissed every inch of your face, his eyes furrowed close as if he was trying to forget where he was going â if he was ever going to see you again. Finally, he reached your mouth again, giving you a slow kiss.
Jacaerys stepped back. He took a deep breath, squaring his shoulders as if preparing to face the world beyond your cottage. Unable to trust your voice to respond, you reached out and gently squeezed his hand, conveying your own gratitude and a silent farewell.
With a final, lingering look, Jacaerys turned away and made his way out of the cottage, his steps steadier than they had been in weeks. You watched him go, feeling a mix of pride and sadness as he disappeared from view. Alone once more in the quiet of your cottage, you leaned against the doorframe, your heart heavy with the weight of his absence. The memory of his touch lingered on your skin, his kiss still warm against your lips.
Months passed in a blur of uncertainty and waiting. As the war waged on, your heart remained tethered to Jacaerys, hoping and praying for his safety. You tended to your garden with a quiet determination, finding solace in the familiar rhythms of nature amid the turmoil beyond your cottage walls. Everytime a new black soldier came for aid at the care center, youâd sneakily ask about the war, for news, for numbers of wounded and dead â anything you could grasp onto.
News of the war's eventual end arrived like a bittersweet whisper, bringing relief mingled with sorrow for the lives lost. Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, as you continued your solitary existence, never quite giving up hope that one day Jacaerys might return.
Then, on a crisp morning that carried the promise of autumn, a knock echoed through your cottage. Startled, you set down your gardening tools and hurried to the door. When you opened it, your breath caught in your throat.
There stood Jacaerys, his once-pristine armor now battered and bloodied, a testament to the trials he had faced. His hair was unkempt, his face lined with weariness, but his eyes held a familiar spark of determination and relief as they met yours.
âY/n,â he breathed, his voice hoarse but filled with emotion.
A rush of emotions flooded through you â joy, disbelief, and an overwhelming sense of relief that he had returned to you. Without a word, you threw your arms around him, holding him close as if afraid he might vanish again.
Jacaerys held you just as tightly, his arms wrapping around you as if seeking reassurance that you were real. âI'm here,â he murmured against your hair, his voice thick with exhaustion and gratitude.
Together, you stepped inside the cottage, the weight of the past months hanging in the air but overshadowed by the sheer relief of being reunited. Jacaerys sank into a chair, and you fetched a basin of water and a cloth to tend to his wounds. As you cleaned the blood and grime from his face and hands, your touch was gentle, conveying a silent understanding of all he had endured.
Once cleaned up, Jacaerys looked around the familiar surroundings of your cottage, a sense of peace settling over him. âIt feels like a lifetime since I was last here,â he admitted softly, his eyes meeting yours.
You nodded, sitting beside him and taking his hand in yours. Your instinct made your hands  immediately go to his forearm, a cut that was no longer bleeding on it, tenderly tracing over the healed wound, feeling the scar that marked him.
âI'm glad you're back,â you murmured, your voice filled with a mixture of relief and lingering concern. He took your hand in his, his eyes searching yours with earnest intensity.Â
âI want to stay,â he said quietly, his voice steady yet filled with vulnerability. âHere, with you.â
You squeezed his shoulder, a grin plastered on your face as he mirrored your movements.Â
âLet me tend to your wounds,â you said softly, guiding him to sit by the hearth where you had once helped him find refuge. Jacaerys lowered himself gratefully, wincing slightly as he settled, his armor clinking softly with the movement. The air was thick with unspoken emotions, a delicate balance of relief and the weight of their shared experiences.
You fetched fresh water and clean cloths, moving with practiced care as you began to clean the grime and blood from his face and hands. Each gentle touch spoke of the months apart, of your worry and hope intertwined.Â
Jacaerys watched you silently, his expression a mixture of exhaustion and gratitude, much like the first time you had tended to him.
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I have finally decided to not post my art on Twitter anymore! Made an announcement that it will be an inactive blog from now on and that I'll focus on my tumblr, insta and bluesky instead! âš
Ngl, it was a freeing decision to not give this hellsite any more of my work and time
#vee talks#leaving twitter#i never really quite found my footing as an artist there anyway and my stuff barely got any feedback or interaction at all#because of the dumbass algorithms#so why waste my time and energy with a platform that is being aweful to artists anyway#byebye muskrat i hate what u did with the place#anyway#more time for my other platforms
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never say sorry -sub!art donaldson x fem!reader smut
notes- this was literally supposed to be super short but i got carried away cause i am a whore (and proud of it)
cw- art is a little insecure:( , mentions of him having sex with tashi before (NO TASHI SLANDER I LOVE MY GIRL BUT IT'S FOR THE PLOTđ) , he cums prematurely (like...really..) art's a whiny little slut, art keeps calling reader love ( i got a thing for that pet name sorry y'all) , reader calls art 'artie' once cus it's cute&idc.
thinking about art constantly apologizing while having sex :( like ur unzipping his pants and he's already bucking his hips up into your hand, and then immediately muttering "sorry":(( my babyyy
so at first you think that okay, whatever, it's just something that slips out
but then he does it SO many times that you're actually starting to be concerned
like, you're giving him head and he moans a little too loudly- he's apologizing again. while kissing, you pull back for air and he still follows you, mouth half-open, wanting more - but then he realizes and he apologizes again.
but one time he really caught you off guard-
it had been a long day for him, spending almost all day training for his upcoming match. he barely had any time to rest, so he comes back to his dorm, taking off his shirt and pants, getting into bed with you only with his baby-blue boxer briefs on.
he kisses you. he's so fucking tired, but he still kisses you. 'cause he needs you, especially after the day he just had. you could feel his hard cock, practically begging you to take his boxers off.
"please love, wanna see you" he says while tugging at your top, watery eyes glistening with tears waiting to be spilled.
you take it off and unclasp your bra, little whimpers leaving his lips at the sight of you over him, with your tits out. you would love to take your time with him, really. to hear him beg and plead for you. but he's so eager, and so polite about it too- you just can't do that to him right now. so when you take off his boxers, his cock immediately jumps up, slapping his lower abdomen, right over his strawberry-blond happy trail.
"aww baby, look at you. you're so pretty aren't you?" you smile down at him, admiring how his legs shake slightly at every word you say. "hmm? aren't you?" you repeat. "mmghn- yeah, i- uhh i am" he says, eyes almost rolling back from the lack of touch. "you're what? say it." he sighs. you do this a lot. 'self love is important' you usually tell him- but not now. not when his dick is out, aching and leaking and begging to be touched. but just for the sake of it- just because he wants to please you, he says it. "i'm pretty"
"good boy," you coo, finally bringing a finger down to his cock, only to circle his pink, wet tip. and with that, he loses it. his mind goes blank, and he can't help it- all the waiting, the anticipating made him lose control of his body. he really didn't want to cum, he wanted to be good for you, but you were just so hot, he couldn't hold back. so immediately after his white, thick and warm liquid lands partially on his stomach and a bit on your hand, he starts babbling out apologies.
"i'm sorry, i'm so sorry love, please don't be mad, please- i'll clean up after myself- oh my god i'm so sorry-" he was so obviously tired, he could barely make up the words, yet he still continued apologizing. until you cut him off.
"art, baby- you dont need to apologize to me! what's up with this" you ask, softly. "you know i love making you feel good. and it's even better when i get feedback like this" you giggle. his cheeks turn bright pink as he covers his face.
"but i literally came the second you touched me" he mumbles, shyly.
you kiss his shoulder, smiling. "and it was hot."
"i- I don't know how to explain it to you, love- i just don't want to disappoint you. tashi used to hate it when i did any of this, she hated hearing me, and stuff like that- sometimes it made me feel like i was an object to her or something, y-you know? she'd get mad at me, and uh- it wasn't great."
"oh." you could actually feel your heart breaking for the boy. he was so sweet, he never deserved any of that. "well i'm not tashi, and i definitely won't get mad at you for anything like that. i like hearing you, and believe it or not, this was really fucking hot. you're letting me know i'm making you feel good. what's wrong with that?"
"just don't wanna upset you." art shrugs.
"i promise you artie, you could never upset me." you peck his lips and he smiles. "now let's clean you up"
#art donaldson x reader#art donaldson smut#art donaldson fic#challengers fanfic#mike faist x reader#challengers smut#challengers x reader#patrick zweig x reader#artpatrick#mike faist smut#mike faist#challengers movie#challengers 2024#patrick zweig#tashi duncan#josh oconnor#josh o'connor#sub art donaldson#smut#x reader#dom reader
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All Iâve Ever Wanted
Season 4!Five Hargreeves x fem!reader
! Spoilers ahead !
Summary: six years of travelling to different timelines, and Five isnât sure how much longer he can go on for. Until he stumbles upon a greenhouse, full of strawberries. And you.
Word count: 4212
A/N: so season 4 was a⊠thing that happened. This story is basically my own idea of how things shouldâve gone in ep 5. Instead of the weird Lila/Five situation, itâs just Five, and his chance of living a normal life with someone new. Hope you all enjoy, and feedback is appreciated :)
Number Five was never one to back down from a challenge. Having been through a series of different apocalyptic events, transporting to a timeline where he spent 40 years alone, and dealing with a misfit group consisting of his exhausting siblings, Five was up for anything. But the current situation he was dealing with? For the first time in his life, he was at breaking point.
After another wasted day spending hour after hour searching for any clues or information on how to get back to the correct timeline, Five returns to the subway, entering one of the compartments and slumping down in the first chair he sees. He rubs his eyes and lets out a visceral sigh, wanting nothing more than to go to sleep. He reaches into his pockets, pulling out a small pack of dried fruits. He rips it open and devours every last piece. He canât remember the last time he had a proper meal. He was becoming more desperate, rummaging through trash cans and foraging in bushes, hoping anything he picks isnât poisonous.
The compartment jolts and begins to move, making its way to the next timeline. Five wipes his hands on his already dirty pants, standing up and walking slowly to the door. He wonders whether his apocalypse counterpart will be waiting for him this time.
After several minutes, and Five almost falling over from his lack of sleep, he finally arrives, the doors opening. He steps out, immediately making his way up the stairs. No time to waste. He cautiously pokes his head out, looking around for any signs of, well, himself. Before he can move out more, something wizzes past his head. A bullet. He ducks, as more shots are fired directly at him.
âGive me a fuckinâ break,â Five mumbles, as he finally takes notices of the other him in the distance.
He sticks up his middle finger, and no soon after closes his fists, blinking as quick as he possibly could.
The Five with a gun disappears along with the destroyed world around him. Five drops his arms to his sides, turning around and admiring the new environment. Luscious, greenery surrounds him, with an array of different flowers sprouting from the ground beneath him. A small pond with fish glimmers in the sunshine, lily pads floating on top. He continues turning, finding himself standing next to a tall greenhouse. The glass was slightly foggy, making it difficult to see whatâs inside. Five leans in closer, squinting as if that would help. He can barely make out what appears to be pots of fruit and vegetables, some fully sprouted and others not yet ripe. His stomach rumbles, the feeling of hunger consuming him.
A rustle sounds from behind him. He turns quickly, coming face to face with a pair of shears. Five jumps back slightly. He then spots the person wielding said âweaponâ. A young woman, probably early twenties, wearing a light yellow dress and a pair of brown sandals. Five canât help but admire her beauty, if it wasnât for the fact she had a face like fury and didnât seem afraid of cutting him in half.
âCan I help you?â Her words are kind, but her harsh tone says otherwise.
Five canât exactly tell this young woman the truth. Showing up randomly in her back yard, covered in grime, gawking at her crops through the window. He raises his hands up in the air, trying to convey that he meant no harm.
âIâm so sorry,â he says, his throat sore having not spoken to anyone in quite some time. âI donât really know how I got here.â Thatâs not exactly true. âIâve been travelling for a few days now.â Try six years. âAnd I could really do with a hot shower and something to eat.â
The woman doesnât say anything, just staring, with the shears still held out in front of her.
Five puts his arms down, shrugging in defeat. âIâll just go. I truly am sorry, I didnât mean to freak you out.â He looks down. âOr step all over your rose garden.â He gingerly moves away from the destroyed flowers.
He turns and begins to walk away, hoping to find an exit as quick as possible. Blinking in front of this woman probably wouldnât help his cause. A warm hand grabs hold of his wrist, forcing him to stop and look back. She has the shears loosely hanging by her side, as her eyes pierce into Fiveâs. She seems hesitant, words forming in her mind. At last, she speaks again.
âYouâre telling the truth?â
Five nods incessantly, feeling like a child.
âAnd if I let you in and make you something to eat, you wonât try and kill me?â
Five holds back a laugh, knowing sheâs being deadly serious. âI wouldnât dare.â
The woman waits a beat, then huffs. âCome on, I was just about to start dinner.â
She moves past Five, walking into three greenhouse. He takes this as a sign to follow after her.
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The young woman allows Five to use her shower, and heâs thankful for the change of clothes she provides for him too. The home is small and cosy, playing into the stereotypical cottage core of living. The lighting is soft, and the smell of pumpkin seems to waft through into every room. Itâs calming, itâs peaceful, itâs something that makes Five feel on edge. He isnât used to the domestic life, away from the terror and destruction, trying to save the world over and over. He knows he canât stay here long, but he wonât miss the opportunity of a proper cooked meal.
After putting on the change of clothes, Five makes his way down the hall and into the kitchen, a small buffet waiting for him. He finds it hard not to drool, the potatoes and fresh pie, along with the fruit and vegetables heâd spotted earlier. It looks incredible. He takes a seat, as the woman places down a final plate of tomatoes, sitting down opposite Five.
They dish out the food, filling their plates as high as they can, especially Five. He tries not to look like a slob in front of the pretty girl, but finds it hard not to drop some things down his top. She doesnât seem to notice, or pretends not to.
The woman takes a sip of her drink, clearing her throat. âSo,â her soft voice makes Five look up from his plate. âDo you have a name or is that one of the many mysteries of the man shovelling food down his throat like he hasnât eaten in several years?â
The woman isnât afraid of being upfront. Five admires that. Although, itâs not surprising considering heâs a complete stranger sheâs trusted in her home. He puts down his knife and fork, grabbing a napkin to wipe his mouth.
âNo, I have a name. Itâs Fi-,â he catches himself, unsure if his ânameâ would just create more confusion, and unwanted questions. âJerome. Just, Jerome.â
The woman squints her eyes, but doesnât push further, seeming to move past his stumble. âOkay. I wouldnât have pegged you for a Jerome.â
Five shrugs, not knowing what else to say.
âMy names Y/N.â
Five nods. âOkay. Weâre closer already.â
âDonât push it,â Y/N says, a small smile gracing her face. Five canât help but pull the same expression.
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After a hearty dinner, and some obvious awkward silences, Five insists on helping Y/N do the washing up. The sun was beginning to set, and Five knows heâll have to leave soon, but something stops him from doing so. He doesnât want to admit it, but this was the most relaxed heâd felt in a long time. The fear or worry of something bad happening wasnât there, and as he stands close to the woman he had barely met 2 hours ago, he realises what heâd been missing in his 60 something years. A place to live, with a person who makes him feel safe.
âJerome,â the voice breaks through his thoughts, as Five almost forgets the name heâd given to this woman. âI feel like weâve skirted around the topic enough. Is there any reason you were in the state you were in, taking refuge behind my greenhouse?â
Five places down the plate he was cleaning, turning to face her fully. Her expression is calm, and her voice shows no sign of interrogation. Itâs a first for Five, as heâs become accustomed to people prodding him for information only for their own benefit. No oneâs ever shown true interest in him.
He shrugs. âItâs been a tough couple of years. More than that I guess.â Fives eyes glaze over. âI havenât seen my family in a long time, and I donât know if I ever will. And if I do, Iâm terrified of the state that Iâll find them in.â
Y/N stops what sheâs doing, also turning to look at Five, a look of worry taking over her face. He knows heâs said more than he should have, but he couldnât help it. Heâs not good at sharing his feelings, and when he does, heâs scared of what will happen once the flood gates are opened. He isnât sure if heâll ever be able to close them.
âWhat dâyou mean? Are they in some kind of trouble?â She asks, a slight shake in her voice. âAre you in trouble?â
Five shakes his head, not wanting to stress out this poor woman whoâs been nothing but doting to him. âNo! No, I just,â he sighs, knowing heâs really put his foot in it. âI just care about them, a lot. Too much. And I donât even want to think about not seeing them again.â
A soft hand brushes against Fiveâs cheek, as he glances at Y/N wiping a tear away from his face. He didnât even realise heâd started crying. He sniffles, moving away and rubbing at his eyes, fearing how red they may look. He sucks in a deep breath, calming his beating heart. Whether itâs from talking about his family, or the touch from the woman next to him, he isnât sure. But he fears heâs overstayed his welcome.
Five moves away from the kitchen counter. âI guess I should probably go. Donât wanna miss my train.â Although he knows theyâll always be one there waiting for him.
He heads for the door, remembering to go upstairs and collect his dirty clothes before he leaves. Footsteps are heard from behind him.
âUh,â Five swivels back around, as Y/N hesitates over her words. âThis may seem kinda forward, and a dangerous move on my part, but, I wouldnât be able to sleep tonight knowing you were out there in the middle of the night, traveling by yourself.â
Five holds his breath, not wanting to jump the gun, but already anticipating the next sentence out of her mouth.
âI have extra pillows, and blankets.â Y/N shrugs. âItâs not the most comfortable couch but Iâd say itâs more comfortable than the chairs on the train.â
Neither of them speak for a while. Five ponders her offer over and over, wondering if this is something he wants to decline. He needs to get back to his family. He needs to get back to help them. But so far, every option has been a bust. Heâs not sure how much longer he can go on for. It could be the apocalypse all over again. Stuck for 40 years, traveling none stop, unsure if heâll ever see his loved ones again. Could a good nights sleep really be such a bad thing?
He thinks the risk is worth it. âAs long as itâs not too much trouble for you.â
***
That one good nights sleep turned into three months, staying at Y/Nâs home, crashing on her couch. It didnât stop Five from going out, back to the subway, trying to find the possible solution to his six year problem. But the more time he spent with the woman, the less time he wanted to spend away from her. They grew closer, making meals together, gardening together, watching silly romcoms together. While Y/N taught Five how to bake, Five taught her how to fight. A young woman living by herself? It didnât hurt knowing some basic defence skills.
Five didnât want to admit it, but his family hadnât crossed his mind as often as it usually did before he met Y/N. Heâd become soft, wanting to be around her all the time, not wanting to visit the subway as often as he should be. Heâs lucky enough to call her a friend. He hopes she calls him that too.
***
Itâs late, and Y/N is sat on the couch, crocheting a few pairs of gloves and a long overdue jumper. People used to make fun of her for it, calling her an old lady, but she finds it soothing. And making your own clothes is a big bonus too. Five, or Jerome as she knew him, had been out most of the day. She never questioned what he was up to, only that he returned safe, ready for whatever sheâd cooked up for him during the day. She wasnât completely naive in thinking âJeromeâ has involved himself in shady business. But unless he plans on telling her, then she wonât bother pushing him on the matter.
A bang echos from the back of the house, specifically inside the geeenhouse. It makes Y/N jump up from her seated position, quickly rushing out to the source of the noise. It can only be one person, or thatâs what she hopes. Either way, she grabs for her shears before entering the warm glass room.
âJerome?â She whispers, watching her step, the only light in the room coming from the moon through the windows.
A muffled groaning reaches her ears, as Y/N blindly moves her hands over the walls, trying to find the light switch. She finally does, and flicks it on. A sharp gasp comes out of her mouth, as the brightness finally reveals her new friend curled in a ball on the floor, rolling in pain.
âShit.â
She quickly makes her way over to him, delicately wrapping her arms around his waist and slowly helping him off the floor. He stumbles, knocking into a few pots, almost making them fall off the table.
âSorry,â he mumbles, the word slurring under his breath.
âDonât apologise,â she says, making sure heâs steady on his feet. âLetâs just get you inside and onto the couch.â
They make their way through into the living room, Five dropping haphazardly onto the soft cushions, while Y/N finally gets a proper look at him. His clothes are ripped, the once pristine suit (one she bought for him as a gift) now in tatters. His hair is sticking up in all different directions, and heâs clutching to his side like his life depends on it. She reaches for his arm, prying it away to reveal an array of bullet wounds, still bleeding.
âYou should see the other guy,â Five jokes, tilting his head back and trying to forget about the burning pain running across his body. Funnily enough, if Y/N saw the other guy, heâd look exactly like him, considering this all happened due to an unfortunate run in with apocalypse Five.
Y/N stares at him with wide eyes. âReally? Look, I donât bother asking where you go or what youâre up to when you leave this house, but I think nowâs the time you tell me the truth.â
Five moves his head back down, looking her in the eyes. Sheâs terrified. And he hates that. He breathes in deep, taking her hand in his.
âIf you can help me patch this shit up,â he briefly motions to his wounds, âthen Iâll tell you who I really am.â
So thatâs what they do. Y/N retrieves the first aid kit from her bathroom, while Five opens up about his life before he met her, and how heâs not from this timeline. He isnât sure if sheâs believing what he says, as she remains quiet the entire time, only occasionally looking up at him and quickly returning to removing the bullets lodged in his side. But she listens. And allows him to pour his heart out to her.
âThe past six years were torture. Somehow worse than the forty I spent in the apocalypse.â Five turns his head and stares at the woman next to him, as she finishes up her work. âBut these last few months with you. I could finally be normal. I could live a life most guys would kill to have. And Iâm so sorry I lied to you this long.â
They fall into silence, the pair somehow closer together than they were a few minutes ago. Both emotionally, and physically. Y/N moves her hand and takes his, squeezing tightly. Fiveâs heartbeat picks up speed, only now noticing their close proximity.
âSo your real name is âFiveâ?â He nods at her words. She nods back. âHmm. It suits you a lot better than Jerome.â
They both laugh half heartedly, as they stare deeply into each otherâs eyes. She moves her hand up to his hair, moving it out of his face, trying to calm it down slightly.
She carries on talking. âI canât even begin to imagine what youâve been through.â Five rolls his eyes. She doesnât even know the half of it. âBut if I can be the person to keep you grounded, for however long youâre here for, then Iâm happy to do just that.â
Five smiles, glancing quickly at her lips.
She does the same. âAnd I hope youâre here for a long time.â
They both lean in, softly pressing their lips against each otherâs. Five cups her face, deepening the kiss as Y/N rests her arms atop his shoulders. They move in sync, careful not to cause any more damage to Fiveâs wounds, as she somehow moves closer, one of her legs wrapping itself around his waist.
They donât stop, clothes discarded, bodies intertwined, as their growing tension is finally broken. Five isnât sure if heâll ever get back to his timeline, but for now, heâs happy to call this place home.
***
Another four months, and still no sign of a way back. Although, Five canât deny he hasnât been trying as hard as usual. The peace and tranquillity has consumed him whole, falling into a proper routine with the woman heâŠ
Is it love? Could he truly fall for someone like this? Someone who isnât involved in the shit show heâs grown accustomed to? Someone who wants that quiet life, watering flowers and baking pies, with him? Maybe itâs what he needs.
Five stands in the greenhouse, picking some fresh strawberries, and trying a few to see if they were ripe. Heâs already found the perfect recipe to use them in. Something he knows sheâll love.
As if reading his thoughts, a pair of arms slip around his waist. Y/N rests her chin on his shoulder, peaking over to see the basket full of fresh fruit. She picks one up, moving away and popping it in her mouth. Five turns and looks at her, smiling wide.
âThey taste perfect,â she says.
Five takes her wrists, pulling her towards him and kissing her lightly. âSo do you.â
She laughs, holding him close and breathing him in. âThe cheesy lines donât work on me, bub.â
âI think they do.â He mumbles, bringing her in for another kiss, sliding his hands up and down her back.
They stay like this for a while, holding each other in the warm glass room. The sun starts to set, as Five looks out and realises what time it is.
âDamn.â
She looks at him, confusion on her face. âWhatâs up?â
He shakes his head. âNothing, I just need to do a double check of the subway before dinner.â
Y/N tries not to show her anxiousness, but some of it seeps through. After Five explained to her what the subway is and why he goes there every day, sheâs terrified at the thought of him leaving and never coming back. But she knows he wouldnât do that to her. Not without saying goodbye.
She steps back. âRight. Promise youâll be safe?â
He kisses her on the cheek. âI promise.â
***
Five spends some time looking around the platform in the subway, checking the lights, checking the maps, even poking his head into the tunnels to see if anything has changed. But nothing. It all remains the same. No sign of his past life waiting for him. Was that such a bad thing?
Holding a small flashlight, he shines it up and down, left and right, hoping his eyes will catch something new. A sudden pop from above startles him, the grip he had on the flashlight loosening. It falls and rolls onto the tracks. Five looks up, noticing one of the bulbs now flickering. He huffs, moving to the edge of the platform and jumping down. He retrieves the flashlight, hitting it a few times to try and get it to work again. It comes to life, flashing in front of him. Thatâs when he spots something.
âThatâs new.â
Five walks over, grabbing the mystery object and holding it up. Itâs a plain notepad. He flips it open, scanning over the messy handwriting inside. His messy handwriting. He canât help but let out a tiny gasp, as he figures out what it all means.
âThis is it.â Tears form in his eyes. âThis is my way back home.â
Heâs shocked. Heâs elated. Heâs emotionally drained. This is his chance to rejoin his timeline. To see his family after so long. To fix the mess theyâve created. But all he can think about in this moment is Y/N. How the hell is he supposed to break the news to her?
***
After another hour spent pondering this new found information, Five slowly makes his way back home. His home. Where the life heâd built was waiting for him.
He enters the house and walks into the kitchen, where Y/N stands by the stove, boiling something sweet and caramelly. Five just stares at her; humming a random tune, wiping her messy hands on the apron he bought for her when her old one accidentally caught fire. That was the most stress heâd felt since coming here. And if that was the only stress he had to deal with, heâd take it every single day.
She finally turns and spots him, smiling wide. âOh hey! I was worried for a sec, you were taking longer than expected.â
She moves closer to him, pulling him into a tight embrace. He holds her, not wanting to let go. Y/N can tell something isnât right.
She leans back. âYou okay?â
Five doesnât reply, only holding the notepad out for her to take. She does so, flipping through the pages just like he did, her expression perplexed.
âI donât understand-â
âItâs the way back to my timeline.â
She looks up at him, mouth slightly open, as her words fall short. Five can swear he hears her heartbeat speed up, as her breathing becomes erratic. Five isnât sure what to do, waiting for an explosion of emotions to rain down on him. But nothing comes. Neither of them do or say anything.
Five chooses to break the silence. âI donât wanna lose you. I canât. I donât think I could live the way I used to live. Not after living this life with you.â
Y/N bites her lip, suppressing a sob. âYou have to go.â
Five furrows his brow, hoping he heard her wrong. He tilts her head up to stare into her eyes, seeing the tears forming.
âNo,â he whispers. âYouâve become the most important thing in my life. The thought of never seeing you again, I canât do that.â
A tear falls down her cheek, as Five reaches out to wipe it away.
âIâd love nothing more than to stay in this little bubble weâve created,â she replies, finding it hard to keep her voice steady. âBut your family, your timeline, all those people? They need you more than I do. And I know deep down, you canât bear the thought of letting them die, knowing you couldâve helped.â
Five wants to ask her to come with him. Become apart of his family. He knows sheâd get on with them all. And theyâd all love her, possibly more than they love him. But he knows itâs cruel to ask her to leave her life behind. The house, the garden, the home that sheâs worked so hard on. And the thought of throwing her into the thick of it all. Putting her at danger? No chance.
He pulls her into his embrace, kissing her hard. They hold each other tight, their lips bruising as neither of them can stop the tears from falling.
Y/N is the first to pull away. âIf you ever get the chance to come back to this timeline, you know where to find me.â
Five smiles, not wanting to let her go. He kisses her once more. âIn the greenhouse, tasting just as sweet as the strawberries.â
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Pairing: Best friend!Hwang Hyunjin x afab!reader
Genre: Smut (MDNI), bit of feelings
Word count: just under 3k!
Warnings: Idol!au, subby!Hyunjin, slightly perv!reader, recording, (maybe a bit dub con because he doesn't mean to send it but reader watches it anyway), mommy kink, masturbation (both but separately), Hyunjin fantasizes about reader, reader fantasizes about Hyunjin, lmk if I missed anything!!
Summary: Hyunjin finally gets some alone time after weeks of hard work and decides to use his time to... relax. The next day he ends up sending you something on accident that sets off a big change in your lives, with or without either of you really realising.
Note: My first ever fic!! :3 Inspired by a video I saw on phub. (@cbini (Ems isn't on Tumblr rn she still wanted to be tagged so I hope it's ok), @comet-falls, @hyunsvngs, @mnwrld and @skz-hell lmao hello everyone, writing blog reveal!!đ here's this fic I've mention to all of you as an anon<3 (depending on who you are I'm either âïžanon, đŸanon or sounding anonđł)). To anyone reading this please give me literally any feedback (comment, reblog, anything!), I want to know if this is good or not since it's my first ficđđŁ
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It's been exactly three weeks since Hyunjin's had any time for just himself, though it feels like months at this point.
Recently everyone's been running around like headless chickens and between vocal trainings, dance practices and the studio, there hasn't been much time to just relax and recharge. Preparing for a new album really is the busiest time of an idols life.
There hasn't even been time to see family or friends, which is common during busy spells like this, but always dissapointing to think about. Now even more so, with how much he's been wishing to spend time with you, one of his closest friends... who also happens to be his crush. Not that he'd ever let you know though, not in a very long time.
It feels almost like a blessing, getting back to the dorms from practice late in the evening and realising... he's got the place all for himself, at least until his roommates get back from the studio.
Changbin had messaged him earlier, telling him that they'd probably be there well past midnight, so there was no use waiting up for them. To him though, this was the very opposite of an issue. With that much free time, he'd definitely be able to... make himself comfortable, so to speak.
See, not having time to relax also means he'd basically had no time to get off. The best he'd been able to do had been quick little sessions barely once a week in the shower right before passing out on his bed from the exhaustion of working hard.
The realisation that he'd be able to do anything he wants during his time alone is enough to get his dick twitching in his jeans and he decides the shower can wait until later.
Hyunjin goes to his room and locks the door after himself even though he's alone, it's just become a habit after so many years living with his members. He sets his bag down next to his bed and thinks through his plan.
Hyunjin has a little secret, which is that he loves recording himself do dirty things that range from more vanilla to much less vanilla. Something about the thrill of being recorded even if no one will ever see it just... makes him so fucking horny.
He opens the camera of his phone, puts it to video mode and presses record. Moving his hand off the lense and setting it down where he normally sets it, on the carefully placed pile of books on his desk, he sits down on his bed.
"Hmm... I hope the angle's good... It's been so long since I've had time for this", Hyunjin sighs with a pout and brushes his hair out of his eyes. He knows the camera won't see it though because he's made sure the stand, his pile of books, is at a level that cuts off his head perfectly.
Hyunjins hands run down his body slowly and he exhales deeply, just loud enough to get picked up by his phone. Once they reach his jeans he unbuttons them, unzips the zipper, then pulls the jeans down just enough to expose his underwear. Hyunjin pulls his shirt up over his stomach to be held in place under his chin, rubs his hand over his bulge and hums.
It's been so long since the last time he's been able to take his time making himself feel good. It's almost embarrassing how quickly he's getting hard.
He takes his dick out his boxers and then spits on the palm of his right hand. It's dirty and wet but it just turns him on even more. He grabs his dick with the hand and slowly moves his fist up and down, to spread the saliva and precum all over his dick to make the slide easier and wetter but to also get himself to full hardness.
"A-ah, ohh... that's so good... Feels-fuck, feels so good", Hyunjin sighs. It really won't take him too long to cum, he just knows it. He's been pent up for far too long.
He tries to think of something to help his issue and immediately thinks of you, no matter how embarrassed or dirty it makes him feel.
When you first started showing up in the dirtiest corners of his mind he felt so ashamed. Now it doesn't matter to him anymore. You'll never find out so why feel bad?
He continues to move his hand on his dick while thinking of you. The last time the two of you had time to hang out together you'd worn the lowest cut shirt he'd ever seen on you. He had tried so hard to act normal around you but whenever you bent down he'd been able to see into your shirt.
"Haah, fuck..." , he squeezes himself a little harder at the memory. Everytime you moved he could see your bra poking out from the top, black and lacy. The entire time he'd been doing his best to not bust in his pants. Oh, what he'd give to be able to see your tits. They always looked so soft and they'd probably fit perfectly into his palms.
Whenever the both of you would hang out at yours, watching movies and just hanging out, you never bothered to wear a bra. Why would you? It is your house where you want to be as comfortable as possible.
The feeling of laying down on your couch watching a movie with you on top of him, in just a t-shirt, will end up driving him mad one day. Everytime he'd felt your nipples poking into him he'd almost moaned out loud.
"Hngh... Oh my god, please... m-mommy!", he lets out pathetically, moving his fist faster. God he just wants you to use him, to do anything you want to him. The thought makes him whine desperately.
One of the most common fantasies for him is you on top of him using him to get off, not caring about if he's close or not. You'd sit on his face and ride it until you cum. He could probably cum untouched like that. All he'd need was tasting you and seeing you cum, just for him.
All the sudden he remembers the phone recording him and he shudders. He imagines what your reaction would be to seeing him like this. Would you be disgusted or delighted? Would you tell him what to do and how to touch himself? Maybe you'd touch him... He hopes you would.
"Mommy... please touch me, aah- oh!", he runs his thumb over the head of his cock just right and his thighs twitch but he keeps them open, in perfect view to the camera.
Throwing his head back he imagines you riding him. You'd be so tight and wet around him. Maybe you'd tie his hands behind his back so he wouldn't be able to touch you... he'd really like that. You'd feel godly around him, Hyunjin thinks.
"Fuck, oh fuck! Mommy I'm-haah, I'm so close, please!", his dick twitches desperately. You're so gorgeous, to him you're the sexiest person he's ever seen. He feels himself getting so close that tears spring to his eyes.
"Ah- 'm gonna... mommy, gonna cum...!", he whines out long and loud. It takes Hyunjin two more strokes to let go and he cums the hardest he's cum in weeks. He doesn't even register whispering your name. Hyunjin leans back on his left hand and keeps stroking himself through it.
The feeling is overwhelming, so much so that his thighs start twitching pathetically and the tears in the corners of his eyes fall. He's getting incredibly overstimulated but he keeps going, wanting to keep enjoying the feeling, just a bit more.
He squeezes himself one last time and suddenly everything on him feels gross and dirty. He's just had the best orgasm in weeks so it's no surprise that he came a lot, everywhere. He even managed to get some on his chin.
"Fuuck... Did you-haah... did you enjoy that?", he chuckles to the phone. It takes a while for him to come down from the high, the twitchiness and the feeling of euphoria lingering in his body. Once he's capable of standing up again he stops the video.
With his body feeling like jelly, he takes off all his clothes, drops them into his hamper and prepares to shower, at last.
Hyunjin wakes up to his alarm the next day feeling more refreshed than he's felt in weeks. He shuts off the still ringing alarm and quickly gets up from his bed to get dressed and go eat breakfast.
Checking the calendar on his phone to make sure he knows his schedule for today, he makes a note of one thing; he'd have a lot of time alone at the dorms today too, since he's only got a dance practice and a recording session today, which obviously means 3racha will stay behind to stress about their songs while Hyunjin can return early. Maybe this time he should continue the latest piece of art he's been working on after he gets back?
Hyunjin gets through the day well enough.
After eating breakfast he messages you a "Good morning pretty <3 please remember to drink water!" like every morning when he has time for it. He gets to the practice room only five minutes late, which is a record this early in the morning, because usually he ends up sleeping in at least ten minutes (which makes Chan scold him for being such a heavy sleeper).
He does well at practice, even though he ends up a little exhausted. That's nothing new though, with how hard they always work to be the best they can be.
The rest of the members leave to take a break but Hyunjin decides to stay behind to film the solo choreography he's been working on for fun. Once he's happy with how it's turned out, it's time for him to go record his lines.
The recording session goes smoothly, without hundreds of retakes and everyone's satisfied with the result. Afterwards they decide to order some take-out, as a reward for a job well done... and also because they're all feeling too lazy to even think about going to the dorms to cook.
While eating Hyunjin finally realises to check his phone again. "Good morning, take care of yourself too!! :)" is your response to what he sent earlier. It's nothing more than a kind response but it makes him grin to himself like the fool in love he is.
"Yaaah!! Hyunjinnieee, what's making you smile so beautifully?", Changbin leans towards him with his signature flirting-with-Hyunjin grin, mouth half full of rice.
"It's nothing," Hyunjin responds back to him cheeks red, "and don't talk with your mouth full hyung... Do you not have any respect?"
Changbin decides to drop it in favor of eating more delicious food.
"Oh come on... we wanna know!!", Han pouts at him from his seat on the couch in the room. Hyunjin shoves another mouthful of food in his mouth to avoid the embarrassement of explaining how a single text messaged from you manages to make his heart beat out of his chest.
Once Hyunjin's done eating he's free to go back to the dorms and just like he suspected the rest of his dormmates stay behind to work some more, although they all whine at him to stay to explain the previous mystery. He declines and they all keep their sad puppydog eyes on him until he's out the door.
He keeps texting you during his ride, all the way to the dorms. Once he's in his room Hyunjin decides to just change into some clean clothes. He's too excited to talk to you and get to painting, he can wash up later.
He lays in his bed to keep texting you and at some point your conversation changes from how your day's been going to talking about dancing and he mentions how he just today filmed a new choreography bit he's made for fun.
âŁïž:
Can I see what you've been working on? :)
I'm sure it's really good, you always are!!
Jinnie:
Well... since you asked so nicelyđ
[video sent]
Quickly sending the video Hyunjin exits out the messaging app, feeling so giddy he can't help but squirm around on his bed. He still can't believe someone like you could be interested in seeing him dance.
It might seem like a small thing for most but he feels himself turning red just thinking about the way you look at him while he talks about something so important to him. It makes the butterflies in his stomach every time you're near go crazy. It's so attentive, like you actually care and are interested in his interests... and maybe even...?
'No' , he thinks to himself. There's probably no way you could ever actually be interested in him, not in the same way he's interested in you at least.
He leaves his phone charging and finally gets out of bed to go to the kitchen for a cup of coffee. He'd need it if he wanted to stay up late to work on his newest art piece.
Hearing the familiar 'ping' notification of receiving a message makes you open your phone again and just like you thought, Hyunjin had sent you the video of his latest masterpiece of a choreography. Not waiting a second you press the video just to see.... Hyunjin take his hand off the camera and set the phone down on the desk in his room he draws on. He sits down on the edge of his bed and says something, you aren't really sure what, because the volume's too low. In confusion you turn it up more.
Hyunjin sighs and reaches up to move his hair out his face, probably. You can't see it though, because the camera cuts his face perfectly off frame. Suddenly his hands run down his body to the button on his jeans. He opens it and starts undoing the zipper next. You just look at the video in shock. 'He isn't about to... to take them off is he?', you think to yourself, just as he pulls the jeans down enough to expose his white boxers and then palms his bulge.
Should you stop watching? Keep watching? How long has it even been playing? How long does it keep playing? While you wonder this you almost miss Hyunjin pull his hard dick out of his underwear and spit on his palm and... Oh God...
You've now done something you can never take back. The downright sinful view of his cock is something you don't think you're ever going to be able to forget. How do you even face him after this? After watching him grasp his dick in his hand and pump it a couple of times to spread the spit and precum around.
You exit the video, panting and absolutely soaking through your underwear. Your other hand rushes to your face to feel your cheeks. They're burning and feel like you've been standing out in the sun for hours, when in reality all you've done is accidentally watch your best friend play with himself.
You struggle to decide what to do with the video and in the end save the video without much thinking, then delete the message of it and decide to notify him of his mistake. As long as he doesn't know you saved it, it should be fine, right?
It takes Hyunjin less than 10 minutes to make and get the coffee. He returns to his room humming the tune of a song he's had on repeat recently. Setting the coffee down on the desk and taking his phone off from the charger he notices new messages from you.
âŁïž:
Uhm...đ
Hyunjin, I don't think you meant to send that.
He looks at his screen confused. What did you mean by that? He...
Oh God.
Did he send the wrong video?
Frantically opening the video he sent earlier he sees himself, in video, move his hand off the phone camera and set it down the desk near his bed and sit down. Oh no...
"Hmm... I hope the angle's good... It's been so long since I've had time for this", video Hyunjin sighs and reaches up to move his hair from his eyes. His head may be out of frame but he clearly remembers pouting while saying this. He watches himself slowly unbutton and unzip his pants, adjusting them so that his boxers are clearly visible in frame. In the video his hand drifts towards his crotch slowly, teasingly.
He quickly exits the video and promptly shoves his head under his pillow and yells. He'd accidentally sent the wrong video while hurrying to get a cup of coffee. How could he have messed up this bad? In his panic, it takes him a moment to respond.
Jinnie:
Oh god
I'm so sorry!!
Please don't watch that!
âŁïž:
Don't worry!!!
I stopped watching the moment you started unzipping your pantsđ
I saw nothing, promise!đ It's been deleted already!!Â
Little does he know though, you'd kept the video. You're not really sure why, but subconciously your brain keeps screaming' to finish it later, of course'.
...
Fuck it, you don't think you can wait until later.
Taking a deep breath, you open your gallery to find the video he sent you. You hesitate for a second but press play anyway. You can feel how you're already soaking through your underwear but pay no mind to it yet.
You watch him do the things you've seen already, all the way until he spits in his hand... and you pause the video. 'Is it right to watch this? I mean, he didn't mean to even send it...', you think to yourself.
But the thought of seeing him touch himself, to hear him make the sweetest noises you could ever in your wildest dreams imagine him making drives you on.
Pressing play again you dip your fingers into your pants. You rub yourself over your underwear and oh my god... you can't believe the wetness you feel after less than a minute of watching the video. You focus on the phone you're holding in your other hand and finally move your fingers into your underwear to directly touch your pussy.
On your screen you see Hyunjin start to stroke himself faster, the head of his dick a dark pink, you can feel his desperation through the screen. Without thinking you move your fingers to your clit and start rubbing it in circles, aided by the wetness of your leaking pussy.
He moans out loud and even though you can't hear it through the fog in your head, you know he's desperate. You move your fingers down to your hole and dip two of them in. You're so wet you barely need to even stretch yourself out and then he does it.
"Hngh... Oh my god, please... m-mommy!"
You push your fingers deeper and your pussy lets out he lewdest squelch which in turn makes you close your eyes desperately in pleasure. 'Mommy? When he masturbates he calls out for mommy??', the thought makes you lose your mind. You think about what it would be like if he called you mommy in the throes of pleasure.
You want to make him follow every command you give him. The way he'd look up at you on his knees with you standing above him. Maybe you could make him suck on a strap? He'd look so ridiculously delicious with his mouth full, drool dripping down his cheeks.
You add another finger and start rubbing at your clit with your thumb at the same time. The feeling makes you whimper and imagine his hands on you, teaching him how to touch you perfectly. You're getting so close and you remember to focus your screen again.
Hyunjin looks absolutely disheveled. His dick is red and throbbing, you can tell he's getting close. His voice is another thing that gives him away. He's whiny and his voice keeps cracking every time he opens his mouth. Hyunjin bucks into his hand and moans.
"... mommy, gonna cum...!", he strokes himself twice more and then finally cums. You're so close it's maddening. All the sudden you hear him... whisper your name?
It makes you go off the edge and your entire body clenches and seizes while you silently cry out from all the pleasure you're feeling. Your walls suck in your fingers with how you're clenching around them. On the screen Hyunjin twitches violently, working himself through the end of his orgasm.
You pull your fingers out of yourself and slump down on your bed exhausted, but the last 20 seconds of the video that's now over haunts you. Did you hear him right?
You gather strength to pick up your phone again and rewind the video to the part where he cums and turn the volume almost all the way up. Admittedly you end up fixating on the way his dick looks and face twists in pleasure when he cums and then he says, or more like whisper your name. Your brain blanks.
"Fuuck... Did you-haah... did you enjoy that?", he chuckles to the phone, sits in place for a bit to properly come down and then gets up to stop the video.
You're wet, confused and you can feel your heart beat out of your chest. What do you do now? How can you ever face him normally after that... Does he feel the same way you do? Is he sure he didn't mean to send it?
It's all too much to think about, so you decide that instead of thinking about it you'll clean yourself up and... crawl into a hole where no one will ever find you. Probably. The only thing you know for sure is you definitely won't be sleeping tonight.
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Route To Sin - Eddie Munson
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Summary: eddie decides to go on a roadtrip with you to visit your sister in vegas, when you stop at a themed motel on the way, things quickly take a filthy turn.
Word Count: 4.1k
A/N: my first eddie munson fic!! iâve loved this man for two years, i just finally decided to put it on paper lol, please let me know what yâall think!!
TW: dom!eddie, slight brat tamer!eddie, reader has a sister, drug use (weed), food mention, marriage talk, dacryphilia, breeding kink, daddy kink, bathtub sex, oral fixation, unprotected sex (donât do this), creampie, cowgirl, mirror sex, degradation (brat, whore), porn mention, spanking mention, pet names (doll, babydoll, sweet girl, sweetheart, angel), hair pulling, fem + afab reader, reader gets slightly insecure at the end
Rating: R, 18+
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A waft of earthy smoke billowed from the open driverâs side window, the familiar smell pulling Eddieâs attention back to the van. You knelt on the bench seat, body stretched across the expanse of the front cab to rest your folded arms against the edge of the window frame, silently watching your boyfriend pump gas. The last of the joint youâd been passing back and forth dangled limply between your pointer and middle finger, careful to avoid dropping the simmering butt and accidentally lighting the whole place up.
âIf you keep blowinâ that roach shit my way Iâm gonna leave you here.â That signature sarcasm rang heavy in his tone, canines peeking out from under his top lip with the smile he flashed at you.
He shut the fuel door, grabbing the roach out of your hand before snubbing it out against the heel of his boot and tossing it into the ashtray on top of the nearest trash can.
âI gotta go in to pay, do you want anything?â He fumbled with his wallet, pulling the wad of crumpled bills out of the worn leather.
âGet me a slice?â You asked, tilting your head toward the neon in the window that read âPizza: Hot To Goâ in blinking red letters. He nodded, hitting a light jog into the convenience store, wallet chain slapping against his thigh with every step.
When you suggested a roadtrip to visit your sister in Nevada, you hadnât fully taken into account how long youâd need to be in the van. Hawkins to Vegas wasnât exactly a short trip, two thousand miles to be exact, and as much as you loved spending time with Eddie, the old, worn out seat of his van was starting to make your tailbone ache. Being 16 hours into a 28 hour drive had you feeling more stressed out than usual, you definitely needed to sleep in a real bed tonight if you hoped to get any relief before your big weekend in Sin City.
Eddie came bounding across the cracked pavement, pizza box in hand and you perked up, his goofy smile illuminated by the final sliver of dusk and the dingy glow of the old gas station sign above.
âI got a whole pie, Rick wasnât fuckin around when he said that new stuff would make you feel like youâre starving.â He yanked open the door, the metal creaking loudly on its rusty hinge. You took the box from him, setting it on the bench between you as he hoisted himself into the driverâs seat, starting up the van to continue your journey.
âEddie, can we stop at a motel tonight?â You asked, opening the box to lift a piece of pizza out, folding it down the center and bringing it to his face.
âMânot sure if thereâs anything on the way, but we can stop if we see something, doll.â He turned his head, keeping his eyes on the road through his peripheral as he took a bite from the slice in your hand.
âWelcome Home (Sanitarium)â by Metallica blared through the speakers either side of the vanâs tape deck, vibrations from the heavy bass flowing through the vehicle and melding with the warm haze your high pulled over your mind, your body relaxing into the stained upholstery of the seat. You kicked your bare legs up onto the dashboard, white lacquered toenails pulling Eddieâs eyes off the road briefly. His gaze shifted down to your ankle, then your calf, then landing on your plush thigh, your soft skin peeking out from under your short pajama shorts.
âEddie, there!â You pointed toward the sign glowing overhead through the dirty windshield, reading âHeartâs Desire Motelâ in faded letters atop a large metal heart. His attention was quickly pulled away from your soft skin, pulling the van off the highway and into the small parking lot. The place was quaint, baby pink paint peeling from the siding, with an old âvacancyâ sign blinking in the window of the front office. You pulled your sandals on and jumped out of the van, slipping Eddieâs jacket over your shoulders to shield your bare arms from the chill in the night air. Eddie followed quickly behind, catching up to you with ease as you reached the front door.
A small bell rang when you pulled open the office door, the only source of light in the small room being a desk lamp situated behind the front counter. You waited for a moment, hearing a âbe right with you!â called from an adjoining space.
âHow can I help ya darlin?â A sweet older woman emerged from a back storage space, setting some paperwork down and taking her place behind the counter.
âCan we get a room for the night?â You asked cheerily, excited to finally lay down on something that wasnât a blanket in the back of Eddieâs van. She smiled and nodded, flipping through the room log book, and you took the opportunity to glance at your surroundings. The walls were the same light pink as the exterior, with heart and cupid motifs scattered across them to really hone in on the theming. The kitchy aesthetic was endearing, a reminder of the bygone honeymoon resorts of the 60âs.
âAll our double twin rooms are booked for the night so we only have single queen rooms available, is that alright?â She looked between you and Eddie, knowing her question may as well have been rhetorical.
âThatâs actually preferred, itâs our wedding night.â Eddie lied to the woman, a shiteating grin stretched across his face when you turned back to him and shoved his shoulder.
âWell in that case Iâll put you up in our honeymoon suite! Itâs not much different from our standard rooms, but thereâs a heart shaped tub for you two lovebirds to enjoy.â Her face lit up with the sweetest smile and your heart melted, guilt sitting low in your chest knowing it was a lie. You didnât have the heart to tell her or question why sheâd believed it given the way the two of you were dressed, but you shrugged it off, just happy to be able to finally relax.
You took the key from her as Eddie handed her the cash to pay for the room, twirling it between your fingers, a red keychain etched with the same logo as the overhead sign on one side and the room number above a small heart on the other. Eddie shoved his wallet back into his pocket, his arm wrapping around your waist to usher you out of the main office, calling out a âthank youâ as you left.
âWhat the fuck was that?â You grabbed your bag from the back of the van, shooting him a death glare only to be met with that ridiculous smirk he so loved to taunt you with.
âWhat, you donât wanna be my bride?â He faux pouted, dark waves falling in his face as you reached for his bag. You over-exaggeratedly rolled your eyes, starting to walk toward the room.
âGuess itâs the atmosphere of this place getting to me, babydoll.â He slammed the door of the van, jogging to catch up with you as you started putting the key in the door lock. Your cheeks burned in embarrassment from how that little nickname made your heart want to burst out of your chest, Eddie always knew exactly how to push your buttons in the best way and this was no exception.
The sight that greeted you beyond the door was like something out of a 70âs porno, wood paneled walls framing crimson velour window trimmings, a matching velvet comforter sprawled across the queen bed. Two poorly painted angels sat perched atop the heart shaped headboard, like prying eyes seeing every depraved act carried out on the altar below. Sure enough, at the far end of the suite was a heart shaped jacuzzi tub, tiled steps leading up and mirrors lining the walls of the corner it was tucked into.
You dropped your bag on top of the mahogany dresser across from the bed, and as you turned on your heel to shut the door behind Eddie, you couldnât help but burst into a small fit of laughter at the cross hanging above the door frame. The idea that anything happening in this sex den was god-honoring was definitely scoff-worthy.
âWhat d'ya say we put that thing to use? My back is killing me and I bet those jets would feel killer.â Eddieâs fingertips dug firm indents into the flesh of your hip, a not-so-subtle indication of what his intentions were for the night.
âWhatever you want, daddy.â You winked, taking a step forward until his large hand gripped your forearm.
âWhat did you just call me?â He questioned, brow quirked in curiosity.
âItâs our wedding night, remember? Donât you wanna start a family?â Your tone was playful but truthfully something about this place was stirring a feeling so raw inside of you that you werenât kidding in the slightest.
âIf you keep that up you wonât be able to walk in the morning.â Eddie released his grip, slapping your ass as you walked away to turn on the faucet for the tub.
âWonât need to anyway, Iâll be sitting in your shitty van for 12 more hours.â You knew exactly how to push his buttons, and insulting any of his women (his guitar, his van, and you) was the quickest way to do so.
âThat mouth of yours is going to get you in trouble.â He half-snapped at you, digging through his duffle bag in an ill-fated attempt to stop himself from watching the way you wiggled your ass while you bent over the side of the tub, watching the waterline rise.
âWhat are you gonna do, spank me?â You found yourself deliberately arching your back toward to accentuate the curve of your ass, hoping with every fiber of your being heâd stop what he was doing and manhandle you a little.
âOnly if you donât stop with the bratty attitude.â He glanced over at you and immediately dropped the shirt he was pretending to fold back into his bag, finally giving up on his resistance and approaching you from behind, the rough denim of his jeans rubbing against your bare thighs. His fingers slipped into the waistband of your pj shorts and underwear, roughly yanking them down to expose your ass.
âGotta get you outta these if weâre gonna take that bath.â His tone had returned to that lighthearted sarcasm that you loved to hate, and you almost let yourself sink back against him. Instead, you stood upright again, taking the hem of his tattered Iron Maiden shirt in your grip and lifting it up his torso until he pulled it the rest of the way over his head.
Just as he reached to do the same to your tank top, you turned away and reached for the tap again, putting a stop to the stream of running water. He gripped your waist, pulling you back against him before pulling your tank over your head, leaving you fully naked.
âGet in.â He whispered against the shell of your ear, sending a shiver up your spine that had goosebumps rising over your skin. Maybe it was your residual high, or the lovesick atmosphere of your surroundings, but everything felt heightened, your skin more sensitive, his presence behind you more intimidating, his voice more intoxicating.
You ascended the short step and sunk into the bath, the water level rising to not quite cover your chest as you laid back into the left arch of the heart. Eddie watched your every move, eyes glued to your hips to drink in the way your form shifted with every step. He made quick work of removing his jeans, letting the stiff denim pool at his feet as he watched you settle in, your gaze drifting to the waistband of his plaid boxers. He pulled them down at an almost agonizing slow pace, exposing inch after inch of his semi-hard shaft to your waiting eyes until his cock sprung free, the sheer weight of him causing his length to slap against his upper thighs.
You absentmindedly pressed your thighs together, trying to dull the ache between them to no avail. You never truly got used to seeing him fully naked, blushing like a naive virgin every time you had the privilege of seeing him like this. The muscles of his thigh flexed as he took the step up to level with the lip of the tub, towering over you before sinking into the water beside you. He was an Adonis, all toned muscle under a tender layer of plush tissue that made for the perfect sleeping partner, strong and comforting all the same.
âCome here, doll.â He patted his thigh, the water swaying with the movement alongside the low hum of his voice. You rose to your knees, floating to the other side of the tub and straddling his lap, your core sitting dangerously close to his cock. His hands found your hips, calloused fingertips digging into your soft skin with a squeeze before gliding up your sides, his thumbs ghosting over the sides of your breasts almost teasingly while he admired the way water droplets dripped down over your nipples.
âAlways so gorgeous.â He groaned, strong hands finally encompassing your breasts, kneading tender flesh as his rough palms gave your stiff peaks the friction they desperately craved.
His touch lit a fire within you, and as much as the way that he looked at you with such admiration made your heart melt, your need was becoming more and more unbearable by the second. You shifted forward, rubbing your folds over the length of his shaft with a hunger, desperate for stimulation.
Before you knew it he had dropped his grip from your chest, threading a hand into your hair to yank your head softly back, drawing a gasp from your throat.
âDid I tell you you could move?â He questioned, cocking his head to the side and raising his eyebrow. He couldnât help his sarcastic nature, it just came so naturally to him, and knowing that he had such an immense effect on you gave him the ego boost of the century. You shook your head as much as you could given the grip he held on your tresses, and choked out a soft ânoâ in response before clearing your throat.
âI-I think I deserve some relief after being in the van all day.â You tried to put up a fight, not quite done riling him up, but your tone was quickly losing all conviction and Eddie could see you slipping further into desperation.
âYou donât deserve anything, youâve been a pampered little passenger princess for 16 hours while Iâve done all of the work to get us here.â He yanked your hair back even further, craning your neck to look up at the baby pink popcorn ceiling. The sting in your scalp brought tears to your eyes, the liquid breaching your waterline leaving dark mascara trails down your cheeks in its wake.
âYouâre being awfully bratty, doll, whereâd my sweet girl go?â He cooed, free hand cupping your cheek as he loosened his grip ever so slightly to allow you to look at him.
âIâm sorry Eddie, Iâm just so sore.â You sniffled, tears still falling from the shame the disappointment in his tone made you feel.
âDonât cry baby, just need you to listen, okay?â He dropped his grip on your hair, both hands cupping your face, looking lovingly into your glazed eyes. You could feel his cock growing beneath you, the sight of dark makeup running down your tear stained face serving as the perfect aphrodisiac. He adored seeing you all messy like this, his perfect angel looking like a filthy whore, only for his eyes to see.
âThink we can both get some relief tonight if youâre good, can you be good for me?â You frantically nodded your head. âYes, I promise!â Your enthusiasm made him laugh low in the back of his throat, that goofy smile returning to his face.
âNeed you to use your words and tell me what you want, can you do that?â His tone held sickly sweet condescension and you could feel yourself slipping into that mind numbing headspace, wishing he could just slip into your mind for a moment and see all the dirty things you wanted him to do to you.
âNeed you inside, please.â Your words came out barely above a whisper and he knew he wouldnât get too much more out of you before you devolved into a mewling mess, too lost in your own mind to articulate your thoughts, but he couldnât help but play with you a little longer.
âInside where, sweetheart? Here?â He mused, bringing his free hand to your mouth, pointer and middle fingers prodding at your parted lips. You quickly took them in, sucking softly on his digits as you shook your head no, oral fixation too strong to pass up the opportunity to have any part of him in your mouth.
âIf thatâs not what you want then you need to tell me, donât be greedy.â He pulled his fingers from your lips with a pop, his tone falling an octave. Your eyes widened, nodding in acknowledgment, willing to do anything to please him at this point.
âI-I need you down here, please.â You took his wrist in your shaky hand, guiding him down to dip into the warm water, lifting your hips slightly so his hand could fit in the tight space between your bodies, pressing his fingertips to the tight ring of muscles at your entrance. You stopped, releasing his wrist, not wanting to break any unknown rule and let him take the reins from there. He brought the heel of his palm up to rut firmly against your clit, drawing quiet whimpers as you did your best to stay still.
âWhat do you want here, doll? My fingers, or something else?â He teased, dipping two of his fingers inside only up to the first knuckle, the slight stimulation almost torturous as he scissored his fingers inside, stretching open the first inch of your cunt.
âGod, something else, please.â You sighed, eyes rolling to the back of your head.
âWhat then?â He stopped his movements, withdrawing his hand and you groaned from the lack of friction.
âYour cock, Eddie, please just let me ride you.â You swore you were trying to be good, but you were starting to feel like youâd lose your mind if you didnât get the stimulation you were in desperate need of and you didnât care how impatient you sounded.
âOnly because you asked so nicely.â He laughed, his hands gripping your hips to guide you up just enough for his cock to stand upright in the water, the tip bumping against your weeping cunt. âWhenever youâre ready, babydoll. You want it so bad, youâre gonna do the work.â
You took his hint, bringing your hand beneath you to grip his member, finally sinking slowly down onto him until you could feel him in your stomach, the all too anticipated stretch making you cry out in relief after his teasing. He groaned, running a hand through his curls as he settled back against the edge of the tub, watching you start to slowly grind your hips, just feeling how full he made you feel.
After a few minutes you lifted your hips once more, starting a steady pace bouncing on his lap, the head of his cock rubbing against the tender patch of nerves deep inside your cunt, velvety walls engulfing him with every movement. The water surrounding you started to roll like waves, splashing against the sides of the tub, threatening to spill out onto the tile surrounding it. You took notice, slowly your movements to lessen the potential mess, and Eddie sighed.
âWeâll clean it up later baby, just let go.â He reassured you, secretly just as desperate as you were to get off. He didnât care about a little clean up, let alone wiping some water off the floor.
You were hesitant but returned to your previous pace, angling your hips back to really allow his cock to hit the sensitive place inside you, euphoria slowly building in your core. Your gaze slowly shifted from his face and when you caught the sight of yourself in the mirrors surrounding the tub you gasped, the lewd image of your makeup stained face and your tits bouncing with every movement of your hips was something almost pornographic, really living up to the atmosphere of the room.
Eddie caught where your eyes had shifted to and groaned, throwing his head back to properly watch you get off to your own reflection.
âLook at yourself, bouncing on my cock like a desperate whore, making such a mess.â His hand came down to press against your lower stomach, his thumb rubbing quick circles over your clit until you were a moaning mess, your thighs burning with the almost brutal pace you were now maintaining.
âWant you to make me a daddy.â He moaned, his breaths becoming more labored. His statement broke you from your trance, your gaze falling back to his as you searched his eyes for any hint of sarcasm, but you found none, he wasnât kidding.
âCan I knock you up, babydoll?â He reiterated the sentiment, increasing the pressure on your clit and feeling you pulse around him, your orgasm dangerously close.
âI need an answer before you or I can cum sweetheart.â He was panting, straining to prevent himself from finishing, and you did everything you could to pull yourself together enough to answer.
âYes, Eddie, please!â You maimed, tears threatening your waterline from how close you were to the edge.
âSay it.â He groaned, locking eyes with you one last time.
âPlease cum inside me daddy, please!â You cried out, tipping over the edge with one last slam of your hips, pleasure rolling over you in tandem with the waves of the water around you, your walls contracting over and over around him until his warmth spread throughout your cunt. You wrapped your arms around his neck, hugging him tightly against you until the aftershocks stopped wracking your body, relaxing on his lap.
âYou okay angel?â His voice was strained but sweet as ever, always concerned about your wellbeing above anything else.
âYeah.â You mumbled, smiling silently against his neck.
Once you were fully recovered, you raised off of him, both of you wincing at the loss momentarily before sinking under the now lukewarm water for one final rinse. You began to step out, Eddie right behind you to grab your waist when your foot almost slipped out from under you because of the slick tile.
âCareful babydoll, donât want you to slip.â He held you firm as you stepped down, making sure you were safe on the ground level before following you out, handing you one of the fresh towels from the pile next to the tub. He wiped up the excess water off the ground as you dried yourself off, and you didnât know if it was the cold air or the rational part of your brain turning back on, but something started to eat at you as you watched your boyfriend dry himself off.
âIs it okay that I called you that?â The worry in your voice almost made Eddieâs heart break into a million pieces, and he quickly wrapped the towel around his hips before taking you into his arms.
âI loved it, babydoll, I promise I would tell you if I didnât.â He smoothed your hair away from your face, giving you a kiss on the forehead.
âHow about we put on our pajamas and turn on a movie.â He smiled down at you, waiting for your approving nod before going to your bags on the dresser and pulling out your second pair of pjâs. He helped you into them before pulling on his own old band shirt and fresh boxers and crawling into the gaudy bed with you, cuddling up to watch whatever cheesy horror flick was airing on late night tv.
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