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What does M’alik wish on shooting stars? What is his one wish he wants to come true?
ohh. this one's good. :^) thank you!!
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💫 What does M’alik wish on shooting stars? What is his one wish he wants to come true?
m'alik doesn't make wishes anymore. but if he did?
he would wish to go back in time, before everything went so wrong. back to spend just another moment with his sister, looking over rhalgr's reach together. to make her laugh one more time. to ease her burdens with his company, and to have his lightened in turn.
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#ffxiv#ffxiv oc#m'alik tia#m'khemi#ask meme#ask answered#rare m'khemi posting..........#sad wet cats being sad and wet. :)#i will probably have to save the rest of these for tomorrow i am getting super duper dizzy again#but these have been a great distraction
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so fucking busy the rest of the year. being alive is awesome :]
#i have 4 classes this semester and 2 of them r music relateddd i love my major#my financial aid package FINALLY PROCESSED after like 7 months lol#so i just have to figure out disbursement#i have surgery in october to have a hysterectomy and oophorectomy#and then i am gonna be out of work for 4 weeks (but still doing classes lol...)#and i have 2 more cohorts to facilitate#and a training video and some projects to pull together#and a brainstorm session tomorrow#and im going to a baseball game for work on thursday!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!#and if my finaid is as much as theyre saying it will be my rent for the rest of the year is paid#which would mean all my paychecks can go directly to#medical costs and other bills n savings#which puts me so fucking closer to moving out next year#if i play my cards right i can pay all my debts between now and march/april of next yesr#and then i will be able to fucking!!!!!!! move!!!!!!!#wait guys im emotional i had a shitty medical procedure i had to endure as part of pre op a d#literally in the last hour im back to feeling so fucking energized#ohhh my gd i love being alive please please please lef this work out#im gonna stART PLANNING W MY FRIENDS FOR A SPRING TRRIP NEXT YEAR?#AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! maybe even planning another trip w 19 bc i saw a cool cabin to stay in LMAO#just. yells. oh my gd#please please let this work out even 50% of the way of what it looks like it could be
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You guys do not understand the lengths I am going to so that Karlach's approval is high enough for a romance during the tiefling party
#yall I found karlach so late#I did pretty much most of the grove stuff you can do while at the grove (arabella. trying to get the worm out. talking to the tiefling kids#I triggered the party for the first time about 1/3 of the way through Act 1#and her approval was the only one not high enough#all the other characters were all over me#but chat. chat.#I am almost done with Act 1 now#I have defeated auntie ethel#*mostly* saved waukeens rest#found the selunite and zhentarim entrances to the underdark#completely explored the underdark and completed nearly all the quests#ie: befriended the sentient mushrooms killed those slaver dwarfs explored the wizard tower killed the kua-toa#and I'm most of the way through the sharite temple#i did most of the stuff and then almost got my but handed to me during the nere fight#so I reloaded and did all the stuff for the forge side#now tomorrow I just need to restart the fight#then I'll probably be ready for the party#and then I'll probably do the gith creche quest before the nightsong quest#bg3#baldur's gate 3#avarice plays bg3#avarice plays baldur's gate 3#avarice games
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rhett abbott giving me a bone crushing hug would fix me
#tomorrow is going to be extremely stressful#i am so not looking forward to it#the rest of this month is absolute insanity#save me rhett. save me
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Not pro-shipper, not anti-shipper, but a secret, third thing (employed).
#i am sorry but i am an adult with a career who pays taxes#what is this obsession with trying to force someone to take a stance?#some of you are wretched little freaks i would never speak to in a million years because you slobber over incest#and the rest of you care too much about those wretched little freaks and make it your personality#i did yoga today#i have work tomorrow#i have a skincare routine and a savings account#anonymously messaging people trying to get them to voice a stance to be cancelled by one side of freaks or the other#is skincare routineless behaviour. try some niacinamide and some moisturiser babes
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Coconut Cream/Peanut Butter sauce with chicken thighs.
Turned out better then I thought it would, and was amazing on the coconut rice I made alongside this.
#half the cream from the can went into the sauce#the other half in the rice#perfectly balanced#as all things should be#food postings#personal post#I had half this and am saving the rest tomorrow
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fuuuuck I blew thru my pizza so fast and now I'm sad that I don't have any more pizza to eat..
#ramblings#i mean i still have a whole half of it left and i am not above eating an entire pizza in one sitting but if i save it i can have the rest#for dinner tomorrow. which is what im gonna do. =_=
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OH SHIT I ACCIDENTALLY FINISHED OCHETTE'S TALE??? HUH. I could've sworn it said Chapter 3??
from what i gathered each traveler is supposed to have 5 chapters in their story, am i wrong?? is it because each of the Cateracta/Tera/Glacis routes counted as chapters 2-4?
#octopath traveler 2#octopath traveller ii#rey plays octopath 2#anyways i *am* glad THAT was the final boss because good lord.#ochette was level 60 while the rest of the party was around 50#and i was STILL fighting for my damn life#i was a dumbass and COMPLETELY forgot that Abating Orb was a thing 💀💀💀#anyways i have some feelings about the ending. but i'll save that for tomorrow fhhdhdhd
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rewriting my cringefail first act which had many scenes that were much more like my summaries in act 2 than actually fully written scenes
#currently i am revising the last scene that has this issue but it is 5 am and i think i will save the rest for tomorrow#i set the tone and fixed up the premise but... it's the scene where jessie commits her first murder and it's a random guy targeting#her at night#despite the fact that i've met my fair share of aggressive weirdos at night they are very difficult to write because there just is no way#to write them to sound Normal. they are not normal people and normal people don't say or do these things#they Always sound kind of like a weird one-off saturday morning villain's henchman even in real life#i think i'll have better luck writing the rest after some sleep
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I just spent like 8 hours today working on my cross stitch while listening to an audio book.
I could have sworn it would be 5 at max but it seems it is already half past 6. Welp I need to finish this tomorrow so it's not like its terrible. That's going to be a night shift for me 🫠
#save me Gabriel de Leon and Aaron de Coste pls#Empire of the Vampire#what a great book#it was a good decision to get the audio book and listen to the story again#while i cant look at the illustrations it is still a very good time#i will probably finish this before i am done with the cross stitch so...#ill have to figure out what ill listen to the rest of the day tomorrow
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The thing abt me is that i only come out when its strictly necessary for Me to do it, otherwise id just tell someone that knows im a guy to spread the news so when i arrive i dont need to have That conversation at the very least
#fun fact when i came out to my dad he asked me if he could tell my aunt (frm my moms side) and it was like sure.#fastforward a day and my aunt Calls me asking me if she could tell the rest of the family and it was like By All Means!#it saves a lot of time lmfao#tani's personal shit#saying this bc my uncle frm my dad's side keeps inviting us for lunch and now that i started the tshots itd be really uncomfortable#if he + his wife dont know.... yknow?#yes i told my granny and she always gets it wrong but she's the only person allowed to misgender me bc shes got memory problems so w/e#but my uncles gotta know... by tomorrow.....#wont lie im a bit anxious abt how that'll go bc both of my cousins are different flavors of transphobes last time we touched the subject..#but i Am his favorite and only nephew so....... anyway. im not the one having this conversation anyway but i still hope it goes well#anyway goodnight
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So tomorrow i have to/should
- give presentation (obligatory; fixed time)
- talk to my professor (!!!) (After class; rip)
- study korean (!); write dialogue for oral exam
- work on thesis (finish theory; start transcribing data)
- clean apartment (!) + do laundry
- exercise
#making to do lists is fun#doing them is impossible lol#the worst thing is really the talking to my professor part#but i have to so I'll just have to hope he won't be too [mad/judgmental??] upon learning i still haven't gotten anywhere#(he probably doesn't care but i personally am mad at myself and i judge myself Hard. so it'd be fair if he does too)#and the rest is just ahhh#how do i fit all of that in one day#like i know it's Nothing compared to other people's schedules and I'm already not working at all#so i should be fine#but it's so overwhelming I'm gonna cry lmao#also that presentation will be fun ahahah#i die#but yeah#exercise#actual exercise would be Great! (like hiit or kickboxing or something like really intense#i save myself with pilates and yoga and low intensity stuff these days but i want to Feel the rush of high intensity training again#I'm too lethargic for my own good so i keep avoiding the hard stuff but i actually Want it#(let's see if that holds true tomorrow night when i haven't slept in 36 hours again ahaha)#shut up amy#kill me#life is not for me
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my mother: how shall i motivate my child on his one day off to do the chores i think he needs to do cause he looks like he's doing nothing on this one resting day he's got for two weeks straight my mother: oh i know, i should suggest he never knows when the estate agents or other people who matter may drive by and take a moment to pause and judge how he's running the place and that this could happen at Any Time At Any Moment On Any Day my mother: this surely won't fuck with his anxiety and social anxiety and trauma and paranoia i know very well he has :) me: please don't my mother: too late I already have :) me: i fuckin know you have ;n;
#in the end i did the stupid task after scolding myself for letting the anxiety and paranoia get to me#used all my spoons i was saving for the Fucking Several Big Days i have coming up#then called mum and reminded her of all the issues we have and perhaps Dont Trigger The Paranoia Please :)#she went 'oh im sorry you've just been doing so well lately that i completely forgot you had all those issues :(' like alsdkjlgkjfdg#thank you for saying im covering well. and i am doing Better#they're still fucking there and im medicated for them and in an environment i can control now so that i dont hear shit like this#on my Bad Days and you dont See My Bad Days because i can Control My Environment Now#alskdjlgkjdslg said that to her. in nice terms#and she promised to be more considerate#so it ended well ig i m just#still mad about it. as im allowed to be#my emotions are valid. my reaction was calm and nonaggressive and boundary asserting without blaming. so that was also valid#all will be well i just need to#calm down for the rest of the day before Everything Kicks Back Up Again tomorrow#6 hour work training day whyyyyyyyy ;n;#personal#venting
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Got to take my first official outing in my wheelchair today! went to the library, got to learn about hills and how that goes, and acquired a blister on one of my thumbs from wheelin' myself about.
it was a good experience. i'm not Good at it yet, i've got a lot of muscle to build up too, but i feel like it's Possible to get there for me, and like. i was worried i would have over done it on my arms, and like...nah. they're good. they're sore, yeah but they don't hurt. which is a novel distinction i've never really felt before but THAT is another rant. One i don't care to get into, i'm blowing all my spoons on this so I remember the good things in my day better and maybe unfunk myself.
also i did a really sick move curving around a corner to got down the ramp to the asphalt of the parking lot that made me feel like a total badass and like i super knew what i was doing even though it was all gravity
#i'm going to rest all day tomorrow and wednesday to save up my spoons for a potential thursday or friday ooting#to take it to the grocery store and do some shopping as well as get more practice in with the chair#the house is less wheelchair friendly than might be preferred but it does mean that it's cane and unassisted friendly#should one need to collapse against the wall dramatically for both narrative and physical pain purposes#i technically used it the first time officially last night to help me in the kitchen#where it was indeed super fucking useful to have#so yeah#otherwise i haven't done a whole bunch today and i did have a small hiccup afterwards that triggered me into a tiny little drop#but i am much practiced in this happening i just get more startled by it now because it doesn't happen as much anymore#but i got a lot of experience prior to recently so it's just a matter of riding it out and taking care of myself#i say tiny little it felt very massive but like mine are *always* dramatic#much like my cat and the plant that lives in my room i'm just a dramatic lil bitch
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Tomorrow I will get 100 BTN/MIN on Eve Tomorrow
#personal;#was gonna be today but i have been so fuckin exhausted#gf ordered me food and that's the only reason I've managed literally anything but I am still SO fucking tired#at least this corresponds with the week walmart nuked my schedule#once she has those at 100 I will try to build up her rested bonus and then start the crafting grind#I (will) have most if not all of the mats I need to make all of the cloth/leather/ingots/etc#well not leather; animal skins are the one thing i need most rn but i'll get my retainer back on those#my MIN retainer can switch to getting me alumen tomorrow since I'll finally have enough annite#being an omni craft/gatherer might save money but costs SO much time#arguably less with my OCD crafting lists but only arguably#raine play ffxiv;#i suppose i should. level something on Roxas or do EW optional content on one of the twins once Eve hits 100#/shakes snackcookie to update the specific scale mod i use for Aki so she's playable#(but like. politely. I'm patient I'm just also incredibly impatient. yk.)
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I just realised tomorrow marks the 7ths week of me being sick and feeling like garbage lol It's some ups and downs but generally it's been a while since I've been healthy and none knows whats up which is nice.
#been to the doctor so many times#and at least my general doc is trying but she cant figure out what's wrong#and the throat specialist I've been to twice in one month got a very helpful “sounds like stress and you imagine all” for me#like thanks i keep having my ear throat and nose inflamed constantly and nothing i tried so far helped but surely its stress#my doc suspected a virus but we also didnt find any active anti bodies#so i was just told to rest and was off work for two weeks that also did nothing#so i worked again even tho my doc was like maybe not but i got psychological issues being home with nothing to do#gotta go to my dentist tomorrow to see if the source is there#but im sure its my ears but I'll never go back to that doc#i was there twice a month cuz it kept getting worse and got a stress stamp#stress i didnt even have lately cuz i got a healthy fuck you all work motivation now#and now I'll lose all chance for promotion cuz i cant do my usual 200% and my bosses translate that with: she broken now bye#going great#also don't really have motivation to draw anymore#I started to build model sets but idk if anyone would wanna see those#I also got a cyst on my ovaries and got an appointment in july#that gives me serious pms like i never had it before but ok#someone knows a doc that'll remove the whole uterus i don't need that shit anymore#anyways in case anyone's been wondering where i am lately or if anyone even read this my asks are open if anyone wants to ask smth#or ask my OCs they live rent free in my head and are very precious to me#even my new car is named Michael#he's cute and my record so far been 190km/h#one day I'll do the 225 he can do#just get off the road that day pls#that car was the onyl thing i worked for so idk what to do with my life now#save for car repairs maybe#anyone wants a pic of my child#he's orange#I'm very proud of myself i managed to save up for him quiet fast#these tags are wild but I'm feeling a bit more energetic thanks to some plant supplements my uncle gave me
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