#and also i think being mean to random strangers out of nowhere makes you an asshole?

[rabbithaver]

listen i will always support the idea that being mean to complete strangers based on their appearance is bad actually.

like yeah the patriarchy sucks and should totally be dismantled! but how the fuck is being an asshole to individual people because of a trait they can't help going to like... do that? you don't know shit about kevin on the street corner. you have no idea if he's a feminist or not. all you know about kevin is that he fits your definition of what a man looks like.

frankly i think there's a lot of "leftists" out there who just want there to be a group it's okay to lash out at because they're scared

[icaruspendragon]

lemme tell ya fellas, having a mental illness that is heavily stigmatized and dangerously misrepresented in media sure is hard sometimes.

random strangers on the internet will be like, “i’m so ocd! i just can’t stand it when things get messy!”

so cool! but i think the word you’re looking for is actually “organized.”

because then i’ll get on the internet and be like, “i’ve had ocd episodes so bad i considered seeking inpatient treatment.”

and then a random stranger online will say, “if you say you have ocd, then why is your space so cluttered and disorganized?”

and to the random stranger i say, “the clutter exists because my object permanence skills are ass. and besides, there are lots of different types of ocd, the kind you see on tv isn’t the only kind.”

and then i will be asked, “how do you have ocd, then?”

to which i reply, “it’s an anxiety disorder that makes me have lots of awful and disturbing and upsetting intrusive thoughts, mainly centering around death and dying (amongst other things). like i had an episode in the past two years or so that stopped me from being able to drive anywhere.

i couldn’t drive bc i was convinced i was going to be involved in a car accident and be completely fine whereas the other driver would be terribly injured and i wouldn’t be able to help them and instead i’d just have to stand there on the side of the road watching them bleed out in a ditch.

because for me. that’s the obsessive part of the disorder. my brain conjures an upsetting intrusive thought that i very much don’t want to think about, which means all i can do is think about it. and i know i can’t make something happen by thinking about it too much, but also i can girl boss #manifest a fatal accident.

there was episode where i didn’t leave my house for weeks because i was convinced my presence in the general public would cause a mass casualty event and i’d be helpless while being forced to watch people die and it’d be all my fault because i thought it into existence.

so yeah my desk may be messy, but to be fair, i am constantly plagued by thoughts of death and try to cope with it by coming up with every single contingency plan and then some. that way i can be prepared to help the victim of the accident i’ve caused by existing.

another quirky fun non-cleaning my bathroom symptom of my disorder is picking at the skin on my head to the point it’s covered in sores and bald spots. bc body focused repetitive behavior self grooming habits are the self soothing technique my brain picked. so i don’t even notice i’m doing until someone smacks my hand away from my head or i need to use my right hand for something and see my fingers have blood on them.

the bfrb is a manifestation of anxiety, not self harm. but i am so self conscious and embarrassed by it that i stopped getting my hair done for like a year because i didn’t want anyone to see the 15 plus sores i have on my head at any given time.

so yeah. a dirty countertop “bothering your ocd” must be incredibly difficult for you to manage. i’ll be sure to ask you for advice the next time i go across an intersection with my eyes glued to my speedometer because if i don’t look at the road i can’t make a car appear out of nowhere to t-bone me, subsequently forcing me to watch someone die.”

[ourdawnishotterthanourday]

Catch Me — Xu Minghao

✧ Let's bring out the beast, shall we? ✧

Plot: Picture this… you join an exclusive sex club and meet a mysterious man who helps you embrace your darker tastes.

🎥 Starring: fem!reader x mystery man!Xu Minghao 🎥 Genre: dark romance; suggestive [+18], light angst 🎥 Word count: 0.9k+ 🎥 Warnings: swearing, primal kink (I explain it a bit but feel free to look it up if you’re unsure), light knife play (no blood) 🎥 Notes: alright, so this is a little different from my usual writing but I recently read the Legacy of Gods series by Rina Kent and let me tell you I AM OBSSESSED!! so ofc I had to incorporate it into a fic hehe. hope you will like it 🤭 🎥 Shout out: thanks again to bestie @nothoughtsjustfic for reading over this as always 💜

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Crazy. 

That was the only word you could think of to describe the situation you’d gotten yourself into on this dark and gloomy Friday evening. 

If anyone were to see you right now, running frantically through the forest in the middle of nowhere, they’d think you were in immediate danger.

But that was just the thing. Your life wasn’t in jeopardy… not really. In fact, you had very much agreed to partake in this sick and twisted game. 

It all started with Rose Haven, an exclusive sex club you’d signed up for in an attempt to find something that was more your taste, so to say. 

Although you were by no means a virgin, you’d never really found sex enjoyable, unlike your friends, who swore it was the best thing on earth. Of the few guys you’d been with, none had managed to make you cum, nor had they bothered with anything more than missionary or doggy to get themselves off before taking their leave. 

You’d then turned to porn, hoping that it would be better without a useless, self-centered guy getting in between you and your orgasm. But that didn’t do it for you either. It was all so anticlimactic and fake, you felt like you needed something more, even though you weren’t sure what that something was supposed to be. 

It had gotten to the point where you were starting to believe that maybe you were the problem — abnormal, defect, whatever you wanted to call it. 

But then you’d come across Rose Haven, and you learned about a whole list of sex kinks you didn’t even know existed. That’s how you eventually discovered the world of primal play, aka a type of predator–prey dynamic in which both parties let their primal instincts come out during sex. 

You‘d been intrigued from the start, wondering how something so raw and animalistic could be considered elating and pleasurable. However, the more you read through the club’s primal play forum, the more you began to realize that perhaps this was exactly what you needed. Maybe giving into your instincts for once would finally give you what you were looking for. 

And what better way than to do it with a random stranger, someone who didn’t know you at all, someone who wouldn’t judge you for indulging in something like that, someone who — just like you — was trying out new kinks because regular, boring vanilla sex was not cutting it for them either? 

Yes, you knew it sounded totally crazy and you were pretty sure that none of your friends would understand, but you still signed up that same evening, filling out all the required information and your preferences and submitting the form before you had a chance to back out. 

And now here you were, being chased through a dark forest by a hot guy whom you’d been matched with less than a week after sending in your application. 

You didn’t even know his name. All you knew about the guy was that he’d engaged in primal play before, and his member ID, which was mentioned in the attendance invitation you’d received earlier this evening — it also stated the safeword and the off-site location you were currently at. 

When you arrived at the eerie-looking cabin, you’d been alone. And when he still hadn’t shown up ten minutes after the original meetup time, you started to second-guess your choice to come.

But then he was suddenly there, scaring the living daylights out of you when you felt his warm breath hit the back of your neck. It was only when you turned around and he showed you the card displaying a member ID that matched the one you received, you felt yourself start to relax. 

Next thing you knew he told you to run as his lips curled into a devilish smirk, one that was enough to get you moving.  

Where, you didn’t know. You could barely see anything in the dark, the trees all looking similar and your vision slightly blurring the longer you ran. So you stopped behind a big tree for a moment to catch your breath, keeping your ears open for any sign of the guy. 

A twig snapping on your right caught your attention and your heartbeat sped up instantly as you waited, your body shaking with adrenaline. 

“Oh, thank god.” You breathed a sigh of relief when you realized it was just an innocent bunny. You slowly pushed yourself away from the tree and turned around before taking a step, only to freeze when a piece of metal was suddenly pressed against your throat. 

“Gotcha, little rabbit. You really have to work on your technique,” he mumbled against your ear.

You swallowed nervously, too afraid to move but at the same time curious to see what would happen if you did. 

“Don’t even think about moving. I won’t be so nice next time.” His voice was harsh this time, sending tingles down your spine and to your pussy as he increased the pressure on your throat. 

Fuck, how was he having this effect on you already? You don’t think you’d ever gotten that wet this fast. But here this stranger was, doing just that while manhandling you like a freaking psycho. 

Within the blink of an eye, he removed the knife and forcefully pushed your back against the large tree, leaving you with nowhere to go as he trapped you with his larger form.

Then the knife was back on your skin, right below your throat, sliding down slowly and leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. 

A loud ripping sound echoed through the empty woods, and you watched with big eyes as your dress fell to the ground in tatters.

A terrifying smile overtook the man's features as his hungry gaze moved over your trembling form.

“Now, little rabbit, where do we start?” 

**BONUS CONTENT**

Dear Ms. L/N,

Due to unforeseen circumstances that we cannot disclose, member 234448 is unfortunately unable to attend today's appointment that was supposed to take place at 10pm.

If you wish to reschedule the appointment, please fill out the attached form as soon as possible and we will do our best to arrange something.

Thank you for your understanding and as always, stay safe.

🌹 Rose Haven  

Your breath caught in your throat as you read over the club message you'd received over two hours ago.

“Something wrong, little rabbit?”

Your gaze shot up instantly, locking with mystery man's dark orbs as you tried to keep your cool.

If your supposed ‘date’ had canceled on you, then who the hell was the man that had just ravaged you in the best possible way in the forest?

To be continued…

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[roseofdarkness0]

Here are some more headcanons/story based on this post

I expanded the idea a little bit in the tag on that post but I will rewrite them here as well :D

1/?

•Kinich, Ororon and Layla are veerrrry sibling coded to me, I mean look at them!!! Green-Purple-Blue!!!!

•Kinich is the oldest out of the three, as I think either his mother or (more likely) his father had either affair OR they were split after their births, Ororon left in the mountains and Layla by the dessert with Kinich left in their "care" untill the obvious happened.

•pointy ears kinich 🤝 Layla + bat ears Ororon

•Kinich already "corrupted" Ororon into jumping from high places and enjoying it so it's just matter of time before he convinces Layla that it's very very fun to do that.

•Claymore+Bow+Sword users

•None of them connect any of the dots untill Wanderer points it out to Layla later (Layla being 4ggravate fav daughter-in-law ((collei/layla)) at family dinner asking her if the two strangers were distant family and her being like "huh????"

°"The two looked like you"

"I didn't notice, but no that's not my family"

"If you say so"

• What happened, was that Kinich and Ororon visit Sumeru and met sleep deprived Layla when she was in the market and nearly stumbled into them and somehow they got into heated conversation because Ororon mentioned that her soul is full of dual stars but not broken like his. She was confused but did try to politely tell him that humans don't have stars for souls with him just staring at her being like but you do

•Kinich just watched on resigned to the fact that they will probably be longer in the market then either of them planned and miss their chance to get at least one decent room at the inn. Wonderer watched from the shadows as well, ready to defeat the newcomers if they tried anything. Not that he cared but Collei would have been sad of something happened to Layla and he could have prevented it so might as well

•Ajaw did appear to sew more chaos but took one look at three and took himself into a time out muttering something about there being "three of them now"

•After lengthy discussion that lead to nowhere, they went they separate way (Wanderer stopping Layla from following as Kinich dragged Ororon away) they thought they could forget about it.

°Layla kept on thinking about Wanderers comments because the more she thought about it (between the precious moments of free time) the more she become more confused, because it was so so easy to argue with random stranger then it was with classmates she knew for years, so maybe there was something to it? But she didn't remember ???

°at night, with her chains broken she would search for them to demand answers but she couldn't find them anymore, it was making her restless thus she threw herself even more into her studies, hoping (deluding herself) that if she made enough of free time maybe she could find them again?

•After the disastrous meeting in the market, kinich decided that it might be best to explore areas outside the city and see what they have in store for them and hey maybe they find some asphids on this side of the world as well?

°they find mushrooms. They fly for some reason. But also ajaw was even more grumpy then usual and avoiding Kinich questions, was there something about the mystery girl that he was keeping away from them?

•Somehow all three meet again in the port ormos by pure coincidence. Layla wished to buy something for Collei (and amber, she wanted to make good impression on her girlfriend girlfriend) and Kinich dragged Ororon over to the port to find temporary lodgings so they can re stock for their journey back to natlan.

•Once again, market seems to be their chance meeting, Ororon is back at the inn, resting before the journey ahead and Kinich and Ajaw are out in the market getting supplies they need.

•They bump into Layla by one of the trinket stalls,

°"oh! It's you"

"Hello"

"......"

"......"

"Ugh, really kinich?! Just say something instead of staring at her!!!! Or better yet!!! Introduce her to the Almight-"

"Sorry about him I put him in timeout so he shouldn't bother us.... Would you like to talk somewhere else?"

"Sure?"

•The stall owner is like bruh

•they get to the inn and on the way there Kinich introduces himself and Ororon, telling her not to worry about Ajaw and that Ororon is just like that sometimes. She tells him not to worry about it but she is curious as to why the two are all the way here away from natlan?

°"Ororon is a recent widow, thought this might cheer him up"

"Oh! I'm sorry I didn't know-"

"Don't mention it to him and you be fine"

•Ororon is surprised to find Layla with Kinich but adapts pretty quickly and they get talking whilst Kinich starts packing their supplies. They talk pretty well into the night at which point they do offer Layla the spare bed in the room for her to sleep in or to walk her back all the way to sumeru city.

•She chooses to stay the night

•And in the morning as all three eat their breakfast, they agree to walk Layla back to sumeru city before they depart back to Natlan. The journey back is nice, long but nice and at the end of it they agree to meet again, be it in natlan, desert or somewhere else.

°

"You sure you have everything? We won't stop walking until we reach the pyramid" Kinich eyed Ororon, taking mental stock of all the supplies they shared and wondering if he should bring more just in case.

"I do" Ororon nodded, ready to go back to Natlan. He appreciated the trip and Kinich not-worry-worryness about him but he really wished he could go back to his vegetable fields and his asphids.

And he remembered about the light novels for granny as well, so she probably won't kill them.

"Then let's go, earlier we leave sooner we come back"

Nodding, Ororon was quick to follow, peace settling over them as they kept walking. The quite footsteps that were following them still a distance away.

"Do you think she will catch up to us before we get to the desert village?"

"...she???"

"Layla? The girl from Port? Didn't you notice???"

"No?"

"oh... Are we waiting for her?"

"we are now"

[aurenethebean]

random overlord hazbin au

buckle up boys, this is going to be a long one

i had this random hazbin hotel au idea at 3am, so i obviously wrote a massive page explaining it. enjoy! (by the way, "caelum" is just a placeholder, since it means "heaven" in latin)

the fic takes place from 2000 - 2006

Camp Caelum is a place for "Gifted Young Minds" (rich people's kids) to "Hone in their Business Skills" (get traumatized) and "Make New Friends" (do I even need to elaborate on that one?) It's endorsed by the one and only Mr. Deus, so every millionaire in the country is dropping everything to sign up. The program runs for three months every year for SIX WHOLE YEARS. Damn. And, even better, this camp is a one-time thing only! It will never happen again, ever! The parents just want something impressive on their kids' resume, so this is perfect.

All of the kids attend from the ages of 12-18. It seems to be great, except for a few things. First of all, they are immediately split into two groups, "sinners" and "winners," and one keeps getting better treatment. Secondly, these "business techniques" keep getting weirder and weirder. The groups are pitted against each other, the "punishments" for "bad behavior" are getting out of hand, and Mr. Deus is nowhere to be found. Actually, there isn't anything suggesting that this operation is even legal. Well, it looks like everyone has just been swindled, but they already signed the contract. Now, they just have to try and make it through the summer.

And all of the ones after it.

(guys please give this au a chance, i know it sounds boring asf but you have to trust me)

CHARACTER PROFILES/ MORE INFO BELOW THE CUT

ALASTOR- He seems to be a decently nice person. His smile is a bit off-putting, and he's a bit cocky and arrogant, but aren't we all? He has a way with words, and is very persuasive (manipulative.) He is mixed Creole, tall, and has very wavy dark brown hair. He immediately hates Vox and Valentino, but befriends Husker and Rosie. His father already owned one of the most famous radio stations in America, but the Telecommunications Act of 1996 allowed him to almost completely control the market.

VOX- A rather extroverted and talkative person. He is very prideful and hates it when the attention isn't on him. He's very pale (which he hates) and has hair so black, it almost looks blue. He seems to be everywhere all at once, and is always the center of conversation (for better or worse.) He immediately hates Alastor, but befriends Valentino. Everyone has a pretty neutral opinion of him, thinking he's just a shallow attention-seeker. However, he's much smarter than they realize. His father worked with another inventor to create the DVD in 1995, making their family rich.

VALENTINO- He's very extroverted as well, and likes being the one in charge. He seems very bubbly and innocent at first, but the more you know him, the stranger he gets. He's the tallest one of the group, Hispanic, and is very flamboyantly dressed. (It seems very hard to walk around or do anything in his clothes.) He seems to like everyone in the group, and they all (sort of) like him back. He becomes best friends with Vox immediately, though. His entire family are rich supermodels, with his mother being the main star. He already knew Velvette before coming to the camp.

CARMILLA- An introverted, stone-cold diva. She seems standoffish and quiet, but is way more fun and sassy when you get to know her. She's unusually tall, Hispanic, and has extremely long black hair that she wears in a braid. She is also the strongest (physically) out of the group. She only opens up around Rosie and Velvette, and is the only one brave enough to stand up to the leaders (sometimes.) Everyone trusts her, and they start to acknowledge her as the "leader" of the group after a while. Her dad is a decorated veteran who seems to be unusually close to the government.

HUSKER- Aloof and quiet. He tried to stay away from the others no matter what, but became acquaintances with Alastor (against his will.) He's short, strong, and has mixed Russian ethnicity, with brown hair and strangely yellow eyes. He appears to be the most obedient, but is rarely ever doing what he's supposed to. He's also one of the most street-smart, and always has a few tricks up his sleeve. The others don't really have an opinion on him, since he never tries to interact with them. His family has owned a casino ever since the 1950s that has been passed down through generations.

ROSIE- An extroverted icon! She's always happy and fun, and just has an aura that makes you feel safe around her. Sometimes it seems like she's using that as a weapon, but that would be ridiculous. Because of her perpetually happy demeanor, it is incredibly frightening when she gets angry. She has pale skin with short blonde hair, and bright blue eyes. Everyone loves her, because they need that ray of sunshine in their lives (Alastor is her best friend, though.) Her mother is a governor, who also has strong ties with the government. Some question how legitimate her election was, but they never gain much traction. The questions about where she got all of her money remain unanswered.

VELVETTE- An ambiverted character. She alternates from being completely dead to the world, sucked into her brand new phone, to being the life of the party. She forms a very strong bond with her friends very quickly, and has a wide friend circle with Vox, Valentino, Carmilla, and Rosie. She has a thick British accent, with pink and black dyed hair. She and Valentino are the only millionaires who helped make their own money, as they were both models, who have worked together before. Velvette was more successful, though. Everyone is 99% sure that she faked her age to meet the age requirements of the camp, but nobody can prove it. Her mother also invested in technology, contributing to their wealth.

HOLY SHITTT THAT WAS REALLY LONG, AND WE'RE BARELY HALFWAY THROUGH.

i understand that your brainrotted attention span probably can't take any more of this au, so i'm cutting it off here. i will update with more info and the rest of the characters very soon, so follow if you want to see this au more!!

also any comments or interaction are VERY appreciated, they really do mean the world to me <3 thank you!

[pumpkinsy0]

As a preface for the hc request, I live in the middle of nowhere (and when I say the middle of nowhere I mean I live in the same town as Amish communities 😭 there is genuinely nothing to do here except for a single gas station that is basically impossible to walk to half the time)

I would love some hcs of the Curtis bros living in the middle of nowhere in a place like this AND combine that with the au of pony and curly meeting and talking online cause they live far away from each other!!

Maybe they moved there after everything that went down to give a fresh start to Pony or smth and ponyboy turned to the internet to find entertainment and friends 🤷‍♂️ country life was not as good as he imagined HE ROMANTICIZED IT TOO HARD

I am requesting because IHATEITHERE so I need him to experience it as well 💘 love literally everything you post, always a banger 🙏(also sorry for insans yap on my part LMAOO)

this is the perfect ask rn bc ive been thinking about sonething similar for the longest time, god bless u anon🙏🏽🙏🏽

for funsies lets say its like early 2000s

AND THANK U FOR UR SUPPORT,,,ily,,,

•NOW SEE, i dont think they would move out from tulsa after everything, purely for the fact that everything they have is literally there, they cant just uproot their whole lives, yknow?? BUTTT what i will say is that the curtis family gives off the vibe of ppl who HAVE lived in the middle of nowhere and just moved to some place less in the middle of nowhere and thats whats happenin here, they r moving from nowhere to somewhere!!!

•as for how pony and curly met, pony was on some internet forum for tulsa!!! hes a lil curious about where theyre gonna b going but theres a lil stupid TROLL (aka curly) going around it and thats how they met each other :3 curly was specifically targeting pony bc he was a newbie, they took it into arguing in dms but pony was actually pretty funny so they started talking, became friends, pony sent a pic, curly was like “woah mama” annnddddd we get the papercut we know and love

•curlys such an ass bc everytime pony expressed excitement to go to one area like a lake or somethin, curly always ruins it w a “we can go but” and then drops a disgusting fact about the place, if ponys gonna live in tulsa hes gonna b forced to b as unhappy as the residence, aint no frolicking in the flowers here, white boy

•LET THEM PLAN WHEN THEY WANNA MEET UP!!! ponys basically counting the days down and somewhat hiding it from darry. darrys alright when it comes to technology hes not an old man, but its still a new place and he wants to protect pony yknow??? cant imagine the first thing ur baby brother doing is going to meet a stranger and u being 100% on board w it

•soda knows about it and hes talked to curly here n there, sodas still a lil on the fense but glad that ponys making friends w other ppl his age w no help. this is lil one of the rarest instances where sodas kinda open to the idea of pony hanging w curly, revel in it while we’re here

•the video calls between them r something truly special. ponys internet is so ASS and so is curlys, they glitch out sm but theyre used to it now. ANYWAYS, theres been multiple instances if the others family coming in mid call bc theyre both using the family computer thats in the living room, they tease each other for it so bad theres so many inside jokes about it

•this means that darrys looked a lil bit at their messages “on accident” and angelas looked through it just to b nosey, she has no shame about it. darrys managed to personally talk to curly so he felt better about them meeting while angelas just straight up pretended to b curly or got online to lowkey shit talk to pony about him shes sooooo sick of hearing about em😭😭

•curly loves making courage the cowardly dog references to pony by sending him monsters or random scary images on the internet and asking if hes seen them around. does it scare pony???? sometimes, hes not admitting it however

•they gave each other their addresses, if u think them being grounded off the computer was gonna stop em from talking u were sooooo wrong. sometimes cyrly just sends pony a glitter bomb, like i said internet troll over here

•pony sometimes draws curly and sends it over to him, its somewhere hung up on his wall. if anyone ever asks, he tells em he scammed this artist into drawing it for him, he told that story to tim but tim didnt believe him at ALL. next time curly was on call w pony, tim crashed it and started questioning pony. pony was scared shitless❤️

•if ponys moving to tulsa i feel like he also told curly the location of where and curly the little fucking creep he is has been leaving lil notes for pony to see, even carved ponys name on multiple trees so pony couldnt miss it. when pony eventually does move in curly secretly gives him a week to find em all before he just tells pony he did it and shows him around to see them

[winderlylandchime]

It has been an INSANE few months. Don’t get me wrong, while this man is not one for wanting kids or marriage, he is a giant marshmallow that loves romance stuff (even tho from past observations dating him is like doing bunch of side quests in a video game). That being said: I really really really wish you could see this man for the past few months. He’s still a giant dumbass, who has no filter and does dumb shit (last week he “borrowed” a plate from a restaurant bc he wasnt finished eating his spaghetti when dad decided that they were leaving, please try to imagine my dads look when he looked at the passenger side and realized my brother took the plate and fork) That being said, for the past few months he has been a blushing, giggling IDIOT! And he is still this way. I told Nick I know how annoying he can be in recovery and he went "idk what you mean, he's been very good" and I wanted to fight both of them. I HAD TO CHASE THAT MAN DOWN A STREET CAUSE HE WAS MAD AT CRAIG! meanwhile my boy Nick says "babe, maybe take a nap" and he goes "good idea but tv stays on so I feel like I'm winning this argument a little bit" ugh.

He really had zero idea what was happening until that pool/bar date and even that it was only because on the way home he stopped at his friends place and he was telling them about the “cool new guy he made friends with” and during the telling of the game and how he “let him win” he realized that he had Nick do the move that usually he would do on his dates. According to one of the friends there, it was like watching the oh…oh…OH..OH FUCK, in real life except he didn’t know he had the oh moment. (I asked btw, he had it while trying to sleep and out of nowhere he realized he actually likes him in a "gay way and not in an ALLY! way") (he is also upset about no longer being able to do the ally fist)

I do have to give my man Nick some credit tho. He found out about his qaf/Brian obsession and about the fact that bunch of strangers watched him react to it and he thought it was the most hilarious thing ever and I read him some of my brothers highlights and he actually found it adorable and funnt. Insane behavior if you ask me. It did however make me feel better when he learned about his Brian crush and went “you basically had a crush on him and you still thought we were just two bros hanging out?” And that idiot went “that’s no- OH MY GOD WAS BRIAN MY AWAKENING?!?!” (The answer from dad was ‘no, cause you were clearly asleep when you met’) Also his face was priceless when he found out that my brother played pool. It really was a dummy going on dates and not realizing it and a guy thinking he’s dating the most shy guy ever. He has since learned that my brother does not know that word.

I will have you know tho that about a month into their relationship we were having lunch and he looked at me in horror and went “oh no, they have that hashtag for me as straight brother. This will totally fuck it up for them” and I had to remind him that he is just a random guy and he got upset with me and went “yeah, but you can’t tell me that they won’t be at least a tiny 2% happy to know that I of all people managed to make Bri Bri proud!”  Btw the rimming joke actually made me laugh bc I was unfortunately a witness to him saying "Oh just like in quee-" and Nick going "yeah, no..let's not take inspirations from that"

SPOILER ALERT. Those following along, go back and read these in order!

Dear sweet anon, I AM DYING AT THESE UPDATES.

I snorted at the idea of him walking out of restaurant with a plate and a fork.

Nick is having it easy because your brother is still trying to impress him. One day he will see the full beast unleashed.

He can still make the fist about being an ally... just for other letters of the LGBTQIA community.

"You had a crush on him and still thought we were still bros hanging out" is sending me. Nick is a saint and I adore him already.

You and your brother are SO important. I do need to change the tag. And we are proud that my fanfic, QAF, and a matchmaker who clearly saw your brother better than he saw himself have all led to boyfriending Nick. I think this all counts for our recruitment numbers for the year.

[clumsiestgiantess]

Erica pov of chapter five! A very ominous title, but we already know who’s watching her.

all chapters linked here

[When you think you’re alone, someone’s watching]

I knew something awful was going to happen the moment that damn pile of money reappeared in my living room.  It’s always been a specialty of mine to sense that kind of thing.  Unfortunately, nine times out of ten I ignore it and continue making things worse.  I only realize this in hindsight, of course.  If I’d known the horrific punishment for using that money, I probably would’ve walked right out of my apartment the day it showed up and never looked back.  I would say going back to John is better than the torture, but it would actually be a very similar experience.  In short, I would be screwed either way.

Not that I have much of a choice these days.  Apparently my free will is the price to pay for all that mysterious money.  I'd involuntarily made a deal with some sort of devil or demon or otherworldly being, and now I couldn’t take it back.  I shouldn’t have touched that money.  Why did I take it when I knew something was wrong?  Stupid fucking logic — correcting my decisions after I already made them.  I couldn’t even make decisions for myself anymore.  It felt like I became a puppet on a string.  My movements weren’t my own, and I could feel something somewhere tugging at me — forcing me to do whatever it wanted.  The sensation always left me feeling frighteningly cold, like I was already dead.

Whatever took my body hadn’t seemed so malicious at first.  It had given me a small fortune, a mini mansion, a stable job, everything I wanted.  I thought it was a prank or strange new tv show; little did I know I would end up here, like this.  It’s all been taken from me now, except the mansion and my car.  The only reason I still have those is because I need some form of transportation, and without the mansion, I don’t have a home.  I.. god, I think I really screwed up.  I made it mad or something.  It took almost everything I’d bought.  Did I use the money in the wrong way?  But what else would they have given me a whole giant secret safe of it for?

Strangely enough, whatever was torturing me wasn’t too cruel.  I mean, having zero choice over where I went and what I did was a shit deal, but if my puppet master could really do whatever they wanted, things could be a whole lot worse.  A lot of people would do worse.  John would do worse.  He would have me right where he wanted me from square one.  I could feel goosebumps on my arms just thinking about it, even though I’m not even controlling them.  

In all the horror movies about possession and stuff, the puppet was usually hurt for fun or thrown into awful situations just to amuse whoever was controlling them.  Thankfully, that doesn’t seem to be the case for me.  All my puppet master’s done is force me to live a well-off human life.  Is it using me to live a human life for itself?  Why me?  Why not one of the thousands of other people in the city?  And if I’m being controlled like this without a single person knowing, how many other people are actually these beings in disguise?  

From sunup to sundown I was a stranger in my own body.  There were a few exceptions, though.  Once in a while I’d wake up and not be greeted by the awful sensation of being tied to some unseeable thing.  Apparently, I was given random days off.  I panicked the first time I woke without being controlled, desperate to find out what had happened, and why I could suddenly move my own limbs again.  I drove away to the middle of nowhere, trying to hide, but I’d been caught speeding down the highway in my rush to get away.  I ended up right back home because I’d forgotten my wallet in my despricity to escape.  By the time I got back, my freedom had been revoked.

My captor would also let me have freedom for social situations — when a friend or colleague started talking to me about things that whatever was controlling me probably didn’t know.  Thanks a lot, body snatching creature.  Free will, but only while I’m forced to make small talk.  Maybe it is torturing me after all.  There was one time during an event like that when I thought I finally found out what, or who, was controlling me.  The moment I was alone, in public, and uncontrolled, John showed up.  

“Had enough yet?” his sickeningly smooth voice startled me from behind as he glided over to the table where I sat.  A friend and I were at a popular cafe when he happened to saunter in at the exact moment she left.  I turned to look at him, heart dropping into my stomach.  I hadn’t seen him since the night I told him to go fuck himself.  “E- Enough of what?”  Fear seeped into my voice; I couldn’t help it.  Enough of being controlled?  I know he definitely would control me given the chance, but I thought he’d be doing so much more to me if it really is him.   “Oh come on, seriously?” he sneered.  “Surely you’ve been evicted from our apartment by now.  You bought it with my money, didn’t you?”  He chuckled menacingly, “Face it darling, you need me.”

Oh thank god; he’s not the one controlling me.  Feeling a bit more confident knowing that and the fact that I was currently in control of myself, I gave an amused sounding sneer before shooting him a steely glare.  “No, I don’t.  I’m doing just fine without you and I don’t plan on ever needing anything from you ever again.”  I loved the way his smugness immediately vanished.  Unfortunately, it was quickly replaced with rage.  I braced myself, knowing he would undoubtedly yell something stupid at me and make a big fucking scene.  He stayed silent, and that scared me more than the first option.

My eyes shot open to find him standing completely frozen and almost limp like a standing zombie.  Or a puppet.  In less than a second, I was on my knees in the booth, peering over the top at every possible person to see if anyone had anything to do with it.  I know if it’s not John then it might not even be a person, but I was desperate at that point.  Even as he wandered out the door in a daze, I followed him, excusing myself from the meal.  He looked hollow, almost — drifting into a crowded sidewalk out of sight.  Is that how I look when I’m controlled?

Suddenly, I felt almost a magnetic tug from above.  No!  No, no, no!  Shit!  It’s coming back for me!  I left the cafe, and I don’t think that’s what my puppet master wanted.  Before I could get a foot out in front of me to run, my muscles were tugged out of my control.  Thoughts that weren’t my own drifted into my head, telling me that I could stop worrying about John — he was taken care of for the foreseeable future.  That’s happened a few different times.  I think it’s some sort of message from my captor.  Usually they’re stupid, but I do agree with letting them handle John.

I tried to get away the next several times I woke up uncontrolled, but my captor found me every. Single. Time.  They must have had some way to track me down; how awful is that?  By then, I’d pretty much given up hope of escaping.  I’d just have to wait it out.  Whatever’s controlling me has to get bored of it eventually.

Months into this strange existence, I started to feel like I was being watched.  My captor certainly was not getting bored yet.  As time went on, I only became more and more aware of the thing controlling me.  Whenever I thought I was alone, someone would be watching.  They’re always here.  Don’t they have anything better to do? I thought with disdain.  What if this is a lifetime deal?  Will I have to live watching my own life play out in front of me until I die?  That- That can’t be it.  This can’t be the rest of my life, it can’t.  All I have left is looking out of my own eyes like a window, watching things happen around me like I’m seeing someone else.  Like I’m no one, like I’m nothing.  I can’t stand being like this, and I can’t even be angry or sad about it because I’m always trapped.

Eight long frustrating months passed.  Sometimes, when I woke up late at night when the thing wasn’t controlling me, I’d reminisce about my life before all this.  There wasn’t much to reminisce about, though.  My life already sucked, but at least then I could still make decisions.  I had at least a little control over what happened to me, though honestly, it wasn’t much.  Sitting on the edge of my bed in a sobbing mess is one of the best things I can have now.  I can finally have emotions besides the ones that are stuck in my head every goddamn day of my awful fucking life.  The doors to the balcony creaked open, but I barely had time to look up at them before my muscles were taken from me.  If I knew my captor was there, I would’ve been begging rather than crying.  Though, I bet I’d be crying either way.

Thoughts that weren’t mine came into my head, but this time they came with a new sensation.  A sort of.. calmness that I hadn’t felt in years washed over me like rain after a drought.  It was soothing, though I knew it was my captor doing it.  Wait.  They’re calming me down?  They saw me crying and calmed me down?  What?  Why didn’t they let me have this before?  I thought back through the other times I wasn’t controlled.  I guess I’ve never cried in front of them before.  Suddenly, I was feeling extremely tired.  I don’t know if it’s my captor doing it or just me being tired, but I was out in less than a minute.  

From then on, my captor decided to give me that sort of peace from time to time.  It helps a bit.  I don’t mind having a break from living life; I just wish I could spend the time on something besides sitting around doing nothing in my head but watch.  The calmness changed that.  It gave me weird visions of happy places and times that I’d never seen — something to do besides nothing at all.  I want to be in control more than anything when there’s free time, but while I’m at work or dealing with traffic, I decided the weird relationship between me and my captor was mutual.  They could have my body then.  Now I use the few days I have off like vacation days.  I do whatever I want until whatever’s controlling me comes back.  Then it’s back to my head and back to work.  Life again became tolerable.  I’d space out all day, letting my body be dragged from one place to another.  Until one fateful night.

I stayed at work late.  It wasn’t my choice; it was never my choice anymore.  But suddenly, it was.  Some noisy kids were making a racket down the connecting street; there was an explosive snap, and then I could feel my limbs again.  For the first time in almost a month I felt truly alive again!  I got the suspicion that this wasn’t an intentional release, and I could practically feel the presence of my captor nearby.  Taking the small chance I had, I fled down the empty street to the parking garage and my car.  If I could just reach it before I was taken over, I might be able to escape.  Despite liking the time alone to myself, I wanted it to happen on my terms, not my captor���s.

As I raced through the now eerily quiet sidewalk, I felt the thing getting closer, rapidly gaining distance on me despite running at my fastest.  I hadn’t been afraid of it in a long time, but I was starting to now.  At the last second, I dodged into an opening in the parking garage ahead, hoping to lose whoever or whatever was chasing me.  Up until that point, I could chalk up the 'feeling their otherworldly presence' thing to paranoia or delusion, but a few moments after I darted into the parking lot, a new factor made my hair stand on end.  I could hear it breathing.  Echoed breaths flooded the concrete structure, seemingly coming from everywhere at once.  Now I was more terrified of my captor than I had ever been before.

Overwhelmed, I let out a terrified scream as the breathing grew closer.  It's going to catch me, I realized in horror, and I'll never have control again!  Realizing it would take me far too long to find my car in the lot, I abandoned it and rushed out the back entrance, desperate for a busy street of some sort.  If I could slip into a crowd, whatever's rushing around invisibly probably wouldn't be able to find me.  At least they wouldn't have a clear shot at getting my body back.  Maybe if I put up a long enough chase, it'll get tired and find someone else to control instead.

Unfortunately, that plan was very short-lived.  The street in that direction was a dead end.  I scrambled into an alley, which was also a dead end, hoping that it was possible to hide from whatever's coming for me.  I stood trembling in fear as I felt and heard the thing getting closer.  It must've seen me hide down there, because it wasn't long before I could feel its presence at the entrance to the alley.  I'm trapped with no way out now.  I'll never have free will again.  Might as well put up a fight while I still can, right?  

There was a trashed glass bottle on the ground beside me, and I scooped it up in haste as I felt my captor inch closer.  With a quick swing, I shattered the back end of the bottle against the wall to my right, creating a rudimentary weapon.  "Don't fucking touch me!" I cried out with all the fury I could muster, "I know you're here!  I could hear you breathing in the parking garage."  The thing, whatever it was, stopped its advance, so I continued, voice growing a little stronger.  "What are you?!  What do you want from me?!"  I swung my shattered bottle violently through the air in hopes to deter the thing from coming any closer.

My aggression seemed to be working as far as I could tell.  My captor had backed up a ways to the alleyway entrance.  It's still hard to tell how much of an advantage I actually have, though.  I can't see the thing I'm trying to fight.  For all I know, it might have just stepped back to have a good laugh at me before taking my body again.  Maybe it realized that I'd have to go out that way eventually, and it’s just sitting there waiting to grab me once I tried to escape.  As I thought through a possible way out of there that didn't involve my immediate re-capture, I heard a chilling cracking sound.  It was like a mini earthquake.  The pavement in front of the alley split open, and soon half the parking garage crumbled to rubble before my eyes.  My heart thundered in my ears, and I was dangerously close to passing out in fright.

At that point, I was at my wits' end.  I assumed I was about to be torn apart just like the metal and concrete structure before me.  I braced myself for the worst, but was startled out of it by a very loud yelp of pain.  Looking back over at the garage, I gasped in confusion and utter horror, dropping my bottle to the ground.  A few truckloads of blood were spattered over the entire side of the parking garage.  Sitting in the middle of it was my captor, now fully visible.  It.. no wait.. she looked like a person.  Her blonde hair shone under the dim city lights, and her pale face paled even more as she slowly glanced up from her cut hands to look at me.  She looked like a person, but she was taller than almost every single building I could see.  It was too much, way too much.  This was my puppet master?  She was controlling me?  I slowly backed up to the furthest point I could, flinching as I hit the wall behind me.  Whoever, whatever she is, she could easily kill me with only a few fingers.  How can something like her even exist?

"Please, don't-" I choked on a sob before I finished my sentence.  What use was it to beg for my life?  She'd already stolen it from me.  I watched as her eyes went wide with.. fear?  It couldn't be.  She was probably just surprised that I'd spoken to her since she'd been invisible the whole time.  How did she even get this far into the city without absolutely demolishing everything in her path?  It looked like she was going to say something, but stopped as her injuries tensed with pain.  The air around her wavered like a mirage or exhaust.  One moment she was there, hunched over beside the blood-covered remains of the garage, and the next moment, she was gone.  All the gore disappeared along with her, but the destruction remained.  At first I thought she'd gone invisible again, but I realized that even the sensation of her presence was gone.  She'd simply vanished into thin air.

I stood in the alleyway for a long while after my surprisingly human-looking tormentor disappeared, still shaking with fear though she was long gone.  Finally, a car horn from somewhere in the city startled me out of my stupor.  In a daze, I trudged over to my car, which was thankfully parked near the edge of the garage and hadn't been close in the giant's crater of destruction.  Once I climbed in and let the car door slam behind me, it was as if all my emotions suddenly felt the need to re-appear at once.  I curled up in my seat, bawling in a mix of fear and anger and relief.  Why has that behemoth of a person been controlling me, and how?  I've managed to keep control of my body, but at what cost?  Will she return to take back control, or just end my life entirely?  She hurt herself in anger at me.  Surely she’ll be back for revenge.  My heart missed a beat as I realized just how helpless I really was in this situation.  I’ll die if she tries to hurt me!  Even if I don’t die, I doubt I’ll ever have control over myself as long as I live.  I’ll never feel my body ever again! By the time I stopped crying, I was dead tired.  It was two in the morning, I'd just been hunted down like a wild animal, and I was realy fucking sick of fearing for my life.  With grim determination, I started up my car and headed back home.  There's no point in delaying the inevitable.  I'm dead inside and out and I really, really just want somewhere safe to go.  But I have nowhere left.  My parents' house is a plethora of nightmares in itself.  John's place.. only in his dreams.  I guess I could sleep in my car, but I'm afraid of either getting a ticket or getting broken into.  And finally, there's the mansion I had been gifted by my captor.  There's really only one option here.  My only hope is to bet that with an almost human appearance, my captor also has almost human emotions.  She did take pity on me once before, right?  If I could just get her to sympathize with me somehow — get her to recognize how awful she's been — maybe, just maybe, I could have my own life back.

[morgulscribe]

Rings of Power Season 2, Episode 4 Thoughts

Random thoughts while watching the episode, not a review.

Spoilers below!!!

The depiction of the Gray Havens remind me a bit of Thomas Kinkade paintings.

A wide angle, dramatic shot of the elves traveling - shout out to the Eregion travel scenes from the film trilogy.

So the Axa Bridge is out… I've been in this position SO many times in LOTRO, looking down over the edge of a bridge that is broken in half, with nowhere to go and no place to cross over.

Nenya gives Galadriel visions of danger when the party considers going through the Barrow Downs. As I suspected, the writers must prefer the theory that Galadriel's magic powers come from the Ring, and not from her studying under Melian and her natural strength as the sister of Finrod Felagund. Most likely, this is the reason why Galadriel has not come across as very magical in the series so far.

The interactions between Elrond and Galadriel become amusing when you consider the fact that she is his mother-in-law in the books.

When I saw Tom Bomabdil from behind, I thought he was a woman at first, and I was already shipping him with the Stranger.

Does Tom Bombadil attract toxic trees wherever he makes his dwelling? Do the trees become toxic after being forced to listen to his singing?

I'M NOBODY --- IS THIS AN EMILY DICKINSON REFERENCE!!!!!

I like the costume/physical appearance of the Stoor matron, but I think some of the ears on the Stoors are clownishly big. Also… Nobody's hair.

I hope LOTRO puts in a hobbit village in the desert. It looks like a wonderful place to explore... and break your legs by jumping off roofs and balconies.

I'm not sure I like the concept of Tom leaving the Withywindle to go to Rhun. To me, having him explore Middle-earth and eventually settling down in the Withywindle makes more sense.

I like how Tom refers to the stars as being new.

The elves refer to the Barrow Downs as being an ancient graveyard… This would refer to the the region being used as a graveyard by the Edain in the First Age. However, the barrows would not become haunted until the Witch-king of Angmar sent evil spirits there in the middle part of the Third Age.

The Barrow wights are impervious to the elf weapons… That's because you need Westernesse damage type, not Beleriand. Now if you want to fight spiders and ancient evil, then Beleriand is what you need. (LOTRO reference)

Since Galadriel has seen the light of the Trees, I think she would technically be able to see the true forms of the wights - the spirits that are possessing the corpses. But the elves do not seem to be very magical in Rings of Power.

I am coming to the conclusion that this show likes sea creatures and things with tentacles to the same extent that LOTRO is obsessed with spiders.

Sûzat… Nice reference to the true name of the Shire.

Nice image of the two ents looking like the Two Trees.

Is Theo Lord of Pelargir???? Does that mean that his dad is nobility, and that Arondir knows who he is? I think I may have missed something.

Orcs stepping on flowers as they march… Good touch. If my memory is correct, I think Tolkien wrote a line about orcs/goblins going out of their way to stomp on flowers in either The Hobbit or LOTR.

Galadriel making a dramatic stand against the orcs would make SO much more sense if the writers had used the theory that this character is insanely powerful and magical even without Nenya. Otherwise, it seems like a very stupid action on her part.

A STAR SHINES UPON THE HOUR OF MEETING…. SCREAMING CRYING SHRIEKING LIKE A NAZGUL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[a-room-of-my-own]

this is very indiscreet but anon you sound shallow af. fucking random strangers so you can play pretend to be in love with someone you know damn well doesn't respect you isn't the win you think it is. no one is missing out by refusing casual sex with men and it is disrespectful to imply you are missing out when you stop whoring yourself out for male attention. find passions, find hobbys, make some real connections with good people ffs

Yeeeaaah I understand what you mean but there’s no need to be aggressive. I do believe men don’t know how to have a casual relationship without fundamentally disrespecting the woman. As much as I love Before Sunrise, it’s just a movie 😅

But wanting affection and connection even for a few days is not « whoring yourself out » and I don’t’ think you should even use that vocabulary, even if that’s what it felt like for you when you did it. Because you’re putting the blame on yourself in a way that is very misogynistic. There’s also no relation between wanting that and being empty to the point of having no other hobby. And if there is we’re talking about someone with serious attachment issues who would be the ideal victim for an abuser.

You can also have a casual or short relationship with someone without seeing this as « fucking » (which sounds like what a disrespectful man would say). Every relationship starts a bit casually anyway. When you start something you never know if it’s going to last and sometimes after a few days or weeks you understand it was nice but will go nowhere.

I suppose you were hurt but please, be kind to yourself and others. Looking at yourself with the eyes of a misogynistic man will only sink your self esteem deeper.

[collectivecloseness]

Well that sure was depressing lol, I mean kinds obvious it's not joe running the acc but damn bro lemme live my fantasy

I mean tbf the channel has posted videos not posted anywhere else, like the 100K one way after the movie came out. So Joe at least definitely filmed that not as promo/content for the film.

And like I’m sure that wouldn’t have been something he had to do, like contractually wise. He did it for funny commitment to the bit, or just because he wanted to, or for fans, or many reasons.

And the community page posted things quite a bit, inc one post that was like new exciting video soon, and then months later was like hey no more updates sorry guys.

So like it was enjoyable to have the channel up and interactive. And we know Joe Keery was at least making new #KurtKunkleContent for the fans which is very nice.

Who knows who actually ran it. If he did own it, or just for a bit, or just occasionally for fun, or made his own things then sent them to the channel runner etc. I could definitely see those random updates being something he would do lmao.

Even his tiktok started posting things again (maybe reposts I can’t rmbr) when Spree started reaching its height of popularity like a year after it came out haha. It definitely was cool and funny and immersive to have the accounts irl out there in the world lmao.

Also the wording from ‘Finn’ was suspicious. “I’m not famous”, “I’m not important”, like okay, but who/what are you then?? If it was really an announcement of a fake person bc they felt guilty it would’ve been a little more specific saying this definitely was not real, and again, how would they have got certain posts up there like the 100k video of it was just a random person with nothing to do with the film. And if it was just someone who worked on it but not Joe, they probably would have said that. Either way it would have been more clear and less vague, especially to not have people theorise/still have hope, I think. Especially if it was a pr thing.

If it was a team who worked on the film as well, they would probably be more specific, and I’m not sure if there would have been a test stream if it was a professional farewell. And, out of nowhere live streaming, introducing a random character in a very cryptic way, then bouncing, is something that draws people in, not wraps things up, is importantly what I’m trying to say. Obviously we just can’t be sure until A) we get an update, or B) we get no updates, lol!

I mean it would be v funny if Finn Wolfhard stole Joe Keery’s phone while they’re filming Stranger Things and decided to prank all his fanbase from another piece of work lmfao, but that’s what I’m saying, no one knows what this is!!

Also because there have been pranks on this channel before. Like the ‘Spree 2’ trailer on April Fools day/Kurt’s birthday. And posts that have lead to nowhere eventually, again, the community post about an important update that never came.

But either way it was lovely to have. They’ve updated the channel description to “Peace out!” But I really hope they don’t delete the channel because it’s a nice thing to have up <3

Also s/o to any of you who were in chat because we probably read each other’s messages lmaoo. Just Kurtsworld96 bringing us all together ❤️🌏😁✌️

[astrologycharts242]

Me reading a random person's from South Korea chart

I see so many people reading charts online of random people. I can't even call these people astrologers because I end up disappointed with what they say during the reading. Maybe I'm the same so imma give this a try only this one time because I don't want people to think I do this for free. This is the chart of someone born in south Korea. I don't know if she still lives there.Hopefully the birthday is correct because it was commented with just numbers and not November ...It's easier to accidentally press the wrong number and that can waste everyone's time. Later on she confirmed it is correct. I told her to give me any house of her choice for me to read.

She chose the 7th so let's go.

She wanted to know about marriage initially and her chart definitely shows marriage. For multiple reasons the Saturn in her 7th house sidereal chart is an easy giveaway. It's even conjunct Jupiter both are dead giveaways.

Her tropical chart shows sun mercury conjunction in the 1st house aspecting the 7th house.

Saturn moon conjunction in the 7th house so again tons of planets are giving energy to the 7th house of marriage, spouse and fiance.

The moon chart has a sun mercury conjunction in the 7th house.

I read a female's chart one time and she had a similar conjunction different signs but she never got married only engaged. She was in her 50s when I read that chart. This female's from south korea chart for sure shows her at least having a fiance in her lifetime. The Jupiter Saturn conjunction will obviously make a marriage situation occur though.With so many planets influencing her marriage life. Most likely she will be married more than once especially because of Saturn. I'll explain why more so at the end. Now that her chart easily shows she will get married in this lifetime I'll focus on her sidereal, then moon, then tropical chart individually.

Oh by the way if her chart easily shows marriage in this lifetime then it's a good indication she won't die before she gets married or engaged. Very important because I see people on social media make suicidal posts. This South Korean woman will survive lots of issues with depression etc. She could use that as a way to feel optimistic in her bad moments in life. Be like hey at least I'll live long enough to see marriage.

SIDEREAL

The 7th house represents; interactions with other people particularly with strangers in public, it shows who we interact with the most, spouse/fiance, legal contracts, business partnerships etc.

First I have to breakdown the planets in her 7th house. I see a Jupiter Saturn conjunction. Saturn conjunct Jupiter in Taurus 7th house. Jupiter represents optimism, shows what gives us new opportunities in life that's why it expands the significance of the house it is in. Hence why it represents optimism. Imagine being stuck at a job you hate. You will out of nowhere get excited if you get a new job opportunity. Whereas Saturn is delays, limitations, restrictions, step relationships, it shows what makes us uncomfortable and bored. The discomfort Saturn brings is for various reasons like someone being way older than you so you both can not relate. I don't know why but wherever Saturn goes it just brings like a bad vibe or negative energy with things or people the house Saturn is in. Saturn also shows what we administer. It shows people who will be strict with us. Saturn shows what we have to become responsible for.

This conjunction basically delays the success, optimism, new opportunities that Jupiter in the 7th house brings. This conjunction in her 7th house will make her not have optimism from marriage. What I mean by that is the thought of marriage or being engaged won't excite her. This is the reason why Saturn will delay or create a fear of her getting married.When she does get married though issues with marriage will occur during her Saturn antardashas. She would end up being bored or not wanting to be around her spouse. In fact I remember Jada Smith having a similar Saturn placement in her sidereal chart. The Saturn Jupiter conjunction in the 7th house would make her limit interacting with strangers especially in public. This obviously makes someone become very introverted because why else wouldn't she want to interact with others?She will feel and it does happen too. Interactions with strangers become a let down. She won't even feel or get excited to interact with strangers. If she was to start a business. She wouldn't have that many business partners because Saturn will limit that.

This conjunction is in the Taurus sign of speech so that means she isn't even interested in speaking with strangers, or business partners. Another reason why she has a hard time getting along with them. The conversations become an issue. In her saturn antardashas conversations with the spouse become limited. I'm assuming will and Jada Smith have this same problem. Of course you may be wondering yes this conjunction will delay her from getting married. The time frame can vary though like if she gets married or engaged in her 40s 30s etc.

Really the delay frame ends age 27 onwards from my research but when exactly that's when an astrologer has to look and see. For example like even without me trying hard I wouldn't be surprised if in 2024She meets her future spouse July or August 2024. Most likely it's in south Korea, through the introduction of her mother, or the spouse surprisingly is in her home environment. The home environment as in the spouse may actually end up inside of her house for various reasons like to fix something. She might live in an apartment and the spouse suddenly moves in as a neighbor.

How I'm seeing this is because Saturn rules her 3rd house of neighbors, cousins, younger siblings.

Which means those people might also introduce her to the spouse. It might just mean her spouse is an actual neighbor only her would know and this actually a pretty good date to find out. 3rd house represents social media too and short distance traveling so what if she just meets the spouse online or whiles she is catching the train.

The most likely scenario is she meets the spouse in her home environment/neighborhood, online like through dating apps, or when she is walking or catching the train. It's gonna be in South Korea as well. Saturn also rules her 4th house of homes and mother so homes and vehicles are connected to the spouse. This means when she meets her spouse next year most likely she lives in the same household or shares vehicles with that person. It's gonna be her spouse owning those things.

For her to know who is her spouse from a career perspective. Around the time she meets this person. This future spouse will be going or at least just went through a career change a month before they meet each other. Maybe that spouse loses or gets a new job. The spouse's work environment is going to be about 1st house things like self employment, freelance work, or work being about the physical body. The work is about Saturn in Taurus so it can be work where a person has to use machines on the body particular the head. A barber or a cosmetologist comes to mind. A fashion stylist is a slight possibility but I don't think so.

Her Saturn is in krittika nakshatra so her spouse can be doing work required to managing or protecting a person's body like a security or a bodyguard. Her spouse is gonna be through a maturation phase on the head and body so her future spouse might be growing grey hair around that time.

Now when Jupiter will start bringing optimism and stop the limitations of the 7th house things is when she reaches age 27 onwards or goes into her Jupiter antardashas. This is when tons of people will want to start interacting with her. Jupiter antardashas might be the time period she starts, getting engaged or married. For sure she would be enjoying marriage and find it as a great time to be around the spouse.

These two planets rule certain houses so now I have to read the planets individually. This is the beautiful part about a Saturn Jupiter conjunction because we can read the planets individually,and just remember that Saturn delays the results Jupiter would bring.

[thiefking]

(ALERT. WARNING. OPINIONS EXPRESSED IN THE FOLLOWING POST ARE NOT MEANT TO INSINUATE I THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO USE TONE TAGS ARE BAD OR HAVE BAD INTENTIONS. I AM SIMPLY POINTING OUT SOME OF MY FRUSTRATIONS WITH THEM AND HOW THEY WORK, OR RATHER DO NOT WORK, IN AN EXAGGERATEDLY ANGRY/LOUD MANNER AT A HYPOTHETICAL SITUATION, NOT A SPECIFIC PERSON OR PERSONS OR INCIDENT, AND IT WASN'T EVEN THE MAIN POINT OF THE POST I WAS ORIGINALLY WRITING WHICH WAS JUST ABOUT SOME ANNOYING OVER-COMMENTED STUFF ON MY POST. ALERT. WARNING)

i am still pleased and amazed at the amount of people on my tone indicator parantheticals post who AREN'T being weird and aggro, but i will say. while i got tired of the aggro ones the moment the first one showed up i have also grown tired of the "this is just tumblr tags/congrats you just reinvented tumblr tags" observation. it has been made many times, i can never tell if it's a teasing joke or if they're seriously like "umm dumbass this is the same thing" (because of course they are not paired with any indication of intent, such as a word encased in a pair of parentheses, because for some reason being overfamiliar with strangers on the internet has become very normalized, and they just expect that if they say things to people they have never met that the person they say that to will be able to tell whether they are kidding or trying to insult them, which is highly variable per person) and either way it's like...

i mean. yeah. on tumblr, that is the same thing as what you could use the tags for

but tumblr isn't a messaging app

even its in-built dms do not have tags

if you are using discord if you type a # it would prompt you to pick a channel you are referring to

The Primary Location You Would Use Tone Indicators Is In Conversation With Others And Tumblr Is Technically A Blogging Platform

also a bunch of people are like "ummm or you could just put it in the SENTENCE like a NORMAL PERSON" and first of all shut up. secondly nowhere in the post did i say that i specifically would rather someone use random parantheticals instead of just stating their intent in the actual sentence, i said i would prefer parantheticals over highly abbreviated tone tags. obviously i would prefer people just say properly what they mean, that is literally what i do when i have a genuine question to ask, i don't do "what do you mean (genuine) (sincere question) (confused)" i say "sorry i'm a little confused, what do you mean by xyz?". literally did not fucking say that i think parantheticals would be better than just saying what you actually mean to begin with IN the initial question. however THIRDLY sometimes you just fucking have adhd or the conversation is fast and you don't think to phrase it carefully. and in that situation you might realize after you already sent the message that it's ambiguous what you meant or if you were sincere, so you send like "(JOKE)" or "genuine question" or if you make a reference "(you know like xyz meme/show/game)" immediately afterwards so people know and can respond appropriately. and i would so much rather see people spell the fucking thing out instead of saying /j or /gen or god forbid /ref (WHAT!!! ARE YOU FUCKING REFERENCING!!! YOU CAN'T JUST SAY IT'S A REFERENCE AND LEAVE IT AT THAT THAT DOESN'T HELP!!! WHY IS THAT EVEN A TONE TAG!!! YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN ME ANY CONTEXT FOR IT, THIS IS NOT A TONE TO INDICATE, IT DOESN'T INDICATE ANYTHING, I COULD PROBABLY TELL FROM THE PHRASING TO BEGIN WITH THAT IT WAS SOME KIND OF REFERENCE ANYWAY, YOU HAVE GIVEN ME ZERO INFORMATION AAUUAUAAAAGGGGHHH the fucking autistic person who would not be able to tell that you were making a reference without the tag would probably also not be able to tell what the goddamn joke was supposed to be! i AM that autistic person sometimes!!! you cannot just /ref your way out of that if you are ACTUALLY TRYING to HELP AUTISTIC PEOPLE then make it clear you can be ASKED TO CLARIFY THINGS and then SUCK IT UP AND EXPLAIN THE JOKE EVEN IF IT MAKES IT LESS FUNNY!!! and this is entirely specific to Me who has never once wanted someone to use tone tags even when i do ask for clarification on something, but if you don't want to ruin your joke by explaining it and i already Understood that it was a joke, the /ref and or /j you put on it is actually. equivalent. to explaining the joke and ruining it...... because in this scenario i knew it was a joke already...)

ahem. anyway. i think the people who say "ummm orrr you could just bake it into the sentence :/" do not realize they are the ones being stupid while calling me stupid. because of the fact that they cannot read the post, where i don't say even once that i don't agree with them, because i am talking about something else, which is that if you gave me a choice between tone tags or tone parantheticals i would choose parantheticals

conversely i'm NOT tired of the elcor comparison, even a little bit, even though that one was also made a thousand times. i actually like that one a lot. i never played mass effect or anything i just think that's funny and cool. entire species that has autism... so beautiful ♡

[enhani-ki]

マスターリストm.list

most of my fics are suggestive (jokes/mentions of sex & skinships) or nsfw/smut (+ these are not proof-read too) but they also include plenty of fluff, angst, and crack so let me know if there's a specific genre you'd like me to do!

† my biggest opp †

[enemies to what?, most popular work, smut] 3.7k wc ; you thought about cheating your way to the top but your worst enemy distracts you instead.

† fuckboy!ni-ki part i †

[fluff, most popular work, smut] 6.4k wc ; meeting you made the fuckboy stumble and wanting a change. he went on a mission to prove he wasn't as bad as you thought. be careful though... change doesn't come without risks.

† fuckboy!ni-ki part ii †

[fluff, popular work, smut] 1.9k wc ; consequences of being a fuckboy in his past, ni-ki does everything to make you feel special, though he sometimes can't help but to add on his naughty streak.

† Nishimura Riki as your boyfriend †

[fluff, most popular work, ni-ki's slightly sadistic, smut] 1.1k wc ; how ni-ki is as your boyfriend and your unforgettable firsts with him.

† caught †

[aphrodisiac induced, popular work, smut] 1.6k wc ; you got caught... why'd you do it without him?

† random texts with bf!ni-ki †

[fluff, smau, light smut/very suggestive, popular work] 14 images ; long-distance relationship is hard but he's harder.

† duck and his duck plushie †

[jealous ni-ki, popular work, smut] 1.3k wc ; ni-ki felt ignored, neglected, and betrayed by the duck plushie he gave you. he's jealous that you cling to it instead of him.

† aftercare and pillowtalk with bf!ni-ki †

[fluff, popular work, suggestive] 506 wc ; anonymous asked: could you write a fluffy aftercare and pillowtalk with riki after doing it? ; your boyfriend, who works hard, needs to be taken care of too.

† tv off †

[fluff, popular work, suggestive] 534 wc ; anonymous asked: can we get ni-ki and reader cuddling? ; unintentionally tempting your tired boyfriend while you're asleep.

† snitch †

[fluff, popular work, suggestive] 2.6k wc ; your best friend's annoying younger brother kisses you out of nowhere...

† touché part i †

[popular work, suggestive] 1.2k wc ; "just please give me a sign. waiting way too long, i think it's time." loose by ENHYPEN, where riki's been making eye contact with you a lot lately.

† touché part ii †

[fluff, popular work, suggestive] 1.1k wc ; relationships grows, so does his need for you. you realize that you're never really ready for how much the guy wants you.

† i've been waiting for you †

[popular work, smut] 1.1k wc ; your boyfriend woke up from his nap annoyed because you came home late. he's been waiting for you, tired, and hungry for your attention.

† jealousy, jealousy †

[crack, jealous ni-ki, popular work, smut] 1.9k wc ; your coworker seemed a little too comfortable with you in your boyfriend's eyes.

† ENHYPEN AS YOUR "HOMEBOY" †

[fluff, little suggestive, ot7, popular work] enhypen members as your homeboys and the platonic friendship you share with each of them.

† Nishimura Riki as your (pervert) classmate †

[down-bad!ni-ki, smut] 2.2k wc ; a good boy who's down-bad for his mean, rebellious, and delinquent classmate. ni-ki's attentiveness and persistence might just be the thing that will break through your tough exterior.

† exes †

[angst, fluff, suggestive] 2.6k wc ; they say exes can't be friends but can they even be strangers though?

† like i need u †

[angst] 1.6k wc ; your trip quickly turns cold as he's swept up in work and starts pushing you away... just boys being boys.

† pacify her †

[slight dacryphilia, smut] 1.4k wc ; anonymous asked: what about riki teasing reader till she's about to cry and he notices and feels bad so they make out and he gives her head while teasing her all the while?

† part-timers!ni-ki & reader †

[pervert!reader, suggestive] 1.1k wc ; you never showed it, but you like ni-ki—maybe too much. his cryptic texts feel like he's been trying to say something to you too all along.

† part-timers!ni-ki & reader part ii †

[smut] 2.3k wc ; you told him your dirty little secret. ni-ki didn't freak out, instead, he asked to watch and help.

† Bad MF part i †

[down-bad!reader, dry humping, smut] 2.1k wc ; you've been in love with ni-ki for a long time now, and recently, it finally felt like all your patience, all your hard work, was already starting to pay off.

† Bad MF part ii †

[down-bad!reader, smut] 2.5k wc ; ni-ki might just buy you more lingeries...

† overthink this, overthink that †

[angst, fluff, suggestive] 5.9k wc ; slow-burn, loving too much, not being taken seriously, letting go, and the soft ache of being seen for the first time.

† ni-ki's reaction to getting slapped †

[smut] 339 wc ; no words, just... why?

† he knows (featuring jake) †

[angst, cheating, light smut] 4.5k wc ; right and wrong was blurry until their friendships starts to crack.

† love at twenties ? †

[fluff, suggestive] 2k wc ; a continuation of snitch. just established relationship and full of yearning.

† random texts with fwb!ni-ki †

[fluff, light smut/very suggestive] 14 images ; sneaking and playing with ni-ki, your good friend (with benefits)

† not-so-big surprise †

[birthday special, fluff, texting] 520 wc ; long-distance relationship. ni-ki stays up just to be the first to greet you for your birthday.

† double take †

[fluff, male!reader, suggestive] 1.4k wc ; your childhood best friend, the one you used to dance with, just came back as an idol. he's now tall, hot, and way too touchy for your peace of mind.

† dating and talking stage with ni-ki †

[fluff, smau] 10 images ; just random texts with fake nonchalant riki.

† enhypen as your "stressed" boss †

[ot7, popular work, very suggestive] 1.7k wc ; when your job is to make your boss' life easier but he gets hard to you instead...

† round with my baby †

[fluff, popular work, pregnancy scare, smut] 1.3k wc ; your boyfriend who just can't pull out for his life.

*to be continued

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[doefated]

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It’s Munday!But some muns would still rather talk about their muses and blog canon than about themselves, so here’s a meme for the muns to answer in depth about their blogs/muses!

✄ What is an idea you originally had in mind for your muse, but ended up scrapping? Why?

You know, I had THREE names when coming up with Jonathan. The first one was Merrik. It's just a random name that doesn't hold significance but, it felt SOMEWHAT non-binary like?

The second name I had thought of was Julius. It was a name that was both feminene and masculine, so I thought it was perfect for an enby, but it just... didn't stick to be honest because I kept forgetting about the name for Jonathan.

Third and last name I thought up of was Celius. Another odd name that just came out of nowhere, but I thought it fit their 'starlight doe' title by giving them something fantasy and mystical like as far as names go. But, again I kept forgetting the name because I wasn't sure how to remember it good, so I just scrapped it.

❝ ❞ Is it easy for you to write dialog for your muse? Do their speech patterns come naturally to you while writing?

Jonathan's... difficult a little bit for me to be honest. I'm so used to writing muses that were more along the lines of timid, meek and all around just 'innocent' in a way. Writing Jonathan as a free-spirited, adventurous and loud mouthed individual is a new experience for me. I think the most I've gotten CLOSE to writing someone that was brave / courageous, confident and just free-spirited was Mary Magdalene off of my multi-muse, but she's got her own issues too as far as finding a place to belong and stay with since she also doesn't believe she's got a place in the universe.

So, I just take snippets of her character and just add it to Jonathan which feel somewhat natural, but I have to keep in mind unlike Mary, Jonathan HAS rules he has to follow and he's got to keep their mouth shut about their true identity less they get in SERIOUS trouble, so I find it hard to know when it's appropriate to say something about his true character and when it's not, but the thing with Jonathan is that they say what they want regardless because they believe they don't make a significant impact as far as their presence goes.

◑ What is a side to your muse you want to show off, but haven’t had the chance to yet?

Yeah, this might be an oddball / random trait to throw out... but Jonathan's sexual / flirtatious side. Most of the time I'm writing with characters that don't USUALLY do NSFW which is fine, but Jonathan also doesn't have many 'built up' relationships yet across all his threads which makes it harder to want to do NSFW / Smut threads because Jonathan craves being wanted and needed by someone even if it's just in the heat of the moment. I actually have a whole ass dialogue I've always wanted to write and a scene I've always wanted to write but, he's just still a stranger a lot to my mutuals characters which is fine, it just means that it'll pay off in the end.

✼ When it comes to worldbuilding, what are some ideas you’d like to explore in rp?

My favorite tropes I've always wanted to explore is his companions he'd eventually take along for the ride. Just having to essentially tell them to not fuck with the past otherwise a future might come up that shouldn't exist. I love the trope that Jonathan could eventually come across a character that's significant to the companions past and he's all like "just treat them as your friend, not your lover / family, cause if you tell them you're married to them in the future or tell them your their kid in the future, it's going to create a paradox where you possibly don't exist later on."

Plus my favorite want is for eventually for Phobane, his god to discover that Jonathan has stolen a resident from a realm and taking them on adventures alongside with them and he's gonna get MASSIVELY fucked. like REALLY not in the good way. Phobane has a VERY tight leash on Jonathan where he controls basically everything that Jonathan does or goes to. And Jonathan doesn't even have a grasp on their powers still even after three years of doing this.

But you know what my ONE want is one day? For Jonathan's familial companion to step in and DEFEND Jonathan from Phobane as Jonathan is in pain and misery and the familial character to Jonathan literally standing up to a god and protecting them from him, and Jonathan just begging for the familial character to stay away or to 'don't do this, please... leave him alone...' and that's where the toxic relationship trope of Jonathan and Phobane come in where even Jonathan is defending his abuser because Jonathan KNOWS what Phobane is capable of if he's allowed it.

[causenessus]

LOVLINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! HELLO HELLO!! good morning evening or afternoon!! i hope you’ve eaten!! make sure you eat AND DRINK WATER!! AND REST!! I MISSED YOU VERY VERY MUCH !! dming you isn’t enough i need you to fly over here now !! (lovingly)(i will wait for you<3333333333333) or !! i’ll just fly to you !! IM VERY EXCITED TO WRITE BACK I ALWAYS LOVE LOVE LOVE WRITING THESE RESPONSES OUT!!(my keyboard is trying to tell me to stop using a lot of repetition in my paragraphs but i mean it when i say i LOVE LOVE LOVE NESS!! THEY CANT STOP ME!!) also i love sending in long asks like it’s kind of our thing now and i feel like i’ve started a little trend with the long asks and the nickname WHICH I AM VERY HAPPY ABOUT !! ness you deserve so so much love in the world so MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH and i know i already told you(so i hope you don’t mind me repeating some stuff) BUT I DID HAVE MANGO SORBET AND MANGO STICKY RICE!! i was very excited to tell you AND I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOU MEAN BY FORMS SO DONT WORRY!! and my account is like a little scavenger hunt so i think it’s really silly! but for the sake of being your mango anon i will stay anon!!

I ACTUALLY USED TO LOVEEEEE FRENCH TOAST BUT MAINLY FOR THE CINNAMON TASTE!! like i remember i would order french toast at breakfast places a lot then i tried to make it at home and it was…. so so bad…(wonder bread you failed me) my bread was definitely too soggy and the mixture was too eggy BUT when i get like actual french toast bread(?) then ill try again! ALSO THE WEATHER IS DEFINITELY RISING AND FALLING CONSTANTLY but im definitely craving hotpot now that you’ve mentioned it !! also ness you will have to fight me to the cashier because i would definitely pay for you!! (fight as in i would wrap you in bubble wrap and keep you safe in a little booth <3333) I WORK MY BUTT OFF AT THIS JOB FOR YOU !! (the job i have STILL yet to decide if i should quit)(but it is past wednesday so im not sure what’s supposed to happen now since i was supposed to tell them before wednesday)(OH WELL!)

I GET BEING USED TO CLOSING!! because when i first started working i closed all the time since i had school and closing were the only shifts i could do so they always put me closing! i was so used to it but i liked opening a lot better because we’re kind of opposite! for my job it’s a lot more busy after 6pm compared to at 9am where it’s our most dead hour! AND I GET THE CLOTHING THING TRUST ME!!! i get the biggest ick when it comes to touching people’s clothes and like the textured 100%!! i wear gloves at my workplace and i always wear long sleeve no matter the weather because i am NOT letting these peoples skin cells touch MY skin cells !! it’s definitely one of the least favourite parts of the job ESPECIALLY in the fitting room because the clothes are all warm and HHHHH IM SORRY FOR SAYING IT LIKE THAT BUT it’s terrible!! trust me!! AND DW ABOUT NOT REMEMBERING CUSTOMER INTERACTIONS BECAUSE ME TOO!! the only ones i remember are the times where a customer was REALLLLY sweet or REALLLLLLLY mean(also the mean customers typically complain about the same thing so it’s like)(alright…here we go again!) also i would always fold and hang your clothes up nicely ness <3333333 we should 100% become roommates and i’ll take care of your laundry <33333333333333333333 AND YES DONT WORRY!! OFC ITS OKAY TO SAY BECAUSE I GET IT LIKE the idea of having the hang up some strangers clothes for hours does NOT sound appealing whatsoever like i always need gloves on and HAND SANITIZER!! this is also kind of random and completely out of nowhere but my least favourite thing is when i have to explain to a customer why they can’t return underwear like why am i here explaining to some grown person why we can’t accept their returned underwear!! maybe it’s… i’m not sure… HYGIENE?? like im sorry but we are NOT gonna resell underwear that was bought and taken out of the store like IM SORRY THIS WAS SO RANDOM BUT I NEEDED TO LET IT OUT REALLY QUICKLY(that’s how much it bothers me)

also im really scared about a new store manager coming in because new managers are typically more stricter ESPECIALLY when they don’t really know how the store runs(?) IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE but we kind of already have an environment at work and i’m just scared a new manager will come in and set like all these new rules and stuff?? (BECAUSE MY MALE MANAGER WAS LIKE THAT!!!) but once again!! we’ll see!!

ALSO I AGREE WITH YOU ON THE OIKAWA THING!! to me i feel like he’s kind of heavily mischaracterized because he’s just so so so hard to understand if that makes sense? so it’s kind of hard to nail down that solid personality because he’s such a character!! like his personality is HUGE and i’m definitely gonna go on a huge huge tangent if i dive deep into that but thorough the season we see so many different sides of oikawa it’s hard to really focus on one for writing??? if that makes sense?? LIKE HES SUCH A BIG CHARACTER AND A LOT MORE THAN JUST A PRETTY FACE!! (furudate did well with his pretty boy design!) like there’s just SOO much to oikawa SO I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOURE SAYING!! like the episode where he lost to karasuno showed so much and AHHH OIKAWA LET ME HUG YOU like his character is just… i don’t even know to describe him like he’s such a well written character and his character in itself is so so so huge and i feel like it’s definitely undermined and AHH SORRY i’m just yapping but i hope you know what i mean! i’m obviously not a writer so it’s hard to explain what’s going on in my messy head but i hope my point goes across as “i love oikawa and he deserves so so much” AND I HAD NO IDEA YOU KIN HIM!! honestly i wish i had a kin list but literally a character can do ONE thing and ill be like “omg twin me too!!” like i’m SO very bad at kins so any relatable character i’m just like “yup i love character very much id destroy the world for them” !!!

AND YES THE WORK STORY LIKE i’m pretty sure i can dig up old old old screenshots because it was SOOOO wild! like this was happening in a group chat of like 50 other people and they were just hashing it out! im not even sure why amira was upset about it? and to this day i just have no idea! and our managers were DEFINITELY not slick like at that point you might as well have @‘d her LOL

OMG I CANT BELIEVE YOUR SHOW IS STARTING SOON?? brb i need to go book my tickets rn to come fly to you!! tell the sound people NOT to worry because mango anon is here!! AND DONT WORRY I WILL LISTEN TO ALL YOUR TECH STORIES!! i love hearing about your day and everything !! ALSO NESS WHY IS THERE ALWAYS SO MANY WEIRD PEOPLE AT YOU SCHOOL…(NO OFFENCE IM SORRY) but like some of these people i hear about are so silly and weird?? AND HE PUT HIMSELF IN THE FLY SYSTEM WHAT??? i can’t even imagine how tired you must be like if i saw that i think i would just be speechless and STARE BECAUSE WHAT?? ness i’m flying over right now like i’m on the plane we im typing this rn!! like ill literally be your guardian angel and you can text me whenever you’re feeling stressed or if you just need a moment to relax!!

MY MOM HAS TATTOOED EYEBROWS TOO! i swear this is an asian mom thing because a lot of the older asian women i see at work also have the tattooed eyebrows!!

random intermission to drink water! and don’t worry ness you’re perfect and everything is okay <3333 make sure to rest well and to eat and take care of yourself!! <3333333333

YOUR MANAGER MADE YOU CRY ANOTHER TIME ACROSS THE STREET?? ness my love you don’t deserve that like i can’t wait until they finally let you leave that place BECAUSE YOU DONT DESERVE THAT!! next time just tap me in and ill take over!! i totally know how to be a hostess and i totally have worked in a restaurant before and ill totally be okay!! (the only thing id be good at is folding the fancy napkins)

ness have a kiss like im gonna kiss you right on the lips MWUAH like everytime i get an update on your life i feel so hhhhh LIKE I LOVE HEARING ABOUT YOU!! and knowing that i make your days better makes me feel so squishy happy and giggly like i’m literally kicking my feet rn!!!

AND IVE BEEN SLEEPING BETTER NOW!! that 2 hour sleep day was suchhhh a long long long day but i made it through(NEVER AGAIN THOUGH!) being sleep deprived is such an out of body experience that i will not go through again because like microsleeping is actually so scary sometimes like JOLTING awake randomly IS SO SCARY?? especially at school because im like omg omg what if someone saw?? like imagine you just seeing someone’s head rise and jolt up every few minutes LOL LIKE I CANT HAVE SOMEONE SEE ME LIKE THAT ID CRY (but i’m pretty confident that someone did see like i’m surrounded by so many people)(at least ONE person had to have seen)

NESS BRAINROT TIKTOK AUDIOS HAVE TAKEN OVER MY BRAIN IM SO SCARED like i spend TOO much time on my phone, i definitely need to start going on my walks again and enjoy the weather before winter starts like my screen time is so so bad ness i need someone to take away my phone(but i need maybe 2 hours a day so i can make sure you’re okay and write out my asks back to you <33333333333333)

ALSO THAT LIGHTS KID THAT GOT YELLED AT BY THE DIRECTOR </333 i feel for him because i’ve definitely had a bunch of mess ups throughout my tech career! and it was definitely not his fault because our lights were also super super old and rusty and dusty and i remember our lights people struggling with that too! and getting them to focus properly too can be SO hard sometimes or like when you wanna get the right brightness so i totally feel for him and hope he’s okay </3 all tech theatre kids should honestly join like a community therapy circle where we all just talk about tech LOL and i swear all directors are just so mean like i get they want the show to go perfect and it’s frustrating when they don’t BUT WE ARE JUST KIDS!! like someone needs to talk back to these toxic directors because why not add to the drama <33333 but i’m manifesting a GOOD show for you and hopefully no toxic director !! if he’s ever mean to you then LET ME KNOW AND ILL CRAWL OUT YOUR PHONE AND ATTACK HIM !!!!

ALSO i think my brain just reads yn as “your name” but then i also think of your name the anime LOL so then sometimes i just say the letters y-n like it’s so silly because when i read my name it’s like HHH noooo that doesnt sound right but yn? YEAHH Y-N!! like wdym yn isn’t an actual character?? wdym yn isn’t her name?? whaaaattt wdym wdym??

PURPLE HEART MAN WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOURE OKAY!! and i’m so sorry about your bracelet like ill literally buy you a new one OR ILL MAKE A NEW ONE FOR YOU!! but omg I TOTALLY GET YOU NOT WANTING TO PICK IT UP like idk why it’s embarrassing to like drop a bunch of things and having to pick it up?? like I DONT WANNA DO THAT!! i remember this one time i opened my wallet weirdly and my COINS ALL FELL OUT… LIKE NESS I WANTED TO CRY i was in line paying for something and suddenly all my coins fall?? and the lovely lovely cashier came to help me but i wanted to just pass away right then and there like i blur that memory in the back of my head but i hope that cashier is having a really good day right now(thank you for helping me pick up my coins dearest cashier)(i was so embarrassed and wanted to cry but she made it a little bit better by speeding up my process of getting out of there!)

MY COWORKERS LEAVING ARE ALWAYS SO SAD like it’s truly the end of an era now because all the workers i started with are now leaving like guys pls don’t leave </3333 but it’s time for me to go too im sure like i’ve been at this job for way too long!! i don’t work again until the 27 THANKFULLY!! but when i do go in i think im just gonna tell my manager that it’s not working out anymore and mango anon needs to leave and prioritize schol now(it is the end of mango anons clothing retail era)

OH also omg i had no idea where to put this but so me and my cousins went out today!! we went to this scary escape room like WE LITERALLY GOT CHASED??? AND THERE WAS BANGING ON THE DOORS LIKE ness i had to stay strong I HAD TO PRETEND TO BE NONCHALANT WHEN REALLY I WANTED TO SCREAM like somehow we escaped(but we did go over like 10 minutes of our time)(the nice guy let us extend because there wasn’t another group right after us) IT WAS SO FUN THOUGH!! it was so funny because i opened this box and i screamed and threw it when i saw a fake hand like IDK WHY I WAS SO SCARED?? it was so funny and my cousins were like “MANGO ANON WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING” like it was hilarious because i don’t even know why i started screaming? i was feeling fine before but BOOM a fake hand has me screaming and throwing stuff around all the sudden(if we ever did a scary escape room ill protect you I WILL NOT SCREAM!!) and then afterwards we went to go eat japanese food and i had this beef and rice bowl!! it was pretty good but it was SUCH a big portion i couldn’t finish it all(brought it home for leftovers!) and we got ice cream(MANGO SORBET!!) and dessert(MANGO STICKY RICE!!) then went back home where we literally just played gartic phone and volleyball LOL i was like omg haikyuu moment? i was literally thinking of you! but we were using my old flat volleyball from when i was on the team during middle school and high school(but i played in like a community volleyball team???)(like i didn’t join the high school team because idk i didn’t wanna play in front of my classmates and be all sweaty and stuff)(ALSO i was too shy to go to tryouts LOL so i just had this like cutesy little team and i <3 them so much)

BUT ANYWAYS!! make sure to eat and take care of yourself!! SENDING MY CREDIT CARD TO YOUR DMS RN FOR YOU TO GET YOURSELF SOMETHING PRETTY AND SOMETHING SWEET<333333 i love you so so so very much please take care of yourself and eat!! UNTIL NEXT TIME !!!! <3333333 XOXOXOXO

MANGO ANONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <33 IK WE'VE BEEN DMING BUT I'VE MISSED YOU!! THESE LONGS ASKS WILL I ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND I LOVE THAT WE'RE ALWAYS HAVING LIKE 20 CONVERSATIONS AT THE SAME TIME /POS <333 I HOPE WE KEEP THESE UP BUT OBVIOUSLY NO PRESSURE!!! I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL AND EATING AS WELL!! GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SHIFT TODAY <33 (also side note but i am eating MAC N CHEESE!!! AS I RESPOND TO THIS!!! THIS WAS ATTEMPT 2 WITH A DIFFERENT BRAND LIKE WE WERE TALKING ABOUT LAST NIGHT AND IT'S SO SO GOOD 😭😭 I WAS SO TRAUMATIZED FROM YESTERDAY) AND DW!! I'M ACTUALLY BUYING MY PLANE TICKET NOW!!! I'M OMW MANGO ANON <3 AND OFC I DON'T MIND YOU REPEATING THINGS!!!! AAA MANGO SORBET AND MANGO STICKY RICE BOTH SOUND SO GOOD!!!! i finished all of the mangos i bought a few days ago and i think i need to go back to buy more soon 😔😔 you've gotten me on such a big mango kick!!!

AND AA YES FRENCH TOAST!! I WILL MAKE YOU FRENCH TOAST MANGO ANON!!! I HAVEN'T MADE SOME IN A BIT BUT I THINK I'M SORT OF GOOD AT IT <33 AND IF I'M NOT I WILL GET BETTER AT IT AND MAKE SOME FOR YOU!! and i meant to message u this yesterday but i was also thinking about hot pot again 😔😔 like i need to go to u but u need to come here rq so we can get hot pot together at this place i know and then we can fly back together!!!! AND I'M PAYING FOR YOUR FOOD AND PLANE TICKETS!!!!!!!! i'll wrap u up in bubble wrap first and give you a kiss on the head and a hug before i go pay <3 mwah (AND TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS U NEED TO DECIDE ABOUT QUITTING OR NOT!!! IT SEEMS LIKE UR MALE MANAGER DESPERATELY NEEDS U ANYWAY SO HE BETTER GIVE U ALL THE TIME U NEED TO DECIDE!!)

I'M GLAD U WEAR GLOVES!! I AM 100% WITH YOU ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S SKIN CELLS TOUCHING YOU I'M THE SAME WAY 😭 BUT EWHUFHEJKEBRFJERFNLK THE CLOTHES BEING WARM ERHIEGBUEG I'M SO SORRY FOR YOU MANGO ANON 😭😭 THE WAY MY FACE WAS CRINGING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO ACTUALLY HAVE TO TOUCH THEM!!! and omg on the note of forgetting customer interactions 😭😭 basically at my work yk sometimes people just come in to pick up their orders so we take their last name so i saw someone come in and i was like "oh!!!!!! i remember this person i took their order!!" and i was like "oh hi!!! your last name is [wrong last name] right??" LIKE I COMPLETELY GOT IT WRONG 😭😭 I WAS CLOSE BC IT WAS THE RIGHT STARTING LETTER BUT I GOT THEM MIXED UP WITH ANOTHER CUSTOMER I FELT SO BAD 😭😭 but omg yes!!! we can be roomates!! i will help with the laundry (although i'm def not super good at folding laundry </3) AND I'LL COOK AND CLEAN AND TAKE CARE OF U DON'T WORRY!!!

AND I'M????????? THE UNDERWEAR THING?????????????????? i need them to use their thinking brains here!! like...would they want to buy underwear knowing they've been used before?? I DIDN'T THINK SO i can't believe some customers can't understand that 😭😭 or like ACCEPT IT IF YOU TELL THEM THAT?? like idk why customers fight with workers sometime like!!! bro i want you out of my face asap i'm not purposely trying to pick a fight with u please!!!

AND NO THAT TOALLY MAKES SENSE ABOUT THE NEW MANAGER THING!! at my last job funny story but literally my FIRST DAY THERE my trainer didn't show up (apparently he had just quit and come back) and so the only other person on register that day had to do her job AND train me (luckily she was actually one of my good friends and i was only working there bc she was <3) AND that restaurant was getting a new manager SO THAT WAS HER FIRST DAY TOO 😭😭 and for my duration of time working there she was definitely lowkey the bad manager!! like i can't tell if they just kind of make the new managers do all the bad jobs since they're new and everything so the rest of the managers get to take it easy and be like the nice managers yk??? but she was mean and she always gave us random cleaning tasks like one time i had to CLEAN THE LEGS OF EVERY SINGLE CHAIR IN OUR RESTAURAUNT??? IN ONE SHIFT??? FOR MINIMUM WAGE PAY?? it was the absolute worst </3 i can't believe you're getting a new store manager so soon though!! like it makes sense obviously but i always wonder how those people just kind of pop out of nowhere yk 😭😭 but GOOD LUCK!! I HOPE THEY'RE OKAY <3

AND OMG I LOVE GOING ON BIG TANGENTS ABOUT OIKAWA <33 YOU'RE TOTALLY RIGHT!! he's such a big character with so much personality so it can be hard to nail down but i absolutely love him for it!!! LIKE YES I WANT TO HUG HIM TOO :(( seeing him be portrayed in just the light of kageyama/hinata's pov yk but then we get his backstory and how he's worked so hard and the reasoning into why he treats kageyama the way he does and then we see him win against karasuno but lose to shiratorizawa AND THEN LOSE HIS LAST CHANCE TO GO TO NATIONALS IN HIS THIRD YEAR </33 AND ALSO THE ENTIRE THING ABOUT OIKAWA STILL GIVING HIM ADVICE THAT ONE TIME WHILE TAKING CARE OF HIS NEPHEW </333333 AND ALSO TIMESKIP HIM MAKES ME CRY SOMETIMES just because like??? he left behind all of japan??? but also he's having so much fun and looks so so happy in argentina <33 him having all maxed out skills post-time skip and more gold medals than he knows what to do with makes me so happy BECAUSE HE'S FINALLY GETTING THE LOVE AND SUCCESS HE DESERVES YK <333 LIKE IT'S FINALLY PAYING OFF AND UGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH <3 but yes i kin him so so hard like he's definitely probably the character i am closest too and i don't ever want that to change bc he deserves nothing less <333 

OKAY. I AM BACK LIKE 12 HOURS LATER 😭😭😭 IT'S 11 PM AND I'M PRETTY SURE I WAS WRITING THIS AT 11 AM ORIGINALLY BUT I AM BACK!! just telling u so that if it seems like i've been hit by a truck and then a bus and am running on pure adrenaline that's bc that's what happened /j

AND WIROFUBERKNLFDN YES MY SHOW IS STARTING SOON OH MY GOD MANGO ANON 😭😭😭😭 I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY STRESSED OUT MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE MAYBE THIS IS WHY I HAVE SO MANY HEADACHES

okay i'm going to try to explain this as best as i can bc i'm SO tired rn but just dm me if ur confused BUT to put it simply basically MY DUTIES IDK IG STARTED TODAY??? OR TECHNICALLY START NEXT WEDNESDAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but like today!!!! i came into my high school bc i wanted to see the kid i adopted <333 i actually love her so much and like her tech class is kind of a menace so i love being there for her (and i also had pre stage managing things to do PLUS i was looped into helping the current theatre kids put on like a little freshman-sophomore show OMG DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THAT IDK HOW I GET INTO THESE SITUATIONS) but anyway so i'm stressed out bc apparently NONE OF THEM FEEL PREPARED TO DO LIGHTS SO I'M GONNA HELP THEM HANG EVERYTHING BUT I HAVE TO DO THAT ALL THIS WEEK BC THEIR SHOW GOES UP IN TWO WEEKS AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO HELP THEM STARTING NEXT WEDNESDAY BUT SORRY THAT'S AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT THING BC THE BIG THING WAS THAT!! i see my directors and they suddenly bring up the fact that i'm meeting with them + a guest director for the musical after their school ends???? MANGO ANON THEY DIDN'T TELL ME THIS BEFOREHAND AND I HAD TO WORK SO I WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO BREAKDOWN I WAS LIKE "???????????????????????? MEETING?????????????????????????????" and apparently my tech director (trying to make this easier for u to understand) 100% believes he told me about this yesterday (bestie bae. i wasn't in ur school yesterday WHEN DID YOU TELL ME) and my acting director was like "i'm so sorry i literally double checked with mr. tech director and was like 'OKAY so i DON'T need to text ness about this production meeting and make sure she doesn't work!!' AND MY TECH DIRECTOR SAID NO HE DIDN'T NEED TO TEXT ME?? OKAY SORRY ANYWAY BIG THING IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN AND THE MEETING WASN'T BAD my guest director is super pretty and nice so i think it'll be fun!! i'm just so stressed out and not ready for this bc there's a lot of pressure and other things going on rn BUT IT'LL BE OKAY!!! I'LL HAVE YOU WITH ME <3 AND YOU'LL BE MY SOUND PERSON AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!

AND OMG NO UR SO RIGHT FOR THAT THERE ARE SO SO MANY WEIRD PEOPLE AT THAT SCHOOL IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY 😭😭😭 i witnessed this same fly system kid just freehand a table saw with a piece of lauan (idk SHEET OF WOOD) like no measurements on pencil marks or anything UGH I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT BUT OBVIOUSLY THE CUT WAS WONKY and being there in that class was lowk a nightmare like i come in to save my child from those horrors bc she does NOT deserve that 😭😭 (i'm trying to steal her and teach her things about lights bc i love her <3) but like obv i'm not helping these kids!! (besides my child) so i sat on the floor and cried instead BC I FOUND THIS RANDOM FIDGET TOY ON ANOTHER TABLE WITH A MITER SAW ON IT (that workshop is the EPITOME of safety /s) BUT THEN IT BROKE ON ME INTO LITTLE PIECES AND I WAS LIKE "NO 😭😭😭😭😭😭"

IT WAS ONE OF THESE THINGS IF U WERE CURIOUS!! IT WAS LITERALLY THE BLUE ONE AND IT BROKE AND I WAS SO DISTRAUGHT 😭😭😭

AND OMG WHY IS THE TATTOOED EYEBROWS A UNIVERSAL ASIAN MOM THING 😭😭 that's so crazy but tbh now that i think of it!! i think my grandma on my mom's side has them too SO IT FR JUST CONTINUES!!

YAY RANDOM INTERMISSION!! this is a good time to tell you (since i resumed writing this ask 12 hours after i first started it) that I DID BUY MORE MANGOS!! and i tried to choose like a ripe one this time but i think i accidentally just got lowkey expired ones 😭😭 IDK I STILL ATE THEM ANYWAY BC IDC BUT THE WHOLE TIME I WAS JUST LIKE "man i need mango anon here to tell me what a good mango tastes like 😔😔" SO I MISS YOU SO MUCH MANGO ANON!! WE NEED TO MEET UP ASAP FOR A HOTPOT AND THEN MANGO DATE <3333 MAKE SURE TO DRINK WATER AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASE!!

AND AAA YES THE FOLDING FANCY NAPKINS IS SO FUN!! like at my restaurant we're lowkey so like unprofessional despite being a slightly fancy restaurant 😭😭 so we have this one booth that just looks like an entire mess (and that most customers see when they first walk in and such I WISH I COULD DRAW YOU A PICTURE I'M SORRY MY BRAIN IS SO TIRED RN) bc it's stacked with boxes and napkins and chopsticks so like when we're not busy or have nothing to do all the servers and me will just sit there on our phones or folding napkins 😭😭 BUT I'LL TEACH YOU HOW AND WE CAN BE PROFESSIONAL NAPKIN FOLDERS TOGETHER BOOM!!!!

AND AAA I'M GIVING YOU A BIG KISS BACK MANGO ANON!!! MWAH MWAH <3 THERE'S TWO!!! I LOVE HEARING UPDATES ON YOUR LIFE TOO AAA YOU MUST UPDATE ME ON WHAT'S NEW FOR YOU PLEASE!!! AND OMG YES YOU ALWAYS MAKE MY DAYS BETTER <3 I ONLY GOT THROUGH TODAY BECAUSE I WAS SO EXCITED TO GO HOME AND REPLY TO YOU!!! <3

I'M GLAD YOU'RE SLEEPING BETTER NOW!! and i totally get how being sleep deprived is like an out of body experience 😭😭😭 like i kind of felt that way today ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FIDGET TOY BROKE ON ME i was so out of it i literally wrapped myself in a curtain and sobbed i was so distraught 😭😭 AND THIS IS NOT SAFE BUT I PROMISE I'M A GOOD DRIVER but i remember one time i was so sleep deprived (i think it was that day i stayed up until 5 am making that tonics spotify profile LMAOO) but i was SO tired and i was like "i should not be on the roads today omg" BUT I HAD TO DRIVE AROUND AND I ALMOST GOT TBONED lowkey i think bc another lady didn't stop when she had a stop sign!! but idk </3 BUT LIKE I'M ALWAYS SO OUT OF IT AND ALL MY AWARENESS OF SURROUNDINGS GOES DOWN AND I FALL ASLEEP PERIODICALLY AND WAKE UP NOT KNOWING WHERE I AM 😭😭

AND NO MY SCREENTIME IS SO BAD TOO i used to get notifs about like "ur screentime was 1 hr less than last week we're so proud of you even though you're still a loser!!!" BUT NOW THEY'RE JUST "here's how you can improve your screen time" NOTIFS AND IT MAKES ME SO ASHAMED 😭😭😭 BUT AAA WE CAN GO ON WALKS TOGETHER AND ENJOY THE NATURE TOGETHER!!! I'M FLYING THERE NOW MANGO ANON DON'T WORRY!! <3

AND HELP 😭😭 YES TECH PEOPLE DEFINITELY NEED A COMMUNITY CIRCLE GROUP!! in my production meeting today my acting director literally took a detour to call regina george kin man like captain crybaby or something bc during our musical last year my director made him cry 😭😭 bc he was in charge of our run and props and basically got blamed that props weren't making their way out with actors during rehearsals i felt so bad for him </33 and my director was out here using him as an example of how if this guest director we're working with feels like telling me to work on something that i'll definitely do it bc i'm a people pleaser (he woke up and chose violence today ig) while other people (like regina george kin man, who he used as an example) will just run away and cry and i was like "HELLO???? WHY ARE YOU COMING FOR OUR THROATS MIDDLE AGED BALD MAN 😭😭😭" (sorry i hope this all makes sense!! i can definitely re explain this in dms with names and everything AND I'M SURE THERE'S A THOUSAND GRAMMAR MISTAKES AND TYPOS IN MY WRITING TODAY EVEN THOUGH I DON'T SEE THIM RIGHT NOW AAAA)

AND AWW THAT CASHIER SOUND SO SWEET!! ACTUALLY THAT WAS ME <333 I WOULD HELP YOU PICK UP YOUR COINS ANY DAY MANGO ANON!! AND I'D TIE YOUR SHOES AND DRAW HEARTS ON THE SIDES OF THE THEM TOO <33 AND YES WE CAN MAKE BRACELETS TOGETHER MANGO ANON!! WE CAN DO THE CUTE EYE COOR ONES TOO AND IT'D BE SUPER CUTE <33

AND AA WHEN YOU SEE THIS DEF UPDATE ME ON WHAT YOU CHOSE TO DO FOR YOUR RETAIL JOB!! I KNOW WE'VE TALKED ABOUT IT A LITTLE BIT BUT IDK IF YOU'VE CHANGED YOUR MIND AGAIN ABOUT YOUR PLANS WHENEVER YOU READ THIS <3

AND AAA THE ESCAPE ROOM SOUNDS SO FUN!! dw i would definitely scream too ESPECIALLY IF SOMEONE WAS CHASING ME??? LIKE ATP I'D JUST GIVE UP AND LAY ON THE FLOOR AND SUCCUMB TO DEATH 😭😭 bc if i survived getting chased but then had to escape a room?? LOWK I SUCK AT PUZZLES I'D GIVE UP SO FAST 😭 but if it was to save ur life and get u out mango anon!! WELL SUDDENLY I'M SHAKESPEARE I MEAN SHERLOCK!!! I MEANT SHERLOCK ORIGINALLYY BUT I SAID SHAKESPEARE FIRST ON ACCIDENT AND I'M KEEPING IT IN THERE BC IT'S FUNNY BUT U GET WHAT I MEAN!! I WILL BE USING MY DECTECTIVE EYES AND BRAIN TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO HELP YOU ESCAPE AND BE FREE TO EAT ALL THE MANGOS YOU WANT!! <3 I'M GLAD YOU ENJOYED YOUR DINNER AND EVERYTHING ALL OF THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD!!! AND AA I'M HONORED YOU THOUGHT OF ME WHILE PLAYING VOLLEYBALL!! ughhfoiedsk i want to play volleyball with friends again soon 😔😔😔 WE'LL DO IT WHEN I GET THERE MANGO ANON IF YOU'RE OKAY WITH IT!!!

BUT AA YES GOODNIGHT/GOOD MORNING MANGO ANON!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST SLEEP AND DAY TOMORROW EVER <3 AND THAT YOU'RE TAKING GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF TOO!! I'M BUYING YOU ALL THE MANGOS IN THE WORLD AND A HOUSE AND ANYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED!!!! I WORK AT MY MINIMUM WAGE JOB SO THAT I CAN PROVIDE FOR U AND BUY U THINGS MANGO ANON <33 IT'S ALWAYS BEEN FOR YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU MANGO ANON!! UNTIL NEXT TIME AND YOU ARE THE BEST EVER!!! <3 xoxoxo <333