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Reminder, this blog is currently on Hiatus for the time being until I gain the courage and remove the anxiety from being here, if you want to add me on discord, please feel free to let me know! My Discord is:

[doefated]

Reminder, this blog is currently on Hiatus for the time being until I gain the courage and remove the anxiety from being here, if you want to add me on discord, please feel free to let me know! My Discord is:

[doefated]

Hey guys apologies again for my lack of activity. I’m being honest right now I have zero motivation or joy from being in tumblr right now. I just have a LOT of insecurities and just self worth issues right now that I just don’t think I’m ready to come back just right now.

If you guys want to roleplay with me in discord I’d be really appreciative of it. That’s where you guys will Mostly find me right now ^^; just let me know who you are when you message!

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"Sad how I talk to the ones who would've been dead in the future if it weren't for me intervening. I just... can't imagine that I'm somehow talking to a corpse. Sheesh, that thought sucks."

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"Easy on the ears man, I still feel it." Meaning Jonathan had wanted to NOT have his fluffy ears yanked on. As good as a pain tolerance that Jonathan had over the course of three yeas of being smacked around, cut, stabbed and bruised... Jonathan usually could prepare themselves for being in pain, and a sudden yank isn't preparing at all, so it meant that Jonathan was willingly letting Aaron know that Jonathan is an anomaly. A being that SHOULDN'T be. Like anyone would believe Aaron other than a drunken stupor or being high when he talked to a person.

"Uh, no...? Let's just say someone VERY important gave me these." Meaning that there's a higher being or someone who could inflict transformation on another person. Jonathan adjusted their coat hiding the noticeable hump on Jonathan's back. Jonathan pulls away for a moment flicking their ear. He cups it giving a soft rub trying to soothe the slight feeling of another's hand on it.

"Fils de pute, I probably shouldn't tell you, but uh... I'm just a passerby. You uh.. have friends around yeah?" Should Jonathan tell Aaron that he's here from the future and that Aaron was a VICTIM? Nah. Probably shouldn't spook Aaron. Aaron seemed like an okay guy. Maybe a little forward, but so is Jonathan. He doesn't have a filter themselves.

He looks up at Jonathan with a sharp expression of skepticism, his hands placed firmly on his hips. ❝ 'cause people don't usually have antlers ? ❞ Maybe had he been tripping, he would've believed Jonathan. But right now, he's only slightly inebriated.

Aaron passes the ' soda can ' ( really, it had alcohol in it ) from his right hand to his left. ❝ No. I've never pet a deer before. ❞ Even if he wanted to, those creatures are too frightened for most humans to approach. He stretches his arm out, his hand gently brushes over the ears, then he tugs on an antler. Not too harsh, but enough to confirm they are indeed attached to the skull.

❝ W - wow . . . they are firm. ❞ He pauses, disbelief taking away his ability to articulate his thoughts. ❝ You're just like Gus . . . ❞ An accidental slip of a comic book reference, specifically to Sweet Tooth. Something that Aaron wouldn't have made had he not been so amazed. A seemingly part deer person . . . & perhaps a French one at that ! This keeps getting better.

❝ How can this be ? ? Did your dad make love to a doe ? ? ❞ Perhaps not the best way of asking, but he's genuinely curious now !

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@wxldetcmes

Panting. Huffing. Inhale. Exhale. It felt as though that Jonathan was losing their touch due to the size of the damn thing that he's had to fight. They were getting desperate on this world. Whatever the case may be that the masters of these puppets so needily wanted to claim Zootopia for their own, Jonathan wouldn't have it. Jonathan HAD to protect these people. He didn't know the target or anyone for that matter. Jonathan was just... alone as they always had been. Typically targeting people who couldn't defend themselves.

Jonathan is glad that even through the bruises on their chest and face, that the target could run away to safety. A quick 'thank you' is all that the animal said before leaving Jonathan to their lonesome again. Time resumed as normal again. The threat had been dealt with. Although the only reminder that this encounter happened is the shattered lightbulbs on the ground from the street lamps. He blinked, noticing a police officer with his gun drawn.

"Little late, you know." Jonathan quips in a huff and leans their head back. Trying to give themselves a moment of peace before the questions start barraging.

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Goku Midnight Eye (1989)

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*☆ ~𝑀𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠~ ☆*

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NOSFERATU PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue from the screenplay, adjust as necessary

i have felt you like a serpent crawling in my body.

love is inferior to you.

i am an appetite. nothing more.

you are my affliction.

even now we are fated.

you know nothing of him.

your passion is bound to me.

you cannot love.

i cannot be sated without you.

we must remain calm.

you know i love you both.

why do you hate me?

you have never liked me.

search everything.

this is madness!

i must see them!

don't touch me. i am not to be touched.

our love was supposed to be sacred.

kiss me.

i need no salvation.

you will put an end to all of this?

come to me.

hear my call.

you are not for the living.

do you swear it?

what's that, my love?

there is nothing to be afraid of.

take off your shoes.

i wish i could stay, my love.

i really must be off.

come in, come in.

i thank you for considering me.

you are too generous.

it will be a great adventure for you.

why have you killed these beautiful flowers?

let us put them in water.

forgive me.

throw them out.

you cannot leave.

i must tell you my dream.

please, no more of your childhood memories.

never speak these things aloud.

it is a foolish dream.

everything is well.

when i return, i will finally make something of myself.

i love you too much.

it's worth celebrating your adventure!

i envy you.

it's crushing, [name]. crushing.

i cannot resist her.

not another word.

do take care of [name].

there is a monster in the room.

we have each other.

you're hurting me.

i am proud of you.

please keep safe.

have you so little faith in me?

i promise.

remember, it's all for us.

you bring trouble with you.

i only wish to stay one night.

i have an audience at the castle.

leave here.

you are late.

i wish you to do as i request.

it's nothing.

come by the fire.

why ever did you bring that here?

you must put that away.

what might we do for you?

that was yesterday.

do you ever feel at times as if you were not a person?

we all feel out of sorts.

look at the sea!

i am not mad.

forgive me. everything i say sounds so childish.

how careless of me.

you are fortunate in your love.

i fear i am taken ill.

if it continues, let me know.

i have received nothing of any kind.

still no trace of him.

for heaven's sake, you cannot leave.

a moment longer... please.

i cannot resist you, my love.

can you tell me your name?

he is coming.

why haven't you told me?

i must leave!

i sensed something.

you look tired.

would you describe them to me?

tell me what you can. from the beginning.

this is no delusion.

the blood is the life.

i feared i'd never see you again.

what the devil is this?

it is past three o'clock in the morning!

forgive me for the troubles i have caused you.

get off me. give me room. i can't breathe.

you frightened me.

may i stay with you tonight?

thank you for loving me.

our spirits are one, so too shall be our flesh.

you are mine.

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So I know I've mentioned the monsters before that Jonathan has to battle and kill, but I've never gone in TOO much depth about them. They're space and time anomalies called by Jonathan: 'Midnights' as typically these beings will attack people at the dead of night and alone where most won't notice the resident being gone missing (which newsflash it does after their family and friends notice them missing). They're mere puppets. Mere minions compared to the REAL eldritch entities who send these little critters to the pockets of reality in order to make way for themselves after enough are killed and out of the way.

The way that the Midnights kill their targets is isolating them out of light sources (that being street lamps bulbs shattering) or the clouds covering the moon making it harder to see where the target is going, that way the target gets lost easier. Then.. they surface. Time stops for the Target. As if everyone and everything is frozen in time. The only one who isn't frozen is the target and the Midnights (and obviously Jonathan whose hourglass protects them from being frozen as well). So, the Midnights swarm the target in a group of a dozen or so (they like to make sure that the target is full of fear and panicking) and begin to corner the target inch by little inch.

Then, they attack like feral animals. Slashing. Biting. Scratching. Brutally tearing apart the target as they scream, but no one can hear them or help them. They relish in the fear and misery of the target until they stop thrashing and moving. They then drag the body into a shadowy pocket on the ground which is how they go 'missing' is their body is never found. Where the body goes afterwards is anyone's guess. Though of course the target is never seen again. Of course, at least in this timeline where Jonathan fails to save the person they're targeting. I'll go more in depth about Jonathan's job in another post.

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That's enough IC for me tonight, I got a pounding af Headache soooo, I'll catch you lovelies tomorrow when I finish up drafts (I know i desperately owe like 2-3 week old drafts rn)

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If you guys want a SEMI-CLOSE rendition of what the hourglass looks like for Jonathan: This is it:

Except the hourglass sands are colored blue and purple and resemble a moon on the bottom and the sun on the top. Also... uh... Jonathan's hourglass is literally fused to their back, and the hourglass turns on their spine. So every time it turns, he can feel it cranking their spine in a twisting motion until the hourglass resets the sands. It won't totally snap their spine but it's a VERY uncomfortable feeling for them.

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"You know, I've been arrested like... 5 times in the course of doing what I do... and then escapes from said prisons after my hourglass reset itself. Now to end up in a science facility. Yeah, Phobane's gonna be pissed if they find the hourglass literally on my back." Not like he'd give them a chance to poke and prod them so easily. Jonathan could just portal themselves out, right? Just... had to be patient. Just be patient for it to reset and that exchange will never had happened.

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@deathsdreaming

"If you just wanted to pet my ears, you could've just asked." Jonathan quips as he's sitting in the chair of this strange observation room. Their glasses hiding their dark brown eyes full of amusement. As this this simple little exchange between them is nothing more than a distraction towards Jonathan's real goals. Their knuckles tighten against the chair straps. He tries to hide their uneasiness through their humor, but that's as far as he's going to get with trying to pretend everything is just tip top peachy.

Jonathan's never been... captured like this before. Funny. How in three years, Jonathan was the first to be captured by armed guards. Not that he wanted to hurt anyone, but he bit off more than he could chew, and now he's here. Jonathan lazily rolled their head towards the door. "Listen. As I'm sure you have MANY questions, I got a job to do. So... if you would be so nice to just adjust these straps for me, that would be fantastic." Jonathan's hourglass is on FULL cooldown now, meaning he's got no escape from this room.

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@fledercanons

"Well aren't you a long ways from home, little guy?" Jonathan sighs softly and brushed a finger to their own cheek, settling for a moment against the woods. They still had a few cuts against their face from going back into the past earlier and came out with a couple new wounds. They'd heal of course, but Jonathan was certain he'd live. He's lucky that the Midnights were only small in size compared to some of the others he's had to fight in the past.

Jonathan would pluck a flower next to them and placed it down onto Copper's head to make him all the more adorable. "There, better. Now you're a flower prince." Jonathan laughs softly and leaned their head back up against a tree taking in the serenity of this place. "You like it here too, huh? It's nice to just be.. alone here." Alone. Jonathan's spent far too long alone, but the little pup's company felt better.

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@herotting

"What makes y'think they're fake?" Jonathan quizzically asks Aaron. Of course, Jonathan already KNEW the answer to that considering that he has to LIVE with the appendages that weren't like normal humans. The only thing that looked human was Jonathan's face, body and other limbs. Aside from that, Jonathan's skull protruded the ACTUAL antlers coming out of their head. Ears flicker to the slightest breeze on command. If this was VFX, then Jonathan was QUITE the pro at making them seem so utterly real.

"If you think they're not real, then give it a feel. You ever pet a deer before?" Jonathan hasn't. But he's going to assume that Aaron hasn't either. Jonathan stood still, almost angling their body forward to tempt Aaron to come closer to graze the fluffy and tempting ears like a real animal would as if begging for attention. "Je ne vais pas mordre. Seriously." As if Aaron could understand what Jonathan said at all.

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"Not gonna lie, I wonder if I WAS a Red Panda. I think I'd be a LOT more cuter and approachable. Then again, Starlight Panda doesn't roll off the tongue as easy." He's wondering if he could somehow convince Phobane to give them a species change whenever he went to animal populated worlds.