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SORRY BUT IM JUST TOO PRETTY TO BE UPSET
#like you genuinely think god doesn’t love me#I don’t even BELIEVE and I get to look like this AND IM OLD#I lol randomly all the time about it honestly#like if I just do a HEH to myself it’s because I remembered#im literally pretty lol and such an asshole#and like just for being honest mind you#not a making shit up asshole not a violent asshole not a malecious asshole just like a normal oh that hurt your feelings why why WHY DID IT#you fucking know why it did and that also why I said it cause IT TRUE you dumb cow#you MADE PEOPLE and you care about screens over all else like like like hfksbekfkgjevdb die the death you deserve#me? PRETTY AND LUCKY ME??? imma die in my sleep like a mf princess#actually they got some quantum chip now I think it possible you could die body wise but your brain forever could think it alive because chip#I don’t understand it lol it was scary to listen to the man explain it actually and then I was like oh maybe that why aliens arecoming more#i am rambling in the tags like a heathen#it’s fine#it’s not 11pm or anything#tomorrow won’t be a long ass day or anything#CHRISTMAS IS IN A WEEK#we better go see the mf lights#im getting my car inspected tomorrow and im nervous about it#is $500 enough monies for things they would need to fix for it to pass lmao cause#if not i gotta use a credit card and i hate doing that with them#also they usually just make it do a pass and then make me come back to fix the things later cause they know where i work lol#and also i am loyal as shit#and also the lesbians i know who not approve of my trans-woman-are-just-men stance which isn’t illegal to have lol biology isn’t illegal#yet
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boy do i love how the only reason bioware replaced Lucerni with Shadow Dragons was because they wanted middle class citizens being the driving force of the changes for Tevinter.....
.......... and STILL ended up with them being run by a former member of magisterium, a rich altus diplomat and a fucking BLACK DIVINE
#veilguard critical#dragon age#dav#no i can understand that desire for change honestly#it's shitty when the most privileged are the ones who make decisions#although there is a bit of truth to that. ppl who are educated are more likely realize that system is failing#rather than uneducated and abused slaves who is kept uneducated and abused FOR A REASON#but it also brings a lot of questions and skepticism to motivations of dorian and his pals#like ok babyboy you wanna change tevinter cuz your dad tried to change you with blood magic#how am i supposed to believe you're gonna change anything substantial? something that ACTUALLY matters#and that goes for the rest of lucerni. how am i supposed to believe you assholes are gonna change anything and not just put another archon#who's only difference would be that he's loyal to YOU?#and the funny thing is bw didn't fix shit#the altus is still ruling. elven cultural appropriation is not even ACKNOWLEDGED. slavery.... well there was no slavery to begin with!#keep the status quo guys or you'll be like evil evil bald guy who's bad and should be jailed unlike the slavers and#i'm rambling again now leave me#bioware critical
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OC !
#my characters#i missed her so much wowee#her name is katale and thats what she goes by EXCEPT her best friend (and ex boyfriend and boss) who gets to call her kitty#hes just like the all around best guy in her life and she loves him a whole lot#and even though they broke up they have a very loving friendship and shes like#oh i would absolutely kill for him and in fact i am VERY good at killing im honing my skills :3#and her family is actually just a bunch of criminals and the only reason the other guy gets involved#is bc he needs fast money to help his mom with hospital bills and so hes like hey my mom doesnt need to know how shes alive#and then he somehow becomes head honcho and is a rumored to be ruthless man#but hes just incredibly level headed and able to think his way up (and kills a few unpleasant family members for kitty)#and if shes running out and about you can even hear him say shit like#my wife left me i miss my wife#and everyone knows he means katale but no one knows how to react bc its clearly a joke (???) since they broke up#but no one is telling their boss to elaborate the wife situation#kitty however is the entire reason that she gets this lil puppy of an agent to not kill rudyard her dear boss#and somehow they adopt this grown man and also his really weird mentor who faked their death#but they love their puppy son boy agent man#and kitty is super happy to dote on the agent but even she has her lines like WHY DID YOU JUST HAND HIM A GUN#RUDYARD HE TRIED TO KILL YOU LIKE LAST MONTH WHAT ARE YOU DOING#and rudyard is just ??? can i NOT shove a gun into his hands now? what is that? a crime? really? gonna tell on me? a criminal? for crimes?#but genuinely it stresses her out bc she loves her adopted son but loves her best friend and eventually she realizes#ok puppy agent man is loyal to them but not a criminal thats ok#while rudyard is like ... passing him guns to try out as a bonding thing#but also he is fascinated with how good the agents aim is like hey kitty you should watch how far he can shoot perfectly#hey kitty remember all those dead underlings and how precise their kills were to make them not suffer this guy is really good#also for what its worth ruds mom is still alive! shes just in a nursing home now and he goes to visit her#kitty and rudyard have such a fun dynamic to me and both are murderers but its okay (its not)#also kitty likes anime and she has forced rud to watch anime with her and he just accepts his fate#bc it makes kitty happy to share so he will watch to make her happy even if he doesnt understand all the appeal
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*Glances between Malenia Blade of Miquella Who Has Never Known Defeat and Dame Aylin The Nightsong and Daughter of The Goddess Selûne* I’m sensing a pattern here
i don’t know what you’re talking about
#IVE BEEN EXPOSED#look big strong women who protect you with their life and would also [redacted] you till you can’t walk?#guaranteed to have me on my knees wagging my tail is all i’m saying#but jokes aside i do have a thing for knights/guardian types who are loyal and protective#oh and are also shit hot with a sword#actually looking back the last 3 characters i’ve been into all pretty much fit into that category#i am nothing if not predictable#anonymous#answered
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i just read a TERRIBLE sakura slander i have to actually sit down oh my god
#did we....... read the same manga???????#the way people said s.akura mistreat nrt and ino and thats smth they have in common#WHAT#maybe thats smth that was perpetuated further with anime additions but ?????#as solely manga reader i cannot fucking remember one time sakura was ever purposely cruel#or even being petty about her feelings#maybe when she was 12 years old before shit went down??????? WHICH??? UMMMM????#HELLO?????? SHE WAS A CHILD ????????#everything ABOUT what she's doing after shes 12 and ssk defected and how shes responding was a DIRECT response to the circumstances#she was enduring#i cant remember ONE time she was EVER mean to any of her comrades#she was always so overly caring. so fucking READY to help them#my best example was how she was with sai. like my girl PUNCHED him when he badmouthed ssk#and still she was also the FIRST to genuinely ask sai abt his questions and hobby etc#shes both loyal AND curious / open enough to new friendships and bonds#i try not to divulge so much into the fanon lens of sakura#but if u think she's just this one-dimensional petty and jealous bitch to satisfy ur own narration of an event ...... IJBOL#take care of urself fr cause idk how it is at ur side but where i am? i'm fine and replenished#and sakura is still much more than the girl who couldn't succeed her teammates.#gen: out of character.
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Some au antag doodles
#keese draws#eternal gales#decided to finally try my hand at drawing au fydd#and decided to also draw the two I’ve already designed#I kinda chickened out hard with this au fydd design but that’s mostly because I don’t know how I’d go about implementing the big thing I cut#I wanted to include a nod at my old tazian (the species I recycled for fydd) worldbuilding by giving him some rainbow ‘hair’#but I definitely am not capable of drawing my vision well enough for my standards rn so maybe one day I’ll go for it but not rn#but long story short in the original version of the species those who were more middling height would have strands of or even entirely#rainbow hair which was like 90% me bullshitting but I have thought of a retroactive excuse#long story short most tazians would either be super tiny or like stupid tall and more middling height ones were rare#but one thing I realized lately is that all my tall ones had white hair and all my short ones had black hair#so the retroactive excuse is that the rainbow is a transitional period that usually indicates young age but can sometimes be permanent if#they don’t end up becoming properly tall#and I wanted to nod at that concept with au fydd since he’s 15 and is what would be considered pretty middling height#but that would mean figuring out how I’d wanna go about coloring that and that would make me lose it#for context fydd’s hair is supposed to be a smidge feathery#and also I like to keep my characters having somewhat manageable color pallets#not that I’m particularly good at that but I try#oh also second biggest failure of this drawing I made it so I couldn’t draw his other eye rip#he’s missing his other eye due to basically completely destroying it in the process of blowing up his original universe#the other two aren’t missing any major design elements that I can think fo fortunately#these three are all favorites of mine amongst the au antags they’re so silly#and by that I mean one of them is a grown ass adult torturing teenagers and the other two are heavily traumatized teenagers that are#helping said grown ass adult torture teenagers#well only one of them is properly helping owl is just here to meet her crush#she genuinely did not think the others would get as far and go as hard as they did#au fydd was the first member of the squad au bloom recruited and he is easily the most loyal to her#he’s also the only one au bloom even mildly gives an actual shit abt#au fydd went through a Lot in his original universe and is very ‘let’s burn it all down’ with his approach to helping#owl also went through a lot but she came out the other end just desperately wanting to stop fighting
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my f1 fanfic pet peeve is "charles leclerc is a red bull driver". it literally makes no sense to me. that man is was like molded for ferrari. you really think he's leaving them???? like i feel like everyone forgets that he chooses them. he chooses them every time!!! he's not fucking stupid. if they really were shit, he would've fuckin left by now. but he hasn't!!!! because he believes in them!!!! he is their little champion in the making!!!!! he is their predestined!!!! they are his dream!!!! they are his home!!!!!! he'd look ugly in navy blue anyway
#i have to exclude that tag when i go on ao3#please what is the appeal 😭😭😭#the lestappen teammates scenario??? is it not more fun when they are rivals in opposing teams???#is it not wanting him to suffer ferrari's questionable decision making skills?#is the victory not more sweeter when he prevails in spite of those questionable decisions????#i'm sorry i knew he was in this ferrari shit for life when i saw that quote that was like#'in a cage? well if ferrari is a cage i would like to kept in that cage all my life.'#maybe i hate this because i am a ferrari supporter first and human second#also i fully believe that if ferrari really was shit then he would've fuckin left by now#he's loyal not stupid. like why the fuck would he stay if they really were that shit? at the end of the day this is his job#and a sport. i don't think he's stupid enough to stay at a team that isn't getting better.#introspective.txt#i hate when i get too insane about charles
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rainbow pencil doodle :) and also an animal crossing new leaf self portrait cause ive been playing it excessively lately
#i should keep drawing traditionally............i feel i am in my natural habitat in my sketchbook#my art#also sorry the colored pencil looks like shit in the pic it looks much better irl i couldnt edit it correctly >:(#ALSO i think im turning off reblogs for these cause theyre shit but i still want to share. but not to a ton of people#just my mutuals and loyal followers <3
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Some misc Soren doodles while I brain rot and wait for his brave alt in Feh.
I finally have gotten to play bloodborne : ) : ) : )
#illia draws#fire emblem#ikesoren#soren#fe9/10#do I dare to tag the two crossover ideas#I am quite loving bloodborne#older Soren is inspired by the fic 99 year#and fe fates dimension hopping kids#as for the other Au#I’m just saying#boy makes promise to come back to a wretched small child but due to circumstances out of his control can’t keep that promise#small child grows up to be a surly tactician that’s still fiercely loyal but also mean and gets away with more shit than he should#biggest differences are the reactions to the ‘betrayal’ and ages#idk I think I’m just brain rotting#and procrastinating on life#: (
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Favourite Crocodile ship and non-Crocodile ship?
Nami/Vivi. 10/10, iconic, timeless, absolutely perfect, it's been over 20 years since we've seen those two together and the ship still sails on. Make it canon Oda, Nami deserves to be pampered by her wealthy wife and live like the royalty she is 👏
I am a sucker for CrocHawk. Just. It just sparks joy for me. Like I've mentioned this before but I generally speaking tend to like ships where the characters seem to at least tolerate each other, and while we've seen the two interact VERY VERY LITTLE SO FAR, it's like. I think there's so much potential for a really interesting character dynamic there, and a really wonderful ship as a result of it. This can change though if/when we see the two interact more and figure out how much the two actually tolerate each other. Like if they start openly hating on each other then I might lose interest in the ship entirely. But for now, I'm super into it, and I'll always have CrocDaz to fall back on
#Moon posting#Asks#OP Meta#The only reason I have preferance for CrocHawk over Daz is that I think Crocodile might see Mihawk as more of an equal to him#While Daz he might still see as just his subortinate. And that's fine- like it's not something that'd keep me from shipping the two#I am in fact a sucker for loyal subortinates and stuff (also one-sided romances) (Shit's heartbreaking and I love it)#But I do prefer the two seeing each others as equals. Like I don't know what it is about that but it makes me happy??#Shout out to Shanks/Buggy. I like the Extreme Heartbreak Vibes the two have. I think they'd be perfect for each other#Also let's be real Shanks is probably the only person on the planet who could love Buggy without being a mindless simp for him#Another shout out to Croc/Jimbei. I've seen just enough fanart at this point that my brain is going <thinking emoji> over it#One last shout out to Nami/*ME*. LET *ME* MARRY HER ODA
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omg your tags on the reblog of my post - that's word for word how i feel and i HATE it, things have felt artificial to me since 1989, reputation was better but ever since lover it's felt like that 1000x more idk.. it just sucks but yeah you're not the only one feeling that way :')
THANK YOU! It's really nice to see that someone else has been feeling this way and I really begun to think deeply into why I feel like this. And you're right, it has really been since rep that it has felt... idk, less authentic.
I remember during the red and 1989 era, taylor was doing a lot of shit that actually showed how much she loved us. And by all means, she didn't have to, but it was little things such as the hidden notes in her album lyric books that made me feel a bit more connected to her. Not to mention stuff like swiftmas, the secret sessions and of course t-party all made us feel like one big family and that she was actually thankful for us. She didn't gain anything out of this, it was all "for the fans" and it made being a swiftie loads of fun, especially those hidden messages, which lbr costed nothing to keep doing. (1989 was her last i think)
Nowadays, when she does it, it feels more calculated and less authentic and I get maybe it's a safety thing that she can't do secret sessions and swiftmas etc anymore, but now even when she does things for the fans, it's stuff like releasing loads of versions of the one album so we all buy it (see, the midnight clock), and because we have this relationship we built up with her, we feel we owe our loyalty. It feels like she does these things to show she cares, but she wants our money in return. And believe me, there's other ways you can show it. The wiping of her social media defs slightly killed her authenticity, I think. Even though I understand why she did it, it certainly didnt help her relationship with the fans or it's authenticity. I do believe she still is thankful for us, but I can't help but notice the business aspect creeping in, and I just wish a lot of swifties knew you don't have to buy in to it. She's human, she has flaws, you don't have to always defend her, or buy her merch. It's almost business at this point, and I hate it.
I hate it. And I hate it more because I almost understand why its like this.
#during red taylor could say she was thankful for us and i would believe her#now i believe her but with a hefty grain of salt!!!#i do think the merch thing can also be an issue with swifties bc apparently if you don’t own her merch#or buy all 55 copies of folklore you’re not a fan#i had a friend who was constantly telling me i was less of a fan and she always wanted my merch#the merch was my red tee from when she was in sydney and even then that brings up something else because her merch quality has gone down#and the prices have gone up and that shirt from 2013 has survived. i mean it is defs aging but it's survived the trenches#but like taylor is fully playing into this and ppl fall for it bc she apparently loves us#i may have been 12 then but at least it didn’t feel like she was constantly trying to get me to buy shit#there were lots if bad things about being a swiftie then but hey at least Taylor’s love actually felt genuine!!!#and not like she wanted my money as well as my loyal#loyalty** wow lekker bezig vandaag#also i do buy her albums on cd but thats more a me thing its a tradition with a friend i had that i plan on continuing with speak now tv#bc i like owning physical copies#also sometimes i struggle with organising my thoughts so i hope that all makes sense and nothing is lost#english is my first language i just am slightly neurodivergent#i only just organised my thoughts on loreens eurovision win. im still sad abt it but im happy for her.#also hello fellow southern hemisphere person!!
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do u ever think about how gus claims that he brainwashed his bakugan to be loyal to spectra and yet they all say they're loyal to him. either the brainwashing didn't work (get on kazarina's level gus 🙄) and they're still loyal to him, or loyalty to spectra meant keeping gus alive. bc i think about that incredibly frequently.
oh also that reminds me, how did gus survive a giant fuckin laser that had killed 2 of his bakugan previously. like. did he just look death in the face and tell him to fuck off or was he too angry and gay to die. bakugan has the inverse of bury the gays honestly.
#anyways hexados throwing himself into battle even tho gus hadn't sent him out JUST to protect vulcan fucks me UP every single time#i said id stop rambling but gus lives rent free in my head#ALSO vulcan implies that gus hasn't brawled since new vestroia and honestly#if 3 bakugan sacrificed themselves for me id also not battle again#that one brainwashing line is only mentioned once but its always wild to me#the fact that he thought they would be more loyal to spectra than him... the way gus actually really cares about his bakugan#HIS FRIENDSHIP WITH VULCAN... it makes me feral#ALSO ALSO early on in the season when he's talking abt helping spectra u know like take over the world or some shit#he ALWAYS includes vulcan as part of that world. he always says he that he and vulcan will stand by their side.#i am so not normal about them#a lot of bakugan have very similar traits to their brawlers. and loyalty is a running trend with gus and i adore that#also gus gets rlly rlly pissed off and upset when the brawlers almost succeed in taking vulcan in his second brawl against them#and that ALSO fucks me the fuck up#he lives in my head rent free i am so unnormal about him i am insane#FOAMING at the mouth rn#idek what sparked this i was just left alone. with my thoughts. a terrible idea if im being honest.
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Every time i learn anything new about the song kick back from the chainsaw man opening i end up loveing it %100 more and im already at like %600
Theres just so many amazing things about this song
I cant cope
#chainsaw man#kick back#kenshi yonezu#king gnu#its just so fucking good#it matches the anime so well#and the lyrics are so perfect too#i didnt even know the lyrics matched until tonight#i never bothered to look them up for some reason#i lived the song enough on its own without knowing#but fuck man#i relate to this song and anime on such a fundamental fucking level#i too want a simple and easy life#i really only want the small things! i dont need that much!#and i am also angry and shitty that i cant get the basic necessities in life for myself!#its not fucking fun#people make you feel so greedy for wanting to survive hapily#its shit#and then this song and the anime also cover delusional loyalty#being loyal no matter what#getting kicked and coming right back with a smile#shit dude if that aint me#im loyal to a fault and often get compaired to a dog#but hey! if you love someone ofcourse you should be loyal!#you should always want better things for them#it only makes sense to simp hard for the people you love#shit dude this song is so much
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I think it rly is hitting me like. If shit goes wrong here if i had to explain it to any customer id be fucked.
#some shit#like oops i am just the lastest of a chain of ''sort term'' hires for a place thats what. been run by the same dudes for 20 years?#extremely loyal base to the manager. [dipshit of today] less so the owner but thats also. theyre being racist. so.#and explain it to cust cause. its just me and whatver boss im working with anyday. hm#bang my head againsy the wall as an arbitrary timer ticks down
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................. thinking about au v and rogue again
#sammy says shit#v gets hurts regularily its not a big deal for her#ofc rogue tells her to be more careful every time#puts on a front about how a job needs to be done cleanly (which is TRUE)#and how v cant take on more work when she's injured (also true but not as much)#and v gets all grinny and happy and goes 'aw you love me'#which rogue brushes off as her being an idiot (once again true but not really)#it all comes to light clearly when v really really gets hurt during one job#she had just lost some of her cyberware and in a matter of hubris wildly underestimated the risks#she usually picks up rogues check in calls during gigs and even if she doesnt she does shoot a quick message with an update#but one day none of this happens and she returns to the afterlife completely battered#with a job done but clearly in need of medical attention#she doesnt remember half of this because when things go real bad she enters some kind of trance#which usually gets her out of a lot of shit but its certainly not a good sign#rogue goes BASLLISTIC - not at v - but herself for putting a loyal and treasured friend in a bad position#and ofc the asshole(s) who did this to her#let me tell you fellas - i am LIVING
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hmmm thats a good point and im so tempted and im feeling messy
so, what happened between you and the other hellsite person?
stuff, but billie eilish has that one song about not talking shit on the internet. and I wanna be cool like that
#granted yes its been 3 months and I am dating someone else who is actually mature and loyal#and someone I could actually build an adult and healthy life with#and someone who respects me enough to be genuine and not say they love me and are obsessed with me#while simultaneously constantly looking for and online fucking others#and who wouldn’t continue to have multiple relationships with other for 6 months and would brag about it while I had no idea#and someone who actually takes accountability for and works on her own feelings and emotions and mental health issues#and doesnt rely soley on me for emotional support even tho I said thats not healthy#and begged her to work with her therapist or take initiative to work on her own issues bc l cant do it for her#even tho I did try for months and gave so much effort I became mentally exhausted and was just constantly sad and worried#and so yeah I do have hope and excitement for the future for the first time in forever#and do legit feel like ive gotten my spark back and I didnt even know it was gone#anyways#but I wont talk shit on the internet#but also I feel like I deserve to be angry and act immature and dumb about this bc it still affects me and probably always will#and this makes no sense and is nonsense anyway#but it feels like fall outside finally and I feel sleepy and messy#and its in the tags and on my other blog so its not canon ofc#the curators bullshit#hellsite hall of fame curators bullshit
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