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Boy I sure hope that joy cometh in the morning
#weeping IS in fact enduring in the night atm#due to health issues a few things weighing on the heart an unexpected little grief today#and also general period pains#including that thing in my head that goes. wow. i wish i had a boyfriend. also a house. also my mother here with me#fmndsmskxjxmxnxndmdndn#mouse brain doing LAPS in the hamster wheel of the heart tonight!!!!!!!!#pleaseeee God let me not experience difficulty breathing or swelling of the tongue or anything close to anaphylaxis!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!#healing girl era summer '24
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men that eat pussy like they’re starving and you’re their last meal.
your legs are spread wide open as you sit on the edge of your bed, using your hands to hold yourself up as your legs shake with a mix of pleasure and tiredness as he brings you to another orgasm.
he devours you until his jaw aches, sitting on his knees and holding your legs apart. “just one more for me, baby. you can do it.”
dabi, EREN, gojo, jean, SUKUNA, KUROO, + your fav.
#short and sucks#but wanted to post again.#on my period and in pain ahahhh expect lots of writing.#also just wanted to write something for jjk but had no ideas so here’s this general thingy idk.#x reader#fanfic#fanfiction#attack on titan x reader#attack on titan fanfiction#aot fanfiction#aot fanfic#aot x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fanfic#jjk imagines#eren yeager x reader#eren jaeger x reader#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo x reader#sukuna x reader#sukuna ryoumen x reader#ryoumen sukuna x reader#jean kirstein x reader#mha x reader#dabi x reader
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I love being T4T. My gf has been on estrogen for a couple weeks now and she's been having a rough time with her mood so I'm teaching her about the ancient art of soaking in a bubble bath with a little drink to sip while watching shows on your laptop
#pro-tip for any girls newly on E. this is The Cure for PMS#(which accurately describes what youre going through btw)#other great cures include putting on nice smelling lotion and fuzzy socks and wrapping yourself in a blanket burrito/nest#also eating lots of chocolate or other sweets and drinking your favorite caffeinated beverages#my mom used to always put on lotion and fuzzy socks and drink dr pepper and eat chocolate#my cousin likes to watch netflix in the bath with wine and then get in a blanket burrito with her favorite lemonade tea#if youve got someone to take care of you then you dont even have to come out of the burrito. you can just ask them to bring you things#all of these methods help a lot. we're experts on this you can trust me (family of people with endometriosis)#also if youre having headaches and bloating and stomach pain you might try midol (generic works fine)#it has acetaminophen for pain + caffeine for headaches (like excedrin) + antihistamine for bloating#also to clarify: i said girls newly on E only bc i figured girls who have been on it for a while might have already figured this stuff out#but PMS is by no means exclusive to transfems who have newly started on E#many transfems have reported getting PMS symptoms and even cramps on a monthly basis after being on estrogen for a while#this is bc after a while on E your body can start naturally making more estrogen and this can come with its own hormone cycle#and as a result you can essentially get all of the symptoms of a period just without the actual bleeding#(this can include cramps bc even in cis women the signals for the muscle spasms can sometimes get misdirected to nearby organs—#unfortunately causing stomach issues as well)#so if anyone out there happens to not already know this information and youve been feeling like shit periodically for seemingly no reason#now you know 😅#its your period#rambling
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I feel like November will be a difficult month for me again and I'm not looking for it
#morningtalks#Something about the specter of madness haunting me and kinda breathing down my neck right now#I barely coasted off a full mental breakdown by being utterly mad about a friend's dad being an abhorrent piece of garbage#And then watching a two hour long video essay as I played Little Kitty in a Big City (very neat game btw)#But I'm still in this odd ''close to a breakdown but not yet'' mood and I hate it#I hate how I'm starting to be good at knowing when I'll be out of patience and general stability for all the shit I deal with#I'm getting tired of having to be extra careful because my periods have a tendency of making me Even More unstable#I hate how easily I now know that if something triggers RSD or another one of my problems (and I've got a lot of them)#I'll definitely need to take one day off (at least) to do some damage control on how all-consuming and painful the reaction will be#I hate that I can feel that a month will be hard and being CORRECT about it#I just want to live in peace for once in my life. Is that really too much to ask?#And my friends help me a lot. I would be dead if it wasn't for them#But it's still so hard and I'm still so afraid and I still despise so many things about myself#And the guilt and hatred and shame that was wracking me the entire week has been horrendous to live through#And I know it's a fully irrational reaction#But I still feel all these things. All these thoughts still run around in my head. It is so horrible to love through all of this#I'm not going to commit suicide. I promised myself I never would and I'm too spiteful to do it now#(also. Very fun that one of the main reasons I'm still alive is spite. This world fucked me up yet I'm not leaving until I say I'm done)#But my intrusive thoughts will be really brutal this month I fear. I might genuinely have some vicious moments#I'll just try to have a low-stress weekend and just enjoy my time for myself#I can maybe try to write some stories (I say knowing how much trauma will be in there lol)#Or just do anything to not be alone with my thoughts too much#We'll see how this month pans out. I don't have a lot of faith in it but I could be surprised. Who knows?
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Their friendship is actually so special to me,.,,, fucked up bug and her Little Guy friend who may or may not be a fucking parasite. They make me go insane
#not rw#ava ocs#ava oc#avm oc#avm ocs#Sketch Tag#Circe Tag#ok theres the sorting tags out. its Sketch and Circe 2 of my stick ocs!!!!!#they're so cool. im working on a whole fucking essay of a post for Circe since she won the poll#sketch was actually the weird little fucking Anomaly who kisses demigods. he's best friends with this cynical bug#they would Kill for eachother. sketch actualy ends up doing so for circe's sake. so.#their friendship is so special to me bc. sketch is confused by the fact everyone finds his lack of fur and general build unnerving#and thus thinks something is wrong with him on a Fundamental level.#meanwhile circe has issues because her own creator/mother said she'd be worthless if she ever left her home.#and then when they barely manage to escape fucking -death-#full on getting half of their entire being corrupted and split into a Separate Entity.#they still cant get over the ingrained idea that shes utterly worthless because shes left the pc. so circe is Destructive and Violent.#with her two siblings (dark and chosen lmao. dark found circe in a dumpster and was like “hey can we keep this thing it looks funny”).#ALSO circe has Chronic Pain Shit goin on. hacks up black gunk every morning and cant fly for long periods of time bc#the exertion makes her joint aches unbearable.#they're best friends. mlm and wlw solidarity but they're both bisexual
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if i wasn’t deathly afraid of hospitals i would take the first opportunity to get rid of my uterus the moment it happened but unfortunately i am deathly afraid of hospitals so.
#fable talks 💫#i think i say this to myself every time i get my period#but its true#like i have too many things ion wanna pass down genetically and also an extremely low pain tolerance#its not gonna get used to ever hold a baby so why do i even need it yk#i generally dont mind my body otherwise but this is something i want GONE#anyway back to your regularly scheduled fable posting
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okay I’m not saying everyone who doesn’t experience period pain should use a period pain simulator at least once in their life
but I’m also not not saying that
#like even people who have periods but inexplicably have painless ones#but also there’s the fact that the simulators can’t (currently) make you feel everything else aside from menstrual cramps (that I know of)#like it doesn’t simulate the weird pain yoyr legs get for no reason and the easiest way to surpass the pain is by sleeping#but your legs refuse to be comfortable at all so you just can’t sleep#and then there’s the diarrhoea and the vomiting and the actual blood itself#and how periods affect adhd and probably depression and anxiety and stuff because hormone things (idk specifics)#and when I say periods affect those things I mean they make them all worse#and there’s the way it’s hard to think#and there’s that unique feeling of laughing or sneezing too hard or just standing up you can feel it trickling#you can’t simulate that#and definitely other things that I just can’t think of right now#but yeah the cramps are generally a big part of it and if people w/out period pain had the opportunity and resources#to try a period pain simulator… I’m not telling you to do it#but also please do
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... guess who realized they completely forgot about doing breast self exams for the past six months and only remember he should have been doing it because of pain chest in the breast and, oh yeah, finding a reminder slip for the appointment where they'll make sure it's not fucking cancer
#Matt has a life#Shit from home#Cancer#Which I probably don't have as those were deemed benign tumor#the pain that come with them is something I've felt on and off for years without worrying and generally around my periods#so I'm TRYING to stay optimistic#but also I'm a fucking anxious bitch#so you can imagine how well I'm going to sleep tonight#ETA: but also. I think one of them is bigger. so. you know. fun.
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#usually i like to think i am extremely well adjusted to what my health entails. usually lmao.#but specifically cancer sometimes feels like a goddamn anchor lmao.#stomach cancers are not even close to the only ones that could potentially go on for a lifetime w treatment#depending on situation. like this is a far more normal situation than ppl really realize i think.#i hadnt realized it before i was adjusting goal posts from 'cured' to '5yr mark' at least lol.#this is not bad. this could be signficiantly worse. this is not a bad situation all things considered.#but like sometimes i wonder what its like to be like. healthy lmao.#&when things dip its like. if this is a perma-up trajectory as far as difficulty goes it feels kind of. unfair that mine started#where it did&its just like. never gonna plateau lmao.#i question my fortitude sometimes. idk its been a long day&i havent burned thru the Bad mania yet lmao.#ill get high&itll be easier to see that w/o the pain lmao.#med change ups are never fun this one just happened at an unfortunate time in general probably.#i miss my dog. i miss all my dogs. i would have lost my mind w/o roxy lmao.#at least this time i can give him proper rites; i couldnt for yoshi or johnny. so ive been doing a full mourning period.#it hasn't put me in like. the most optimistic light as of late lol.#its weird. im being such a fucking baby about all of this lmao.#but like i also wasnt expecting unconditional love to be almost exclusive to my dogs#or for the ups&downs to still be so dramatic after all these years of figuring out treatments lmao.
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I used to rarely get any (noticeable) PMS symptoms and now I'm in my mid twenties and like a week before my period, I start just having suuuper low energy no matter how much sleep I get or how well I eat, my ADHD meds lose at least 50% of their effectiveness and worst of all, I randomly feel super nauseous and sometimes do actually throw up. I do not! Like this!
Today's my first day on my period and I'm in pain, but wow suddenly I have energy again? I am motivated to clean my room? My meds kicked in? Wtf
Anyway I refuse to do this for the next 20 or so years, so I should probably bite the bullet and get to a gynecologist and talk about birth control pills (and then potentially eventually implants and such). Though me being enby complicates that bc I absolutely do not want more estrogen in my body - there's options without it but... Yeah.
I don't actually have a gynecologist. I know I should have one, and get regular checkups even when I'm not having sex but like.... The combo of being ace and enby and uncomfortable with the idea of all that plus the adhd making making phone calls hard.... Yeah.
#period talk#gynecologist#fucking ugh#but yeah like. i can deal with the pain and the bleeding but the nausea fucks me up#adhd already makes eating regular meals hard#being nauseous? does not help!!!#and i am doing a lot of exercise. i have german cheerleading championships next week. i need to eat#so.....#can i yeet my uterus is that an option?#no I'm probably too young for them to let me do that#could also go on T that'll potentially stop my period at some point but eh idk#enby healthcare is so frustrating bc there's no info on it available and doctors don't know shit about it#like.... physcally the only changes I'd really want from T is my period stopping and some more muscles and... idj#idk maybe a deeper voice? does T even do that?#but other changes don't really sound that fun#like i don't really want a beard or whatever and i generally like my face shape? idk if I'd want it to change#like. I'd need a doctor i trust and who knows their shit to really talk this through#but germany.... like we're finally at the point where maybe if you say you're enby ppl might have heard of that before#anyway I'm gonna take an Ibuprofen and clean my room i guess
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used to refer to the specific dull ache period pain as my tubes hurting but i can't do that anymore. cause I don't gots tubes
#charlie babbles#this post brought to you by 'I'm experiencing period pain'#also very rude in general for the pain to be where the ovary isnt
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#traditional art#tw // allusions to death#Why is all of my most recent art associated with death? why am I doing this?#and this isn't like someone else is doing this#associating it with death for me or something#no I'm doing this#i wonder why?#the three names of these artworks are as follows#The World Above The Stars#Below the Grave#Red Sunset#tw // my pills in the background ig#it's pain medication 'cause I have hEDS and general chronic pain#also periods#and chronic migraines#I'm just always in pain#I wonder why I associate the concept of death and just death in general with trees#one would think those'd be more associated with life
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i had the worst cramps earlier i would get extremely hot and almost pass out then three minutes later i would be shivering from how cold i was
#also tw for emetophobia#and just general grossness#i got so incredibly nauseous#like i never feel nauseous for such long periods of time#and i just. felt scared of letting it out idk maybe i have one of those fears of puking too because it had to come out and#i put myself through more pain just holding it in
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not to be like. the most whiny. but i genuinely feel like i can't have anything i want lately and it is so demoralizing and exhausting
#really truly genuinely most want right now to just. kneel at someone's feet and just not think about the things#and i cannot have it.#also just want more frequent pain play though i think it could be replaced with submission in general#at least that one i can't have for reasons that feel real... no pain from any source when feeling low. just not healthy#i think kneeling and praise and some petting could fix me though rn#just feeling like i can't manage everything i need to do and i'm overwhelmed by the ever growing projects#and somehow just very very touch starved. desperate for every tiny scrap of affection#and it's pretty depressing!!#not to be whiny but i definitely feel whiny with this venting... it's whatever I guess#the only way out is through... once i get through this low period i think i might look for someone just for this functional kink stuff#if you read all this wish me luck finding that!
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i love my husband i love him so fucking much but if he comes in here and interrupts my alone time again i might have to maul him
#I FLED THE LIVING ROOM BECAUSE IM FEELING OVERSTIMULATED AND BITCHY WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME HOE#I WOULD HAVE STAYED IN THERE IF YOUR STUBBORN ASS WOULD JUST TURN ON THE AC AND STOP YELLING ON VOICECHAT#its not his fault im in a lot of pain (also not his fault) and generally in a bad mood today and its hot im irritable im on my period etc#i just need HALF AN HOUR MAN THATS IT#half an hour to lay in the dark with AC running and listening to music and watching some stim videos BY MYSELF without having to#think or talk or DO. ANYTHING.#thats it thats all i want#jfc#we don't even have kids yet and i already feel like i cant get 12 seconds to myself sometimes im gonna lose my mind#text post#vent#venting#vent post#overstimulation#sensory overload#sensory issues#interpersonal issues#interpersonal relationships#autism
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y’all what on earth is wrong with my body today
#Oh my gosh ow#Like shit#Some of it is to be expected#Like I get a lot of headaches and it’s pretty normal for general pain and stomach problems#But fuck man#For one thing like. All my limbs are sore??? Idk why??? Like. My arms don’t give me problems?? They don’t really hurt very often???#Why do they hurt??? also why does my right shin hurt??? That’s super random???#It does not pair well with the normal hip + knee pain#Also like my stomach is super weird today??? Got so nauseous on a random car ride I thought was gonna be sick#Ok headaches actually normal. This is how most headaches are. But they pile on#Right along with those random shocks of ear splitting ear pain (see what I did there) that come along to keep me on my toes#Also now I’m having like awful reflux. Which hasn’t happened to me since I was like nine so I don’t even know.#And to be clear: I am not sick. I do not feel a sick vibe. This is just a my body vibe.#Joints hurt head hurts stomach aching digestive system angry ear hurts uterus hurts all of which for no real reason#In short: ow ow ow ow#I’ll just blame it all on my period (which I’ve been having cramps for for a week and a half and haven’t gotten) and sleep it off
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