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It’s a heartbreaking shame watching non-Blacks co-opt Black concepts and language
#and acting like its not a big deal#creates more harm#if i could only be in community#with Black people#i would do that#my stuff#thoughts#sigh#black lgbt#black lesbian#black queer#black femme#black stud
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Why does he tell the player this. AND NOT HIS BIZZZYBOYS?? His boys are so scared…
Spoilers. And rambling
Shouldn’t it be the other way around if he wants us to “leave it to the professionals”? Wouldn’t it be better if he let us be afraid and not his boys?
Why does he tell the Godpoke at all? Isn’t sowing seeds of doubt and distrust the whole point of what he’s doing? He wants the player to stay out of his way and telling them stuff like this seems counterproductive. He could’ve not told us that without looking suspicious, he’s definitely got the plausible deniability on this one. No one’s seen Cobigail in years. Even she doesn’t remember for certain if she eats people or not.
SHE DOESN’T REMEMBER! Gosh, just… her genuine self-doubt over this. She’s pretty sure she doesn’t eat people… but what if they’re right, what if she is a monster? This bit breaks my heart, poor Cobi
I wonder if having her question herself that way was part of the plan.
ANYWAY! Inspekta could’ve easily told the player he doesn’t know if the blood sacrifice stuff is true or not, but considering the other letters it’s probably part of “King’s” plan, and that he and his boys are looking into it and the Godpoke should stay out of it until they know things are safe.
Again. Cobigail is not doing herself any favors. And again, Inspekta has the plausible deniability, and isn’t creating distrust towards the other gods the whole point of his plan?
She is NOT helping her case.
MA’AM!! I love you so much but you are making yourself look very guilty as far as the whole blood sacrifice thing goes. I AM TRYING TO CLEAR YOUR NAME RIGHT NOW MA’AM AND. YOU’RE REALLY NOT HELPING
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She even says it’s an understandable mistake to make. (After all the trouble that lie caused her… Cobi, how are you so sweet and understanding?) Inspekta could’ve played dumb. I guess his pride wouldn’t allow that, and he just couldn’t pass up the opportunity to make King look bad.
Or maybe a part of him recognized that he went a little too far with that one. Cobigail isn’t really a threat to him the way he perceives the other gods to be. And accusing her of blood sacrifice when she’s already been isolated for 20 years is disproportionately harsh compared to like… forging a breakup letter and sabotaging a roundabout love confession. (If you could even call it that. Those two probably would've went at least another century without admitting their feelings without Inspekta's meddling prompting the Godpoke to slap Clicky in the face with it)
Anyway now I’m imagining Hector apologizing to her after the events of the game and her responding with a similar “I can see how you would get that confused” and uh Hector saying like, “No, Cobbie, I new yew we-aren’t a blood drink-her. I lied ‘bout yew”
and Cobigail just going like: Oh…. Oh! That was a good one, then! You even had me going for a bit there! and then she does her scary face at him and tells him to never do that again or she’ll barbecue him. And then she says she’s just messing around but seriously dial it back next time.
And I dunno something like how she responds to you throwing her own jumpscare prank back at her.
Wanna draw that now. But alas I have other projects on my plate at the moment
#I lover her so#*chatter chatter*#Great God Grove#Cobigail#Inspekta#Inspekta's plan frankly makes very little sense I don't think he's very good at this actually.#“Hey don't yew try to help da boys dey got it covered. Yew'll get in their way don't dew dat”#“Anyway here's directions to the place I don't want you to go to and all the facts on the case and...”#It's almost like he wants you to stop him.#It's why for most of the game I thought that Capochin just overheard him being insecure and was acting mostly on his own#but under the impression that this was what Inspekta wanted bc y'know lack of communication = big problems is kinda the whole theme#but no Inspekta just ordered his boys to cause the apocalypse#and didn't have any idea how to deal with opposition to that without giving himself away I guess#that or he's just genuinely taken a liking to the Godpoke and wants you on his side as his left hand man (Capo's already his right hand man#(He's god a lot of hands its fine Cappy's not gonna be jealous I prommy)#great god grove spoilers
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When the only person who might understand what happened- understand. Not sympathize or empathize or comfort you but understand what happened, isn't there anymore. Or: 'A Man Made Me Do Something I Didn't Want To', for when you can't talk about it or look it in the eye [Patreon | Commissions]
#Tuvok#Kes#comix#idk how to tag this bc of the allusion#st voy#star trek voyager#bea art tag#comix page#star trek#this is not a one to one allegory nor is it meant to be - I am specifically focusing in on the loss of bodily autonomy that occurs when#Kes and Tuvok have their bodies taken over purposefully by men for various reasons which all boil to power. 'Because I could' and Because#they thought Kes or Tuvok wouldn't be able to stop them from doing so. Because they thought they had the power to do so so why wouldn't#they? But again this is not one to one - I interpret and will continue to interpret these instances in many different ways#But something that sticks with me in canon is how 'impervious' Tuvok is made - There is that scene at the end of Warlord which#shows that Kes is affected by what just happened to her - she's confused and hurt and doesn't know what to DO now that the in-the-moment#fight is over and it's time to just keep living and Tuvok comforts her but when he will go on to be taken over again and again and again#there will be no one to comfort him - no one HE can go to - and the narrative doesn't say that there should be. Even when he's#taken over by the BORG (an experience which had a lasting traumatic impact on characters like Seven or Picard - granted they were connected#for a lot longer) this is only mentioned offhandedly. One wonders why it occured at all. There's also how the other two main Vulcans#T'Pol and Spock - when they are forced to act emotionally or are in situations that affect their emotional equilibrium there is a big deal#made about it and they are hurt and ashamed and given some degree of care and comfort by those around them but when Tuvok#is forced into similar situations it is simply assumed he'll get over it - not even just by the other characters but the narrative itself#takes it for granted Ex: 'Workforce' where he forgets ALL his Vulcan training or 'Meld' where Suder's influence#unintentionally makes him lose it and try to kill him...THOUGH I think Suder hugging an unconscious Tuvok is perhaps the closest we get to#someone comforting Tuvok after he's been through that sort of ordeal. I'm not saying Tuvok would WANT others to be hugging him#and offering him emotional comfort etc (he's Vulcan) but I find it interesting that the narrative assumes that the black body (even alien)#is more 'durable' than its white counterparts. 'Stronger'. Assumes that there is no interiority which recoils and sustains the damage#when hurt. That there is nothing worth exploring because there is no impact from the impact. A crater lands and the Soil beneath it is#untouched
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The Minuteman quests are, poorly constructed and executed to be sure but I don't understand why some people act like it's the end of the world to have a couple of uncompleted randomly generated fetch quests hanging out in your active quests menu. Like I think you'll survive man, it'll be okay.
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my disability really isnt a big deal for me. unfortunately my disability seems to be a really big deal for a lot of other people.
#able bodied people do not know how to match my freak as they say about my disability#to me. it is mundane. its as annoying to me as washing dishes#its something i have to build my life around but its seriously not that big a deal#you can act like its not a big deal either. its okay.#boycritter et al
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Guys. In fullmetal alcmeist. Thos dude. He fuckin. Bmorphs his dog . To his daughter! Its so fucked up. Youll never ever see anything like it. Its so scarym its so fucked up. How the dog and daughter. They are fused. And its so scary.And makes me shit my pants. Watch out. For how intense this full metal alchemist scene is. Be careful. #cant unsee #fullmetal alchemist . This dog wad cute for 15 whole minutes. So was the daughter. So of course i was devestated. After such a scary scene.
#people acting like that episode is any kind of big deal is such a pet peeve of mine#woww the characters who were so obviously going yo be killed. were killed.#like its the same level of drama as redshirts dying in star trek.
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so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-
but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again
(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)
i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)
weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward
but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.
right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#sorta#suicide attempt mention in the IRL stuff im talking about in the following tags btw#theres some construction stuff on our house going on#and my father is extremely stressed about it#he used to be very explosive- being silent and then exploding out of nowhere .. probably left me with lasting damage yippie-#but now he much more lets it eat at himself bc hes old and feels bad for the past stuff so now it makes him irritated and depressed#my older brother is the most normal cis straight guy you can imagine and incredibly impatient and bossy (you CANNOT talk with him)#(brother doesnt live in our house)#and while hes helping out hes doing it exactly how my father doesnt like and since you cant talk to the guy (explosive +200) it stresses hi#to the point of my father yesterday saying that “it would have been better if i had just died back in the day”#likely referring to the time when he was drafted for the military against his will and tried to kill himself#which i learned only like .. a year ago- theres so little my parents tell me ....#its like my mother telling me- while my father was in hospital for heart surgery- that she not only almost died back when i was a young tee#and only survived bc of some incredibly unebelievable lucky coincidences (medics on a travel being there that knew what she had-#-while our local doctors said welp- nothing we can do lady AND them beign there with a helicopter and emergency transferring her#to antoher bigger hospital while giving her immediate treatment our local one didnt do- AND at the big one just so happened to have-#-an expert on that illness in the facility when she arrived who was able to narrrowly save her life#BUT ALSO while she was recovering and weak and frail as a dust bunny witnessing someone stealing hospital surplies-#not noticing she was in the room at first (which .. the nurses left her in the nurse room while going on break ... which uhm .. yeah cool)#and if my mother hadnt acted in time like she was fully asleep and the lady stealing stuff beign in hurry- she might have killed her#without my mother being able to fight back bc she could barely even talk (the nurses didnt want to believe her when they got back either)#ANYWAY that comment from my father brough me to tears#and my mom is trying out more ... other medication shes not prescribed in hopes of it helping agaisnt her many pains#but i worry it will interact with the other stuff shes on ...#and i worry so much about both of their mental and physical well being#always trying to be the one to calm them down or help with communication bc that is a big problem in this houesehold#but i myself am also a very much not normal and not medicated shut in who has trouble dealing even with my own feelings
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Honestly even if watcher really *did* blaze their own post I wouldn't really mind that much because all they did was promote their show even though tumblr is a tad bit bad at adveseriment
#watcher#watcher entertainment#ghost files#selene.txt#like yes we know ads are bad#but an ad for a show isnt. really that terrible?#i mean its a show made by a small company#im.not sure what the big deal is if a company promotes their show#but maybe thats just me#if i get a bunch of ppl in the notes acting like a fool. im deleting them idc#none of that on my blog
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Having Ryuki thoughts and what really makes the ending of aini feel off to me is like. Ryuki kinda just like, doesn’t have any friends. Mizuki has plenty of friends, we know she’s good friends with Iris, Ota, and Aiba and then we also see her with Mame, Shoma, Kizuna, and Bibi and generally she just seems to be on good terms with everyone in the cast. But with Ryuki it’s not really like that. He doesn’t really form any meaningful relationships with the characters he meets in the game, at best theyre acquaintances. Boss doesn’t really know what to do with him and Ryuki can tell. He has Tama of course, no doubt shes his only family and they care deeply about each other, but you just know Ryuki feels uncertain because she’s an ai who was made to work with him, she’s his friend cuz she HAS to be. The only friend he’s ever actually made in his life is Date and Ryuki just. He attaches himself so strongly to Date he bases his sense of justice around Date he starts feeling like he can carry on because of Date he starts losing his mind and drinking himself to death because he loses Date HE HAS DATE BACK FOR 5 MINUTES AND THEN TAKES A BULLET FOR DATE. But we don’t really know what becomes of their relationship after everything that’s happened or if Ryuki can even allow himself to be around Date considering all his guilt. And when Ryuki gets shot and starts bleeding out the only person who goes to him is Date and like. Their time is so brief I forget it even happens. We dont get to react to it at all and honestly why would we? This game hasn’t given Mizuki and Ryuki a relationship so why would she feel strongly about him nearly dying? So then when we’re finally allowed to know if Ryuki is okay AFTER BEING SHOT it’s done as a surprise for Mizuki and Bibi which is just. So so weird cuz like I said Mizuki doesn’t really have a relationship with this guy and Bibi like, actively hates him. Its so weird and like it makes a lot of sense WHY he doesn’t have any friends cuz he isolates himself and is just in general very socially awkward and off putting but for the game to just kinda squeeze him into this friend group all of a sudden as a second thought without putting any effort into what his relationships with these people would be like it’s just. I hate it I really hate it
#aitsf#ai the somnium files#ai the somniun files nirvana initiative#kuruto ryuki#idk its like the co protagonist almost dying should be treated like a big deal but it just. isnt#cuz they just drop the ball with ryuki so hard in the second act they forget about him so bad#and no one wants ryuki to have friends more than me GOD i desperately need him to have healthy friendships#ones that arent codependent and everyone is treated as equal#but you gotta fucking WRITE that game! you cant just put ryuki in a random dance number and expect me to be happy!#anyways fuckinnnnng i require the brain space that allows me to write the akane and ryuki saw trap au
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i still to this day do not understand that gay men can call each other queens, lady, or girl but the second a lesbian uses masculine terms ppls heads fucking explode
#its just not that hard to get#its an expression of gender and sometimes sexuality thats all#ppl act like being any kind of queer are these set boxes like yeesh#sometimes u just dress butch sometimes you like masculine terms sometimes you dont care at all#its really not a big deal
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people who grab my edward and timeline and newspaper etc etc analysis & put them on twt as if they came up with them will not be seeing heaven
#stranger things#em rants#found out ANOTHER person was doing this#sucks even more when its someone i Know is on tumblr & they could easily toss a link to my posts/theyre aware of my posts#but they choose to act like they came up witj it instead#like part of me is trying to tell myself ‘its fine its not a big deal’#the other part of me is like. this isnt even a ‘they didnt know’ or whatever situaiton this is just#people who KNOW ME on tumblr grabbing my shit & trying to act like they came up with it#friendly fire fr like damn
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every time i see a post that is like "ughh why cant we have aspec characters who aren't aroace for once" I have to do a double take like "is the aroace rep in the room with us right now?" because genuinely....where is all this aroace rep y'all are complaining about? Why cant i find it yet it's apparently the only aspec rep we get?? You admit that TV never says the word aromantic so where is the aroace rep. So far I've pretty much only seen canonically asexual characters and not much else buddy.
#text#half the time i think these ppl see other aspec ppl saying that x character feels aroace and then they take it as canon rep#instead of an interpretation of the character which likely was never meant to be written as aspec at all#because majority of people don't even know what that is#this isn't me saying that we shouldn't have aroallo or alloace rep btw#this is me complaining about people throwing aroace ppl under the bus because apparently we are 'hogging' all the representation in media#and it just reads as people being aphobic towards aroace people specifically and it drives me insane#you can ask for more aroallo and alloace characters without complaining and shitting on aroace characters????#like bro we are all on the same fucking team. we are all trying to get seen and understood. we all want to see ourselves in media#stop fighting like one of us is somehow way more privileged than the other because 'you have x rep'#we all have crumbs my guy. just because someone else is getting crumbs doesn't mean that its your crumbs being taken.#idk i see so many posts like this and it makes me feel so unwelcome in the aro and ace communities#im tired of aroace people being used as a scapegoat that you can target to pretend like you're punching up#when in reality you're just committing friendly fire against people who are on your team#i miss when the aro and ace communities used to like... work together as a big aspec community#now ppl r way too focused on separating them and acting like they have nothing in common and don't have the same goals#and both communities now tend to put a lot of blame onto aroace people because of stereotypes we never had control over in the first place#it's exhausting#like the aphobia is coming from inside the house#i didn't go through the ace discourse on tumblr to deal with this shit.
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i can't beelieve that people actually say "woke mind virus" like out loud for real unironically? it's like hearing someone say skibidi ohio rizz in the wild
#also im so sick of these sorts of reviews#i genuinely think if I didn't add pronoun labels to NPCs that APICO would have overwhelmingly positive#i didnt even think it was that big a deal at the time just seemed natural to do#they also always act so betrayed like I'd secretly hidden it and then they bought the game and then i dropped a curtain like#SURPRISE ITS THE GAYS#but no its literally in the second screenshot of the store page front and center#and its not like pronouns are inherently a queer thing but we all know thats what it's been turned into#but thats a whole other discussion#I've had to get a friend to come help be a moderator for steam forums now#because if i see another forum thread about it I'll lose it#just game dev things#just queer things#xoxo
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tbh i dont think cheating (in a relationship context) is as bad as a lot of people act like it is.
#boycritter et al#maybe im too autistic and arospec and anti-amatonormativity for this#and like. im not saying cheating is okay or not a big a deal or anything like that. cheating on your partner is bad.#i just dont see what makes cheating some uniquely horrible act thats on a completely different level from any other the other#bajillion ways you can break your partner's trust or upset them or etc#its not a good thing to do but i dont get why its positioned as being so much /worse/ than most other things
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Aight I've heard the whole "the normal amount of pain is zero" thing but like how much pain is the normal amount after relatively strenuous and/or unusual activity? Like when you're doing stuff you wouldn't necessarily normally do and you're not used to it? By that I mean being on your feet for four to five hours lol I have no idea how people work eight-hour shifts at my job
#bambi's rambling#tbh its not too bad as long as i can keep moving because then its not as painful as standing#but after a while it gets *bad*#i started doing some exercises for planar fasciitis but that only helps it not hurt for the entire rest of the day anymore after i get home#it doesnt stop it from hurting during my shift#idk maybe i'm overthinking this and its just a normal amount of pain for working on your feet?#btw when I say 'strenuous and unusual activity' I mean for me#I wasn't on my feet nearly as much before I got this job a few months ago#i'm just mildly curious if the foot/knee pain from standing is normal or if it'll go way eventually lol#i mean there's a good chance i'm just overreacting about this anyway i feel like it cant be that serious yknow?#nobody acts like its weird when i tell them so its gotta be some level of normal at least#maybe its just cause i only work three days of the week and thats not enough to get used to it or something idk#i'm only at this job for a couple more weeks so its not a big deal tbh it wont be much longer
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some real honk shoo shit
#gorillaz#2doc#im gonna admit this was made purely out of spite. coz yall cant calm the fuck down about 2doc. i understand if u have trauma#but otherwise its not a big fucking deal and youre overthinking it. and im tired of you harrassing people for liking a ship like youre#12 damn years old#tired of pretentious bastards acting like they know everything so this is dedicated to you <3#ive tried to steer away from this topic for fear of harassment but i get harassed every day either way so i might as well do whatever.#gorillaz fanart#2 d gorillaz#2d gorillaz#stuart pot#murdoc niccals#murdoc gorillaz#studoc#snoobgoobles
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