#and achingly sad

[helimir]

thinking about that fact that, after vax, liam made two pcs with loved ones who had died and were completely beyond the reach of resurrection. about how so much of their stories were about grappling with that. about how they simply must learn to live with it and accept it and never ever stop grieving but keep living anyway

[cherubchoirs]

danse macabre

[mistmarigold]

bws new interview in which he talks about og timeline sunjae reminded me (again!) that in the og timeline, sunjae carried longing, regret and guilt for 15 years for sol’s accident. similarly, sol spent multiple timelines carrying the guilt and the fear of sunjae dying because of her.

he spent 15 years in love with her while all she considered him was as someone who was a star in the sky - unapproachable. and then, she spent 15 years loving and longing for him while he had no idea she even existed.

their parallels just refuse to cease and safe to say, they both have done their fair share of time in suffering from longing and guilt.

[golden-explosions-main]

Frisk: "Aww, 'we care, don't stop,"

Flowey: "More like 'we don't care, stop',"

Frisk: "How about 'we stop! Keep driving'!"

Flowey: "Hahahaha!"

[stormofdefiance]

Wishes reality cannot grant

[reckless-glitch]

all my bio siblings are bi and all my adoptive siblings are straight so put that in the "nature" column

[devil-in-hiding]

i’m going to take a scalding hot shower :,)

[hood-ex]

I go a little insane when I think about how Mikey tried to kill himself with Leo's sword. Like if Leo knew that was the weapon Mikey was going to use to end it all... fuuuck 😭.

[mutantkacheek]

personally, im feeling (Very Cautiously) optimistic about the neopets buyout? netdragon shut down jumpstart, so it would have died otherwise. i guess that’s better* than it just dying.

on crypto: i’m glad they seem to be dismantling/repurposing any work done on neopets metaverse. dominic law, the guy who bought neopets, was the head of neopets metaverse at neopets before he bought it out, hes like an investment guy as far as i can tell(?), and the pc gaming article about the buyout mentions he was talking about how neopets is perfect for web3 gaming on twitter within the past few months. obviously that’s a bad look. however, looking at his linkedin profile, his background doesnt seem super tech specific to me, and from what i can tell the metaverse/nft/crypto bubble is bursting anyways. with the announcement they’re shelving any nft projects for now, i’m hopeful they truly dont plan to pursue any more in the future.

i get the impression from the faq that they are genuinely interested in pumping money into the website itself, moreso than netdragon/jumpstart were. i’m not really against them developing more apps or w/e if they’re genuinely restoring the site and creating content for it as well.

i may eat my foot on this though, only time will tell

[lactosefreevanillayoghurt]

💗accent ask! since i got the exact same ask and i'm curious

oooo accents!! is it bad to say that i love a british accent given that i have one??? if im thinking specific types of british,,, west country, suffolk and yorkshire are my faves. also love love irish, it's my favourite to do impressions of it's very fun to imitate teehee

i do think that's a bit of a basic answer, very trivial, very subjective of course.... i don't know, maybe i prefer being able to glimpse parts of an individual through the way they speak. idioms, catchphrases, small differences in the way they pronounce words which allow a person to become themselves through their language... it's like the way that texting styles become so personalised. all giving me more reasons to love the person

[smply-sktchng]

will you make your peace? will you stay with me?

[moe-broey]

Head in my fucking hands. Vaguing about my own art rn LMFAO (current WIP) and like. Testing Something, and I am so UTTERLY DEVASTATED LIKE....... I've been drawing Alfonse with bright blue/way more saturated hair for so fucking long (and I do feel like when I made that shift I started coming into my art style/techniques more, esppp w the dark purple sharing it is sooooo pretty) (PLUS. Fun differentiation between Líf and even Gustav alive or dead) BUT. BUT.

He does look so pretty with deep dark blue hair...... and it's almost easier on the eyes.......... desaturating the blue just changes So Much....... man it's almost like professional artists know what they're doing when they design characters LMFAOOOOO

[stylecouncil]

the story behind Beautiful Ones / Suede - The Insatiable Ones (2018)

[maroon-winestain]

attempting to write bcos of the horrors 💪

[victim9d]

@contradictivs: i thought you had a key.

she should, she really should. it is her own home after all, having a key is the most logical thing in the world. but it's never that simple in the michaels household, and punishment is always hanging over their heads. "i did." spoken almost defensively, a slight whine in her voice as if she's trying to prove she hadn't lied. breaking into their home isn't the hardest thing in the world, years of work put into learning how to sneak out. they don't do it often, it's too much of a risk, the consequences of being caught were undoubtedly dire. but she had it up her sleeve for emergencies, and this clearly fit that bill. she'd been told if she was back within curfew that the door would be unlocked, but clearly that wasn't the case - she still had a whole two minutes until seven, technically she was on time. but with her mother it was never enough - on time was late, early was on time, and late was something so mortifying that cassie never wanted to find out what it meant. "my mom took my key 'cause she saw a picture of me with cake at marvel's party last week, which is so stupid 'cause, like, i didn't even eat any! she just thinks it's "bad for my brand" to be seen with cake as if that's, like, the most reputation destroying thing you can do." ranted like some typical teen angst tirade, oblivious to just how awful the implications of it all were. "and she said the door would be unlocked if i was home before curfew, which I AM!" pointed out with great emphasis as she stops what she's doing to shove her phone in ryder's face, making a point of being home with just moments to spare. with a dramatic sigh she goes back to positioning the trellis in just the right way, shifting it so it can reach up to her window.

"follow my lead but, like... you gotta be kinda careful 'cause i don't know how much weight this holds." not intentionally rude, more of a commentary on the fact that he's taller and more muscular than she is, and she's never tried this with two people at a time. she's pretty sure it would hold casper, and knows for a fact that cassius has used it, so she's hopeful that it'll work out. "if it breaks try not to scream 'cause then mom will find out about it and, like, i think if i land just right i won't even get hurt that bad, 'cause it's only, like, the second floor so it's not even that big of a fall." flawed thinking without a doubt, but something she's entirely confident in. she climbs the frail trellis with a practiced ease, her entirely unpractical outfit barely seeming to slow her down. it's only as she finally reaches the top that she reaches the worst case scenario: "okay, uh, so, the window is locked." not her doing, clearly. turns out her super cool secret sneaking out method may not be as secret as she thought. "okay, well, that's fine. that's okay." there's an edge to her voice now, a fear. she wouldn't admit as much, but it's obviously there. it doesn't matter that she technically wasn't late, it doesn't matter how hard she tried to be on time. chances are the door and window were both locked as soon as she left the house, further punishment for percieved misbehavior. "no, this is so fine. it's totally cool, actually, 'cause we can, like, totally stargaze." it isn't even dark yet. "and we can sit on the beach, and we can hang out, and it's not even a big deal at all!" she hasn't even begun to climb down again, hands gripping to the thin wood slats with all the might she can muster, paranoia and anxiety channeled in through her hands. "don't even freak, ryder, everything is so totally fine."