#and a giggly femme
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sapphicslut777 · 5 days ago
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the cutest sweetest lil baby gay at the pizza place just beamed up at me, waved, and bounced up and down upon seeing me 😅😭🫣🥹😖
she was like :D i like your hair color, it looks so pretty in the light right now
and i have her a lil butch blush and said thank you
hehehehehe being gay is the best
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piinkconversee · 6 months ago
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getting high after a long day at work <3
no one here to cuddle and kiss me until im whining for more </3
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xxbittersweetsanctuaryxx · 2 months ago
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accidently led someone to believe that I was in fact a romanceable character
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bunnyboy-juice · 11 months ago
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i wanna take a cute femme on a date and spoil them rotten is that too much to ask 😩😩
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dandyvampydyke · 9 months ago
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I love being a butch lesbian and tripping over myself to open the door for a pretty femme, I love being a chivalrous lesbian and offering to escort women to their cars, I love being a nifty lesbian and telling a lady I can weed her yard whenever she'd like, I love being giggly when a lovely woman compliments my tie, I love being a photographer who reassures women they look truly incredible, I love and I love oh how I loveeeeeeeee being a butch lesbian!
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abearbutch · 10 months ago
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absolutely adore silly dorky femmes like. getting flustered and giggly over their butch? can’t be smooth at all? completely clueless when they’re being flirted with? coming out with absolutely nonsense jokes? wearing silly colourful clashing outfits? clumsy? laughing so loud they snort? heart eyes. forever own my heart as a dorky silly butch
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archangeldyke-all · 2 months ago
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MORE HIGHSCHOOL SEVIKA X READER I BEG
okay these baby butches are the only thing i can find any inspiration to write about rn lol lets do it
men and minors dni
"uhm..." sevika grabs your wrist as you start packing up your backpack. the streetlights have just flicked on, which means you have ten minutes to get home from your hideout before your mom gets mad.
"what?" you ask. sevika gulps. "sevika, what?" you ask. "you wanna come over for dinner?"
sevika huffs, then darts forward to kiss your cheek.
you bite your tongue to keep from smiling like an idiot.
you're still not used to that. it's been almost a year of you and sevika dating, and you still get butterflies when she kisses you.
"uh... y'know homecoming is coming up..." sevika whispers.
you grin. oh. sevika's trying to ask you to the dance. you laugh and grab her hand. "sevika. shut up." you say. she gasps and glares at you, and you snort, squeezing her hand. "i've got this whole stupid thing planned out to ask you. don't ruin the surprise."
sevika blinks at you, sparkles growing in her pretty eyes. "wh-- but you just ruined it!"
you giggle and shrug. "i have to get home, and i knew you'd be worrying about it all night if i didn't just tell you."
sevika tackles you to the ground, her lips pressed to yours, both of your laughs mingling as you kiss. you end up being late for dinner and lose desert privileges for the night.
it's totally worth it.
your plan is to buy her some flowers and take her to jericho's. but then you realize that the markets in zaun don't sell flowers that aren't meant for smoking, and jericho gets the flu and closes his stall down indefinitely.
sevika gets more and more anxious throughout the week, all giggly and nervous around you-- anticipating you'll ask her at any moment. it's really fucking cute. you don't want to disappoint her.
so, you do the second best thing.
you ditch school after lunch on friday and hoof it all the way up to the bridge. you spend about an hour picking the prettiest wildflowers you can find, then about twenty minutes picking thorns out of your hands.
instead of jericho's, you stop at a candy shop and get a pound of sevika's favorite candied pecans.
and then, on your walk to the hideout, you manage to snag an unattended bottle of hooch off one of the stands in the markets.
sevika's bitching at you before you can even fully climb the ladder to your hideout.
"you ditched me before physics!? what the hell is wrong with you, you're the only reason i go to that class and you--" she cuts herself off when you finally haul yourself up, one arm full of all your treasures.
you giggle at the shy smile that starts to grow on her face.
"i had some things to do." you say. sevika takes a step toward you, reaching out to grab the bouquet from your hands. "careful-- some of those have thorns."
"where did you get flowers?" sevika whispers. you giggle.
"i have my ways."
sevika rolls her eyes, then lets a grin take over her face. "so... are you gonna ask me?"
you laugh. "i don't have anything nice to wear, y'know. i'm not a very proper date."
"wear that nice black turtleneck of yours and your good jeans." sevika demands. you grin.
"you got my wardrobe memorized?"
"shut up. you haven't asked me yet." she says, kicking your shin. you giggle.
"will you go to the dance with me tomorrow night? we can get drunk and graffiti the girls' bathroom." you say, wagging the bottle of hooch in her face.
sevika grins. "alright." she agrees. "now come here and make up for abandoning me during physics." sevika demands, making grabby hands for you.
you cackle and set your presents to the side, wrapping your arms around your girlfriend and gently leaning in, trying not to crush the flowers as you kiss her.
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peachglazewrites · 1 month ago
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can you write abby x femme reader where the reader is so down bad for abby but abby only sees reader as her fwb. maybe you can also add abby still being in a relationship with owen. i thought of it while listening to casual by chappel roan and i need to be IN PAIN SO BAD
𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕
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𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: abby/femme!reader 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: angst, smut (18+ mdni), use of words like tits/cunt/pussy, comphet, unhappy ending 𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚜: pre-established relationship (friends with benefits), pet names (sweetheart, honey, baby, pretty girl), oral (r!receiving), masturbation (abby), outdoor sex (they're entirely alone in a field) 𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘: no use of y/n, outfit descriptions, modern au, ellie and dina trying to be good friends, relationship with owen mentioned but no cheating 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 7k
𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢: Abby is a great friend. She's funny, kind, and when you're both single, you hook up. If only you weren't in love with her, and she didn't always run back to Owen.
a/n: hello!! thank you so much for this request! i took direct inspo from casual by chappell roan for this and had a lot of fun! it's smutty, angsty, and the more i wrote the more i realised i was just writing Abby with comphet so there's a lot of that sprinkled in there too </3
i almost want to write a sequel where abby wakes tf up and realises she's a lesbian butttt only if anyone would actually want it…
i hope you enjoy! ✧˖°
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[1:07pm] Abs 🥊💥: oh yeah? [1:07pm] You: Yeah, they look pretty good too [1:09pm] Abs 🥊💥: hmm maybe you should send them so i can double check [1:09pm] Abs 🥊💥: just in case 😇 [1:09pm] You: Just in case? [1:10pm] Abs 🥊💥: yeah [1:11pm] You: Of? [1:14pm] Abs 🥊💥: i was trying to be hot and fun [1:14pm] Abs 🥊💥: you’re making that difficult [1:15pm] You: You poor baby 😔 [1:17pm] You: Here. An apology [1:17pm] You: [sent an attachment] Abs 🥊💥 is typing...
“Hellooo?”  Dina waves a hand in front of your face, snapping your attention away from the dancing dots next to Abby’s name. Ellie and Dina are looking at you when you blink up at them, your nose no longer buried in your phone.
The three of you have sprawled yourselves out in Ellie’s room, the air slightly hazy with the smoke of a joint she had passed around-- a pleasant hum settling in your bones. The smoke slowly curls out of the open window, curtains fluttering in the breeze.
Ellie sits propped up against her bed, legs crossed under her, guitar resting on her thigh as she picks at the strings. Joel just got her new ones yesterday, so she’s been fiddling with it all morning.
Dina has crawled out of the beanbag near her girlfriend to come bother you, kneeling on the floor next to your own.
Jesse was also invited, but got called in to work last minute. Boo.
“What’s got you so giggly over here?” Dina asks, placing a hand on your knee as she leans over, trying to take a peek at your phone.
You pull the device back to your chest, hiding the picture you just sent from her prying eyes. “Nothing,” you say far too quickly. “Just a funny post.”
“Uh huh,” she says, not even a little bit convinced. “Let me see, then.”
“What?”
“The post.” A smirk starts to form on Dina’s lips, knowing she’s got you.  “Let me see it.”
“Oh, it’s—” You shift your gaze away from hers, looking back down at your phone. “It’s gone now. Y’know. The algorithm, and stuff.”
Ellie snorts, rolling her eyes. “The algorithm? That’s the best you can do?”
“Shut up, Ellie,” you hiss, narrowing your eyes at the girl.
Dina, finding an opening, makes a grab for your phone. You yelp, twisting away from her and holding the phone high above your head, out of her grip-- but that doesn’t stop her. She pounces on you, faster than you’re expecting, straddling you on the bean bag as she wrestles you for the device.
You yell, wriggling out from underneath her and falling to the floor with a thump, Dina following and landing on top of you.
“It wasn’t even that funny! Dee, get off of me!” You screech, laughing as you grapple with each other.
“Aha!” Dina cries, prying the phone from your hands and holding it above her head, pressing a palm to your forehead to pin your down. “Now, let’s see this ‘post’, huh?” She taunts, grinning down at you.
You can do nothing but watch helplessly as she looks to your phone, eyes widening at the screen. You catch a brief glimpse of the photo in the reflection of her eyes; the angle of your body as you lay in your sheets, back slightly arched for the camera, delicate blue lace clinging to your hips and chest.
A low whistle leaves her lips.
“Shit, you look good.” Dina squints at the photo, removing her hand from your forehead to pinch at the screen, zooming in. “When did you even buy that? Where did you buy that?”
You sit up enough to snatch your phone away from her, swiping out of the picture before she can look at it any longer.
[1:18pm] Abs 🥊💥: holy shit [1:19pm] Abs 🥊💥: you weren’t lying
“Dude, are you sending nudes from my fucking house?” Ellie asks, eyebrows raised, fingers pausing on her guitar.
Heat crawls across your cheeks, tapping the screen to swipe out of the messaging app and locking your phone. “They’re not nudes. I’m wearing underwear.”
“Babe, there was so much nipple peeking through that thing,” Dina says, still sitting atop of you.
“Okay, well now I’ve gotta see. Gimme.” Ellie reaches, making grabby hands for your phone.
You groan, letting your phone drop face down onto your chest as you cover your face with your hands. “I fucking hate you two.”
“I love you too,” Dina coos, giggling and rolling off of you to lay next to you on the floor, propping herself up on her forearms.
Ellie settles back with her guitar, strumming lightly at the song she’s been working on. “Who are you even sending that shit to, anyways?’
“Is it that butch from the bar last weekend? She was so hot.”
“Hey, I’m right here?” Ellie says, waving her hand to her girlfriend. Dina blows a kiss in her direction.
The hands stay glued to your face as you swallow, throat suddenly thick. You mumble through your fingers, knowing that neither of them would be able to make out what you said. A hand wraps around your wrist, prying it from your face.
“Can’t hear you,” Dina sings, shuffling closer. Her hand slides up, interlacing her fingers with your own, squeezing. “Come on, who is it?”
You nervously look to Dina’s expectant face, behind her to Ellie who’s not looking over, but has her head tilted to make sure she catches every syllable. You turn your head up to look at the ceiling, concentrating on the glow-in-the-dark stars and planets Jesse got Ellie for her birthday last year, unable to look at your friends.
“I’m texting Abby.”
Ellie misses a chord, a slight fumble as she whips her head up to look at you. Dina’s smile shifts slightly, a hint of something sympathetic behind her eyes. She squeezes your hand gently.
“How is she?” Dina asks, watching your profile.
“She’s good. She just got hired at this new boxing studio in the city as a personal trainer. It’s a really good gig, and she enjoys it a lot.” You smile softly, fiddling and twisting one of the rings on your finger. “Pays a lot better than her old gym, too.”
“How’s Owen?” Ellie asks, voice cutting through the hazy air.
Your body tenses, anxiety curling in the pit of your stomach. You knew this was going to happen.
“I don’t know… They uh—They broke up a couple of weeks ago, so I haven’t seen him.”
Ellie scoffs, turning back to her guitar as she mutters something under her breath. You completely miss it, but Dina doesn’t.
“Ellie,” she scolds, leaning over to whack at her ankle.
Your phone buzzes against your chest, and you can’t help but be thankful for the distraction, tilting it up to peek at the preview on the lockscreen. Two text messages block the squished together faces of you, Ellie, and Dina; your and Dina’s lips pressed to either side of Ellie’s freckled cheeks. Jesse stands behind the three of you, hands pressing you and Dina closer to Ellie, grinning as the girl groans and squirms between you.
[1:25pm] Abs 🥊💥: let me come see you [1:25pm] Abs 🥊💥: we can grab food?
You can’t help the small smile that spreads to your lips, biting your cheek as you unlock your phone to reply.
[1:26pm] You: Tonight? [1:27pm] Abs 🥊💥: please 🙏
“Well, it sounds like things are going well for her,” Dina says, rolling on her side to look at you, bringing the hand still laced with yours under her cheek as she rests on it. “New job, hot girl sending her nudes in the middle of the day…”
You roll your eyes, locking your phone and letting it fall back against your chest. “They weren’t nudes.”
“The technicals on whether they’re nudes or not doesn’t matter when they’re that hot. I don’t even send Ellie pictures like that.”
“You don’t send pictures at all,” Ellie pouts.
“Els,” Dina turns to look back at her. “The last time I sent you a photo of my tits, you set it as my contact photo.”
Ellie’s pout smooths out into a knowing smirk, an amused huff leaving her as she reminisces.
Dina turns back to you, rolling her eyes. “Anyway. I guess this means that things are chill with you and Abby again?”
You shrug, fingers flexing amongst her own. “I mean, yeah? We were always chill.”
Her cheek twitches as she forces her smile, her eyes softening into something that you refuse to acknowledge as pitying. “I know,” she says, tentative. “But things were kind of… tense when her and Owen got back together last time, remember?”
You stiffen, that twisting in your gut making you feel ill. “She was just—She just had a lot going on.”
And she did. Her and Manny had to move all of a sudden, she was starting to hate her old job, her truck broke down, and Owen kept trying to reach out again after he was the one to break things off.
So much was going on in Abby’s life, and you were there to help her through it. Late night calls when she couldn’t sleep, motivational texts to get her through her day, a day off from your own job to help Abby and Manny move everything to their new place. Just like a good friend would, because that’s what you are. Good friends.
Good friends who kiss sometimes, whose nighttime calls end in whimpers and soft moans, her voice flowing through the speaker as you cum on your fingers. Good friends who fuck on the mattress on the floor of her new room while her bedframe leans against the wall unbuilt, too desperate to wait until it’s all set up.
That’s just how things are between you. You’re there for her whenever she needs you, and if sometimes that need is something more carnal, driven by lust? As long as you’re both single, you don’t see the issue.
Except she’s never single for long-- those break ups with Owen never truly sticking. Give them a week or two before he starts texting again, another few after that for Abby to text back. And each time you hope, maybe wrongly so, that she won’t do it. That she’ll realise things with Owen just aren’t meant to be, and that maybe she’d be happier with someone else; someone who gives her both the space and attention that she needs.
That she’ll realise that you’ve been here the whole time.
But she never does, and it stings when she texts you that her and Owen are back together, knowing that it’s not just a casual update, but a temporary end to your arrangement— a hiatus, waiting for when they inevitably break up once more.
So yeah, she was busy, but so were you—busy ignoring her texts and her innocent offers to hang out. You promised yourself that you would spare yourself, that you wouldn’t let yourself get hurt anymore by hoping and wishing for something that was never going to happen.
But just like Abby, it only took you a couple of weeks of texts for you to finally respond back.
And so, the cycle continues.
Dina squeezes your hand, feeling you drift off somewhere in your mind. You turn your head slightly to look at her, feeling the familiar sting of embarrassment at the look in her kind eyes.
“I know, babe. We just worry.”
You frown slightly, brows drawing together. “Why? And whose we?”
Ellie scoffs, the sound sharp over the strum of her guitar. “Nice one, Dina.”
She ignores her girlfriend, holding your gaze. “We—Ellie and I—”
“And Jesse.”
“Ellie--” Dina pinches the bridge of her nose, closing her eyes as she tries to tamp down her frustration. “We just want to make sure you’re happy. That this is what you want.” She looks to your again, words spoken soft between you. “All that you want.”
You slowly extricate your hand from hers, pushing up on your forearms to sit. “Of course it is,” you lie-- like a liar. You know neither of them believe you. “This is how it’s always been with Abby. We talk, we hang out, and when we’re single, we ‘hang out’. It’s not a big deal.”
“It’s not. Of course it isn’t. We just—”
Ellie cuts Dina off. “We hate seeing you get hurt over and over.”
You sit up even further, drawing your knees to your chest, making sure your dress falls over your knees. “I’m not— No one’s getting hurt. Abby’s really sweet to me.”
“Then why does she only text you this much when Owen isn’t around?” Ellie asks, guitar forgotten in her lap.
Embarrassment and shame twirl around each other, dancing atop that churning in your gut. Your body heats with it, blood rushing to the highs of your cheeks and the tips of your ears. “That’s not true.”
It is, and you hate that they’ve picked up on it too.
Dina sighs, sitting up with you, placing a gentle and friendly hand on your knee. “It’s okay that she does, but only if you’re okay with it. I know you…” she trails off, pressing her lips into a thin line, hesitating about going there.
That feeling inside of you bursts, lighting you on fire. You feel it down to the tips of your fingers, morphing and changing into something darker— frustration. “Know what, Dina?”
“Look, you’re an adult. You can sleep with whoever you want,” Ellie cuts in. “But you’re not dumb. You know exactly what she’s doing and you’re letting it happen. And if that’s what you get off on, then fine. But we hate seeing her use you like this—”
“Ellie, she’s not using me. I’m not being used.” You stand up, ripping yourself from Dina. “It’s just sex. We both get something out of it, and if I happen to like her company outside of that because she’s my friend, then that just makes it better.”
You stoop down, collecting your bag from next to the beanbag, shoving your phone inside.
Dina calls your name, reaching out for you. You dodge her, stepping back towards the door.
“I’ll… I’ll text you guys later, or something. I have to go.”
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Abby tells you to be ready around seven thirty, that she’ll grab you two some dinner before swinging around to pick you up at your place.
It gave you plenty of time to cool down before needing to get ready, crashing and taking a nap the moment you got home from Ellie’s.
You feel guilty for fighting with your friends. As much as you hate the idea of them being able to see through you, to be able to tell how you actually feel-- they’re just trying to look out for you. They love you, want the best for you.
But them knowing… Your friends seeing how infatuated you are with Abby, how you let yourself be dragged along like a dog on a leash, desperate to please and feel desired by her… It makes you feel ashamed.
So, you ignore the texts you wake up to.
[2:31pm] Deedee 😽: Hey babe. I’m sorry about this afternoon. If you’re feeling up to talking about it please let me know. [2:32pm] Deedee 😽: We can go to that bakery you like. My treat. [2:32pm] Deedee 😽: I love you. Be safe 🤍🤍🤍
[2:43pm] 🌿Els 🦕: [message unsent] [2:50pm] 🌿Els 🦕: sorry. dina said that was shit. [2:54pm] 🌿Els 🦕: be careful [2:54pm] 🌿Els 🦕: always here for u [2:55pm] 🌿Els 🦕: 💚
[3:14pm] J-Man 🐴: You’re seeing Abby again?? [3:14pm] J-Man 🐴: That’s cool… [3:17pm] J-Man 🐴: Why didn’t you tell us?
You slowly start getting ready at four, taking a long ‘everything’ shower, only hopping out once your skin is smooth, soft, and smelling of your cherry blossom body wash.
You spend way longer than necessary picking your outfit; something cute but practical for the cooler weather. You make a bit of a mess, but finally end up laying out a combination of pieces on your plush, purple blankets. A babydoll top to wear under a chunky knit cardigan, a long flowing skirt that brushes your calves. You’ve even selected cute underwear, that same blue lace set that you wore in the photo you sent Abby.
You keep your makeup simple, focusing more on your eyes than anything else. Abby described them as doe-like once, and now you make it a habit to spend a bit more time curling your lashes, lining them with a delicate wing. Some blush and a sparkly lip gloss that faintly smells like bubble-gum completes the look. Soft, feminine.
You’re painting your nails when your phone buzzes on your bedside table, interrupting the music playing through the speakers. You lean over, holding your hands out to try to avoid smudging them, glimpsing at the screen.
[7:13pm] Abs 🥊💥: picking up food now [7:14pm] Abs 🥊💥: be there soon, pretty girl ❤️
Your heart beats wildly in your chest, your bottom lip catching between your teeth as you get back to painting your nails. Thoughts of your friends and their concerns drifting from your mind the closer it gets to seven thirty.
It’ll be fine.
It always is, right?
♡ ︎♡ ︎♡
You press a manicured hand over your mouth, supressing your giggles. “He didn’t…”
Abby nods, grinning around her chewed straw. “Yeah, he did. All ‘prom-posal’ style with a big sign and everything.”
“Oh, Jordan,” you sigh. “I’ve only met Leah once and even I know she’d hate to be asked out like that.” You shake your head, reaching into the bag between you for another fry.
Abby shrugs, sucking the last of her shake from the plastic cup. “Well apparently she liked it enough to say yes, so…”
“She was always going to say yes, though,” you say, popping the salty shoestring into your mouth. “They’re obsessed with each other.”
Abby scoffs, humour in her tone, placing the empty cup off to the side. “Yeah, you can say that again.”
The two of you are sitting in the bed of Abby’s truck, shoes kicked off as you curl amongst the blanket and few pillows piled in the back, softening the metal underneath. She’d driven the two of you out to a field, some property a friend of her dad owns, parking under the open night sky. The moon was high and bright, casting a soft glow across everything it touched, giving you just enough light to see.
She looked sinfully good in your driveway when she came to pick you up; leaning against the truck in her muscle tank and utility jeans, a dark green overshirt open and rolled up to her elbows. Her dad’s dog tags from his brief stint in the military right out of high school hang around her neck, a faded friendship bracelet that matches with her best friend Mel tied around her left wrist.
She had grabbed the two of you burgers and shakes from a local diner Abby loves to visit on her cheat days—a strawberry shake for herself and a sweet vanilla one for you.
The night so far has been taken up with picking at each other’s food and catching up all the stuff you’ve forgotten or have been too busy to text about. A lot of it is just gossip, but you don’t mind. You cherish her company, and could happily sit here for hours talking about anything at all as long as she was the one with you.
“How’s the new studio treating you?” You ask, nudging her lightly. You’re still snacking on the fries in the bag, your shake and burger having long since been eaten.
“It’s good. There’s a lot more women on staff at the new place which is nice.” Abby steals a fry from between your fingers, popping it into her mouth.
“Hey!”
She smirks, shrugging and licking the salt from her fingers. You’re momentarily distracted, brain short circuiting as you watch the trail of her tongue.
You swallow, clenching your thighs together as you look back down to the bag. “Less bro-y?”
She laughs, a beautiful sound that warms you from the inside out, reaching for her own fries. “Yeah, much less bro-y.” She shoves a couple in her mouth, covering it as she speaks around her mouthful. “A couple of my clients transferred over when I moved which is good. Felt bad leaving them behind.”
“Did Yara follow? You liked her.”
Abby nods, wiping the salt off her fingers on the thigh of her pants this time. “I’m covering her sessions, actually. Paying out of pocket. She’s had to take in her brother so everything’s kind of gone tits up for her. Boxing was the only thing she does for herself, so…” She shrugs, leaning back against the truck cabin, head tilted up to look at the stars overhead.
You sit there transfixed, lips slightly parted as you look to the woman next to you. She’s gorgeous, her side profile making butterflies stir in your belly. Her nose is strong, slightly curved at the tip, crooked from it getting broken and reset over and over again. Her cheekbones are prominent and littered in freckles, a jagged scar under one eye that she tells you a different story for every time you ask. Her jawline, though strong just like the rest of her, is also surprisingly soft, slightly rounder under her chin-- one of your favourite places to kiss.
Handsome.
“You’re a good person, you know?”
The highs of Abby’s cheeks darken; you can just make out the colour under the light of the moon.  Her eyes flick down to yours. “You flattering me?”
You shift to face her more, leaning against her muscular arm. You catch the way her hazy blue eyes drift from your own, down to your chest which is pressed against her bicep, flesh peeking out from your top. Her cheeks darken even more, a delightful pink that makes her freckles more prominent.
“I’m being serious. You do stuff like this all of the time, just because you felt like it.” Abby’s eyes wander back up to your own. “You’re really kind. I love that about you.”
Something flashes across her face, so quick that you can’t make it out before she schools her expression again, a lazy smirk tugging on her lips.
“Yeah?” She tilts her head slightly, stray strands of hair that have fallen out of her braid tickling her cheeks. “You sure you’re not buttering me up?”
It’s your turn to flush now, skin prickling with heat under her gaze that bores into your own. “And what would I be buttering you up for?” Your voice is quiet, soft between you.
Her eyes roam across your face, down to your lips where you’ve drawn the bottom one between your teeth. One of her calloused hands comes up, cupping your jaw gently to swipe a thumb across your cheek. The pad of her thumb moves to press against your glossy lip, pulling it free.
“I don’t know,” she whispers, leaning in close. “You tell me.”
Her thumb swipes across the tackiness of your lip, the gloss rubbing off and onto her skin, sparkly and smelling like bubble-gum. She leans in impossibly closer, breath smelling like strawberries from her shake, nose bumping against yours softly.
You snake a hand up her broad chest, manicured fist curling into the front of her tank to pull her down, pressing your lips against her own.
You both sigh at the contact, finally feeling each other again after so long. The kiss doesn’t stay gentle, quickly devolving into hungry, messy kisses, Abby licking into your mouth to claim you.
A soft moan spills from your lips and you tug once more, pulling Abby with you as you lean back against the truck, needing to feel her weight against you. Abby obliges, never being able to say no to you when you make those pretty little noises, shifting to cage you in against the cabin of her truck. One of her arms comes up to support her weight as she slides to fit her body between your thighs that you part for her, skirt bunching up to make room.
“Missed this,” Abby groans, pulling away to kiss hotly down the side of your jaw. Her plush lips latch onto the skin of your neck, nipping and licking where your perfume is the strongest.
“Abby—” you gasp, arms wrapping around her neck, nails digging into the muscles of her shoulders as you arch into her, your head tilting back and thumping against the truck.
She hums, kissing down further to your chest, teeth grazing against the swell of your tits being pushed up by your bra. The hand on your cheek moves down, slowly pushing the sleeve of your cardigan and the strap of your top off your shoulder, giving her more skin to bite and suckle on.
You bring a hand up to thread through her hair, nails scratching against her scalp as you push your chest into her mouth. She groans, a deep rumbly sound that goes straight to your cunt.
“Been thinking about this,” you confess, hips twitching as she cups you through your top, barely hold back a whine as she pinches your hardening nipple between thumb and forefinger.
Abby chuckles, vibrations working across your skin as she palms you. “Yeah, sweetheart?” A particularly hard suck on the swell of your tit, making you moan. “What about?”
Soft pants leave your lips, your eyes fluttering closed as the warmth grows between your legs. “Fuck… Y-Your mouth—”
A grin splits Abby’s lips, eyes crinkling as she looks up at you, taking in the way your head is thrown back. “My mouth?”
You nod, swallowing hard as she drifts down, lips taking over for her fingers as she bites you through your top. You whine, high in the back of your throat, blinking your eyes open to look down at her.
She’s so unbelievably hot, big eyes smiling up at you as she teases you between her teeth, drawing those sweet noises from your throat. She’s playing you like a damn fiddle and she’s loving every second of it.
“Mmhm,” you moan, licking your lips. “Always feels so f-fucking good. Need it so bad--”
Abby breaks away from your chest, fingers taking back over the second her mouth leaves you.
“Where?” Her voice is low as she rises up, nosing along your soft skin while she moves up, up, up-- until her lips are barely brushing yours. “Here?”
She leans in, capturing your lips in a desperate kiss, all tongue and teeth and so, so wet. She pulls away far too quickly, a string of spit connecting you, hot breath fanning over your open mouth as you try to pull her back in. “This where you need it, baby?”
You do, you need her to kiss you again so fucking badly, but you know what she’s asking. So, you reluctantly shake your head, looking up into her fiery eyes. She smirks, shifting to kiss back down to your chest, burying herself in the fat of your tits, like she belongs there. She groans, hand moving down to grip your waist as she looks up at you.
“What about here?”
Your hips shift, back arching as you press her closer, feeling yourself growing wetter as she groans in appreciation. Your panties are soaked, thighs hot and sticky as you squirm beneath her.
Your head shakes, not trusting your voice right now while she’s looking up at you like this.
“Oh, I see,” she says teasingly, hand on your waist straying down, fingers dancing along your thigh to where the hem of your skirt is bunched up between you. Sparks shoot through your veins when her hand touches bare skin, thighs clamping around her hips as you feel yourself throb.
God you’re desperate.
Her touch is featherlight, grazing teasingly up under the fabric of your skirt, higher and higher until she reaches the edge of your panties, soft blue lace that tickles her fingertips.
Her strong hand, so big and warm compared to your own, cups you over the lace, ring and middle finger pressing against your weeping cunt. A shuddering gasp leaves your lips, hand in her hair tightening, the other scrunching the fabric of her tank across her back. She moans, muffled against your tits.
“This is where you need it, huh? Can feel how fucking wet you are,” she grunts, pulling away from your chest to lean up, capturing your lips once more in a desperate, hungry kiss.
You whine and keen into her mouth as she works you over, hips stuttering up to grind against her palm, your clit swelling against the friction of your soaked panties.
She pulls back, panting as the two of your catch your breath, eyes hooded as she looks down at you, black swallowing that lovely blue, tongue peaking out to lick at her swollen lips. Without another word she shifts, slowly sliding down your body, leaving hot, open-mouthed kisses in her wake. It’s sensual and so fucking hot, her hand not stilling from where she fucks you through your panties.
She kisses down your sternum, your stomach, your hip, pausing when she gets to the fabric of your skirt. She uses the hand not rubbing at your clit to move it out of the way, smoothing her big hand up your thigh to drag the fabric up, pushing it to bunch at your hips.
Your hips cant up, and Abby gets an eyeful of you for the first time. She swallows, staring down at the lace she instantly recognises from the photo you sent, the blue that sits flush and clinging to the shape of your pussy.
“Fuck, baby,” she groans, moving to rest on her stomach, swollen lips kissing and nipping at the smooth skin of your thighs. “This all f’me?”
“Yes—Abby—All for you,” you whimper, coherent thoughts already slipping from your brain.
She pushes your thighs wider as she moves up, head disappearing underneath the fabric of your skirt as she finally, finally nudges up against your cunt. Her strong nose bumps your clit as she presses against the straining fabric, inhaling deep, tongue pressing thick and flat over the soaked gusset.
You both moan simultaneously, you at the hot, cloying feeling of her tongue against your clothed cunt, her at the first taste of you through the lace.
“Oh god—” You scramble at the fabric of your skirt, tugging it up and tight in your fist to see her pressed between your legs. “T-Take them off—please, I need to feel you—”
Abby’s already got her fingers hooked in the elastic, shuffling back to peel the lingerie off your slick pussy. You bring your knees up to your chest, wrapping an arm around them as you help her slide them off your ankles, biting your lip at the way she grips your calves and manhandles you.
She balls up your panties in her fist, shoving them in the back pocket of her jeans as she settles back down. Her strong hands grip the fat of your hips, pulling you down further on the truck bed so you’re lying flat on your back. She throws one of your legs over her shoulder, the other she presses down to the bed of the truck, opening you wide for her.
“Such a pretty pussy,” she murmurs, breath hot over your cunt, wrapping a strong arm around your thigh, fingers playing lazily in your folds. You squirm beneath her, twitching your hips up towards her face.
“Abby…” you whine, looking down at her, chin touching your heaving chest as you watch, eyes wide and hazy.
She flicks hers up to meet yours, a smirk splitting her lips as she uses two fingers to part you before finally leaning in.
You throw your head back against the blanket at first contact, the flat of her tongue swiping up the entirety of your cunt, the tip lightly flicking against your swollen clit. You take a deep breath, hips twitching under her at the sensation, sharp zaps of electricity setting your nerves alight.
“Shit,” you curse under your breath, the hand gripping your skirt tightening.
Abby hums, indulging in a few more kitten licks before she’s wrapping those swollen. pouty lips around your clit, sucking the bundle into her mouth. She suckles, the lewd slurping sound making your cheeks turn bright red, the rhythmic throb punching the air from your lungs.
She releases you with a smack of her lips, flattening her tongue again to run up through your folds, briefly tonguing at your clenching hole as she passes, but always straying back to your clit, never getting tired of the way it pulses in her mouth.
“So fuckin’ sweet,” she murmurs, accent growing stronger the more pussy drunk she gets. She won’t admit it out loud, but she fucking loves being down here, drinking you up. If she had less shame, she’d beg you for it.
You push at the back of her head, pressing the heel of your foot against her back to urge her on, burying her deeper against you. She groans, messily licking up everything you give her. Drifting down, her nose nudging against your clit as she starts to fuck you with her tongue, the pulsing muscle slowly stretching your out the deeper she gets, slippery and so fucking hot.
You gasp, a choked off sound that has your toes curling as you hold her there, your hips coming up to grind against her face-- the way her nose feels against your clit making your head spin.
“Holy shit—Abs, baby—” You can hardly form a sentence, broken noises leaving your throat as you use her, fuck against her like your own personal toy. You could cum just like this, and she knows it.
Abby grunts, her shoulder dropping to the bed of the truck as a hand slips under her hips, hastily unbuttoning her jeans. A low groan, long and vibrating against your cunt leaves her lips as she sinks the hand past her boxers, shifting up onto her knees to get a better angle. You can feel the way her arm moves under your thigh, the way she rubs furiously at her clit as she fucks you on her tongue, drowning in you as you gush against her nose and mouth.
You lift your head up from the bed, blinking your hazy eyes open to look at the sight before you, the way she pulls you closer with the arm wrapped around your thigh, how deep she’s buried in your pussy as she works her own, the sounds of her wet cunt muffled through her jeans.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck—” you pant, needy sounds growing higher and higher in pitch as you watch her. You want to keep watching, want to sear the image of her fucking herself like this into your brain but your head falls back, back arching as you press up into her mouth.
“Gonna— Abby m’gonna fucking cum—”
“F-Fuck-- Yeah?” Abby groans, flicking her tongue over your sensitive clit. “Gonna cum on my fucking face, pretty girl?” She sucks your clit into her mouth, dragging her tongue over the bundle as you squeal and squirm underneath her.
You let go of your skirt, both hands coming to the back of Abby’s head as you tug on her hair, nails scratching against her scalp. You can’t tell if you’re trying to push her away or keep her there.
“I’m cumming—I’m cumming, I’m—” You mouth drops open, jaw slack as a loud moan spills from your lips. Your hips snap up, freezing in place as your thighs tremble, that coiling feeling in your gut snapping.
Abby groans, lapping hungrily at your cunt as you cum, swallowing everything you have to give her. Her hips twitch as she fucks herself, rocking against her hand as she works herself to the edge.
She’s relentless, suckling you and making borderline pornographic noises as she practically eats you alive. She pulls you closer, using that single arm wrapped around your thigh to bury herself deeper, nose coming back in grind against your throbbing clit.
That familiar feeling builds again, quicker and more intense than before.
“A-Abby you’re gonna—” Her tongue slides deep inside you, curling as she messily thrusts. “O-Oh fuck I’m gonna cum again—”
“Do it,” she murmurs, words slurring together as she fucks you, mind hazy and filled with nothing but your pussy against her face. “Need it so bad—"
Something bursts behind your eyes, white hot and all consuming. Your second orgasm shatters you, nothing but a long keening whine escaping your throat as you lock your thighs around Abby’s face, keeping her pressed so tight against your spasming cunt.
“Shit—I’m—” she gasps, a loud groan ripping from her throat as her own hips stutter, her orgasm rushing through her as she works you through your second, trapped between your thighs.
The muscles in your legs give out, thighs falling open and releasing Abby from where you were crushing her. You have to physically pull her away when it gets too much, when her tongue goes from being perfect and just what you need to overstimulating. “A-Abby… Too much…”
She parts from you with a groan, her wet cheek coated in a lewd mixture of her spit and your cum resting against your twitching thigh. She slips her hand out from her jeans, wiping her slick fingers on her inner thigh as her hips collapse down onto the truck bed.
You both lay there, catching your breath, the hand on your thigh rubbing soothing circles, your fingers gently massaging her scalp.
“That was…” You trail off, blinking your eyes open to look up at the stars. “I think you fucked the words out of me,” you giggle, smile growing as Abby laughs against your thigh, hiding her face against the flesh.
“Shit,” she sighs, laughter in her voice. “I really fucking needed that.”
You hum, raking your nails down her scalp. “Me too.”
♡ ︎♡ ︎♡
It takes you a bit to get situated again, gently cleaning each other up with the wipes you stashed deep in your bag, buttoning up jeans and pulling down skirts. Abby refuses to give you back your panties, keeping them buried in her back pocket for her to take home.
You’re sitting up against the truck cabin, back straight as Abby sits in front of you, letting you comb out and re-braid the hair that you messed up with your tugging and pulling. It’s nice, intimate, makes your heart pound wildly in your chest.
“There.” You finish tying off the end, letting the braid fall against her strong back. “You sure I wasn’t too rough?”
Abby snorts, leaning back to lay against your soft chest. You hook your chin over her shoulder, arms snaking around her middle. “Nah. You never are.”
You hum, pressing a chaste kiss to her cheek. “Just checking.”
The two of you sit there, basking in the post-orgasm glow as the sky glitters above you. The sex is always amazing, but this is your favourite part; where Abby is loose and happy, free with her affections. Where she welcomes your touches and kisses, offering them in return.
It’s so cruel of her.
A buzz from the corner of the truck bed, lower than the purr of the crickets hiding in the grass breaks the peaceful silence. You try your best to ignore it, to cling to Abby in this moment, but it buzzes again, then once more.
Abby sighs, leaning out of your grasp and over to her bag in the corner, rifling through it for her phone. She turns it on as she rests back against your chest.
“Who is it?” You ask, trying to be as casual as possible.
She sighs, locking the screen and dropping it face first onto the blanket next to you. “Owen. He’s been blowing up my phone all day.”
Your stomach drops, the taste of strawberry on your tongue souring at the mention of his name.
You can’t help but feel a bit guilty for your reaction, knowing that really, Owen isn’t that bad of a guy. You’ve met him a few times, and though it kills you to admit it, you enjoyed his company. Everyone does. He’s just… nice.
“What does he want?”
You know what he wants, what stage of the cycle you’re trapped in.
“He wants to meet up, grab coffee or something.” Her voice is even, though slightly softer than usual. She picks at one of the rips in her jeans, no longer looking at the sky.
“Oh.” You shift, clearing your throat. “Are you going to go?”
The muscles in her back tense against your chest. Her breathing stutters, just for a second, before she breaths out long and slow. Resigned.
“Yeah, probably.” Then quieter, so much so you almost don’t catch it, “I miss him.”
Your heart shrivels up in your chest, shame and embarrassment crushing you under its shared weight.
You know how this goes; it happens the same way every single time. But you usually get a bit more time than this, a few more chances to commit the feeling of her to memory before Owen convinces her to ‘meet up to talk’.
“Why?” You ask before you can stop yourself, too much emotion slipping through your voice. “Why do you keep going back to him?”
Abby just shrugs. “It’s easy. He’s… familiar. Safe.” She pauses, like she’s trying to think of things to say, reasons why it should be obvious. “My dad likes him.”
And that’s it. That’s everything she offers you, because she has nothing else to say.
She leans back, bringing a calloused hand up to cup your cheek. You subconsciously tilt into it, your body seeking out every single touch of hers that she so graciously offers you.
She leans in, lips brushing yours ever so softly. Genuine.
Final.
“Come on. Let’s get you home.”
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sirkendryan · 3 months ago
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newly revised court info, organised into the two main courts: tansy & baywreath. any pairings are welcomed (save for parent/child).
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queen linnea (she/her) — monarch of tansy, luna's mother. witty, clever, poised and elegant. enjoys being a ruler but finds her role a bit stuffy and tedious at times. playful in friendly company. late husband died of a sudden mystery illness, leaving her the throne & kingdom, which she said (and proved) she could run better than him. domme.
princess adaluna (she/they) — distinguished royal daughter of the tansy court & heir to linnea's throne. politically betrothed to titian. sweet, cheeky, clever. proper & polite but scathing when it's deserved. excitable and silly when they're comfortable. femme fond of satins and silks, lace, flowers, etc. enjoys being a tease. head over heels for sir kieran.
enfys (she/her) — princess luna's handmaid. soft-spoken and mild when expected of her, but giggly and excitable in friendly company. will smile and courtesy to you and then roast you in private. very intimate friends with luna. good with her hands.
sir kieran (he/him) — luna's loyal bodyguard. skilled as a knight but shy and clumsy as a man (and perhaps not a man at all). stronger than he looks. polyglot. quiet, gentlemanly unless provoked, hopeless romantic butch. on his knees ready to serve. his heart belongs to luna.
sir aurelian (he/him) — captain of the tansyian guard. polite and chivalrous, intense and intimidating as a foe (though not without his soft spots). gentleman in the castle, mean jock on the pitch. dom.
sir angelle (he/whatever) — a knight recently pledged to the court. freak, holier than thou, royal fucker. has an obvious crush on the queen. oddly prim and proper for a knight. definitely not a former lordling runaway from his kingdom that's grown his hair out and taken up the knighthood under a false identity. deadly precision in combat.
sir berenger (he/him) — a fellow knight errant. sly, sweet-talking, roguish, rough and tumble. a scoundrel and an ass, oft self-serving. knighted by queen linnea, oft travelling, though he frequents tansy and baywreath. switch with brattish tendancies.
julian (they/them) — the court physician. warm, calm, wise. very nice voice. funny when they want to be. bit of a waifish silverfox, genderless. absolutely talks you through it. dilf (doctor I'd like to fuck).
thistle (she/he) — the court jester. closest advisor and friend to queen linnea. always sewing chaos. oscillates masc & fem and no one is really confident about his gender. mischevious, out-spoken, never takes anything seriously. will say and do whatever she wants because she knows linnea will let her. brat, masochist.
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king salvatore (he/him) — monarch of baywreath and titian's father. level-headed, courteous, somewhat stoic and mild (at least publicly), a mystery to most. has never taken a wife (titian was born out of wedlock and left to salvatore as a babe when his mother disappeared). secretly desperate to give up the reigns.
prince titian (he/they) — court son & salvatore's heir. politically betrothed to luna. friendly, charming, polite (sometimes condescendingly so), vocal, flirty, confident, a bit arrogant but a softie. veeery into knights. praise and degradation afficionado.
sir nikola (she/whatever) — captain of the baywreath royal guard and salvatore's most trusted advisor (raised together, childhood friends). protective guard dog energy. passionate, blunt, a little awkward (social skills are not her strongest suit). intense stare. very deft with a blade or bow.
sir beauvoir (he/him) — knight of baywreath, close to titian. cunning, swift, dry, witty. can be a little catty. extremely observant, very good at reading a foe (or anyone, really) and exploiting weaknesses. manipulative when it suits him. enjoys control, but doesn't mind a long con.
father ingram (he/him) — the court chaplin. calm and collected, soft-spoken, the spirtiual heart of the court. easy to tempt and prone to twisting his beliefs to accomodate his desires. oft eroticising the divine.
ianthe (she/her) — the royal swordsmith. a formidable combattant with a range of weapons. tough, jovial, funny, passionate. will drink you under the table, start a tavern brawl, and win. dom top and a bit of a sadist.
dulcia (she/her) — smithing apprentice to ianthe. was set on becoming a knight but changed course after a bit of a crisis and went into smithing. big armour and blade kink. quiet until you get her going, passionate, anxious, artistic. sub bottom developing a pointed interest in pain. massive crush on ianthe.
I'll likely add more or introduce others as time goes on. also take this all with a grain of salt as I am very loose with any sort of canon for this blog and at the end of the day I'm here to be a t4t kink freak and have imaginary fantasy fun.
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falmergirlcock · 1 month ago
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I love men I really love men. and I really love trans men in all the ways shapes and forms in which they come. I love intersex men I love intersex trans men. I love butch trans men. I love femme trans men. I love masc trans men and trans men who are everything or nothing. multigender men I am thinking of you I love you. I am obsessed with men. I love to love and protect my queer men friends and loves and family and I love that they will love and protect me. I love my trans man friends. I am a men lover . I like to get giggly and happy and flushed thinking about men and having fun little crushes . I like to hear about what it is like to be you. I don't know what it's like to be you but I want to know. I am here for men. I like to hold them and kiss them and squeeze them and h hold them very close to my heart and hear theirs beat and be so glad they are alive and that I get to know them and share their company
If you are looking at this and thinking aw I wish this was talking about me I wish I was a man but I don't count as one Yes you do I am talking about you. You are a man who I love
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androgynealienfemme · 2 years ago
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"I was barely a dyke then, let alone butch, but it was the lure of female masculinity that drew me out and into the queer world. When I was coming out, butch was no longer new. There was both popular knowledge and an underground cultural understanding of what it meant to be butch -- and there were books written from both perspectives. I may not have known it intimately, as a late-blooming queer who grew up in an extremely straight southern-US town, but I knew enough to feel self-conscious about claiming butchness.
You see, I was never a tomboy. There, I said it. I was never a goddamn tomboy; I never resisted the dresses my mom wanted me to wear, never hid in my dad's closet trying on his clothes. I did gender conformity without any real fight, and when I came out to my mom, she used it against me-- "But you were always so feminine!"
Maybe I didn't have the fight in me, maybe I wanted to fit in more than I wanted to know myself, but until I was well past twenty, I wore my hair long, with earrings dangling, and makeup on my face. I wore spaghetti-strap tank tops and flowing skirts. I flaunted my cleavage.
The butch narrative I had absorbed, the one I began to furtively read about as I came out, wasn't mine. I wasn't a rough-and-tumblr butch kid, all scabby knees and hardness, fighting against mom over Sunday dresses. I wasn't good at sports, didn't have trouble being friends with girls, didn't feel more "boy" than "girl." So when I slowly started easing towards the masculine side of the spectrum, I was self-conscious as hell. I felt like an imposter. I felt like a phony. I had similar feelings when I came out as a lesbian, but my fantasies about women quickly assuaged my fears of being a queer fraud.
With my gender presentation, I couldn't get over the feeling that I was trying too hard. Even as I slowly shed the layers of femininity in my presentation, the self-consciousness still affected what labels I used. I knew what butch was, and I still felt it couldn't be me. I had dated me. I wore a pink dress to prom. I was short and chubby and more giggly than tough.
It was a fierce femme who bossy-bottomed me into the role of butch top. It was easy to be the butch to C's femme, and she delighted in my enjoyment of her high hells, pretty dresses, and makeup. In those moments, when my insecurity was stronger than my sense of self, the contrast between my budding masculinity and her strong, well-articulated femininity were just what I needed to feel whole, strong, even butch. C didn't change me, exactly, but our gender-play heavy sex gave me room to figure out what my gender could look like in those private spaces we shared."
“Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme: Coming Back Around to Butch” by Miriam Zoila Perez, On Butch and Femme: Compiled Readings, (edited by I.M. Epstein) (2017)
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cartoonbah · 1 month ago
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BETH ; CHANNEL THREE
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Name(s): beth, susan, amy
Gender(s): cis, cisnb, cistrans, demigirl, librafeminine, agender, genderflux, faunagender
Pronoun(s): she/hers, they/them
Orientation(s): sapphic, bi, ficto, queer, polyam
Age: 16 - 19
Role(s): socializor, beauheur, delight, nostalgia holder, groundskeeper
Emoji / signoffs: 🩷,💚,🌱,🐣,🌸,💐🐌,🐽,🐖,🐎,🐮
Brief description: beth is a sweet young woman who is earnest about everything she does. incredibly nerdy, she's into so many fandoms and pop-culture darlings that it's hard to list them all. a bit of a romantic, she's always crushing on someone, fictional or otherwise.
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Personality traits: earnest, friendly, upbeat, optimistic, smart, anxious, skeptic, nerdy, insecure, giggly
Presentation / fashion style: femme, futch, casual, nerdy, twee, eclectic, fluid
Likes: animals, makeup, fashion, drawing, thrifting, math, science, reality tv, romance movies, video games, dating sims, anime, sci-fi, cosplay
Dislikes: love triangles, trope-filled fiction, dark romance, chewy food, ppl who hate animals, gatekeepers
Aesthetics: fairycore, colorful academia, art hoe, indie, twee
Hobbies: scrapbooking, moodboards, collages, poetry, volunteering, baking, binge-watching shows
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Front triggers: pigs, farm animals, the colors green and pink together, 2000s pop songs, the intros to famous trashy reality shows, 2010 aesthetics
Kins: pigs, cats, dogs, horses, wolves, coyotes, raccoons, rabbits, mermaids, unicorns, water, air, trees
Favorite song: "call me" by blondie.
Typing quirk: writes in lower-case, very bubbly typing, uses a lot of abbreviations, prone to typos and uses tons of emojis
omg hi hi hi hi!!! 😊 sosos good to talk to u!! 🩷🩷🩷 oh g2g!! ttyl ilysm brb!!
Source memories:
her and lindsay stayed close friends years after tdi was over and would schedule yearly meetups since they lived far apart from one another
had a crush on gwen and bridgette. didnt tell gwen but did tell bridgette and the two dated for some time. bridgette's pet name for beth was seal <3
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gortashs-skidmark · 11 months ago
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Durge Prompt up for grabs
I need the tragedy of siblinghood
I need Durge fic of femme sister or afab! Nonbinary and Orin, and the heart breaking shattering existence of having to compete with a sibling to the death and Orin not understanding it’s about loving and cherishing and the sisterhood/siblinghood of having someone to care about and have silly spats with about who’s hairbrush is who’s. To share your traumatic experiences with a parent with them and to have them understand.
Seeing your sibling as a person and not just a babysitter and seeing them fall in love with someone and being protective and sharing giggly secrets. To recognize they can rely on someone else now.
It is such a special feeling to have a sibling to share life with bc they can understand your circumstance bc you share a parent or two.
I think Orin would reject that idea that they are similar at all, but Durge still tries to make activities and forces her to go and bond. To lose a sibling and especially a friend is one of the most devastating feelings in the world. Losing a woman, or a queer sibling that can share the feminine experience is like, more tragic than anything any man has ever written or could write about.
I’m not particularly articulate with words. Nothing could describe the beauty of losing someone to competition when you’re on the same team. At least I can’t think of the words. I am super jumbled as a person so someone else can have this prompt.
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reorientation · 1 year ago
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femme transmasc here. i went to a gay club the saturday before halloween wearing a tight short black dress, no bra or binder, and the top part of the dress has a cutout that my breasts sometimes fall out of (so i wore black heart pasties over my nipples). a straight guy immediately sniffed me out (legit within five minutes) and made a connection with me, he charmed me and flirted with me and it felt so good. he admitted he was straight but "with exceptions" and when i made sure to tell him i was trans he smiled so big and said that didnt change anything for him.
i was seriously soaking my lace thong and kept giggling and looking at his lap needing his cock, its insane how quickly he had me under his spell. every sexual comment he made had me closer to pulling my breasts out and showing him how good of a girl i would be for him. we were sitting so close wrapped up in each other all evening and the intimacy was electric.
we didnt go anywhere to fuck (so many red flags even other than the fact that he was straight, i dont think the straightness would have been a dealbreaker but some other comments were concerning safety-wise) but i wanted him to take me with every fiber of my being. i wanted my breasts to fall out accidentally and to have him laugh at me and grope them. i wanted to be a woman for him and feel him empty himself inside of me. to tell him my real name and listen to him moan it as he knocked me up. fuck i think im getting really close to giving in and accepting my womanhood. i dont think i can deny myself this raw pleasure for much longer. what should i do?
It hardly feels like you need my advice - if that straight stranger had been just a bit smarter about not scaring you off, you would have done your best to make him a daddy.
I truly enjoyed hearing this, though. You went to a gay club, but tarted yourself up to put firm emphasis on your breasts and your femininity - repelling anyone there who would have wanted to fuck you as a "man", while advertising yourself to any man who came there looking for an easy girl to fuck. When one found you, you instantly got giggly and wet and ready to have his babies.
It's stories like this that show me there's something special about "transmascs": there's a real sense in which you're better girls than normal girls, you know? Getting a normal girl in the sack usually takes effort, and they tend to be wary about fucking strangers or taking it unprotected. Femininity is a background condition of their sexuality.
But if you pump a girl full of testosterone and lies about how she's "really a man", and pay her a little attention, and let her think that it's a sexy taboo thing to be called her real name... Suddenly just the fact of her biology turns her on, and you have a little whore who's ready to get knocked up within an hour of meeting you.
So to answer your question, Anon: no, you won't be able to deny yourself much longer, and you know what you should do. You lost the protection of normal womanhood when you decided to be a "femme transmasc" instead. All that's left for you now is to be a good girl.
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opalstonedyke · 4 months ago
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17, 23, 25 <3
17: How do you feel best loved?: when there's effort put into me. I want to feel courted, woo'd, I want to feel like the first and only option, I want to know I mean something to you. I feel loved when you court me, and you respond to my courting like it's your dream come true. For so long I've felt like a backburner option, and I know exactly what I'm worth, so I want you to show me you know what I'm worth.
23: Have you ever received flowers?: the first and only time I've ever received flowers on a date, it was the first time I went on a date with a lesbian after a long lame string of men-centering bisexuals, who treated me like a man, just another out of a sea of options. No courting, always playing hard to get, taking my chivalry as another attempt to bed them. Then she came along, all giggly and sweet, and she saw me. She saw a lady, that just wants a femme to respond to her like she needed. And I've been les4les ever since, really. I'm just not going back to being another option in a sea of men they'd rather be dating for the heteronormativity anyways. (I don't care if I get called biphobic for this, every lesbian I know has a story about man-centric bi girl)
25: If your soul was a color, what would it be?: seafoam green >:)
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blushedfemmes · 4 months ago
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smoked my first joint over the weekend and immediately got super hazy and horny (and giggly actually) and needing my head between a dyke’s legs while they order me around and praise me for eating them out soo good.. sooo… if any femmes would like to do anything with that information it’s out there now
hmm i’m sure i don’t know any femmes who would do something unsavory with this information… *bats lashes*
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