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Happy Birthday Ryan Bergara!!
#ryan bergara#watcher entertainment#a few of my fave pics of him from 2024#I can't believe I saw him in person twice this year#and asked him a question#and a couple online interactions#truly thankful#I hope he has the best day!!
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well wishes from the void
#utdr#utdr fanart#deltarune#deltarune fanart#wd gaster#gaster fanart#utdr soul#utdr player#this is… actually not from my backlog#this is something i was able to finish over a couple days (terrible burnout hhh ;;) and wanted to get up before december ended#i know I’ve been less interactive/active—sorry about that. i haven’t been spending a lot of time online.#but while i can’t promise anything atm i do hope you have a lovely winter.#well wishes from the void o7#might be my last post for the year unless i queue the caine and pomni comic#so please take care of yourselves <3
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In Time and Stars
#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#josh art tag#been wanting to practice less “literal” drawings....#like people doing a certain thing or being in a certain place or even just standing there#and instead do more like conceptual stuff?? idk how to word it#but i love doing stuff like this#and i feel like i havent done it in a while#i think last time i did was early in the year when i was still really into the Magnus Protocol#and was illustrating lines from each episode#some of which are my best performing art ever lol#i still remember my sibling telling me they had come across my art on their dash and later on their insta explore page#they had apologized since me and my sibs have an agreement to not search for or interact with each other online just for privacys sake#but i found it both funny and kinda insane#was not expecting my art to get big enough to find its way to that sib lol#uuuhhhhh anyway back on topic#ive had this idea of a siffrin illustration where either have their face or the back part of their head being a clock#and i tried a couple drafts in my sketchbook#and ended up liking this one! it had the addition of the shooting star and from then i toyed with the idea of adding the title text#i have another less literal piece for zelda that i wanna do#but i also wanna work on my isat animatic#....and i also wanna play stardew....#i need more hours in the day 😔
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happy thanksgiving! so so grateful to have met so many cool people through this lil bloggie :') thank you all for caring about me and listening to what i have to say even when i am getting a little freaky with it :') we are celebrating non-traditionally in my mind you all can come over and i'll make nasi lamak and we can cuddle pile after!
#thinkmin!#i have no great delusions about who i am or what this blog means to people so i will say this:#if u are here thank you for being here! i appreciate you from the bottom of my heart#and to my beloved moots and friends that i've made along the way thank you all for being my beloved moots and friends#i have struggled a lot in the past couple of years with finding community and making friends irl#so i truly and genuinely feel so lucky and so grateful that i have found so many amazing people online#and whether we've only interacted once over anon or we've been dm-ing every day since 2020 please know#that i cherish your presence in my life! and i am grateful that you chose to spend your time with me!#anyways i can't be getting sappy im gonna talk about sucking dick and cock now
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At this point I just need Batman content injected directly into my veins
#ghost posts#comic👏canon👏do👏NOT👏interact👏#watched a couple of eps of the Batman and uuauaaaaagghhh foaming at the mouth#btas is the best though#love the characters love the batfam#none of this grimdark nonsense we’re here for action and the compassionate desire for change for the better#anyway I’m not normal about it#wonder if I can find old comics somewhere online I know they’d be cheesy but I’m the slightest bit curious
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I got an ultrasonic cleaner thing today and I love it
My rings feel and look so clean now :3
#kiwi rambles#anyways-#vent in tags#why do i feel so lonely#i live with my family#i have friends online i talk to every day#i have acquaintances i am friendly with at church#i finally messaged my irl bestie a couple days ago so we’ve been chatting#ive been working so social interaction there too#so why is there an aching hole in my heart tonight?#damned depression.
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#I've been somewhat fascinated in what seems to be the rise of online forums again??#I guess I had considered most of them as more-recent relics of the Internet once social media in the forms of like. more interaction with#people you know irl became bigger. but it seems like folks have been interested in making forum sites again for a lot of the same reasons#and there's a big part of me that's excited bc I too agree with those reasons but I also feel very cautious#about it bc like. I rejoined Chicken Smoothie (pet adoptables game/community forum) a couple of years ago and was super excited that it was#still around but the activity level of the forum ended up being pretty disappointing so at this point I mostly just play the pet collecting#aspect of it bc posting on the forum doesn't really yield a lot? so I'm like damn is it just gonna be the same experience again :x#anyway it's just been kinda interesting I mean things always cycle over time so I guess it's not necessarily super surprising#Have just been craving community building a lot lately and I doubt I'm alone in that sentiment so yeah makes sense#useless post is useless
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Oh go on then! Number 30! 😆
Hehe thanks 😃
30. Have you ever met a celebrity?
YES! More than one! The one that was the biggest deal to me was that I met Ed Sheeran! Now you need to understand: I was OBSESSED with him, from like 2012-2022. OBSESSED. So this was a VERY big deal for me lol.
It was 2014, at the beginning of the Multiply tour. A radio station was doing a charity auction for concert tickets + a meet and greet with Ed, with all the money going to a children's hospital. Soooo I spent like an entire week's pay 🙈 But I got to meet him! There was a group of like 20 or 30 of us in a small room, we all sat on the ground & he just stood in the front. I was in the front row! Like I was sitting maybe 3 feet from him the whole time! He played like 5 or 6 songs for us. When he first started playing he had some rubber thing in his guitar that makes it easier to play on a big stage but harder in a small room, so he pulled it out & tossed it on the ground & it landed right in front of me, and so when he finished playing he asked me to hand it to him! I almost DIED. And THEN, for the last two songs he asked us to give some suggestions and then he'd pick his favorites, and he called on me, AND he ended up playing the song I asked for! IT WAS SO FUCKING COOL AHHHHH. And he was SUPER nice. And then I got a picture with him:
Also an autograph! I have a recording of the whole meet and greet and I still watch it sometimes lol. It was SO COOOOOOOL!!!!
But he's not even the only celebrity I've met! In 2012, me & a friend went to Leaky Con (a Harry Potter convention). And I got to meet Evanna Lynch! She was super sweet. They ran out of time at her signing session and couldn't get everyone through the line, so she volunteered to do a 2nd session the next day even though she wasn't supposed to, so that we could all meet her. I don't have a picture with her, but I do have a shaky picture of her I took when I was in line, & I got her autograph:
And then I've also met almost all of Team Starkid (I think Darren Criss is the only one I HAVENT met). Some of them multiple times. At Leaky Con, at a performance of Starship, and at a performance of Airports for Birds.
Soooo yeah those are my stories. People say never meet your heroes etc but I have had nothing but absolutely lovely experiences with all of the celebs I've met ☺️
Thanks :)
Send me a number!
#ive also had a couple online interactions#namely john green replying to a tweet of mine once lol#also ed sheeran's manager replied to one of my tweets once and I was VERY excited about that too 😂#answered#tenthdocter
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i miss. the vibes of the rpc a few years back
#things just felt more. community based#people interacted more w each other on the dash and it felt like people were really there to interact and not just for a follower count#its probably rose colored glasses in a lot of ways bc thats when i was most active so thats when it was most enjoyable but#idk there was just something ab the days where u could have 50 followers and always be interacting w most of them#these days ill get 200 followers and the same 5 mutuals interacting all the time#and like. huge shoutout to them they know who they are but those people make this site worth being on#its just. idk its tiring when a lot of time is spent yelling into the void that is the dash and getting nothing back#and to some extent timezones r to blame and also my lack of writing but its. its not just a lately thing#its been getting worse for years and i think this is really the first time ive ever been like. not active on tumblr?#like im here but a couple of years ago the idea of me having a main blog and barely ever logging in or writing was absurd#i would be online and writing 24/7 if not here then on discord and wire#bc people were always around to interact with and now its just like. oh weve all grown up and become adults and no one has time#for each other anymore and its very. thats life thats how it is but it sucks idk#maybe this is 2 some extent projection also bc thats how things r irl rn but thats just. tahts not important
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was bored, realised i care more about orufrey than anyone ever, then decided to work out my top 5 otps of all time and give them awards
(below) then i got drunk on power and judged them on even more categories... canon rating.. colour-coded rating (??) .. and the mysterious.. Fated Rating.
orufrey
-canon rating: 4/5
romantic narrative that can be reasonably assumed at this point to be “going somewhere” while technically ““not canon”“. i know what she is doing
-colour-coded: 6/5
no words. designed in perfect and homosexual complements. black & white = yin & yang. black hair white shirt black skirt. white hair black shirt white skirt. also they’re fire & water.. elemental coded. qif’s glasses are black & white too... everything about them represents them as a pair. and they both have gold & blue highlights. what is it going to be, white & black tuxes at the wedding or do witches get married in gowns. just skip to that chapter it’s fine
-fated rating: 5/5
The. Tassels. they chose to live together and entwine their lives around each other. it means MORE that it was choice and not fate. nuff said............... p.s. read my fic
ferdibert
-canon rating: 4/5
they can be implied to get married or they can kill each other depending on YOUR choices. 4 points for the chaos of that. would be 5/5 if the pair ending text wasn’t translated in a homophobic way
-colour-coded: 3/5
orange and black. looks good together so points for that. also those colours mean ferdibert forever to me i don’t care about halloween.
-fated rating: 2/5
they used to hate each other. and with slightly different happenstances in life they end up killing each other (with pathos). but that stuff means something in its own way so it’s fine they’re fine.
suipo
-canon rating: 5/5
they basically end up together and kiss at the ending 💗
-colour-coded: 4.5/5
blue & pink. perfect. beautiful. and they match as perfect complements in other ways too. both are named after sweets. suipo 4ever
-fated rating: 4/5
they just met randomly. BUT... they had to meet... they both needed to meet each other to advance their personal narratives. <3 +2 points for dying and ending up in heaven together cause that’s bonkers
wrightworth
-canon rating: 2/5
NOT CANON.....I GUESS.......i literally forget this though. designed by a BL creator or something and a stupidly gay narrative for Friends so how could you say 0/5 though
-colour-coded: 5/5
another pink & blue. or red & blue more broadly. incredible. great. they match in tons of ways. like the wedding rings that capcom made.
-fated rating: 6/5
childhood friends to whatever they are is worth 3/5 in and of itself, but then so many of their choices are literally about each other in such incredibly pathetically gay ways that it’s truly nuts.
joker/akechi
-canon rating: 2.5/5
i don’t know what to say. the narrative and the heartcrushing 7 minute romantic ending song that haunts my waking moments even now are what they are. i don’t know what to say
-colour-coded: 3/5
well... their colours are both black & red... ? kind of? you could say black/red & black/white. i don’t know. it looks good though.
-fated rating: 4/5
(literally loads of spoilers................... !!!!!!!!) they were quite entirely given their powers on purpose to foil each other. but, akechi wants to be free of narratives and doesn’t want to be entwined with anyone else’s life. next time this’ll be his choice. THAT MAKES IT EVEN MORE....WHAT IT IS. also they’re just obsessed with each other and their songs are about each other and no more what ifs, what matters is how you bring joy to life when i said a false happiness would be enough you softly covered my mouth etc etc etc
orufrey: 15
suipo: 13.5
ferbies: 9
wrightworth: 13
j&a: 9.5
WHY ARE FERBIES LAST???? hubert is going to kill me.....that's ok. the fact that i learnt to draw with you means the world <3
P.S. I LOVE BYLITZA!!!!!! from fe3h. but ones like that are so personal that there's no point saying "i love this" like i love the same thing others love. or something
ok bye
#sometimes uve got to have fun online.#i dont know how to draw anyone but orufrey any more. who are these people#p.s. by persona 3p protag i obviously mean the girl one so it's gay.#i doodled this to put it on twt but it would be weird if ppl RTed something so obviously personal & manic#i feel like i forgot some major ship i massively love. there are lots of others i love btw. even a few het ones... (?!) probably.#i didn't used to be much of a shipper cause i didn't use the internet i didn't see fanart i didn't draw. for years of my adult life.#sometimes i get really obsessed with something bc of the time i encounter it. like those two from good omens really got to me#i should do a takarazuka-only version of these. suipo vs everyone else. i've drawn couples interacting and fighting before :')#i like my ferdibert & orufrey crossover comic doodles. for the audience that is me. i like thinking about double date failures.#it really is weird/interesting that i do care about orufrey SO much and draw them SO much but there are ones i dont wanna draw.#^ the commentator (me) watching my award show presented by me for me
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Endlessly fascinated by these two people on my dash who clearly like each others' political takes enough to frequently reblog the others' posts and additions, but have this one big obvious issue that they can't see eye to eye on that keeps them from actually following each other, so they only ever interact through their mutual-in-laws.
#divorced couple behaviour#being this invested in your followed blogs' online interactions is normal and neurotypical behaviour right?#hg thinking out loud
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also I got rly scared abt this last night or the night before because I suddenly realized sometimes people interpret it this way,,
so i just wanted to say that the reason i dont interact w people very much is NOT bc i think im better than ppl or anything - i am just very genuinely Petrified of messing up in social situations, to the point that I end up isolating and avoiding rather than risk making mistakes ^^;; WHICH ISN'T HEALTHY but . i havent figured out how to work through this yet dhdjdkl
BUT YEAH i just wanted to try to make sure nobody is thinking I'm some hoity-toity goober, I am literally just Extremely Terrified fjdjdkdl
#I've had nothing but good exps w ppl online for MONTHS but it hasnt seemed to improve my fear :')))#idk why im so scared honestly fhkddl i didnt use to be this ridiculously terrified ??#i could probably trace it back to a couple genuinely somewhat traumatizing bad interactions BUT CMONNN BRAIN !!!#its literally just a handful of Really Bad exps and all the rest have been totally fine 😭😭 those were OUTLIERS !!!#regardless. i rly hope i dont come off that way of being like. ''im too good for u'' bc thats absolutely not whats going on dhdkdl#im just. very very scared pretty much constantly and dont want to make any mistakes#bc i rly cherish this space and i am so grateful for everyone in it so i dont want to mess it up for myself i guess fhdkdl#any time i send a DM or reply or ask just know im probably fighting back Genuine Fear as i do so LMAO its so ridiculous honestly 😭😭#one day I'll figure it out and be able to interact w others without feeling like i am jumping straight into a lion's mouth !!!! one day !!!#(also theres a whole thing of me feeling like im scum of the earth and i don't want to make ppl have to be around me bc that would be rude)#(but the Fear is the main thing djdkdl the self-loathing is secondary at this point which... is potentially progress? maybe?)#(plus i am a notorious rambler. see example A (this right here). and i dont want to talk ppls ears off 😭😭)#dandy.cmd
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sometimes i remember this series of interactions i had w someone while in my teens where they wanted me to draw smth fairly complicated and involving a media i don’t know anything about, and when i politely said no they proceeded to harass me off and on thru multiple sites n make weird non-concerning threats over the course of at least a couple years? on youtube specifically they commented on almost every vid i posted (which was infrequent) being mad that it wasn’t the thing they wanted
but the wildest part was when i went to block them on youtube bc of this i discovered they not only made the content they wanted from me, but had a Bigger Following than me for it? also i think they were older than me so that added to the weirdness
last i remember i think they made a new youtube or borrowed someone’s youtube or asked someone to be like “[their name] will delete this video” or something like that
#p sure they demanded to know if i was high when i said no? n then followed me to deviantart and THEN to youtube#god i don’t remember it was like several hyperfixations ago#and my hyperfixations last for a couple years usually so. it’s been a while#anyways that’s my weirdest internet interaction from my many years online (that i remember)#i have other interactions i can think of but idk if they’re weird one was just a straight up close call#sketch speaks
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I know we all joke about this site sucking but genuinely, I will be devastated if this place shuts down. I need my buddies and my blank space to use however I want. I desperately hope staff sorts out their bullshit because the thought of this site shuttering for good fills me with so much sadness and dread. I love this place so much, it's had a pretty significant impact on my life, and I consider my friends on here to be real friends even if we don't talk on other platforms.
#i am always on the road!!! i dont get that many opportunities for honest interaction!!!#my socialization is mostly either chatting with random strangers or talking to my mutuals online#and i cant spew my guts to random strangers#this is my diary it is my town square#i hope it never gets taken away#it's this or dumping all my nonsense on a couple IRL friends who are too busy for it
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My mental health might currently be shit™ and I may be drowning in multiple real life Things, but I finally found the perfect phone charms that I've been seeking to complete my phone case for years... and that makes life a bit better ^^
#i'll probably switch the hardware to bronze/brass#when i have some energy#but this'll do for now#i'm not really on hiatus/break but seasonal depression has knocked me out pretty solidly this fall lmao#(nicely packed on top of regular ol' year-round depression)#so have taken a step back from interactions online to conserve energy for fending off The Horrors#and work has been a lot#still around still liking/scrolling/observing#i have a break from work in a couple of weeks so hopefully that'll serve as a good reset#will be back to regular posting/blogging eventually#withoutwords
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Whumpers, what are your earliest memories?
Mine is from when I was about two or three. I was in a stroller, at my cousin’s Irish dancing recital. After the recital, my aunts were talking down to me in the stroller, and to each other. I was experiencing extreme anxiety because I couldn’t understand what they were saying, when I felt I should have been able to communicate with them like they were communicating with each other. I was also very tired and dazed. I did not cry though… I probably looked normal on the outside.
I also remember when I was about four or five, I went to the beach with my dad and one of his friends. I somehow found my way onto the dock, planted my little rear end on a jet ski, untethered it from the dock, and started floating into the sunset. There was an old lady lounging in a donut inflatable out some way; she said something to me, but I couldn’t understand what she said, despite trying really hard. I’m assuming it was something along the lines of “Oh my god get off that jet ski you’re going to fucking DIE, kid,” but again… couldn’t understand a word of what she said, and got frustrated because she was speaking English (without an accent) and I should know how to understand adults speaking English to me.
At this point, my dad is yelling at me from across the water, and a young lifeguard drags the jet ski back. On land, my dad lectured at me very harshly as he led me back to the car. I didn’t know I had done anything wrong, and was very confused. At some point this guy starts quoting the Bible at me, and the only thing I could pick out were the words (spoken very emphatically), “Your days are numbered.”
“My days are numbered?” cue a vivid mental image of a calendar, with dates listed for every day of the week, “What does that mean?” Later on I figured out this was the Bible’s way of referencing death at God’s hand which just made me even more confused as to what I did, until at age thirteen, I figured out, “Oh a baby who can’t swim floating on a jet ski is terrifying, actually.”
Tagging: @kaleidoscopr @redd956 @hereissomething @astudyinpanda @c0ldbrains @straight-to-the-pain
#tag game lol#I had a thing with not understanding people very well (or at all) as a child idk if that’s normal kid stuff or what lol#Like you know how in dreams people’s speech is a blur? That was how I (mostly) interacted with the world from ages two to six#My best friend at the time would talk to me a lot (she was a couple years younger) and she was still partly in the “babbling” phase#and couldn’t speak clearly at all#so I just kind of nodded and went along with it despite having no idea what the hell she just said#Which I continued to do with everyone else into adulthood; as soon as someone talks to me I zone out whether I want to or not lol#My life has been a perpetual cycle of: “Why can’t I do that; am I stupid or something?” > studying it intensely > excelling at it#Like humor. No one laughed at my jokes in my first year of public school; so I watched what made people tick…#By the time junior year online English class rolled around I had the teachers and students in stitches almost constantly#Likewise with understanding people: I zone out all the time; but I can quickly replay what I heard in my head and ask a question to verify#if that’s what they said; then give an appropriate response to it#Basically I repeat 70% of what people say to me during conversation to make sure I’m not missing anything#As a result I’m now pretty good at figuring out what people are saying if there are language barriers or speech abnormalities involved#But do NOT give me verbal directions; I can and will forget them the instant you walk away
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