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kikithefox231 · 7 days ago

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KIKI I LOVE YOU!!! AND I AM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR KEEPING GOING AND FOR BEING HERE!!! YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND INSPIRING I HOPE YOU KNOW 💖💝💞💝 Holds your hands and gives you little flowers like this -> 🌼🌼🌻🌺🌺🌹🏵️💐🪻🌻 Mental health issues are rough and I am rooting for you the whole way

WAAAAAAAGHHHH????? YOURE SO INCREDIBLY SWEET THANK U SO SO MUCH!!!!! SO SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING TO YOUR MESSAGES YET BUT JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE AND IT MEANS SM TO ME!!!!!!! <333333

THANK YOU!!!!!!! Keeping the flowers safe in a lil vase forever 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 WAAAGH!!!!

Man, yesterday my mental health just completely snapped like a twig out of nowhere and oof o(-( dam of all my issues and problems just came rushing out!!! Yuh oh!!!!! O_O;

So so grateful that I’ve been able to reach out to others for support and that my medication helped me even allow that to be an option (body and brain doesn’t automatically reject any idea of getting external help??? INSANE‼️‼️)

Just taking things easy for now and making sure my head stays above water as I get through this!! It’s definitely rough but I know I genuinely want to get out of this bad situation and for things to change, even if only by a little bit. And I’m starting to genuinely believe that I deserve better and to be treated better!!! And that I deserve to treat myself better, because I do genuinely love existing and being a person on this earth. <333 I think I’m still a long way from getting to a point of being able to truly say that I love myself or can even tolerate myself but I’m choosing to let myself exist more, take up more space, talk more, etc because maybe the reason why I can’t stand myself is because I’ve never let myself truly exist without sanding myself into the most palatable and agreeable version of me

So!!! If I let myself live as a real person, maybe I can finally see and understand the full and real me and then start to really love myself <3

ANYWAYS!!! THANK U FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK!!!!!! And thank you for sending this ask so I can use it as an excuse to journal and write down my self reflection stuff that’s been rotating in my brain for the last several hours LOL

THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE AND FLOWERS AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖 MEANS SO SO MUCH TO ME!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺 HOPE YOUVE BEEN DOING WELL TOO!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖

#btw TYSM FOR THE GIFT ART AGAIN 🥺🥺🥺🥺#MADE ME SO EMO TO BE INCLUDED BC ITS NEVER HAPPENED RO ME BEFORE AAAAAA #THANK U SM!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖‼️‼️‼️#my answer here is kinda vague just bc a lot of my issues kinda stem from like 74939397 different things LOL but basically:#I’m having an identity crisis ✨ and a family relationship crisis ✨#and realizing that this breakdown is my body and brain telling me it’s TIME TO STOP #and SOMETHING needs to change #instead of being complacent of a destructive and unstable and unhealthy situation #and that I’m allowed to exist!!! as a person!!!!! instead of being this decoration in someone’s room!!!!!#not sure if that makes sense but something something becoming less of a innamate object that is perfect and pretty and instead #starting to live like a real living being instead #that reminds me 👀 I should def post some of my poems on here one day bc I actually really like them even if they’re angsty haha #thank you so much again gray 🥺🥺🥺 <3333 always makes me so incredibly happy to see you around!!!!!!!!#fav #kiki rambles #Amary screams at mutuals #thanks for asking!#ask to tag #in case anything in this post is triggering in any way!

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nothingbizzare · 1 month ago

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You have a good heart

#is just something i felt about thinking ...do i have a good heart #do i need to change or should i still be like this #people tell me i am kind but what if i am actually selfish and never did stuff out of kindness #what if all i thought i did because i thought was right it was wrong #but peopel still say #“you have a good heart ”#i think Mob would think about it sometimes #nothingbizzare art #mp100 #artist on tumblr #mob psycho 100 #mp100 fanart #mob psycho fanart #shigeo kageyama #kageyama shigeo

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qiinamii · 8 days ago

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new guy in the Express

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adding more to the whimsy

#so i have to be forward with this after all the xiao spree these past 2 years i was close to None feeling interested to doing hsr art #until now LMAO #primary reason being: sunday #like i swear he used to be annoying as a villain but there's something so sad and cute about how he's changed until he boarded the AE #it altered my entire brain chemistry #so anyway i'm actually not supposed to post online until i have work done but #courtesy to anon when i was merely visiting my acc for a bit on that bowtie cat proposal... this is for u to rb <3 await the other post too #sunday hsr #march 7th #trailblazer #dan heng #AE quartet #yes absolutely that needs to be a tag #qiiarts #honkai star rail #hsr

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wishfulsketching · 2 months ago

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So. All this to tell the idea "shimmer is used as a medicine that helps patients in critical condition to survive their surgeries". It's very regulated and Silco's ass is in the line if anyone abuses shimmer.

I also wanted to tie some scenes/lines etc from season 1 to the Alternative Universe. And make Silco a bit more, well, Silco but with the AU vibe. I am also not letting Singed go, he is gonna be helping Silco and getting something in return. Maybe the kids are gonna try to build Orianna her body. Also, whatever the universe, Singed will burn his face. No timeline will save him. He is just like that.

Vander almost lost half his family in one day.

This is like a regular fanfic. Just with pictures. Nothing deeper than that.

Happy one week of zaundads insanity!

#my art #sketchy sketch #comic #arcane #arcane season 2 #zaundads au #zaundads #vanco #silco arcane #vander arcane #wooheee #I happy that I did something but also iuad so nervous #poor silco has to deal with the council in the au #or poor council has to deal with silco?#yea its cheesy its melodramatic its ooc #had to figure out ways to do scene changes lol #just threw everything at it #i needed to dense the talking stuff to just show the “main idea”#eight pages was already a lot

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professorcalculusstanaccount · 8 months ago

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happy pride month! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🌈 Marlinspike Pride 2024

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fefairys · 1 year ago

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getting real fed up with my peers treating teenagers like shit. how did you forget so fucking quickly what it's like to be them. shame on you.

#this is about people my age getting into internet discourse with teenagers #and calling them stupid and overall belittling them and being a jerk to them #like. literally just block them if they are being a shithead #teenagers are shitheads sometimes #youre not going to change them #they need to grow up on their own #and an adult making fun of them isnt going to help #in fact it is going to hinder the process #if you want to try to help you need to be kind #if theyre not receptive to that and are still being an asshole then it is not worth it #and you need to go do something else with your time #you are a fucking adult

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ronanlynchbf · 1 year ago

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tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY

#i literally JUST finished hill house a few days ago and i already want to reread. Badly. it's sooo so so soo sooooooooo good <33333!!!!!#also completely enamored by shirley jackson's writing style i NEED to read everything she has written ever like right now..#opening lines of ALL TIME btw 👆❗❗❗#r.txt #the haunting of hill house #ALSO i've seen commentary videos on the tv show they made of hill house but from what i remember of it it's SO different from the book???#i think they were all siblings in the show which is??????? like why would you change that part?? i love sibling relationships as much as the #next guy but i feel like the fact that none of them knew each other was such an essential part of the story like why would u change it....#also eleanor was like. an entirely different character who was also already dead in the show i believe??? and dr. montague doesn't exist??#hill house could've been really good as a show idk why they changed it up like that...like was the original story not interesting enough for #you or something?? WHO decided to make that change i just wanna talk 🤨

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bixels · 9 months ago

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Scary Sunset.

I'm concepting things way outta order in this story, but I'm sure you can piece things together. Context is for a storybeat where, after defeating and capturing Adagio (thus having all three sirens in her possession), Sunset enacts her revenge plot to release the sirens on Canterlot as Thea discovers she's been manipulated. In a confrontation, the two scuffle and fight over the siren orbs while Sunset struggles with her conflicting wants and emotions.

#mlp #sunset shimmer #twilight sparkle #twiset #the orbs are the glass balls sunset carries on her back btw its in her cast line up art #deep down sunset hates thea. she was named “twilight” by celestia. the time of day succeeding sunset. she was always her replacement #but at this point in the story sunset's also fallen for thea. so it's also a conflict of wills in sunset. love or hatred.#hence the “don't make me do this” language. she's rationalizing her hatred and violence as thea forcing her hand and getting in her way #when in reality she doesn't need to do any of this. it's her last stand and outburst to cling to a life of revenge that she's grown too #fond of. because she knows thea has the power to change that and disrupt her identity as a pathetic victim who fell from glory #and that's scary. thea's a very scary thing to sunset because suddenly sunset wants something and to be someone new.#she suddenly wants to change. to be better for someone else. and she never thought or believed that could be an option for her #anyways toxic yuri yayyy #my art #the grand galloping 20s #character design #i hope i got across the pained conflicted emotions in sunset's face tho i belabored over them these past 3 days #i hope a look of anger and dissonance and guilt and “oh god i don't really wanna hurt you please just obey me” while trying to intimidate #is readable. if so it's all in the eyebrows babey

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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None of our hands are clean

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangshan #mianmian #The secret meaning behind one of the jin members scuttling off is:#I couldn't make three people work out in the remaining panels and per my rule of '3 attempts and take a different approach' he had to go.#Sometimes there are meaningful reasons why something happens in the background. And sometimes it is like this.#Let's just say he saw what was about to happen and got out of there before mianmian started throwing hands.#Okay no more delay. The sheer boldness to call WWX a killer in a room full of people who wear their war body count as a badge...#It's about hypocrisy yes - but it is also about how the narrative shifts on the same action depending on the frame.#Because at the end of the day...the blood on our hands is still blood on our hands.#Both the deaths on the battlefield and the deaths of the Jin's abusing the Wen remnants are still deaths caused by another.#They are also deaths that - depending who holds the frame - are noble acts to protect others.#But it isn't supposed to be about who was right and who was wrong.#It is about the need to be seen as the victim to avoid culpability.#Because if you aren't responsible you don't have to be held accountable. You don't have to grow or change.#If someone takes all the blame then there is no need to reflect on your own faults.#We have to protect our fragile ego from the mirror lest it shatter and we have to remake it anew.#Horrifically enough...even if WWX spared the Jin guards or even never ran into Wen Qing #He wouldn't have been able to escape being the scapegoat. He downfall was set into motion a long time ago.#My goodness...What a deliciously tragic story Wei Wuxian's first life was.

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vriskan8or · 10 months ago

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let her go

#homestuck #vriska serket #terezi pyrope #vriska #terezi #vrisrezi #mic_art #screencap redraw of that one utena scene woohoo #vrisrezi and utenanthy dont share many similarities but there are some interesting parallels that can be drawn #like theyre all characters who are devoted to the respective roles they think they have #utena needs to be a prince and vriska needs to be a hero #terezi needs to cast vriska as the villain so that she can be the one to bring her to justice while anthy #is resigned to her role as the rose bride and is cast as a witch by others (and herself in a way...) to justify her suffering #im too tired to put into words all the other shit rattlign around in my brain but something something vriska society violence princes utena #something interesting to note is that in the rgu stabbing scene utena is walking to the left while is hs vriskas walking to the right #which i think is mostly a cultural difference due to english being read left to right while japanese is read right to left #changing which direction is percieved as forward #which could be read further into but could also just be the natural flow of the scene or whateevr #idk i need to peruse ohtori.nu again i looooove reading utena essays

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cacaocheri · 2 months ago

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i need them equally obsessed with each other

#hi i felt bad for drawing sooo much angst recently so heres something sweet <3333 enjoy my friends #i drew these mostly bc my boyfriend is SO nice to me and i need to gush about it somewhere. so sun and charlie projection #but ALSO i realized ive never drawn charlie blushing over sun??? or very flustered??????#so i NEEDED to change that #theyre both so bad down #my art #sun fnaf #charlie daydreamers #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #fnaf sun #sun security breach #sun x reader #the daycare attendant #dca fandom

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lucabyte · 6 months ago

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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.

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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks #hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature #ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual #isat spoilers #isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #sifloop #THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #lucabyteart #RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete #they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot

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bloobydabloob · 8 months ago

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I got a crush on Mads Mikkelsen

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #hs fanart #dirk strider #dirkjake #jake english #blooby posting #Traditional art for a change #been art blocked. Trying to escape #Also going to try and do more intimate DirkJake fanart #I feel like I am always drawing them just standing or sitting or something #I need to practice emoting #etc. Ok #back to watching breaking bad

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zaana · 11 months ago

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I love drawing this trio!

#the bad batch #star wars #fanart #tbb spoiler #tbb crosshair #tbb omega #tbb batcher #crosshair #omega #tbb spoilers #they just give me serotonin #i feel the need to draw all them all in their changing outfits #cross being a dad for omega #and him adopting the hound #unlocked something for me

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rjshope · 2 months ago

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Life is like balancing act, much like walking on a tightrope. People who manage to maintain a good balance between things are most admirable to me. (x)

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mizaruwu · 1 month ago

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May they annoy each other in every universe

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Legend as hero of Twilight and Warriors as hero of Minish

Misplaced heroes AU by @theegh0st

and yeah I'm referencing the LU wolf and the smallest hero drawings XD

#ever since I saw your lu swap au back in 2021 I've always always wanted to draw something about it sdfghjkfghj #very ooc Minish(Wars) sorry- he needed to be a lil silly for this to work >=<;)#his hair is wrong too CRII (I just used the first post as a ref n noticed the hairstyle change when I was done)#I LOVE everyone's designs #linked universe #lu legend #lu warriors #misplaced heroes au #mp kit #mp minish #my art

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