#and Lester's depression
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this legitimately healed me
#like maybe the depression is actually gone now!!!#he is so😭#dnp#dan and phil#phan#phil lester#dan howell#daniel howell#dnp tit#d&p#dip and pip#amazingphil#dnptit
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ten times divorced idiots <3
#i'm gonna fix my sleep schedule i say#hyperfocusing all night through the cramps#breaking the depression artblock at all costs#anyway John's face is made of countless hands that he puppets when he speaks#also torn up renainssance and medieval style clothing my beloved#might chip away at my KiY design over time tho#John piggybacking on Arthur's shoulders makes my brain go teehee#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#arthur lester malevolent#john malevolent#pardal does art
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Arthur Lester could totally crack a Juno Steel case but Juno would get his depressed ass handed to him given any of Arthur's situations. He'd sass up John the entire time then walk directly into a telephone pole because he's petty and refuses to listen to him
#His depressed ass the would fall into a hole™ and simply kill himself as a solution#tpp#the penumbra podcast#Juno steel#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#junoverse
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the true meaning of being in the phandom in ur mid twenties is watching "A Festive Day in the Life of Dan and Phil" on repeat so you can feel the festive cheer that you yearn for since it doesn't really feel like christmas anymore
#a festive quest#tokaido#didn't mean for this to get that depressing lol! but its simply the truth#festive day in the life of dan and phil!#dan and phil#dip and pip#phan#phil lester#daniel howell#dan and phil games#tit tour#danisnotonfire#dan howell#amazingphil#danandphil
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lofi phantasy: the album
track 11: a good stretch
#and like yes this second-half of the gifseries was Also so i could use that iconic 2009!phil moment for this track cause like.#it's so relevant#dan and phil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#amazingphil#phil lester#danandphilbeats#dpgdaily#phan#dnp gifs#my gifs#compilation#lofiphantasygifs#Lick my soap#20 Things I Wish I Knew Age 20#Daniel and Depression#A Week in the Life of Dan and Phil!#A Day in the Life of Dan and Phil in AUSTRALIA!
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I was doing FINE then I started to listen to podcasts and now I’m GAY
#if someone asks I’ll be in the depression corner listening to podcasts#the magnus archives#malevolent#the penumbra podcast#welcome to the night vale#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#wtnv cecil#cecil palmer#carlos the scientist#arthur lester#john doe
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I am totally fine
...Lester, who saw that Meg was like him, while observing her and her Beast...
...(and who didn't admit to himself, that he had a Beast too)...
...Meg who was so scared and worried out of her mind that Lester is in dander and is going to die in the cave of Trophonius that she kept trying to catch his attention and started singing in order to guarantee his safety...
...Lester, who selflessly agreed to give his life only if Meg is going to live; and then proceeded to put himself under risk of being suffocated...
...Meg who was helplessly watching how [her] dummy stabbed himself in the heart and fell limb (I am sure that for a second she was not sure if it was the end or not)...
...Lester who watched people he knew only for a few hours were killed for his sake, clearly not understanding why they would sacrifice themselves for him ("and, for some reason, Jason Grace decided that I would not die today too")...
...Meg, who was watching how her best friend was dying from poison; she didn't want him to die, she cried because she didn't want him to die...
...Lester who helped her to kill her Beast Nero... (I am sure that he is very proud of this achievement of hers)
...Lester, who promised her to come back, no matter what, because the sun always comes back...
Apollo, who did.
They, who became each other's family, because their families are shit (not all of the people/gods).
#lester papadopoulos#toa#meg mccaffrey#sunflower siblings#apollo#pjo#love them#they literally saved each other in different ways#they are ready to kill and die for eachother#and live#i think that lester would die for a cute puppy (who wouldn't)#or maybe he has depression#i think he has#yeah#trauma why not#i want to see them making each other hot chocolate at 2am in the kitchen cause they couldn't fall asleep#OR it was between 4th and 5th books abd they stopped at a gas station#at night and bought themselves hot chocolate#yesss#i need an additional book about that month? of them traveling through usa#siblings#i will find a way to dive into Lester's/Apollo's issues#and Lester's depression#because (headcanon) i am sure that it was not only depression but some sort of of e.d. (eating disorder) due to stress#or body dysphoria#but it is a headcanon#live to picture my trauma onto some beautiful losers of whom i am very-very proud#OH abd both of them grew mentally#i am proud of them
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a good way to break your neck for @heartstopperdnp
#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#dan and phil games#danandphilgames#my edits#parallels#DREAM TEEN BEDROOM MAKEOVER - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 53#17:58#DIL HOWLTER IS BACK - Dan and Phil Play: The Sims 4 64#14:50#the amount of times i watched these gifs to make them loop evenly is depressing#hundreds. it was hundreds
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idv art dump
#identity v#idv#anne lester#toy merchant idv#luca balsa#prisoner idv#frederick kreiburg#composer idv#matthias czernin#puppeteer idv#mike morton#acrobat idv#i haven’t made anything proper in months cause of depression and art block#god save me#is lucafrederick even a ship that’s popular#lucafrederick#lucarick#??#idk#fredluca#maybe?#prommy i’ll draw more#they are real to me
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how am i ever gonna be that happy about anything in my life ever again
#post tit depression hitting#again#dan and phil#dan howell#phan#phil lester#dan and phil games#terrible influence tour#daniel howell
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Arthur Lester laughing??? In my Malevolent??? more likely than you'd think
#that's a lie it will never happen again#but when i tell you that cured my back pain#my knee pain#my depression#my anxiety#everything#malevolent 41#malevolent#arthur lester
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giggly dan howell i love you more than words can say
#dan and phil#phan#amazingphil#daniel howell#phil lester#in an earnest way#i am also someone who is extremely giggly and laughs a lot while being Very Depressed#he's so me. and i love him dearly. much to say on that topic
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missing silver arrow hours!!! just came here to say that i love your writing and i’m missing them a lot !
im so sad that im so incompetent and i haven’t been able to give you a new chapter in a bit, honestly idk what’s wrong with me but i’ll try really hard and it will be back soon <3
look at @pinofdnp edit in the meantime it made me so happy <3333 lovely edit!!!! 🤍🏁🤍
#i am so depressed y’all like its no coincidence everyone is satth is so freaking SAD like#sorry#im going to try harder i promise#i love you for the kind words#i love everyone who is nice to me in spite of how sad i am all the time#satth#f1 au#its dan and phil but they are f1 drivers#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#phil lester#daniel howell#amazingphil#phanfiction#writeblr#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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i wish i did this for the meme but that’s actually what i wore to dinner (after having a mental breakdown) vs to watch the wedding video
#giving depression in the first and d*ke in the second#dnp#yeet my deet#dan and phil#phan#danandphilgames#gamingmas 2023#i felt so gender#give the gender you want to see in the world#devan wedding#in all seriousness#christmas is really hard for me#my dad died in 2019 and ever since then i’ve hated christmas#for the past 5 years i’ve refused to dress up for christmas eve dinner#i just wear his clothes#but devan wedding outfit made me so happy#dan howell#amazingphil#phil lester#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#bog#d&p#tmogar#hbdnell#image description in alt
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head librarian isnt looking post gay creatures
#malevolent#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#yippeeee work doodles. that i will digitize someday. much too be tweaked but the flow was so meditative im glad i got it out of my brain#was thinking on No Face and veils as described in mormon church (over your mortal brain so you cannot remember your divinity until death.)#made me feel like i had cottonballs in my ear canals and greatly depressed me in a way i did not understand at 10 but whatever#also worth noting im a deep platonic love truther despite the caption
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loser boy sneak peek before bed
#i have been working on this one silly concept for a MONTH#depression be hitting different rn 😔#anyways#lester papadopoulos#pjo apollo#toa#pjo hoo toa#fanart#jess’s art
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