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Hey bro just wanted to pass by and say that I love it when you write those huge and super specific tags when reblogging a post!!!!! It brightens my day (atleast whenever you reblog my posts lololol). You're so cool and I hope you have a nice day sweetie <3
Sgisuofzfiydi!!! Thank you, that’s so kind of you to say I’m so happy my lil tag ramblings can do that for you!!! (On your posts anyway lmao)
YOU’RE so cool!! You’re very cool yourself!! Like, when you open commissions proper you bet your bottom dollar I’m gonna commission you!!
And I hope your day goes great too, buddy!!! :D
#ask#(still need me a better ask tag lol all the creativity was spent on my text post tag)#nonoiswearidraw21#it always makes me feel so happy when. my tags have such a positive effect on people and they Tell me ab it it’s so!!!! !!!!#i just be out here saying whatever in the tags and can’t help but feel annoying sometimes but DHXGICKG it’s moments like these that just!!#drive the feeling away!! thank you so much for your kind words got me smiling like a dope here >w<#and I’m serious like. I will pay you#I love your art I can and will buy smth from you#like bro you’re such a sweetheart#also. yeah my day is just. weaving at work lmao#been working on wall hangings as examples for what you can do and what people can do#I’m actually having fun with it!! I’m having a good day!! I hope you have a good one too!! :D
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Blaming KH2 Sora’s anger and aggression all on Roxas really downplays how ready to throw hands Sora is in KH1 and CoM.
#also ignores rage form in kh3 obviously#but I’m talking about sora pre-roxas#i see this take so much and I’m like convinced ppl don’t pay attention to sora in kh1 or com#or they just take what diz/ansem the wise says about sora needing more anger in his heart at face value#even though ATW never knows what tf he’s talking about#my man was wrong about everything in kh2 why would you believe him#sure roxas unsettled in sora’s heart probably played a part#but it’s not all on him be so serious now#anyway. ppl keep reblogging that post from me even though I’m not the op#keep seeing ‘sora wants to kill so bad’ too#and like#i don’t know how to break this to you but sora has killed already#that’s a pretty significant thing that happens in every game#like i understand where you’re coming from but sora very much has killed people
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i think the qsmp is very impressive for speedrunning the same love-hate relationship i have with the dsmp in under a year as opposed to the three it took for the other one
#truly the qsmp experience for me was just my dsmp experience but . 10x more intense . qsmp burned bright like a sun and fucking exploded#while dsmp just kinda died out slowly and by then i wasn’t interested in it anw#i think love-hate relationship is the only way to describe it because it’s like . it was incredible . i loved it . i still love it .#i dedicate my free time to working on a wiki for it and i think about the cubitos and npcs often . but jesus fucking christ the toll that#shit took on quite literally the everyone’s mental health . the constant stress and near psychological torment the ccs and admins dealth#with because of an insane lack of rp etiquette planning and communication . they couldn’t even talk to the people they were roleplaying#child death with . what the fuck#and looking back at it now it’s crazy to me just how MUCH happened in such a short amount of time . just constant shit happening . purgatory#lasted two weeks and it still feels to me like it lasted two months i’m so serious . you lived every single fucking moment#etoiles still brings up purgatory when he’s in a particularly stressful ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t situation’ . lord#and STILL i’m glad it happened and it seems like the admins and ccs would pretty much all agree seeing how they act . like even despite#how so much of it sucked . because so much of it was incredible and life changing and just a fucking adrenaline rush of fun .#i don’t want another qsmp 2 as much as i’d love to be optimistic as much as i want to capture the joy of the server’s best momenrs again#christ in hell . pay your fucking workers treat them as actual human beings and act like the international company you are#jay rambles
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okay hear me out. i know i love science and i’m very good at chemistry and physics. but what if i became a fucking accountant
#IM SERIOUS…….#like i’ve been doing research about what career path to tailor my degree towards when i go back to school#and it seems like chemistry careers outside of phd research and academia just. barely exist in the US anymore#they’ve been largely outsourced or are extremely geographically limited. or it’s pure bench work that barely pays better than retail#and i’m like. knowing what i know now about my health i just cannot go into academia. i cant. it would take up 100% of my life#and as much as i think i could be smart enough i just like don’t. want to give up on hobbies or having a personal life.#i’m a slow reader/writer. i cant be writing all those papers and making all of those curriculums. it would be all i ever did#and i don’t want to constantly move across the country in pursuit of unicorn chem/bio jobs that would actually interest me#i need to be near my family or a few very close friends on case of a medical emergency#and as for accounting like. look at my hobbies. i love optimizing dragon capitalism on FR. i love making charts and solving puzzles#i don’t mind menial tasks. i need a job with consistent hours that i can leave at the office. bc otherwise i can get too wound up#accountants are in demand everywhere and the pay is actually proportional to the amount of schooling required#depending on the company you work for the work/life balance can be pretty reasonable apparently#i’m good at math enjoy solving problems and have job experience recruiting clients and solving their unique problems#it’s not as spiritually fulfilling as astrobiology but like does it have to be? if i could have a stable and healthy life with people i love#idfk man
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lmao
#so desperate for cash I started downloading random apps that tooootally promise to pay you 2 bucks if you just get to level 100 I swear bro#I’ve been terracing block for an hour with no progress because I’m stupid as fuck#tetris-ing*#god I need a fucking windfall#can a distant u known wealthy relative please leave me lots of money in their will#please I’m literally so fucking serious#🐻’s body is breaking down#he’s stronger than me but he’s still arthritic and prone to fatigue#I just want like 30k it’ll solve every last one of my problems lol#op#venting obv
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My life is a sitcom
#WHY did my solicitor (the one dealing with my dads estate) enagage with a 45 MINUTE CONVERSATION about the Israel/Gaza war 😭😭#he’s Jewish and felt very Strongly about Everything and i was like. uhm. well I hear you. I hear you.#but if I go on to disagree with you will you make me pay extra tax or summ 💀#I was literallly going In to drop off dads death certificate and suddenly I’m defending the right for Palestinian self-determination#like BRO CAN U NOT SEE IM CRYING. PLEASEEEEEE#also ya before anyone asks I have logged the time down so if he tries to bill me for it I will get that shit striked off. because be SERIOUS
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….fucking Spotify requires you to buy more fucking audiobook credits????
#ooc. o kaptain.#[me: finds a single thing that gives me serotonin. that thing: lmao $$$$$$$$$$$#so fucking angry. I went to literally play it and it was like ☺️ buy more audiobook credits!!! are you fucking??? serious???? what is this#shit ‘insert token to listen to audiobook’???? I PAY for your PREMIUM SUBSCRIPTION YOU FUCKS. goddamn it. GODDAMN IT. I just can’t enjoy a#goddamn single thing in this life. today. TODAY it needed to do this to me. after we find out a million messy things about my aunt’s#disability leave. this is so rad. I love having a life that’s not a fucking life it’s just a goddamn void. trying desperately to enjoy#anything but I assume within ten minutes it’ll tell me I’m paywalled even if I’m in a fucking park smoking a j. I want to go somewhere. I#want to go fucking anywhere. I want to scream into nowhere for the next nine hours for so many reasons but all I can do is stare. genuinely#wish I could have a five minute goddamn break. I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired. waiting constantly for every good thing to fall apart#because WHY WOULDNT IT? OF COURSE IT WILL.]#negativity /
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“ooh free fanfiction” i say, while getting into rpf, as if fanfiction is not already free and legally has to be
#btw this is other people’s perception of me#what i mean is that i do not care about these people and i am here because their dynamics are intriguing and their jobs do not matter#like yes you do this thing that many people care about and are interested in#i don’t care i want to see you fuck your colleagues#this is gonna bite me in the future if i ever become a celebrity#i am here to enjoy people’s masterpieces (gifs and jokes and writing and art)#not pay attention to celebrities’ lives#i’ll care about the funny and sexy and weird moments but nothing else#also yeah this is about formula 1 to anyone who pays attention to my blog#maybe i’ll get into it properly but i don’t have the attention span right now and also im about to go through life changes#so i don’t have the time#right now i’m in the fandom because i like getting into fandoms without any serious ties#like situationships except it’s ao3
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#feeling depressed and I can’t tell if it’s because I’m hormonal from my period or having valid issues and concerns#been feeling unfulfilled in my relationship lately for many reasons and so that’s been giving me a rough time#partner has adhd and so do I but theirs is much worse and they’re not on meds for it yet and the dysfunction is causing problems#I want to be understanding but it’s interfering with plans and it’s always on me to change direction for us and figure out something else#at a certain point in life not paying bills because you forgot from adhd is a serious and annoying issue and not a valid excuse anymore#but it’s not my bills or money so what can I say about it#and I want to talk to my bestie and vent but having problems with him too and it feels like he only wants to talk to me if hes bored at work#only wants to hang if it’s convenient or if he wants/needs something from me#so I’ve been feeling used and not really cared for so it’s kind of like what would be the point in trying to call him#I know he won’t answer the phone anyway since most of the time when I call he ignores me so why bother#but then I just don’t have anyone to talk to or get advice from or anything#so I feel very stuck and alone and like I just need to get feelings out but I don’t know how or what to do about it#and all of this is compounded by hormones and mood swings so how much of these problems are real and how much are just my period?#I just don’t know the answer and that makes things even more difficult to deal with#personal
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Not gonna lie I kinda fucking hate it when people draw genderbends of male characters who own like one and a half outfits maximum bc they don’t care about clothes or their appearance, and the female version is wearing like, an adorable and very trendy minidress that probably cost minimum $120. She Would Not Fucking Wear That
#if this post sounds oddly specific to you I am referencing one specific fanart of one specific mdzs chaeaxter#*character#and NO I can’t find it I’m pretty sure I blocked op for annoying me so much#the character in question was NOT LWJ as I totally understand that you can view his approach to his appearance a number of different ways#I mean I definitely think it’s clear he DOES care about his appearance it’s just unclear if it would be in a ‘dropping serious cash#on clothes’ way or not#since in canon I’m pretty sure he would not be paying for his own clothes#and maybe doesn’t even get much say in what he wears#like no you can NOT wear linen you’re the heir to the sect you have to wear rly expensive fabrics always#anyway. it was someone else. but someone who also wears white if that narrows it down (it does.)
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maybe i am being a huge bitch and terrible and unfair ????? perhaps that’s the problem ???? and that is likely. however the council (my two best friends and my mom) have concurred that i should actually be angrier and meaner so i think im doing my best atm
#kinda joke but actually i don’t know what to do and i am sooooo angry it i don’t think it’s justified but also isn’t it ? isn’t it ?#like i may have fucked up the very serious convo that we had earlier but also i’m so mad. and i said that. and she heard me I THOUGHT#so i thought it was going to get taken care of but apparently not#like ok. don’t pay rent just stay here 5/7 nights a week and stop by anytime and don’t make any moves to change or fix the position you’re#in like whatever atp. maybe i’d be a better friend if i was more understanding and ive been telling myself that for weeks but also wtf#i know things are terrible for her so i should be nicer and more understanding but i’ve been as nice and understanding as i can be for three#months now and nothings changed she not even interested in changing things so at what point is it real life consequences#of im mad and you have to pay rent ffs#idk. i should apologize for even asking that of her ig. i know things are super hard for her rn. but things are also hard for me rn#in different less extreme ways but still. idk
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Day three of holding everyone’s laundry hostage until my father takes a shower.
The last of my father’s beloved white socks have fallen to the filth. There is little hope, and even less in terms of rest. The battle is ongoing, and it feels often that I am fighting alone. Morale is low; my ally in this conflict, mother, is injured. I long for the days when I can rest. When this war will cease, and all will be clean again. The dishes done, the people bathed, the laundry washed and folded. Alas. We know the struggle will never end.
I am Sisyphus, and my father’s horrid stench and apathy are forever my boulder.
My father is a war profiteer, and I am a hapless young recruit greeting a doomed mission.
Last shower date: December 25th, 2023
#collective tag#it spoke#i’m venting#but like… only half serious#god I am so so so so tired.#I’m so pissed man#at just. everything#this house is falling apart around me and It’s like I can’t do anything#I have begged and begged and begged this fucking man to take a goddamn shower.#I cry about this#because he just doesn’t fucking care#I CANT DO EVERYTHING!!!!!#NOT FOREVER#huge ass ants everywhere? sure. fuck it. why not#piles and piles of laundry? okay. I can do that.#not paying the mortgage until our shit gets shut down and mom and I yell at you?#cooking halfassed meals that are only barely tolerable to you and inedible to everyone else#and then complaining when we don’t eat them despite how much we’ve all told you?#and leaving the whole kitchen to rot?#PISSING YOURSELF REPEATEDLY AND NOT CHANGING YOUR PANTS BECAUSE YOU DONT FEEL LIKE IT AND NEVER SHOWERING FOR MONTHS ON END?#I’m just… words cannot describe how tired I am right now.#mom has a broken foot too so I also have to take care of her even more than normal#how did baby me handle this all the time on top of school?#‘yeah sure i can take care of two fucked up angry disabled adults on top of my crippling childhood trauma and schoolwork!’#—>#‘I swear to fucking god I will telepathically make my heart stop beating by sheer force of fucking will if I hear you call for me again’#deepest apologies to any poor soul that reads this#i really just needed to cry and scream and cry harder again until I throw up#and maybe a hug
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Now riddle me this. If you’re having a bad day at work would this make you feel better? Rhetorical question
#like brooooo “it still sounds better than the shit I HAD TO DEAL WITH’ like are you serious#my sister does this shit too. it’s like everything has to be a competition#to top it off they did some bs to where we don’t even get our incentive pay if we have to work like this anymore#AND I wasn’t supposed to work today bc I switched my days around#I’m just so incredibly frustrated#rjb.net
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At first it was like “i’m the world’s biggest bardven fan” as a joke but I don’t think it’s a joke anymore…. Like I genuinely might be the world’s biggest bardven fan
#genshin impact#venti#namelessbard#bardven#venbard#If you want to prove me wrong#please do it#I don’t want to shoulder this burden of being the number one worldwide fan of something#If there are people more unhinged about bardven I will pay you to tell me about them#I mean i’m not serious about the paying part but like you get what i’m saying#I am so unhinged about bardven istg
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makes me kind of sad that no one’s made a proper multifemale edit of taylor’s who’s afraid of little old me? bc, okay look, the song is filled with so much female rage that when i see people using it for edits for male characters, and it’s male characters that i like or love don’t get me wrong, it’s like they’re not getting what the song is about. it feels weird seeing it paired to anything other than women and what we’ve struggled with.
#before ANYONE says anything; yes i’m aware that men struggle too#i am in NO WAY invalidating the fact that they’ve gone through awful stuff but i’m focusing on women#but women have a long history of being invalidated period and i think we should be more aware of it when it comes to stuff like this#i mean i see it used for spider-man or stiles stilinski and i just dont vibe with it#i love both those characters but the song isnt meant for them#then i see it used for characters like paul atreides or anakin or joker?? and i wanna fight#it’s like are you serious?? did you not even pay attention to the song? and you decide to use clips from their movies for it?#i’m very much aware that this is the internet and you can edit whatever you want and creative freedom or whatever#but i also have creative freedom to voice my opinion and disagree with the use#and i dont mean to gatekeep the song AT ALL#i just want people to really pay attention to the lyrics and recognize that it isnt some villain strut or badass ballad#it’s a song about being broken down to pieces and rising up despite it; telling those that pulled you apart or watched as you fell#that they SHOULD be afraid of you and what you’re capable of BECAUSE they’re the ones to blame for their own undoing#and i firmly still believe it’s a female rage song and should stay it#if you HAD to give it to a male character give it to someone who it makes SENSE for#someone like percy jackson or you know what no i change my mind#it’s so clearly meant for women that i’m not entertainting that idea#sorry for the rant#taylor swift#who’s afraid of little old me#the tortured poets department#ttpd#ts ttpd
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tag nine (9) people you’d like to know better
Tagged by @misspickman thank you!!
Last song: When I first saw the tag post it was “I wanna know what love is” by Foreigner (shoutout to my baby boy Nova <3 it was on his playlist), but between seeing the tag and actually making this post I did watch that Bad Apple r/place video so technically it’s Bad Apple. I just felt that was too obvious.
Currently watching: Ummm… things I’m in the middle of… My Adventures With Superman. Gotham, technically (we dropped off somewhere in season 2 like a year ago), and also CW Supergirl, technically (I’m only about 4 episodes in and it’s been months).
And then my anime Tuesday watch party rotates through a whole list of them so I am in the middle of uh… Komi Can’t Communicate, To Your Eternity, Bocchi the Rock, Kaguya-sama Love Is War, Natsume Yuujinchou, Witch From Mercury, and Blood Blockade Battlefront.
Also Miraculous Ladybug. Back to watching that just bc I was too happy I guess and needed something to scream about.
Currently reading: I just finished both This Is How You Lose The Time War and The House in the Cerulean Sea (I liked both, would recommend) but haven’t picked up anything new on the novel front, though next up is These Are Not The Trinity Papers. Because it's sitting on my desk now so I guess it's next.
Comics front I’m still working my way through Young Justice ‘98 and Tim’s Robin run, plus currently keeping up with Poison Ivy, City Boy, Spirit World, Green Arrow, and Batman and Detective Comics. And SMOT. And actually haven't read the last TDR, which I was keeping up with (do not recommend, unless you're like me and just want to look at pretty pictures of Tim; it's not bad per se just so deeply middling). I’ve gotten a couple months behind because I’ve been busy with new job and travel and friends… OH ALSO I did just pick up Batman/Superman World's Finest Vol 1. from the library, so that's also On The List (the list is so god damn long).
Current obsession: DC for sure, for better or for worse. I’m sure you couldn’t tell from my other answers on this. (I didn’t even mention the DC video games I’ve been playing...)
Tagging… @milfkon @loisinherlane @domokunrainbowkinz @lesbitchin if y’all wanna do it
#ramblings tag#tag game#did I forget anything. almost certainly.#I do not know 9 people so I will not be tagging 9 people. god bless#I don’t talk to enough people on tumblr I always fret about who I’m allowed to tag and who will think I’m annoying for doing so#sometimes I think to myself why does it take you so long to finish reading things and then I remember that I am always in the middle of lik#7 million different things at once and rotating through them#and then it's like oh yeah that's why#and I didn't even mention all the random chinese danmei that I pick up and drop to just fill the time when I don't wanna pay attention#these are of course separate from the chinese damnei I read serious bc some of them are good#I like reading the trash tho <3
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