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say-im-a-dreamer · 3 months

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#tw #vent #pls ignore #I relapsed today after 5 weeks #and I’m not doing so well #and my parents are away #which shouldn’t be a big deal bc I’m meant to be moving out soon anyway #but now I’ve gotta be careful bc they’re gonna say I’m not ready to be on my own #which is fair ig #I mean I’ve not taken my meds properly in weeks #which is probably why I wanna disappear rn #like just wipe me off the face of the earth #I just feel so alone #and I can’t tell anyone I relapsed because then they’re gonna get worried #and my mum will have to have the whole are you safe talk #and I’m not under a psych anymore either which is just great #not that they’d do anything bc they don’t wanna treat bpd #or ocd #I just feel like shit like real shit like holy fuck do I wanna just fling myself off a bridge #but I won’t bc I love my dog too much #I’m just posting this to vent I’ll probs delete tomorrow #I’m not expecting anyone to care I’m just doing this for me #none of this makes sense #I’m sorry I’m here

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chloesimaginationthings · 3 months

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There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?

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identitty-dickruption · 5 months

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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle

#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk #I feel so fucking awful rn #I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir #but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere #it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now #only way to get my brain to shut up #I have such a busy weekend ahead as well #godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas #I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry #but I sure Feel Like Doing It

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questwithambition · 3 months

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Something incredibly satisfying about knowing your craft and the confidence that goes with it. Just the casual “yeah I could make that”. Want a band tee? Yeah I can embroider my own with the lyrics I want. Bridesmaid dress too long? Yeah I can hem it. Need new slippers? Yeah I can crochet a pair (and give them bunny ears). And of course it’s not perfect but nothing beats that feeling of being able to craft your own solution with your own two hands

#this was prompted by watching nerdforge on YouTube #which I highly recommend they just made an office with a bed that moves as required because they wanted the space #and the “well we want this so we’re going to make it attitude #I aspire to #due to space and resources I’m stuck with limited textile arts but want to and will learn more #want to also sew my own clothes but see above re space #so doing mending and alterations for now which is still satisfying!!!#plus being able to make all your friends presents #rambles #crochet #embroidery #seeing #questwithambition

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adaki · 2 months

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GIRLS NITE OUT >_< ((clockwork could not make it)) (wip)

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itsafreetrialofdeath · 9 months

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sorry Mystra he’s not your wizard anymore

#my art #bg3 #bg3 fanart #bg3 gale #gale of waterdeep #bg3 mystra #always thought she was blonde…#also yeah outfit change oh well #sorry mother of all magic but you told him to die so now I’m gonna hunt you down for sport #this is like the one thing I make sure to do every time I make it to act 3 #baldur’s gate 3

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peachiecure · 4 months

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#super paper mario #count bleck #spm #count bleck spm #meme #this is doing numbers on Twitter so I’m leaving it here as well

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hollytree33 · 1 month

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Hi so I might’ve made a painting of my Inquisitor while trying to mimic Solas’s style so I can pretend he made it

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sensitiveheartless · 2 months

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One Summer Day

#hullo! I’m back!#sorry about the longer-than-planned-for-absence;#after I got back from my trip I was exhausted and then I almost immediately had to deal with a health thing #and I haven’t had as much brain for drawing as I would have hoped — but I finally finished another piece!#learning this new software is taking me a bit but it’s so fun alskdjfjf :D #hope you all are doing well!! I’ll start answering asks again whenever I have time #bsd #my art #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk #skyline pigeon fic

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shorthaltsjester · 3 months

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when people think delilah just completely takes over and laudna has no control. when people think jester is just an uwu child who has been manipulated by every man she’s met. when people think vex is an empty husk of daddy issues without her brother by her side. when people think fjord is an arrogant asshole who doesn’t pay attention to the party around him. when people think scanlan saying that vox machina doesn’t care about him is an accurate assessment.

#i’m tired and i was bitching w a friend about this earlier but good grief.#cr fandom HATES when a character knowingly denies or portrays themself in a way that is false #but that fulfils the expected role the party/the fandom has dictated for them #whether the character is intentionally lying (vex and fjord esque) or has bad faithed themselves into believing what they’re saying #(laudna and scanlan) cr very frequently plays with like . the character is saying this and it’s not trueeeee #you’d think the fandom that’s oh so willing to History Is Written By The Victors their way into validating wiping out all of the gods #because (checks notes) they do not fulfil the whims of every person who asks #might have a little more grace when it comes to doubting the characters words as always truthful or always well informed #critical role

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paintedpatroclus · 4 months

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“so, sokka clings to him, and sighs contentedly when zuko clings back.” from breakable heaven, chapter 10 by @sokkalore

how’s everyone holding up zukka nation …

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chloesimaginationthings · 6 months

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Michael has a hard time retelling FNAF sister location

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clownsuu · 4 months

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my apolocheese for not posting lately, life has decided to turn 180 (again) and I have had very little time to draw and do other personal things 😔🥄

#Very busy and very stressed #I am doing well don’t worry! Just a lotta new things I am very not used to #Maybe one day I will go into a lil more detail on what is happening- but that may be when I’m more comfortable-#-to do so #But for now take a lil doodle 👍💥🥄 it’s what I could manage for now (for main anyway)#Welcome home #welcome home au #wally darling #welcome home wally #welcome home mob au #goober wally

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twinstxrs · 6 months

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so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fig faeth #ruben hopclap #lucy frostblade #the rat grinders #adaine abernant #kipperlilly copperkettle #watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk #like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was #what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god #my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season #the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands #also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk #but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up #they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here #there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows #the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance

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ropes3amthoughts · 23 days

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This is such a mess but do you guys get my vision

#this was drawn rather quickly so it’s not all that cleaned up but I was trying to get my vision out to the masses #I’ve been thinking about the two of them for a little while #I accidentally exaggerated the height difference #I have never drawn Hien before so sorry if she looks bad #dawg I just realized I gave her one tattoo instead of two and put it on the wrong side of her face at one point 😭#this is so messy but bare with me guys can you understand what I mean #hien dungeon meshi #rinsha fana #rin dungeon meshi #rin x hien #hien x rin #rinhien? hienrin? rien? hin? hiri? no idea #implied Shulin and Labru if you squint #well not really because they’re like chasing after not even like with them but like you can think whatever you want #rare pair #what if we were both heartbroken and we were both girls #sort of I don’t know how to explain it but it works in my brain #like you guys see the similarities between them right? they could get along right? maybe they could kiss right?#do you guys understand or do I sound crazy #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #my art #doodle #messy art #long post #or at least these tags are long I’m typing so many of my thoughts here #rope/spider art #rope/spider post

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the-meme-monarch · 10 months

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loop my beloved

#i don’t think I’m anywhere near being done with this game but if anything happens to any of these characters i’ll bite my hands off #the art gallery #in stars and time #i tried to do some dappled lighting but idk if i like how it turned out 💔 so i included the sketch #EDIT i feel like i should mention i know Full Well shit is going to happen if all the art of siffrin crying is anything to go by. i just kn #i just know that once i actually get there it’s gonna fucking wreck me JXSJSMXJMSSMXJSJ #ans i mean art of siffrin crying as in In The Game. i think it literally opens on an image of them crying ?

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