#and I’m not doing so well
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#tw#vent#pls ignore#I relapsed today after 5 weeks#and I’m not doing so well#and my parents are away#which shouldn’t be a big deal bc I’m meant to be moving out soon anyway#but now I’ve gotta be careful bc they’re gonna say I’m not ready to be on my own#which is fair ig#I mean I’ve not taken my meds properly in weeks#which is probably why I wanna disappear rn#like just wipe me off the face of the earth#I just feel so alone#and I can’t tell anyone I relapsed because then they’re gonna get worried#and my mum will have to have the whole are you safe talk#and I’m not under a psych anymore either which is just great#not that they’d do anything bc they don’t wanna treat bpd#or ocd#I just feel like shit like real shit like holy fuck do I wanna just fling myself off a bridge#but I won’t bc I love my dog too much#I’m just posting this to vent I’ll probs delete tomorrow#I’m not expecting anyone to care I’m just doing this for me#none of this makes sense#I’m sorry I’m here
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There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#roxanne wolf#fnaf roxy#glamrock chica#security breach#fnaf ruin#fnaf fanart#yuri#happy pride#SHOUT OUT to the ruined vers of Roxy and Chica 🔥🔥#this is post getting her voice box back btw#this comic is based off that one MHA page#I don’t read mha but I always wanted to redraw those panels myself#I JUST thought it was sweet if Chica still thinks Roxy is pretty#despite not having her face anymore#Roxy seemingly really needs that validation so I think this is cute#I ACTUALLY had a lot of fun drawing them#I wasn’t sure if I could make the ruined designs like work well#but I’m happy how they turned out#I really hope we do see Roxy and Chica again new vers of them or whatever#Doomed yuri in fnaf is so real 🧡🤍🩷
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#i’m finally backkkkkkk#sebastian solace x you#sebastian solace pressure#pressure sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#sebastian x you#sebastian x reader#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace x reader#sebastian solace#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#i missed doing sebastian doodles so muchhhh#it feels like coming home from sea#and he’s my little widow#well wait no longer he will NOT go untormented#nokart
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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For the twins in time AU, I genuinely wonder what kind of people the young twins grow up into because of Stan’s/Ford’s influence. Especially if it takes years for the portal to get fixed.
(Sorry if it seems like I already sent this question, I don’t know if it got sent the first time I asked)
I haven’t fully fleshed out how Ford grows up in the past but I do have thoughts on Stan presently
#he’s still his goofy brash self as well#but I do think he gets an outlet for all that through monster hunting and trips and stuff#he does get comfortable here though…#I’m thinking we have something play out that’s similar to the science fair#where they get close to being able to send him home and he breaks something or maybe even purposely sabotages it…#and I think he sneaks out a lot too#maybe he uses the secret identities in that way like when he’s in town he’ll pretend to be Pinley pinington#and that’s how he develops his scammy/improv skills#FORD ON THE OTHER HAND#I think he might actually be MORE emotionally stunted because Stan tries so hard to protect him#that it goes the other way#they kind of become reliant on each other in a really unhealthy way or maybe Stan sort of steers ford away from his smart stuff#to prevent the future from happening#not maliciously but yk#like I said I haven’t fleshed his story out as fully yet so I will get back to you#but there are some interesting possibilities#my art#ask#gravity falls#twins in time au#Stan pines#Stanley pines
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Miku's hair defying her
how much do you think her hair might weigh
#hatsune miku#vocaloid#piapro studio#doodle#ask#anonymous#i was trying to make this look like a scanned pen drawing#but the thing about scanned pen drawings is that do it well and it looks digital#so now i’m not sure what this is
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Hi so I might’ve made a painting of my Inquisitor while trying to mimic Solas’s style so I can pretend he made it
#I’ve titled it Decade of Pining#I’m handling the wait for veilguard well as you can see#I didn’t sleep last night and just worked on this woops#at least I have the day off today so it’s no biggie#but I am perhaps a bit delirious#i think this is good for my first try#but i need to work on making things more simplified if i wanna do this again#especially in the face he doesn’t do faces tbh#I struggle a lot with not over complicating things#always have#i just wanna add more#i know no restraint#solas#dragon age#shivana lavellan#my art#dragon age fanart#solavellan#da4#dragon age veilguard#da:tv
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Something incredibly satisfying about knowing your craft and the confidence that goes with it. Just the casual “yeah I could make that”. Want a band tee? Yeah I can embroider my own with the lyrics I want. Bridesmaid dress too long? Yeah I can hem it. Need new slippers? Yeah I can crochet a pair (and give them bunny ears). And of course it’s not perfect but nothing beats that feeling of being able to craft your own solution with your own two hands
#this was prompted by watching nerdforge on YouTube#which I highly recommend they just made an office with a bed that moves as required because they wanted the space#and the “well we want this so we’re going to make it attitude#I aspire to#due to space and resources I’m stuck with limited textile arts but want to and will learn more#want to also sew my own clothes but see above re space#so doing mending and alterations for now which is still satisfying!!!#plus being able to make all your friends presents#rambles#crochet#embroidery#seeing#questwithambition
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GIRLS NITE OUT >_< ((clockwork could not make it)) (wip)
#myart#idk what he’s doing here#this is a work in progress#but I’m gonna be on some island for four days so I wanted to post before I left#Ej is just there for the food#I think Jane and Nina + Ej could be a good friend group actually#very balanced#I hope Jane knows I have a Lamborghini ready for her#creepypasta#eyeless jack#jane the killer#nina the killer#jeff the killer#crp#horror#slenderman#ej#jtk#this is really half assed I’m going to be 100% honest#nobody reading this but the support on my store has been so nice and I love you all#ok bye <3#why is this preforming well#I want 2 delete this so bad 💀
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sorry Mystra he’s not your wizard anymore
#my art#bg3#bg3 fanart#bg3 gale#gale of waterdeep#bg3 mystra#always thought she was blonde…#also yeah outfit change oh well#sorry mother of all magic but you told him to die so now I’m gonna hunt you down for sport#this is like the one thing I make sure to do every time I make it to act 3#baldur’s gate 3
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#super paper mario#count bleck#spm#count bleck spm#meme#this is doing numbers on Twitter so I’m leaving it here as well
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One Summer Day
#hullo! I’m back!#sorry about the longer-than-planned-for-absence;#after I got back from my trip I was exhausted and then I almost immediately had to deal with a health thing#and I haven’t had as much brain for drawing as I would have hoped — but I finally finished another piece!#learning this new software is taking me a bit but it’s so fun alskdjfjf :D#hope you all are doing well!! I’ll start answering asks again whenever I have time#bsd#my art#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#skk#skyline pigeon fic
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Michael has a hard time retelling FNAF sister location
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#michael afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#ennard#fnaf#fnaf movie#sister location#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#You guys ever think about how popular Michael was#like in the mini game cut scene his whole street was outside waving at him#the dude was popular and well liked#I wonder if he misses that at all#that whole scene is still one of my faves fr fr#Ennard Michael is so cool and freaky I’m glad Ive designed a look for em#he got his life together since his bully teen years#Michael actually doing some mini therapy with Vanessa good on him
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when people think delilah just completely takes over and laudna has no control. when people think jester is just an uwu child who has been manipulated by every man she’s met. when people think vex is an empty husk of daddy issues without her brother by her side. when people think fjord is an arrogant asshole who doesn’t pay attention to the party around him. when people think scanlan saying that vox machina doesn’t care about him is an accurate assessment.
#i’m tired and i was bitching w a friend about this earlier but good grief.#cr fandom HATES when a character knowingly denies or portrays themself in a way that is false#but that fulfils the expected role the party/the fandom has dictated for them#whether the character is intentionally lying (vex and fjord esque) or has bad faithed themselves into believing what they’re saying#(laudna and scanlan) cr very frequently plays with like . the character is saying this and it’s not trueeeee#you’d think the fandom that’s oh so willing to History Is Written By The Victors their way into validating wiping out all of the gods#because (checks notes) they do not fulfil the whims of every person who asks#might have a little more grace when it comes to doubting the characters words as always truthful or always well informed#critical role
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“so, sokka clings to him, and sighs contentedly when zuko clings back.” from breakable heaven, chapter 10 by @sokkalore
how’s everyone holding up zukka nation …
#I reread in a frenzy sending haley exclamation points so i’m doing really well#sorry haley i can’t remember if zuko is short in breakable heaven#it was gut instinct to make him shorter#also their outfits are compliments#matchies!#atla#zuko#my art#zukka#sokka#avatar: tla#avatar: the last airbender#zuko x sokka#sokka/zuko#zuko atla#sokka atla#breakable heaven#bh#breakable heaven fanfiction#fanfic
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my apolocheese for not posting lately, life has decided to turn 180 (again) and I have had very little time to draw and do other personal things 😔🥄
#Very busy and very stressed#I am doing well don’t worry! Just a lotta new things I am very not used to#Maybe one day I will go into a lil more detail on what is happening- but that may be when I’m more comfortable-#-to do so#But for now take a lil doodle 👍💥🥄 it’s what I could manage for now (for main anyway)#Welcome home#welcome home au#wally darling#welcome home wally#welcome home mob au#goober wally
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