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I think somebody out there wants me to kill myself lmao. I keep seeing things on here that could all potentially ruin my mood, and now I see holes getting shot through one of my lifelines amidst the sinking sands of depression. I knew Goku was never entirely a righteous hero, but in fact got a lot of thrill from fighting, which is why he would sometimes leave a worthy opponent alive so he can fight him again, even if they were an extremely dangerous individual to let roam free. But this says that it's literally all he cares about? Some of the claims OP made are, at the very least, not backed up in the source provided by the other poster. It doesn't say here that he only feels companionship not love, and that he would only care for a second if his family and friends died.***
It's pretty messed up. The same article makes both Goku and Toriyama not look so great all at once. In it, he also admits that his motivation for writing DBZ was nothing more than money, and doesn't say that he learned to love it or have any connection to his fans (in fact, he mentions intentionally messing with them and being contrary to their wishes), just seems to imply that it was an easier job than most. I'm tempted to share this with the person who got me into DBZ but also I don't want to ruin anything for them. Then again, they're the type to say "I prefer the brutal truth" so...
Ah fuck but what about all my followers who like DBZ? Goddammit...I wanted to say my piece but I guess it's selfish of me to ruin it for others. But, well, actually there may be some consolation for those who already saw this, because Toriyama also states that he forgets some of the things he writes. He also says he doesn't take care of his illustrations after he finishes them. Which is really weird and kind of disheartening to hear that he had so little passion for the story he built and shared with so many fans worldwide. But the point is, it seems that many fans are closer to the material than even he is, and as I've said before about the Harry Potter series, you can separate the content from the creator by acknowledging that 1) it is fiction and 2) there is a difference between who the author is, how the author interprets their own work, and what enjoyers make of it. These characters live in our consciousness as we built them too. We put our own heart into it just by immersing ourselves in it. Yeah, sure, Toriyama had a different vision of Goku than maybe a lot of fans did, but that doesn't make those interpretations we acquired and stored less valid. We all used our own imaginations to interact with what we watched or read. The version of the character that you see, and which makes the most sense to you is "real," because it's all unreal anyway.
And honestly? A more complex Goku who loves fighting for the thrill of it AND fighting for his friends makes the most sense anyway. We've seen it, we've seen his genuine care and concern. He's proven himself to be "pure of heart."
***Edit: They do actually include more sources that I didn't initially see which does confirm this, at least the part about seeing his family more as companions, though that doesn't change my final statement.
I just really find the fact that the creator of dragonball has stated that Goku canonically cannot feel any kind of love, just âcompanionshipâ, to be a extremely interesting fact. Like, if his family died heâd be like âNo!â and then heâd get over it fairly quickly as if they were only just acquaintances. Same goes with the rest of his friends.
The series creator apparently doesnât like the animeâs portrayal of Goku. They always cast Goku as a hero, when in the manga heâs really only âsaving peopleâ as a side bonus that comes with fighting a stronger opponent. He doesnât purposefully go in to save anyone unless there is a fight happening at the scene.
So, If Goku hadnât hit his head, he wouldâve just been another Raditz. And it also explains why heâs rather cruel towards Gohan and neglectful towards Chichi.
Apparently Vegeta is the actual exception to his own species. He actually genuinely loves his family, -a rare trait only Gokuâs mother was proven to have- whereas Goku is apparently literally unable to have those feelings. Itâs kind of ironic; Vegeta is probably the one that would be the most ashamed and resentful to admit he has those kinds of feelings.
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In the Quiet of Us
Hello, I had another idea for a fan fiction. This one was more of a spur-of-the-moment idea, but I hope you still find it enjoyable. As always, I have anonymous ask available for those who would like to express their opinion anonymously.
Pairing:Â Lando Norris x named!female character
Plot: Lando Norris learns to navigate his girlfriend's hesitation with physical affection, patiently helping her open up and show love in her own quiet, touch-starved way.
Tag: fluff.
Word count: 1697
Disclaimers: english is not my first language - I feel like you could tell from my writing style - so I apologize if some of the sentences structures are off, or if I use outdated or inappropriate-for-the-context words, I used a synonym dictionary to try and stop myself from repeating the same words, I still did do that though.
The girlfriend has a name as I wasnât able to write this without a name, I apologize, I made it a shorter name so it can be skimmed over. There is no physical description of them.
Lando Norris had always been an affectionate person, and anyone close to him would tell you the same. Whether it was a warm hug after a tough day or a playful nudge to break the silence, Lando found comfort in touch. Friends and family alike knew heâd be the first to throw an arm around your shoulders, squeeze your hand for reassurance, or wrap you in a bear hug when you needed it most. For Lando, physical closeness wasnât just a part of lifeâit was his language, one he was fluent in and spoke without hesitation.
But when it came to Evie, Lando soon realized that physical affection wasnât something she was used to. She wasnât cold or distantâquite the opposite, actuallyâbut there was a quietness to her, a shyness that kept her hands tucked in her lap rather than reaching out. It wasnât that she didnât want to be close to him; he could see the way her eyes softened when he touched her, how her breath would hitch when he leaned in a little too close. But there was always a hesitation, a space she kept between them.
Their first date had been sweet and simple, a quiet dinner followed by a walk in the park. At one point, heâd offered her his arm, hoping sheâd take it. But instead, sheâd simply smiled and slipped her hands into her pockets. At the end of the night, as they said goodbye, he leaned in for a kiss. She blushed a deep pink, her hands clutching her purse as though it was the only thing keeping her steady. Her hesitation caught him off guard. Heâd pulled back, a soft smile on his face to cover the momentâs awkwardness, but she didnât move away. It was as though she wanted to be closer but didnât know how to reach for him.
As the weeks passed, Lando began to notice the small ways Evie responded to his touch. She wouldnât reach for his hand, but sheâd linger if he held it. She wouldnât initiate a hug, but once he pulled her into his arms, sheâd hold on tight, pressing her face into his chest like she was grounding herself in his warmth. If he brushed her cheek with his thumb or let his fingers graze hers, her cheeks would flush, her lips parting in a soft, unsure smile. It wasnât that she didnât want to be closeâit was just that she wasnât sure how to be.
It stung a little at first. Lando had always been so open with his affection, so ready to give, but he quickly realized that Evie just wasnât used to it. And as he got to know her, he could see how deeply she cared for him in all the ways that didnât involve touch. Sheâd make him laugh until his stomach hurt, stay up late just to talk about their days, remember every small detail he shared with her. He saw kindness in her every action, even in her hesitance. And whenever he held her, no matter how shy she seemed, she never pulled away.
She wasnât rejecting him; she just wasnât sure how to express her feelings through touch. But that didnât stop him from being patient, from offering her the space she needed while still trying to show her how much he cared in his own way.
Then, as the months passed, Lando started noticing something else. A pattern, little signs that showed she was trying to be close in her own quiet ways. Sheâd poke his shoulder after a joke or hold her hand up for a high-five with a shy smile, only to linger a second too long. These gestures became more frequentâsmall touches, like a light brush of her fingers over his, the faintest hint of a hand on his arm. It dawned on him, in the sweetest way, that this was Evieâs version of physical affection. A high-five, a gentle nudge, an extra glance over her shoulder as he watched her laugh with his family. Each small touch felt like her way of reaching out, even if it didnât look like much to anyone else.
And Lando loved it. Every high-five, every poke on his shoulder felt like a step forward, like she was learning how to show what she felt in her own way. He noticed that these gestures would come at the sweetest momentsâafter theyâd had a laugh, or when she was watching him with that soft, shy smile of hers, or during the quiet times when they were just being near each other. He realized that Evie wasnât distant at all. She was just... a little touch-starved, perhaps too used to holding back.
So he decided heâd help make up for all the love she hadnât had, all the closeness she never felt she could ask for. He started pulling her close more often, wrapping her in warm hugs, brushing kisses over her temple whenever he could. Sheâd always hesitate at first, that little spark of nervousness in her eyes, but then sheâd melt into his arms as if they were the safest place in the world. And every time, heâd whisper soft words of affirmation, making sure she knew how much he loved her, how happy he was just to hold her.
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One afternoon, while they were sitting together in silence, Lando reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind Evieâs ear. She looked at him, her eyes soft and a little uncertain, and he couldnât help but smile. He liked the way she looked at him, like she was always just on the verge of saying something but couldnât quite find the words.
âYouâre so cute when you blush,â he teased gently, his fingers brushing over her cheek.
Evie turned pink, her gaze dropping to her hands. âI... Iâm not good at this, Lando,â she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. âBeing close... Iâm just not sure how to... I donât want to mess it up.â
Landoâs heart ached at the sadness in her voice. He reached out, cupping her face in his hands, his thumbs brushing over her cheeks. âEvie, you donât have to know how,â he said softly, his voice filled with love. âYou donât have to do anything. Just let me love you. Let me hold you.â
She met his gaze, her eyes brimming with unshed tears, and slowly, she leaned into his touch, allowing him to pull her close. Her arms wrapped around him tightly, as if he were the only steady thing in her world.
âThank you,â she whispered, her voice so soft, he almost couldnât hear it. âFor being patient with me.â
âYouâre worth every second,â Lando murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. He meant it with all of his heart.
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As time passed, Evie began to open up in small, quiet ways. She started to initiate small gestures, things sheâd never done before. She would reach for his hand when they watched a movie, her fingers gently curling around his. She would rest her head on his shoulder, her breath soft against his neck. Each small touch was a quiet declaration of her love, her way of showing him that she was learning how to trust in the closeness they shared.
One morning, as Lando was making breakfast, he felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist from behind. He froze for a moment, caught off guard by the warmth of her embrace. But then he relaxed, covering her hands with his and smiling as his heart swelled. They stood there for a while, wrapped in each other, and for the first time, Lando felt like they had finally found a rhythm togetherâone that didnât need words, one that was just about being there for each other.
Each day brought something newâa gentle touch, a small kiss, a hesitant hug. She would press a kiss to his cheek, rest her head on his chest as they lay together, ask him to hold her on days when she felt vulnerable. Every gesture made his heart swell, and he made sure she knew how much he cherished each one. With every forehead kiss, every squeeze of her hand, he let her know that her love was a gift, never a burden.
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In the quiet moments that followed, Lando never stopped showing Evie how much he loved her. With every soft kiss on her forehead, every gentle squeeze of her hand, he let her know that her love was a gift, one he treasured deeply. And in return, Evie began to understand that love didnât need to be loud or perfectâit just needed to be there, in every little gesture, in every quiet moment they shared.
One quiet evening, after a long day, they found themselves on the couch, wrapped up in each other and a warm blanket. The TV played softly in the background, but neither of them paid much attention. Evie was nestled against Landoâs side, her fingers tracing slow patterns over his hand, her head resting against his shoulder. He felt her breath even out, and he looked down to find her gaze soft and peaceful, a contented look he was coming to cherish. It was a peaceful silence, one that spoke volumes.
After a while, Evie lifted her head and looked up at him, a thoughtful expression crossing her face. âDo you think Iâll ever be as good at this as you are?â she asked, her voice filled with uncertainty.
Lando gave her hand a gentle squeeze, smiling at her with a warmth that held no expectation, only love. âYouâre already everything I need, Evie,â he said simply, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. âJust as you are.â
She leaned back against him, her fingers curling around his as she closed her eyes, content. And for the first time, they didnât need words to feel how much they meant to each other. They had found their own way, and it was perfect.
In that silence, wrapped in each otherâs arms, they both knew that love could be quiet, soft, and yet, more than enough.
#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 fluff#f1 x reader#f1 fic#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 fluff#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 fic#ln4 fanfic#ln4 imagine#ln4 fluff#ln4 x reader#ln4 fic#lando norris fanfic#lando norris imagine#lando norris fluff#lando norris x reader
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What You Really Want
Milo mouths off about a man dating his long time crush before immediately learning the lesson that he should be less trusting of strange voices promising to fulfill his desires
Pretty standard straight to gay himbo/jockification! It will also be my final story for some time I believe, so I do hope you enjoy! -Occam
âItâs no fair that they literally have it all.â Like many a ânice guyâ Milo has spent an inordinate amount of time skulking social media and disparaging more physically gifted men as he stumbles across them. The root of his despair is not difficult to ascertain, his eyes burning with envy make quite clear the inner monologue of âgirls always date assholes.â He sneers as he comes across the most recent post of his friend and crush, Juliet. The jealous man of course knows next to nothing about the character of James, the jock-type now dating her, but judging by the gleaming smirk and the bulky arms of a killer hanging from his shoulders, the judgemental dweeb has more than enough evidence to speculate.
Delving into his memories, Miloâs face burns with embarrassment as he recalls mentioning his crush to Juliet, âOh!â her bright eyes shift uncomfortably and her cheeks begin to blush enough to match the pink tint she threw on this morning. Miloâs fist clenches as she almost giggles in her discomfort, âsorry Milo I guess- Well, I guess I just thought you were gay?â After this Milo played it cool, he thinks. Hand scratching the back of his head as he asserts his straight identity and the two go on to have a meal far more quiet and awkward than usual. When new-boyfriend James comes to pick up Juliet, Milo forces a smile before staring daggers at his back as the pair walk away.Â
This brings us to the present hate scrolling session in which Milo is more than absorbed. Lips curl into a sneer as he traces the impossible to ignore curves of this must-be dullardâs defined body. Milo scoffs as he sees the litany of women that must make up the manâs dating history. âBet they wonât even last a week, ha! I mean judging by how much the douche spends in the gym I bet heâs just using her as a beard anyway.â
With this final rather homophobic assertion, the nerdâs phone flashes before going dark, âWhat the-â before he has to determine whatever caused this, he goes stiff as a strange voice resounds through his head. âTired of all the big boys getting what they want, hmm?â Immediately concerned heâs lost his mind, Milo gets to powering back on his phone to call for help. âNow now, Milo. Do not worry your little head. I am here to help. Would you not like the chance to be just like them?â Just like them. Envy burns through his veins greater than anything. Sensing this immediately, whatever this voice is seizes upon his clearly fragile psyche, its laughter steely and alien, âAh ha ha. I thought so.â
Dropping his phone once more, Milo tries to drill the voice, âWh- what are you exactly. Are you a dem- hm, an angel?â The voice answers almost before he even finishes the thought, âIt matters not what I am. All that matters are your desires. Now. Do you wish to be all you desire, all this James embodies? All that he is in your head.â Miles gulps and almost starts drooling at the idea, just like James. Women at his fingertips whenever he wants, a body sculpted by the gods while keeping a far better mind than that oaf could ever afford. With next to no hesitation or forethought, Milo nods and the world goes dark.
When he awakens the poorly mannered man finds itâs the next day. His phone rests in his hand and when opened he finds it zoomed in on a picture of Jamesâ meaty bicep. Milo rolls his eyes and tosses his phone aside before going to stand. Making it halfway up he grunts in pain as he only then discovers morning wood more pressing and turgid than heâs ever encountered. Falling back down he clutches at the pain in his crotch from his cock being forcibly yanked by his underwear. Hands now grasping it he gasps as he finds it filling them far more than it has any right to.Â
Well now, while theyâre already down there he might as well have some fun right? After briefly struggling to get his waistband over his swollen package his mouth falls open in shock as heâs finally able to appraise the almost unrecognizable cock hanging from his crotch. Itâs like none heâs seen before, not that he generally observes dicks of course. Far more impressive than he imagined a dick could be. His fingertips can scarcely meet his palm when he tries to grasp it, and as he begins rubbing it it feels leagues more sensitive than it has before now, as if nerve endings are multiplying. Looking to his awaiting phone he sees the photo of James and whatâs her name as he begins masturbating outright.
Seeing a bulge in Jamesâ strained pants he grunts as he returns to stare at his own suddenly substantial cock. More like him. The already thicker rod strains as he reflexively humps into his hand, forcing his grip wider as it expands to simply need more room. The new veins painting the length of his nascent ten inch dick surge higher up its length as he swears he can see them pulse and bulge with each racing heartbeat. Beneath his thrusting hands, bouncing as his hips continue to forcefully thrust with more strength than he has, his balls similarly grow heavier, larger as they send hormones flowing through him enough to metamorphosize and, more immediately, cause pre to stream and coat his fingers.Â
Milo leans his head back as he is bursting with a need for release greater than he can understand. He shifts his jaw as it twinges with the pleasure of growth, widening and strengthening into one fit for titan. Below his newly defined chin, his neck thickens and moans grow deeper as an Adam's apple bulges out of his throat. Hearing his voice echo deeper throughout his bedroom, his heady pleasure comes to a head as he is struck with the bizarre urge to lick the pre off his fingers. Before heâs able to acquire or express shock and disgust, his eyes blast open and he is again staring at the image of James, more like- and he blows his load.
The moment of release may as well have shut him down once more, pleasure overloads him like a flashbang as every inch of his body feels at once. Drool drips from his plumper lips as his mind is fried and his hips continue to thrust without any input or awareness, sending stains across his wall and splattering into his darker hair as it begins to pull shorter and tint darker. Eyebrows thicken and cover more of his forehead as his brow hangs lower over his eyes staining brown and growing duller.
His whole form tenses as he finally achieves release, staring at the image of his, uh, competition. Arms flex as his hands crack wider, fingers stretch longer, skin grows rougher. For the first time in his life definition appears on his arms, biceps and triceps compete for which can increase faster, which can catch more eyes, which can rival those alluring arms of James. Beneath shoulders packing on weight are pits that darken with curls now thicker, a deeper brown nearing black as the forest strives to prevent any light from breaking the canopy. Similarly they moisten with the masculine heady musk that they are perfectly designed to disseminate, powerful enough to allure any twink towards his dick, or uh, huh.
Milo moans as this seemingly intrusive thought makes itself at home in his morphing psyche. Barely returning to sentience enough to realize the stray gay thought, he arches his back and stretches as if he were waking up. Mindlessly he wipes the cum staining his larger hands on the new dark treasure trail as it itches and slowly inches up from pubes unshaved. Feeling the hint of an Adonis belt he sits up with a shock, the feeling of something he has long envied bringing back his awareness.
Despite the obvious differences it takes far too long for him to be aware of, to truly notice what has become of him. He struggles to make sense of the effort it takes to move his new larger limbs. He grabs at his new hair and sucks drool through his teeth as he tries to understand how itâs changed texture and color so totally, did he dye it and forget or what? The gears in his mind slowly turn as his fingers move to scratch an itch under his arms, struggling through the dank jungle of curls. Thoughtlessly he brings his sweat-wet fingers to his nose and grimaces. âFuck man, I smell like an, uh, like a, unnh-â he moans quietly as heâs unable to even finish the sentence, instead an image of James forces its way to the front of his mind and two now-malnourished brain cells spark together and strain to form a thought.
âOh fuck Iâm turning into a imbe-, an uh imbekle? Ugh, an uh- a dumb jock.â Milo bites his lips and flexes an arm to try and assuage his nerves, to get his attention focused on anything but his anxieties. Fortunately to this end, seeing his bulging biceps he feels his larger cock begin to stir. Some semblance of rationality knows ceding to his wanting package is probably what led to this encroaching fog over his mind. His skin begins to prickle as all-around it grows more sensitive. Beyond these skin deep sensations it also seems as if darker hairs are beginning to spread out wherever his follicles will allow.
Seeing hair beginning to prickle his chest and blanket his legs his mind produces images of hairy men he has leered at through the years. His neck twitches as whatever dregs of the pathetic skirtchaser he once was rise up and try to combat his new predilections. Heâs straight, heâs always been straight. Right? His mouth goes dry as he tries to remember ever having dated a woman in the past. Barring that, only just able to recall that something is happening to him, only just able to remember that he is transforming into some alien self, Milo tries to produce an image of what he used to look like. And he cannot.
His mouth falls open as it often does whenever he struggles to produce a thought, making it almost his default state. Mouth-breathing mouth ajar he fully experiences the thick air of his bedroom as it fills with his new musk. The room around him begins to dissolve and reform into surroundings that reinforce who he is now, that prove this is who he has always been. Clean pressed laundry dirty and shift into unwashed gym clothes that help cloud the room with his stink. Posters of whatever movies and video games he enjoys corrupt into images celebrating the impressive male form, all distinctly stained from the years of hanging on Miloâs bedroom walls. He hears clanking outside of his bedroom as bookshelves collapse and reform into weights heavier than he would be able to lift.
Milo stumbles to his larger feet and ignores the hefty weight of his balls and cock bobbing in the air as he drags himself out of his bedroom to find a mirror. He leaves sweaty footprints larger than any shoes he owns on the tile of the bathroom as he bumbles in. Leaning over the sink his lips quiver as he sees a razor clogged with hair darker than he feels he should have. Sooner than the doubts arrive they vacate as a thick, stubbled beard rapidly bursts onto his face. Looking up he smirks as he sees a thick mustache surges over his upper lip, looking just like the ones he appreciates, just like he has always been into. His eye twitches and he grunts as his hair retracts once more into something far more intentional and stylish. At the same time pecs suddenly bulge larger and hang lower as Milo leans heavier over the bathroom sink.Â
His eyes glaze over as complex thoughts once more become too elusive in the face of his rising lusts. Muscles bulge larger as his back and legs creak, stretching him taller as thighs and shoulders widen and continue putting on mass. Feet spread like fins on the floor as his hands widen and sweatily slide on the ceramic sink. His mouth continues to water as he inspects all these increasingly masculine changes and his cock continues to throb. Milo bites his lip as new sensations arise from his cock once more, this time the change is apparent as his foreskin regrows, making his cock look even thicker as its head grows hooded and he struggles not to immediately break into masturbation at the powerful image of his own seductive form.
Miloâs barely functioning mind struggles to argue for any reason to not just return to the immeasurable delights of gratifying his all-encompassing urges. He stays his hands for a moment before the greatest horror yet rears its head. A monologue begins in his mind that is not his own, that cannot be his own. Dull laughter echoes through his increasingly vacant mind as a voice even slower and deeper than that which sounds from his new vocal chords, âYooo broo come onnnnn. Give up, give in. This is what you wanted, âs what we wanted huhuhuh.â
He feels a pressure in his balls as they almost churn with the otherworldly need that seemingly always flows through him. He canât help but imagine the men heâs going to bed with his new endowment, how many cocks heâs going to take in his new powerful ass. Drool trickles from his lips through the dense black stubble that coats his face denser with each second, with each breath. Spit continues down the length of his more defined face before dripping onto weighty, similarly furred pecs. His heavier hands slowly creep towards the hardening cock standing tall and long from the jungle of pubes. Before heâs able to assist his thrusting hips however, his lusty haze is interrupted by his phone chiming. His mind immediately thinks it must be James which fills him with conflicting emotions of rage and giddiness. âOhh bro maybe heâs inviting us over. Itâs been toooo long since we fucked huhuh-â
Milo pointedly tries to ignore his hairier, bulkier reflection as he stumbles out of the bathroom to check his phone. Unfortunately he catches a glimpse which makes it all the more difficult to ignore the throbbing weight dripping, almost pouring, pre onto the floor. Despite it all he stands strong, quieting this other voice as it urgently tries to convince him to give in before heâs able to pick up his phone. In a final act of resistance, or perhaps impotence, he has the lofty idea of calling for help before his mind goes completely blank and, seeing the notification, he instinctually goes to his messages to find who texted him. Itâs Juliet!Â
First his heart flutters before heâs absolutely confused at the sensation. Sheâs just his bestie? Weird. He shakes off whatever that was and gets on to reading the message, âheyy girlie- which of these do you want me to post? Oh ya and lmao, are you and james cool if I do the last one?â At the mention of James his pulse again races and there are butterflies in his stomach far more powerful than whatever bizarre feelings he had but moments ago. No time to dwell, Milo starts swiping through the images sent. Theyâre a photoset of their little group outing to a halloween party last week, the trio, Milo, James and Jules dressed up as a group, as X-men! Respectively dressed as Wolverine, Cyclops and Jean Grey.
He smirks as he starts chubbing up again thinking of how easily he was able to pass as the hairy beast. His eyes then return to see Jamesâ bubble butt in trademark spandex, which only makes it harder to not lose control then and there, moaning as he imagines playing with that ass. Holding to whatever well of willpower remains within him Milo holds strong and keeps his hands above waist level. Finally he gets to the specific image Juliet mentioned, one of him and James messily making out on the dance floor. James yanks at the hairy Miloâs hair, visor half hanging off as Milo reciprocates by shoving his hand into Jamesâ pants. Fuck thatâs hot.
Without even touching his needy cock, without any pleading from the new voice in his head, without a single chance to hold back. Simply from seeing the steamy image of him and James, Miloâs mind is overrun with memories and desires of the new man he is. The man he ever was and always will be. And for the second time today, but not the last, he loses control. Cum splatters against his phone as his mind goes blank anew with rushing pleasure. Painting himself once more with his most-used utensil he laughs dumbly as he realizes how swiftly he just came. Almost with pathetic haste, though now heâs quite unfamiliar with any sense of shame. The voice that only just wormed its way into his head spills from his mouth as it fully and forevermore wrests control as the true Milo.
âHuhuhuh guess I should work on my hair trigger,â He grunts as he looks at his phone and texts back some variation of âgirl thatâs porn you canât post that!!!â he turns his mind where it goes more often than anywhere in his new life. He wonders what James is doing and immediately texts him. Waiting for a reply Milo heads off to the gym to get a pump in before presumably going to meet him, not worrying about cleaning up or covering his scent. The gymâs for smelling like a man right? He certainly wouldnât mind if everyone else followed his lead huhuh. Milo bites his lip trying to ignore his hardening cock as he makes his way out of the apartment clad in too-tight, stained gym clothes.Â
Before he even makes it out the complex he gets a text from James and promptly changes course. Immediately Miloâs racing down the street to his loverâs apartment. Cock already snaking down his shorts and creating a stain at its nadir, Milo hopes he can keep his needy cock at bay until he makes it. Thinking of the alternative work out heâs to enjoy in bed with James, Milo struggles to not moan obscenely as he waddles as quickly as he can into the lobby of Jamesâ building. Heart racing with excitement he canât wait to see James in person. Jittery with nerves, it feels like heâs going to meet the man for the first time. Hah! Milo promptly ignores the idea and starts to get some stretching in before their session. Trying to practice mindfulness with a mind thicker than mud he quickly finds himself possessed with memories of their countless times fucking in the past. Easy enough as the pair have been doing so for years. Still nerves assail him as his cock continues to strain his shorts. As the elevator doors click open he smirks as he was able to make it this far without blowing his third load of the day. His cock throbs with anticipation for its release soon to come, and impatiently awaits each and every similar session to follow.
#male tf#mental change#straight to gay#male transformation#hair growth#muscle tf#jockification#dumber#reality change
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hi hi mel!!! i love all your works and your writing is so wonderful ^^
was wondering if you could write something where one of the bat boys reaches the reader right before theyâre about to get kidnapped by some criminals?? like maybe theyâre publicly in a relationship w the batboyâs wayne identity n get targeted for that reason but one of the boys gets there js in the nick of time :)
thank u sm and have a great rest of ur day ^^
Love this prompt! Some of these are pre-kidnapping, some are mid-kidnapping. If anyone wants additional characters added, let me know! Hope you enjoy đ
Daring Rescues
Pairings: Bruce Wayne x gn!reader, Dick Grayson x gn!reader, Jason Todd x gn!reader, Tim Drake x gn!reader Synopsis: Who comes to your aid when you find yourself in need of saving? Word Count: 2466 Warnings: Established relationship! Kidnapping, minor injuries, general mortal peril.
Bruce Wayne:
Bruce knew better than to associate you with Batman. He had learned that lesson a hundred times over by now, how dangerous it was to associate the people he cared for with the cowl. But now wasn't the time to dwell on the blunder.
âOracle, update,â he barked over the communication device. Bruce perched atop a balcony, staring down at the street below.
âBlack SUV turning onto Carlton,â Barbera replied, the sound of her fingers furiously working over the keys of the Batcomputer meeting his ears. âThe car is registered to a loan shark put away a few years ago. Suspected ties to Falcone.â
Bruce uttered a grunted mm in response, eyes narrowed beneath the cowl. His eyes scanned the road below. He caught the sounds of sirens wailing in the distance. âGCPD?â
âIâve got them cutting off side roads. Headed your way now.â
He squared his shoulders and prepared himself to launch from the balcony, one hand braced on the ledge beneath him and the other on his belt. He cocked his head to the East and narrowed his eyes- yes, there. He watched the SUV turn the corner, skidding as it spun around the sharp turn and narrowly avoided oncoming traffic.
âSixty-three miles an hour?â he guessed.
âSixty-six. Sounds like you might be losing your touch.â
âOracle,â Bruce warned. He scowled. That extra speed would change his entry angle.
âSorry. Dropping in three-â
Bruceâs hand shot to his belt.
âTwo-â
The end of the grappling hook shot out from the device in his hand and buried itself within the construction scaffolding across from him. He gave a single tug, then launched himself from the balcony-
âOne-â
- And crashed feet first into the rear passenger window of the interior of the modified SUV, seats removed to provide more space in the back. Panicked shouts rang out as glass shards shattered across the interior. Bruce pulled his cape over the lower half of his face, preventing glass from cutting his skin as he hit the floor.
The vehicle swerved and he used the momentum to bring his elbow into collision with a manâs partially covered face, his jaw making a distressing crack at the impact. His other hand lashed out, grabbing the driver by his hair and slamming his face against the steering wheel. The driverâs nose crunched and blood sprayed against the vehicleâs dash.
Hands grasped at his suit and he drove his knee into the third assailantâs ribs, sending him stumbling backwards. Your muffled shriek filled the interior of the SUV as the vehicle swerved and momentarily rocked into the curb.
The driverâs hands gripped at Bruceâs wrist behind his head, his foot flooring the accelerator. Bruce let out a tsk as he lunged forward and looped his arm around the driverâs neck. The manâs shrill scream was quickly silenced as Bruce squeezed the manâs neck in the juncture of his elbow and bicep.
He pulled the man backwards and used his opposite hand to stabilize the chokehold. His freehand reached for the steering wheel, guiding the vehicle down the road. He just needed a moment-
The driver finally went limp in Bruceâs arms. He tugged, pulling the man from his seat and wedged a batarang against the brake, quickly bleeding off speed.
Muffled screams filled the room, followed by a grunt of pain. Familiar hands raked over Bruceâs belt. He gripped the wheel with one hand and turned his head just in time to see a zap of electricity come to life.
You dove towards the third kidnapper, barreling into him and driving the taser into the side of his neck. The man screamed, spasmed, and went limp.
You panted around the gag in your mouth, your hands chained together in front of you. You held the taser tightly in your hands, glaring down with a fiery expression.
When you turned your gaze on him, that fiery passion was replaced with a soft, mirthful glint in your eye. You gave him your best smile, despite the gag, and a cheesy thumbs up.
Bruce scowled, despite the way his heart skipped a beat.
Dick Grayson:
Why did you always have to rush into things?
Of course it was a set up. That was so obvious now that you had a split lip and blood trickling from your nose. It was a last ditch effort on the part of some petty criminals who wanted a piece of the Wayne wealth in exchange for Dickâs hapless partner.
The masked goons cornered you in your own apartment, toying with you like cats stalking a mouse. One swung a pipe wrench and you skittered backwards, nearly bumping into the end table next to your couch. You really needed to move that when this was all over, and make sure the space was less cluttered so you wouldnât get tripped up like this again-
A blade came slashing down, glinting in the waning sunlight that filled your apartment as it narrowly missed your face. Your curse was met by vicious laughter. With a snarl, you gripped the end table and hucked it at the figure holding the blade.Â
Two of the goons jumped away from the end table as it flung towards them. You took the chance to dash to the kitchen, knocking over and tossing random items in your wake. As much as you appreciated the self defense training Dick had put you through, you didnât trust yourself against their weapons. You took solace in knowing they werenât here to kill you⌠but that didnât mean they werenât more than willing to rough you up.
You just needed to waste some time. So you threw a plate, a beautiful, arbor rimmed plate that had been a gift to you and Dick from Selina and Bruce (you suspected Selina stole them.) The assailants dodged the ceramic, so you snatched the detachable faucet and sprayed the nearest goon in the face with cold water. Too bad they were smart enough to wear masks.
And then you saw the balcony door slide open. It all happened so fast, a flash of black, blue, and silver darting into the space. Metal clashed with skin, a sickening thunk sounding as an escrima collided with an attackerâs skull. An angered shout tore through the air, only to be quickly silenced by a thud as the outspoken figure hit the floor.
It was over in a matter of moments. Three unconscious bodies on the floor, tucked out of sight behind your kitchen island, and a shadowed figure huffing agitated breaths through gritted teeth. Spots of blood on the escrima, on his face.
You blinked once, twice, clearing the fog from your vision. Nightwing- Dick loomed across from you. He tucked the escrimas behind his back and turned to face you, the scrunch in his brow covered by his mask.
âAre you alright?â you asked, voice barely above a tremble.
His expression softened immediately. He heaved a sigh and dashed around the kitchen island, sweeping you into his tight grasp. You wrapped your arms around him just as eagerly, pressing your face to the stretchy fabric of his suit.
âShould be asking you that, love.â Dick pulled away slightly, holding you at arms length. Though you couldnât see his eyes through his mask, you knew he was carefully taking stock of your injuries.
âJust a few scrapes,â you said with a reassuring smile in spite of the way your swollen lip burned. âYou should see the other guys.â
Dick barked out a laugh and pulled you flush against him once again, burying you in a tight embrace.
Jason Todd:
You should have called a cab.
Rain poured down on you, drenching you to the skin. Rain hadnât been on the forecast todayâyou always made sure to check on days you chose to walk to-and-from work. When you had stepped out of the office building to find a slight drizzle dappling the sidewalk, you had thought nothing of it. Like many other Gothamites, you had assumed it was a passing spring weather.
Now the storm drains gurgled pitifully as water gushed into it. Your clothes were sodden, shoes waterlogged, mood dampened. You squelched down the sidewalk with a sour expression plastered across your features. The torrential downpour quieted your sentences, muffling your ears to the acute sound of footsteps following you from a distance.
You turned onto the next block and huffed, the wind now buffeting you face on. What a dreary, horrible day to be let off late from work. Jason would likely be on patrol by now, leaving you to sit alone in your shared apartment, reheating whatever he had left over from lunch. Maybe you could curl up in your bed and dive into that novel you had both been reading. That could make for a good conversation to wind him down from the emotional high of his patrol-
Foreign hands snatched you from your thoughts and dragged you into a dark alley, your scream muffled by a gloved palm.
You were slammed face first into a brick wall, the rough texture scraping your cheek. You bit back a snarl as the hands turned you around and smacked the back of your head against the hard stone. The chill edge of a blade was pressed to your throat and when your eyes readjusted to the sudden darkness and stinging pain in your head you were met with a masked figure. Great, because what you really needed after a long day was a mugging.
You fought viciously as the figures around you herded you down the back alley like a spitting, snarling animal. You stomped your heel on their feet, bit at their hands, kicked and flailed until you heard muffled requests for rope and chloroform. It wasnât until you saw the van tucked away beside an industrial grade dumpster that you began caterwauling like an anguished banshee.
You were relieved by the sound of a familiar thump at the edge of the alleywayâyou would recognize the sound of those heavy boots dropping anywhere, with how often you heard them on your fire escape. Your attackers slammed you against the van and you barked out a gleeful laugh at the sight. The attackers had a moment to turn their heads before Red Hood was descending on them with ferocity. You turned away, pressing your forehead to the van.
Screams, bones cracking, bodies hitting the ground. It was over quickly. When you turned to face him, his armored chest was heaving and he clenched and unclenched his fists at his side. You knew better than to touch him when he was this high strung, so you settled for the safer option.
âTook you look enough,â you teased breathlessly, keeping your gaze one the way the red surface of his helmet snapped to face you instead of on the (you hoped) unconscious kidnappers. âI was starting to wonder if I was going to have to take care of this myself.â
The toe of Jasonâs boot nudged an unconscious figure, a red and rapidly welting bite mark blossoming on the individualâs hand and wrist. âI donât doubt you couldâve, but a little help never hurt.â
You cracked a smile, softening the hard lines of your expression in the hopes it would ease him. His shoulders relaxed at your placating gesture. You extended a hand, fingers spread in a silent offer.
âWalk me home?â you asked, more for his benefit than yours. Your heart still pounded in your chest, but the tightness eased when he interlaced his gloved fingers with yours.
Tim Drake:
Warehouses were such a clichĂŠ place to harbor an abductee. What happened to creativity? Tim crawled through an upper window of the dilapidated warehouse, some thirty feet above the ground. He stepped carefully across the rafters as he surveyed the scene.
There you were, a normal college student tied to a chairâwell, normal if you ignore the fact that you were rumored to be in a relationship with the Timothy Drake-Wayne. He frowned at the sight of your arms twisted behind you and tied to the back of the chair. They had you situated in the center of the empty room with goons patrolling around you. His eyes sought a singular figure atop a pile of scrap, a rifle in hand. The figure searched the raftersâTim would have to be careful to avoid him.
Tim stalked across the rafters, keeping to the shadows. He crept across one of the beams that bridged the center of the warehouse, ducking low and staying out of the light. His eyes were fixed on you-
Oh. You perked up, your head lifting and shoulders easing. You knew he was there somewhere, judging by the way your head turned slightly to scan the open room. You tilted your head, a flimsy gesture towards a second figure, patrolling near you with one hand tucked away in her coat. A hidden weapon? He bit back a smile at your clever aid.
Tim took another step, and something clanged. He looked below him, spotting a hook hanging from a long chain, the chain swinging under the beams subtle movements. He turned just in time to see the sniper swing his rifle in the direction of the sound-
You screamed.
The shrill shriek shook each of the assailants and all eyes turned to you. He exhaled a harsh breath of relief as you wailed and the masked figures moved in towards you. The sniperâs weapons whipped towards you and away from Tim.
Tim dropped. His landing was cushioned by the goon you had pointed out, knocking the figure to the ground. He used the momentum to carry himself into a roll, then launched to his feet and barrelled into the next unsuspecting kidnapper. This one was ready, his hands up in fists. Tim gave an opening and ducked as the manâs fist sailed past Tim. He gripped the attacker's arm and yanked, tossing him over Timâs shoulder. The man landed with a thunk and Tim was quick to follow, extracting a pair of cuffs from his belt and linking the two fallen attackers together.
A shot rang out. It seemed the sniper wasnât very good, considering Tim remained fully intact. His hands dipped to his belt again and withdrew a few batarangs. A quick volley knocked the sniper's mask askew and sent them stumbling down the rickety pile of scrap they stood upon. He used the opening to launch himself across the room, bo staff extending in hand. He swept the kidnapperâs legs, sending the figure tumbling down the pile.
âHow did you know I was here?â he asked as he knelt to cuff and gag the attacker, kicking the rifle aside in the process.
âIt got drafty,â you called back from where you sat tied in the center of the room. âMustâve left the window open.â
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Okay I actually really hate this take Iâm sorry. Anakin was not possessive or selfish and thatâs not what the Jedi taught him.
The way I think of it is that Jedi pursue inner peace by disconnecting themselves emotionally from situations, they feel empathy in a very detached way. Thatâs what having no attachments means. Itâs in the word. The Jedi are Detached from reality as it is perceived by humans.
The Force gives Jedi a glimpse of what it is to be a 4th dimensional entity with consciousness no trapped in a single moment in time. So to a certain extent they donât actually perceive time linearly and thus do not feel theyâve lost something because it still exists in the past.
So now that weâve established that yes Jedi are detached from the present letâs move onto the more problematic statement about selfishness and possessiveness.
It is not selfish to want unconditional love. Thatâs basic human nature. Anakin, a person who clearly suffers from borderline personality disorder which comes with symptoms such as fear of abandonment, an unstable view of the self, devaluing or overvaluing relationships to the point placing of oneâs self-worth entirely in another personâs hands, and more, literally needs unconditional love and support. And he developed this disorder in large part because of the Jedi order and the way they treated him. He was simultaneously considered the âchosen oneâ and considered a burden or a problem. He had to change everything about the way he thought to fit the prescribed mold of what a Jedi should be, and he was held to higher standards because of his perceived âchosen oneâ status and people were disappointed when he failed to meet them. I know from experience how truly awful it is to be told âi know you can do betterâ in a disappointed voice when youâre honestly trying your best.
And thatâs not even touching on how in Phantom Menace he created strong bonds with both Qui-Gon and PadmĂŠ only to have both of the ripped away right after heâd left behind everything he knew and loved. After the movie he was around nothing familiar or comfortable. He didnât know Obi-Wan and he knew that Obi-Wan hadnât actually wanted him as an apprentice or even in the Jedi order. So he was surrounded by a bunch of people who all thought he didnât belong and only let him stay because of a dead manâs wishes. He was NINE and being told that everything he ever learned was wrong and backwards and leads to being evil and that he needs to be perfect for anyone else to think he belonged because even the smallest mistake would just confirm their preconceived beliefs about him.
And thatâs not even mention Sidiousâs manipulation. Anakin never would have become anything like Vader without Sidious leading him.
Also! There is a difference between possessive and protective! Anakin is protective! He has lost so much heâs clinging desperately to what he has! He wants to protect the one good thing in his life. He doesnât try to control PadmĂŠ, they actually have a very healthy relationship, itâs the situation thatâs toxic. Anakin doesnât view PadmĂŠ as a possession, I donât know why anyone would think that. Oh wait the Clovis arcs. Right. Those exist and other people actually consider them canon. Thatâs a whole ânother rant about writing that Iâm not going to get into here. But letâs make this one thing clear, Clone Wars Anakin and movie Anakin are 2 totally different characters psychologically because of the awful reception of the prequel trilogy when it came out.
"no attachments" in SW literally just means "don't be selfish and possessive". that's it. that's all there is. doesn't mean jedi can't have friends and loved ones. they can. just. don't be possessive and selfish about it. don't murder thousands of people in an effort to save one.
#star wars#jedi order#jedi#anakin skywalker#mental illness in fiction#the jedi code is bullshit#bpd#anakin has bpd he needs unconditional love#that is not selfish!!#and thereâs a difference between possessive and protective!
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hi im sel and im two thirds into whats probably my last round of edits before the end of the monstrous desires jam!
together with @meo-eiru , we've been nearing the last stages of making our visual novel and because im tired of seeing anything renpy related i thought id take a little break to share some info
starting with a name for those who wanted to know
ive been affectionately referring to it as 'hold your tongues'
it's not the final title for now but if i don't find something more fitting it probably will be so there you go! a title!
before letting people get too excited there are some important content warnings id like to give
rape, abuse and unwanted pregnancy are central to the story
if that is something you are not comfortable with, please take care of yourself and avoid this game
it will also contain
gore, body horror, self harm, cannibalism, death, drowning, necrophilia
some of these elements are explicitly depicted, some are referenced but will also be explicitly depicted in bonus episodes we have planned
feel free to ask me for more details on specific trigger warnings you could be worried about, ill answer as best as i can
and if you're still interested i can give you a little sentence about each of the characters you will be seeing !
Maelyn (can be changed)
In running away from the man she loved, she found a creature to learn from.
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Forever happy and innocent, he found in her a freedom he longed to make his own.
that wasn't very generous of me but i mostly wanted to get the warnings out there first
im sorry ill be back when im done editing probably đŤś
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This can be read as a standalone I think, but! Here is a second part of Merlot! It's spicy and sweet so I hope you guys like it. Unsure if there will be any more parts (Iâm open if you guys have more ideas!) but I do love a good dilfrry.
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Warnings- smut, age gap relationship, anal (for those who asked ur welcome!), unprotected sex, cumplay, Dom/sub elements
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Harry was by far the best man she had ever dated.Â
Their age gap was evident at times, but not in a bad way. It was rather cute when he had been confused about videos she sent or his own excitement to show her the movies or books he was referencing. The added element of their dynamic was learning from one another. Harry had been teaching her about publishing and helping her flesh out the first draft of her book while she sat in his office some days, helping him out in return by getting him coffee or lunch or an occasional shoulder massage when he got particularly stressed. An unofficial assistant of sorts.Â
âI feel like if I have to write the word âsaidâ one more time, my brain is going to explode.â She grumbled, pushing her laptop across the couch and leaning back on it. The leather seat in his office was by far the most comfortable one she had sat on and he happily invited her to come into the office to see him as often as she wanted. It was both practical and selfish on both ends.It was easier to work in a space like this and with the understanding that Harry really did have work he was doing, she focused on her own stuff. A quiet pair of people working in each otherâs company.Â
Add in the fact that he was the boss man, it made it much easier for her to come and go as she pleased.Â
âMm, sometimes authors get stuck with words in their novels. Theyâll have phrases they repeat a few too many times, usually gets called out in editing and fixed. Itâs not a bad thing. But with words that are action words like that, there are options. Yâknow, depending on the scene and tone. Murmured, muttered, peeped, whispered, whined, moaned, huffed, grumbled. Those sorts of words.â He tapped his pen against the desk as he lifted his eyes to her.Â
It didnât get old. Seeing her pretty face sitting in his office looking the way she did, much more comfortable than the night theyâd first met, but still appropriate for an office setting.
Sometimes he did let his mind wander into the roleplay aspect, wondering if she had been his real assistant if he would have made a move. If Y/N was the Y/N he knew now? Probably. Scandalous.Â
Today she wore a pair of black flowy pants and a matching turtleneck, but on top she had a chunky knit cardigan that was utterly adorable. It had yellow moons and stars, a deep purple color with sleeves she had to push up so they didnât hide her hands. His girl leaned into the office aesthetic when she came in so she didnât stick out too much but with him or when they were at his place or out together, he loved seeing her dressed in her normal clothing. She looked soft, whimsical almost. Like a little fairy.Â
âHm. Good point. I need to write down all the synonyms in my notes app and defer to that because if Iâm getting tired of writing it, I know whoever ends up reading it will get tired of seeing it too.â Her lips puffed to blow a strand of hair that had fallen from her bun, brows furrowed as she failed and made her hand ready up to tuck it behind her ear instead.Â
Again, cute.
âNot necessarily.â He replied, leaning back in his chair. âWeâre our own harshest critics. I doubt theyâre paying that much attention to that. The majority of people will be paying attention to world building, character development, plot, sex scenes, all that fun stuff. The exact wording isnât always the most important thing. But it shows that you care about quality.â He shot her a grin. âSo you will be successful.â
âMmm⌠and not because Iâm fucking the publishing head?â She grinned as she stood up, stretching her arms out.Â
âWell. That helps.â He wouldnât deny it. She had a leg up, but he wouldnât publish just anything. âIf it makes you feel better, I donât publish shit work. It isnât worth the reputation of my company. Your writing is genuinely good, my sweet.â He knew the drill by now. Her heeled boots were kicked off by the couch and she made her way over to him, the tiredness starting to hit her as she happily perched herself on his lap.Â
âGood to know.â She snorted before pressing a kiss to his scruffy cheek. The facial hair had grown but he was shaping it currently. She promised sheâd be okay with whatever he did to it but didnât want anything to happen to the mustache. That wasnât allowed to go. âWhat are you working on? Anything fun?âÂ
âNo, nothing incredibly interesting Iâm afraid.â His hand squeezed her hip underneath the cardigan. âI was working on some contracts earlier but every so often I pick up some submissions and read through them myself. This one is very bland, unfortunately. Thereâs potential, absolutely. Their writing style is lovely, but the plot falls flat and the characters are one dimensional. Sâlike they chose a specific stereotype and did nothing to differentiate them.â It was unfortunate.â It was a shame he came across all too often.
âItâs obvious this person is trying but theyâve never observed or met someone with these traits. I donât think you absolutely have to follow the rule âwrite what you knowâ, but I think a lot of the best works come from drawing from our own experiences. Romance, for them, doesnât seem to be a passion. Theyâd do better with mystery with their writing style as it is, but they have to improve on other aspects first.âÂ
âIs it hard for you to see stuff like that?â She asked curiously, fiddling with the collar of his shirt. âI can tell youâre a little disappointed with it, so I have to wonder if it happens a lot.â
âIt does. And it is hard when you see someone with potential not living up to it but I have faith that if we send them some constructive criticism notes that maybe they wonât see it as an attack but as a place of genuine care. Iâm going to have someone meet with them I think, give them my notes and have them explain it in nicer terms than the plain ones I used. Maybe they can work on it again and add more and weâd have a best seller.â He shrugged his shoulders. âI can see they care about it in the way they put details in, but it needs more.â
There was something incredibly attractive about listening to him talk about it. It was always attractive to see someone care and talk about their passions; but Harry was on another level. She could see it on his face that he was disappointed and knew the person could do better. While it made it all the more nerve wracking for her own novel, she had him working with her along the way.
He never told her where to go with her story in terms of ideas, but how to improve the mechanics. Reading over bits and telling her to take away a certain detail and add more in other places, or giving suggestions about how things could flow smoother. Heâd listened to her storyboard, after showing her the author equivalent of it, and gave his honest feedback from a publisher's point of view and then from a boyfriendâs point of view.
Sometimes it was more obvious that he was the one with miles more life experience in these instances but she couldnât be upset about it when it only aided in strengthening their relationship.Â
âI see.â She looked at the manuscript on the desk with the red pen of doom. âOof. The red pen is out⌠and youâve used it a lot.âÂ
âWell, there are errors.â He chuffed, kissing her cheek in return. âDid you get enough done?â The word count goal had been 3,000 for today, but he didnât make it for her. It was all on her. He simply helped keep her accountable.
âI did more. I think⌠4.5?â She tilted her head trying to remember. âNow my head feels like soup.â It did feel like mush right now. That was why the laptop was closed and abandoned and she was finding comfort in the man. It was like a reward.Â
âThatâs ace, my dove. Amazing.â He praised. The pride he felt for her was earned fair and square. She had been applying herself more now than ever. Since their first night together they hadnât really separated, seeing each other at least a few times a week. Her work ethic was there as she had zeroed in on what she wanted. âWhy donât we finish this up and go back to mine, mm?âÂ
Harry had been holding off all week. Heâd gone a bit rough one night and even though she said she was fine, he wanted to give her body time to relax. As much as he loved sex, he had wanted her body to enjoy it more than anything else. Not be overly swollen and sore the next day.Â
Today was going to be the day to break that. A full week of nothing but heated kisses, and she was as needy as needy could get. He felt her perk up at the mention, sitting up straighter in his lap.Â
âPlease! Letâs go. We can get food on the way home but I think we have some pressing matters to attend to.â She sniffed, standing from him and offering a hand to help him up. âChop chop. Get a move on, mister.â
ââ-
Two rounds in and he knew she could take it. Her poor cunt was a mess and he knew that as pretty as it was all drippy and swollen, she had been aching for him to get a try into her other hole. Theyâd had a proper discussion about it, and he had effectively been edging her the entire night. Fair? No, but she knew how he rolled. The promised pleasure first, experiments after. Just in case she wanted to stop, she got something out of the night.Â
Sheâd been warming his cock for a bit as he held her in his arms, cooing soft praises about how good of a girl she was, how brave she had been to ask for something new tonight when he felt her get impatient. She didnât need to say it. He knew her well enough now to understand what she wanted. Pulling his cock out and rubbing the tip against her asshole, pressing against it and spreading the sticky cum over the rim. âWant me tâfuck this tight little ass too? Fill you from both ends."
âWanna try.â She nodded, panting as her cunt contracted and his cum dribbled out of her pussy. âYouâre so big I⌠I dunno if I can take it. Go slow.â Y/N knew she was slightly cock drunk but she also trusted him. Heâd made her feel good already, took his time with everything else why wouldnât she want to test this with him?
âOkay, my sweet. Just relax.â Harry wasnât nervous, but he was cautious. His girl was precious cargo, and he wanted to make sure it felt as good as it could. Heâd done the work of stretching her with his fingers, but it was going to be a challenge to get him in there regardless. He slowly pushed his thick head past the tight rim of her back hole. Watching her face intently, his own contorted with pleasure. "You're doing so good, doll," he encouraged softly. "Just relax and let me in. You can take it."
The pressure was intense, and she hissed out a breath as he slowly pushed more and more of himself into her. His thick head stretched her wide, and he paused, letting her adjust to the new sensation. "Breathe." The reminder was whispered as he realized she was holding her breath, his hand carding through her hair tenderly.
"That's it, baby. You're taking it so well. Always do so good fâme." He praised, his voice low and soothing. He slowly pushed more of himself into her, inch by inch, his thick prick spreading her wide. She could feel every vein, every ridge, as he slowly filled her up.
As he slid deeper, Harry could feel the intense pressure and stretch around his girth. Her tight little hole was gripped tightly around his shaft, the muscles fluttering and contracting as he pushed his way inside. She felt like she was being split in two, her body struggling to accommodate his bigger size- but she was. Slowly but surely, he sunk into her fully.
She had done it.Â
âFuck.â She sobbed out, clinging to him as he got down to the base. Never in her life had she felt so full that way, so stretched. Only Harry could make her feel this way. It wasnât just the physical feeling, but the emotional one too. She trusted him more than she trusted anyone else. His guidance was priceless.
"You're doing so good, Youâve got it all in. Jusâ gotta let it adjust." he soothed, his voice strained as he fought to keep control. Giving her a moment to adjust, his hands stroking her hair and her cheeks, his thumb brushing away her tears. "You feel so hot around me, doll. So tight. Knew yâwould be."
âI wanna be⌠I want you to feel good.â She whispered, looking at him with wet eyes. âItâs just so big. Iâm tryinâ to take it.â It surely wasn't a beginner cock but she wasnât known for taking the easy way.
"You're doing so well, baby," he reassured her, his hands never leaving her. He slowly pulled out halfway before sinking in again, a little faster this time. "That's it... take me all the way in."
It was the fourth time he did it that she felt the pleasure. Both from the action and the thatch of hair at the base of his cock rubbing against her swollen clit, making her gasp. Her eyes fell shut as she leaned her head back, slowly relaxing into the bed.
He watched her face contorted in pleasure, his heart swelling with pride. "Look at me," he commanded, his voice rough. As she opened her eyes, he began to pick up the pace, his hips pressing against hers. "Mâso proud of you. Look at you, taking every bit of me.â
Y/N sent him a blissed out smile as her hand slipped between them, rubbing her own clit slowly as he fucked into her ass. There was nothing rushed about it, nothing frantic, and it felt good just to be. Her muscles relaxed, making it feel even better as his cock filled her hole. Soft moans left her mouth as she curled her other hand around the back of his neck, pulling him down so he was close. âAre they the best holes youâve had?â
Harryâs face was lax in his own pleasure as he felt her tight ass clench around his cock. âFuck, baby,â he groaned, his breath hot against her lips. âThey are. So fucking tight, so perfect. Canât compare them tâanything else.â He kept up his steady rhythm, loving how her body moved with his. âYou feel so good. Can never get enough of you.â He whispered, brushing a stray hair out of her face before stroking her puffy lip. They were so pretty. Kissing wasnât something heâd thought much of before, but he hadnât kissed Y/N. She had changed everything for him.Â
âBetter than that silly ex wife?â She prodded, watching with a little smirk as she watched him think it over. Y/N had a feeling she was by the way be was acting, but she wanted to hear it.
"Way better." he grunted, his hips snapping forward. "Little minx, yâjust need to ask that, hm? No need to be jealous. She never gets tâhave me again. Only y-you." He stuttered as her hand moved around his neck and she squeezed down hard on him. "Her holes were nothing compared to yours, doll. Nothing."
Y/N giggled as she choked him a little bit, watching his eyes widen before pulling. It was obvious that while he was the big man in charge- she could have fun too. âThatâs what I like to hear. Iâll tell you a secret, Harry.â Her lips brushed his as she kept the grip on his throat. Her lips were swollen and sensitive, the coarse facial hair brushing it and making her want to moan. âNone of the boys my age have ever made me cum. They never fucked my ass. Never fucked me raw. And you did it all.â
"And I'm gonna keep doing it," he rumbled, eyes burning with lust as she kissed him. His hand tightened in her hair, tugging gently and pulling her deeper into the kiss. âYouâve got a man now, no need to think of those boys.You want me tâkeep being nice to you? Keep making you cum?â
âIf you keep fucking me like this, I do. Want my man to be so, so nice to me.â She gasped as he pushed all the way in, balls rested snug against her ass as he slowly humped into her, the comfort of the fullness making her fingers work harder on her clit. âGotta- Gotta prove you can keep up with me, old man. That you c-can live up to the hype. I like the bit of silver at your temples butâŚâ Her moan was broken as he pulled out and pushed back in, jostling her. âGotta prove why older guys are b-better for pretty little things like me.â
"Oh, I'll prove it to you," he growled, picking up pace as he pounded into her tight ass. She had no idea just how badly heâd needed her to walk into his life. Thank god she had. This was everything he had ever wanted. "And right now, you need me to wreck this little hole until you can't walk straight. You need me to show you how a real man handles his woman. I'll give you everything you crave, everything you need. You just have to let go and trust me.â The man had every intention of proving how much better he could be for her than she could ever imagine.
"Fuck, look at this cunt." He muttered, reaching down to spread her dripping pussy apart. "It's absolutely soaked, just dripping down. Love it, hm?â The smugness in his tone would usually make her scowl but there was no denying it. The proof was right there. It was undeniable. âYou're so turned on, baby. It's making it easier for me to fuck this tight little ass of yours." The glossy, hard flesh glistened with slick, dripping down onto the bed beneath her. His own cum intermingled with her own, making his movements smoother as he pushed in and out of her, coating her holes with their combined essence.
Her face was a mask of pure ecstasy, her eyes rolled back in her head as she whimpered in pleasure, her hands gripping the sheets beneath her. Her asshole clenching and unclenching around his thick cock with each thrust, trying to milk him for all he was worth. Her body was feeling tingly, her legs trembling as he fucking into her ass, the sound of her arousal and his hips hitting her skin filling the room. She was completely lost in the pleasure, her mind clouded by the overwhelming sensation of being thoroughly fucked.
As she reached the peak of her orgasm, he took over and began rubbing her clit with his own thumb, the sensation sending waves of pleasure cascading through her body. She cried out, her pussy gushing as she came harder than she would have imagined being fucked like this. She was so overwhelmed that she could only hold limply onto his arms as he continued to pound into her, his thick cock stretching her hole as it thrust through the waves of her intense orgasm.
His face contorted, vein bulging in his neck as he struggled to hold back. "You feel too good, baby. I can't... I can't hold back any longer." His heavy balls drew up close to his body, ready to unleash another load inside of her. The feeling of her taut muscles milking him, the way she clung to him with every fiber of her being, it was too much. He was sensitive himself, but he wanted to deliver everything she wanted.
"Please, Harry...Please,come inside me... I wanna feel you fill me up. Want it everywhere." She panted, her voice desperate with need. Half of the fun of sex was seeing him lose that control he so easily held in all other scenarios. She wanted to make him feel just as good as he made her feel. He deserved it.
His restraint shattered at her words. "Fuck, you're gonna get what you asked for."
With a guttural groan, he buried his face in the crook of her neck and let go, his hot load pulsing into her hole in thick ropes. She felt each ribbon scalding her , marking her as his. "That's it, take it all... Thatâs mâgirl.â He kept cumming, his cock twitching as he filled her. Ribbon after ribbon filled her up until she was overflowing with his load, almost overwhelmingly so. He finally slowed, his chest heaving, before gently pulling out of her ass, his cock glistening with the evidence of their fuck.
With a sense of possessive pride, he watched as his cum began to leak out of her stretched hole, dripping down her thighs. It was satisfying in the filthiest way. Primal and caveman in every sense of the word, he loved knowing that he had done it. Heâd taken every one of her holes and made her his in the dirtiest type of way. He gently spread her cheeks apart, admiring the sight of his mark leaking from her. "Look at that... You're so full of me, Sâthat what you wanted?â
âMhm.â She smiled, slightly drunk on the orgasm and the fact that he had pushed her further than anyone else had before. it was a good feeling in her body, the beginnings of soreness and the calming heat of his hands as he caressed her the way he wanted. âExactly what I wanted. Think Mâgonna have to keep you around so we can do that again.â
âIâd hope so.â He laughed tiredly, pushing back down to take her mouth for another kiss. âIâm far from finished with you, sweet little thing. But I think Iâve ravaged your body enough. Think you need a bath and some tea, get you ready to sleep.âÂ
Aftercare wasnât something sheâd experienced in any other relationship either, but she realized now it was probably a Harry exclusive thing. He was phenomenal at it. A lot of things, honestly. He experimented with her responsibly, took care of her after every round of sex, checked in on her, made sure she was eating proper meals, and helped her with her career. Sheâd lucked out with him. Whatever his ex wife was thinking, she had no clue- but she wasnât about to waste a single bit of him.
âDo you have chamomile?â She asked softly, pecking his lips in return.Â
âWhat do you take me for? Course Iâve got it.â He scoffed, pinching her chin. âBut if I didnât, Iâd find some for you. Know itâs your favorite. Added it to the grocery list, along with your cereal, your rancid battery acid energy drinks, and the sweet and salty popcorn.âÂ
âItâs good battery acid, Iâll have you know.â She giggled, carding her fingers through his hair. He did have a bit of gray going on the temples but it was sexy. Just hearing how much he cared and put effort into the tiny things made her giddy.Â
âYeah, yeah. We can talk about your poison in the morning. Itâs time to get clean and go tâsleep. Tomorrow may be the day you write five thousand words. You never know.â
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So I just got Davrin finally, and... I unfortunately have some complaints about his writing so far.
First: Why can't I welcome Davrin into the Veilguard? Why is literally every single dialogue option about Assan and how Assan is doing, etc? I swear, Rook has spoken more to Assan than Davrin.
Second: When I finally got to learn a bit more about his background, surprise surprise, it's some bullshit about how he rejected his Dalish clan and is on bad terms with them. The exact thing I feared most about his character, based on how they advertised him.
The one light spot would be a codex entry I unlocked; a note written by Davrin about how apparently he's got more complex feelings than he lets on, when it comes to his clan. I am REALLY hoping I'll get to actually hear him talk more about this, and that it won't just be a one-off mention in a codex entry. But I have my doubts, since so far literally everything else has just been griffons, griffons, griffons when it comes to him.
Yes, griffons are cool, but I definitely care more about Davrin, and want to know more about Davrin as a character!
EDIT: So apparently you do get some more from Davrin about his clan and it's positive! I'm really looking forward to this, I hope it's true. Doesn't change the Assan thing, though.
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I haven't posted to this account very much (or at all, really), so I figured I'd update you guys on the state of Such Happy Campers and Press Play. I donât want to talk about the incident that led to me putting SHC on ice because it still rather upsets me, but honestly, I think it was a good decision. I was grieving the âlossâ of SHC for a while, but I can't help but believe I made the right call. Continuing on under the circumstances would have drained me and likely taken me right down the road to writer's block.
Furthermore, and in hindsight, I find writing Press Play a lot more fulfilling right now. All my life, I've only ever written horror, so Press Play has been a wonderful breath of fresh air. It feels cathartic writing about struggles I myself have experienced, and itâs so easy to write about music. I love music so much, and I didn't realize how fun it could be to combine this with my passion for writing. You might have been able to tell from the sheer difference in word count between Press Play and SHC, but it's been so much easier working on this somehow. Also, I do believe SHC wasn't all it could have been. I only want to put out my best work, and I don't think SHC was quite on par with Press Play.
But what about SHC, you may wonder. Or you may not, but I'll address it anyhow. I have recently had an idea for what I might turn the original SHC into. It's only a vague outline right now and I won't turn it into anything more until I'm done with Press Play (I have learned that I can't really write several IFs at once, I'm not C.C. Hill), but I figured I'd let you know that the SHC characters aren't gone forever. My idea would involve the entire SHC cast, though some names/appearances/personalities may undergo changes. Also, I might exclude Anita because she was, admittedly, my least favorite to write and might not fit in with the new setting. Other than that, the IF would explore an interesting alternative to the SHC narrativeâ for example, the character equivalent to Basil Laurier would actually be a practicing lawyer in this one. Another prominent change would be the inclusion of Sawyer Wright-Garcia as a full RO. Theyâre the only one I actually have a clear mental image for as to where their story would go, and it is⌠nuts.
Without spoiling too much, the plot and setting would be very different. It'd be horror, except it'd start out very unassuming, light-hearted and sitcom-y, only to then spiral. I feel like I'd enjoy causing that kind of whiplash. Anyhow, that's that. I hope that if you liked and perhaps miss SHC, this post helped at least a little bit.
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What makes this Logan the "Worst Wolverine"?
There are versions of him who are "worse" in different ways. Some of them failed not just to save the X-men, but to save the world. Some let down everyone around them more harshly than he ever did. Some were objectively less "good" than him. So what separates him from the rest?
One of the biggest factors is regret.
Regret is one of the most crucial parts of Logan's character. It's the whole reason he's called the "Worst" Wolverine to begin with. It's the cause of his depression, the big hurdle he needs to overcome, a primary motivator for him.
But all variations of Wolverine experience regret, so what makes Worst Wolverine in particular so special? Why is he called the "Worst" Wolverine when there are other variants who have "failed" the X-men? When there are other versions who aren't good people? When almost all of them are burdened by remorse?
I think, firstly, it's important to clarify the depth of Logan's regret. He isn't just regretting the X-men's deaths. He isn't just regretting his inability to prevent it. He isn't just regretting the way he reacted to their deaths, how he rampaged and let his anger funnel into destruction.
He isn't just mourning what he lost, he's mourning what he could've had.
Because in his world, he never really had the X-men. They existed and he occasionally worked alongside them, and clearly got close enough for them to want him to join, but he never belonged to them. He never took them on their offer. He never became a part of their team. He never wore that suit. He never accepted them as his family.
Before they died, he was on rocky terms with them. They cared, and they knew he cared to some extent, but that was it. Logan cared enough to show up but not to stay. He was so terrified of commitment and letting people in that he hid away from his troubles with alcohol.
They died without ever knowing that he really cared. They never had the chance to learn the depths of his feelings or yearning to be part of their family even if it scared him. They died with the memory of him as a closed-off, reclusive, alcoholic bastard.
And Logan has to live with that. Live with the knowledge that that's the last impression he left, the image that flashed before their eyes as he died.
Logan has lost the X-men in several universes. In the main movie timeline, in which he was regarded as a hero, he still lost them. There still was "more" he could've done to save them. He could've stopped Scott from his self-destructive spiral or gone with him. He could've reached Jean before she was too far gone and beyond saving. He lives with the regret of knowing he could've done more for them, that if he'd just acted a little differently they might still be there.
But at least he had them. At least, while they were alive, he was honest about his feelings. Even Scott knew he cared, in a fucked-up way. Logan had joined the X-men and saved Scott in return and even tried to hold impromptu interventions after Jean's death. In hindsight, Logan could've done more, but in the moment he acted the best he could with the knowledge he was given.
But Worst Wolverine didn't even do that. He didn't fail them while he was doing the best he could over a blind spot. He failed them because he deliberately chose not to try. He chose not to get closer. He chose not to do more, knowing full well that they wanted him to be more involved. He chose a path of willful ignorance and denial and never had the chance to confront his feelings. Not until he was hit with them full force as he realized the magnitude of what he'd lost.
He never took the chance to get to know them. To become Scott's rival-friend or Jean's almost-lover. He never became a paternal figure to Rogue, never became a confidant to Storm. He can't look back on the "good times" because he didn't have any. He prevented them from happening.
He has no memories to comfort himself with. He has no past to cling to. He can't claim to have lost his family because it never existed. He has to confront the weight of his feelings and the fact that they never were realized all at once. He has to reconcile with how he never took the chance while they were alive, and now it's gone. He has to live with the knowledge that he could've had what he wanted, even for a little bit, if he wasn't such a pathetic fucking coward. That it would be better to at least have something other than the weight of the what-ifs and could-have-beens.
(He has to live with the fact that they never knew. They never knew he cared. He never told them. He could've at least given them a crumb of affection, any hint that he cared. They died thinking he'd move on without a second thought.)
One of Logan's "key" character traits is that he isn't afraid to take what he wants. That he's single-minded and purpose-driven. That he's open about his emotions and pursues his goals by throwing himself into them wholeheartedly.
Succeeding at this is what makes a "good" Wolverine. It isn't necessarily about morality or even power, it's about the ability to chase what he wants and obtain it.
This is what makes our Logan the "worst" Wolverine. He knew what he wanted but never pursued it. He gave up before he even started, distancing himself from the X-men so that they couldn't hurt him.
Wolverine is meant to represent a man who never gives up. Who pushes through pain and hardship with unsheathed claws and gnashing teeth. Who refuses to lose. He's meant to be the image of perseverance: someone who throws aside regard for his own well-being to protect those he cares about and achieve his goals. He's always been scared, terrified even, but he doesn't let that stop him. He rises up to that fear and spits in its face.
He was supposed to be a symbol of bravery. Of courage. Of being true to yourself and fighting for what you believe in even if it's hard. Of being gruff and sometimes mean but painfully honest and willing to do what's needed for the sake of his team and the world.
But "Worst" Wolverine isn't like that. He let his fear control him. He acted the opposite of what made Wolverine special. He isn't the worst because he's evil, or even because of the deaths he's caused. Some versions were more morally grey and mean and fucked up.
He's the worst because he didn't have the strength to keep going. Because he gave up too soon and it cost him a family he never really had. Because he didn't go down with a fight, he just laid down on the ground in a puddle of alcohol and let it swallow him whole.
He's the worst because he went against everything he stood for. He never pushed, never tried, never suffered for the sake of what he believed in. He just suffered without purpose. Sometimes on purpose. He had no reason for living, nothing to belong to, and nothing to strive for.
This is why he was considered the "Worst" Wolverine.
And this is why, at the climax of the movie, Wade called him the "Best" Wolverine.
Because Logan was no longer aimlessly floating without a purpose. He stopped running away from his problems and feelings. He looked Cassandra dead in the eye as she offered him the "easy way out" that he'd always taken before and refused it. He laughed as Wade captured her even if it took away his only chance to silence the voices in his head because he no longer wanted that.
He didn't want to keep living in the past, he wanted to finally fucking fight for something. For his future. (He wanted to finally fight not just because he had no other option. Not just needless violence. Not just because he didn't know anything else. But because he had a purpose. Something that he wanted and that he'd try to pursue.
He finally found a purpose. Something to believe in. Something he'd fight for. Live for. Die for. So when he finally was willing to sacrifice himself, even if he didn't, he achieved the crux of what "Wolverine" is meant to be. Someone willing to do and endure anything to protect what he cares about. Someone willing to do the impossible to reach his goal. Someone willing to die for his family.
Wade helped him become the "Best" Wolverine because he gave him what he'd always been looking for: a home.
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Learning to belong ~ poly!MHA x fem!Reader (06)
And we are back for another chapter !
Warning: cursing (maybe)
tags: aged-up characters ; Pack! Izuku Midoriya X Bakugo Katsuki X Shoto Todoroki X Kirishima Eijirou ; Omega!Izuku Midoriya ; Omega!Bakugo Katsuki ; Omega!Shoto Todoroki ; Omega!Kirishima Eijirou ; technically Beta!Reader ; afab!Reader ; modern Au ; post-UA ; Reader has a quirk ; non hero!Reader ; eventually smut ; bisexual!Reader
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Todorokiâs heat had finally passed after three long days. Heâd spent them either with Kirishima buried deep inside him or wrapped in his muscular arms, their bodies entwined in moments of quiet warmth. It had been all too easy to lose himself in the haze of desire, letting the weight of everything else fade away in a blur of passion and closeness. But now, as the intense flush of heat left his system, his mind was painfully clear.
Embarrassment hit him hard. What was I thinking? He asked himself repeatedly, and almost felt lightheaded as he recalled the desperationâthe way heâd thrown himself at you like some lovesick teenager in his first heat. It was reckless and stupid. Worse yet, heâd let himself imagine all sorts of salacious fantasies involving you, Kirishima, and himself throughout his heat. It was utterly inappropriate. The clarity felt almost unbearable as shame surged through him, dense and stifling. If it were just about embarrassing himself, he could eventually deal with it. But the memories of that day went beyond the dizzy haze of horniness, beyond the scent of peaches and yours warm touch against his skin. He also remembered Kirishimaâs raw rage and the deep red of your blood covering your face and the hospital floor. Shame gnawed at him from within, leaving in its wake buds of guilt, which blossomed as images of you walking around with a crooked nose and split lips flooded his mind.
Thankfully, it had been Kirishima who picked him up from the hospital that day. The red-haired hero had been too considerate to press him on what had happened; his only priority was taking care of him. Yet, as Todoroki had laid beside Kirishima on the third and final night of his heat, he knew that by morning, heâd have to face the rest of the pack. And neither Katsuki nor Izuku would spare him the questions he dreaded.
Morning came too soon. By the time Todoroki left his room, Kirishima was already gone and it was still early, he knew no one had left for work yet. He rushed to the bathroom to shower, hoping the hot water might somehow calm his nerves or at least give him a moment to gather his thoughts. For the first time in his life, he almost wished his heat had lasted longerâanything to delay the inevitable, awkward conversation but no amount of scalding water could cleanse the mess of emotions swirling inside him. After a dozen of minutes, he resigned himself, finished his shower and got ready for the day.
The moment he emerged from the steamy bathroom, Izuku was waiting, worry pooling in his green eyes and his rough, scarred hand instinctively lifted to cup Todorokiâs face. His touch was warm and steady, grounding him and quieting the chaos within him. Despite the awkwardness of this whole situation, seeing Izuku made his heart flutter, and he smiled softly in his mateâs arms.
âShoto,â Izuku murmured, his voice filled with genuine concern. âIâm so sorry you had to go through that. I wanted to be there, but I was tied up at the agency and..." He hesitated for a moment before continuing in a fast ramble, "Just... if you need anything, Iâm here for you. Weâre all here for you. I already called your agency and told them youâll need a few more days off. Kirishima told us a little about what happened, and I swear, weâll track down that doctor. Weâll make sureââ
âHe doesnât need you babbling in his damn ears, Deku.â Katsukiâs voice cut through Izukuâs rambling. He stood in the doorway, arms crossed, his gaze locked on Todorokiânot unkind, but piercing.. âHe gets it. Heâs not helpless, you know.â
Izuku shot Katsuki a small frown but remained unfazed by his blunt interruption. Beneath the sharp words, Todoroki could sense Katsukiâs genuine concern. The familiar edge in Katsukiâs tone was oddly comforting, and he knew that Katsukiâs refusal to coddle him was just his way of showing respect and consideration.
As they moved to the dining table, where Kirishima was already eating breakfast, Todoroki took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves and took his seat around the table. Izuku quickly joined him, sitting beside him and reaching over to place a comforting hand on his knee. Todoroki felt a rush of gratitude for the quiet support, and even Katsuki, despite his sharp gaze, gave him space to speak without pushing him.
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âSo... you were the one who threw yourself at her?â Izukuâs voice was hesitant, his doe eyes blinked and his brows furrowed in confusion as he tried to process Todorokiâs recounting of the events.
âYouâve gotta be kidding me,â Katsuki scoffed in disbelief.
Todorokiâs face flushed deeply with embarrassment, his cheeks burning so much that he thought he might actually burst into flames. This was a lot more mortifying than heâd imagined. Izuku had started off so supportive, leaning in to comfort him, but as Todoroki went on and explained the situation, he watched Izukuâs expression shift from understanding to confusion, and finally to what felt like... judgment. Slowly, Izuku had began to scoot away from him, casting side glances full of disapproval and making it impossible for Todoroki to meet his eyes. Katsuki was more disappointment than anything else. Unbelievable, he muttered to himself. To him, this was beyond stupidâsomething a too-hormonal high schooler might do and definitely something Todoroki shouldâve known better. But it was Kirishimaâs silence that unnerved Todoroki the most. The red haired kept his gaze down, uncharacteristically quiet, before abruptly standing up and storming toward the door.
âI need to go apologize!â Kirishimaâs voice was laced with urgency, tinged with panic, but Bakugo grabbed his arm and halted him.
âYou canât go back to that hospital, Eijirou,â Katsuki said firmly, tightening his grip. âWhat are you gonna do, knock on the door and ask for the doctor you beat up? Youâll only make things worse.â
âKacchanâs right. Sheâs probably scared right now, and sheâll run the other way if she sees you again,â Izuku added, stepping in front of Kirishima and blocking his ways like a barricade, while exchanging a look of silent agreement with Bakugo.
âBut I canât just stay here! I hurt herâbadly. She even tried to explain, but I wouldnât listen,â Kirishimaâs voice grew agitated. The vivid recollection of your tear-filled eyes and bloodied lips coiled within him, guilt tightening its grip on his chest. What kind of man hits an innocent woman? he thought, fists clenched as he struggled to free himself from his mates' hold.
âIâll go,â Todoroki interjected suddenly. His words startled the others and they turned to him, puzzled. âIt was my fault. I should apologize to her.â His voice was calm but resolute, slicing through the tension in the room and carrying a steadiness, calmness, that sought to soothe Kirishimaâs agitation and remorse. âIzukuâs right; you canât go there directly, Eijirou. Iâll go and apologize on behalf of both of us.â
"But I have to do it myself! I was the one who hit her. I should at least cover her medical bill!" Kirishima protested, spurred by a faint voice in the back of his mind reminding him how unmanlyâand even less heroicâhis actions had been.
âIâll tell her you want to apologize in person too. If sheâs okay with it, Iâll give her your number so she can reach out to you,â Todoroki assured him gently. It pained him to see Kirishima like this, especially knowing it was his fault. All he ever wanted was to see him smiling, radiant and untroubled, and judging by the looks on his other matesâ faces, it was clear they all shared the same feeling.
Kirishimaâs expression wavered, torn between making a run to the hospital or listening to his mates, but Katsuki ended his internal debate with a firm arm slung around Kirishimaâs shoulders, steering him toward the door.
âCome on, shitty head, weâre gonna be late. Itâs Shotoâs mess, heâll handle it,â Bakugo said, his voice losing its usual edge, and softened just enough to offer some reassurance to Kirishima.
Izuku lingered behind, casting Todoroki a final glance filled with quiet suspicion. Todoroki could almost see the gears of his mind turning, overthinking as always, but then Katsuki barked Izukuâs name from the doorway, urging him to hurry up. With a sigh, Izuku followed the red eyes pair and they all left for work, leaving Todoroki behind in their appartement.
Todoroki paced in circles around his apartment, his hands clenched into tight fists at his sides. He kept telling himself that he needed to apologize, but every time he neared the door, a wave of nerves yanked him back, making him turn and start another lap around his living room. He wasnât used to feeling this wayâunsteady, so... nervous as the weight inside him grew heavier, sinking like an anchor. Heâd never been one to feel so unsettledâhe was usually straightforward, never having trouble apologizing when it was needed. If he made a mistake, he fixed it; he owned up. But this felt different. Today, shame, guilt, and apprehension mingled within him in a discomfort he didnât fully understand.
âOkay, itâs just... an apology. Youâve done this before,â he muttered under his breath, trying to summon his usual calm. He had told his mates so confidently that he would do it, but look at him now. âJust go in there, say youâre sorry. Itâs not complicated.â Yet the words didnât settle him. Instead, they only seemed to make him more anxious. Why was facing you so daunting suddenly? He couldnât explain itâhe didnât understand it.
After what felt like ages, he forced himself to grab his keys and head out the door, before he could talk himself out of it again. But the nerves only grew worse when he settled into his car and sat behind the wheel. The flashes of three days ago replayed in his mind, flashes of him almost humping the backseat. They made him wince as he gripped the steering wheel tighter and started the car.
The hospital wasnât so far away from his apartment, a short 30-minutes drive, but he had to will himself to stay focused on the road. When he paused at a red light, he found himself wondering if your scent would be as intoxicating and bewitching as he remembered it to be and the thought made him groan as he banged his head on the steering wheel, mumbling to himself, Focus, Shoto.
As he drove past a flower shop, a quiet voice in his mind suggested he bring you something. He considered it for a moment, pondering on how appropriate it would be to bring flowers to someone he didnât know, especially someone who had been beat up because of him. Yeah, no, even he could tell it would be weird. But somehow, he found himself making a U-turn, parking his car in front of the flower shop, and stepping inside.
The floral scent enveloped him immediatelyâa soft, sweet fragrance that seemed to soothe the edges of his nerves. Before him laid a sea of vibrant and cool blooms stretched out in rows: roses blushed in shades of crimson and coral, delicate peonies, soft violets, cheerful tulips, and vivid anemones. The shop was beautiful, but he knew he had to leave fast when he realized he was searching for flowers that would complement the color of your eyes. He almost laughed at himself. Ridiculous, he mused, but there he was, his feet planted firmly on the ground, and a minute later, he was holding a bouquet of dahlias. With the flowers in hand, he made his way to the counter, quickly paid, and rushed back to his car, feeling the steady thrum of nervousness in his chest.
Finally, we got to see Izuku and Katsuki in this fic. It took us 6 chapters but we made it through!!
I hated writing this chapter, omg, it took me almost a whole week. You guys have no idea how many versions of this chapter exist đ. The length wasnât the issueâI tried to make it a bit longer than usual (not by much, though; Iâm usually around 1.5k words, but today I hit 1.9k). BUT omg, nothing really happened here. I think it was just a boring chapter (at least to write) đ.
Iâve always referred to the characters as Todoroki, Kirishima, Izuku, and Katsuki in my head. But itâs kind of weird how half of them go by their first name and the other half by their surname in the narration, right? Itâs also a bit confusing when I use both in the same chapter, so Iâve decided to stick with Izuku, Katsuki, Kirishima, and Todoroki for the narrator. The reader will use their first names once she meets them properly.
As always, criticisms are welcome.
Big thank you to @cafekitsune who made the beautiful dividers
05 <- 06 -> 07
My apologies if I forgot anyone in the taglist
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Something of note about Lilia's tarot spread is thatâit's hers. The cards she pulls aren't precisely who the characters are to themselves, but who they are and what they represent to Lilia. As her coven, in her life.
Like, I don't really know my tarot that wellâI'm just pulling themes from within the episode and my general understanding.
But when she was reading for Billy, he was fittingly represented by the Magician. But for Lilia, he was the âwindfall.â He was the tower, reversed. Miraculous transformation. Because she, having put the sigil on him, saved him from the destruction and lead to his miraculous transformation. And to her, he was the windfall, because without him, she wouldn't be here, with her coven. She wouldn't have found herself.
Alice's is very straight forwardââfull of fire, fights bravely.â It's how Lilia saw her, what Lilia had once again predicted for her. 'Wound suffered, lessons learned.' Specifically, Lilia wasn't able to warn Alice, but she learned her lesson. So, this time, she makes sure to warn Agatha. âWhen she calls you a coward, hit the deck.â
And why does she warn Agatha? Agatha represents her 'obstacles,' after all. Maybe soâLilia's literal obstacle at this stage ends up being the Salem Seven, who merely want Agatha. Yet she chooses to stay behind to save a woman who probably wouldn't do the same for her. And the reason isâfor her, Agatha is the Three of Swords. She looks at her and sees Heartbreak, (Rio) Sorrow, (Evanora) Grief (Nicholas). And Lilia is willing to forgive herâto sacrifice herself for herâeven if the universe itself doesn't think she deserves it. This is different from how Agatha views herself, or even how Billy views her, since he initially pulls out the Chariot. One might say it's a random choice, but the Chariot is described as representing âdetermination, success, and control.â It's about overcoming challenges and gaining victory through maintaining control of your surroundingsâwhich, I argue, embodies Agatha pretty well. So The Three of Swords is who Agatha is to Lilia. She doesn't hate her, or see her as a force to be reckoned with. She pities her. After all, the Queen of Cups is defined by her empathy.
Then, of course, Jen. Jen is Lilia's path ahead. Not only because she has a brilliant future of her own ahead of her in the mcu, now with her powers unbound. Because Lilia senses all the trapped light and bound power that Jen carriesââThe High Priestess: Immense spiritual power, unable or unwilling to use it--â but also because Jen, the survivor, is the one who will carry on Lilia's memory. All those centuries, Lilia had been aloneâthere was no 'path ahead.' Everything was a jumbled mess, her âpathâ was non-linear and twisty. And Jen, after centuries of solitude, was her light in the dark, guiding her through the dark tunnels, as her mind wandered through her timeline searching for answers. Jen was the only person in centuries who bothered to see her as something more, to acknowledge her strength, and to help her fill in the gaps as best as she could. And so Lilia sees so much hope in Jenniferâwho won't stop becoming better and better. Because for Jen, the Queen of Cups is her path behind. Wound suffered, lessons learned. âI couldn't save Lilia, I didn't even try to save Alice, I'll be damned if I let you two idiots die.â
Finally, Death, Rio. Wellâit's obvious. In tarot, death isn't literal. It's mist often symbolic. Transformation, end of a cycle, new beginnings. Which is why we never see Lilia's corpse, and we never see Rio collect her. Because unlike Alice, Lilia went into the afterlife willingly. And for her, it was a beautiful release. After years of running out of timeâshe got to start anewâknowing that this time, she managed to save her coven. (I'd also like to think that the reason we don't see Rio collect Sharon is because it was a peaceful deathâjoining Mr. Davis instead of suffering further. Whereas Alice finally had something to live for, but I digress. I've already made my posts about Alice.)
I think that this is all relatively obviousâbut I genuinely can't stop thinking about Lilia and her dynamics with the rest of the coven.
#agatha all along#lilia calderu#in lilia we trust#patti lupone#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#alice wu gulliver#jennifer kale#rio vidal#lilia calderu x jennifer kale#lilia calderu & jennifer kale#lilia calderu & agatha harkness#lilia calderu & billy maximoff#lilia calderu & alice wu gulliver#lilia calderu & rio vidal
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thinking about halloween/christmas with parent!reader + logan and laura :(((
i know iâm late to this but oh my god YES. logan brings so many bags because he knows she wants to go to pretty much every house thatâs decorated (she did have to learn trick or treat etiquette, because the first house she chose had zero decorations and when the door opened to One Of Those middle aged womenâ you know the ones â and the lady started yelling at laura for being raised wrong, laura realized that she wouldnât get candy from that lady and she looked at her dead in the eye before walking over to her car and unsheathing her claws, successfully slashing her tires which lead to more screaming and for logan to have a goddamn headache already; he did take her aside after that fiasco and taught her that she can only knock on the door of houses that are decorated and no, laura, you canât stab people if they give you shitty candy, jesus christ kid) anyways yes he brings so many bags because he wants her to get as many candies as she wants and heâs more than willing to carry the weight of like eight large, full candy bags if it means his daughter will smile at him like thatâ you and her are both dressed up as characters from lauraâs favorite musical and although logan categorically refused to wear a costume, he only grumbled a little bit when you shoved cat ears on top of his head (to his defence, he couldnât say no because you jokingly threatened to make him sleep on the couch if he didnât, but really he would have done it anyway to make his girls happy) so at the end of the night you end up with five full large bags of candy (so what if logan intimidated/bullied people into giving her more candy. mind your own business bub) and a child on a massive sugar rush, but itâs more than worth the trouble of chasing her around the house to stop her from trying to climb furniture and running around because she finally gets to be a kid <3
#laura kinney x mom!reader#daughter!laura x dad!logan#dad!logan howlett#old man logan#dad!logan x daughter!laura#old man!logan#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett fluff#logan howlett imagine#old man logan x reader#old man logan fluff#old man logan imagine#xmen imagine#xmen fluff#crueclown22#answered#laura kinney x dad!logan
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Just drive
warning: none
characters: jude x fem!reader
summary: when your water breaks but he doesn't know how to drive to take you to the hospital
may contain spelling and translation errors!
It was a typical summer day in Madrid, the sun was shining brightly, and the heat seemed to increase by the minute. You, nine months pregnant, were relaxing on the couch with the fan on, trying to ease the discomfort of the final stretch of your pregnancy. Your big belly was proof that Amala was almost here, and you already felt a mix of anxiety and excitement at being so close to meeting your daughter. Jude, attentive to your every move, approached you every few minutes, asking if you needed anything, if you wanted water, if everything was okay. Even with his anxiety and care, he couldn't hide his nervousness about the upcoming birth.
âHoney, I'm fine, stop looking at me like I'm going to explode at any moment!
You laughed, seeing your husband's worried look.
âIt's not that, but... what if it explodes? I mean, what if... âHe hesitated, scratching the back of his neck. âWhat if your water suddenly breaks?
You laughed more, already used to his exaggerated concerns.
âI'll let you know, don't worry.
But ironically, that's exactly what happened moments later. You felt a strong contraction and then...water running down your legs. Your water had broken.
âJude...
You called, trying to stay calm as you felt the wave of pain increase.
Jude, who was in the kitchen, dropped the glass of water he was holding when he heard the serious tone in your voice. He ran into the living room and found you with your eyes closed, breathing deeply, trying to deal with the pain.
âIs...is it now?
He asked, his eyes wide.
You nodded, still breathing deeply.
âYeah. She's coming.
That was enough for Bellingham to panic. He started pacing back and forth, grabbing his cell phone, putting his hands on his head, clearly not knowing what to do.
âOkay, breathe, Jude, breathe! I just need to take you to the hospital, that's all! I just...uh...where are the car keys? I'll drive!
Between contractions, you looked at him and noticed the despair on his face. It was true, he didn't know how to drive. In the rush of moving to Madrid and with the intense routine of games, he had never taken the time to learn. You were the one who always drove, which wasn't a problem... until now.
âJude... you don't know how to drive...
You said, with a mix of concern and pain.
âBut you can't drive like that! Not when you're... with... with Amala coming.
He started gesturing, trying to find a solution.
The pain increased, and you grimaced. Even in the midst of the chaos, you tried to stay calm.
âBabe, I'll guide you... you'll have to... you'll have to try.
With a mix of desperation and determination, he helped you get up and, together, you walked to the car parked in the garage. You, still in pain, sat in the passenger seat, while Jude took the wheel for the first time.
âIt's okay, honey. Just⌠just stay calm.
You said, trying to focus between contractions.
Jude took a deep breath, adjusted the seat and the steering wheel, but his hands were shaking. He started the car and looked at you as if waiting for some confirmation that everything was okay.
âJude, step on the brake before putting it in gear. Thatâs it, thatâs it⌠now take it easy, donât rush, just go.
The car moved slowly through the garage, and you tried to hold back your laughter, mixed with the pain and the surreal situation. With every meter traveled, Bellingham concentrated as if he was about to score a decisive goal.
âBabe, just⌠go straight. Itâs not that hard, just relaxâŚ
You said between contractions, trying to stay calm for him.
Jude murmured softly to himself, a kind of mantra to keep from panicking. You finally reached the street, and he accelerated a little more, but with the same excessive caution of someone driving for the first time.
âJude, can you go a little faster⌠I⌠I need to get to the hospital before AmaâŚ
You said, trying to breathe between words.
âOkay, okay....I'm going.
He sped up a little, but any slower car seemed like an insurmountable obstacle to him. It was as if he was facing the biggest match of his life.
Halfway there, a new wave of pain took over you, and in reaction you squeezed your boyfriendâs arm tightly. He looked at you quickly, worried.
âSweetheart, are you okay? I⌠Iâm driving as fast as I can.
âJude Victor, focus on the road, please! Just⌠just get there.
After a few streets, you finally saw the hospital. With one last awkward turn and a somewhat crooked parking lot, Jude managed to stop the car in front of the emergency entrance. He ran out of the car, calling for help, while you tried to keep your breathing under control, already relieved to be there.
Nurses arrived quickly, putting you in a wheelchair and starting to guide you inside. Jude held your hand until the last moment, making it clear how much he was with you, even without knowing how to deal with the situation.
âSorry, Y/n⌠I didn't know driving would be so⌠so complicated!
He said, his voice still shaking.
You smiled, despite the pain.
âJude, you did a great job. Now⌠go ahead, come meet our little girl.
#jude bellingham#dorabellingham#jude bellingham x fem!reader#jude bellingham x you#jude bellingham imagine#jude bellingham one shot#jude bellingham x reader#real madrid#football#football fanfic#football x you#football x y/n#football x reader#jb5 x fem!reader#jb5 x reader#jb22#jb5#jude bellingham x mom!reader#jude bellingham smut#jude bellingham soft#jude victor willliam bellingham
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I like to think in the Gifted au, Peri legitimately blames Dev for everything going wrong in his life until Irep or someone slaps some sense into him like "my guy, that is a barely ten year old child"
#Peri isnt like a horrible person at his fore but he DEFINITELY needs to learn more about taking responsibility for his own failures#And he needs to accept the fact that he's no longer a baby who can get away with anything because everyone adores him#He's a grown ass adult and he needs to act like one#I think Irep would be the best person to try to get this point across to him because he's always been on the opposite side of things#Having to act like an adult since he was young because no one ever cut him any slack#He's not perfect by a long shot either don't get me wrong#But he can at least help Peri in this scenerio#Fucked up flawed little family#Just a fucked up kid and his three fucked up dads#Anyway#Gifted au#Fop Gifted au#Fop au#fopanw#fop a new wish#Fop#fairly oddparents#Fairly oddparents a new wish#fop peri#I love Peri as a character he's so flawed I want to vivisect his brain and pick apart his thoughts and actions
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Oliverâs interview was biphobic. Itâs sad you hate Tommyso much that you canât see that.
whatâs sad is how you have to cling to buckâs bisexuality through tommy. what is tommyâs relevance here? none.
buckâs character has always been sex positive. during his 1.0 phase, the issue for him was never the sex itself, but the fact he was using it to replace something he felt was missing. of course he would want to go out and explore more of himself, of what heâs discovered over the last 6 months about himself - and what he hasnât yet.
you can slut it up and be bisexual, those two things have no correlation. if it was biphobia, the quote wouldâve been different. it wouldâve been a âheâs bisexual now so heâs gonna fuck anything that movesâ, it wouldâve played into those tropes.
buck is rediscovering who he is as a person. heâs done the 1.0 phase, heâs done the series of committed relationships. neither of them have worked for him. i, as a bisexual, want him to go out and sleep with whoever he wants to because it would be more character growth for him.
i want him to know itâs okay to want sex and to have it with whoever he wants and that he doesnât *have* to be in a committed relationship for that. heâs jumped from relationship to relationship seeking validation to be enough for someone, and heâs stuck on that hamster wheel.
the first step to getting off of that, is for him to realise that he can have one night stands and explore his bisexuality. that while he would love to find âthe oneâ and be wanted like that, itâs not not okay to have one night stands and sleep around. that it doesnât have to be jumping from committed relationship to committed relationship searching for something these people wonât give him.
him coming to terms with that goes hand in hand with him sleeping around, and learning that the guilt of it all is insignificant because heâs doing what he chose to do, for him. because he knows that who he is as a person, is good enough, is loveable enough, without the need for him to be in a relationship with someone.
i understand your ship broke up and it sucks, but that is no way oliverâs fault. especially not when heâs been telling you since before the season started that was how it was gonna go.
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