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Have you ever been so touch starved that any time someone accidentally brushes up against you it feels like a little electric shock? That's where I'm at.
#today one of my coworkers put their hand on my shoulder#and i nearly burst into tears#because ive been so lonely for so long#the smallest physical touches are simultaneously euphoric and torturous#forever alone#lonely#alone#single#single af#touch starved#depressed
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Finally made it to winter break despite the fact this past week was definitely trying to kill me.
Invisible String will update this weekend (or Monday, we'll see). My anxiety was the worst it's been since starting my new medication and it made doing anything this week utterly impossible. But it's the weekend and I have slept and cuddled my dog and I have nothing else I need to do besides go support my friend at her Christmas market tonight.
I've got art and fic plans and feeling like it's probably time to make an updated fic masterlist.
I need to reread Mrs. Dalloway ahead of teaching it in January, but that's like...a single afternoon activity. And we hired a teacher, and it was the sub who was already there, so me and the other department chair don't have to do *anything*. We've made it.
#sloth speaks#my new medication has made everything better including my anxiety#but even that had nothing on the mess that this week was apparently#i was like rushing from interview to class to interview and being like#why do i feel like i'm being hunted for sport#I came home Wednesday and my partner was like 'we have tickets to this fun thing we do every year tonight'#and I nearly burst into tears#it's not that i didn't want to go but more like...i didn't want to go that night#the overwhelm was real#been a long time since it was that bad#this week was just....unrelenting#and now it's saturday morning and i'm like#oh i'm fine now#personal
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I'm making a lil paper animation with the concepts of stopmotion for school based on the httyd books! All I gotta add in now is Toothless jumping onto the rock but I have to do that digitally sadly. It's a pretty fun process ngl and the result is looking great to me
#my camera moved a bit in the middle of this and i nearly burst out in tears#that wasn't fun LMAO#but hey it is what it is#i managed to get it good in editing it afterwards#when the final product is finished ill put it on here as well!#httyd#how to train your dragon#httyd books#how to train your dragon books#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#toothless#animation#stopmotion#paper animation
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SPOILERS FOR TF1
well he certainly did try.
#i nearly burst into tears making this#bc i originally had THAT scene play with the correct chime#but i cut it out bc it felt too choppy. sobbed over doomed yaoi for nothing#transformers#transformers one#transformers d16#d 16#tf d16#megatron#optimus prime#orion pax#satyrn’s rambles#transformers one spoilers#tf1 spoilers
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*slides this into the chat* I am BEGGING the lord of the rings girls to PLEASE listen to this and cry with me
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#I KEEP NEARLY BURSTING INTO TEARS I FEEL THIS SONG IN THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL#childhood me would have KILLED for this#lord of the rings#rings of power#IT’S JUST SO GOOD#Youtube
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my entire twitter feed is full of people discovering piglet's big game for the first time bc of how creepy the music and some of the levels are. meanwhile im here like. that was one of my core childhood games i played the fuck out of that when i was younger
#nobody gives a shit erin#finding out that the silent hill 2 remake uses a track from piglet's big game knocked me tf out#i almost bursted into tears on the japanese subway#also love how on ebay people are snatching up the cheap ps2/gamecube copies after the meme blew up#meanwhile i still own my childhood copy and i bought a nearly mint manual for it last year :)
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so. confession time. i am on an adventure.
#walked in saw everything all lit up nearly burst into tears#FOR REAL THIS TIME GUYS. I AM DOING IT FOR REAL#habs
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i ❤️ death wish!!
#a hat in time#a hat in time snatcher#ahit snatcher#ahit#ahit hat kid#a hat in time hat kid#when snatcher asked me to marry death i nearly burst into tears#dizzy's art
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Al Jazeera correspondent receives threat telling her to leave her home
Oct 30th, 11:50 GMT
Youmna ElSayed, reporting from Gaza City
Our reporter in Gaza City has been told to leave her home. She made this live broadcast from inside her building as explosions from Israeli air attacks were going off all around her.
The phone call that we received was from a private number. The caller addressed my husband with his full name and told him that “This is the Israeli army, we are telling you to evacuate south because in the coming hours it is going to be very dangerous in the area where you are at.”
My husband told him that we know there were tanks is Salah al-Din Street, that’s the main street linking northern Gaza to the south, and he said, “I can’t answer you on which route you would take but the main street could be relatively safer, you should find out yourself but you need to move now”.
In the midst of all this bombardment, I don’t know how safe it would be to actually take our car and leave and drive under this heavy bombardment. It’s very risky, it doesn’t seem safe at all; in the past days, we’ve been seeing videos of cars that were directly targeted while they were on the street going to the south.
So it’s really a very tense situation, I don’t think that if I risk my life and the life of my kids to take this journey that this could be a right decision. And at the same time, they called us directly and warned us telling us to leave now but the bombardment is relentless, how are people like me and others are going to be able to leave? I don’t know what options we have right now.
There are seven families overall in this building. Some of them have their relatives living with them as well, so there are about 100 people in this building. None of the other six families got a warning call from the Israeli military, like we did, so this was a direct threat just to us, to our family.
Listen to Youmna ElSayed report on this live on air while bombardments can be heard nearby
Oct 30th, 12:00 GMT
Al Jazeera’s Wael Dahdouh, who is in Gaza City right now, says heavy smoke can be seen in the area and Israel is carrying out air strikes using white phosphorous on civilian houses.
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Evacuation warning to AJ correspondent ‘very worrying’: Media watchdog
Oct 30th, 12:30 GMT
We reported earlier that the husband of Al Jazeera’s correspondent in Gaza City, Youmna ElSayed, received a threatening phone call from the Israeli army telling the family to leave their home immediately, as explosions were going off all around their neighbourhood.
Speaking to Al Jazeera, Khadija Patel, chairperson of the International Press Institute, described the call as a “very worrying” development.
“This is an indication of deliberate targeting of journalists, something that we are concerned about as part of a trend that we are seeing within this conflict,” she added.
“We want to … urge the Israeli forces to protect the lives and work of journalists in this war.”
#palestine#free palestine#al jazeera#gaza city#i honestly thought i was hearing youmna elsayed being killed in real time and nearly burst into tears
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girl i don't even go here but your duke sunday fic has me in a chokehold so bad i read it every once every week and i downloaded hsr because of it
HELLO THIS IS SO ????? cries im happy u enjoy the duke sunday blurb sm and even downloaded hsr bc of it hello ???? 😭 im actually in the midst of making it into a series rn !! writing at least some chapters beforehand bc i know otherwise i wont get very far with it 🫠
#omg a convo !?#nonnies !!#this ask made me so happy i nearly burst into tears in the uni library#HDJD BUT YEA IM WORKING ON THE SERIES VERSION BC I LOVE THE CONCEPT SM WITH DUKE SUNDAY AND GRAHHHH
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How is beomgyu even a real person like 😭😭 I swear I have just never seen a prettier person ever he’s so beautiful I can’t even I don’t even what how why is he so fucking handsome HOW
#HIS MOLE AS WELL#Also he literally has the prettiest eyes ever I love his eyes sm he’s so fucking pretty#also I was listening to lovesong today and idk why but I BURST INTO TEARS 😭😭 probably bc I’m nearly on my period#but like that song is just so#I’d do anything to listen to lovesong for the first time again 😭😭 it means so much to me#the guitar is so pretty in it it makes me feel nostalgic and sad 😭😭
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BIG DAY TODAY FOR ME AND I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS ❤️
#i’ve been on a long recovery journey for the past 3+ years and after living with my mum for nearly two years#i moved back to my own flat today and i’m able to live independently again!!#i still have some way to go but this is a big step in my recovery and i couldn’t be happier#i’m feeling all the feels#i cried the whole way in the car and i burst into tears every now and then but only happy tears mixed with some tears of bafflement#it’s hard to believe this is real#also hearing my little brother tell me how proud he is teared me up even more ngl we don’t say those things out loud too often#i have the best family and i couldn’t have done this without them ❤️❤️❤️#there was also something very symbolic in that the last song that played on the radio in the car was Ruoska#and now i’m gonna boop the hell out of y’all <3#personal
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ANDRE BRAUGHER???
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And Another thing season 3 needs to provide: Penelope saying she prefers Mrs. Bridgerton wether it’s because colin or eloise call her lady whistledown post reveal or anyone else still calls her miss Featherington, i do not care i just need her to correct people and say “actually, it’s mrs Bridgerton.”
#bridgerton#polin#season three#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#colin x penelope#she fell first so it would only be appropriate#but also what if colin just overhears it/ she says it to his face and nearly bursts into tears#another win for us he fell harder truthers#guys my last polin post#I’m actually so serious rn#like i fully ran out of things to say about them#help me#it was a wonderful week#three more to go#if i post again tomorrow none of these other tags exist
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I am having. A day. and so I truly cannot overstate how grateful I am to the universe that I have a large bathtub in which I can soak like a disaffected, chain smoking, 1920's Parisian socialite
#me#bathpost#hitting the pen does not has nearly the same aplomb as chain smoking with a dry martini but oh well#(the midol's not helping today. we drove past something on the road and Lily said 'oh it's just a squirrel' and i#burst into tears because even the squirrel's life was precious. i am straight up not having a good time lads)
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We be reading ^-^
HELLO!!! OH MY GOSH!!!! WE DO BE READING!!! :O
#I NEARLY BURST INTO TEARS#WAIUUUUU#THIS IS SO CUTE!!!#the little expressions!!#that's me!!! from my pfp!!!#THAT'S US!!!!!#we are reading fanfiction together :3#this is so so cute#asks#text#artsy-book
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