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Okay, fine. I’ll watch BTE.
#starting episode 1#honestly I just need something short to watch to fill little gaps when I have a bit of time#and I figured I should get in the loop#such a long journey to embark on#I’ll give updates every so often#aew#all elite wrestling#bte#being the elite#kenny omega#hangman adam page#adam page#adam cole#matt jackson#nick jackson#the young bucks
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"god, I am such a slut for a time loop," I say, surprising absolutely none of my readers
#game changer#dropout#I figured out what was going on immediately lmao#I was like '...sam is doing some highly noticeable and repeatable movements during this intro'#'is this A TIME LOOP??'#all of us in our lives should get to write a time loop at least once so I'm happy for him
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Finished ISAT last night, this game was an emotional rollercoaster from start to end, tbh. I've got a lot of thoughts about the game and they're all pretty short, but I'd like to list some of them here.
The coin is interesting! I think mechanically it's a good way to check Siffrin's internal monologue of the same thing, regardless of area/party status. But story wise, it's a whole other thing to me. Loop and Siffrin have their own kind of Heads/Tails duality, and Odile's coin flip makes me think that it could have/might have been Loop in our Siffrin's place instead, if things had gone just a little differently. Siffrin's forgetfulness being both a foreshadow to his home country AND the potential years worth of time stuck in the loops. and the player's forgetfulness, that too. Another angle I'd like to explore in the future is Siffrin's sprites, and the (possibly intended) idea of taking the growing space covered in shadow on his face as a loss of humanity/the concept of self. It helps take the idea of Siffrin seeing himself as an actor to the next level for me. You could extend this to the Mal Du Pays/Bigfrin sequences being the total loss of self, Siffrin being sent over the edge(and subsequently grounded by his party members). But he made it back! and that's really what matters, isn't it. It's very in line with the literal context of the scenes but I appreciate that the lines are there to be read between, even if not everybody cares to. i definitely think about faces/the self a normal amount, you can trust me i swear. Siffrin clearly did not have enough problems on his own so I had to push my whole faces/sense of self thing on him too. Loop. oh god Loop. I have a lot of thoughts about Loop and their Identity, and it's going to take a while to figure out! but i'm totally fine with that. is it morally wrong to feel a deep kinship to loop?? i don't know!!! i'm gonna find out though. i was actually just recently thinking about how i don't like using the term kinning for characters because it feels very intimate and I can't say i've felt the same thing other people who kin characters feel. BUT. i think loop gave me some kind of disease i think i'm not well I just couldn't do most of the Dagger dialogue. It was too much for me personally. I did it once and it made me feel bad enough to return it and swear off the idea. until i go back to finish achievements, that is. Fucked up, though!! The loops and their infinite catharsis started to mean nothing at all until they make the even more fucked up mega catharsis. I thought Signalis and it's ending hit me hard but this game reduced me to a crying mess by the end. And lastly I'm very appreciative of @usefulnt0409 for being there to help me through the entire game. I like sharing my first playthroughs of things with people that enjoy them. Having them around to help with mechanical stuff I'd never pick up on(Loop dialogues and the conditions associated with most of them) and when I'd accidentally skip a dialogue just made the experience very special. I don't think I'll soon forget this game, it was an incredible experience even through the gas leak 5am vcs. I think they made it better.
#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#text post#hiiii pronoun :3#review???#typing this post and not rereading it because i'm not making a second draft.#i don't think i can tag every loop design under the sun with me core and get away with it#speaking of#i need to figure some shit out because#loop DID something to me man#i mean i guess i do have it figured out i just need like a week so i don't feel sick(positive) every time i think about them#or this game as a whole#should i make a kin list. i know i said it feels different than kinning but i'm making a pinned soon#feels like it'd be a good addition
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i hope everyone with paras that are in some sort of time loop situation has a great day has a great day!
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#s my beloved#g my beloved#kinda#i havent really figured out the specififcs of gs situation yet#i should get on that hes been around for af least 4 years#but its def time loop-esque#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#immersive daydreaming#paraportal#madd positivity#ask#anon
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Some funny moments from my Discord channel playthrough of Gnosia. (I'm a very small way through the game, and I'm finding it difficult but I'm enjoying it also! So don't spoil!)
#it's fun. i'm making fun of raqio and getting mad every time remnan susses me while i'm still figuring out if i should fear him#while also getting my credibility torn to shreds by yuriko every other loop. and i'm only on loop like 30#shoutout to jonas and sq for carrying me through my first gnosia win though. having high-charm people on your side helps!#gnosia
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So do we think the non water flight version of the text is actually a cipher or nah?
I initially thought so, it looked like a replacement cipher with missing letters of based on the patterning, (potentially one of those plus sign replacement ciphers, I forget what they are called if they have a name) but now that I’ve seen the corresponding plaintext it’s clear it’s not simple substitution w missing bits at the very least.
Could potentially be looking at a more advanced cipher but idk if the devs would go that far especially since they pretty much gave us the plaintext, so they could’ve just created a cipherlike set of symbols that doesn’t decrypt to anything. If that’s the case they did a good job making something that looked reasonably enough like a cipher that I played around with it for a little bit. But it’s also not entirely impossible they used something a tad more advanced especially given that a simple substitution would get broken quite quickly.
#I might mess around w it some more idk#but if it’s just random symbols I don’t want to waste too much time#though I suppose I could practice my coding and see if I could script something to test if it’s some other common ciphers idk#my wifi is out so I’m not on the fr forums so I’m out of the loop as far as any other decryption attempts are concerned#supposing they exist#there’s got to be at least one other user who goes hog wild when they see potential ciphertext right?#456 words#fr#flightrising#anyway feel free to lemme know your thoughts!#considering we know the plaintext of it’s some sort of cipher that isn’t like. insanely complex we should be able to figure it out#but I got other stuff to do alas#flight rising#fr unfathomable journey#fr anniversary#I’ll see when I get somewhere w wifi lol
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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up
#rat rambles#stars posting#like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very#duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have#I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that#fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests#like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not#and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop#and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless#but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way#idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her#but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go#maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think#Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm#and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg#but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down#me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it#(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in#the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad#it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create
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love music so much, i'm gonna make some noises about it !!
#just me hi#WOUGH..#sounds sounds sounds !!#i've also had sweet tea n that has caffeine so this might be hyperness from that but OUGH#i wanna talk my head off about something but i do not know what. hmmmmm#there is a very large variety of things to pick..........#//oh i'm wearing one of my favorite shirts today :D !#i like the pattern and it's kinda soft#though sometimes it feels itchy.. dunno why that is !#also favorite pants#'you shouldn't wear corduroy when it's hot' well it is ever so nicely cooler outside so :33#still wore it during the summer...#in my defense these pants Are baggy. and comfortable hkfhv#//mnmnm also been thinking about worrying about Not worrying#cuz you know when you've got a pretty good feeling nothing bad is going to happen? i get that a lot so i'm usually coasting#but i Should be worrying. cuz i think that's what most people do here pfshv#but i'm here like 'well :) the Vibes aren't bad so' but what if they Are and i just don't know for some reason loll#it makes zero sense to worry about not worrying. things happen or don't happen n that's just how it is#and besides - i'm not going to get interrogated about 'why aren't you more concerned?' because that's a bit weird#but i dunno. it Does feel like that sometimes too lmfhsvh#cuz i think sometimes 'if i talk about this and don't seem worried enough- or if i mention it offhandedly w/o the gravity people would#associate with it- Could that look concerning?' and goouhhhhhhhhhghgh#it's a weird loop of thought lmfsvhhg#i'll figure it out at some point. i think for nooooow though.. :3#//i'm gonna draw later !! maybe do some redraws ? cuz i've been thinkin about them and ooouh they're calling me#OH also thinking about changing my banner + pfp but i dunno... i get attached hfbvhs#but YE. i'm gonna go get more tea and finish my Tasks :33#tooooooodles 🎉
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help i have new names for literally every character for the au except katie and sadie what do i call them do boys even have matching names help
also. spanish speaking individuals. is alejandra a real name or is that not how you make gender names different
#everyone else was so easy to figure out but katie and sadie have thrown me for a loop#if you want to know new names for other characters then i can say them#i should probably make some info on who isn’t trans (since it's 'total drama but ALMOST everyone is trans'l#also the only things i have ready for is gen 1#idk if i'll get anywhere further than that#total drama#td#total drama island#tdi#td katie#td sadie#helppppp
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lmao
#bro i've Only listened to hade/stown for like a week#over a week i think#and before that i was only listening to chinese music sometimes bc it was midterms and chinese music hits while studying lol#but also listening to ha/destown a Lot in btwn and before that#i'm like getting to the point where i want to listen to smth else#but idk what to listen to :c#bc before this i was getting to that point w all my other music LMFAO#ughhhhhhh ig i should find new music to listen to#but that takes so much effort LOL#i literally talked abt wanting to listen to h/adestown for like at least 2 years#all the stars had to align for me to listen LOL#i had to have HEARD some of it apparently and also just be not incredibly lazy and not in the mood for new music#i should go to my friend who has a lot of the same music taste as me for music recs tbh#ignoring the fact that she recommended me muna a while ago ASJDHGHADFLKGHF i'm just too lazy to actually listen to new music lmao#but i need new music ;-;#who am i kidding tho i'm just gonna keep hitting play on road to hell when the soundtrack loops thru again lmfao#bc i don't wanna figure anything else out LMAO#but anyway feel free to give me artist recs if anyone reading this lolll#there is abt a < .1% chance i actually like listen to anything LMFAO#jeanne talks
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goddd it feels so good when you finally find that part of the program that makes it all click together
#personal#the engineering chronicles#working on a keypad processor and i swear i shifted around my col = / row = / key = etc and break statements a million times and the Gasp i#gave when i reloaded it again and it finally worked <3#extra unexpected part of the confusion was the hardware in that i accidentally had two of the wires switched and it was like wtf why is this#getting stuck on the second column of all things it doesn’t make sense if it’s getting stuck anywhere it should be either the first or third#column. <- third as in just finishing out loop and staying at those last values vs first as in breaking from loop too soon. second made no#sense. but then it turned out it WAS getting stuck in the first column my wires were just crossed so the first column was getting assigned#to what was supposed to be the second column’s pin. and so on. pretty proud of myself for finally figuring it out actually#<- not the wires that was a stupid mistake LMAO but the code since even after i caught the wires there were issues
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picrew tag game 💥
tagged by @princeofpittsburgh thank u my friend (((o(*°▽°*)o)))
link: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1243146
adding this incredibly crunchy selfie for image scaling purposes but also mod face reveal? ( ̄~ ̄;) (original tag game was just the picrew fyi but dear mutuals it would be pogged to see yall)
tagging any and all mutuals (or even non mutuals) who like picrews / want to do this…….🫵👁️👁️ ❔
#i am cringe but i am not free either#please don’t make fun of me bc if u do i will fall down dead at your feet altering the trajectory of your life forever#couldn’t rlly add my overgrown mullet-ponytail thing to the picrew#its longer than in my icon so i kind of have it in this loop in the selfie#i actually found another maker the other day with accurate hair options so theo i will tag u with that picrew in 1-3 business days#please remind me if i forget ><#tag games#picrew#the sun has risen i think i should go to sleep#i should start getting ready for artfight soon but i’m currently dealing with a minor Situation thats making me mad anxious lmao#ok i’ll figure out tmr’s(today’s?) plans when i wake up again in a few hrs bye
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obvs logically dig that my. body/food issues are wildly nuanced + complicated things much bigger + more complex than this but it is very hard to stop feeling like wow can’t believe my entire problem is just having “too ugly to function” disorder that is so pathetic :(
#just feeling very very much like a person who is fundamentally broken#just feel wrong + gross on every level#pyschologically + emotionally + physically + socially#it just feels like it shouldn’t be this tricky to just be a functioning person#have definitely always felt like this but never ever to this extent + it has never impacted my ability to function the way it has since#the eating disorder developed. literally insane the way it has fully entirely truly ruined my life#and it’s such a loop that i just can’t get myself out of :(#but it’s hard to see how any amount of talk therapy is going to help me talk myself into having any self esteem at all y’know?#like genuinely without hyperbole can’t find one single thing to like#and just can’t figure out how anyone ever is supposed to be able to talk me around on myself#also hate this because it comes off inherently attention-seeky which is not what this is#anyways. just know if you’re thinking wow she should be over this by now that i’m also thinking the same thing#also know that i know how silly this sounds i just can’t express myself like an unhinged dummy anywhere else#actually to add to this because it comes off like it’s entirely a body issue#my self esteem is so far gone that my confidence re: performing in a workplace is nonexistent#i don’t recognise the me three years ago that was single handedly running the nursery room#it seems unbelievable it doesn’t feel like me#+ it kind of isn’t like it’s not me as i am now#i’m also just very afraid a lot of the time for no real valid reason#like whenever i drive i’m worried my car is going to break down in traffic#constantly convince myself my cat is going to get sick or checking the local police site whenever someone’s a little late#am very worried about getting back into a kindy setting + something awful happening#it’s just a lot of worry for no reason but that doesn’t stop it#anyways! the body/food stuff really is just the cherry on a very shitty cake#did you all miss me making absolutely no sense in the tags? in my defence it’s very late#personal
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lavender marriage / beard for the soulmate or timeloop au
#insofar as Destined To Be With This Person Romantically is akin to; you know; the demands of Romance irl#but where it's like. the universe has arranged the marriage. the universe has [marriage traditions from ''abducting A Bride is fine'']#like what's the equivalent of trying to juke / thwart the Destined Pairing in [vs fantastical premise where Reality demands it]#horror angle of being the person pushed towards the soulmate. horror angle of Being designated someone's soulmate#or even the person they Must have some kind of interaction with to Proceed lol. it Must happen#plus being the person in a loop who doesn't get to know about the looping; bonus points for the horror#sure you're not dealing w/the horror of loop awareness lol but that the lack of awareness / info puts you on the back foot#that you Are aware this elevated vulnerability could be happening anytime whether you are clued in about it or not#the ol What They Don't Know Can't Hurt Them like well is that true. does it make the Unknown Hurting perfectly fine actually#like imagining if there was knowledge like at any given time someone could be in their timeloop & you have no idea lol....#sure could affect things in ways. & in a reality here where people sure break out ''well we gotta See What Happens if we kiss/date &c''#anyway so bring it around to how do you ward it off. shift the [this would all be scary yeah] to the comedy side of the horror same coin#lavender marriages of soulmate aus b/c Sigh Well If We Gotta; Then#figuring out the parameters like when how does the universe decide you've Learned Your Lesson lol. [omniscient god?] issues now#but is it omnipotence as well. time looping might suggest it but you kiss the right person like well damn that's romance cue enough#can you be my beard so i can leave Today :/ yeah the timestream is requiring it (cue whatever Proving / Arguing that this is happening)#but still already fond of the Just Cranking My Thang Crazy Style out of the timeloop. loop just gets sick of it#all the Flexibility in what loops / Destined Relationships are For yeah sure but this is about the inherent You Gotta. You Have To.#the Horror Element is unsurprising b/c it's like yeah....yeah that's the narrative of Romance for you#or the broader narrative of ''the way this person feels about you means they want xyz from you / are entitled to a kind/level of access''#i think ''kicked out of the timeloop for not learning any life lessons just cranking my thang'' And ''but what if god is doing this to me#but without truly unlimited omniscience &/or omnipotence'' is also basically hiagb#which Nodding at how Romantic Love comes up in there but as a Wrench In The Gears vs destiny or even true solution(tm)#hm what if the person made aware of someone else's loop is the assigned Destiny but is like i gotta get outta here lmao#you have until the end of the day. you have until they Maybe tell you again....#either party being Helped by some third party like wow check out This surprising partnership we've discovered :o well anyway. no romo#tl;dr just like the comedy of evading the horror of romance as Destined Meaning & Meanintful Destiny irl. in the au contexts#& i said lovelessness lol no Replacing it w/true lifelong friendship. no replacing it w/''cranking your thang? whoa replaced w/Yourself''#[you just are you should just be] + nothing one Has to do to escape the demands of [the universe?] or [person demanded by the universe]#no authority & no Love (but what if the You Gotta was framed in positive language once there's a tiny bit more wiggle room actually)
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finally went inside the southern observatory and ngl that was kinda anticlimactic
#i was expecting something more??#idk why#but anyways#giants deep sounds terrifying <3#im actually kind of worried abt landing there?? i feel like ill fuck up the landing multiple times#and then when i do land ill die immediately bc i walked off a cliff or something#i do that a lot :(#anyways so ive finally fogured out what that thing that gets launched from giants deep that i see every new loop is#itts odd that it breaks apart tho. like. does it just continuously shoot probes until it breaks#if so thats wild that it broke apart today#and the fact it shoots out in different directions each time makes sense. ive spent way too long trying to figure out where the probe goes 😭#so next stop should be giants deep......this is going to be a mightmare i can feel it#michi tag
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sometimes i remember my first ever experience with a time loop story when i was like 8: Help! I'm Trapped in the First Day of Summer Camp by Todd Strasser.
The title says it all; kid goes to camp, makes friends with "cool kids" and gets peer pressured into being a shithead and a bully, wakes up the next day with things reset to arriving at camp.
But the thing is, this book is part of a series. Most of the books are this same kid getting caught up in body swap shenanigans, but he had gotten caught in a time loop once in a previous book. So he knew the score. He just needed to not be a jerk today. Cue him being overly nice to the point of blatant insincerity, making everyone wildly uncomfortable. No growth, just trying to appease the forces that be. Loop continues looping.
Yadda yadda, finally figures out how to be a genuinely nice kid who stands up to bullies and makes friends with the nerdy kid, etc etc, got everything perfectly right.
When that loop doesn't work he immediately throws himself off the bus to camp to kill himself. Loop again.
Finally, having resigned himself to never escaping the loop but at least he can dedicate it to being a good kid with nice friends, a thought occurs to him. There's one thing he hasn't done a single time in all the loops.
He brushes his teeth before bed. And wakes up the next day.
and frankly, i think more time loops should be hinged on morality-neutral mundane tasks. escape the time loop by taking your meds. free yourself by taking a shower. my man todd was a visionary
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