#and I don’t think I will ever recover
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"he was the best friend we ever had"
#jj maybank#outer banks#obx lb#text#i don’t think i’ll ever recover from this#i'm like not okay#but each and every one of their reactions#was a masterpiece#and was so utterly devestating#kiara is distraught that she lost the love of her life her best friend#pope is in disbelief because it's jj and he always finds a way out#cleo is sad for the crazy 'rude boy' she grew to love#john b is desperately trying to wake up his brother#sarah is frozen because how can she be losing another member of her family#they all killed this scene while simultaneously KILLING ME 😭
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headcanon that the reason sophie still has eyelashes to pull on the regular is that grady and edaline worked something out with the dizznees to get a tasteless formula to help eyelash growth specifically to put drops of in her bottles of youth. because there’s no way her ptsd-induced trichotillomania (oversimplified definition for those who aren’t familiar: hair pulling disorder) is gonna die down during the war, so they’re trying to make sure she doesn’t move from eyelashes to eyebrows or her Hair hair by giving her More Eyelashes
#tw trichotillomania#ask to tag#sophie foster#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#i don’t have trich so if i’m being insensitive with my wording or ideas here please let me know so i can learn and move forward#i just thought it was an explanation that made sense (canon compliant) and also showed a sweet sense of community even if sophie doesn’t#know about it#sophie not knowing about it could also lead to some hilarious shenanigans if some of her friends drank too much of her bottles of youth#like keefe and fitz have long lashes in canon i think. so if they drank too much they’d have like. human fake lashes levels of eyelashes#tiergan asks fitz if he got into drag in telepathy before sophie shows up. fitz says he’s sitting not dragging in the most genuinely#confused voice ever. tiergan dies inside#alternatively we could also have keefe comparing himself to boobries (birds that roar and have really fancy eyelashes and feathers)#also we could have both. it can be both. both is good#i imagine fitz would land himself in that position after having sophie check on him while he’s recovering from a brutal workout#sophie would probably share her bottles of youth with keefe a lot since he lowkey lives at havenfield and probably doesn’t hydrate enough#for many reasons but my primary one being That Bitch Is An Artist And We Rarely Drink Enough Water Ever
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like at a certain point i just have to kill myself
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how’s everyone feeling the morning after bumpin all that yaoi cocaine
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I’m in love. I’m in love guys.
WHY DID THEY FUCKING DO THAT. ERIK NOOOOO
#THIS IS LIKE THE ONLY ERIK ADAPTATION ILL ACCEPT#I mean I didn’t like his initial actions of accidental violence and kidnapping Christine#but then the dude understood his mistake and takes full responsibility#so like.. I guess you’re okay with me Erik#BUT HE HAD TO DIE???#WHY JUST WHYYY#GODDAMNIT I WAS ACTUALLY ROOTING FOR AN ERIK x CHRISTINE BUT NOPE#AAAAAAAUUUGGGHH 😭😭😭#yes I’m back to my phantom of the opera phase#I just won’t recover from this#I don’t think I ever will ☹️#phantom of the opera 1990#charles dance#phantom of the opera#poto#Erik#erik the phantom#ThrashPileWorks
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showed a friend your martin design and she went thought it was humanized freddy fazbear. how does that feel
Close enough! Welcome back Freddy Fazbear!
#asks#I don’t think I’m ever gonna be able to recover from this one chat#the worst part is I can kind of see why#TMA#martin blackwood
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so I asked a friend to give some drivers fanfiction tropes based solely on looks and uh yeah…
want some more? here’s part two :)
#sebastian vettel#lewis hamilton#mark webber#jenson button#daniel ricciardo#carlos sainz jr#charles lecrelc#max verstappen#valtteri bottas#liam lawson#take this as you will#or as fic inspiration#there’s a couple more but#i don’t think i’ll ever recover from this#especially what she has to say ab Latifi#I’m sorry#well mostly sorry#I asked my friend: f1 edition
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Guys it licked him! He’s so dramatic lmao
#I don’t think he’ll ever recover from this tbh#cullen rutherford#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#cullen dai#commander cullen#da#da:i
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i know what i have to do but i don’t know if i have the strength to do it
#this is the vibes i had as he started to walk away from them#and he did#he did have the strength to do it#cuz he was willing to do anything for them#for mobius for sylvie for his friends#and i don’t think i’ll ever recover from that#loki#loki laufeyson#loki series#loki show#loki season 2#marvel#disney#disney+#tom hiddleston#lokius#sylki#mobius#mobius m mobius#sylvie#sylvie laufeydottir#mcu#marvel cinematic universe
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okay but that was real. eddie’s speech was real. i didn’t read that in a fanfiction, ryan guzman acted that scene out and poured his heart and soul into it. that actually happened.
then christopher walked in, christopher thinks kim is his mom.
i need to go lie down.
#i have so many thoughts about the entire episode#especially the bobby and hen arc#i have all my thoughts written down but i need to stop and focus on this one#i have never wanted to hug eddie and ryan more#i am so grateful that kim/shannon and devon got to hug him#she hugged him for us all#i need help#i don’t think i will ever recover from this#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 on abc#911 buddie#buck and eddie#oliver stark#ryan guzman#gavin mchugh#christopher diaz#shannon diaz#911 kim#devon kelly#911 spoilers
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I’m dying to know if the hermits have seen Etho’s cursed headset photo. He may not use them anymore, but just this image alone might still put him at the weirdest setup
#ethoslab#hermitcraft#i’m pretty certain that he would still be using them if they weren’t completely destroyed#its like Grian’s thing but to the extreme#i also don’t think I sill ever recover from that picture being the only real life thing etho has ever shown us#all of this I say in the most affectionate way possible#don’t ever change Etho#however I can never look at this without bursting out laughing
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The witches road actually being a song Nick and Agatha made is heart breaking. She walked a physical creating of the song representing the bond between her and her son
#I don’t think I’ll ever recover from this#agatha all long spoilers#agatha all along#agatha harkness
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I just read the worst anderperry fic I ever have…I just couldn’t handle the angst I wanted to tear my hair out alongside neil I was in pain and if I didn’t laugh I was gonna cry I think I’ll just stick to fluff
#never again#it’s 4am and i don’t think i can sleep#will I ever recover from that#neil perry#todd anderson#dead poets society#anderperry#dps fanfiction
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Call me crazy but I actually wanted the mustache to stay
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Lulu baby photoshoot
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we've both talked about how scully isn't jealous fire. what differences do you see between protective scully vs jealous scully?
yeah to me the main difference is that one is more external and the other internal. she gets very emotional when she’s jealous. in episodes like alpha (literally sitting that woman down and going “i’m watching you.” cracks me tf up. Dana nobody is taking your man.) and war of the coprophages, it’s kind of angry. it’s louder, but still something very vulnerable and true to her (hater-ism). in episodes like the end, it’s heartbreak. that’s one of the very few episodes where i think she was purely jealous, and sad. she usually understands what’s going on and i think she knew as soon as she heard him call diana by her first name that something was going to change. i think it hurt her feelings, that specific display of connection, usually reserved for her.
when she’s jealous she retreats. she watches quietly. she cries alone in her car. she needs a moment to herself.
it’s when she’s protective that you can’t shake her for anything. one of my favorite images in fire is her standing in the doorway while mulder and phoebe meet with the arson specialist. i didn’t even notice she was there the first time i saw it. she wasn’t invited. she’s just keeping watch. later, she’s standing in the hallway. after that, she’s in his hotel room, and doesn’t leave when phoebe comes in. says “are you okay?” the moment they’re alone.
people write off her behavior in this one as being “jealous” because she has a lil crush and there’s another woman there, but i honestly find that dismissive. sometimes people discuss scully through such a wide lens, not taking into account who she is. she’s really surprised throughout the time that phoebe was there. it’s that soft edge that still shocks to cruelty, that she never really loses. it’s what shocks in the pilot when the doctor hits mulder twice. what shocks in the following episode when the government agents punch him on the side of the road. (look at you you’ve radicalized scully). it’s what makes her wary of jerry lamana, even before he stole mulder’s work.
but phoebe is so cruel, and so personal, and has so much history. it’s not jealousy that makes scully linger in doorways. it’s not jealousy that spawns that folie a deux. no one else understands. no one else can be trusted. (which i do kind of think started in fire, i’ve said before). she isn’t jealous that he startles when he hears this woman’s voice.
and i know that’s a lot on phoebe as an example, but it doesn’t stop. she doesn’t stop keeping watch. she doesn’t stop shocking to cruelty. she’ll get loud. she’ll make plans. she’ll surprise herself. and it doesn’t come with jealousy’s mortifying intimacy.
(don’t have much else to say but i found this from an old post of mine and wanted to share: “scully has that kind of protectiveness towards him that you have towards a child that hasn't been touched by the world yet. it's very 'the world is at least half terrible, though i keep this from my children.’ 'good bones' by maggie smith. scully in the beginning is like......there is something here that should have broken by now. and she wants to watch him be able to walk into every room with the most hopeful answer and a hand out to every stranger.”)
she shares him with the world only reluctantly, Etc etc
#she wants people to be kind to him and it breaks her over and over#i’m still not very With It but i wanted to talk about this for a sec#i do think scully’s protectiveness is a much larger topic#i think it’s a huge source of harm for her#i think it’s a constant failure to her#i think it’s a endless cycle of wanting to absorb him whole or lock him up and shut the gate and then feeling bad. regretting it.#huge plot of iwtb / msi#it almost develops from that initial s1 jumpiness of just wanting people to not fucking beat him down#into knowing that everything does. everything will.#could they ever recover from her exiling him from being with their child because she was afraid it would kill him? i don’t know#the other thing that i’ve been thinking about a lot with this is that she’s guarding something most people don’t see#this world is so cruel to him. it’s insane to rewatch and see how carelessly people just want to see if they can shake him#and this world desperately wants to beat this kind of gentle vulnerability out of people#and it would be easier for scully if they did. she wouldn’t spend her days with a weeping wound. she wouldn’t be so anxious. so on guard#but she is unwaveringly dedicated to the much more difficult task of protecting something that’s very precious to her#i do think these qualities in her are extremely moving in that respect#and i love scully’s judgmental hater-ism#i just do also think it becomes a pathology for her in some ways#anyway those are some loose threads#asks#fire#‘For long hours on his couch that night#autopsy hands on his head#in his hair#she'd thought about what it would mean to hide him away.#Thought about what it would mean to steal and stash him like fairy treasure#to draw protective rings.’#(audries ‘throat eye and knucklebone’)
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