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Tech’s Alive, Part Three: Ace
I’m gonna level with y’all right off the bat: This going to be one of the more cracked entries in this series. The next two I’m writing focus are both a lot more grounded more on structure and narrative, and they’re going to hold up a lot better. THIS is me awake at 3 am waving my hands at a conspiracy board and making a wild attempt hail mary throw that probably means nothing. Buuut I’m going to bring it up anyway.
So, it always struck me as kind of weird that Romar calls Tech “Ace” back in “Ruins of War.” And it’s not that the nickname doesn’t fit. “Ace” is a slightly old-fashioned nickname you give to someone who’s extremely skilled at what they do, and Tech is. Ace technician? Yeah. Ace pilot? Oh hell yes. Tech is so gosh darn competent in his role that, yes, he’s about as much as an ace as you can get, so the nickname absolutely works. So it’s not that it’s strange for someone to call him “ace,” it’s just that it’s strange coming from a complete stranger like Romar, because Romar has no real way to know that about Tech. It would be one thing if Romar started up with that nickname after Tech fixes his data storage…cube…thing, but he actually calls him “ace” for the first time directly before that.
I do think that there’s a perfectly good watsonian explanation for why Romar uses this nickname. Either he heard Echo, Tech, and Omega talking and picked up that Tech’s an ace pilot from their conversation, or maybe Echo or Omega called Tech that out of hand, and Romar thought it must be Tech’s name. To be honest, though, I’m really not as fussed about why Romar addresses Tech as “ace” as much as I’m interested in what it’s meant to signal to the audience.
My initial impression was that it’s meant to be part of a pattern of clone characters being called by their names only by other clone characters, and everyone else failing to do so, either because they don’t realize clones have names (which might be the case with Romar, at first anyway), because they’re trying to avoid getting attached (Cid), out of affection (Phee, who does actually introduce them by their names at one point), or as a sign of disrespect and dehumanization (every imperial character except Hemlock, whose use of the clone’s names is every kind of messed up keep their names out of your mouth sir). I think that’s still at least partially the case, because multiple things can be true at once, but in light of the finale, I think there’s another possible meaning to it.
So, in cards, and in poker specifically, the ace can be a pretty important card. I should probably acknowledge that not every association between “ace” and the ace in cards is positive—the ace of spaces, for example, is associated with death, and I don’t think that’s necessarily irrelevant even if Tech is alive—but I am going to lean hard into the more positively applicable ones here. In some versions of poker, each player is dealt a card that only they can see, and which is placed facedown in a hole. Because ace is high in poker, an ace in the hole can mean a winning hand. The term “ace in the hole” has colloquially come to mean a hidden asset or advantage that can be brought out when the right opportunity presents itself. Which could potentially be applicable here, because Ace
(Sorry, I just really love this screenshot. He’s so flabbergasted.)
Fell into a really freaking big hole:
Tech fell into the clouds—literally into mist, figuratively into uncertainty. They obscure his ultimate fate to us, and to the other characters. He’s not just gone, he’s hidden. A very literal “Ace in the hole.”
Now, whether or not that means Tech will be brought back by the writers, and whether that means he’ll be brought back at a moment that provides an advantage(1) to Hunter and the rest, is pretty up in the air. This may not be anything at all. But it was a thought I had, so I figured I may as well share it.
(1): Okay, but, like, “the eagles are coming,” but instead of eagles it’s Tech as air support. I can see this happening
#the bad batch#tbbspoilers#tbb spoilers#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch season two#tech bad batch#tech’s alive#just#wrapping myself in the tin foil with this one#I really want to get to the scructure and narrative ones because those hold up better#but this one was shorter#and I didn’t have a lot of time today
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Patience
#me#mine#my face#selfie#my friend said I was very beautiful today#and it’s understandable that I’m fussy#that not a lot of people are on my level#and idk#it’s lonely#being rich and beautiful#and I didn’t think I was beautiful for so long#but it’s a fact#a fact I have to accept#that there are not a lot of people out there for me#that I’m in a some pool of people#where are my people#rant#beautiful#beauty#black and white#manifesting true love#takes time#patience#fit
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Love your art as always, hope you’re okay! If it’s okay, how about Gesicht and Atom from PLUTO since the anime is coming out soon? Thank you for this blog, you’re awesome!
YEAHHHHH
also…….. less we forget the other robot….
#PLUTO#freddy fazbear#crossover#five nights at freddy's#I didn’t have a lot of time this week to draw so sorry this looks especially shitty#when I get time I’ll redraw atom and the guyyyy#meanwhile#SO MUCH IS GONNA HAPPEN TODAY AAAAAAAAAAA
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I do not own these characters!
Wooo chapter 10!! With some of my favorite scenes by far. These two are so unexpectedly soft it’s actually unreal. I’ve been thinking about them all day 🥲
These characters belong to @sinclairmaxwellao3 ‘s SAMS Mafia AU! Please check out her work at https://archiveofourown.org/works/54344629?view_full_work=true
#tsams#I was googling loveseats and I went Hmmm yes.. love seats.. small couches? okay#I didn’t have a lot of time to render today so we’re getting flat color for this sorz#don’t ask about the table I did it in thirty seconds#Quirky when are you gonna draw smth other than these two?#Good question#Quirky’s art
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“I am a letter written in uncertainty”
#sermon 4#vivectober#srry i kinda had to rush this one didn’t have a whole lot of time today to draw#it was fun tho#very fun#tes#morrowind#vivec#vehk#TruthiLiar’s art
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I think it just hit me that I’m actually getting better
#like it feels silly to happen now bc I’ve been on my new meds for months but I was getting worse for so long#and like my physical health is still very two steps forward one and a half back but#this week I’ve been doing things my brain wouldn’t have let me do at all a few months ago because the risk of being sick and making a mess#was too high according to my risk assessment#and I just casually did them multiple times this week without realizing it until after#I walked around in just my underwear. I left the bathroom to grab a towel and dry off#I got changed in my room#I haven’t trusted my body enough to do those since like at latest February 2023#probably a lot earlier#I ate beans yesterday#I didn’t get scared about not being sick today#normally I get very scared if I’m not because it’s interrupting the routine and what if it means I’m sick at a less manageable time#I just. like I think I’m actually getting better
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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I think the time has come……I think I’m gonna reduce the queue to once a day
#I’m spending a lot more time on comics now so I don’t have my usual endless stream of doodles to fill the void#two will post today but tomorrow I’ll adjust it when I add stuff to the queue#it takes so long to organize my queue it’s such a bad system#and before I didn’t really care what went when but I want life after to post m/w/f#also I didn’t do any new life after this wk cuz I did that rocy comic and I’m working on something for lawlu day oops
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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A little covert photography from this morning. I’m afraid I have to confess that I’ve been keeping a secret from you all since the end of January…
#i didn’t mention it in case i jinxed it#but yes#i saw paul today#😀😀😀#my first con in fifteen years!#and the first time i’ve seen paul since 2007#i have a lot of photos#it will be a mcgann monday bonanza next week!#just warning you#paul mcgann#portsmouth comic con
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day 10: the void stares back
#homestuck#my art#rose lalonde#graphic design is my passion#this is bad but i didn’t have a lot of time today
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drdttober day five - school/college
#rest day#drdt#danganronpa despair time#min jueng#mai akasaki#drdttober2023#drdttober 2023#drdttober#sorry i messed up mai like a lot#also i didn’t use a reference to the fta event background may be wrong i was going off of memory#today was a rest day! after tmr i have a three day break so expect more then#min<3!!
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I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲
#roadie rambles#no one’s obligated to read this but y’all…you better sit down if you’re interested bc I’m feeling SO chatty tonight#for context: this is my childhood friend I grew up with then we went to different high schools and colleges#but over the years we’ve kept in touch and we see each other maybe 2-3 times a year#we have really similar personalities#okay so basically. 👏 today we learned that we had the /exact same/ traumatic experience in high school /almost around the same time/#and not only that!!! the people who caused it were the same people who were in our childhood 4 person friend group!! (we split 2-2 in hs)#now before you get worried: I’m not about to traumadump and we’re both in better wiser healthier places now#but imagine that!!!#the same exact experiences down to a T. and neither of us shared it until now#we weren’t ready to at the time and we’re not exactly the most open with our feelings#plus. different schools different lives not seeing each other every day yada yada#but with the clarity of hindsight and both of us being adults now we were ready!!! 👏👏#we had a convo in the car that naturally led into us letting it all out#and shit man. it’s not the trauma olympics here but. I thought the aftermath of what I went through was bad#venting it out was awesome for both of us and we had a lot of good laughs over it#but my friend…she went through some awful stuff#really hard stuff.#it broke my heart honestly bc she’s an amazing person and she didn’t deserve any of it#I made sure she knew that. she made sure /I/ knew that.#we were both hurt and betrayed in the same ways. but we also learned from it in the same ways. and now it’s something we share#we both wished that we could’ve had this convo years earlier#but I know that it wouldn’t have happened in the same way bc we weren’t at our current levels of maturity back then#I believe we were meant to have this convo /today/ and now we’re both better for it#that’s on growing up and having someone to heal with babey!!!! 🥹💖💖💖#if you made it this far thank you!! I appreciate it#I’m just…gonna lay here with my full heart and think about this forever now
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It’s that time of year again ✨❤️
#6#Shiloh#Shiloh Webtoon#Webtoon#the episode that changed me fundamentally#In like 300 years I’ll have drawn every panel from episode 83 :D#Had a lot of fun with this one#I didn’t realize how low saturation the og series was until I read the Spanish version#For some reason all of it is like 20 - 40% increased saturation#So I use those for my refs bc I like colorsss#His expression is cool#Floofy hair#I didn’t realize he was angled in the pic until too late so yeah#And always on this date something crazy happens in my other wts#In 2022 Mialek died in Stray Souls#Last year Time & Time Again started S2#And today Of Swamp & Sea is starting its final season#Epicccc#Yeah happy death day Shane#Or my favorite nickname for him: Shame 😂#Happy Death Day Shame
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#airika txt.#i was so scared that the session today would be like awkward after finding out my therapist was leaving at the end of june#but lemme tell youuuuuuu 😭#i’m going to miss her so so SO much#this was probably one of the best and most soul bearing sessions we’ve had#and the fact it coincides with the nearly one year mark since starting therapy#it just … it feels good?#there was a lot of crying a lot of laughing#but i’m also so like honored i got to have this convo with her#we talked a lot about hell***** and how the games have really opened up old wounds#and closed ones i didn’t even know were opened#i’m super thankful i could be as open as i was with her bc i do not think i would have been able to be as vulnerable with a new person#and idk if they would have known how to respond like she did#she’s honestly one of the easiest people to talk to and i’m just —#yeah i feel very lucky that THIS convo is one i got to have with her before our time together ended#it feels very much … like closing the door on a part of me that needed to be validated and nurtured and understood#so that this next door / therapist can help me on the rest of my healing journey
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His sprite is so CUTE. Getian loml
#Had today off from work so I binged the whole story today#Sort of live-blogged it on Discord too#me and one of my friends (who doesn’t play but likes Getian too) were on the Getian defense squad the whole time#HE DID NOTHING WRONG. AND LIKE ACTUALLY#he was just trying to help but got met with violence poor boy. I will fight them for you#and they were so mean to him too. ‘Oh you’re so sweet and kind. Unlike GETIAN whos so RUDE’#And then Getian’s there like. Being nothing but sweet. He’s just bad at talking stop being so mean#he’s just like me fr in that regard lmaooo#anyway. Fun event#felt good when Getian was proven right#Especially since I didn’t really like Jiu Niangzi ngl. She’s kinda annoying#ANYWAY#his banner can’t come soon enough I need himmmm#I’ve been saving for this#well and MedPoc too#but like AHHHHHHHH#oh also speaking of MedPoc#new standard rateup should be announced in a couple days#please please please please please please be MedPoc#anyway that’s all. Just have a lot of Getian feelings tonight#I love him so much it’s unreal. I’ll never recover from the emotional damage of loving him#Maddiepost
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