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Commissioners please stand by, my mother decided overnight that she should restrict my ability to post any photos anywhere and now despite artwork being finished, I can’t get the photo to you. This was done on a whim and she will not be convinced to lift the restrictions. I am so so sorry
#I’m so fucking angry#like she knows I do commissions#how the fuck am I supposed to conduct business if I have no avenue through which to deliver the service I’m getting paid for#not only that but mind you I officially went no contact with this woman a couple months ago.#our only interactions have been through my father. we haven’t met willingly.#I am no longer even relying on her to pay for my schooling. I’m doing that myself.#so she has NO reason to be in my life whatsoever#yet still she decides like hm. I feel like fucking with her for no reason today. how can I do that. what can I take away#and I can’t do jack shit about it#my blood is fucking boiling man.#lune’s thoughts
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You ever think about how Garroth and Laurance’s fears could’ve been so much more interesting than what we got during the Malachi Arc? Like. Just imagine.
Garroth being cornered by a woman in a wedding dress, face covered by a veil as she says how nice it is to meet him even though her voice is flat, words clearly only for the politics. A voice echoing through the halls, saying things about lordship and domination and how Garroth will carry on his legacy whether he wants to or not because it is his duty.
Flames circling Laurance, people he loves and cares about standing lifelessly on the other side telling him how much of a monster he is, that their blood is on his hands. Other shadow knights standing with him in the circle, familiar faces or obscured by armor doesn’t matter because they’re treating him like a friend and not an enemy as the Shadow Lord’s voice crackles through the fire, telling him how well he’s done.
Or yknow. I guess Aphmau and Dante kissing works ig
#like#I guess I can excuse it for Laurance kinda#Aphmau is his lifeline to humanity and such#and seeing her love another man does canonically send him to hell#but Garroth? the boy has a fucking crush not something that would completely level his world if unrequited#I get the moment was just ship fuel and can be passed off as Malachi needing to find a common fear but like#idk have aphmah getting murdered while they can’t do Jack shit about it THAT speaks true into their fears more than some kisses#minecraft diaries#mcd#mcd laurence#mcd laurance#laurence zvhal#laurance zvhal#mcd garroth#garroth romeave#mcd aphmau#aphmau
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Also if you’ve only read the main comic so far I recommend also checking out the extras tag! There’s a lot more fun stuff in there (like. A lot)
#gonna be honest this was mostly to set up the second joke#omgcp#none of this is answered by that tag tho so:#1)#fry guy’s that dude in I think year 3 at the game that shitty and jack were at#they spilled fries on him. and I think he shows up a few more times after that.#to be disturbed by the smh#and people made edits with him for a while#2)#swoops is one of Kent’s teammates from an extra and it wasn’t even his name it was a basketball term.#and ngozi didn’t know that’s what we were calling him until someone asked about him during a livestream I think.#his name is Jeff Lastname (he has a last name I just can’t remember it rn)#3)#and I have no idea where holster’s knee injury came from.#as far as I can tell not supported by canon except that he was in juniors and then he wasn’t. possibly and probably completely made up <3#I actually do not know how much of that is common knowledge this is a very accurate joke.#….#actually hang on I’m trying to remember if johnson is ever in the comic like. metaphysically.#WAIT he’s in the dibs hockey shit.
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I actually don’t think I’m strong enough to make it through the rest of brokeback mountain this shit is devastating
#it’s so EARNEST and raw and like filmed so beautifully and so full of feeling I can’t got to the end#bc I have seen the back half of this movie once w my dad bc it was playing on tv and so I’ve seen like from when Anne Hathaway arrives on#but god I don’t think I’m strong enough wtf do you mean Ennis is happily playing in the snow with his wife#I’m abt to be Jack Teist in a way that is gayer and more accurate than everyone else bc I was just in Wyoming for the last year#and the whole time I thought this was set in Montana like then they were like throwing out town names like I KNOW THAT SPOT#and the Basque shepherds part is so accurate bc they r still a big part of the sheep/ wool industry culture n v cool ppl#one of the only decent things I wrote for that job was about the sheepherders festival god I should’ve gotten one of those shirts ugh#need 2 go to that museum to see the cowboy poetry before I move all my shit again#mine#brokeback mountain#movies
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No bc fuck tim but it really really bothers me how people ignore his growth like he used to be an asshole and I’ll give tim Stans one thing: now he’s so so so stale but what I disagree with is that this staleness is bc nobody likes him like it’s in fact the exact opposite where everyone likes him so much they dont want to do anything. Even when it’s him surface level challenging Bruce it’s when everyone else is doing it too; but he’s still the backbone of the fam! Etc. and it’s so irritating bc him gaining more compassion and empathy even for people he doesn’t fw is so fun to watch and that’s why the captain boomerang thing was so out of character! (Not in a from the author way but in a tim wouldn’t do that and he and Bruce both knew it which is why it went down like it did. Same way dick killing joker was ooc; not in fanon sense but in a he would hate himself forever for this sense) and speaking of that it’s such an interesting mirror to Bruce who genuinely believes that everyone can grow vs Tim’s it doesn’t matter if they grow it’s not my decision to make like it’s the same but it’s not AND WITH CASS’ IT DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CHOOSE NOT TO GROW I WONT DO IT! like ugh. And anyways even when people acknowledge it they boil it down to “Janet and Jack taught him that the capitalist pigs that they are” like no. This is who tim was. Tim was the kind of guy who’d blame a dead kid for dying. That’s ok. Also Janet and Jack? Please reread anything involving them that’s not a fic like Jack had anger issues and they were both aloof at worst like relax.
#the Jack and Janet thing is both an understatement and an exaggeration but I don’t think anyone reads enough to care#some tim stan might get all pissy and be like ‘no look this is everytime jack yelled at him and boarding schools are abusive’ to which#and its like narratively that means nothing bc the tim you made up to justify the Drake parents you made up by blowing shit out of#proportion is also made up and if all of that was abusive there’d be smth to show for it besides ur homophobic Jack#too girlboss to care but still terrible Janet bc god forbid a woman have a personality from ur fics#anyways that’s also the reason I’m ignoring the council of spiders#well two reasons#first is that was just a moment to make tim look cool and did absolutely nothing for him or his character moving on#like at all#I’d say it fucked with his previous established dislike of killing for his own reasons#and while that COULD be interesting it’s not bc they didn’t do shit with it#and fanon doesn’t do fun shit with it either#nothing about how tim in his most manic state did shit he doesn’t want to remember shit he’d HATE other ppl for#just “’remember what I did to ur base Ra’s? mess with me again and see what I do next 😼’#like ok can you be real and genuine?#anyways I think#AND NOT IN A HATER WAY#Tim would benefit from being humbled#like genuinely I detest the world can’t move without tim running it but the idea that tim thinks that way is so good to me#and#I think next step being him realizing that’s not true would be a BIG push for his character#bc like I said tim Stans are right in the fact that he’s stale as hell rn#but that’s bc there’s nothing to say bc there’s nowhere to go! y’all want a tim action story where he shows off how badass he is reread#the Bruce quest and maybe it’ll remind you he’s not ceo lmao but anyways there’s nothing internal to say about him atp bc nobody wants to#say anything that’s not propping him up. same with Bruce! Gotham war was such a copout but it’s like ppl are saying he’s stale and it’s bc#god forbid he makes a lasting fumble. and I’m not under the illusion this is new I’m just saying it’s weird that fandoms not clocking it#anywayyys I really do like thinking about the No killing rule and how different it manifests for each perosn#like the way each distinct difference tells u so much about them#UGH ONLY SLIGHTLY RELATED BUT DUUUUUKE BEING LIKE IDGAF ABOUT GUNS LIKE UR SO REAAAL#anyways enough tim positivity for today FUCK THAT NIGGA!
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the thing is there are so many actionable things the police could do to help repair their dogshit reputation amongst the queer community, in some cases they’ve literally been given a dot-point list on what to do. unfortunately because the cops don’t actually want to do anything that helps queer people their tactic has been and will continue to be complaining about the mean lgbts telling them they’re not allowed at their parties + doing literally nothing else
#auspol#nswpol#lgbt#homophobia#we can’t keep letting cops get away with doing jack shit and pretending that’s enough#i’m still mad about this yes#i have for years and will continue to be#im so sick of people acting sympathetic for cops who are killing us and letting us die
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Hhhhhh I wanna do a dnd campaign so baddddd but I don’t have enough friendsssss
#help me my heart can’t take it#I have so many ideasssss#hhhhhhhhhhhh#AND THE YOTUBE ALGORITHM CONSTANTLY RECCOMENDING DND CONTENT IS NOT HELPING#I cri#because I just wanna do the thing#and like I could go on Reddit or something to ask around and see if anyone wants to dm for me and my friend#and maybe even find some more players for a campaign#but like there’s no reliable way to tell if they’re gonna be chill about it or not#and I’d feel guilty for not knowing Jack shit about actually playing#hell my characters aren’t even fully made because I don’t know how to do this shit#I just know what sounds cool#i stare into the void but it doesn’t stare back because I have no dm to narrate the void’s actions#randum thots
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okay just a lil psa here, i don’t normally do this on this blog bc i’m a person who likes to keep the different facets of my personality very compartmentalized (that’s the disorder babee) and this is gonna be a long ass rant but i don’t have the palestinian flag in my pinned post for funsies.
i’m saying this bc someone i was moots w on twitter started randomly raging about “oh we’re showing those ungrateful far left palestinian foreign agitators that-“ fuck off. i’m serious. fuck all the way off. this is a genocide that has been going on for decades, that got ramped back up to extreme, horrific levels last october and palestinians refusing to endorse kamala without a more concrete plan on pushing for a ceasefire - which isn’t even the bare minimum, it’s tangoing under the fucjing bar - or protesting so that their families aren’t massacred at schools and hospitals aren’t foreign ops or agitators or picking on kamala as if people didn’t have the exact same issue with biden And Trump And obama, are not agitators or ops or whatever. and before anyone is like “do you a support a one or two state solution” i support a solution that allows the complete right of return and self determination for all palestinians across the globe and an end to the apartheid state of israel. however palestinians want that to look is what i support. i have an IDEA of what it will ultimately look like, but i support the right of palestinians to decide what happens in their ancestral home, from the river to the sea. “but what about the hostages” yeah you’re right what about the palestinian hostages big hoss???? also - indiscriminate bombing campaigns have never once actually worked to do anything but revitalize an insurgent population, and you’re dense as hell if you think what’s been happening is going to do anything but make it clearer to palestinians that their only chance of survival is through more attacks & hostage campaigns!!
you wanna call me some sort of foreign agitator when EYE am the one whose family weren’t allowed to be citizens until the 60s despite living on this continent for thousands of years, that i’m out of line for being outspoken & having a hard line on the genocide of another indigenous group?? go right ahead! hope the door bruises your ass on the way out folks! and if you agree that “genocide is bad” great you’re gonna have a bang up time following me!
#like i vote bc i have friends in our local [redacted] collective and it means a lot to them and they do great work#can’t even tell you how many people we got fed and got covid shots and tests to when my mayor was doing jack fucking shit#but if you think calling every single palestinian protest a foreign op is going to help her get elected you are frustratingly arrogant#if u want any more opinion you’re welcome to dm me or send an ask to my fandom or personal#getting on my soap box#but it’s like listen u wanna bq this u wanna ‘well i’m more indifenous than you bc’ baby my mama is legally enrolled#u want to know what it’s like to be a colonized indigenous person in a settler colonial state i’m right fucking here and it’s hell#and i’m not about to stay quiet while what happened to my GRANDPA (not distant relatives! my literal grandfather!!) happens right now#this was on my bb twitter my priv is exclusively for ancoms and mls i don’t follow anyone who isn’t a proven hater of the us government
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Amara: I brought your mother back to show you that she isn’t just the perfect mother image in your head and is actually a whole complex flawed human being with her own life
spn fans: oh my gawd mary is such a terrible mother why doesn’t she love her sons immediately and want to just be their mom again she’s literally worse than john
#cal.txt#once again we cannot have any cohesive conversations about the misogyny of supernatural if y’all can’t address Mary too#also if you say Mary deserved to be killed by Jack please shut the fuck up forever actually 🩷#ALSO I do not gaf that she betrayed her sons or left them#that is literally the most mild shit ever compared to what Sam and Dean have done#>character is brought back to be shown as a complex person not solely defined by a role they played in someone else’s life#>yall: why isnt she a nice mommy to her little boys she is so bad#spn#supernatural#mary winchester#amara spn#spn fandom#you guys are so fucking annoying actually#when Mary’s death was literally traumatic enough to make jack mentally unstable and borderline psychotic#but somehow y’all say it’s the best thing he ever did 😭😭😭😭😭😭#fuckign strangeoids#sorry I’m a tad buzzed
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If things could stop going in exactly the wrong wrong direction that would be excellent
#m rambles#if I could trade all my years of good luck when I was younger to just be fucking normal I would#the latest in my series of unfortunate events:#decided to hire traffic lawyer for my ticket#traffic lawyer gets my info but never sends any follow up#today I got a fucking ‘failed to appear in court’#because apparently my lawyer didn’t do jack shit#and it’s just one more FUCKING thing#I don’t even know what the fuck to do now#this will probably fuck up my chances of getting my ticket dismissed#and I’m too paranoid to go for a lawyer again because if I fail to show up again they can put out a warrant for my arrest#im so nauseous#I really can’t deal with being alive anymore and I mean that in the most serious fucking way I can#if I had access to a gun or a garage I could lock myself in I would fucking do it#but I’m too terrified of being in pain to try any other way so I guess I live to see another sunrise tomorrow#just to go into work at a job I probably won’t have in a month’s time because of layoffs#to explain to my coworkers and my manager why I’m so fucking behind#and without a single bit of professional help because my therapist dropped me weeks ago and I’ve been stuck in a hole ever since#I’ve left my house less that 5 times in the entire month of October and yet I live in a fucking pigs sty#I sleep on the couch because I’m too tired to climb the stairs and all I can smell is the mold from my dishes#which literally had fucking maggots in it last time I looked at them#I think there’s black mold in my basement that I can’t clean and my fridge is going to mold soon because my water pitcher leaked#if I’d known when I was a kid that all those times where things just seemed to magically work out would lead to my life falling apart#I would have shut my goddamn mouth about getting a B in physics and dealt with it to prevent my life from becoming the shit show it is today
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I cannot wait to be done with school. I’m so sick of spending 12 hours a day in class, working, or leading club stuff then having to come back and spend another 4+ hours on homework. I hate this actually. I want a 9-5 so bad.
#I know that I need to get a masters but like. damn. for real 😭#idk man I’m not sure that I have an extra 2 years of this in me#I have an exam tomorrow that I’m really stressed about but I’m so exhausted thst I just don’t have it in me to study#and my chronic stomach issues are majorly flaring up and i feel like total shit and have for days#but c’est la vie with chronic pain there’s jack shit I can do and I feel like the worlds biggest asshole if I say I can’t do something#because of it#and the worst part is that I’ll be working full time this summer and still have to take physics 2 at the same time#because I’m too fucking dumb for calculus and need to get to the lowest possible course load next semester#which means my only time to take physics is this summer#kill me lmao
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I’m just so tired
#I saw this video earlier today and it’s all I can think about now#been trying to find a full time job so hopefully I can move and start living my life#but what’s the point?#I know I won’t be able to afford anything#unless I work 3+ jobs and devote all my time to working#I’m just so fucking tired#it’s beyond just my body and mind being tired#my soul is exhausted#I just feel hopeless cause so many of us are struggling#and then the fucking 1% is living it up with so much money that they don’t know what to fucking do with it all#I saw something that said we are going to have our first TRILLIONAIRE soon#that is a million million…………#how can someone sleep at night knowing they are hoarding so much money and so many people are struggling#so many people can’t afford rent or food or the BASIC necessities#when the 1% are buying multiple houses and yachts and flying to the moon#I’m just so tired#and the sad part is it’s never going to change#those people are always going to hoard the money#our government isn’t going to do jack shit to help#I’m gonna go smoke some weed and hopefully ignore life for a bit#tiktok#shut up rosie
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haha.
#love it.#when i tell my friends.#that i sh’d.#and they say.#‘stop talking about that it makes me uncomfortable e’#wow.#yeah yknow i tell you about it bc i want you to fucking tell someone so i can get help#sometimes you need to think about more than just how something makes you feel#and if you can’t mentally deal with it i get it#but fucking tell someone else! so they can deal with it!#you can’t just say ‘i hope you get the help you need’ and then do jack shit about it#god i hate my fucking friends sometimes#congrats now i won’t tell you shit#thought i could open up to y’all about it but i guess not!#back to suffering in silence#k.txt#vent tw
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I’ve already said all my issues with ice queen Janet Drake and idc enough to go into it again HOWEVER I will say if u want an abusive parents interpretation the very closest thing u can get to canon with her is Timmy turners mom
#SHE WAS KOOKY#this is my Roman Empire#can’t look at her as a character#as little as there is#so making shit up using misogynistic beats that only serve to prop tim up as cool and resilient#if it was genuinely about just taking the meanest interpretation#which I’m not hating I LOVE to do that taking an inch and running a mile with side shit is so fun to me#which is why I’ve never had a problem with the absent thing for his parents. very exaggerated in fandom but I like it#anyways back to the point#if it was about taking a piece and making it huge the next logical step is the vapid cruelty of Nickelodeon parents#specifically Timmy turners#in this essay I will#also same for Jack like turn up Mr turners anger issues more and make him less stupid literally#ALSO WHY CANT JANET BE THE STUPID ONE#not even stupid I don’t think either of them are stupid#i think they should be like. softest brucie variants possible#rich ppl who genuinely love to travel and they care for their kid like they would a lil Pomeranian#a kid isn’t easy to carry in ur purse and tote around tho#in mean but not meanest interpretation#but yeah the whole Girlboss Janet and bumbling fool Jack is so overplayed and irritating#why Can Janet have the soft moments between her and tim (REMEMBER THE VIRUS?! tim literally called her mommy he LOVES HER! and his dad! cmon#like idec about this white woman like that but the lengths y’all go…#like i Can see in the worst interpretation possible that Jack has a temper and is quick to be pissed and uphold gender roles etc.#like typical 40s dad tv or whatever yknow?#but WHERE did that Janet come from EVER#like ig it’s the romanticized wife equivalent who’s secretly running the show and looking perfect while doing it#but that archetype in itself is misogynistic and also does not take into account CLASS DYNAMICS!#but some of y’all think the drakes should be middle class so I’m speaking at a wall
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"This extra space next to me belongs to you. I know where I end now. I won't get lost." -- shoot me (metaphorically) and leave me for dead (metaphorically) why won't you. To make this about Dylan and maybe it's about Connor, maybe it's about Brinksy, maybe it's about any journeyman in the NHL. My brain screamed Chris Driedger and his memorable (to me) Players' Tribune article:
And how can you mention Dylan and Zach (Za-ach, the way Dylan says it) without me having a breakdown about them? You simply can't. And for the younger dudes, maybe it's a little Bords/Briss, not yet steady in The Show, a little bit of distance, a summer that tries to erase and make up all the memories they've made separately... and then a blurry insta story in Vegas. Just like old times but somewhere else. Maybe it's not the same bed, maybe it's not the same set of forks, but maybe it's the principle of the thing.
Anyway, goodbye. Sorry for this, your tag walls make me break out in imagined scenarios.
Much love. xxx
please never be sorry for sending me messages <3 i love reading them i love getting them i think they’re beautiful and i love them i’m!!!!! [🥹💕🦋🫧✨💘😭 <- the best approximation of what my heart is doing]
ok NOW i am taking this step by step because every narrative here kicked me straight in the knees (metaphorically) i am w e e p i n g (literally): i knew tangentially about chris driedger going to seattle but i had never read his players’ tribune love letter to seattle & all i can say is oh. oh. and with the part about trains delayed but still being right on time—
sometimes a dream is a truth your heart knows long before you do. the space that the city and the team made for him (“you’d be the only guy on the team”)🗣️🗣️🗣️ !!! but the way that chris talks about needing to put in the work & leo not letting him quit,,, that’s chris filling up the teakettle with twice as much water, crowding one side of the bed (falling asleep against a bus window dreaming), becoming unburdened by the idea of not being their guy, not having the fallback being their draft pick to content and settle himself with. that’s chris betting on a future. that’s the train coming down the tracks, right on time.
(i am feeling unhinged about it)
SECOND. i know i was the one that said zach and dylan to start so technically i brought this on myself but also i have been ktfo by the mere mention of the way that dylan says zach’s name different from everyone else, stealing an extra breath, stealing as much time as he can get with him, which reminded me of a poem i just read:
The Need Is So Great, Jim Moore
^^^dylan still in love with zach even as he’s leaving, can feel himself losing him, and taking every sliver of the love in his smile that he can get. even if he knows zach doesn’t still feel the same way he’s drawing out the long goodbye & saying i love you in a thousand ways without ever saying it out loud (“i have been asking for a time but in ways that have no words” because he doesn’t want to ask too much, to ask for love) in the hope that zach will say it back OKAY I’M LEAVING i can’t do this
that was a lie because THREE. “maybe it’s the principle of the thing” please insert the most ungodly screech how could you just (lovingly) come in straight with the steel chair and bean me upside the head with that l i n e i think this story has the potential for such tragedy in it but also the most tender domestic longing because bords & briss have known each other for a long time (i think) and guys do sometimes lose themselves when they first get to the nhl.
it’s a big scene, you’re with big name guys, you’re finally doing the thing you always dreamed about, you’re no longer necessarily the best because everyone’s the best, you’re not sure how you fit in, you can get lost in the glitz and the glamor of it but you can also literally get lost in it, the slog of the season and getting caught up and down between teams and leagues and endless airports and buses and travel and ice rinks, losing your phone (accidental) and having new people hound you for quotes and fame and connection so you lose your phone (on purpose) and i think where i’m trying to go is: this could play out as the tragedy of borde going to the california coastline and briss shipping off to the vegas strip and both of them getting a little lost.
maybe there’s someone else, maybe i am steadfastly not thinking about “a summer that tries to erase and make up all the memories they've made separately” as either a summer of them pretending things are ok after a year of barely speaking and now being completely different people they never were before OR a summer of them trying to pretend like they can forget about each other because maybe they didn’t think their relationship was the same thing, is all, when they were or weren’t together. maybe it’s nobody’s fault but for the fact that they were scared and tired and lonely trying to make it in the big times and didn’t know how to show it. and then borde shows up with takeout and plastic forks in vegas and it’s december and nothing like winter in ann arbor and still they fill up all the empty spaces in each other with the things they didn’t know they’d miss until they were gone and this is the real thing, not whatever they were trying too hard to be, to recreate their own nostalgia for the love in their memories. it’s the principle of the thing, is all, to always be true to the love they have right now & not what they think it should be.
sorry that i wrote you kind of an essay of an answer but i had so so so many thoughts because your ask was so lovely so thank you for sending it to me (you are always welcome to!! i love your imagined scenarios!!! cannot even explain how much!!!) & thank you for taking the time to read my walls of tags :))) <3
#liv in the replies#every time you send me a message i do the thing where i’ve got heart emojis for thumbs & cease any coherency#FIRSTLY chris driedger who i loved as seattle’s goalie without even knowing the story:#dreidger fourth layer of a dream is making me tear up AGAIN hours later as i try to write this the echl the coast easy come hard to leave &#when he talks about being somebody’s guy laying my head down in the bog & dragging my hands over my face chris who let you say that. who let#u break my HEART i truly don’t think i will ever recover from the inception reference bc that’s what they all talk abt u know? the nhl dream#the players’ tribune articles are often some of the most poetic & touching sports writing & every time i am reminded i lose my shit about it#SECONDLY:#the ever present spectre of dylan’s first boyfriend zach werenski#i have so so so many quotes? drafts? posts? about the thing with saying someone’s name to call them closer to you i say your name to speak#more of you into the world so i will possibly look for some of those to say what i mean but also: this poem was originally reminiscent of#willingly by tess gallagher which is my ajax jack / superbuddies poem & this specifically did go with the a drop of paint / the light has#fallen through you part of it but there’s a part of THIS poem which i did not include that talks about the late light / has already happened#will go on happening forever & that whole poem with this now to say i know it’s embarrassing i’m asking for it :: easy to write about light#like falling asleep on the couch & having to carry yourself up to bed is the dylan/zach heartbreak of this. waiting & waiting for the things#you used to do & the love you used to / were promised to have with the hope that if you keep the coffee ready he’ll come drink it & instead#you have too many cups of tea one yours & one cold then half-warmed over & too sweet for your tastes but you’ve learned to drink it anyway#okAY now third:#this w/the UMICH BOYS? N O I DIDN’T EVEN!!! NOT A THOUGHT IN MY BRAIN!!! & now i can’t stop thinking!!! & i had an entire PLAYLIST already#a ??? while ago before i even truly knew the umich boys Narratives™️ i heard maude latour’s song ‘one more weekend’ & went hahaha isn’t that#a great song for when you have that One Summer of college before everyone splits off into their own lives? isn’t that a fun little umich boy#going into the nhl narrative?? to which i said NO but then it spiraled into a playlist &now there is delightful heartbreak to go with vibes#umich scholars please feel free to correct me if i’m wrong on any points i can’t remember anything presently about anything#also the f a c t that that vegas picture is real and i know exactly what you’re talking about is making me %^•*]+£’ bc how!! is that real!!!#okay ALSO just throwing in brinksy like a casual AHAHA have brainworm for a year (my autocorrect tried to go bringst like angst which. lmao)#connor and dylan… all of my journeymen… we did not touch that because i WILL start yelling about sam gagner and marc staal and#the chrysalis and the caterpillar
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a fave fic trope is accidentally seeing the other naked and getting weird about it
#we know dean doesn’t give a shit about accidentally flashing his fam members or mrs butters or jack#cas doesn’t seem to care about hannah seeing him pantsless#but i 100% know dean get weird about it#he was a lil weird about it with ptsd cas i can’t imagine was bunker zone would do#dean accidentally getti g caught naked over and over and obsessing over cas’s poker face#cas thinks it’s a little strange how he keeps accidentally seeing him#dean trying to gauge interest
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