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kappadoesdev · 8 months ago

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Having friends is great. We went to a coffee shop together and ate a fancy bread and it was delicious. The coffee was good too. Life is wonderful

#friendship #today was good #the world is a beautiful place #and I am no longer afraid to die #<- funny emo band reference #but also the world being beautiful is my general mood right now #I'm very lucky to have moments like this #sorry for all the sentimentality in the tags I'm just feeling a lot of feelings

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coquelicoq · 1 month ago

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it's about...longevity? stability? it's about natsume believing he'll be somewhere long enough to plant flowers and see them bloom. it's about him taking touko seriously when she asks him to tell her what flowers he wants to plant. it's about making something with his own hands, building a future with the fujiwaras. it's about him repairing a rundown home for someone else, restoring it because it's beloved to them, because it's the home of someone they love. it's about him seeing touko's joy and thinking about the youkai saying we'd like to look upon her happy face forever. it's about the box garden making him think of the fujiwaras' garden and his parents' garden, about the flowers being both the memory of flowers that bloomed there before, and the flowers that he and the youkai planted earlier that day. it's about him waking up in both worlds with sensei. it's about touko finding the petal in his hair. it's about him feeling how he falls short and the youkai saying, but you have such gentle hands...

#watch this right after the ephemeral ones to die instantly. i assume. i haven't tried it #i feel like so many of the emotional beats that destroy me in this story come down to impermanence #accepting loss and change. finding the beauty in transience. treating every encounter as something precious‚ knowing it's ephemeral #and this chapter is about...also accepting renewal? allowing oneself to think about the possibility of love lasting #allowing oneself to put down roots. nurturing what is there. building foundations. doing it for and with people #god you know what else you shouldn't watch this after if you don't want to keel over dead probably. the childhood home arc #natsume can now think of the memory of sitting with his father looking at his mother's garden #and associate it with warmth instead of pain. because he's no longer afraid of losing it. because of the trust he has built #because he knows he can build something. the people here have made it safe for him and he has and he is and he will #i am crying so hard i should be collecting my tears for water reclamation purposes #natsume's book of friends #natsume yuujinchou #natsuyuu meta #my posts

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skeeverboy · 9 months ago

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this is my flow chart for what emo album you should listen to depending on your mood. if your current mood or favorite emo album is not pictured let me know and i may create a sequel

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brain-d0g · 7 months ago

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The world is a beautiful place

But we have to make it that way / And I am no longer afraid to die

If you're afriad to die then so am I

#twiabp #twiabpaianlatd #furry art #furry #night #the quarry #quarry #trees #the world is a beautiful place #the world is a beautiful place and i am no longer afraid to die #werewolf

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haveyoulistenedtothisalbum-poll · 16 days ago

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Tracklist:

You Can't Live There Forever • blank #11 • January 10th, 2014 • The Word Lisa • Rage Against the Dying of the Light • Ra Patera Dance • Mental Health • Wendover • We Need More Skulls • Haircuts for Everybody • Willie (For Howard) • I Can Be Afraid of Anything • Mount Hum

Spotify ♪ Bandcamp ♪ YouTube

#hyltta-polls #polls #artist: the world is a beautiful place & i am no longer afraid to die #language: english #decade: 2010s #Midwest Emo #Emo #Post-Rock #Indie Rock

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keeps-ache · 6 months ago

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teacher, teacher

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #pink space #eyestrain #HEYYYYY #this took me MUCH longer than i thought it would but i finishedddd ehehehhehehe :DDD #i am pretty happy with it!! the effects were killing me but i prevaaaailllll hgbfsh :33 #/i DO have a timelapse of this canvas i think i'm gonna put it up so !!#/decided to make the little magic stringy thing more transparent bc it is not the focus here. be not afraid hfbvhs #//anyway i have so many thoughts and i'm going to go explode forever ehehghehegh #i NEED to work on this comic. or i may just die lmao <3 #so BYE i may return. perhaps :3

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dollsome-does-tumblr · 8 months ago

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not being able to drive as an old-ass adult and therefore being a burden to everyone around you is so embarrassing. but it's the only option i have, thanks to My Poor Nerves

#my boyfriend locked his keys in his car and i'm just like 'welp! good luck with that!!!!'#guess i gotta maybe die trying to go help him out of this situation at some point today #technically i CAN drive but only in non-city environments. but tragically. i live in a city.#it's been real you guys. thank you for all these years of fandom joy! 🫡#dollsome's deep thoughts #i get that the solution to this is just to drive more until i am no longer afraid of it and have driving skills #but instead my brain goes to 'what if i moved out in the middle of the deep wilderness and never emerged #and therefore no one could ever ask me to drive for any reason!'#and that sounds way more practical #update: omg i think i found someone else to go help him. i live to fight another day!!!!

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prismravine · 5 months ago

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