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imthatwannabeauthor · 1 year ago

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#I always tell people when I talk about Kevin #I always tell them that I was like. I #fuck I genuinely don’t know if I can type this #I #don’t think I can confront this is text #it feels too real #I don’t Want it to be real #he always said. he always told me that I was too ugly for him to.#do that too #I wasn’t like Cadence. I wasn’t small. I wasn’t attractive #I had the starts of a mustache and skin that was falling out in patches like I had diseases #I had hair that didn’t match my face well #and glasses that didn’t match my coloring or any of my outfits #he said that I was too ugly for him #and I am always so so very glad for that #but #god . I don’t know how to confront this #I don’t know how to confront this at all #he said I was too ugly for him #but I will never know for sure #there’s already huge swatches of time missing #especially that era #god. especially that era #I will never know #because Cadence stopped being easy. she took steps to save herself. got close to people older. got close to people who could protect her #I was too busy trying to stay in the green light to even think about saving myself #says something about me I suppose #too busy trying to beat a system designed to keep me hurt and quiet and compliant #than to try and leave #idk

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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Not a day goes by where I do not think about the advent of medicine like PrEP and wonder just what the people - especially queer people - who passed from HIV/AIDs during the AIDs crisis would think

And then, I read this survivor's testimony and it just makes me emotional. I think this is the closest answer we have. HIV has changed, and we must always remember the people who didn't see that change before it happened.

#gay #queer #lgbt #lgbtq #described images #image description in alt #i do try to learn from older queer people about this tome period because i wasn't around for it #but i always wondered what the people who didn't make it would have thought of where we are now #there's this weird grief and celebration because i am so glad we are where we are. i just wish everybody cpuld have seen this #this is why it's so important to learn from each other about everything #it takes a village to create community #i have been thinking about that twitter post at LEAST once a month since i first saw it #very complex feelings on this one folks #there is so much left to learn i think but this just hits me in a specific way

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anewp0tat0 · 6 months ago

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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo

#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this #seriously it took a month... disapointing #more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899 #if there was such a thing #really tragic #ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own #so that's taking a long time #but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain #coooool #anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords #and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon #hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #digital art #animation #animatic #video #weston college arc #black butler anime #black butler agares

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rosalie-starfall · 3 months ago

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Saturday Night - 2024

October 11th 1975

Gilda: "You get to be the hot one." Laraine: "Jane's the hot one." Jane: "I'm the mom... The still fuckable mom."

#Saturday Night #Saturday Night 2024 #Spoilers #Saturday Night Spoilers #The Not Ready for Prime Time Players #dan aykroyd #chevy chase #Jane Curtin #garrett morris #Laraine Newman #Gilda Radner #Cory Michael Smith #Ella Hunt #Dylan O'Brien #Emily Fairn #Lamorne Morris #Kim Matula #my gifs #movie edits #Movies : Biopic #Movies : Saturday Night #I like it very much they did a great job and not just the not ready for prime time players #everyone was great I am so excited to watch it again hopefully soon #Also as a Jane fan I am SOOO glad the let her be fun and playful #I think Jane gets a wrap for being very strict and straight when really she's just discipline and hard working #but she is also insanely quick witted and funny and playful and the movie portrayed that which I love #I also loved that the movie wasn't about the not ready for prime time players it was about Loren and trying to pull the show together #but the cast was still there and they each had a moment #I also loved that the girls were almost always together playing around in the background #SNL 50

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forgettable-au · 1 year ago

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What do we think? I think he's like the coolest scientist to ever science

HEY HAPPY 2000 FOLLOWERS‼️HOW DID THAT HAPPEN SO QUICK?????

I'm genuinely so shocked about that I'm so so glad you're all enjoying this AU so far hehehe:D

Also I just made the 1000 followers celebration post like a month ago or something??wow

Here's the guy ‼️‼️ I wanted to practice drawing him quickly and in different poses. I think I achieved that, all this was made with just the lasso fill tool it was soooo fun and I loved not being worried about details just SHAPE

ALL SHAPE (and colors)

#I AM SO GLAD I HAD THIS DRAWING SAVED ON MY PHONE ALREADY #I wanted to make a proper 2000 followers celebration drawing but got to 2000 too fast and didn't get the chance #so I'm just using this one drawing because I think it looks cool #he's so fun to draw #sometimes #sometimes he's so so hard to draw #especially from behind ahskajsskjs #man I thought about his design so much while making him #cyan/aqua/light blue with a greenish tint/teal is a very hard color to work with omg--#and I have to stick with it because of the reverse color pallete thing Im doing but omg it's a hard color I should have just gone with #the color everyone always chooses for Gaster #purple #but I mean #the teal kinda makes him fit in with the CORE aesthetic so it fits #wait I think I'm rambling a lot in these tags #anyways let's cut to the actual tags #forgettable-au #undertale au #papyrus!gaster #papyrus is gaster #undertale #papyrus #gaster #undertale fanart

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whalesharkstho · 8 days ago

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(sorry if this sent twice, it seemed like my internet shit itself)

Your Jazz art has been so inspiring for me, it's been helping me through really dark times rn and just seeing my favorite guy done so much justice and in such a fantastic style makes things feel less hard. Thanks for posting sm and hope you know you'll always have a fan ❤❤❤ (might be able to convince my aro ass to even ship jazzop but we will see lmao /silly)

ahhhhh this message is one i’ve been staring at for a while it’s been making me giggle and kick my feet i’m SO very glad you like how i draw jazz!!! he’s my fave bot to draw and i’m very very happy my art is bringing you a sense of joy!! it’s genuinely all i desire as an artist for people to be happy when they see my work

anyway, here’s a jazz doodle for you!! i’m wishing you well and i hope things get better for you but in the meantime know there will be a pretty much endless well of jazz content from me X]

#sharky’s art tag #sharky answers asks #jazz transformers #tf jazz #autobot jazz #transformers fanart #tf #transformers #maccadam #hes soooooo silly to me #ANYWAY thank u so so so much for the very very nice message it literally made my week #very very glad the way i draw jazz resonates w ppl… i worry often ppl will not be a fan of how i draw the tf characters #but the overwhelming positivity i’ve been met with in this fandom is amazing it’s genuinely such a fun place to be #thank u again for the message and i am sending u so much good vibes always everyday hope my silly little jazz i drew here helps a little <3

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triptychofvoids · 7 months ago

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Silly in the best way have a gold star

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danke schön, na na, danke schön~

#i am very glad people enjoy my art so much #and my blog #i do very much intend to keep having fun and being silly #i appreciate the compliments as always!!#happy to continue to provide art #and to be the local aroace representation aheh #the doc is in #doodles #tf2 #tf2 medic

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zaahvi · 4 months ago

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aaand the final two for my DA-themed six fanarts challenge: elgar'nan suggested by @vitaeplaysda & bellara suggested by @the-veil-jumper! 🖤

#two very on brand suggestions lol #my art #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #elgar'nan #bellara lutare #dragon age six fanarts #omg i'm so glad i actually completed all 6 but i am tired.#may have been the last person to realise elgy has those pointy sleeve things and proceeded to have a mini crisis trying to figure out how t #draw his outfit so that's why this round took a little longer lol. also trying to decide on skin tone and eye colour.#i've always drawn him with lighter glowy eyes so i went with that #and then my brain fixated on that ign video for like 2 days......#oughghggfg... <- head hurts

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demonslayedher · 3 months ago

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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.

It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.

#my fics #SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS #would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to #well #longer than some of you may have been around #I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane #and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like #let's go see the sword museum while you're out here #but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore #fast forward years later #I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane #I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it #and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff #meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately #job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED #and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked #and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project #and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list #and I was like #asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT #and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like #...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like #...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea

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abirddogmoment · 2 months ago

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A lab joined our brittany party 💚💙💜

#dogblr #rory borealis #irl bffs #so kinda crazy #i met this friend through instagram but she is local to me #and she got a brittany specifically because she had seen me compete with mav irl #(i didnt know this until after - she introduced herself to me when i was showing rory in confo)#her rally debut with her lab was the same day and show as miles's rally debut with pike #objectively i know i influenced people to get into sports #(i dont say that to be immodest - i attended a lot of show made a lot of social media posts and talked to a lot of people irl #but it's crazy to actually meet people irl who 'knew' maverick #who know who i am because of my beautiful dog #anyway its always such a pleasure to hang out with her #our dogs get along so well #i wish she couldve met mav instead of just watching him from afar #but im glad she got her very own little brittany friend #(when she told me that i cried btw #i couldnt believe someone actually loved watching mav so much that they would get their own britt #very meaningful to me specifically #and shes doing a great adapting to the huge major differences of lab vs britt)

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starfall-isle · 5 months ago

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#Keep boycotting paramount. even if this movie was the best thing in the world that does not matter at all #But I at least was hoping it would be better than it is looking. For many reasons #I am so beyond sick of fatphobia in big budget films man. Why’s this shit still happening #It’s one of the reasons I couldn't ever stand lost world and it always sours sonic media so much #Ugh. A movie doesn’t even matter in the grand scheme of things but Maria and Shadow are so very dear to me and I’m glad she is at least #Going to be included in generations bc this blows #At least Shadow looks cool. Whatever #sonic 3 spoilers

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plushie-lovey · 4 months ago

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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.

Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!

#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg #not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs #altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays #the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall #and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat #in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement #including a couple full patches on her tail #tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard #the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats #I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding #I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want #especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality #you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid #I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz #“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor #he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress #anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte #but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase #what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals #plushies #plushblr #build a bear #BAB #pumpkin kitty

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miinsang · 2 years ago

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ateez friendships | woosan for @sanchelinz

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ingravinoveritas · 15 days ago

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At Christmas dinner a few weeks ago, I was sitting next to my cousin, who is a few years older than me. Across from us was another cousin's wife, who had tried some of the dish I made and complimented the way it tasted. I thanked her, and seconds later, my cousin glanced over, one eyebrow warily raised, and said, "Say thank you." I responded that I had, which was then affirmed by Other Cousin's Wife. We looked at each other, faces awash with confusion...until I realized what he was doing.

Ever since we were kids, this cousin has taken a particular pleasure in "messing" with me because of my reactions--much in the same way that my peers did in school. But being autistic, I never understood what he was doing in the moment--only afterwards. As adults, we seldom see each other except for the holidays, and when this was happening I felt the memories of all those moments rush back, along with the burning clarity of--for once--knowing exactly what was happening as it was happening.

"Why are you gaslighting me?" I asked. "Because it's so easy," he said.

Not because I had done something.

Not because I deserved it.

Because it was easy.

I feel like that applies to a lot of things in the fandom right now, for some reason...