As much as I complain about it, this internship has taught me more in two weeks than I have learnt probably all my life. Research is fun, truly, and I hope I get to see more fruits of my labor soon.
One week left until my ochem final. Oscillating between "it's fine, I got this, most of the material is in my head already" and "AAAAHHHHH" as is the case every exam sesh. Reading a textbook on group theory for chemists for fun (and to make my thesis supervisor proud bc academic validation am I right :'))))
the neurologist i shadow is so funny bc she has a valley girl accent and yet she's the smartest person in the room. this woman was casually doing case consenus ab a man w frontotemporal dementia in the highest girliest voice imaginable. i want to be her i think
Honestly the pipeline of “reading the-modern-typewriter snippets at midnight on the floor of my bathroom at age eleven so I wouldn’t get caught” to “being a tumblr writer myself” is a wild one.
invisible strings w sakusa!!!! famous!reader x pro!sakusa. sakusa is the type of guy who enters into relationships with the intention of being committed and seeing things through. you have an avoidant attachment style + you’re convinced that every relationship is too good to be true. you have a bad habit of pushing people away & it gets worse the more you like them. kiyoomi is the epitome of the perfect man to you. so naturally, you just randomly ghost him, convinced that he was gonna end things anyway.
except after ghosting him, the universe decides to intervene and have you run into him at every possible given moment. you’re invited to host a sports award show! hes one of the award winners. you have a photoshoot lined up! he’s literally finishing up his own photoshoot and runs into you on his way out. you leave the country! only to see him checking into the same hotel as you because apparently, he has an away game here. HES INESCAPABLE!!! and throughout all the awkwardness and your failed attempts at avoiding his attention, you start to realize that maybe you don’t want to escape from him…
ur girl is in her bathroom crying cause i'm letting my dream job slip through my fingers cause i don't wanna drop uni 🥹 okay story time during my summer break i emailed my shitty ahh portfolio to a local game dev company and applied for a game animator job just for funsies i did get a callback tho and had an interview w them last month but honestly i didn't want to have any expectations but i did it chat i got a call from them this week and i got the job ;;;;
i thought about being a working student but the hours are not flexible and it conflicts w my classes 💀 i also don't think i can physically and mentally handle having a full-time job AND be a full-time student ;;;;
i genuinely yearn for the days when i did video game development and did not even care that they were working me to the bone because i had such a pathetically massive crush on my manager who very gay but believed in me a lot. and that was my entire braincell and also i always woke up at 6am rather than fall asleep…at that time
I created this blog because my boss wanted viral content to boost the popularity of ball pits. They're really mupping desperate, like holy fuck they let me (an unpaid intern) create a blog about anything ball pit adjacent. I've mainly just been mupping around for two weeks shitposting about ball pit piss (they constantly talk about the Dashcon ball pit piss incident in the office which is what inspired this blog) and Muppet Jokers (I love you!).
My internship ends on Friday but... between us I'm going to keep the blog. I'm not being paid right now anyways and I kinda want to stay a part of the Dashcon ball pit community.
Anyways I've rambled enough!
As a friendly reminder, please do NOT piss in the ball pit and buy a home ball pit (or don't, I don't really give a mup either way). I'm in a piss free ball pit right now and its mupping amazing!