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Ooh this teen talk has -Intense Freddie- huh
#aka I’m gonna pause it for a bit#his energy it too much lmao#decent point#too strong#an energy I don’t need rn#it’s funny when I’m hype for an ep and then I’m :333 for most of it and then one thing happens and I go#Yknow what#I’ll save his#this#this is for later me#dndads#dungeons and daddies#teen talk#I can’t handle conflict#can everyone be calm and quiet
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it’s black history month, and Valentine’s Day so if you want to help a black femme lesbian in need nows your chance. my names cheri and I need help paying a bill for therapy. due to the utter chaos that is my life, despite being in a better place the majority of income we have goes to food and bills. it’s $240 and it’s urgent and uh long overdue.
im willing to do bust commissions for $~50*, but please note I’m chronically ill so these would take a while to get out.
for the moment being here’s my paypal, my cashapp and my venmo is @cherryadventure2
#*im gonna reblog with art examples soon I just. don’t have energy rn lol#I really don’t wanna do this since we’ve been so good for the past few months#but I really need help
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my brain keeps going “i just very fall in love” like no wrong song dude
other version belowwwww
what actually possessed me where’s this motivation for school huh
#milgram#milgram fanart#kazui mukuhara#shidou kirisaki#0507#kazushidou#i’m dead#deading rn#i literally dieded#anyways obligatory old man yaoi i need them dead comment i don’t have the energy to think of#sigh wolfcut shidou. that’s a wolfcut right idk#oh yeah if it wasn’t obvious i just ripped the bg from the mv (LAM peak art) cuz i can’t draw bgs for shit#hey so if you noticed something was missing that is not missing anymore uhh. no you didn’t.#chibi's art/rkgk
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This month in the Bird Mail Club I’m drawing rainforest creatures! There’s a bunch of very fun, colorful creatures in there that I’m excited to learn about and share with you. :-)
#rainforest#bird Mail club#jaguars#frogs#animals#I don’t have the energy to id this one rn I’m sorry - it was a 12 hour project and I need to stop looking at it ahaha#fun though! reminds me of classroom posters or like#zoobooks#:-)
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Arranged marriage AU with Barbarian Bakugou who is so daunting to be around at first. He’s all gruff curses and broad shoulders and scarred cheeks and neck and jaw. He scowls constantly, stares at you while your parents auction you off like some show pig, but doesn’t say much to you besides a grunt of his name. You’re terrified, thinking that he’ll be cruel to you, that you’re being set up for a life full of unhappiness and terror and regret.
But he’s the exact opposite. Bakugou is gentle in ways a man of his size typically wouldn’t be, but he shrinks himself for you. Not in a way that diminishes his status as the newly appointed king, but to respect you, show you that you’re beside him instead of behind him.
He picks you berries on his hunts because he knows the smell of a fresh kill brings nausea to your stomach. You find him along with the other maidens and helpers around his village, sitting beside them, big fingers holding tiny little flowers that he weaves into a crown for you. When he sets it on your head, he purses his lips, mutters something under his breath in his language that you’re still not too familiar with, but sure it means something along the lines of pretty and soft.
And when he finds you bathing in the river only few have access to, he’s sweet the whole time. Doesn’t make a spectacle of you being naked, and is relieved when you don’t instantly cower when he wades his way over to you. You try not to stare at the clawed scars that decorate his pec and jaw when he stands above you, and it helps when he suddenly dumps water all over your head. He shushes you when you splutter, continues on with cupping his hands and letting the water run off of your hair and down your shoulders, scrubbing at your skin until your flesh squeaks. He doesn’t expect you to do the same for him, but he hums in satisfaction when you push him down a little lower so you can wash the crown of his head.
#I don’t think I’ve ever actually written a full blown barbarian bkg fic which should be a crime#bc there are so many good ideas for it#but I’ve been struggling with writing creatively so I will put this idea as a full fic on the back burner for now lol#in the drafts for another 8 months! ☝🏻#sorry I’m lying I’m about to write it rn aidsjdhdjf#anyway interaction has been so low and that doesn’t help with the low energy level when it comes to writing#I do it for myself but it’s a little sad when it feels like I’m talking to myself since I do that enough already lmfao#it’s the beginning of the semester tho so I GET IT bc I’m struggling to read too#this semester isn’t even all that hard but I’m so mentally checked out from school that everything is so much more complicated than need be#I just need a really long break to find myself#feels like I’ve been on go for a few months straight now#okay bye my stomach started cramping really bad which is a single to take my ass to bed lmfao#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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something kinda foul about being an adult that nobody warned me about is how often i’d do something that i really really don’t want to do, i am not talking about like the laundry but sometimes at work i take on a task that is like completely unnecessary and doesn’t benefit anyone or anything and is just clearly something to pad numbers or make a leader look good and i just. Do it. because i have to, because i need to keep the job, because i can’t get fired, etc and it not only is a useless waste of everyone’s time but i personally feel rotten because i have so much less control over very small details of my life as an adult than i ever thought i would. like if i cant say no to this small task then who am i. what am i doing. don’t work in corporate
#also worst of all is when the tasks add up and you realize you have done nothing actually useful for years and years#i mean at least im getting paid but it would be nice to be idk actually performing a service? actually helping somehow? not wasting my one#wild and beautiful life on earth doing things that no one really needs or cares about?#and then you get laid off by algorithm and all the energy you put into anything for all these years and years just? disappears forever???#don’t work a corporate job!!!!!#it will kill your soul!!!!!!#im trying to leave but the market is so bad rn what if im stuck here forever#time to reblog 1000000 posts about thanatos to help me cope with the horror of being alive
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leave my girl marcille alone why she look like a dum dum!!
She is a dum dum /j
No but seriously she’s a character who is incredibly smart and powerful but like she’s also very much portrayed as silly in the series. When I make her look stupid it is done with so much love in my heart
#Sorry for the ramble it’s important to me#First she was silly then she serioused or whatever#I don’t have the energy to find the reference rn#I love her sm#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#manga#I need to clarify I’m not angry at anon I know you didn’t mean harm or anything#Anon
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anyway i'm (very slowly) working on a lil meme doodle bc it's been in my brain for weeks now
#it looks bad rn. i mean it'll look bad when it's done too but lmao#i'm fixing it up & cleaning it up here and there as i find the energy#but it's v v slow going. i work for like 10 mins before i feel like giving up so i put it aside again lmfao#i also still Do Not have great supplies for this bc my pen doesn't have pressure recognition which is MISERABLE#but it is better than the last one i was using so. i'm muscling through out of sheer determination#and also bc I NEED to get this stupid thing outta my head lmao#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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#last night was really so so so fun and it was super hard to get myself to go out? like#in the sense of I really wanted to because I knew it would be fun but I also knew my anxiety was eating me alive#and it would be an obstacle getting through that without alcohol and I need to be … careful#but I got fun drunk and didn’t have too bad of a hangover and didn’t feel super anxious once we got out :#and a different friend wants to make plans for tonight but I am really bad at making plans in advance because sometimes I physically can’t#do things after work bc tired bc neuro disorder and it’s frustrating to my friend with severe control issues#bc she needs to make specific plans like a week out and I’m like erm babe I can’t like#do that? and then if I don’t feel well day of and need to be home she gets (rightfully) frustrated because I’m bailing but it’s#challenging. and you don’t understand unless you live with it.#and it’s frustrating for us both. I don’t want her to think I don’t value her because I do and I force myself out often enough bc I#genuinely feel bad. but it’s so fucking hard sometimes . she also lives sort of far so going from work and having#to drive an hour to her place to then go somewhere and be out like#I’m spent before I even get there#friend I saw last night and I don’t talk consistently but when we do it’s always the same vibe and so fun and we just catch up about life#I feel like when I see my other friends they have things to always talk about because they’re in a discord call almost every night#I don’t have the energy!!!!!!!!!! like I’m so sorry that’s so much for me#idk she isn’t answering me now but if she wants to do something I need to know in the next hr bc if not I’m literally going to bed#I love her but there’s a disconnect between us rn and I don’t know how to mend that gap#but I do love her friendship so I’m just like. sigh#idk it would be different if she was closer and I know that#I hope getting back on medication helps get me being more social again. I’m just so tired this week that speaking is hard lol
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i don’t know what supernatural entity i disturbed in order to warrant my period lining up perfectly with a sinus infection but i’m literally on my hands and knees stop this immediately i beg
#on the plus side i have to stay home and rest#on the negative side i have to stay home and rest#on the plus PLUS side whenever i’m sick i feel the need to be as clean as possible#i can stand being sick but i hate FEELING like i’m sick yknow?#so rn i am SQUEAKY and smell glorious#it’s me and my dove bar soap and my naturium salicylic acid body wash and my dove exfoliating body scrub and my oxy acne treatment and my#eucerin lotion and my moroccan rose tree hut shave oil and my palmer’s cocoa butter body oil against the world#wow that’s actually a lot now that i’m looking at it#oooo.#yeah.#maybe i’ll have enough energy left in the reserve to actually sit down and write something#this is my first time being idle in like a week i don’t know what to do with myself
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#meg talks#just venting#im in so much pain it’s not even funny#im sorry for being inactive for so long i really was not anticipating this#the good news is ive made a lot of progress on compiling the spreadsheet for vetted gaza funds#so that once ive cleared out the dms i can add additional mods and get the ball rolling properly again#the bad news is that my insomnia is back and my pain is getting so bad i can barely get out of bed or eat#i don’t think it’s related to the fundraising work so much as… everything else -_-#i didn’t want to be out of a job for this long#and having to send so many applications and make so many fucking unhelpful phone calls a day to doctors and help centers…#idk. this isn’t me complaining abt the fundraiser work if anything it’s the only rewarding thing im doing rn#but im frustrated w myself and with my body and with. everything#it’s not just my own family relying on me anymore#and that makes it hard to deal with all this. like i could be using my time and energy way better than this.#but instead im playing phone tag to try and prove that im disabled and need to feed my brothers.#im just cjdhxgxjcncj sigh. whatever if i can just get over this hump then the rest will be downhill#and my friend is going to help me w cooking this weekend so that me and my bros can eat better#so hopefully that will give me a boost too#idr where i was going w this. probably nowhere jdgdjdnxnc im just miserable rn bc i can’t sleep and my leg hurts
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#Aries needs to be redrawn to have his stars in the same style as the others but I don’t have the energy rn#Sun and moon show#Star thief astrals#Sun and moon show AU#star thief au
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I need to find a show that’s like fun and easy to watch… everything I’m into right now is too difficult for my perpetually eepy brain…
#ramblings#what am I watching rn. black butler and the revue starlight stage plays#they are awesome but the truth is I don’t have the energy for them most of the time lol#actually what I need is THUNDERBOLT FANTASY S4!!!!!
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Literally kill yourself you hypocrite 💀💀You think you’re the smartest person in the room, but you’re not. Nobody loves you. Get a life, Jesus.
jesus christ…
the fact i’m getting told to kill myself over not knowing he ages of a fictional character is crazy lol- if it bothers you this much i’ve deleted all my posts about it so you don’t have to worry about me not knowing the ages of fictional men. you’re welcome anon. you’re acting like i said the most heinous shit on the planet by saying i thought johnny was older than steve. its not that deep. calling me slurs and telling me to kill myself over this really is the best way to get your point across huh?
in al seriousness i didn’t expect this to turn into an actual argument. if people thought i was arguing im sorry about that. im not trying to argue w/anyone because i frankly could not give two shits less. but consider this case closed, well just settle on he’s younger than them bexause in not going through this song and dance again.
#i don’t have the energy to deal with this shit#i said something dumb#i made a mistake on the math because i looked at what google said. sue me#i’ve read the book btw and i know steve is seventeen. soda is sixteen and so is johnny-it doesn’t make sense#it didn’t make sense when i saw it#it still doesnt#but whatever#really thought my first anon hate in this fandom would be from something else like saying i don’t ship johnnyboy or sum lmfao#having a bad enough day because my dog is extremely sick rn and we think she broke her paw#really needed this. thanks anon.#anyway#lol by the time school starts i might hold you up on that anon
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Y’know what no I’m sharing this one with tumblr too, actually
#been meaning to draw this out for literal months but I don’t have the energy to rn#just know I think about this constantly#berryboxed#not art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#can you tell I’m fighting for my life to fit within the Twitter character limit everytime I make a post there#sun x moon#personal proxy posting#proxy rambles#please if anyone knows a fic or au with a similar concept to this hmu I need food#also if you just have ideas for this kinda thing ramble at me please please plea
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Naturally my basement would flood about half a foot deep of water because of course it would
And while we’re at it let’s have the dryer vent break so it just humidified the whole basement in to a muggy nightmare while trying to dry the towels that had been used to clean up the flood nightmare
Thankfully the water did not make it to the bird room and I was able to get it all out and 90% dry within a few hours. The birds were enjoying the chaotic humidity though🤦♀️
#that’s on not thinking I had to turn the sump pump on for another week#bc it SNOWED TODAY#but poured rain last night apparently#love that#if you ever want a diy steam room#just unhook your dryer vent tube#and run a load of damp towels#works like a charm#don’t do that I’m joking don’t do that#Christ#I’m already extensively past my energy usage with the chaos of housing someone#this was not needed rn
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