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how was your weekend? the power in my house went weird and fried not only my boot drive but my storage/back up drive as well, so i've lost almost everything of the last ~4 years. including my log in for this one gmail account that doesn't seem to have a single verification method attached to it?? of course that account is the one i can't get the right password for. and of course it has to be the one connected to my ao3 account. which i also can't get the right password for. and OF COURSE this has to happen just a few weeks after i privated all my fics. so yeah....... tears have been cried
#and today i get to cry some more when battling firefox's refusal to read my css and move the tabs below the address bar like i had it#among several others things#but hey#i should at least be grateful for the annoying way tumblr used to randomly sign me out#otherwise i might never have known my log in for even here#and then i wouldn't have been able to sob on main
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How long do you think they would last if a pink lizard walked in here? 10 seconds? 20, maybe,
#they're 'splorin#rain world#flickerdoodles#art#group pic#I think I started drawing this like nine months ago and decided to finish it now lol#this is a#cdss#thing - but after chewing on it all this time#i'm not even sure if they CAN climb poles like this#all itties in cdss have core strength/balance issues (among many other things)#the severity is different per person as well#i haven't dug into the extent of that yet#and how much physical therapy helps with it#AKA whether they can get to the point of very slowly climbing poles like this#they also don't have any special abilities like... magnet hands or whatever#ehhh either this will get retconned or I'll figure something out
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"Race you to the landing zone," Echo says to Omega.
Omega: YAAAASSSSSS!!!!
Tech: Echo. NO. What the literal kriff. I thought we were comrades. I CARRIED YOU THROUGH A VENTILATION SHAFT ON SKAKO MINOR, and this is how you display your gratitude. Well, be aware that if I sustain a concussion during this race or the subsequent landing, I will be of very little use to you in decrypting your data, and it will be your own fault.
#tech: i know i can't talk omega out of this but for my own sake i will give it a go#cut to tech stumbling out of the marauder shortly thereafter#but he's fine#tech knows azi would likely diagnose him with several arrhythmias and whiplash among other things#but azi is not here#so he's just fine#and omega's landing was smoother this time#thanks to tech's excellent instruction of course#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#tbb tech#tbb omega#tbb echo
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Toshiro (about Maizuru):
Kabru (about Milsiril):
#“werent u gonna write a fic” i felt that if i didnt make this joke i may drop dead#i just. need them to discuss surrogate mothers. among several other things lol.#kabushuro#dungeon meshi#Toshiro Nakamoto#Kabru#kabru of utaya#kabro#shuro#Maizuru#Milsiril#seinfield
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Old limbus women but one of them is my OC LMAOOOO
#bart#limbus company#limbus company oc#her name is Eglantine if you rly wanna finally know#she has more issues than she has atoms#lcb oc#ahab limbus company#lcb ahab#Eglantine is like if you put all the radiation made by humanity and put it in a old woman#she has beef with everyone that isn't her late wife and late child LMAOOO#i dont count that fuckass eye wrinkle as hag shit okay. i dont count outis and you cant fucking make me and i dont count hermann#old white people get insanely dusty its actually scary#also its a way of me shooting out my little play on ahab. shes kinda low-key infected by the pallidifcation but yknow...its ahab#everyone knows her deteriorating mass but its almost as if she has infested her own insanity as her faith which she has#thats just normal#and Eglantine....she has a severe hatred for those that exhibit a sort of almighty thought process in anyway#i almost just gave up a shit ton of Eglantine lore but naur....not yet#i need to reblog some other stuff up in here#these two will NEVER interact but like i took some liberties and Eglantine is about to attack ahab#Eglantine not being able to justify shit normally so she sees some shit and is jsut “close enough. welcome back holy ones”#I'm going to be specifically abnormal about pallidification hope y'all are readt#im a fucking weirdo when ut comes to anatomy and how the body works with said shit among other things
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KARL???????
#this panel was the highlight of the chapter#(well. among several other things and the entirety of it)#raccoon aku you will always be famous#bsd#bsd spoilers#bsd 119#aku#bungou stray dogs
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2 me whenever its not romantic (like in various aus 'nd stuff) jonny and tims relationship fluctuates between pretending to hate each other and 'are you really homies if you dont kiss sometimes' like its completely platonic but they do in fact kiss sometimes
#this is based on my hearteyes kiss i just drew#yes that one was romantic#but it made me think about them in tmxtma#i think they kissed at tim and basiras wedding#as homies#based on several of my friends relationships#two of my friends boyfriends kissed the other day#i kind of want to animate the reaction i caught on video as tmxtma#because it would be funny#but idk id probably have to ask permission to use my friends voice and that sound embarrassinggg#sounds*#tmxtma#<- among other things#saymbles#jonny d'ville#gunpowder tim#the mechanisms#the mechs
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things that people seem to think are perfectly fine and socially acceptable, but that should not be punishments. and no, i don’t care what your kid did do «deserve it,» these are just wrong
starving or withholding food from your children
making your children destroy their comfort objects (or destroying the objects yourself)
feeding your children foods that they are allergic to
watching your children while they shower or bathe (when significantly past the age where any «help» bathing would be necessary)
hitting your children, manhandling your children, or otherwise utilizing aggressive physical contact against your children
making your children pick up broken glass (without teaching them how to safely do so) or walk on broken glass
withholding medical treatment from your children
threatening to do any of these things to your children
teaching your children ideas like «privacy is a privilege, not a right,»; «these items are in my house, so i am allowed to destroy them even if you paid for them»; and «people are allowed to hurt you if they feel like you did something wrong,» are so damaging to impressionable, fragile minds. you are setting your child up for a ruined, unstable future by doing these things.
* feel free to add on
#i am saying these things as someone who is also a victim of ramcoa#so more «severe» abuse#because upon being removed from the ramcoa i was placed into a household that did all of this#among other things#such as forcing me to get many pointless surgeries i did not want#but because it was «better» i was told that it could not be abuse.#//god's words#information#tw abuse#abuse tw#child abuse#abuse
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Kitt || Agent of Raphael
#more on him later#MORE LATER I PROMISE#he's going down real well in the server with the homies#he's an agent among other things...#it's been a minute and by that I mean several years since I've been this into the creation of a character#let me have this please thx#bg3#baldur's gate 3#oc: kitt#not tav#my edit
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I randomly remembered the Megatron does porn fics and realised I really want that for TFP Megs.
... also for the Autobots to watch it, privately. Thinking they're alone in watching it. Arcee probably jerks it quite angrily. Ratchet too, to be honest. Optimus feels some weird mix of nostalgia, melancholy and possessiveness.
So yeah
A thing I've been thinking a lot about too, thanks to a few of those fics, is a few of Megatron's partners participating in said porn vids and of course them getting a cut of the money.
So Orion—
#valveplug#tfp optimus prime#tfp megatron#tfp arcee#who would stumble upon them by accident and she would have several emotions about this#tfp ratchet#who i feel like has known about them longer but you're still right#megop#among other things#tfp orion pax
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Eyyy, it's the day of Penkkarit!
Can't remember the last time I happened to be at the town center while the trucks full of students were doing their rounds. So fun! Great costumes, didn't stop to pick up any of the thrown candy myself, but it was fun watching.
#shut up paper#I spotted several furries some star wars characters a Nufkin and the entire main cast of MLP:FiM#among many other costumes#back in the day when I did the truck round I dressed up as a fantasy half elf#(was supposed to be a fantasy elf but couldn't find the ears in time. it was the time before internet shopping became really a thing here)#good times good times#it was one of the only two times in my life that I've worn make up#the other time was the day before when my friend did a practice round on my face
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I have a question, but it may be already have been answered in the story (my brain is just not the best with memory).
Since vampirism symbolises for you chronical illness (which, omg, that is a hot take I've never thought off before and love from now on), does Steve count as chronical ill, too, with the whole halfvampire thing going on? So, would his uncontrollable time jumping each month be a symptom of that chronical illness?
not in the story, no worries! Just a possible interpretation and my personal intent when writing.
As a small aside I personally don't like to think of chronic illness as something that people "count" as, so to speak, it's an extremely personal label and incredibly varied between individuals and as with all disability there is never such thing as hard lines or black and white... but I understand why you worded it that way and I understand what you're asking.
So, yes, Steve is also chronically ill within this framework. The entire comic is sort of shaped around this, to be honest! I mean he canonically has some pretty extreme memory issues... He's also canonically homeless (not that this is an illness but I just mean it's something I think most people forget about him when discussing him). And, yes, his condition is uncontrollable and is severely impacting his ability to live the life he wants to live.
He has just been barely coping up to the point we meet him, and has been very desperate which is what led him to creating that list of deviations. He has periods where his body is out of his control, he is unable to form relationships, he hurts others without meaning or wanting to... Yeah. He's metaphorically relating to a lot of things, really.
So, yknow, you're welcome to interpret him as you'd like! for me I relate a lot with my various issues and conditions and thus that's why I've projected on him the way I have, but of course I would understand entirely different interpretations of what is inherently metaphorical.
#I also have an extremely personal relationship with addiction#and also with anger management issues#among other things#uhm#and so reading this I think it is possible for someone to read that into it as well#however personally I dont really like vampires as a metaphor for addiction... for many reasons but#I think it's also just a bit messier than I would like things to be#and isnt how I really would personally choose to portray an addict at all.#though I do think of addiction as an illness as well so. as I was writing this I was sort of seeing glimpses of that as well#so. idk!#interpret how you like.#I mean as long as the interpretation isnt erasing his very real struggle#he is straight up homeless because of an uncontrollable condition that he has#so like. it's serious#I recognize that the way I write sort of puts a happy go lucky veneer over things#and I'm aware that it sort of hinders the severity of the situation somewhat inherently#to where people have been SHOCKED I look at steve as chronically ill when he... the entire comic is based around it...#my personal theory for this is that I uhm. me and my worlds are very accomodating and so the struggles are more internal#rather than necessarily external#besides of course the like cops being after him#but like because it's less societal and more internal I think many people don't recognize it#and because people are gentle and understanding I think they recognize it less...#I dont know how to explain this properly you will have to forgive me.#but it's something I wonder on often. why don't people recognize his extreme pain and his terrible situation for what it is..?#is it cause he has a rich boyfriend now and money is solving the situation or...#anyways.#anon#asks#if its simply because of how I write I think I need to work on that.#but if its because of people not recognizing illnesses in people who 'seem fine/happy' then I'm glad to make people second guess things
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peacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss 🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
oh man, youre making me want to ramble more about the ideas i have saved ahahaha ;w;
#answered asks#aughh.... asking my own brain when's a good time to talk about my ideas surrounding the power-ups#as plants and/or products made in the kingdoms#and like... variants (thinking again of superball flowers)#(but also of the fact fire flowers look different in several games. especially smw/sml2 fire flower in comparison to common fire flower)#among other things bc this kind of exploration greatly interests me sjhdjdk!!!!!!
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today is dedicated to that one ex-friend who sexualized all of my ocs who were projections of me ( and later i realized were. me. ) and barely talked to me unless i was sexual for them and left me out of things on purpose otherwise. Fuck you
#aria talkz#vent#this is about mocha. 'fuckable twink' ill fucking kill you#hate people who reduce characters ( and people ) to sex objects#and then act as if everyone in their life is replaceable and take shit so for granted. explode. I would be lucky if i were you.#said person trying to make me out to be abusive to my literal fucking ex is funny as fuck like youre not gunna win that#and they Didnt win bc theyre the reason we broke up bc they tried to force a narrative that i was abusive bc they projected on me !??#literally didnt do shit i just had a bit of bpd and expressed it privately god fucking forbid#Thanks for kicking me out of the friendgroup and making me insanely suicidal. Thank you for june 6th 2023. Explode#wannabe leftist furry who acts politically correct just for moral highground ( this is self admitted )#among several other atrocious things .#also minor but pissed me off and reinforced i was a sex object for them was like.#Pushing their ocs onto mocha for ships that were explicitly romantic in brainstorming#but when they actually happen mocha is literally always shafted into FWB. What the fuck is your problem.#You know polyamory exists right. You ARE POLYAMOROUS YOU KNOW THIS. ?
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ragsy tell me the forbidden oc lore /j
maybe you're joking but if you go knocking on doors looking for the devil eventually he's going to answer, and i'm the one over here who spends hours awake at night thinking about how my characters' hairstyle changes throughout their story, and also hours drawing diagrams of said hairstyles (evidenced here with dogmark mandog in the various stages of his dogification)
#ragsycon exclusive#ragsymakes#oc dogmark#monster of the week#oc art#impcoded#he looked like some sort of caveman when he met emily#on account of the 'having spent several years being completely alone on a watchtower in the middle of the woods' among other things
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
oh. oh.
#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ���i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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