#amber jay

[sanitizarium]

collection of sleepy little guys......

[xofeno]

Jesse Lee Soffer as Jay Halstead CHICAGO P.D. / 4.13, "I Remember Her Now"(2017)

[bastardtrait]

"Would you ever want to...?" was such a heavy question. Of course Toby wanted to. But the question carried so much more meaning now that they were adults, seperated by the gulf of time, distance...and commitment.

transcript:

JAY: Aw man, Eddie Whiteduck! It's been years! Like what…six, seven? EDDIE: Something like that. Is this your daughter? JAY: It is. Say hi to Mr. Eddie, Victoria. VICTORIA: H…hi…Mr. Eddie! EDDIE: (smiles) Hi, sweetie, it's so nice to meet you.

EDDIE: Toby! TOBY: Hey, man…it's been forever, hasn't it? VICTORIA: Daddy, can we go look at more art? JAY: Sure thing, baby. We'll be inside, guys.

EDDIE: Toby, dude, it's been forever. How are you doing?! TOBY: Good, dude, and yeah, it really has been forever. You're in a gallery now! You fuckin' made it! EDDIE: Well…yeah, it's pretty cool. I can't believe Jay's got a kid now… TOBY: Yeah, man, lotta shit happened between graduation and now.

TOBY: Lemme see…so Jay's got a kid, but he broke up with the mom a few years ago. I moved to San My maybe a couple years after he did. My dad's been living in fuckin' Australia for the last bit… EDDIE: Wow…fuck, Toby, I'm shocked at all that. I…haven't seen you since graduation. I've lived in Toronto, Ottawa, Calgary…

EDDIE: I…I missed you, Toby. I'm…ashamed we ever fell off. TOBY: Fuck, me too, Ducko. I missed you. EDDIE: …Toby, I…listen, I'm in San My for the rest of the week…would you ever want to…?

[SFX: Quick footsteps]

TOBY: Want to…what?

[adoribullpavus]

my favourite fictional friendships (1/?)

jack gibson and travis montgomery - station 19

“hey jack... i just wanna say, i think you saved my life. i don’t really know how i’m ever gonna...”

[stellar-jay]

"Allow you to help me what?" Amber smiled. "Thwart fate," she replied.

[colettesonpluto]

so much love to give so i spread it to all my mutuals

[miladythewinter]

the rlm guys should do more episodes ranking a director's films. i loved the john carpenter videos

[roblox-yaoi]

I’m late to mermay but I don’t care

[sc0moftheanimatiomindustry]

Numerous people voiced their concerns about Kyle Carrozza for YEARS. The people close to him knew he was an abusive person and chose to align with him to cover up their own wrongdoings, or because he was a powerful man in the industry that they could cling to for clout. People had been talking about this for YEARS and were constantly silenced BY these dedicated Kyle devotees.

The names are known, people know precisely who was defending him, and those defenders are now scrambling to dissociate from him as though they didn't constantly use his fame and connections to get ahead... Despite knowing the type of person he was.

Kyle knew the people he gathered around him. He specifically chose young, desperate industry newbies who would rally around him and defend him to the ends of the earth because they felt indebted to him. He systematically grooms people he can identify as vulnerable, and uses those connections to exploit people.

Those hurt by him are telling the truth, there are many harrowing testimony from those hurt by him. Although the world is seeing it now, it's cold comfort knowing that the victims received almost no real justice for this in a timely manner.

Everyone hurt by him deserves the chance to move forward with their lives now in any way they see fit, and live as best they can.

But don’t forget the people who have defended Kyle and who keep spinning the victim narrative

Jane Amber (formerly gigajane/now androgynefiend)

Tony Goldmark

Holly Meadow Disch (lemonheadandlollipup/lollipupcomics)

Jay “Buggy” Goldstein (truebuggy)

Jeraspat / jeraspaint / shamecubefgf

Toydrill

Aquabiooms

These people too (Ang needed the fundraiser because they’re disabled, these people made sure Ang didn’t get the money they needed)

[arutai]

Amber Melody by Aaron Jay Young

[sanitizarium]

got them on the brain

[angeldrawsstuffs]

Rarepair time! Jay x Cole x Chen (Sparklepoprocks)

[tomorrowsprotagonist]

finally managed to do another oc redesign :)

[bastardtrait]

omg ok enough high school crap (for now)... we are back! The moment that Toby locked eyes with Eddie August Whiteduck for the first time since they graduated high school, it was--and you'll excuse the cliché--electric, with the span of years telescoping into mere seconds at once.

transcript:

Mondrian Art Gallery - San Myshuno, present day

NEWS ANCHOR: …arts quarter, where many have gathered to attend the Young Canadians Under Thirties Exhibit…

VICTORIA: (gasp) Daddy! Look at all the paintings! JAY: Yes, baby, they're all awesome, aren't they? I bet they'll wanna put your art in here too. VICTORIA: Nooo! I don't like them! JAY: Well, I love them, and I think the museum directors will too…

ATTENDEE: (gasp) Look. At this one.

TOBY: (sniff) Man…bunch of people turned up for this, didn't they?

JAY: Look, baby, there's one of the artists right now. Maybe you can talk to them? VICTORIA: (uncomfortable sound) I don't know, daddy… TOBY: It's okay, Vic, we'll both come with you. How's that? VICTORIA: Mnngghh…okay…

NEWS ANCHOR: With me now is Edison Whiteduck, one of the artists whose works have lit up the art gallery tonight. Edison, can we talk to you about your work tonight? EDDIE: You can, and--just call me Eddie, thank you.

NEWS ANCHOR: …thanks for your time, Eddie. EDDIE: No problem. (gasp) Jay? Toby?! JAY/TOBY: Eddie?

[adoribullpavus]

30 ships for 30 days of pride

day four: travis/michael

couple: travis montgomery and michael williams

show/film/game: station 19

“one minute from now, we are going to say our vows and then we are going to be a family. and i will always be in your front row, and i will always show up for you.”

[pancakepoet]

My bookshelf!

Not pictured: The Water Outlaws by S. L. Huang, Strike the Zither by Joan He, and Zachary Ying and the Dragon Emperor by Xiran Jay Zhao

Two years ago, I decided to completely stop purchasing books by white authors. I definitely have a preference for East Asian (especially Chinese) and indigenous authors. I'm currently expanding it to include S/SE Asian and African/Black authors.

Books I haven't read yet: The Poppy War, Never Whistle at Night, Moonstorm, Of Jade and Dragons, The Girl with No Reflection, Fathomfolk, The Adventures of Amina al-Sirafi, The Night Ends with Fire, and the Emperor of the Endless Palace.

Books I'll be getting soon: A Bright Heart by Kate Chenli, Pachinko by Min Jin Lee, and The Ballad of Jacquotte Delahey by Briony Cameron

Update: I finished reading A Bright Heart, Of Jade and Dragons, and The Night Ends with Fire, along with a few others that I didn't describe in the last paragraph. I'm currently halfway through Fathomfolk.

PS: I wasn't aware Shannon Chakraborty was white when I bought the book, but my book shelf is also lacking Muslim representation