#amara dougal

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Writer's update.

I have to admit I did not continue writing on the demo today... instead, I finally had this cherry idea for one specific scene later in the game. And I had to write it down. And what can I say, I am down way bad for it........ Awooo.

Speaking of the first encounter with the Sovereign.

my heart....aches....

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It's amazing to look back on my characters from middle school, because there are some like Amara and Fira and Heth and Roy, who grew with me, and got rebuilt and reborn over and over, and became a part of me, and then there are some like Ian and Isabelle and Dougal who kind of?? Faded? I love them dearly, and if I really really scrubbed hard I could get them to bloom like the others, but,,, i think I'll leave them for now, something to be nostalgic over, like dried flowers pressed between pages of a book.

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Before I start sending another ask I wanna say thank you for making this IF because I feel intrigued by it and how I feel mesmerized by the RO's character so thank you for making this IF and good luck on the demo and I hope your having a good day!^^☺️🙏

If a person was interested on mc how would the RO's react to them?(Crushing/Relationship stage) :3

Mnawww, thank you so much. Way to make my day, hope you’re having an amazing day yourself! I am really happy you find yourself mesmerised by the ROs and I'll happily give you some sugar. Let's see, what's there to tell... Potential NSFW hints below...

>>> The Heir (Prince Solas / Princess Sonea)

Crushing Stage: A bit confused, they’re watching closely and trying not to show it though. Are they insecure?

Relationship Stage: Confident. They trust you. And they understand the other person and their interest in you. They’ll watch it with a rather entertained mood, feeling pity (?) towards them, whilst their heart is warm and beating with happiness, knowing you chose them. They‘d make sure you‘re ok with the other person‘s advances.

>>> The Commander (Cedric Mallory)

Crushing Stage: 🤐

Relationship Stage: Heads will roll - that‘s no metaphor. 

>>> The Sovereign (Amara Dougal):

Crushing Stage: They’d judge whether a 3some is an option. Are they hot?

Relationship Stage: „Put them on a leash.“ - no, srsly PPL don’t do that around the Sovereign‘s possession /chosen - not without their approval.

>>> The Mage (Jia)

Crushing Stage: They‘re oblivious and don’t see it. They’re just puppy-happy somebody is nice to you. Aren’t they cute?

Relationship Stage: Depends on the interaction - it ranges from oblivious to… what is it? Hurt? I mean, would you..? No, you wouldn‘t. Or…? Is that how people normally behave? They’d talk to you about it.

>>> The Mercenary (Havu Guillame)

Crushing Stage: Hey!, nobody’s supposed to get too close to you. Not that they want to themselves (how hard do these lies hurt?), BUT nobody else either. They’ll make sure the interested party keeps their distance.

Relationship Stage: They‘ll doubt your feelings for them, doubt themselves and keep their distance when the other person is around. Why are you talking to them? Are you laughing at their jokes? Are they allowed to touch you? You’re like everybody else :’( Your call here, as it will take them some time to understand you chose them, like, really chose them.

>>> The Knight (Darius Baran / Daria Baran)

Crushing Stage: /// same gender: They knew it. Of course everybody is falling for you. Who are they to ... to what? Hope? No... don't be ridiculous D. /// opposite gender: Feeling uncomfortable and insecure, maybe a bit distant, they’d talk less and mentally prepare for you to get together with somebody else. It was a stupid thought from the very beginning. Why are they so weak? They are here for a reason. Focus D, Focus!

Relationship: /// same gender: - No spoiler - /// opposite gender: They trust you, it took them very long to get where they are with you. They don’t doubt your feelings or motives. They‘ll be smug around the person though, confident and smooth showing their status. Making sure you‘re feeling comfortable around the other person, if not they will intervene.

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Mood Board - The Sovereign (1 of 6)

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How would the RO's react when mc picks a leaf off their head and smiles softly as they remove it and saying that "You got a leaf over your head"

Ok that is super cute, and I am on the train so I have a few moments to type the answer. Did I say cute already?? Below it is, as it is long ^^

>> The Heir (Prince Solas / Princess Sonea): Crushing Stage: A cheeky smile on their lips is the first reaction „Oh, well …thank you.“ in a lighthearted tone leaving them. They’d look you deep into your eyes and you could see the wheels turning, a million different thoughts crossing their mind. What are they thinking? Relationship Stage: „Huh? Where did this come from? Are you trying to find reasons to get close…again?“ snapping the leaf from your hand, they’d tickle your nose. A flirty wink thrown at you before placing a soft kiss on your lips. 

>> The Commander (Cedric Mallory): Crushing Stage: „I swear if you ever touch me again…!“ *clenching his jaw and blushing hard before slapping your hand away* Relationship Stage: He tenses up a bit, a barely noticeable smile on his lips. He doesn’t say a word but something in his expression changes. A moment passes as you both lock eyes before he seems to awake out of the mesmerized state, turns around and leaves.

>> The Sovereign (Amara Dougal): Crushing Stage: Grabbing your wrist and looking into your eyes, with a raised eyebrow she responds „My my, what an attentive kitten you are.“ She takes the leaf out of your hand, her eyes following the movement as she lets it gently touch your cheek, running it down your jaw, neck and further down to your sternum, before she lets it fall to the ground.  Relationship Stage: „You‘re a touchy little thing, aren‘t you?“ She takes the leaf out of your hand, a moment later it begins to glimmer and turn to ash, their eyes showing a slight red glow, a smirk on their lips. - Did you have plans for today? Cause they have some for you.

>> The Mage (Jia):  Crushing Stage: They look surprised for a second before an honest smile appears on their lips. „May I?“ they ask before taking the leaf and whispering something into their hand - letting the leaf fly away like a butterfly. Relationship Stage: They grin from ear to ear and place a kiss on your cheek. „I hope you don’t mind…“ gently placing a hand over the leaf between your fingers, they hush some words turning the leaf into a flower, then watch your reaction with genuine affection as they place it behind your ear. „Thank you *the name they got for you, just you 🤐* “

>> The Mercenary (Havu Guillame): Crushing Stage: „W-what… what are you doing?“ You can see their confusion on their face as they tense up. They don’t dare to move before they are sure you won’t touch them again. Relationship Stage: same *lol* - Ok, no, they would hold their breath and the tension would leave their body once their brain processed the smile on your face. An awkward silence following, they would blush before thanking you in a volume so low you barely hear it.

>> The Knight (Darius Baran / Daria Baran): Crushing Stage: //same gender: You never saw them so stiff before. They tense up, eyes open wide, their face full red. „Eh.. t-thank..you…“ clearing their throat they would throw another glance at you before turning away and leaving. //opposite gender: With furrowed brows you’d get a sober „Thank you…“, brushing their hand over their own head again to make sure there is nothing else you could possibly want to remove. You can see the tips of their ears turning red. Relationship Stage: //same gender: - no spoiler here - //opposite gender: They’d take hold of your hand, smile at you and place a gentle kiss on your forehead before they stroke your cheek with the back of their hand, not letting go of the one they are holding already - no words are needed as their smile says all there is to say.

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To The Sovereign:

How would you celebrate an anniversary with your beloved? (relationship stage)

For a fleeting instant, the only sound in the room is the crackling of firewood.

Potential NSFW below

Their head tilts slightly in response to your question, their gaze turning towards you, sitting in the large velvet chair by the fireplace. "Is someone eagerly anticipating the celebration of the first moment I laid my hands on them?" They don’t wait for your response and you don’t dare to interrupt their thoughts. This is no real question and you know it. With a fluid grace, they seem to glide closer, each step a sinuous movement, their hips swaying in a mesmerizing dance reminiscent of a predator, poised to engage with its prey before ultimately claiming it.

Coming to a halt right before you, they cast their gaze downward upon you. You open your legs, allowing them to step even closer. They lean forward, slowly, then place their hands upon your shoulders, a gentle but purposeful push guiding you back into the seat, the impact with the backrest sending a shiver through you. Their grip remains firm yet as suddenly their hands glide from your shoulders to the chair's back, drawing their face nearer to yours. The warmth of their breath caresses your skin, and the barest hint of their arms brushes against the sides of your neck, the sensation gifting your whole body with goosebumps.

Their gaze sweeps over you, tracing the contours of your lips, descending along your neck, and venturing even lower. A hush and whispered word follow, "I must confess, the fact that I still allow your presence here surprises me.“ A soft chuckle escapes their lips close to your ear. "I suppose you have yet to bore me sufficiently, for no other explanation could justify granting you the audacity to demand answers from me." Abruptly, they shift back slightly, lifting a leg and placing their foot on the chair, mere inches away from your intimate parts, the heel of their shoe lightly grazing your inner thigh, a gesture brimming with implication. But as quickly as the moment arises, it dissipates.

"Now, stand," they command, raising back up, turning around and walking towards the large windows at the end of the room. Neither do they wait for you nor do they cast a glance over their shoulder as you obediently rise and follow. Having their eyes focussed on the vast mountain scape, they wait until you arrive at their side. "I have decided to offer you one hint and a solitary choice. Nothing more, nothing less.“ Eager for them to continue you wait impatiently. But they take their time before proceeding. Then they do and you notice you have been holding a breath. „You... will discover a petite box beside your bedside said morning, with something crafted specifically to your desire, to your need, a uniqe piece, chosen by me. See it as a sign of affirmation for your…devotion.", their final words briefly capturing your gaze from the corner of their eyes. Returning their attention to the outside world, they continue.

"Then, we shall either spend the day within my chambers or venture to the city. That is the choice I extend. Exercise prudence, for once your decision is made, there is no turning back. Your choice entails placing yourself in my hands for the duration." They now turn around to look at you and their hand rises to your face, sweeping a strand of hair away, the back of their hand tenderly tracing your cheek, their gaze mirroring the path of their own touch.

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What would Amara say to an Mc that would walk into her office at night because Amara never came to bed, wearing a long black robe….

opening it and just being absolutely naked…..

*intense eye contact*

She'd probably say, you'll catch a cold, and insist that you go back to bed.

...She'll join soon 😏

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Ok but watch my mc be nice, sweet, mysterious, stubborn and not afraid of the sovereign 😎 ✅️

K…

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I wonder how would Azadeh & Yasmin feel about the fact of MC dating the Sovereign?

Hmm hmm, well… they are both used to having new bodies faces around on a regular basis, but normally they vanish as quickly as they appeared - mirroring their purpose as a means to an end.

With you it is different this time and this causes quite a stir. There will be hostility, jealousy, curiosity, lots of sex meaningful conversations and…sincere interest.

Your motives will be questioned, your intentions put to the test and if necessary… they will not hesitate to remove you from their Mistress‘ presence.

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Give me incredibly awkward conversations on the sovereigns route with her partners. Like the most uncomfortable possibly way to run into them in the morning.

This can be arranged.

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If we choose the sovereign as our ro, is that automatically a poly? Or can we be exclusive in the relationship as far as romance goes?

Hi there Anon, the Sovereign is not automatically a poly route . If you press the right buttons you can have her for yourself and yourself only…

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Is there any way of making the sovereign absolutely flustered by the MC in a romantic sense?

Absolutely flustered? Yes there is, but be warned, it ONLY works if you and her reached a stable Dom/Brat dynamic AND you are slowly getting under her skin. Otherwise she might flog you to the hereafter and beyond.

Cheat sheet:

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You know based on how MC was raised I could see them acting like a complete spoiled brat at least until a certain mommy dommy sovereign got in the picture 😏

I would say…

But I also say…

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Once I choose an ro that's it. They're mine forever. So when my mc chooses Amara she's stuck with them. And my mc is very stubborn heh 😌

Oh stubborn for her you are? Quite entertaining. Tho beware there's a fine line between refreshing stubbornness and annoyance. Let's hope you pick the path of the rather rare and delicious variation. She is used to people trying to threaten her or charm in a disgustingly cheap way. Of course both of these types will be removed equally quick. But a well placed stubborn head, with the right amount of tease and confrontation might make her mind wander, late at night, when she once again sits at her desk til the early morning hours.

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The sovereign makes me weak. I will not give in 😤

Well then you better get on your knees asap...

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DERELICTION - One empire. Three kingdoms. Four races. A fate so fragile, and yet the celestial spirits decided to put it in the hands of their own potential deicide.

In a fractured realm plagued by ancient animosities, where empires clash and races vie for their own goal, their own dominance, a haunting destiny hangs over an unlikely figure. A pariah, an outcast, and perhaps the only hope - You.

You bear the weight of a dark lineage and the remnants of a once-powerful origin - now shunned by all races. While shadows of your tragic past loom large, a seemingly chance encounter thrusts you into a perilous journey. The path ahead is cloaked in uncertainty, an abyss that beckons you to confront your deepest fears, your deepest desires - a choice that may tip the scales toward salvation or everlasting despair.

It’s upon you to decide: Can you outrun your fate, or will you succumb to the very darkness you seek to defy?

/// FEATURES:

Customize the Main Character (MC) and hereby influence your path in the world:

• Name (including Nickname & Alias)

• Pronouns (choose preset or set your own)

• Gender (male, female & non-binary options)

• Appearance (hair, eye colour, size, body type, scars & more)

• Race: Thao‘Raq

• Personality (influencing events, attitudes & behaviour towards you)

• Vices (choose your poison)

• An inner power yet to identify What else? Different POVs (incl. your ROs POVs)

/// HOW IT ALL BEGAN - YOUR STORY:

/// THE WORLD (MAP WIP)

/// CHARACTERS:

For thy company makes thy destiny:

Several characters that highly influence your path, depending on your relationship and choices. Some of them you‘ll encounter just once, whilst others will be your companions for a long while. But relationships might change, due to events in the past, decisions you made. Beware, character deaths are happening and some consequences will only show in the long run.

Important characters to be announced soon

/// ROMANTIC OPTIONS:

Overall there will be 5 ROs and plenty of short term encounters - see below (Spoiler alert)

RO#1: The royal heir

Princess Sonea - she/her, 1,76m (5'9") Prince Solas - he/him, 1,94m (6'4") - 22yo, straight or gay; race: Human

Appearance: tba

Personality: tba

The first time your eyes locked, both your fates were decided. Yet, nobody could have known what consequence just one destined moment would mean for both of you and, further, the whole realm. Will you be each other’s key or knife?

RO#2: The sovereign

Amara Dougal - she/her, 1,81m (5'11") - 31yo, straight or gay, race: Human x Thao‘Raq

Appearance: tba

Personality: tba

You were never meant to be more than a tool for them - an interchangeable toy to kill boredom, play a little game of strength, willpower and dominance. Then you managed to surprise them. Was that your plan all along?

Mood Board: here

RO#3: The mage

Jia - she/her, 1,65m (5'5"); he/him, 1,79m (5'10"); they/them, 1,73m (5'8") - 21yo, demi, race: Eirdimon

Appearance: tba

Personality: tba

You stumbled into their life, being the first light in a long while. They are grateful for the new perspectives you bring into their life, even though you turn their whole world upside down. Still, they decided to never let you go again.

RO#4: The mercenary

Havu Guillame - she/her, 1,73m (5'8"); he/him 1,87m (6'2") - 26yo, pan, race: Sertynan

Appearance: tba

Personality: tba

A rusty knife, straight between their shoulder blades sounded like a much more enjoyable scenario than having to spend time with you. Not because you are exceptionally annoying, which you can be, but because bearing anybody else’s burden is nothing more than a waste of time to them.

RO#5: The knight

Daria Baran - she/her, 1,97m (6'6") Darius Baran - he/him, 2,03m (6'8") - 38yo, straight (?), race: Human

Appearance: tba

Personality: tba

Their oath is the reason why they are stuck with you. If it were possible, they would‘ve avoided it as a whole, but it seems carrying your ass around, reminding you of your manners, duties and cleaning the mess you leave behind you, is their painful responsibility now.

/// RACES: Click on each race to find out more

Sertynan (Original purpose: Diplomacy & Peace)

Eirdimon (Original purpose: Creation & Wisdom)

Human soon

Thao‘Raq (Original purpose: Protection & Defense)

>>> physical appearances - race specific: here

/// FLORA & FAUNA:

Buorshik (Lizard)

/// CONTENT WARNING: 🔞 Dark adult fiction

contains mentions of violence, bullying, racism, body horror, torture, gore, medical procedures, death, alcohol, drugs, addiction, abuse, self harm, optional sexual content incl. prostitution.

Full content warning here.

/// LAST UPDATE: 08.04.2024

In early development. DEMO: t.b.a.

Note: Each chapter will be published once it is finished.