#am i wrong? no. she's never done anything wrong in her life
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TEETH masterlist
pairing: rio vidal x fem!reader
warnings: mentions of murder, desperate lesbian, an attempt at writing a songfic
wc: unknown
note: been a minute since I uploaded. The song is Teeth by 5 Seconds of Summer, I wrote this because I can't get the bridge out of my mind.
The moon hung high, a red sliver in the darkened sky, casting long shadows over the ancient magical forest. You and Rio Vidal walked in tense silence along the Witches Road, a treacherous path known only to those bound by magic. The air crackled with tension, every step a reminder of the unspoken words between you.
Rio was a force of nature beside youâsharp eyes glowing with an eerie green light, her aura suffused with the earthy scent of pine and decay. She was death personified, a Green Witch who controlled the cycles of life and death, yet here she was, fighting alongside you against the coven's trials. More like enjoying everything that's happening.
As you walked, memories of your relationship flooded your mind, as if the road itself was taunting you.
Some days you're the only thing I know, the only thing that's burning when the nights grow cold...
You glanced at her, heart aching with the weight of everything unsaid. How had things gotten so complicated between you? There were days when Rio was the only solid thing in your life, the one person you could count on. Yet lately, you felt her slipping away, like sand through your fingers. Every touch, every glance, was filled with a mix of desire and doubt.
âDon't know if I'm gonna make it out alive,â you heard Teen, a younger witch from Agatha's coven, mutter under his breath. The fear was evident in his voice, but you had no room for fear nowânot with Rio's penetrating gaze fixed on you.
She didn't say anything, but you could feel her judgment, her disappointment, simmering just beneath the surface. It was always like thisâthis push and pull between you, where one wrong move could shatter whatever fragile peace existed between you.
The scene shifts, a memory dragging you back to a time when everything between you and Rio was on the brink of breaking. Blood on your shirt, a black rose clutched in your trembling hand. You had just done the unthinkableâstruck down members of your found coven to prove your loyalty to her.
You're looking at me like you don't know who I am...
Rio's eyes, usually so playful and full of dark humor, were devoid of warmth as she looked at you. "Why would you do this?" she asked, her voice a whisper filled with disbelief. She has your heart in her hands, only beating for her.
âI did it for you, Rio,â you said, your voice cracking. âTo show you that Iâm worthy, that I can be just as ruthless.â
But instead of the approval you were expecting, all you got was her back as she turned away from you. Her silence was deafening, more cutting than any knife she so dearly loved. It broke something inside of you to see her like this, to see her reject the very darkness she had embraced her whole life.
âI never asked you to become like this,â she said softly, not even bothering to look back. âI never wanted you to lose yourself for me.â
The Witches Road stretched out like a serpentine nightmare, coiling around the dense forest with a darkness that seemed to swallow the moonlight whole. Beside you, Billy kept pace, his hands sparking with bursts of chaotic energyâa reminder of the unpredictable nature of his magic.
He shot a nervous glance your way. âI donât know if weâre gonna make it out of here alive,â he muttered, eyes flicking to Rio, who walked ahead of you both with an air of calm that was unnerving.
You knew the danger of this known but not traverse path. The road had set this trial to test your fear, not just as a being but as someone daring to stand beside the Green Witch herself. Rioâs presence here was both a blessing and a curse. You wanted to prove yourself, to show her that you could face whatever darkness the road threw at you. But every step you took, every risk you embraced, felt like another misstep in her eyes.
âStay focused,â you hissed under your breath. The air was thick with the scent of damp earth and leaves, a testament to the presence of death lurking in every shadow. Rio thrived in this environment, her magic humming with a vibrancy that was both beautiful and terrifying.
You wanted her to see you the way she saw herselfâcapable, powerful, and unafraid. But no matter what you did, it was never enough.
The memories of past nights with Rio were a whirlwind in your mind.
Fight so dirty but your love's so sweet, talk so pretty but your heart got teeth...
Those nights were your sanctuary, where the walls between you both crumbled. She was everything you wanted and fearedâher touch was fire, her whispers like venom laced with honey. The bed had become a battleground, a place where your love was tested with every kiss, every desperate plea for her to stay.
You could still feel the ghost of her fingertips tracing patterns on your skin, her voice low and dangerous. âYou think you can win me over with this?â she had asked, her breath hot against your ear as her hands tightened around your wrists. âYou think Iâm yours to control?â
You were never sure if she was truly asking or if it was just another one of her twisted games. But you played along, willing to give her whatever she wanted, even if it meant losing yourself in the process.
The aftermath of those nights always left you breathless, the line between love and hate blurring into something unrecognizable. Yet, despite the uncertainty, you couldnât let go. You were addicted to the thrill of it, the way she could break you down only to build you back up again with a single touch.
Your mind was pulled back to the blood-soaked memory of your betrayal. The coven members had stood no chance against your beyond earth-fueled magic. You did it all for her, thinking that proving your ruthlessness would finally earn you a place by her side.
But Rio had been horrified. She had walked into the clearing, the scent of iron thick in the air, and looked at you as if you were a stranger.
âWhy would you do this?â she demanded, her voice breaking. The playful, sarcastic edge that usually colored her words was gone, replaced with something raw and vulnerable.
âBecause I love you,â you had shouted, tears burning in your eyes. âI thought this was what you wanted. I thoughtââ
âYou thought wrong,â Rio interrupted, her eyes flashing with anger. âI never wanted you to become a monster for me. I loved you for who you were, not for what you thought you needed to become. You are life, you give but you can never take.â
Her words cut deeper than any knife. You had done the unthinkable, crossed lines you never imagined, all in the name of love. But instead of winning her heart, you had pushed her further away.
The weight of your actions hung heavy between you, a barrier that no amount of passion could break.
The Witches Road began to twist and warp, the shadows growing longer, almost sentient in their movements. The forest around you seemed to come alive, responding to the rising tension between you and Rio. You could feel the seven's magic, testing the limits of everyone's strength and resolve. Billy kept up, his chaotic magic flaring with nervous energy, but you could tell he was close to breaking. You knew who he was.
Rio remained calm, her steps confident as if she was walking through her own garden rather than a death trap set by the rage-filled witches. Yet, you knew her better than that. You could see the way her fingers tightened around the hilt of her knife, the only sign of her unease.
Sometimes you're a stranger in my bed... don't know if you love me or you want me dead. Those thoughts echoed in your mind as you walked beside her, wondering if this journey was another test, another way for her to see if you could survive the darkness that clung to her like a second skin.
Suddenly, a swarm of cursed roots burst from the ground, aiming to ensnare you. You reacted on instinct, flames bursting from your palms, incinerating the twisted vines before they could reach you.
Rio merely watched, her eyes flicking between you and the chaos unfolding around you. Was she waiting for you to fail? Or was she simply testing you again, pushing you to prove that you were worthy of the power you claimed to have?
âDonât just stand there, Rio!â Billy shouted, desperation tinging his voice. But Rio merely tilted her head, her eyes locking onto yours.
âShow me what youâve got,â she whispered, a challenge in her tone. The others looked at her in confusion but kept to themselves.
You didn't hesitate. You unleashed a wave of energy that rippled through the forest, tearing through the darkness like a blade. For a moment, there was silence, a stillness that made your heart pound. Then, slowly, a smile spread across Rio's lips, one that sent a shiver down your spine.
âThatâs more like it,â she said, her voice low and dangerous.
The seven's ambush had only strengthened your resolve. But the real battle wasn't with the witches surrounding youâit was with Rio herself.
Push me away, push me away, then beg me to stay, beg me to stay...
It was always like this with herâa constant push and pull that left you breathless, aching for more even when you knew it could destroy you. You turned to her, your chest heaving with exertion and something else, something deeper.
âIs this what you want?â you demanded once the seven disappeared from the road, your voice raw. âTo watch me fight, to see if Iâm worthy of you? Or are you just waiting for me to fail so you can prove that Iâm not enough?â
Rio's eyes flashed, her playful demeanor dropping. For a moment, you saw a glimpse of vulnerability, a crack in the armor she always wore so tightly. But it was gone in an instant, replaced by the familiar, teasing smirk that drove you insane.
âYou think that's what I want?â she asked, her voice dripping with sarcasm. âYouâre the one whoâs always trying to prove something.â
The accusation stung because it was true. You had spent so much time trying to show her that you could match her darkness, that you were worthy of her love, that you had lost sight of who you were in the process.
But there was no time to dwell on it. The ground beneath you rumbled, the forest coming alive with a new wave of attacks. The coven was relentless, determined to crush you both, but you were ready. You fought with everything you had, drawing strength from the anger and frustration that had been building inside you for so long.
And when the dust settled, you were left standing in the wreckage, your chest heaving, your eyes locked onto Rio's.
âIs that enough for you?â you whispered, the question hanging in the air between you like a challenge.
Rio didn't answer. Instead, she stepped forward, closing the distance between you in a single breath. Her lips were on yours before you could react, the kiss searing, filled with all the anger and passion that had been simmering between you for so long.
The scene shifts once again to a hauntingly familiar memoryâa bloodied clearing, a rose wilting in your hand. You had done the unspeakable to prove your worth to her, to show that you could embrace the darkness she thrived in. But instead of admiration, all you had found was her disappointment.
Rio had stood there, her eyes like emerald fire, not with pride but with something that felt dangerously close to heartbreak.
âYou canât keep doing this,â she had said, her voice breaking through the haze of adrenaline and regret. âHurting others just to prove something to me? Thatâs not who you are. Thatâs not who I want you to be.â
âBut I did it for you,â you had pleaded, desperation coloring your voice. âI thought if I showed you how far I could go...â
Rio had shaken her head, the ghost of a smile playing on her lips, bittersweet and sad. âOh sweetheart, I never needed you to prove anything. I loved you because you were different, because you're my opposite yet we complete each other.â
Those words had cut deeper than any wound, leaving you to question everything you had done, everything you had become. And now, as you stood on the Witches Road, facing yet another trial, you couldnât shake the feeling that you were still trying to prove yourself, still trying to win her approval.
#lesbians#rio vidal marvel#rio vidal#rio vidal x reader#agatha all along#marvel#mcu#songfic#aubrey plaza#aubrey plaza's characters
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Does a bad ending ruin a good story? A comprehensive guide to my feelings on the Arcane finale
*Spoilers for Arcane season 2*
So. You just finished the show, and you're staring at the screen in bewilderment. Perhaps youâre even with some friends, shouting words of confusion to the rolling credits. Try as you might, you can barely hear them, because a single thought echoes in your mind and pushes away any other:
âWhat the fuck just happened?â
If this happened to you, then boy oh boy, we're on the same boat. If it didn't, well, I'm glad for you friend! We might not have been looking for the same things from this story. But this is my post, meaning I will give my opinions (which are objectively correct because this is my blog and I'm the mayor here) on everything that Arcane broke and failed to deliver in its last 2 episodes.
Let's start with characters, and why none of it mattered.
Jinx symbolized the fear we all have of not belonging somewhere, of not having anything to call home or anyone to call a family. Her anger stemmed from wanting to carve a place in a society and a world that had so harshly rejected her (i.e., Vi leaving her). Her existence was a huge middle finger to all that refused to let her live, a fight to build herself something wholeheartedly hers (hence her being an inventor). It was proof that despite the world telling her she was better off dead, she would never stop fighting to prove it wrong.
⊠and she died.
She died, and that means all the suffering she went through to exist simply amounted to nothing. She left nothing behind either, no trace of a legacy, something that would have left her mark on that world. Isha, the child she raised as a daughter, died. Silco, who she taught love and care to, died. Vander, who she brought back from years of trauma and torture, died. Jinx fought so hard to live, and in the end, it was as if she hadn't lived at all.
Viktor is most certainly the character that made me the angriest, because of how attached I am to the person he is in season 1 (and even the first two acts of season 2 to an extent). Everything that made him so beautifully complex⊠gone, in about 10 minutes. There was NO reason to make him the surprise ultimate villain. Viktor had always, always been a pacificist. That's why he was so adamant Hextech not be used as a weapon. That's why every time there were chances to test hextech to hurt, he tried to learn how it could heal. Yes, his fusion with the hexcore had changed him; but NOT into a man who didn't care for human life. He wanted to help all the hurt done to his people. People like him, living day to day in the undercity, but who had never gotten a chance to crawl out of their hell. His community was about HEALING, not controlling. The very IDEA that he would accept killing innocents and ally with Noxus, the warmongers, is so ridiculous I could genuinely laugh if it didn't make me so angry. The show needed an easy, black-and-white showdown to conclude a story that would have needed so much more time to tell. And they chose Viktor. Because it was the easy way out. It was the perfect foil to the return of the Golden Boy. And that PISSES me off.
There is this really shitty concept in popular media that the handicapped/chronically ill character is always in the pursuit of being âcuredâ and that they need outside help to realize âthat their imperfections make them perfectâ. Fuck. You. As someone with chronic illness and who just finished beating blood cancer, fuck you. That realization, that you're you with every part of your being, even the âbadâ ones, cannot come from outside. It's YOU who needs to learn it. It's you who needs to discover how your body and your mind are so much stronger than you previously thought them to be. Not your lover, your family, your friends, or God forbid your able-bodied lab partner. You. Others may tell you as many times as they want your illness doesn't define you; it won't matter until you, yourself, have understood why and have accepted it. Having someone swoop in and âfixâ Viktor with a âyou don't have to change uwuâ is justâŠ.. so reductive I can barely find the words for it. That was VIKTORâS path to find, and not Jayceâs role to find it for him.
Also⊠Viktor wasn't trying to âfixâ his leg; he was trying to find a cure to a deadly illness ravaging his body and no doubt the bodies of many in Zaun. The HELL is the message here??? That he should have just rolled with it because the deadly illness was part of him??? Again, as a cancer survivor. Fuck right off.
Of course, I can't just ignore the hideous get-up they put him in at the end. The man who laughed at Jayce's narcissismâŠ.you want me to believe⊠he would put on that fucking edge lord costume and not DIE of embarrassment??? The design makes no sense from a narrative standpoint either: if his cane has become the sceptre, why is he still keeping it? He doesn't need it anymore to walk, and it's a reminder of his weaknesses as a human that he apparently hated so much. Why the hell does he keep it then? And the hexclaw. Where did that bad boy come out from?? Did you all see a secret extra bonus scene where he steals it from the lab, because I sure didn't. It doesn't add anything to his sets of powers either itâs⊠it's a fucking laser gun. WHY. And oh sweet god that mask⊠there would have been so many ways of designing a mask more meaningful than the one from LoL. This one is just. A piece of metal he spawned in embryo. Get it? Because he's made of metal now and also hiding his face means no more humanity? Get it?? Of fucking course you do, because this was the easiest and worst possible way they could have integrated the mask.
Viktor and Jayce had a fantastic dynamic in that Viktor had started out as the loner, the underdog scientist from the slums; while Jayce was the leader figure, living in comfort that made him attachingly naive, his face plastered on posters stroking his ego. The shift is delightfully slow, as Viktor gains in confidence and determination to see his invention through no matter what, while Jayce is confronted with harsher and harsher truths about the world he so blissfully ignored. By Act 2, they have fully switched roles: Viktor is now the leader figure, a symbol of the future for the people, while Jayce is desperately alone, both physically in the hexcore anomaly, and mentally in being the only one who has seen the devastating future. Excellent stuff. What would be a great way to push these parallels further and to show the complexity of these characters, and perhaps how they can balance each other out? Well, Fortiche sure didn't know, now Viktor is the bad bad guy and Jayce is mister hero. Zaun bad, Piltover good. All nuance, gone. Proving that indeed, the man from poverty and inequality turns out evil, while the one from comfort and wealth turns out to be the hero of the story. The whole âgiving a warm speech to the bad villain about how you care for them, somehow immediately changing their ways, and dying together to save the worldâ can work well in shounen anime where friendship is magic, or in the Ben 10 live-action movie (yes, that's the plot, I thought that wasn't deep when I was like 7 years old so imagine now), but not in a show like Arcane. Not with the ethical and moral nuances they have accustomed us to.
And now, let's explore...
Plotholes and incomplete storylines galore.
Ekkoâs tree and the contamination of Zaun from Piltover? Fuck that. The huge showdown between the two opposite yet sister cities, like Jinx and Vi, that has been built up for two seasons? Fuck that. And for what?
For the Noxus sequel teaser.
Melâs plotline about finding her mage origins had NOTHING to do with the main plot. Absolutely nothing. It added 0 twists or intrigues to the story, and served no purpose except making her a deus ex machina for a broken ending. All it was there for was to lay the base for a following show on Noxus and the Black Rose. Time that could have been spent either giving Mel a proper arc related to the plot, or giving all the other rushed character arcs more development.
Finally, and I deeply regret having to say this, but⊠the end of Vi and Cait's relationship was majorly disappointing to me. As an LGBTQ+ person myself, who feels attraction to women, it was a delight to have such a realistically portrayed w/w relationship on screen. Popular media tends to portray m/m relationships as these doomed, sinful feelings between two repressed guys, while w/w relationships are shown to just be all sunshine and rainbows and teddy bears, because two women together are a cute little accessory to have on screen. Itâs non-threatening. But not Cait and Vi; their bond was raw, and rocky, with violent lows and passionate highs in a world that seemed to want to keep them apart. Their separation and the introduction of Maddie showed the reality of a w/w relationship, where fights and cheating ARE things that happen, because they're two adult women with different beliefs, objectives, an trauma. Putting them back together, as if nothing had happened, without giving us anything about how their relationship would have evolved from the breakup? I'd never thought I'd say this, but it's too easy. How about Caitlyn's literal descent into fascism??? Weâll just ignore that? Vi will just ignore that?
As with everything else, this last part of Arcane destroys all the complex emotions that exist between these characters, the resentment, the anger, the frustration, built upon years of different social conditioning⊠gone. Because they had 2 episodes left to wrap it up, and there was no way to make a coherent and natural transition to them getting back together with that kind of time. And can I just say. The decision to have Vi, symbol of Zaun, go down on Caitlyn, symbol of Piltover and enforcers, in a prison cell that has held innocent Zaunites and represents their complete lack of freedom as individuals by a cop state that oppresses themâŠ.. yeah, bad. So bad.
And⊠the multiverse. Yup, they went the multiverse route. Now, that's not necessarily a bad thing: the concept of multiverses itself is interesting in a vacuum, and quite a few properties have managed to make it work coherently. But it has been terribly overused and bastardized in serialized content in the last few years, for the simple reason that it's extremely practical. Why make a new, original series when you already have worlds and characters that are developed, and come with built-in fans? It's a money-saving hack! Why dedicate yourself to an ending that is meaningful in its finality and wraps the story properly when you can just say âIt's just one ending in the multiverse!â. It takes away any accountability to the fans, and leaves the door open to a potential other version of the story! The perfect combo!
âŠexcept in practice, it comes off as lazy in a medium where that trope is overly saturated (don't start me on Marvel), and like a cowardly way of escaping from the responsibility of really taking the time to craft a good, solid ending to end your story.
So, with all that said: does it ruin Arcane for me? No, absolutely not, and I donât think it should be for you either. The intricate artistry and raw talent that went into making the first season (and I would say a majority of the two first acts of season 2) is undeniable, and will stay undeniable. Nothing can touch that story. It will forever be one of my favourite pieces of animated media, which is saying a lot because I'm currently getting my master's degree on that topic.
However, it does give Arcane, as a whole rather than two separate seasons/entities, a very bittersweet feeling that is hard to forget. Thinking of what could have been, just if a little more time had been given to the minds behind the masterpiece you so loved⊠it's its own form of heartbreak. Academics have even compared it to experiencing a form of death of a loved one, before they ever got to reach their fullest potential and live the life they deserved. It may sound dramatic, but the feelings you feel in this moment, watching the horrible end of a fiction you have so much love for, are real. No one can take those away from you. You're allowed to grieve the loss of something that meant a lot to you.
Tldr; No, Arcane is not a bad series because of its rushed and incomprehensible ending. As they say, it's all about the journey, not the destination, even if that's one of the parts we tend to remember the most. And I don't know about you, but this was one of the best journeys I've ever been on.
#reminder this is not an invitation for debate in the comments and reblogs Im just explaining my feelings#God i wish i didnt have to make this post#I believed they could still salvage something until the very end#moral of the whole thing: never trust a goddamn story written by the french#j'ai 100% le droit de dire ca j'ai eu mon Bac L juste pour chier sur le fait que les auteurs francais sont pas capable d'Ă©crire une fin#ET J'AVAIS RAISON#the weight of being a prophet.......#god tagging this is gonna hurt me emotionally but here goes#arcane spoilers#arcane critical#arcane criticism#anti arcane#arcane season 2#arcane finale#arcane jinx#arcane viktor#arcane caitlyn#arcane vi#arcane ekko#arcane jayce#arcane mel#rant#mine#thank you for reading this far fellow tumblr enjoyer i hope you have a good day
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Been thinking about Lae nonstop since I made that post last night djdnhshs
#am i wrong? no. she's never done anything wrong in her life#her crisis of faith is So Good. and her strength as she faces the potential reality. her certainty and perseverance#as she finds a new purpose and even decides she Must Help her people escape tyranny... like.#personal q
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#harlivy#harley quinn#poison ivy#pamela isley#harlivy fanart#harlivy art#my art#POISON IVY I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU#as a plant lesbian i just think sheâs never done anything wrong in her life
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#penelope apologist first human being second#she has never done anything wrong in her life#who can fault a woman who's been ridiculed her entire life for taking matters into her own hands#so sorry but the bridgerton brainrot is real#she is important to meee#fat icon#i actually am like other girls#bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#colin x penelope#bridgertonedit#perioddramaedit#polin#nicola coughlan
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I'm a Lucy Carlyle defender (how many posts have I started with that exact sentence) but less in a "she's never done anything wrong in her life" way and more of a "this is a female character who was written with full agency to respond realistically and behave accordingly in regards to her age, maturity level, and environment, which includes being allowed to respond negatively to circumstances that don't necessarily warrant a negative response, and we need more female characters written like this" way.
The important thing about beloved Lucy Carlyle is that she's allowed to make bad choices but she is not vilified for them. And she's allowed to come back from them and try to make things better, even if it takes her a little while to get there. She's also just allowed to make choices in general, good or bad.
She's allowed to be angry. She's allowed to be scared. She's allowed to be snarky. She's allowed to be sad. She's allowed to be defensive. She's allowed to be sentimental. She's allowed to behave the exact way a real person would in her circumstances. She's allowed to have emotional agency. She's not written to fulfill a trope or a fantasy. She's a whole person.
And we need more characters like her.
#am i making any sense#she's just so real#she's allowed to be so real#and also she's never done anything wrong in her life lol#lockwood and co#lockwood & co#lucy carlyle#save lockwood and co#she has what rey star wars was never allowed by the audience or the writers to have#don't at me you know im right
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i do think 14 year old luke deserved to get smacked around a bit for laughing about the pig actually
maybe not chomped in half
but maybe the adults in the room should've let the kids have a little slap fight at dinner is all i'm saying
#not helaena she's never done anything wrong in her life#and don't get me wrong in terms of the succession stuff i am team blacks all the way#but you also cannot put a kid whose whole family bullies the shit out of him and expect me to to think he doesn't deserve to bite back#i blame aegon actually. like at least jace and luke didn't break ranks. he was right there making fun of aemond with them#and probably put them up to it because! aegon is a piece of shit.#all the kids have shit to answer for wrt what they've done to each otherâexcept helaena who's never done anything wrong in her life#but i do see way more characterization of luke as like. a nice kid?#he's not. he's petty and mean and scared and when he has the opportunity to remind aemond that he used to bully him he TAKES it.#Complex Characters My Love#ETA 2024: HAVE THIS BELATED HOTD TAKE FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY DRAFTS. I'M STILL RIGHT.#house of the dragon#kara watches hotd
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"Uhhh violence never the answer it's childish to start fights" it's also childish to refuse any and all criticism and expect everyone around you to bend over backwards to accommodate your every fucking whim and never do the same in return. If YOU make YOURSELF impossible to have a mature conversation with, people are going to stop trying.
#also again her and grandma's negligence resulted in my dad getting mauled by HER dog but we donât get to be mad about that? fuck off#your dog is going to be euthanized. this will happen again with the wrong fucking person and they will press charges and your dog will die.#and I know for a FACT if either of our dogs had done anything even close to what hers did she would have flipped her shit#and now because she can't handle the bare minimum responsibilities of a dog owner our dogs are traumatized.#dad got hurt trying to separate her dog from Ghost(our aussie) bc he has no socialization skills and wouldn't leave Ghost tf alone#and then a day after THAT Ghost attacked Elphie (our corgi) bit her head and flipped her on her back. drew blood.#so because my aunt refuses to train her fucking dog now Ghost is triggered by the dog he has lived with his entire life#and has never EVER had issues with her! he has some excitability issues but he has NEVER been aggressive and has always deffered to Elphie#she's always been the one in charge. he's playful and friendly and has never instigated anything all 3 years of his life prior to this.#I am so fucking mad dog training is not just for the owner's convenience it's so your animal and other animals/people can be SAFE#they have a 2 year old and an 8 year old in that house a dog like this is a hazard. And to be clear I am not blaming the animal.#he is being neglected. they refuse to train him so they obviously can't manage his behavior so he just gets locked in his crate#which sucks for any animal but especially a year and a half old puppy who wants to play so he just sits in there and barks for fucking HOURS#it just sucks! I'm mad! He's a sweet dog but he has no self regulation skills so he's way too reactive! hes gonna bite one of the kids or a#stranger or another dog and then he won't have any chance to improve because he will be euthanized.
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forever thinking about how, according to maslow's hierarchy of needs (or simply the self-actualization pyramid) that is basically this motivational theory in psychology that's made up of a five-tier model of human needs, that misao went from being on the third tier in her childhood to reverting back to the first tier currently which is food, water, warmth, and rest.
[ here's a picture of it for reference, y'all ]
so, in other words... she is just trying to survive SO badly right now at this point in her life, that she can not even worry about things like safety or security and especially not friends. and that is UHH... i might, or might not be sobbing right now
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#it takes the fact that misao has just been trying to focus on satiating her most basic instinct (to feed) to a whole NOTHER level tbh ;;#like idk what to say besides i am in pain thinking about how lonely she must be especially at night whenever thing's are quiet and-#she doesn't have anything to distract her from the fact that she has no one to depend on and no one who absolutely NEEDS her.#and of course her refusing to at least try to overcome her fear of vulnerability may play a part in this... but you have to remember that-#misao has never had the proper time nor the space to just focus on herself. to just focus on what she wants but i am in no way trying to-#demonize ryuuji or kaiyah here because that would just be wrong... i'm just saying that she doesn't really know who she is you know?#i mean when she isn't around other people and taking care of them. she genuinely DOESN'T know because that is what misao has done for most-#of her life until about 400 years ago or so?? yeah. and so misao turned to doing something that would fulfill her but not in ways that-#would attribute to her mental well-being. just to her physical well-being and misao may appear to be this super-friendly as well as-#confident person on the outside but i feel as if misao feels like she's broken inside because she cannot get out of the cycle of pushing-#people away when they get just a little bit too close to her. and it's like đ i mean yes she does have a LOT of trouble empathizing people-#because she has to fake being able to put herself in other people's shoes most of the time but misao kind of wishes she wasn't that way.#because it DOES isolate her from the rest of the population because misao feels like she just... doesn't get it. like she's missing-#a fundamental part of herself that people like ryu seem to have but she has been cursed with being perpetually alone both by her own hand-#and because of just how she is.
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#fire emblem#feh#i. did get immediately distracted LMFAOOOOOO#this is directly inspired by the 'royal artists' line like what the fuck are you talking about.#moe is just SO adamant to treat alfonse like he's just some guy and sharena is so personable#literally it just. forgets. and then gets a DEEP NEED to fucking bully alfonse about it in particular#sharena has never done anything wrong in her entire life but. she is collateral here. unfortunately#ALSO I HOPE SO BADLY. i've captured a good playful alfonse here i am SUCH a playful alfonse truther#like it HAS to be subtle and it has to be dry and sarcastic or causing problems on purpose.#but just fuckin around alfonse is SO REAL. TO ME.#he is also so careful about it too though. this is my belief.#moe tag#summoner oc#fe alfonse#sharena#my art#my comics
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am personally super disconnected from trc fans overall (on account of being disinterested in. many things going on there.) so i received most of my impression of the fanbase of the dreamer trilogy from ur account and read the series mainly bc of your writing that Involves her (messy fucking awful wlw icon she is So!!!!!!!!!! the fact that ur writing was not exaggerating she is just Like That was soooo much to me) and every time i realize she is Not as popular as i originally assumed i am soooo :(((((
aw this is so sweet and i'm giggling at u meeting hennessy thru my fic & then being like "oh this wasn't even character assassination. oh she actually is this bad in the canon" she's popular Here. and in my heart 5eva. and that's all that matters......
#there's like 10 dedicated hennessy stans in this fandom half of us get along great and half have the others blocked for personality crimes#(which is fine. i know i am offputting to some people i do not get offended by being blocked.)#it Is a little sad though. people who like mess like ronan people who like women like jordan#theres no room for women who are honestly godawful heinous little fucking bitches who suck so bad. JUSTICE FOR HENNESSY SHES NEVER DONE#ANYTHING WRONG IN HER LIFE#replies#cdth#hennessy
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#not 2 be like. negative but i just kinda got hit hard by the way my relationship w my best friend has changed#dont get me wrong i understand that her girlfriend will be super important to her esp bc she lives across the world and is only physically#here for another 2 or so weeks#but my best friend just got back from a trip to another city to see an artist she loves and as she came in i got up to go see her and ask hl#how it was but she was in her room w her gf before i could and thats fine i get it and like she hasnt done anything wrong i can not#emphasize that enough like i hold no bitter feelings to her she is excited to talk to her gf understandably#it just hit me that like. oh yeah. i have no one else that i go to about literally anything but she does#and its less ab her so much as its. its just hitting me that i dont really have? friends?#i have one or two people but like. i only have One Person thats my go to fave person always tell them everything#and i just. I've realized that its not reciprocated the way it used to be#and that i think is just like a part of growing up#i dont have a partner i dont have someone my life is intrinsically linked to#like a best friend is great but its not. relationships are placed to a higher level you know like its jusy more important#and i just. ive nevr Had a partner really. unless u count a like 2 month thing when i was 12 which i dont count#not to be depresso but i am just not the kind of person that people want or desire#and thats been the case long before i came out as trans but its extra complicated now since i dont. Fully pass#idk not 2 sound sad i just wanna be loved#and i think theres only so many times i can hear the most important person in my life come home and talk excitedly ab things thru the walls#and then never actually get told anything myself. not just ab things shes excited for but just in general#we were meant to go to a house viewing together a few days ago and it was only half an hour before it was happening when no one else was#home that i messaged them to check in and they were like oh yeah we're not going we have this and this going on#which like. fine whatever but i dont drive and getting anywhere fast is hard so it just. was stressful#but it just seems like i am constantly out of the loop. everyone i live with is in a relationship w each other and i am just here#in every aspect of my life i am Just There and im tired of it#not to sound desperate or needy but i just would like to. be noticed? or feel prioritized? or even wanted#idk this is. i just needed to rant i think im emotional bc my hormones r a bit wack#im due for my testosterone shot in a few days but i dont have the money or time to go to the doctors lately so its being pushed back#a few weeks and its just. i think its messing w me a bit#i mean i feel this way literally all the time but just the like. the being upset and emotional and posting ab it i think is bc of that#idk i needed to get it out idk it this will stay up or not
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if we are not established friends - and i mean we talk often or at length with clear enthusiasm from both sides. both of which had a normal relationship development rate YOU CANNOT SPAM MESSAGE ME OR VENT UR SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
#personal#iâm gonna sound very mean iâm gonna very mean#before that first. đŻ% my own fault!#okay not 100 but mostly#like do i start these convos or look for these connections. NO! but they come to me and i donât shut them down#which makes me feel awful bc imagine trying to establish a friendship with someone and thinking okay weâre talking more this is going good#but from their side they are genuinely getting frustrated and annoyed at the frequency and just message itself and frankly you#the morally correct thing would be being the bigger person and saying no iâm sorry im not feeling this. but also thatâs so much.#and iâd feel so bad when obviously this makes the other party feel like shit#but onto mean meaner than that whole bit i am straight stating to hate this girl im talking to#it feels like she doesnât have a life outside of me sometimes!!!!!!!#like she sends an iphone game i respond within whatever length of time and regardless if itâs a minute or 3 hours she responds within the#same MINUTE. EVERYTIME#sheâs asking about random people i kinda know sheâs asking if i know anyone who needs a roommate or a laptop or a place she can stay#iâm not an asshole i was like okay are you okay and safe and she was but also just not ideal circumstances#sheâs messaging me about instagram posts i like sheâs asking questions about isreal and i wish i was joking#but at her grown ass adult age sheâs referring to russia isreal etc as a bag of poops#this is bc i posted about the new cap movie and to not support it and also disney being evil blah blah#but sheâs asking questions about israel and disney and. i have to answer bc itâs great for people to ask questions especially about this#but lord all mighty above it hurt. and sheâs doing that thing of explaining that she did something but DOES support the movement but still#did a thing and is looking for validation which. is never fun.#like you donât have to tell me that you have a disney plus account but you feel bad you know?#and she just messaged me about some dude ignoring her i think the ex that cheated idk#also the dude who asked for ten bucks he asked to talk twice this week and i was like no. bc i didnât want to#once i figure out that i can block people purely for annoying me itâs over#it doesnât matter if they havenât done anything objectively wrong iâm allowed to say no more#straight up iâm just gonna start ignoring messaging from people i donât fuck with#like second i dont have people im like okay i feel too bad to not respond to im never doing this shit again.#like nothing worse than working a 12 hour than getting a message from someone whoâs humor and texting style you canât stand asking to talk#i think partially iâm depressed but i am sick of talking to people bc THEY like me duh im easy to like i donât like you back bc ur not
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y'know what would probably cause Lavender a lot of distress??? Seeing her friends get hurt.
#out of sync#why am I bullying poor lavender she's literally a fucking angel#never done anything wrong in her life ever
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Am I an Annabeth apologist? No. "apologist" implies she's done something wrong when Annabeth Chase has never done anything wrong in her life ever
#/lighthearted#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show
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I was talking to a friend about religion and I think I must have messed it up in her eyes because she felt the need to clarify how complicated the topic was, especially for her. I suppose I made it sound like I wasnât taking it seriously? Or my answer to âwhat would you consider God to beâ was too simple?
Weâre both queer, and for her coming to terms with her identity drove her away from a religion that hated her. But for me, having been raised atheist, it made me consider what it might mean to have a soul? That I could feel I was who I was inherently. But I didnât mention any of that, we just talked about God, which is kind of the least important part of my beliefs. But Iâm left feeling like I insulted her struggles with religion by having a simplistic view of it.
#and I who has never had to struggle with anything#not really#Iâve only ever suffered through empathy and I donât know if that counts#if it can bring about the sort of insight that can only be gained through hardship I mean#or if those insights are even transferable between topics#sure I have a deepened respect and value for community and healthcare after witnessing how horrific the lives of those I love are without it#but does that transfer to religion? maybe only those who have been really harmed by religion can understand it#but surely organized religion is different from the study of how the world might truly work#isnât it the desire for control over its followers that makeâs religion so terrible so often?#God had nothing to do with that#idk idk I just feel like Iâve done something wrong#she didnât even insinuate I had#really#she was probably just talking about her own experiences#and happened to mention it was a complicated topic#but I canât help but feel that my own thoughts are a bit insulting compared to someone with ârealâ (I mean negative) life experience#itâs probably that same fallacy of âeveryone else is suffering immensely#making them a part of Real#Deep Life#whereas I am doing alright#and usually doing alright#and therefore shallow and have shallow experiences and ought not have a place in any discussion#â#that nonsense pops up a lot when Iâm being irrational donât mind me#well glad we got to the bottom of that one#I always feel weird liking peopleâs personal posts but if you read this far you are welcome to like. I will feel validated
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