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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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i would like to draw him more i think..
#marvel mcu#xmen#xmen apocalypse#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#drawin him and i cant help but feel he looks like matt mercer i elakjleakjveal something i must work on in the future#a LOT to work on really but this was just a quick thing just to get basics and the sort#anyway and if i say his best outfits were in this movie. and ironically best hair#this is very closely followed by his psychedelic shirt and bell bottoms from dofp but ANYWAYS#again just wanted to do a quick doodle .. a quick study i spose#i dont have any major art plans . wait im lying yes i do but not with young charles and erik#ill have to practice those two another time ... for now i hope you may enjoy a humble professor#ps if im so tbh i just wanted to draw him cause i needed to color his eyes and lips#because i am forever mesmerized by how blue his eyes can be and how pigmented his lips can be#wait i have a text post to make. im sick ..
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Okay, my brain refuses to think about anything other than Murderbot, so I looked at every use of the word "friend[s]" in TMBD and... created some pie charts. Normal human activities.
Some Thoughts™ I had while putting this together (under the cut):
In All Systems Red, Murderbot notes that the PresAux crew are all close friends (twice! and goes on to explain their internal relationships which I think is very cute). This is pretty much the only use of 'friends' in ASR, except for when Murderbot says that SecUnits can't be friends with each other.
It seems that this may be one of the first times Murderbot has ever really been around a group of friends before? Murderbot notes that this is not the norm for its contracts and admits that the fact that they are all friends and the way they interact with each other make it actually enjoy that contract (before!!!! the hostile attack, so it already enjoys this contract before they start seeing it as a person etc ghghhhh). [Inference: Friendship seems enjoyable.]
The first character that calls Murderbot its friend is ART in Artificial Condition. Murderbot immediately refutes this (and then goes on to call ART its friend to its clients for the rest of the book). [Inference: Maybe ART is Murderbot's friend. And maybe that is... agreeable]
Rogue Protocol has more than twice as many instances of the word 'friend' as any of the other novellas. Why? Miki. Friendship and its implications for non-humans are a central theme because Miki is friends with everyone. Murderbot initially scoffs at the notion that Miki and Miki's humans are friends. At the end of the book, after witnessing how desperately Don Abene tried to stop Miki from trying to save them, and her grief after its death, Murderbot has to admit that she had in fact been Miki's friend. [Inference: Humans can be friends with bots and can sincerely care about them]
In Exit Strategy, Murderbot tentatively uses the word "friends" for its humans for the first time (several times actually). It questions whether it can actually call them its friends or not and later realizes that it had been afraid what admitting that the humans are its friends would do to it. At the end of the book, Mensah tells Murderbot the PresAux crew are its friends, which is the first time a human has directly said that to it (at least on-page). [Inference: Humans can and want to be Murderbot's friends]
In Network Effect, Murderbot seems to be more habituated to the word 'friend', confidently calling ART and Ratthi its friends, like it is no longer just trying the concept on unsure if it fits. There are many instances in which other characters refer to MB as ART's friend or the other way around and Murderbot's humans refer to Murderbot as their friend several times. Generally, there seems to be less hesitancy, because yes, all of them are Murderbot's friends, why wouldn't they be. [Inference: SecUnits can have friends. This SecUnit has friends. They care about it a lot.]
Conclusion: The Murderbot Diaries tell the story of a construct that does not seem to consider the possibility of friendship for itself and is fine with that - until it accidentally starts caring a little too much and suddenly more and more people annex it as a friend (ew) to the point where it can no longer deny that this is happening and has to begrudgingly admit that yes, it has friends now and maybe that is actually not a bad thing.
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#𓄿#hi i'm READY to write a thesis about murderbot i am having way too much fun with this#i created a pretty excel spreadsheet and everything#i don't know why i did this but now i can look at them while i think about this more! so i figured i'd share them haha#i didn't count uses of 'friendly' but special shoutout to when MB is all alone in its cold cubicle missing 20% of its body mass#and starts putting on a show because 'the friendly noise would keep it company' 😭😭#i feel sick thinking about murderbot all alone on its own not knowing what its like to have friends watching media for 'the friendly noise'#also YES okay i wanted to make a point about miki there but i just#couldn't bring myself to talk about that more so... yeah#also uhhh this data is very subjective#i didn't count particularly ironic uses of 'friend' and generally did not count every instance of friend and sometimes it was a hard call#also i probably shouldn't have counted the times murderbot refered to drones or secsystems as its friends (often after hacking them)#but murderbot does seem to care about them and shows kindness and respect and sometimes points out that a system is friendly#so while i don't think MB means “friend” in the same way referring to them as when it refers to ART for instance#i still think its CUTE and also kinda funny how many times that happened so i decided to keep those!!!#but yeah take my data with a grain of salt lol
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#happy friday night#friday night fun#yes I definitely look like this now#and am not sick#🫡🫡🫡#sapphic#girls who like girls#wlw#lgbtq#pansexual#butch bait#italian girl#wlw nsft#wlw ns/fw#curvy brunette#femme#femme4masc#femme4butch#bd/sm brat#brat4butch#curvy mature#goth gf#curvy and cute#elder emo#420#raw#me
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ooooohhgh bright ones i am ill over this panel in particular /pos
#zeisty are you posting some of these out of order#why yes. yes i am#anyway look at this specific panel of ltn!loop and siffrin. ohhh they make me sick /pos#especially loop THEY ARE WORRIED AND CONCERNED. BLOWS UP JUPITER#ltn au#longer than necessary au#isat#in stars and time#isat au#in stars and time au#isat loop#isat siffrin#in stars and time loop#in stars and time siffrin#zeisty’s heavy hitters#zeisty’s in betweens
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Subspace for the requests? (No specifics in mind LMAO)
Someone on bird site requested a biobean so I thought this would be a fun time to add in clementine!
#yes clementime is my biograft oc :3#One of them LMAO#Anyways sorry if this looks kind of rushed I am going through major artblock + I think I’m getting sick so yea#Anyways enjoy!#art#phighting!#artists on tumblr#phighting fanart#digital art#roblox phighting#phighting roblox#phighting#phighting art#my art#biograft#biograft phighting#subspace#roblox#subspace fanart#subspace phighting#subspace tripmine#phighting subspace#phighting biograft#my artwork#it is.#1:30 am rn#Sigh#off to my Everglades hole I go#Nini
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i cannot emphasize enough i have been working on a post breaking down fandom stuff and pjo fandom history literally all day. this post is so long and so unnecessarily in-depth. im crawling through the ancient texts. in its current state it is probably not coherent in the slightest. i cannot wait to post this one.
#delete later#bonus points im sick AND have had a migraine all day#i dont wanna know what this wip post looks like to another party right now LOL#anyways yippee fandom history my beloved#let me weave a tale for you of ye olde days in pjo fandom and what our days were like#walking uphill through the shipping wars both ways on our way to our favorite askblogs#im peppering in a lot of old fandom lingo just for funsies in part cause a lot of it is very useful terminology#that newer fandom just isnt exposed to enough to be able to pick up/learn about though they definitely need it#seriously though i am literally always so happy to talk about fandom history#please ask me about fandom history
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the rendering here accurately reflects my post-round 7 mental state: a mess
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#alien stage#ivan#till#mizi#alnst#fanart#myart#doodle#round 7 destroyed me and this scene especially sent chills down my spine#i was crying to at least 3 diff ppl earlier today when i watched the mv#vivinos quite literally owes me therapy#something about this scene and ivan looking at till and till not looking at ivan even after round 6#sick and twisted and evil#copypasting my exact live reactions: the way till snapped out of it bc of mizi and how he immediately went to her despite the situation#at that point idt his mind was on the competition it was almost like he was seeking relief?? to me at least??#and yes i saw the post that pointed out how each of them died smiling bc they were seen by the person they cared about most#i am devastated#also shoutout to a certain someone bc now i'm on the ivantill unrealized rather than unrequited love train#it's so painful
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This is a commission that I received from FTAngel on Twitter. And I am completely over the moon for it!! Its just so perfect that it makes me wanna SCREAM 💜💜💜💕💕💕👀👀👀👏👏👏
~Rambling below~
I don't commission other people to make art for me often (let alone fanart) but if I do, I always tend to try to find an artist with a style similar to the fandom of the request that I want done. So it feels all the more canon and/or real to me.
Full Time Angel is a Danganronpa fan artist who does just as nice RainCode work. I decided that for my birthday I had to get a commission from them. (well actually I asked for 2) I failed to get a commission slot the first round, but I somehow succeeded the second round. (which is why it’s a month late)
I was a little shy at first, but I decided to take the plunge to ask them for this. I needed a good pic of a tired/sick Yuma laying on Yakou's lap for my life to feel complete. You know I live for these two's dynamic, they’re literally my roman empire 💜
And I gotta say, investment well spent! This is such an amazing piece! It came out so wonderful, it may as well be official!! >w< Yakou and Yuma look like they're pulled straight from their sprite art! And the detail on the background is phenomenal! Love the blur effects on the both the plant and the background behind the sofa! I'm so happy with it!! I could say so much more praise about this lovely work, but I’ll stop here.
Bottom Line: I’m in so much love with this! 🥰 💕
Best Birthday art gift to myself ever! ✨👌
This was originally supposed to be an illustration for HIWTHI’s Ch7, but nah I decided to make it a different scenario. Maybe someday I’ll write it’s own little oneshot/drabble c:
Feel free to interpret this however you want. Be it as Yakou Fathero, or a sweet domestic moment between two submates.
And as for the second piece...
Don't worry. You'll see it real soon… 🤭
#whumpcode#not my art#rain code#mdarc#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#yakou furio#yakou fathero#art made for me#sick comfort#SO YEAH BEFORE ANY OF YA’LL SIDE EYE ME SEEING THIS ON TWITTER#YES I DID ASK FOR THIS COMMISSION OKAY#who else would lmfao -w-#its so obvious that its almost embarrassing x'D#its also scary how someone on twitter already recognizes it from HIWTHI#I guess im famous now? lol#either way yes I am so happy w this for real :3#birthday money well spent hehe~#danganronpa cg looking event#just picture one of the master detectives walking in to see this#its too cute I love these two and this whole team so MUCH??#also yeah you’ll see the second one soon…#very very soon… :3c
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Thinking about how fucked The soldier and the violinist age gap is again because them growing up close means that not only did Rabastan marry the lamb he ushered but Regulus almost definitely married his father figure
#ESPCIALLY since I imagine Rabastan started ‘ushering’ him when he was like four or five??#like he has his older brother in Sirius so Rabastan isn’t that#but Orion is chronically absent and rabastan is chronically present#they make me sick#sometimes that’s /pos sometimes it’s /gen#but in like a scientist studying teh grotesque way#like yes show me more but also wtf am I looking at#regulus black#regulus arcturus black#rabastan lestrange#the soldier and the violinist#regulus x rabastan
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Au in which the elves, or at least legolas and thranduil and such, don’t treat Gandalf like an old man, and more like an age mate(?).
Listen, we all know that gandalf isn’t actually an old man, that he’s a maia in disguise, but bc he take the form of an old man, people treat him in such a way you would treat an old man.
It really fucks with people’s perception, even the ones who know he’s not an old man in the traditional sense can’t help but treat him like an elderly person.
Except the elves, well, some of them.
Imagine legolas just mindlessly throwing supplies at gandalf during the quest the way he would at a fellow soldier and the rest of the questers feeling like there’s something distinctly not right about treating gandalf in a manner similar to a middle aged adult, but also knowing that gandalf is not actually an old man.
Legolas teasing and ribbing gandalf in such a way that’s not like mentor/mentee / adult/child, etc. But more like a pair of warriors on a scouting mission and it fucks with everyone else’s perception of reality so much because yes, but also no?!??
Just legolas treating gandalf less like the old man he pretends to be (and the minor god he is) and more like a same aged fellow warrior and it’s messing with everyone who has to witness it.
#would this ever happen in canon? probably not#do i still laugh myself sick at the possibility?yes#gandalf looking like an old man has such an affect on how people treat him#A+ deception#and then you have the elves who aren’t fooled in the slightest#do you know how many old men theykve had to interact with that were still fetuses compared to them?#so many.#gandalf’s old man act has no affect on them#legolas just gen doesn’t give a shit#and finds the way it fucks with the questers lowkey amusing#i am also once again getting gandalf x legolas vibes from this post. oh well#lord of the rings#lotr#silmarillion#lotr elves#the hobbit#legolas#gandalf#legolas x gandalf#the 9 walkers#fellowship of the ring
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(( Building towers is SERIOUS business! We got EDEN: The foundation keeper! Making sure the foundation is level and everything on the ground floor is going smoothly! (and isn't at all stressed about it) MADOKA: The cheerleader! Making sure that everyone is having a good time and making sure nothing gets too intense! Keeping the mens spirits up while they work! Rally those troops!! CAULKLUN: The higher up support! Making sure things in the middle are staying stable and sound. Giving direct directions and support to the top on what to do next! ALAXIA: The Crown! Building up and up and is fully in charge of the tower! All that is left is the final cone on top... a big job... for such a little man.. CAN THESE TODDLERS DO IT? CAN THEY ACHIEVE A FULL TOWER? My heart goes out to them... May these absolute madmen accomplish their dream... ...and maybe get some snacks and juice later... ))
#Hello i have been sick for like 4 days with tonsil infections I am dying. I deserve to draw kittens for a moment ok? ok.#Mod Art#ooc#Madoka#Eden#Alaxia#Caulklun#sfw#mew#pokemon ask#pokemon ask blog#also yes the blocks look shitty and normal childrens blocks wouldnt be sharp edged and blachbalcbalchahlaf i dont care rn if they look bad#although marked as OOC it is technically canon. All 4 of them were extremely close friends as children#I know madoka and caulklun are NPC characters but they do hold.. SOME level of importance
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they went to the mall :]
#miraculous#feligami#felix graham de vanily#kagami tsurugi#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#I am soooooo sick of looking at this. here you go#Pay no attention to how often i draw simple colorblock backgrounds. it's easy and i'm stupid#i feel like i have a lot to work on..... but i'm just trying to draw again ok...... this isnt my art school this is tungler#t4t feligami#and yes those are felixs top scars NOT shading >:(.#this peacock is TRANSGENDER and there is Nothing you can do about it#indigarts#ml#felix#kagami
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misinfo is still bad when it's used for "good" btw like you can't just say shit. you can't just say shit!!!!!!!
#i am once again looking for a source on gary chapman making it all up to coerce his wife. like yes he sucks but why are we focusing on this#did someone just say it? and now everyone is parroting it??#like the fact that he was telling women to sleep with their abusive husbands because of the bible and also duty is BAD ENOUGH.#the fact that he's a horrible bigot is BAAAAD ENOUGH!!!!#the fact that its just shit he made up and studies dont even show that its good for relationships!!!#like i dont think we need to make shit up. idk it irks me#AND IF ITS TRUE PLEASE CAN SOMEONE POINT ME TOWARDS IT!!!!!!! MAN.#im sick of love languages im halfway through the book and it's. bad.
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I know there's that whole stereotype of DMs and PCs hating each other or whatever but to be 100% honest the most joy I get out of D&D is when my players come up with some absolutely crazy batshit idea that should be absolutely impossible rules as written because as the DM I can choose to ignore that dumb nerd shit and just say "That sounds fucking rad dude, I'm giving you inspiration for that idea, now make an Acrobatics check."
#''Hey DM the mage cast fireball behind me can I sacrifice my Animated Shield to jump off it to try and launch myself at him?'' Like YES???#That is fucking insane you can absolutely do that dude#What am I gonna do NOT take the opportunity to describe this insane paladin launching out of the blast still enwreathed in flame#Surrounded by shards of his shattering magical shield still crackling with arcane energy as they light up around him like stars#Looking almost like a miniature galaxy with this arbiter of divine wrath emerging from the supernova screaming in bloodlust and fury#lit dramatically from both the blast the arcane sparks and the flaming feathers from their burning cloak following them out of the blast#Flying through the air with weapons raised toward a wizard who is very VERY quickly shifting from smug to utterly fucking terrified?#Fucking absolutely you can do that dude that sounds sick as fuck#go OFF king#Pun's text Posts
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#bleach#troius reads bleach#ichigo kurosaki#lmaaaaaao#he sounds so self-satisfied#like I think this is supposed to be him being reassuring#“yes I am still Ichigo”#but the way it's translated it comes off more like#“yeah baby look at me”#“I'm fucking sick check out this horn on my head”
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