#am i rlly that boring

[akaademy]

i hate beign ignored i feel so betrayed

[hickeygender]

of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)

[squidkidnerd]

Obligatory no incest please

[almostyours]

hiiiiiii. i would like to take a moment to address what’s been going on.

i’ve been aware of some content creators copying me because of anons constantly name-dropping them in my ask box. as some of you may know, i’ve always believed that if someone has something important to say and isn’t just trying to stir things up, they will be voicing it openly rather than hiding behind anon. that’s why i’ve been avoiding posting name-dropping anons as i didn’t want anyone to be affected by them unnecessarily.

when it comes to the accusations of some content creators copying me, i’ll be honest, i didn’t give them much thought because i didn’t see a super big resemblance between their work and mine, and even if i did, i didn’t care enough to make it a big deal. 

obviously, that was my first mistake. i kept getting anons for a while and i usually just deleted them. but i’ll admit, they brought my attention to some content creators—two specifically. i will be lying if i said that i didn’t raise an eyebrow when groups started becoming lore-heavy after interacting with my content and mentioning me or my group every now and then. or when suddenly everyone was part of wicked after i’d mentioned that one of my ocs was going to be in it months ago. but at the end of the day, i don’t own lore-heavy concepts, and i definitely don’t own wicked, so why would i make a fuss about that? i imagined that they were just inspired by my group’s concept or had just watched the film, so i just kept it going without doing or saying anything.

my second mistake was allowing people to talk for me, and not addressing this sooner. 

i am not the one sending anons, and i don’t know who is sending them. i don’t know who keeps mentioning me and my group in other people’s ask box, and i don’t know why they are doing it for the sake of someone who doesn’t really care. because as long as no one is straight up stealing my lore, my ideas, copying my graphics, and using layouts or formats i’ve came up with without credit, i genuinely don’t care. 

and i have no idea why someone is doing all that. because from what i can tell, i’m not even the one who’s most offended here, so i see no reason for anyone to bring me up in anybody’s ask box. i also don’t appreciate the implication that those anons are my responsibility or that the people who interact with me are somehow behind them. as far as i know, i’ve never done or said anything about the matter to have fingers pointed at me. if anything, i’ve avoided fueling this because it’s just not worth it for me nor anyone involved. 

with this said, if someone is really sending anons on my behalf, don’t do that. i don’t want or need that kind of energy attached to my content.

trust me, i don't care that much to have anons camping in other people's ask boxes.

[geekazoidfreak]

i made myself in the world of dbh and i rlly like this weeeeee >:3 gonna do me w jericrew next (poor markus and josh theyre gonna see me and north lock eyes and freak the fuck out)

[necrotic-nephilim]

i recently remembered DickTim Week 2024 is happening very soon and i looked at the prompts again to see if i could get anything out for it and. the Hades & Persephone AU prompt for day 1 has got me really thinking so here's a vague concept i plan to write.

i've been pretty burnt out on modern Hades & Persephone retellings because of how they always seem to fall into the same generic "innocent wide-eyed girl runs from her evil mean mother into the arms of a dark mysterious man because actually she went willingly and chose to marry him" which has gotten repetitive for my tastes. (for clarity i don't care if this retelling is your cup of tea personally, so long as you're not actively trying to rewrite the original myth and claim untrue things about it, if this is your favorite flavor i sincerely hope you enjoy the buffet i just have little interest in it since it feels overdone for me and exhausted of it's supposed commentary atp)

but? but. biblically accurate Hades & Persephone AU has me all kinds of interested. because wait listen so hear me out right. Hades!Dick and Persephone!Tim, obviously. i feel it'd be more loosely inspired by with themes and imagery (though playing with death and nature powers could be interesting, i haven't decided) rather than explicitly making them gods and all. but. something dark and fucked up where Dick and Bruce are especially estranged. maybe to do with Jason's return, maybe to do with them just clashing and having their usual explosive arguments. and Bruce knows the peace needs to be kept, if he and Dick are at odds then everyone starts to pick sides and things just fracture so he needs a peace offering.

and the peace offering is Tim.

Bruce (the stand-in for Zeus) offers up Tim. agrees to have Tim move to Bludhaven and be Dick's... whatever Dick wants him to be. knowing that with the implication comes the likelihood of Dick grooming Tim. and Tim has no real say and is hesitant to put up a real fight. he doesn't want this, he knows what this is going to imply Dick will do to him, but he also knows if he says no things have the possibility to just... fall apart. so he's the unwilling bride, dragged off to the metaphorical underworld (Bludhaven) with Dick, away from his family, his friends, the life he built.

and on the flip side, i think weirdly enough, your best pick for the Demeter stand-in is *Jason*. just, hear me out on that. not necessarily on the side of it being motherly, but on Jason being just estranged enough from the Batfamily to be the one willing to call it out for being bad and wrong and raising bloody hell to get Tim back. maybe it's because Jason wants Tim for himself, maybe it's truly out of a concern for Tim to have autonomy, i'm toying with the idea of it primarily being Tim's POV and him genuinely not knowing which of these is true. (and the truth possibly ends up being a complicated middle ground) and because i like Helena, i think you can use her as the Hekate stand in, the one who strikes a tentative alliance with Jason and tries to go find Tim and bring him back. Tim stuck with Dick, getting groomed and hyperaware of it, possibly even getting fucked the whole time as well, knowing he can't go back without causing massive issues for Dick and Bruce because well, Bruce did promise him to Dick. so he has to adjust his whole life, try to figure out being a vigilante in this new city with Dick breathing down his neck the whole time.

and then much like the ending of the myth, a sort of compromise is struck that's a shaky deal for everyone involved. Tim is put on an essential timeshare, going back and forth between Gotham, where he has friends and family and a support system, then getting dragged right back to Bludhaven with Dick in this brutal cycle that he slowly gets used to and stockholm'd into even liking it. Dick isn't so bad, once he gets used to the quirks of their unbalanced 'relationship'. the sex is even something he can adjust to as well. not quite a happy ending but one that sits in this realistic grey area that becomes Tim's life.

i will write this, eventually, but i don't know if i'll get to it before DickTim Week ends so by posting the idea i'm essentially putting it out into the world so the peer pressure holds me accountable. i just. really like the potential of making Hades/Persephone AUs as fucked up as they can be simply by adhering to the source material and making it a raw story of being stolen away and forced to like this new home you didn't ask for.

also a less fleshed-out aspect of this idea i have ties into Persephone becoming the Queen of the Underworld when she's taken and how the transition from Kore to Persephone could be reflected in Tim. how he makes the best of the worst situation and becomes something far more dangerous and dark when he's in Bludhaven, possibly takes on a new vigilante name/identity and leans into the worst quirks of his personality he tries to tamper because there's no point in not going full tilt Obsessively Weird if he has no choice anyway and it being one small way he takes back his autonomy, and that inevitably making Dick *more* into him, because he gets to see Tim finally just. let loose.

[astronicht]

You know, due to the Celestino of it all, should we be asking whether Luca actually watches One Piece or just owns the hoodie with zero context.

[ghostofsnails]

so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and

[sundays-mutt]

you know. i was also really worried i would come out of this like deeply resenting my parents or something like that but i think doing this made my own relationship with them a lot better in a weird way. their reaction made me feel like i understood them better than before

[teastarfall]

the main characters (minus 3) of teensy tiny bad dreams!!!1 they are literallyjust standing there why aren’t they moving

+ one mono sketch that i rlly like :]

[scaredgirlsilly]

something that i havent thought about much but like. some of you (people who follow me) have never talked to me at all. i see some regulars in my notes that sometimes even like a vent post or sumn. like idk thats kinda mind boggling. not in like a bad way i mean thats how social media works but like. idk. ig i dont rlly know how i feel about it

[nyxi-pixie]

i NEED flights to stop being expensive

[leenfiend]

I’m scraping myself off the ground like a piece of gum and throwing myself at klance fics does anyone have any recs

[arty-cakes]

i finally got around to centaurworld's finale and holy fucking shit??? they can go that hard??

[daily-airimomoi-vitamins]

[You need to know, need need need to know!]

"Just tell me straight forward! stop being cryptic! Just tell me!!"

[The pharmacist stared at you with an inhumane glare. Her existence made you sick. You couldn't take any more of this. You stomped up to her, grabbing her by the collar]

"FOR FUCK'S SAKE! TELL ME!"

[you felt overwhelmed by your own anger. Why did you feel so strongly? Such strong feelings leave you weak and vulnerable, and you hated it]

hm..interesting..

"What! What's interesting!?"

Nothing it's just...you've lived all this time in an ignorant bliss, and now you want to know everything? What will you do when you know the truth, hm? Will you be distraught, unphased...happy?

[you shook your head, you can't let her get to you, no no no no no, shut up!]

"augh! Just- fuckin' tell me! I-I'm sick of your repetitive games and questions-"

[your head started to ache again. you let the pharmacist out of your grasps and latched your hands onto your head.

"Gah-!! For fucks sake-"

-Well if anything, you're the one being repetitive. Coming in here every day for the same exact things. And now, when you're off your vitamins, you're consistently repeating yourself! "Tell me this"..."tell me that.."

God, do you ever shut up!

..

[after yours and the pharmacist's moment of synchronization, the room became silent and eerie. You took a second.]

..

Perhaps you are experiencing withdrawal?

"Not possible."

It is perfectly plausible, no?

"..."

[Breathe, in and out. You took another moment to think over her words, backtracking to your fuzzy memories in your fit of rage]

"what do you mean, living in ignorance..?"

Well of course you wouldn't know. If one were to live in ignorance, you'd never really know, right? Because you are too busy forgetting things to realize what you've forgotten! It's the entire purpose, to forget.

"..can you tell me, why would I want to forget?"

..Well, everyone wants to forget. They want to forget their past, their present and all their other memories. Sometimes, they may want to forget themselves as a whole!

[this moment of calm between you and the pharmacist didn't feel right.]

[nothing felt right]

[You haven't been feeling right]

"have you ever wanted to forget?"

..That's a good question. I have nothing to forget.

"You seem to know a lot about me."

Hah, yes I do. Yet you know nothing of yourself. Quite sad, if you ask me?..

[what]

"Huh? No I know plenty about myse-"

What's your name?

"Easy! It's-"

[what]

[whatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhat]

[She's smiling. Why is she smiling!?]

Go on, spill ♡

[You found your mouth empty. You switched the topic]

"you still haven't told me what you did to her! You-"

Don't avoid my questions. You know exactly what happened.

"No I don't just say it! Say it say it say it!!"

Hm. Okay. She's dead.

[Huh]

What else were you expecting? She's dead. Gone. Hell, wouldn't be surprised if she was never there! Maybe she died yesterday, or today in the morning, or maybe she died 2 years ago. No matter what, she is gone.

[That- no- nonono- you heard her voice you did you did she was there shes not shes shes shes- "I am airi momoi" no shes not she is because then she would be de-]

[oh.]

[ohhhhh oh hahaha okay I you see what this is]

[some sort of liminal....lucid dream! You started to laugh]

"Hah! hahah..haaa..I'll just head home no-"

What home? You have no home. You haven't in 2 years.

[It's just a dream, don't think about it- any minute you'll wake up! you will!]

I told you what you asked for. Why are you so weird, hm? In denial, or have you forgotten?

[I wish to forget]

[no I YOU don't!]

. . .

[You are tired]

[what if this wasn't a dream? what if she's dead? What if-]

"I couldn't- help-"

Oh don't even start...

....