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hmmmmmmmmm.
the Job thing -> Aziraphale coming up against a decree by Heaven that he cannot force himself to be okay with, subsequently plunging himself into an existential crisis by falling prey to doubt and questioning and going as far as lying to an archangel, thus irrevocably corrupting his soul and no longer feeling 'holy' anymore
the Elspeth & Morag thing -> Aziraphale having a morality crisis over the intricacies of the human life and the net good of objective wrongdoings, attempting to paint things in overwhelmingly simplistic strokes that would fit things into the neat binary of 'good-bad', uncritically upholding the unhelpful sentiment of 'the blessings of poverty' but eventually being led to direct and powerful transformative action, and not the type that would truly take anything away from him, the entire conflict hinging on the fact that he had to overcome his internal misconceptions in a way that deserves to be written down, reflected upon, brought up again later in life
the??? finale for some reason??????????? -> "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys".
#i see people interpreting like. v poetic statements from that final dialogue and i wish!!!! it didnt like. physically hurt me with how WRONG#it sounds#not like just. in-world but narratively#idk!!!! idk!!!!!#good omens critical#is there a tag. is there a tag for people to blacklist#GOING A BIT MAD bc season 1 flashbacks were just one episode and one episode only and it served one purpose#to be fuckin. heartwrenchingly romantic. no theme only relationship development#but s2 is giving us this entire like!!!!! JOURNEY into Aziraphale's characterization and centers his POV in a way that highlights new sides#of him. and ur like. oh a theme??? we're having a theme????#(me. i was like that)#and i might just be very very very very dumb but i just. DONT UNDERSTAAAAND WEHRE THE 180 CAME FROMMMM#wanting to help and save and protect Crowley is all good and fine but goodness gracious im so confused about how it was all writtennnnnnnnn#am i dumb???? is this a me problem#idk!!!!!! idk
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Hi!
What's your favourite Disney movie? And does your preference for the dorms have any influence on their movies and vice versa? Like I know you love Diasomnia so is Sleeping Beauty high up there for you?
I'm just asking because Snow White is actually my favourite Disney Princess and her movie is my favourite yet Pomefiore is my least favourite dorm (but Lion King and Savanaclaw are both in my top two) and I was wondering if it's similar for you?
yessss someone else whose favorite princess is Snow! ❄️
that said, it's hard to say what my favorite movie is, because I'm one of those annoying people who's like "well it depends" (on different aspects, on my mood, on the phase of the moon, etc). though out of the ones represented in Twst, I think it probably is Sleeping Beauty! I think it's really pretty and just a delightful movie! it hits a nice sweet spot for me of being kind of...gently grounded while still having that floaty-fairytale feeling, if that makes sense also I might have had a huge villaincrush on Maleficent that is being massively projected onto Meleanor, shh
although I actually sort of hated Diasomnia at first (l-look, they didn't have cards at first and all we had to go on were the website descriptions that make everyone sound horrible). so I dunno, maybe the influence helped win me over to them! or maybe just because, like everything else in Twst, they were unexpectedly enjoyable in practice?
(I don't think there are any that had a negative influence either, because I am also one of those annoying people who's like "well I don't have a least favorite, I like everybody!") (sob. it's true though.) (I just, I just love characters so much --)
#twisted wonderland#joseimuke games are serious business#i was also OBSESSED with 101 dalmations as a child and it's possible some of my crewel affection may be because of that#or maybe just because he's a silly man who loves his dogs and his fashion and his shouting random english at dumb teenagers#look when i say this game is aimed at me specifically...#admittedly this is a blog for largely shitposty fanart and not nuanced media opinions#but it is generally true that i like all the movies they chose and pretty much like all the characters...i am boring :')#boring and maybe a little too entertained by fictional idiots having emotional problems
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Genuine question to the people in love, how do you go on with your day working and doing other stuff without losing your mind craving to be in their arms all the time?!
#like it would be impossible for me to even breath without being beside them#i know I'll be the clingiest gf to ever exist#my man would have to have me on his back at all times idc#relationship#lover#lovers#desi romantic academia#desiblr#desi shit posting#desi tumblr#dark academia#aesthetic#couple#couple goals#love story#desi kids#desi humor#desi#why am i like this#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#the things i do for love#just girly things#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girlhood#girlblogging#girl problems#spilled ink#dumb stuff that nik says<3
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If you can’t tell I am entirely obsessed with this guy
#qi rong and guzi#qi rong#qi rong fanart#qi rong design#tgcf#tgcf qi rong#heaven officials blessing#heaven officials blessing season two#tgcf season two#tian guan ci fu#LITERALLT LOOK AT HIM PLS#Idk what to call his dynamic with Guzi cause he’s not fatherly at all but at the same time he’s guzis father#he really is my favorite character#go ahead and ask me why if you dare I will write you AN ENTIRE ESSAY about it#if I was more insane than I unfortunately am I would deadass write tgcf from his perspective just for fun#AND I WOULD IF I DIDNT HAVE SO MANY PROJECTS IN THE WAY#college is dumb and I’ve got books to sell before I can even attempt fanfiction again#BUT I TOTALLY WOULD#maybe I could#like as a string of oneshots ya know#like the flower crown prince ceremony but qi rong’s perspective like “the AUDACITY of that HOMELESS ASS LOOKING CHILD to FALL FROM A BRIDGE#‘THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM?!’#like really dude I have so many things to go running with#anyways#if you dare you could ask me to talk about him and I would just go off#love qi rong#qi rong appreciation#crimson monsoon art tag#crimson monsoon
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i want to see izzy suffer SO badly, i want to see him hurt, put that man through hell
#nothing brings me greater joy in life than to torment my boy#(and then kiss his little head and wrap him in a blanket......)#s2 arc where my boy gets tortured <3#literally there is nothing better than absolutely destroying him (and then gently nursing him back to health)#fndkdkkd sorry im thinking about him and im going to make it yalls problem <3#sometimes... i want him to have a soft life only...... and sometimes i still want him to have softness in his life but it to be given after#he has suffered SO MUCH. break him down so he can accept love + kindness.....#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#why yes i am IMMEDIATELY using my tone indicator banners to post dumb shit what did u expect from me <3
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EVERYONE
SHUT UP
SHUT THE FUCK
UUUUPPPP
#dumb fuck ted talk#i am. going. feRaL#im not okay actually#people died#i'm people#matthew please#choke me out just once#it's all i need. i'll never ask anything ever again#it would heal me. fix me even#seok matthew#seokryudan problems
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Midnight Burger fans…
I have a confession.
I am not that familiar with the geography of towns in northeast America, nor am I skilled in the towns and cities of Ivy League schools (besides Harvard, because it’s Harvard). However, I do know my fair share about the Greek/Roman mythology, and the Odyssey and Iliad.
So when Ava said she was “from Ithaca,” I thought that meant the island in Greece.
It took me to season 3, where Ava mentions “watch out for deer” and “…here in update New York” for me to finally get it.
Also, CORNELL IS IN ITHACA, NEW YORK.
CORNELL.
I thought Joe Fisher was just really inconsistent with the fact that Ava was Greek (until I learned she was not Greek) and then that she moved to Greece from the U.S. despite seeming to teach and work at universities in the U. S. only.
I am kicking myself for this. Joe Fisher has no holes in Ava’s existing backstory, I just need a lesson on the location of fancy schools and towns in the northeast U.S.
#midnight burger#midnight burger spoilers#minor spoilers#ava maddox#geography#cornell university#I am a fool#my confidence privileges are revoked#Never judge people for perceived problems#You probably just don’t understand well enough#Don’t be a dumb dumb like me
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@fushiglow hmm….wonder who i’d draw this for all of a sudden and why… 🤔🤔
#your reblog surprised me#THREE BUNS SUGURU (STAR WARS ER JUST FOR YOU!)#theyre covering riko or smt and smuggling her places (??)#drawing this i was like ‘oh suguru’s curses in a star wars environment should be robots and stuff#so this suguru is a mecanic (he makes them from scrappy parts people have thrown out#and trash materials (and hard work 😎)#diy pokemon#because what is the cursed energy people are letting out if not junk theyre letting go of#so yeah ; basic geto takes shit and turns it useful#i do realise thats already very generic for star wars (junk robots junk robots!) but like. yknow. this guy takes shit people wouldnt bother#trying to sell. miam. junk of the junk. geto my favourite recycling bin you were designed for a luxurious lifestyle clearly (gege not me!)#(and stuff…………. but im lazy to put my vision in words rn hah..)#gojo’s probably a princess#(let’s not lie. hes basically a prince already (clan heir is a different look on him))#this made me want to write ?.??#problem is i dont remember much about star wars (watched it as a kid (we have the cds) appart from the very basic storyline… i forgot 😔#then theres the jawa’s first appearance cuz for some reason they scared me and i am marked for life (THEYRE JUST SILLY LITTLE GUYS 😭😭))#thankfully i lowkey want to rewatch everything so these issues can be fixed#(unthankfully either way the chance of me writing anything is very slim BUT WE NEVER KNOW RIGHT)#(hashtag diverging your attention from that other older post is it working /j/j)#omg glo i still didnt read balance (i think of it from time to time but im intimidated to read it because i know its right up my alley and#that i will love it and lately idk why but i need to ready myself emotionally to read peak fiction (this is so dumb but its true 😭😭))#my bad im rambling lol#WAIT FUCK SAME THING FOR BUNNY’S RECENT THINGY THAT GOT IN MY AO3 UPDATE MAIL#A LOVE STORY TOLD THROUGH THE LENS OF A THIRD PARTY MY BELOVED#(itsg ive searchef for these types of stories in advanced search before#AND NOW THAT I HAVE SOME BY AUTHORS I ALREADY ADORE .. IM- I SEE THEM BUT. THEIR CONTENTS STAY A MYSTERY. IS THIS MY BODY SUBCONSCIOUSLY FI#FIGHTING THE TEAR LOSS I WOULD GET??? IS THIS MFING [BALLING-MY-EYES-OUT] PREVENTION !? WITHOUT MY PERMISSION..!? TCH!)#my bad. ramble again o7 — see ya glo !#wip
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Hello, I am stuck in the airport because my flight is delayed AGAIN so you know what that means..... fursona assignments are BACK ON. Tell me a little bit about yourself and I'll assign you a fursona
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Marika & Messmer are fascists but not the hornsent who chop people to small pieces and put them inside jars to achieve divinity because they believe they're "chosen" people and therefore superior to other races? Have you considered the possibility that sometimes both sides of a war can suck? This is why frenzied flame is the way🙏
Anon, I am going to scold you before I get to the topic because "have you considered [thing]" here should be reserved for a problem when someone is ignorant and in a bad, poor-taste way! Which I was not because obviously I "considered" this! You are referring to a silly post of me liveblogging how I got to Messmer, and so of course I addressed Messmer! I should not add long disclaimer about every other lore-relevant thing when I make a basically liveblog-ish remark to "demonstrate" that I do not let other culprits in the story "get away" either! 😣 For example recently I've been focusing on Fire Knights to express my hatred for religious purism, but later in another post about story of Abyssal Woods I've instead focused my vitriol on Hornsent Inquisitors! There is its own post and time for everything!
Okay back to the LORE with light heart now!! This is true of course that both sides are atrocious; the Hornsent basically pulled a mad cult crusade on the shamans, and very ironically long time after their folks were victims of also a religion-driven crusade! This is basically playing extermination ping-pong for generations and regardless of who "started it", none of the innocent people (children, those who disagree and simply belong to [race], distant descendants that did not DO anything etc) deserved to be exterminated by association.
To get more elaborate, one has to take into consideration just how long the conflict has been going on for, and everything else Marika has done besides the Crusade. The people being killed by Messmer's army are most likely generations apart from the people who hurt Marika's! I've mentioned that earlier where I questioned how Grandam and Hornsent (NPC) seem to not even know why Marika/Messmer went with war at them at ALL. Like, both are/were barbaric in their own way, but there's clearly a side that has suffered enough now. Like, this was such a disgusting conflict that even Marika, who was the one who had it ordered in the first place, felt the need to distance herself from it because it WAS the battle without glory or honor. There were the Hornsent, likely a cult or something, who murdered and mutilated the Shamans back in their time, but Marika was the one who started the war and kept it going even after it was clear that the Hornsent had lost, and ruined the lives of many people that weren't even part of the war in resistance like the Hornsent NPC! (One more nitpick about it is that her/Messmer's war was that of exterminating of all who have no Grace, as opposed to some insane idea on how to force them to be reborn to "join" her type of people hfhhhbhf)
Correct me here if I am wrong, but so far we can't know if ALL Hornsent accepted the practices of Bonny Village and their higher religious institution. The Greater Potentate Cookbooks that we find relating to hefty pots describe the author as having been "haunted by the grotesque practice of his village of birth". This guy didn't sound like he was very proud of what his people were doing, and it's coming from someone who was raised there! There's likely a lot of other Hornsent who found the practice just as disgusting, especially amongst those that didn't do it themselves, but we don't know that because most of them are dead and the ones who remain are understandably upset and distrustful of "our" kind!
🤔 It is also because of this why it's more reasonable to call the two leading figures of a cleansing war fascists than an entire race, because we can't just assume that ALL Hornsent are fascists just because their religious order and justice system is fucked up. We just don't have a key leader figure to redirect such sentiments towards, unlike with the Golden Order! Basically confirmed fascists are Marika, Messmer + Fire Knights + Black Knights + troops, various warriors and perfumers and what not who agreed to participate @ the Hornsent who are doing the potting, the Hornsent who did slaughter Marika's village, and remaining corrupt clerics leaders of the religion!
(On a side note, Frenzied Flame is definitely the answer but y'all shouldn't tell Melina on me hfjjchjgdh)
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UPDATE 1 from July 4th that I wanted to add in the OG post instead:
I have nothing to add here, all of these are rather fair points! I am a little late with adding these screenshots but you've probably seen some more speculation on the Hornsent Inquisitors these couple of days by me and @val-of-the-north in my blog! Here if you missed these: ( x ) ( x ) The gist of it is that seems like Inquisitors are hunting their fellow Hornsent as heretics for serving the "impure" nobles, but regardless of whether it happened before Marika's mentioned "betrayal" or after, it is STILL horrible to harm people for association with those that didn't even do anything wrong :^)
Still applies that calling the whole race fascist doesn't work (heck, the Hornsent who choose to stand with Midra and Nanaya are confirmation of strong exceptions!), but the sentiment is certainly very strongly rooted culturally.
Sigh.. I am pretty sure there are people somewhere in the fandom that would fall into "hornsent deserved it" pit over this, too. Like "hey, even currently Hornsent culture is a rich soil for Shaman Villages 2.0 and 3.0 and 4.0 and so on to happen, so why not preventively exterminate an inherently dangerous culture?" (..if anyone here really thinks along these lines, please know that this is a dangerous line of thinking and you'll get ideologically groomed into excusing genocides before you know if you don't question what you're implying here) What they needed was more communication with other cultures and adopting more tolerant and humane principles. Seeing that various horn-ness species are just like them rather than sitting in the "we divine they filth" bubble if it is THAT bad. Maybe Marika even HAD the power to provide such change and bridge the gap while she was still a trusted figure to them during her "infiltration", and yet instead of putting and end to terrible traditions with careful planning and diplomacy, she chose the path of revenge..
Genuinely a depressing point to think about. And yes, absolutely doesn't do her a honor to choose ruin and hate.
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UPDATE 2 from July 11th:
I also completely forgot to back it up that the fellow Hornsent were also facing execution through being stuffed in jars!
Yeah nah, definitely their people in power were so dangerous that should someone protest against the murder of Shamans and alike, they'd meet the same fate.. Having to swallow what your insane authorities do, with your own life in the line, is also something very real. This situation obscures the number of people who are against it from the superficial look.
I myself live in the country where people can't protest against the government unless they want to go to prison or face other dire consequences, so having to sit quietly for the sake of yourself and your own families for the outside world LOOKS like we don't care and ""'"agree""". :)))) Fun stuff. :') Here, anyone who would ask why Hornsent that disagree with their leaders don't express it would technically be in their right to do so, but most people will protect their own life first, especially if sacrificing it won't really avail anything. Again, Elden Ring is incredibly real with these topics. :')
#ask replies#elden ring#elden ring dlc#elden ring observation#sorry for lack of memes or images I am on 2 hours of sleep and hungry and not home ghygb#but as for the second part it hits close tl home..#like.... i live in a country with VERY interesting kind of political and religious leaders :')#many of us abhor all of this harmful propaganda but can't simply leave the country#I feel like the Hornsent might have had a similar problem#those who loathe their religious leaders have to be quiet or else they might suffer like heretics too#and many might not be fully aware for other reasons#I know from experience how much belonging to a certain nation/place can feel horrible#because of what mad shit people in power do#okay we gotten EMOTIONAL didnt we gfhhggjhhg#and yeah sorry for the first paragraph but it was either addressing that or not answering ask at all#since it put me on the spot to excuse to not seem dumb and I did#but yeah for the future this isn't the best choice of words
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otro dump hola (el ultimo no esta terminado y . viejo... pero aun lo posteo idc)
#ill write this in English but ik someone asked for me to draw tulio n bodoque#having like some cute interaction but here's the problem#I cannot draw them having normal interactions at all it has to be some dumb shit or I fail#i am sorry anon. if you see this...#31 minutos#31min#juan carlos bodoque#tulio triviño#huachimingo#tormenta china
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i cant keep it hidden any longer
#i get nervousss n shit about gettin character voices all wrong#i spent all of yesterday worryin about if theyd say each others first names or last names or WHAT ! idkkk#i didnt write any more than this But i rlly rlly want to#basing this over the exact types of convos me n my friend have When i watch her play granny#i say dumb shit like ooohhh shes gonna get you Or why are you so mean to this old lady😢😢😢 to rile her up🤭 cos its funny#and then when i run out of things to say i start asking shitty would you rather questions like Would you rather make out with granny#or springtrap. would u rather have to be angel dust Hazbin hotel(she HATES him) or Pinkypills william afton (also HATES)#idk how id write that for these guys. ik theres gotta be a way though#my rambles#homestuck#writing feels more vulnerable than just my silly ass drawins Cos its lettin ppl peek in2 how i think n perceive shit . its intimidatinggg#but im posting it anyways !! ill fight off the urge to delete it the best i can#sayin all this Meanwhile it’s just a few lines from a pesterlog emulator LMAO . i take myself too seriously w stuff like this#rhas my problem i think . joviality come to me NOW! i am lighthearted and carefree about rhis#yaaaayayayaaayy!!!!#FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW. GRANNY IS A SHITTY MOBILE PUZZLE HORROR GAME. THE OG !!!#all the shit like Piggy on roblox. thats copying granny 😤😤😤😡😡😡#my drabbles
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in all honesty, im feeling a bit burned out on totk, the more i think about it the more i dislike its story and lore, i dont know what to make of it it being so loved by everyone else makes me feel like theres something wrong about me :/ gonna try and take a step back from it all
#ganondoodles talks#i also feel kinda dumb#bc i feel like im both not reading as much into everything as smarter people can#but also am trying to look into it all too deep#like i know nintendy made the game with lots of love and care but i#i cant help but sometiems even feel outright insulted by some of the choices they made#like the continuity problems with botw#man i loved botw so much and i feel kinda stepped on for caring so much about it#is this whats it always like when a new thing for your hyperfixation releases?#its happened with multiple of my past interests...#if i wrote an more about it i just feel like im being hateful - which im not trying to be#i just feel like -fuck me for caring this much-#part of why i was hyped about totk was bc i thought theres gonna be lore and design stuff i can use for my fanworks#but honestly i feel like i dont want to use anything of it#i know usually when you feel like you are the only one feeling like that you are not#but still i feel like im the only one that thinks this game is so .... weirdly disconnected#...almost like spinoff dare i say#nothing fits together#..... i miss koga#everytime i met him i was filled with joy#:(
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#итак совершилося то что я пытался предотвратить as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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my mood can swing any which direction multiple times an hour, so 2pm is definitely too early to be making such bold proclamations, but i am contemplating posting art today…………..
#somebody hold my hand#work (and life in general) has left me feeling like a deflated balloon that’s been filled to near bursting capacity for months#i am so emotionally exhausted i don’t have the capacity to dwell on my frustrations#with tumblr‚ the fandom‚ my dumb little artist problems and anxieties and whatnot#unfortunately that is the second best time to post#when i'm too tired to care and don't really want to post hahhhhhhh#is anyone even still interested
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why do I always get obsessed with things that aren’t popular anymore or have never been popular
#examples#wick game#literally any animated movie honestly#among the sleep#the wolf among us#twdg#I am fish#tattletail#night blights#like literally no one talks or makes anything about these b-tches anymore and I feel dumb#help.#THE PROBLEM IS I KNOW SOMEONE OUT THERE IS JUST AS SAD ABOUT IT AS ME BUT LIKE ME THEY ALSO DONT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT#SO NOW WE’RE BOTH STUCK IN THIS FOREVER STATE OF SADNESS CAUSE NOONE UNDERSTANDS OUR OBSSESION WITH THESE THINGS#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#my stuffy stuff
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