#am i cooking or am i delusional?

[soup-in-soup]

I don't think Natsu believes NaLu is official.

But i do think that he thinks they have some sort of situationship going on lol. Or some kind of courting stage atleast.

Because we've pretty much all agreed in the Nalu fandom that Natsu is not as dense as we all thought and he does have ideas of what romance is and how his relationship with Lucy is special compared to the other people in his life.

I think Natsu is lowkey courting Lucy and she just misinterprets his advances.

Thoughts?

[lotus-pear]

free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay

[bisexualmajima56]

Here’s how Kazumaji can still win

[nugget-child]

I HAVE HAD NO ONE TO RANT TO ABT THIS SO HERE YOU GO-

During soukoku’s fight with Lovecraft dazai pretends his arm is broken and then when chuuya discovered this dazai says something along the lines of I’ve wanted to try this trick and now seemed like perfect time to do it. It’s just a silly little joke, oh it’s just the perfect time to do it because it’s inconvenient. WRONG. You’re wrong. There’s a reason why it was the perfect time. When they first met in 15 Chuuya broke his arm and that’s basically how they first met and how they and their relationship started. It started when when he broke Dazai’s arm and the reason he pretended his arm was broken again is cause like it’s the second beginning of their partnership it’s like it’s symbolic for like a new start but the two of them and it’s like one big fat apology like let’s do this over again, one more time. like I’m sorry I left you but let’s start things over on a clean slate-

I’m not- I’m not delusional I swear, I’m not overthinking this

[genericb34ns]

Random ass (possibly unrealistic) idea:

All these Caroline divorce mods and you're only allowed to go after Caroline, why not Pierre too? like make a mod that allows you to get them divorced, and go after the both of them

the Caroline wanters get their Caroline and the 5 Pierre wanters out there can get their Pierre

its a win-win! the idea is rather complicated, but a man can dream

[yinorii]

tl;dr: orv anime leads to game, i am coping and cooking

see, i woke up today and had a revelation about the orv anime.

yes, it's going to bring in a lot of people i wouldn't want to touch with a ten foot pole because that just happens when it happens when a good series gets an anime. but ALSO it means that the possibility of an orv game, or a collaboration with a game is infinitely more possible.

you see, solo levelling got a game a bit after the anime came out. admittedly, i've tried it and i don't love it, but the same could theoretically happen for orv, since the fandom is already popular enough.

(is the game likely to be good? probably not?? but like, the thought of an orv game is...)

secondly, the possibilities of game collaborations, even if orv doesn't get a game, is also significantly increased. most games that do collaborations are either with other games or popular anime.

(coping that one day one of the games i love will do a collaboration with orv, or that orv will come out with a banger game,, like dungeon meshi is doing a collab with arknights and i WOULD DIE for an orv collab for arknights, like genuinely die and soul ascend and i)

[chara2127]

Spoilers for bsd and Crime and punishment ahead.

Why I don't think Fyodor is all he seems? As we've seen before in bsd Fyodor always fakes or hides the true nature of his ability. What we know is his ability is called Crime and Punishment. The ‘crime’ seems to be killing him, whether it be indirect or not, as we saw with Bram. And the punishment being turning into a kind of version of himself, or like a data transfer. His ability seems to function on being a kind of data stacking on individuals and their minds. We can see that because of Bram's oath, Fyodor has the restriction of not hurting Aya. Which leads to the theory that he is just a bunch of personalities stacked on eachother. What if riding the world of abilities isn’t his goal, since chapter 120, and leaving Atsushi there.

What even is his goal or grand plan? Religious ideals or his ability wouldn’t be the full reason for his crimes. What if he wants to rid abilities because the ability we were shown so far isn’t his full ability. I've had two theories on his ability before it was released. What everyone considers to be his actual ability, the one i explained above. Or a form of reincarnation cycle. When we saw what sigma was seeing, all of Fyodor’s memories, were they actually his memories? Were they past selves or reincarnations? What if he did a heavenly crime and his punishment was to be forever reincarnated as a punishment, and that's why he was enjoying his game with Dazai so much, there was a thrill of dying if his ability is ACTUALLY an ability. Think about it.

As we have seen when sigma got stabbed by Fyodor, he seemed to “fake” a sort of personality disorder. What if he wasn’t faking it? What if that was him remembering one of his past reincarnations. What if when he dies it's not because he was murdered and takes over someone’s body, it's a punishment for a crime he did, like I’ve said before. So that’s why he seems to want to get rid of abilities all together. He sees them as a curse, like his is.

But wouldn’t he, knowing Atsushi is the bookmark, need Atsushi to complete his goal? Why would he just leave him there? I say he likely realized that maybe he didn’t need Atsushi at all to achieve his goal, he already has Amenogozen. An entity in a different dimension. Something seemingly godly to people in the 3rd dimension. Fyodor also (technically) broke the 4th wall in the panel when he explains why Amenogozen would always succeed in battle against someone in the 3rd dimension. Or, maybe after achieving Amenogozen, he realized that maybe the world he is in isn’t the original one.

We know it was altered using the book, and we know that maybe “our” reality is considered the original, Kafka asagiri being the author of the “book,” and Atsushi, the “bookmark”, the main character. I believe Fyodor realized that his goal was pointless, but wanted to try to succeed and continue in making his current plan work, to become one on the 4th dimension, to “transcend” the dimension barrier, essentially becoming akin to a god on the 3rd dimension.

[sadie-shrimp]

SMILING FRIENDS S2 EPISODE 5 VAGUE SPOILERS!!!!!!

I feel like that episode feels incomplete, like it’s setting up something. With the post credits scene, it feels to really try to push the idea of taking advantage of your time with someone before it’s too late. It may be foreshadowing.

[anxietycheesecake]

Already working on my silly little nandermovision fic and omg, y'all are not ready. Here's the first chapter's opening:

Once upon a time there was a typical 750-year-old Persian warlord who happened to bump into a typical Mexican Panera Bread employee. Well, he actually bumped into many typical Mexican Panera Bread employees, since there seemed to be far more Panera Breads in New York than you would hope. Also, many Mexican guys. But after three or four tries, he finally got the right one. And given the prices of rent due to the housing crisis, they did what any pair of single men would do. Oh my (redacted), they were typical roommates.

Except… It so happens that this 750-year-old Persian warlord is a vampire.

[reamed]

the attention of an unimpressive man should never be more important than your own self worth/comfort and bodily autonomy.

[brain-rot-central]

not to be rude but like AI art literally steals from other artists and it's awful for the planet.. so maybe you should mind AI art? lol

Hey so I'm not really gonna answer this beyond 1) I don't really use Tumblr for debates/arguments about inflammatory topics and 2) I'm purposely ignorant to the entire outrage surrounding AI art because there are too many things demanding "action" and "engagement" from the general public on any given day at this point that I literally have zero left in the tank.

I'm not defending AI art but I'm literally just saying it's not one of the things that "enrage" me as of late. I'm more worried about things going on in my personal life and the current political climate of the US rn tbh and I come here to Tumblr to be horny about fictional characters because that's a better coping mechanism than drinking myself into a stupor or taking bong rip after bong rip to the face.

That being said I subscribe to artists on patreon that create their own art and will always 100% support artists who draw for a living.

[foxluvrz]

11/12/24

oml GUYS 🦔 TOUCHED MY SHOULDER 🦔 TOUCHED MY SHOULDER!! sorry if that sounds like i'm actually crazy but i was sitting at my desk doing my work and he comes like from behind me and does the like tap-tap-tap thing with his fingers like asmr people do on my shoulder and then walked away like he didn't just do that to distract me. gang am i overreacting about it because he was just trying to be silly or like idk at this point😭

also i've found i think i'm more comfortable being aroung him while i'm sitting down compared to when i'm standing up because like i wasn't put off by the like motion at all, but like just being near him while i'm standing i get all nervous and scared and what not and i dont know how to fix it.

[likesunsetorange]

jjk friends…. how are we feeling that gege announced there’s only five more chapters…….. is this really our jujutsu kaisen…..

[yeetmylifeu]

You are leaving.

Do you care?

It's a fleeting goodbye; not a tearjerker, but tinged with the reminder that maybe this is the last time you and I see each other in years.

The years will pass with us remaining comfortable acquaintances— those who know of each other's likes and dislikes but firmly avoid any correspondence that would warrant a label. I will wait, as unbearable as it may be; like Kazuko— from Dazai Osamu's "The Setting Sun"— lamented, "To wait, 90% of human life is just living in waiting."

You bid goodbyes to everyone present and descended downstairs with your family, and I hung onto the handrails. I wanted every single look I could have at you, since that's all I could have— the last scraps a beggar gets from his old shelter which is finally closing down.

As you go, my folk and I depart to our balcony to see your folk and you out. Why, we are "family friends", aren't we? (Notice how I seperate us from our families, no matter how far apart physically, it's "you" and "I" in the same sentence. I like to think things about you like this.)

Everyone is waving at each other. You turned around and gave a small nod. Everyone is still waving. So am I. You are slowly moving forward. Away. Everyone has stopped waving now. Nobody is looking back towards the balcony and no one from the balcony is looking towards the people departing.

You don't care. You don't care. You dont care. You don't care. You don't–

At the last moment possible, you turn around— unnecessarily extra turn, if I may add— search of something— someone— and I can feel the honey of your eyes melt on my skin. Your right hand shoots up as high as it can go, and you smile and wave

(Your sweatshirt hood is on your head. Baby blue. The same colour shawl I have draped. This was not deliberate on my part, but it made me happy nonetheless.)

And in the high of your wave I feel my face smiling wide, my hand shooting up to wave back, my heart beating fast, my mind obsessively thinking, hoping, that you turned, you care, you do care. You keep your eyes towards me(?) from that point on as long as I can see.

It's the 3rd of January today.

The dead of winter. Its bleak, harrowing, melancholic winter, and cold. The coldest day this season.

It's the 3rd of January today.

The sun has not risen in 3 days, since the new years, and you are leaving.

It's the 3rd of January today.

You turn around to smile and wave at me.

It's the 3rd of January today.

The sun emerges from the fog in middle of the afternoon, and the first sun rays of the year hit my side, on the very balcony I am standing on.

It's the 3rd of January today.

And ah, it's summer again.

[lavenmoss]

Ok, this is probably insane but I am kind of freaked out. So I have these really vivid dreams right before something big happens and I have another one last night and it was awful. But it all started the night my uncle died, so I had a dream that I was in this boat/ boat themed place and I was with my family then in the middle of the night this guy who wasn’t very defined and I walked and talked but it was mainly me asking questions then I woke up and it kind of felt like someone was watching me but whatever I didn’t think much of it. So a week later I was told that my uncle died and I told my grandfather about my dream and he was like my brother loved boats and that sounds like him, and I was like huh that is very weird but whatever. Then I had a dream the night before my dad left, and that was I was in this hotel with my family and everything was lovely but then my dad tells me that he doesn’t love his wife and I need to help him kill her. So in the dream I have a breakdown and I was like no I am not going to do that and I left to go to his wife and made sure she didn’t die. I woke up everything was normal till my dad left at 4am the next day. And then I had to deal with my mom needing me to help her with the divorce like the paperwork and getting a new house this was when I was 14 btw. But then the nearest one was basically hell on earth, and I don’t really know what it means but it was super personal and what I imagined would be my life if I died rn and went to hell. So yea. I have no clue what is going to happen but it is probably not good if I died I will somehow add that.

[hoshigray]

Am I delusional for believing that this isn't the end of Victoria? Cuz no way she just dies like that

If ur delusional, then you and I are gonna wear matching straight jackets because there's NO WAY she just goes out like that.