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you know, for being as emotionally and mentally clocked as I am. I SHOULD NOT be staying up this late reading birdflash fanfics…. but here we are.
#dcu#dc comics#young justice cartoon#dick grayson#robin#nightwing#wally west#kid flash#flash#am i depressed?#probably#do I work wayyy to much#absolutely#am I overworked#of definitely#should I be in bed because I’m so drained#also yes#but#I digress#birdflash#wow how did I forget to tag that one first
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minimum wage coded scrunkly and his very good pupper
#.... I am in denial over vol 7 don't mind me ywy#haven't had the chance to get to vol 8 yet so no spoilers pls not that I'm expecting much :')#anyways yin yu my poor scrunkly I'm sorry that the narration and xie lian keep judging your overworked ass#they're both very fun to draw tho#tgcf#tgcf fanart#mxtx#tian guan ci fu#quan yizhen#yin yu#quanyin#heaven official's blessing#my art
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hot take ??
the only reason people say that "mafuyu and tsukasa have nothing in common" when presented with mafukasa parallels is because they equate mafuyu and tsukasa being similar to "tsukasa has depression" because the fandom equates mafuyu's personality to being depressed and nothing else.
it doesn't help that people (primarily younger people in the fandom) who DO believe in mafukasa parallels end up making the mistake of portraying tsukasa as depressed because as of right now he is not (although it's possible he was in past because of his Very Unclear Middle School Backstory but that's irrelevant)
anyways, mafuyu and tsukasa are narrative foils because their core personalities are built off of the concept of wanting to make the people around them— especially their families— happy.
they both developed personalities at a young age based on someone they looked up to. for tsukasa, it was seiichi amami's performance that inspired him to be a star— a hero that could cheer anyone up. for mafuyu, it was her mother taking care of her that inspired her to be a nurse— and you can see the similarities from there.
for mafuyu, her identity would first come into conflict when her mother expressed her want for mafuyu to be a doctor— suddenly, "everyone's" happiness didn't match what she wanted to do, leaving her in a state of disorder and eventual depression.
for tsukasa, his identity was something he nearly forgot in its entirety at the start of the main story— becoming arrogant and fully absorbed in a hero persona, forgetting the kind person he truly is. furthermore, his current character arc seems to be foreshadowing that what "being a star" to him is going to be called into question— maybe it is something more than just being the main character that saves everyone.
their insecurities are incredibly similar.
in mafuyu's first mixed, mafuyu feels insecure towards ichika because unlike ichika, she feels as if her lyrics have no genuine meaning to be expressed to other people— despite them being her very real feelings. this is brought up again in her second mixed as well.
in tsukasa's third focus event, something similar happens. when watching seiichi's performance, he thinks that his acting is "real" and feels inferior towards him, which is ironic because tsukasa has been method acting this whole time. when tsukasa is acting out rio or bartlett or really anyone at this point in the story, it's not just those characters— it's a reflection of his traumas.
just like mafuyu, tsukasa undermines his passions he's poured his feelings into because someone else's work is more genuine in his eyes.
now, then, foils have many similarities and parallels (and i could honestly list a lot more), but how i define them is that they usually have some kind of major branching difference that MAKES them foils.
for mafuyu and tsukasa it's pretty straightforward.
mafuyu's people pleasing behavior comes from external expectations and pressures— her mother's demands.
tsukasa's people pleasing behavior comes internally, from himself— if he can't meet his own standards, if he can't be the perfect big brother or the perfect star, then he is nothing.
and even then, there's some overlap.
tsukasa's behavior was indirectly encouraged by his mother praising him for being a "good big brother" over the phone instead of asking him if he was okay while home alone.
mafuyu's terrified to be herself around other people because she doesn't want to worry or bother them— she doesn't want to be a burden— and projects her mother's expectations onto them, not realizing that they would prefer the real mafuyu if they knew the truth.
and the concept of mafukasa being foils is most perfectly and blatantly portrayed in these two cards.
mafuyu, the marionette, sitting limp on the floor— puppeteered by her mother's demands and donning a mask to hide her true self.
tsukasa, the jester, standing above everything else— puppeteering silenced plushies— his feelings. he's not being completely honest with himself, and he doesn't even realize it.
mafuyu has cut her strings and ripped her mask in half. she has acknowledged her true feelings and expressed them to her mother, even if she had to run away in the end.
tsukasa has not yet cut his.
#project sekai#colorful stage#prsk#tsukasa tenma#mafuyu asahina#mafukasa#theres also obvious ones im sure you all know. like how theyre the sole sekai creators#or their designs paralleling eachother (color schemes of their eyes and hair)#or how theyre both connected to the moon and bunnies#and how theyre connected by a piano with a moon design thats only shown up in mafuyus 2nd mixed and tsukasas 2nd mixed... where they had#their first mixed events together#or how they both easily overwork theirselves#or how theyre almost always projecting onto other people as if their experiences are the norm#ex: tsukasa with rui in wonder halloween and mafuyu with niigo in main story#I CAN GO ON ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS AS YOU CAN SEE .#EDIT: HERES SOME MORE THAT I DIDNT REMEMBER AT 12 AM LAST NIGHT#theyre both connected to apples! points at tsukasa in fixer 2dmv and points at mafuyu2#literally all of their vocaloids parallel eachother.#wxs and n25 miku have a childlike sense of curiosity#wxs and n25 rin are based off someone that isnt them for the most part (saki and ena)#wxs and n25 len are both anxious and pessimistic (in island panic... wxs len has a conflicting pov from meiko and wants wxs to just stay in#the sekai instead of being stuck out on an island... which is kinda escapist as hell)#wxs and n25 meiluka have conflicts that are very similar. n25 meiluka represents mafuyus inner conflict between isolating herself and#helping everyone because she didnt know what would be better#and wxs meiluka is the conflict between tsukasas ambition and his fatigue#which is why wxs meiko always acts like wxs luka is a burden whenever she falls asleep— tsukasa himself wont rest#not when he thinks it will burden other people#and wxs and n25 kaito are both driving forces in tsukasa and mafuyu accepting their true feelings#(although tsukasa is kinda not where mafuyu is yet i think you get what i mean)#EDIT: 5/22/24 I CANT ADD ANYMORE TAGS FUCK
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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Riz "The Ball" "Dragon slayer Legend Lore" Gukgak you will forever be famous.
#rain does art#my art#fantasy high#riz gukgak#riz the ball gukgak#yes I am several weeks behind on this but consider i am employed#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#d20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fanart#colored#digital art#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20 fantasy high#Jesus christ fh has more names then Nicky#I tried to do more sever lighting#kinda a pratice not really#getting used to just slapping colors down on a peice and leaving them alone to not overwork it
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It's fun to draw with office ballpoint pens!🤗
Error belongs to loverofpiggies
#It's been a while#I am very close to completing all the tasks that need to be done during the month of October#I got a high fever from overwork and ended up losing several days#so it was hard to catch up on my work#And now I'm still working in office (I'm currently on standby)#I want to go home😭#error sans
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Coolest depressive spiral I have witnessed tbh
#these character designs are forever burned into my brain they go so hard#the music goes so hard as well#not super happy w this drawing but I have to stop myself from overworking on this lol#might draw art for other Eve songs too hehehoho 👀#I am holding akame and zukin gently#eve utaite#yoruwahonoka#digital art
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Another drawing featuring Stanley whispering to Narrator (Grey.) He's annoyed and flustered every time Stanley does this.
#wah#oueagh#i am exhausted#my hands r tired I have a powerpoint presentation to make I havent slept i am overworked#i wanna rest but drawing is my only stress relief#at least I have friends and Stanley and Grey to accompany me#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#the stanley parable#tsp narrator#narrator tsp#tsp stanley#stanley tsp#tsp au#stanley x narrator#narrator x stanley#stannarrator#stanarrator#stannarator#tsp achromatic loop au#my drawing museum
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Thinking about Peter's absolute cry of anguish after the final boss battle when he finds Harry unresponsive. Thinking about how all he can say is I'm sorry. Thinking about the fact that in Peter's head it was him at May's side sobbing I'm sorry. Thinking about how "with great power comes great responsibility" can never be separated from the guilt Peter feels. Thinking about how that guilt extends to May. How it extends to Ben. How it cripples Peter so much that he tells Miles that he can't do this again. Thinking about Peter's voice as he'd begged Harry to fight - pleaded with him to not make him do this. Thinking about how when consumed with the symbiote Peter had screeched out I'm the hero, I don't get saved! Thinking about how that's not just pride, how that's not just responsibility, how it's guilt. How it's always been Peter and the weight of the world, the life of his loved ones, and their blood on his hands. And now it's Harry's and Peter just breaks. Always the hero, he's done the right thing, but this time it's the last straw. His best friend. The last sacrifice Peter Parker can take...
...and it's then... that Miles saves him.
#peter parker#miles morales#marvel's spider man#harry osborn#insomniac spider man#spider man 2 ps5#guys the ending blew me away it was so good#I am so tired and overworked but i want to write for this game so badly holy fuck#I just cANNOT get over Yuri's voice acting in that final cutscene is fucking 'harry im sorry' and then his absolute y e l l of pain#aND i DIDNT GET SPOILED THIS TIME SO I WAS LIKE Oh fuck Dont do this to him#like Miles is fucking incredible idgaf#Miles did what Spider-man could never do: Save Peter#spider man 2 spoilers#spider man 2 ps5 spoilers#i just keep thinking about and watching the ending im forever changed
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I just think that Kristen "I was my God's chosen one and I met him and he adored me but he wasn't what I needed and I didn't like the kind of divinity my church had turned him into so I left and created a pantheon dedicated to the lost and the confused and the hurt because no one should have to feel the way I did" Applebees and Ostentatia "My God barely knew my name and I met him and he was dismissive of me but he loved me and always provided what I needed and when I looked at him I only saw my father so I helped him because no one should be left to drown under their burden when all they need is a little help" Wallace should meet and be friends and maybe kiss on the mouth
#i'm feeling delirious from withdrawals and am in need of every crack ship fantasy high has to offer me#chaos clerics who are actually incredibly insightful and have deep connections to their divinities#no cause you don't understand what ostentatia meeting her god who never reaches out to his followers to form personal relationships#and realizing he's just an overworked laborer who needed a little help just like her father did for me#i hope every fantasy high enjoyer has watched the seven it's so so good#kristen applebees#ostentatia wallace#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#the seven#dimension 20#d20#d20 fhjy#d20 the seven#dropout
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Happy Birthday Sodapop~ :3
#The Outsiders#Sodapop Curtis#The Outsiders Fanart#Happy Birthday Sodapop#rob lowe#jason schmidt#he a hybrid X3 <3#only a tiny one because I overworked my eyes so much today and I am drowning in work#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#se hinton#outsiders art
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Leo and Will being buddies always one my fav headcanons because honestly it's so fun to think about.
Both from Texas. Both a mommas boy. Both with no concept of self preservation/self worth when it comes to caring for others they care about. Both literally carrying the people around them on their back.
Like Leo built a whole ship and kept it running. He constantly would be running around and doing anything he could to help the team. Even when he felt they hated him he would still do what he could to save their life.
Will literally is head medic for a whole camp. As well as being in charge of his cabin. He dragged himself through Tartarus,why literally dieing the whole time,just for his boyfriend. Like there's a scene in ToA where Apollo is pretending to sleep and Will drapes a blanket over him and wishes him good night. Like that's his father and he's practically tucking him in-
Jason and Nico are just constantly fighting to get their boyfriends to rest for once 😭 now I want to write a one shot of where Jason and Nico team up to drag their overworked boyfs to bed dhdh
Anyway. Yeah, Leo and Will being buddies and having movie nights and everything.
#mine#pain rambles#percy jackson headcanon#pjo leo#hoo leo#leo valdez#pjo will#will solace#william andrew solace#pjo jason#jason grace#pjo nico#nico pjo#nicodiangelo#nico di angelo#pjo fandom#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#i just know Leo was in the infirmary so much from overworking himself#boy be up at like 3 am working on the Argo and wake up with Will standing over him with his arms crossed#despite the fact Will had just been up at 3 am organizing the infirmary again
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taking it hour by hour at this point
#feeling. slightly better. holding on#it’s not entirely the election. but it adds to a growing feeling of things being out of my control#i am an impatient person and i live in the future and the past but never the present. its my biggest fault#but i am trying to breathe and not distasterize over and over again#i skipped class again today. i didn’t have the energy. but im learning its okay sometimes to not overwork myself
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Sorry if im not active that much at the moment. School is beating me to oblivion (I'm srsly drowning in school work)
Have this very old sketch of Beyond Reach Branch and JD.
JD is probably giving him like-- dad advice or something. Branch's just wants to hang out lol
#I currently have 6 projects to finisb#3 of them are documentary (which took FOREVER to film)#1 of them is my upcoming Defense#and the last 2 are just ordinary school projects (like passing a portfolio and making a certificate design)#so in summary--#im overworked#damn guys I'm not even in college yet but it feels like I am#endlessrambles#endlessrant#bleh might delete this later? odk#trolls#john dory#trolls au#trolls john dory#branch trolls#trolls branch#trolls band together#trolls 3#dreamworks trolls#Beyond Reach au#BR!JD#BR!Branch
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• Lt. Bush •
[ reblog please instead of only liking and save an artist's life ✨ commissions open ✨ ko-fi ]
#hornblower#horatio hornblower#lieutenant bush#lt. bush#william bush#lieutentant william bush#paul mcgann#hornblower mutiny#hornblower retribution#hornblower loyalty#hornblower duty#hornblower fanart#hornblower art#digital portrait#digital art#full colour painting#god i wanna do things to that man…….. i am unwell actually#every once in a while i remember paul mcgann exists and i go crazy with want#and then i forget again for a few years#anyway. i'm declaring this finished bc i'm THIS close to overworking it#(although i keep finding stuff i'm not happy with.#well at least i was able to make my mind up about the background)#(also if i had one wish i'd like that splashes brush without the paint blobs. just the splashes please)#(i forgot erasers existed for like. 20 minutes. life got harder but i made it.)#anyway here you go *releases this picture like a bird from its cage*
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day 12
still in pencil mode
#day 12#year 5#sollux captor#homestuck#not as pleased with this one as i am with the aradia from yesterday#idk i think i just overworked it honestly
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