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oh my god off anon is so embarrassing but congrats babygirl!!! a milestone!!! My guilty pleasure is like... a spit kink n i gotta request DC as the fandom <3 I honestly do not know what song I would fuck someone to but I have exes by tate mcrae on loop rn so maybe that for a concept 🤔 but idk if I had to choose I would fuck to oh my god by gidle. That song just screams sensual sex... congrats again bby!!
you know who would love spitting in your mouth cressie? none other than mr. dick grayson himself.
c'mon, he already can't get enough of himself as is, so when you ask him to spit on your tongue, he gets hard like a light switch. he doesn't even wanna fuck you yet, because he knows he'll get too lost in the feeling of you. dick will finger you while he lets a big fat glob of spit fall from his to yours, etching your face in his memory as he does so. he makes sure to remind you of the slut you are, to ask something so vulgar of him afterwards, maybe will help clean his spit up on you with his own tongue <3
xi’s 1k event!
#XI’S 1K EVENT#CRESSIE OH MY GID BY GIDLE... I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT AB FUCKING TO THIS SONG BUT YOURE SO FUCKING RIGHT#OHHH MY GODDDDDDD#thanks 4 the brainrot#also wrote this listening to it. Oh God#dick grayson x reader
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CHAINSAW MAN AU FOR LOOKISM; JOHAN AS AKI !!! PLEASE CHECK OUT THE OG IDEA/POST BY HYUSOLK HERE <3 !!!!
#lookism#johan seong#SORRY IM SCREAMING BC IM SUPER PROUD OF HOW THIS CAME OUT!!!!!!!!#SHOUTOUT TO HYUSOLK FR FOR THE OG IDEA#ALSO THANKFUL FOR MYSELF FOR FEELIN LIKE LISTENING TO CSM OPENING AND BRAINROTTING CSM AU FOR LOOKISM#CAUSE ALL THAT LEAD TO THIS AND AAWHHHHHHH AWGGHHHG [EXPLODES]#ok im normal now. sorry. anyways i meant to redraw other panels as lookism charas mimicking csm style but got carried away-#with johan's and now im both exhausted and glad i put in so much effort#also sorry x3 im. still working on requests i just... had to get out the csm au brainrot..#hm.... wonder if i should make a tag for that in case i drop more art of this#yeah sure why not#lookism csm au#also dont mind the manga tones(?) i have on my johan i had to make do cause sketchbook doesnt have anything like that lol#oh god i just realized i wrote lol twice forgive me for being the guy that cant type a sentence without adding lol or lmao due to the fear-#of sounding unfriendly/too serious ;;;;;;;
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”i’m not sure you have the patience for the web” ”oh PISS OFF” god martin i love you i love you i love you
#what the HELL is going on rn#annabelle cane considering a kids tv show#christ#SHE WROTE A KIDS BOOK INSTEAD#2/2 boyfriends have now been gagged on tape#MONSTER ANNABELLE#dont like martin being in this position actually#my ass is LISTENING close#i have had two glasses of wine i am on the subway i am TERRIFIED FOR MY LIFE#’are you okay?’ ’mmmmnnnhhmmmn’#OUP!#thats a ’fuck’!#jon you clever little man but GOD i hate this#’we’re talking about alternate dimensions right now?? really???’ yeah. same girl#’the one most likely to bring about their manifestation’#WH#can we STOP using jon as a tool for the fucking apocalypse#’jon would lose much of himself the parts of himself that are the eye he would keep the parts he believes are himself’#just as he’s coming to terms with the fact that MAYBE just maybe the parts of him that are the eye might just also be HIM#just as he’s found someone who loves him regardless#it would tear him apart.#NOT THE FUCKING SOURCE OF IGNITION COMING BACK#NOT#THE FUCKING LIGJYWE#NOT THE LIGJTWE#AND JON BEING A SMOKER#IM EATING GLASS#oh ym god#tje tapes was the lightwr was tje source#fizz listens to tma
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RATING: G RELATIONSHIP: Female Pokedex Holder Blue | Green & Silver (Pokemon) SUMMARY: green feels that she has a lot to apologize for. silver, on the other hand, doesn't know how to explain to his sister that he doesn't blame her for anything. EXTENDED SUMMARY:
“I’m proud of you. I don’t know what all happened on your journey,” she starts, looking back at the direction they’re taking, “and I wish you would’ve contacted me before you started working with Lance, but you made it out in one piece and better than I could’ve ever hoped for. I’m just sorry I wasn’t able to be there more for you.”
Silver stares at the back of her head, walking on autopilot.
He wants to tell her that she’s done enough, that he’s sorry for never reaching out until they ran into each other by pure chance. That he’s thankful for her and keeping him together in one piece when they were no more than children and that he wants to get stronger to protect her and keep her from ever having to go through something like losing her family again.
Instead, what he says instead is, “Why did you leave me that night?”
#pokemon adventures#pokemon special#pokespe#trainer green#rival silver#THEY ARE SIBLINGS YOUR HONOR I LOVE THEM SO BADLY OH MY GOD#also yeah. i listened to christmas kids on loop half the time i wrote this. rest of the time it was the playlist#(mostly sisters + i know the end though) anyway i love doing character studies#i wanted to do more on their like. trauma etc etc and like healing from it but got this instead. the edit i made is closer to trauma stuff.#which honestly kinda works. but like. yeah idk idk if u like pokespe.... and green & silver siblings..... you should read the fic.......#it's also the first one-shot i've completed in like two years...... so...........#definitely also meant to post this like two days ago but its fine its fine im queue'ing it now to post at noon#anyway thinking too hard abt this song & how it fits with the masked children. specifically green and silver.#my writing#also im rereading yellow and im just kinda like. giggling a bit. green doesnt like the elite four so silver working with lance is always#kinda funny to me. green voice “yeah i think theyre the ones who kidnapped me” silver working with lance who only uses dragons “x to doubt”#also. giggles excitedly i love writing in second person and the flashbacks are in second person. i will not apologize. its FUN
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hello! i've lost my mind
#spiritually i am stu pickles making pudding#link goes to a sherlock holmes fanfiction what i wrote#granada holmes rewatch has entered the queue of Things To Do While Working (sewing)#have also been listening to the jeremy brett sherlock holmes podcast and oh my god#o hmy god oh m ygod oh my god#teenage fresco i have great news. also get in the time machine we have a lot of shit to fix
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feeling myself Actually move on is insane..... what do you Mean i don't want to cry every time i see her????
#just saw a picture of her at a poetry thing when ***I*** was the one who introduced her to poetry#and my only response was to laugh because she will NEVER get away from the sound of the person that loved her#also i just Know the poetry she wrote was bad. i Know she thought about me the whole time.#are these tags a sign i'm not as over it as i thought??? perhaps. or is it just a sign that i'm in the angry haha fuck you stage???#going to go on a drive and listen to the cunty country taylor songs about this kind of shit. i BET you think about ME!!!#when you're out!!! at your ''cool'' milquetoast anarchism EVERY WEEK!!!!#quite literally when you say oh my god he's insane he wrote [too many things to name] about me <3#at the end of the day at least **I** have good hair and an actual sense of fashion and friends who don't hate me <3#also this is about No One who follows me. if anyone remembers my intense heartbreak posting from earlier this year it's Her.#i'm in my now that we don't talk era <3 my mom DOES say that it's for the best <3 hashtag know it's for the better
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i can’t believe for a brief amount of time when i didn’t like requiems holy shit they’re so good??? i mean some movements can be boring but like if you listen to dies irae from mozart and don’t somewhat explode i do not understand you, also verdi’s dies irae it’s really the fucking song ever
#ezra enjoys music#sadly i’ve never sung verdi but it’s certainly not improbable for the future#we didn’t do all of mozart either i mean we did kinda just do the exciting ones but like yeah#and then when it isn’t the intense ones or the mildly dull ones it’s the emotion ones which are also very good!!!#i might be mixing up my requiem and mass for peace admittedly#but i don’t care because karl jenkins wrote the armed man mass for peace and i changed as a person#oh my god but as a minor rant why in the most popular mozart’s requiem version do they pronounce perpetua perpitua#it sounds so awkward and out of place!!! or maybe we did it wrong#anyway! the point i was making was music good i fucking love music oh my god#for anyone who doesn’t really know me well i feel i should clarify i’m not religious or anything this music just sounds very good#i need to listen to stainer’s crucifixion at some point actually parts of it are wild#there’s a song from the perspective of jesus dying on the cross n he’s like having a breakdown#i mean then it does just repeat oh come unto me over and over which is less exciting but whatever#christianity#<- just in case??? like it’s not but yknow not everyone just listens to this music for the silly#ok i’ll stop rambling now tumblr is glitching the tags at me slightly again#ezra likes music
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do you ever look at a character you've created and think
oh. the world is going to twist you in terrible ways. they're going to do the thing to you that you very vocally hate.
like i am already tired of reminding a non existent audience of central fact about this man.
#im thinking about this for two reasons#that rwrb post about alex being bisexual#which reminds me of repeated fucking reminders that august (One Last Stop) was also bisexual but no one wanted to remember that#like damn if casey mcquiston makes apoint that a character is bisexual fuckin listen to her alright#and also i wrote a line about this literally today#where. some shit happens and the solution is trying to get people to focus on literally anything else#and the mc makes a joke that 'the gay thing is more salacious' and his boyfriend's immediate response is 'im bisexual '#'not to middle america you arent'#and for me its you know. the point. and then i think about actually releasing thay character into the world#and im like. oh my god they're gonna do this to him.#and now im just. sad for him. this fictional man i created would hate this for himself.#ks gets personal
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pissed off at my friend again why do you gotta be such a bitch about what music I like
#when we first became friends she almost exclusively listened to english indie rock. which sure yeah ok#then she starts listening only to old latvian music and starts judging me for mostly listeninf to english music ?#acts like i have never heard a song in latvian in my life despite being a singer for 12 years. singing mostly in latvian#ok whatever. i like a lot of latvian music too but whatever say what you want#start listening to more latvian music find a bunch of artists i really like. tell her about them#she acts like all of those bands are shit and im still uncultured because i dont listen to. fucking choir and folk music#like yes its beautiful but it is not my cup of tea listen to what you want#today i send in the chat that theres a sale on sudden lights tickets because i know a different friends sister likes them a lot#of course she texts immediately 'i dont like them' girl i wrote 'those who need this' for a reason. i know u dont like them. i dont care#and then she has the audacity to call me stupid for not wantinf to watch a choir concert for 4 hours ? girl i do not like choir music#i didnt give you shit because you dont like sudden lights why do you shit on me for not liking choir music#its pretty but i am busy and also dont care that much ???#stop being so pretentious oh my fucking god. i get it your choir girly but shut UP#rant#personal
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ffxv makes me so emotional oh my god 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxv. ]#i love love love final fantasy so much like. video games in general i cld rlly ramble abt each of my interests for hours like i'm#v much ffxv mood rn. god esp that one story two years back i've mentioned it so much here atp but IT REALLY IS SO PERSONAL N#CRINGE???? IDK IT MAKES ME EMBARRASSED A BIT but like embarrassed /pos like. it's me. younger me. n i'm still v fond of it.#..still makes me shy though but even more i finished writing that uh oneshot back then w noctis#childhood friends to lovers uhuh secretly in love but both think it's unrequited uhuh#why has that always been among my fav tropes.. I DON'T EVEN RLLY HAVE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS? there's nothing irl that inspired it at all.#but then ^ that's also w my uhhhh original characters n then my wol too in ffxiv honestly n#even with other characters.. a v similar sentiment w claude n like lancelot or lucifer. ffxv / fe3h / gbf were my top 3 back in 2020#botw hades octopath acnh & other ff were games that i rlly rmb then too. but ever since ffxiv i haven't been able to play much other vgs 😭#the witcher 3. nier automata demo. code vein demo. genshin. hzd. rdr2. ac odyssey n lots more but god i've barely finished any#OH I NEARLY FORGOT.. I'M SO SORRY must be bcs i was listening to it earlier so i thought i already wrote it but kh3 yes#AAAA WAIT I'M RAMBLING AGAIN I WAS GNA WORK ON SOME STUFF BEFORE I SLEEP 🥹 sleep by 3 for more hours or by 4 so i can uh#get some stuff done before tmrrw? i will. do my best this week as quickly as i can so i can.. rest? my mind rlly needs a rest i think ><#yk what i can always write n do more the next day yeah i'll sleep no later than 3:30#i think i'm going back more to my old self again but i'll do my best to not isolate or distance myself too much i don't want to destroy#things even more like. in that. dream n. in the past when. i thought i was over it but i think those wounds r reopening#but i'm stronger than them n. fuck. it's the same as before n that's why i'm crying that's why i'm so afraid that's why it hurts so much#but i've written too much here. it hurts so much but even if it feels too similar to.. back then it's. not the same it's not the same#i've improved i've gone this far i've made friends i've made so much memories. but i'm so afraid that i'll fuck up again n#i think i'm like this bcs. oh ffs my dream told me basically that i really do think i already fucked up. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry#the past.. present. the future. too fast too much n it's just like before n that's. why i'm helpless to it. i can do better but this#i forgave them but maybe i haven't forgiven myself. entirely at least. so. the familiarity of this rn is keeping me frozen in place?#n then other stuff r so overwhelming too n fuck i don't want to think about this anymore i'll be fine i'm fine i can do this on my own#..no. i can't do that again. fuck i'm crying so much why does this feel the same as two years back#i'm sorry please don't forget me please don't leave me please tell me i didn't fuck up please don't tell me i did it again#i'm sorry i was doing better i was healing but i'm back to this again i know better but i can't do any more rn n i'm sorry i'm so sorry#fuck it i'll wipe away these tears. it feels so empty inside but i'll feel better somehow by the morrow. i don't want to be a burden nymore#i know it's bad n i don't want all my progress to be for naught but.. no i can't fuck this up again but i feel i alrdy have. i'm sorry. gn
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hippie is punk.... by wavves is... is *coughs* caldre.... *hack*
#hyperfixation posting but hear me out fr#just. after the poem scene.#bro just think about it#i can elaborate#but just think about it for a second#(i originally wrote 200 words in the tags about this.)#but self control is more important than ranting#a lot of songs on afraid of heights are caldre songs#but this one man. but this one#but like also dog#Cop is also a Caldre song. like aggressively so#demon to lean on? caldre#that's on me is a caldre song#sail to the sun is a caldre song#it is all caldre the whole time#oh my god my brain's exploding in like fractals#listen if you like zero day listen to afraid of heights ok#it is probably also a good first wavves album to hear
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sometimes i wna share pics of me but also i never really will do so properly but hey if u wna see me let's meet at cons <3
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#BUT ALSO STILL I AM SO BUSY ..... oh my god#idk if i can go to conquest this year bcs it's. SMACK on the three days i CANNOT go. at all.#i could probably go when i'm done with what it is i need to do on that last day but who knows... :((#REALLY SAD ABT THAT ACTUALLY BCS I WANTED TO GO THIS YEAR VERY BADLY !!!!!#so. maybe. i will find a way. we find ways hahahah.#i give up on the 1975 concert bcs i am still a minor and i'd need one of my parents with me which would be awkward#and it's in the middle of a weekday and i have school so it fucking sucks but i will still hope somehow for a miracle?#i really want to go still because god listening to 'love it if we made it' live version on social media#was what made me want to go to a concert and it's because it's just so fucking good.#and it's. hey. yk. 'at their very best'. i really want to go but i doubt it would be really possible me for#i just hope i can go to one in the next years. hopefully next year if they have another world tour and include my country.....#or the next two years or next three or four but god i just want to really see them while i'm relatively young still so. yeah. but older#than i am right now LMFAO <//3 okay time to go back to doing school work :')#uhm going back to what i wrote for this post outside of the tags though! i love me with my short hair sooo much#and i have a lot of cool pics i think and also i'm idk i think i am very pretty lol <3 self-love!
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ough came up with something stupid self indulgent that I'm absolutely going to write haha can't wait for this to also become accidentally super relevant to this story plot and theme wise
#wrote a quick random line yesterday and am now obsessed with the idea of a demon praying#and also the concept of like god's grand plan and not understanding your place in it#AND ALSO getting that queer kid religious trauma of why did you make me this way#plus this is a better way of introducing a character than my initial plan#bcs he thinks no one is listening but nah someone is#def channeling a lot of good omens vibes in this part ngl#bcs Im kind of fucking obsessed with go's take on christianity and god#anyway IGNORE ME gonna go feral in a work document later#thab#this did actually stem from me getting god help the outcasts stuck in my head#and the line 'I know Im just an outcast / I shouldnt speak to you / still I see your face and wonder / were you once an outcast too?'#hitting me like a ton of bricks#oh Eugene you poor bastard#Im getting the baseball bat
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if I wasn't so busy with irl stuff lately I would be cooking SO hard
#anyway stay tuned for my next fic titled take me home i dont wanna be alone tonight (slash JOKE)#fuck i wanna write again so bad#unfortunately i put all my ideas into the first fic and now idk how genuine I'll be if i write a second fic#granted the first fic i wrote was bc i got way too obsessed with mariana hsving that maid dress skin on for weeks#screw it im gonna listen to cross my heart on repeat snd explode#also actually one of my main motivators for the first fic was a mariana trench joke that never made the cut#oh my god wait i know how to link it ☠️☠️#someone on red team: hey slime where are you we need to do x and x and x#slimecicle: sorry guys cant join you im deep in the mariana trench atm#aight. gonna go fall asleep goodby
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no but the way "brother" by gerard way not only lyrically fits so perfectly with klaus' season 1 headspace, but shares the same bittersweet tonality of the world of tua season 1 makes me fucking sob okay. listen. LISTEN. if you ever ever want to understand the vibes i try to conjure when i write klaus, just listen to "baby you're a haunted house" and "brother" by gerard way because the tone is just. so spot on.
#on other words: 'brother' came on shuffle while i was driving home and it made me cry lmfao#i know gerard wrote it about his own brother but like. it is also about klaus and diego#it kills me every time oh my god#i'm sorry for posting so much ooc i'm just in my feels about this. please someone go listen and tell me i'm not crazy#this song means so much to me :(#*【 ☂ ┊ ❛ Just need to sober up ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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REMEMBER that one cutscene in shadowbringers w. ykyk those two blondes 🥹
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#impulsively watching an ffxiv cutscene rn before i work on some stuff & immediately i feel rather better i love this game so much :<#THE WARRIORS OF LIGHT OF THE FIRST :c GODDAMN HEROES IN FFXIV I LOVE THE WAY THEY DO IT SO MUCH AND HOW IT HURTS#also lamitt & ardbert i hate that so much ffxiv you're so mean. & then w ardbert.... sacrifice.... n then the end of shb fuck.#hope.#why does ffxiv make me cry so easily i'm#I GOT AN AD WHEN TOMORROW AND TOMORROW REPRISE STARTED PLAYING IN THE OST SMH#last year i cried so much when i first went through the cutscene bcs. her words n her struggles were#i'm crying i missed playing ffxiv ahh i remember the words i wrote to myself the first i played through this. i remember crying too#burdens. ryne w her regrets n. the help of others.... so many times close to giving up but she made it w them#'yet here you stand resolved. now....tell me your hearts desire' :< this cutscene is so precious to me#yk i cried too the first i listened this ost. alphinaud. eulmore. his character development is smth i admire so much!!!! i'm so proud!!!!#ffxiv w shb means so much to me :< stuff w shadows and light and remembrance and hfkajfklsdf all the themes !#'we stand now at the crossroads. a decision must be made' reminds me of that one line in to the edge#oh my god i aspire to be like. minfilia. the wol too :< 'tis only natural to be afraid. to hesitate'#SHES GONE THROUGH HER OWN SUFFERING TOO N YET. look here w her soft smile n comforting words she's so beautiful#i'm so proud of ryne she's grown to be her own person n have her own purpose n love herself n#smh yk what i wish i had a partner like gaia too smh where's my rinoa 😭#'i cant help but believe' ryne you're making me cry i love the way she delivered that line#'but i want to do more' & 'make a difference' & 'i want to help them like they helped me and even maybe inspire others to do the same'#oh she's just like me fr. but she shines so brightly like the sun she's so loved i cldn't compare at all but.... SOB WAIT#only way forward & 'since all of our heroes are gone we'll just have to make heroes of ourselves'. what a wonderful dream. hope....#i can't do this i'm crying wait 'if ever you should falter remember this: no one however powerful is immune to the whisperings of doubt and#despair. do not give in to them but do not deny them either. look instead to the light within that you may continue to serve#as a beacon to others' :< minfilia fuck you 'but not even the most valiant heroes can stand alone' ARDBERT fuck you#'only together may you change the fate of two worlds' sigh n then the ending of shb!!!! & after this cutscene w thancred n urianger 🥺#i feel a bit better again :< i can always allow myself to be vulnerable when it comes to fiction. i shld indulge myself more in this#to.. distract myself. live vicariously through fiction. sigh. no this'll just be my coping mechanism so i can perform well enough irl#& then i'll let myself free when it comes to my passions like this yeah i'll cope i'll distract myself on my own c: stop thinkinghfkldk </3
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