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Holy shit, y'all
The Munsons are Catholic.
#Stranger Things#Eddie Munson#Wayne Munson#this is more religious iconography than we've seen in anybody else's home!#in the entire show!#holy shit Wayne Munson is ACTIVELY RELIGIOUS#wow I need more of THIS in fic right this goddamn second#that is an actual cloth calendar that is not a free thing you pick up at church#that is not a thing you hang up in your home by accident#(also I'm not saying guardian angels and praying hands CAN'T be some denomination of protestant)#(but that is some Catholic-ass iconography right there)
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People complaining about Tsukasa5 already are pissing me off, because like, it's so unbelievably obvious what this event is trying to do and the fact that people are so hung up on "urgh dur tsukasa strong why can't he do a wall climb".
Like, first of all, a lot of Tsukasa's strength has been used as comedy before and also it's never been said that Tsukasa could specifically do a wall climb before so people calling this a retcon or a stretch is really dumb to me.
Sure we can make jokes about it, but this is not like a serious writing problem or anything.
Also are we just gonna ignore the fact this event is literally just a reference to his 3rd event in a silly trenchcoat. Or the fact that this is obviously meant to be WxS's downtime and training arc to prepare them to face the loose plotpoints in the future?
His inner dialogue when chasing the ninja is very clearly a reference to the whole Pheonix thing, how he can't reach it no matter how hard he tries.
The wall climb is like an extremely fucking on the nose metaphor to him climbing over his issues as an actor.
THERE IS ALSO THE WHOLE THING THAT HINTS THAT TSUKASA CAN ONLY OVERCOME HIS PROBLEMS IF HE HAS HELP FROM OTHERS (AKA tsukasa would've literally BEEN INJURED, if it wasn't for the fact the troupe's leader was there).
In fact this literally followed an event aka Tsukasa 4 where he FAILED to do his role correctly.
It's almost like this event is meant to be a transition point between Tsukasa 4 and 6, where Tsukasa builds up the knwoledge on how to face his problems.
But no this is just mid event because it's very silly and "wow plot is stupid why can't tsukasa wall climb".
WxS fans are slowly just turning into VBS fans in terms of how whiney they're being i swear
#project sekai#pjsk#tsukasa tenma#tsukasa pjsk#prsk#wxs#wonderlandxshowtime#i'm sorry colorpalet decided to give wxs downtime after an entire arc of literal pain#maybe they should just rush the entire plot and make them face their final conflict immediatly#yk why not just have asahi pop up right now why don't you#sorry i'm gonna be salty about this#there was like one good twitter thread about this event and the entire training arc right now and i'm just#i'm holding that thread like my last sliver of hope for humanity's reading comprehension of wxs events#like if you find these event boring that's your personnal taste but to like#actively dismiss things as bad writing despite the intent being clearly obvious it's like#again vbs fans literally were whining and crying about how vbs were defeating rad weekend “already”#and then turns out when they fucking read the event it was actually the correct narrative decision#like wow look what happens when you wait#i'm also talking about myself because i was terrified of wxs getting a rushed arc ender#if you feel insulted by this post i'm NOT sorry /j#but no seriously it's fine if you don't like it i'm just annoyed that i already see a tide wave of people just not getting this event
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Scavenger Hunt Item #30
Well, it looks more like a well than a tower, but still, as indicated in scavenger hunt #30, I killed some time and tidied up my desk.. sorting out my gel and fountain pens..
(and realizing that I actually have about 12 different pens with different tones of purple ink and five with green ink...and also that there are only two regular blue pens💀)
#007 fest 2024#007 fest#scavenger hunt#station pacific#mi6 cafe#ignore the mess on my desk..#now i have a bloody big tower of pens that I scare to take apart 'cause damn..#everything might fall apart and I'll be collecting pens all over the place..💀#but also it looks cool..🤭#i even found two markers for writing on SD or DVD discs.. like wow.. i don't even have them..#I'm struggling with my Real Life stuff almost all this week.. i try to be more active in Fest next week..#also i think that sticky notes with kittens looks like something that Q can have in his office supplies.. maybe..just random headcannon :>
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I feel like I'm going insane. That episode read to me as a lot more tragic than other people are reading it. Yeah they were racist and rich and spoiled and awful but they were just kids. They were all just kids. Lindy was absolutely terrified throughout the whole thing and clinging desperately to what she knew, which was terrible. They could've had the chance to learn and become better but they chose to go die and it's infuriating and tragic because nobody deserves that. Nobody deserves to be eaten by slugs or die of exposure in the woods. Nobody deserves to suffer like that. But they chose it rather than let the Doctor help them because they'd rather stay in their rich white supremacist bubble and he just wants to help and there's nothing he can do.
Maybe it's because one of my core beliefs is that nobody deserves death and suffering. Nobody. Even the worst person on earth can learn from their mistakes and come back and change and everyone deserves that chance. There's no such thing as too late. But they're never going to get that chance because they actively rejected it and to me that's still very, very sad.
#dead men do tell tales#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dot and bubble#I am losing my mind. I am actually losing my mind#maybe it's because my brain is always telling me that I'm the worst person alive#instead of just saying that no I'm not my response is to say yeah okay and even the worst person alive doesn't deserve to die and can chang#what matters is that I'm taking the next step. and anyone can choose at any point to take the next step#and they actively rejected doing that and it's sad and infuriating#because nobody deserves to die#but they get what they chose#there's also the fact that I was raised by racist trump supporters and had to unlearn a lot of shit#which I was only able to do because I got out of my small town cult bubble and I was actually willing to listen to people#the problem comes when you see assholes and go wow look at those horrible unsympathetic assholes I could never be like them#by treating them as solely monstrous and something completely different from you you ignore your own ability to be monstrous#because you're not like them you're better#even the worst person is still a person and not some cartoon villain#and thinks that their actions are justified#and I'm always looking at people being assholes and going what makes you think this behavior is okay. you clearly think you're in the right#seriously what makes you think this. I want to know your exact thought process so I can stay far the hell away from it#I've been the asshole thinking I was completely in the right and I've seen people be absolutely horrible and justify it to themselves#so I'm always aware that this could be me. I could be being a total fucking dick. so I'm going to study you so I can avoid that#also the next person who says it was because they didn't learn empathy/were unempathetic gets slapped
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I drew this explanation post for why I was completely inactive for a week, but then felt too anxious and drained to post it, and subsequently disappeared for a second week
Two main blog drawings and one side blog wip later, I remembered I made this and still think it's funny, so even though I stopped being dead (TM) I still wanted to share lol
Brief series of events at work
^^^old, but I'm still taking it easy so posts on both this blog and my alt will continue to be scattered for now
#so for those of you that don't know; i have moderate combined scoliosis#my entire back is always at least a little strained so i have to really watch my physical activity#but i live in Tennessee where we have the lowest federally allowed minimum wage#so in order to pay for college i have to work in a package distribution company because it's the only place that pays well/has a scholarshi#I'm in the small package dept thankfully (bc spine)#but for the last three months one specific manager kept sending me out to a different area with the heaviest packages in the building#when i first disappeared it was because i was having trouble walking and using stairs lmao#I complained to that manager and it seems I'll be in smalls again for the foreseeable future; so I've had time to recover and am better :D#every day i didn't post after that was due to anxiety and a low social battery BUT I'm getting slightly better on that front too#i have been *very* aware of my spine lately though#the last time I got an xray was ten years ago and i wonder if it's changed since then... not that i can afford a new xray lol#also can i just take a space to complain about the US not using the metric system#so many packages have kilograms ONLY and i have NO frame of reference for that since we don't use kilograms anywhere else#''ooh wow 70 is a big number but surely it can't be that baD- HOLY SHIT THAT'S 154 POUNDS'' <- me all the time#at this point I myself will just switch to metric and make life harder for both myself and life around me out of principle
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Heads Up Seven Up
Tagged by @faytelumos um.*looks at smudged notes* a while ago. Find his post over here. Gently tagging uhhh @space-writes, @macabremoons and @scribbling-stardust, pulling from Beast book 2, Witch's Book:
It’s later in the night – when they’ve brought out the cake and sang ‘Happy Birthday’, and Zephyr has blown out all six candles (one of them larger-sized) – that Madge wanders out of the kitchen where mama and baba are divvying up the cake to track down Zephyr and Kas, who’ve somehow vanished in that short amount of time. The backyard feels quieter than before: peaceful, now, as if all the world is fast asleep. Madge inhales, again, the same way she did earlier with the cake, breathing in the scent of spring – stretching her arms out to the side, her fingertips straining, her head tipping back to look up at the sky. The longer she looks, the more stars seem to appear, spreading out and multiplying, thousands of tiny glittering diamonds spilling across the black. The breath she takes in morphs into a yawn. Murmuring, from up on the roof. She spins towards the ladder leaning against the side of the house, and ah – they must be up there, then.
taglist (lmk if you want to be +/-): @deer-in-headlights-stare, @allianaavelinjackson, @arctic-oceans, @space-writes, @reneesbooks
#writeblr#writeblr community#my posts#tag game#ser writes stuff#beast#wip: beast#char: rhyme#char: zephyr#char: kas#anyway guess who's alive???#wow I vanished off the surface of tumblr for so long when I checked my notifs about a month of missed tag games had alr disappeared ahahaha#okay yeah I have no excuse I was just off hyperfixating on genshin and also running away from my responsibilities#but I have been writing!!!... a little but at least it's consistent#anyway I've genuinely forgotten how my tagging system works and I don't even know who's active anymore#but I'm gonna try my best to go through the backlog of tag games and asks before they disappear#so hopefully I'll be back to active in the next few weeks or so#anyway that's all i think??? surprisingly little to address but oh well#peace out ig
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Hello Pokémon SWSH fandom
disappears from the fandom's eyes for another undisclosed amount of time
#Pokemon#Pokemon SWSH#Pokemon Sword and Shield#Leon Pokemon#Pokemon Leon#Digital Art#My Art#Pechadoodles#I've missed drawing him (no I did not‚ he is still a pain to figure out how to draw)#I come back to the swsh tag to throw in my silly lil sketch and then I run out immediately#(maybe I'll throw in some more here and there who knows)#I never really leave a fandom- if I'm not being 'active' just assume I'm in my lurking phase-#also WOW my art progress from my last Leon drawing vs this latest one is VERY apparent#I've improved so much- I'm proud of myself-#anyways yeah haha don't mind me if I just randomly post swsh content every now and then- it's my comfort game okay-
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wuthering waves generals are my roman empire 😓😞........... save me.............. jiyan and geshu lin save me.............................
close enough welcome back xiao and jing yuan /j also wuwa is so addicting 😐🙏 kuro games releasing another banger
#mhie rambles#IS THIS MY ACTIVE ERA#because I'm livetweeting like never before and wow it's so nice to be back after literally being dead for ages#anyways scar's onigiri manko jumpscred me so bad i giggled when kg removed it LOL#ALSO ALL THE CHARACTERS R SO COOL AAAAHHHH#i especially loved rover because DAMN kuro knew how to make a protag#[📔] log book.
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Kinda fucked up how all the people I know are like "Yeah I know what I want in my life. I want to work in X field and I want/don't want a long-term partner who I'm going to marry, I want kids and-"
and I'm there just like 🧍
#like wow ok#i have no idea what i want man I'm just doing what's required of me#or more like i think i know some of the things i want but I'm actively beating them up every day and instead choosing#what i consider to be my duty#like yeah I really want to work in design and you know the dream is character design and concept art but that's unrealistic#and any design would do. but that's selfish so like lol no. psychology it is. social work if i fail at that. it's an acceptable#compromise. it's not what I want but it is what i am ok with subjecting myself to.#whenever it looks like I might fail a class at university i get really anxious but also really excited#because on one hand I'm failing to take care of my duties and responsibilities. on the other if they kicked me out nobody could#say i didn't try. i could just say that I'm too stupid. i could say that i don't have what it takes. id be a failure but not out of my#volition. they could tell me that im stupid or inferior but they couldn't label me selfish.#and then id just fuck off to work as a florist or maybe id just work in a smokes shop or anything low stakes like that#while I'd be looking for a job in design. hell i don't even need a job in that field; id love to just work a simple job where after clocking#out i could just go home and partake in my hobbies. like i wouldn't even need to have it as my field of work id be perfectly#content with posting character designs online and sometimes getting a small buck by selling pins and dolls and etc#that's definitely what i want in life. but that's fucked up and selfish and would make me a failure and then i would never#be able to even dream of earning humanity. so. doing my duty it is
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I'm not gonna screenshot it bc 1/it really doesn't matter that much and 2/the person who made the comment is a kid but: a while ago I made a comic that's supposed to be a genuine study and reinterpretation of someone else's sprite comic (made in the spirit of authenticity too - to recreate the vibes of the sprite comics from that era, iirc very specifically because it's funny) and I got a comment on that comic's post that's like "glow up"
which is a compliment obvs. and the commenter probably didn't mean anything by it, it's a common expression. but I've been trying to find a way to gracefully put that comment away ever since it appeared lol
I just very much don't want my art to be taken as trying to one-up someone else's art when that's not the piece's intention. especially when the piece that inspired my art is perceived as "low effort" or "shitpost" or stuff like that. I did mention in the tags of that post that my considering it a study is entirely genuine, and I can legitimately write pages about the cool stuff I find in it other than and inherent in the haha funneys, but that's not for you guys that's for me. I just think that approaching art competition-first like that is a miserable way to do it, and (tipping into overthinking here if the whole tiny-comment-got-stuck-in-my-brain-for-almost-a-month part hasn't given that away yet lol) I really don't want that to be the takeaway from my own art. at least generally. if I actually think the source material is trash and what I'm doing is genuinely categorically better I'd just come out and say it lmao
#bakuspeech#yeah it's the darkhog sprite comic#honestly I don't love comments that put my art and other artists' art in a hierarchy in general. wherever my art lands on that scale#especially when it comes to character writing and trans 'representation'#which like. idk man I'm writing One character. he's NOT gonna be The Trans Experience. he's gonna be one character.#but yeah I'd guess I'm writing it all out in a post bc it's not really a race that anyone opts in#I don't actively participate but by virtue of how my art is perceived I just end up on the scale anyway#so uh. I'm suggesting that we do not bring the scale into my house at all lmao#there's also the like. Don't Yuck My Yum guideline of looking at art that's like#I like the things I'm aping! most of the times! if I don't say it's shit and I'm drawing stuff from it usually that means I like it lol#and then you kinda come in like wow what you're doing here is better than the thing you like. and it's not like yknow.#really anything. it's extremely trivial comparatively. but you are in fact yucking my yum there#tldr please try not to think abt art u like vs art u don't as ''better'' or ''worse'' and#have grace for the things that don't please u personally. anyways I'm omw to finishing the frog now. just need to fell all the seams down#and put that boy in da spinner for a ride. and then it can live in a gift bag until the day#I really enjoy holding it actually... maybe after this one I'll make something else. tbh slick stretchy fabrics are superior to fuzzy fabri#doesn't pill And cooler to touch. stuffed toys for the subtropical population#I'll get a combilation of pics once the thing's at its new home. but for now. we must finish the job
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hey have u guys read the fic bandit queens of the mont satiné shopping mall. (shaking through tears) i think u should. join me in my insanity <3
#butterfly soup#ppkm#pretend this is framed and colored really well it did not turn out exactly as i envisioned. also technically#i wanted to start the line earlier but . i didn't leave enough room on the paper! oops! so#you'll just have to read the fic! to find out what it was <3#I've read it so many times because uh. it makes me so insane (positive). this scene and . so many others#written in such a way that highlights what i love about the ppkm dynamic so much. i'm illiterate i can't describe it perfect but#I'd. i wanted to do more of the scene where they were actually on the carousel but i thought about drawing horse and was like. nope.#but it is so good. the. ouhhhhhhhh. ohhhhhhhhhhhh.#funny story i am terrible at reading (adhd) and when i get excited I skip lines on accident#and the first time around I missed the line where they get off the carousel so I imagined them having this intense conversation while#still on the carousel spinning around. made myself so dizzy. sob emoji#anyways this??? the confession???? illegal activity??!! queer activity????!!! gamestop?????!!!???? *explodes*#i duno what else to say I'm exploding . maybe i'll draw more who knows who knows . peepeeketchup man . chomping at the bars of my enclosure#wow not purple! (they drew the whole thing in purple originally and then decided it was not *the vibe* so he added 400 multiply layers)#roi draws
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Ohhhh waitwait, one last thing before I clock out of my shift at the post factory.
I posted a bunch of doodles on my IG today and received a msg request about commissions shortly after, but I deleted it. I do really wanna open commissions (cuz fun) again, but this person wasn't following me or (seemingly) any other artists, so I got #scared.
Though I honestly don't think there'd be any point to opening commissions at all anyways cause not a lot of people interact w/ my art. Which I'm actually a lot more OK with now (than I was at like, age 15, for example) and it's honestly pretty fair since I barely post anything finished anyways and am not big on fanart atp LOL.
Also I changed my username on IG cause I wasn't vibing w/ my old one anymore. It's "mewrrp" now, as I am nothing but a kitty noise machine. I don't post often at all tho u.u .....
#diary#with fanart it's like. Wow I love these characters so much. Wish I could come up with a situation to put them in. Alas.#also my numar one supporter on IG is my sister LOL#numbarrr**!!!#I get like 15 likes MAX on each post but truly who GAF. I don't think I could do art for a living for this exact reason LOL#I'm no good at like... social media in general or just being active in my art accs; I guess#I don't think my art's all that bad. I just suck at being a person ☝️ but it continues. Heart!
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I think I have maybe decided to tell someone I no longer want to be friends with them, but I'm wondering if I should give it a few more days before I commit to it
#anthill#pretty much everyone except the one mutual friend I have with this person has said I should#the one friend said that what she did was shitty and could I understand if I did#but also thinks that it is something that we could maybe work from#I'm not really asking for advice I'm just processing my feelings out loud#I kind of had a revelation about boundaries today#and I've been really blaming myself for not being firm on mine and letting this person cross an emotional boundary#but that doesn't exist in a vacuum#I can say no to things and often do#its when substances or I guess in this case horniness is involved that creates problems#if she were completely platonically cuddling I would have said no to anything further#but with reasonably doubt adjusting positions turned into active grinding#and when she asked if she could touch me further I said but that will turn me on so idk#it wasn't an enthusiastic consent#which she only got after continously grinding on me#and like the situation that my ptsd is like hey this is just like this other time#involved someone asking to make out 3 times which I said no to consecutively until they got me crossfaded#its not a not setting boundaries problem so mu h as not recognizing patterns of behavior that people employ#until they can dubiously get my consent#and needing to learn those patterns#also saying 'be firm on your boundaries' is about as helpful as saying 'don't be anxious'#like wow! I've never thought of that before! youre a vissionary thank you!#like I don't blame myself enough.
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no one in this picture can read
#my art#flight rising#I'm not even that active on flight rising the idea just struck me#also wow I haven't posted non splatoon art in a hot minute whoops
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god i just really really adore the absolute top tier tangled webs of confusion and drama and queercoding that stay with me (2023) weaves. i eat that shit up!!! what's better than the unhinged wonderful layers of the arc where only wu bi knows that his cousin mo yi's girlfriend ye wan is actually the girl who was su yu's almost-ex before she went abroad, and wu bi (who, as always, just wants su yu) is burning up with jealousy over ye wan showing up again and trying to get something started with su yu, and mo yi (the cousin) shows up to wu bi and su yu's shared home to tell wu bi he shouldn't choose this lifestyle (hm) of associating with poor people (su yu) while wu bi is telling su yu that HE shouldn't spend too much time with mo yi because mo yi is sort of insane in a dangerous snobby rich guy who'll have you killed kind of way (and wu bi is right about this one, at the very least). but then ye wan (the girlfriend) begins to use truly manipulative tactics to make su yu think that wu bi might be into her (why else would he be acting so jealous any time he sees su yu and ye wan together! why else would she know wu bi's cousin's (who, again, she is in actuality dating) name!), while wu bi of course still and forever only wants su yu and is crushing coca cola cans in his hand over it when he is not outright telling ye wan that su yu is his after accidentally getting su yu beat up by loyal yet totally confused straight bodyguards who assume that he hired them to spy on ye wan and su yu's date because he likes the girl, obviously, why else. and also very important to me is the deliciousness of mo yi (pretend you hear boooo any time you read that name) stalking around thinking he's cool and suave and can have anything he wants while su yu is trash, but meanwhile the two people who mo yi thinks are his (his girlfriend ye wan and his cousin-he-calls-brother wu bi) are very clearly just hanging out with him out of obligation while behind his back they BOTH actually want and are all over su yu. and su yu is just sort of there in the middle knowing almost none of this like. well yeah i did used to like this girl who is the prettiest & smartest & rich & every guy wants her & she only wants me. but i sort of think i'm a chinese censorship appropriate sort of gay now (for my best friend/roommate who is my stepbrother through technicality only and who is HER boyfriend's brother/cousin even though i don't know that). awkward.
#i'd forgotten how much this show makes me cackle. i'm literally just outright laughing at so much of it#and not because it's bad! it's actually really really good so much of the time#when su yu's dad goes 'wow! that's so many coincidences in a row! not even a drama series would dare to do that!'#i LIVE for that!!! amazing A+. they went SO ham on the number of coincidental meetings in the script that they can get away with it#*#stay with me#stay with me the series#also....... one has to admire the modern queercoding at work here. and it works HARD. i was fascinated the first time and i still am#calling this a bromance is like describing brokeback mountain as a movie about buddies on a camping trip#it's not entirely inaccurate. but you're missing the point in the absolute wildest of ways#i would even go so far as to say that you'd have to actively play dodgeball with the point
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do you ever think abt like. how it takes you twice as much work to arrive at half as much personhood and by the time you've managed to scrape yrself together that far the ppl you were trying to join in with have moved on
#that sounds really morose and i guess it is but i'm resigned to it really at this point#just like. doing SO much work recently to be such a pathetic skeleton of a conversationalist#and it's not like it hasn't also brought me joy but like. the reward for trying is what. that you get to keep trying??#and it doesn't even get easier exactly!#i mean i guess pieces of it do‚ and then sometimes that progress lets you hack away at the bits you couldn't even touch before#but it's like. who am i even doing it for. ''''me.'''' who is that and why do they deserve anything at all from me#tired and sad in a way that's just like. not even active anymore just ground into my pores like dirt.#still here. still halfheartedly intermittently trying.#but it IS hard to be like. wow i made SUCH huge efforts and where did they get me.#only about as far as 'being able to communicate my uselessness instead of being in a blackout hole abt it.'#which like. is simultaneously radical enormous progress and also. absolutely nothing at all.#anyway would love to not be like. swamped with huge miserable terrible feelings at the absolute slightest pretext#but. what can you do!#journaling#feelingsblogging
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