#also when i tell you this man could get away with anything.. ANY👏THING👏

[verysium]

i need to know what blue lock boys think about “male-female friendships” a.k.a do they think they can exist without one of two thinking “what if” situations (it can, i repeat, it can🗣️)

👏 give it up to anon for making me visualize the most stress-inducing scenario of the year. the first thing that comes to mind is that this would not sit well with a majority of the bllk boys.

however, the situation is particularly a no-go for the following:

the itoshi brothers would not approve. if you just look at their interactions, you can already tell. sae literally kicks rin for even thinking about replacing him when he goes to spain. they already have trust issues due to their dysfunctional sibling relationship, and to my knowledge, they don't have any female friends of their own. hence, i don't think they would understand that a male-female friendship is just a friendship and nothing more. regardless, this could go one of three ways. (1) they would probably give you the silent treatment and be secretly upset. would not spill anything unless you pry it out from them. (2) they would give your friend an absolute death glare. hyper-vigilant when it comes to any form of physical contact between you two. seething jealousy and possessiveness. and (3) for sae specifically, he would be petty about it. probably decides to leave you on read for the rest of the day. may or may not ghost you. and when you ask him to hang out, he's like....😒 don't you already have a friend?

reo also would not take this well. i mean....he had a whole mirror monologue and mental breakdown when nagi left him. i think he is highly insecure about people abandoning him since he doesn't really have anyone he is close to. would probably welcome your friend and hide his discomfort, but after a while, it becomes difficult for him to act like he's okay with your friendship. you would have to heavily reassure him that there was nothing beyond platonic going on between you two.

barou acts like he's alright with this situation, but your friend better have zero flaws because he's not going to tolerate anyone substandard. still, i feel like he would get jealous even if he doesn't show it directly. would probably make a fool out of your friend on purpose.

kaiser wouldn't think anything of it at first. after all, you're dating the great michael kaiser, why the hell would you need anyone else? but then, it starts getting to him. why is your attention on your friend and not him? is he not good enough for you? given his self-esteem issues, i don't think he would take this well. he would probably blame your friend first and then you. would be a dramatic baby about it, but it's secretly eating away at him from the inside out.

ness probably plots the entire murder of your friend and hides a body bag and shovel in his trunk. acts all sweet and sugary when you're present, but the moment you're not there, he's grabbing your friend by the collar and shaking the living daylights out of them. probably whispers "get the hell away from y/n" in the most menacing tone. your friend better leave because delusional ness does not come to play. his obsession is no joke.

shidou terrorizes your friend to the point they don't want to be friends with you anymore. this man just exudes a traumatizing aura. your scary dog privileges are revoked because he is now going rabid. i don't think he's going to have a problem with a male-female friendship, but you just might (as in you're not going to have much of a friendship anymore by the time he's done dismantling your friend's corpse.)

the only characters i can imagine this playing out healthily with is isagi, kurona, yukimiya, and maybe nagi.

isagi is usually highly understanding, and he has many friendships of his own. i think he would also encourage it if your friend happened to be one of his teammates or someone interested in football. but this does come with a caveat. if he senses something wrong with your friend, it's immediately game over. he's usually pretty open-minded except with the people he holds extreme dislike for. for example, isagi is willing to at least try to understand rin, but he clearly doesn't have that same willingness when it comes to kaiser. so...just don't befriend a jerk, and you're good.

kurona wouldn't mind because he's kurona. he trusts you, and he usually rationalizes his insecurities enough to keep them at bay. the only time he would have a problem is if you start neglecting him in favor of your friend. since he's pretty introverted, he probably wouldn't confront you about it, but he might feel a little bit slighted. just check up on him from time to time.

yukimiya is usually easy-going. i don't think a male-female relationship is going to be a huge problem for him, but they better treat you right. you mean the most to him, so he's going to support you through thick and thin. to be fair though, you probably won't even want to spend time with your friend because of how magnetically charming yukimiya is.

nagi doesn't mind because he just doesn't care. he's too lazy to deal with any resulting drama, and the only sense of personal attachment he has is with his bed.

[iid-smile]

#08 ୨ৎ ⸝⸝ @meidiary ⋆

i think im in luv with u... 😪 mei is a 10/10 guys!! certified cutie ☺️ idk who i was expecting you to pick, but inumaki 😆😆 one of my favs fr! and i was so excited to do 23 for some reason... you're the first one to request it 👏 all of them are headcanons 🙂‍↕️ (tumblr keeps not saving what i put down its stressing me out!!!)

#18 🍓 | protecting you

im sorry, but inumaki can be such a scaredy cat sometimes...

he'd be afraid, but still step up and get in between you and whatever is the threat

doesn't consider his own safety and wellbeing in the process either... he always puts others first, and a little bit of throat pain is much better than you getting hurt

100% mans up against insects because you hate them

gets intimated when he's up against a muscular 6ft guy, but has a eureka moment and uses his cursed speech. easy win

theres also other things he'd protect you from too, like pulling you away from hot oil and flames if you're cooking together. he's got spidey senses (according to him)

the cold is also something he'd protect you from. always makes sure you have a warm coat, scarf, gloves, and everything. i think inumaki really likes earmuffs too, because then he can whisper about how much he loves you and you wouldn't hear a thing

#20 🍦 | love language

physical touch + quality time

a mixture of both

the two of you could lay around for hours, and he'd just listen to you talk as you both cuddle. when you're both into a particular show or series, snuggling in bed when you're both supposed to be sleeping hits different

if you're on public transport or aimlessly walking around, he'll hold your hand, but it's more like he's holding it from behind rather than actual handholding.

silence with him is always comfortable, and you completely tune out from the rest of the world whenever you're with him

gift giving

he gifts you snacks a lot. even better if he specifically gets ones with pink packaging

not the best with fashion but he tries for you. he would buy you a turtleneck just like his but a different colour and patterned

not the best with fashion, but he tries. at first, he'd literally buy you any clothes that are pink, and gets so confused when it's not your style. he gets it eventually, don't worry

matching shoes are a must! not the exact same shoe as you, but the same colour

pranks

not really a love language but aha

he loves it too much when he scares you with bugs, especially ones that fly. craneflies are the worst, because they're relatively easy to pick up and hold compared to flies or other flying creatures

he'll grab it by the leg and chase you around with it. sometimes he'll cup his hands together and pretend he has one because he finds it funny

he doesn't do anything with spiders because you're both scared of them

he actually would love it when you prank him back. scaring him from behind by shaking his shoulders is the best way to get him

#23 🍦 | your romance trope / dynamic

friends to lovers / mutual friends

he wouldn't date anybody he doesn't know well

since you're friends with a lot of people, there's no way he hasn't heard about you, and you happened to meet by chance

maybe coincidentally crossing paths and your extroverted self just had to say hello.

as soon as you both realise you have a mutual friend, the friendship blossoms and grows quick

the way he cares for you is so clear to everyone else except for you, but when somebody points it out, you can tell

sunshine x enthusiastic but silent enabler

inumaki is already a silly guy, and he just gets sillier

the conversations you have are always energetic, engaging and exciting, even with the language barrier, so he's pulling out ingredients that nobody's ever heard him say before. essentially, you're the only two that actually can understand

his energy immediately springs up whenever he gets to hang out with you. he can go from 0 to 100 in a split second, and that needs to be studied

he really doesn't mind how much you talk, since he likes to listen

#24 🍦 | when they're jealous

it's hard to see his face when his mouth and eyebrows are both covered, so you're only depending on the eyes. or if he tells you himself

if he wants to get out of a situation to feel more at ease, he'll tug on your sleeve or fingers

"🤬"

that's literally all he sends you over text or shows you on notes, and when you look over at him, it's really obvious that he's upset. (to you, at least)

will have a whole debate with you on why, how and what he's jealous about. small or big, it doesn't matter

when he gets the most jealous is if you're paying too much attention to something else in general

like, if you're sitting a bit too far to each other and you're on your phone, he'd pull you closer so you'd be right by his side, silently asking for you to talk to him a bit

event masterlist

[maelstroem-of-love]

🔞Minors DNI🔞...I know you want to but I don't wanna have this on my conscience, ok?

Things k/s smut should explore more, because I think it would be fun:

(Brought to you by an asexual dude. Just fun information.)

Spock when he is NOT in pon farr or under the influence of alien horny poison, or de-evolved into his primal self or whatever. I wanna see Spock when he's fully in control of himself! He's done his research and he intends to make his t'h'yla feel good. Cue check-ups in his usual official manner: “do you feel that you are sufficiently stimulated?” “what is the message behind your vocalizations?” “on a scale of one to ten, rate your experience” etc.

Jim being, like, completely unashamed of himself. He's the sluttiest man on the Enterprise and it's the 23rd century, so that's saying something.

On the opposite side, Spock might be very self-conscious: because of his hybrid body having different traits than a normal male vulcan's and/or because he's been taught that pleasure is illogical. Could also add a note of vulcan homophobia to that if it aligns with the author's headcanons. I personally love the idea of Spock justifying sex to himself as being exclusively for Jim (because he's a human and he's allowed to want it) while Spock himself is...performing a service. For the sake of love. And Jim's like ohhh, sure, of course, I can tell you're deeefinitely not enjoying this, uh-uh *pretending that he can't hear Spock's tiny moans*

Also - can you tell this list is mostly about Spock? - more 👏 vulcan 👏 biology 👏. Not just the cock (and honestly no shame on people who prefer him with a plain ol' human weenor. It's fine). Is Spock warm or cold to the touch? Does he sweat? What does he smell like? Can Jim feel his heartbeat when he touches his sides? Are his teeth sharper than a human's? Does he have any special erogenous zones that humans don't? There's SO much room for creativity.

In TOS, I often notice that, although Jim loves his job, he feels burdened by responsibility and inability to show weakness. Sooo...maybe a bit later in the relationship he could have fun being Spock's sub, losing all of his control & being told what to do. Vulcan strength makes this extra good.

Getting into highly specific territory, Spock treating Jim like a science experiment. Figuring out where he's most sensitive, how to make him squeal, how to give him the most satisfaction (or no satisfaction at all). He's got data and stuff, maybe even a tricorder to measure electromagnetic impulses. Jim is very amused by all this.

Finally, and most importantly, have you SEEN Jim's bed???? It's a mystery how Jim himself fits on there, much less how the two of them manage to do anything without tumbling to the floor. They need alternative fucking locations. Over the chess table. Bridge bathroom (everyone curses them). Rawdogging it in the bowling alley after closing hours. Maybe they use their provied accomodations when they're on an away mission - this is especially funny if they're captured and they're trying to escape. “Hold it with the escape plan, Scotty, me and Mr. Spock need to use the luxurious bed that our captors have so generously provided for us...” aaand we've got a whole plot right here.

If you see this, feel free to add more in the tags! Also, if you know some fics that feature these concepts, link them also, I'll check them out.

[murfpersonalblog]

IWTV S2 - Pix11 clip makes me so sad for Claudia

As a New Yorker, I caught second-hand embarrassment watching the latest clip promoting Game of Thrones Ann [sic] Rice's Interview with a [sic] Vampire. 😭 But Jacob did his thing, as usual! 👏

Anyways, the clip itself was VERY interesting, from what I could tell with the audio + accents + French + lack of subtitles.

Sweet precious baby Louis, always the optimist in denial that things were getting better, not progressively worse. Louis of all people should know a thing or two about scar-tissue: some wounds only heal on the surface, but the trauma & PTSD can last forever.

I love how while Louis' waxing poetic about them "healing," Claudia's counting change (a la Bricktop 2.0--Louis "letting a woman count his money"); visibly holding back her frustration with their reality.

They had to pickpocket!? 😨 Louis! Don't stash Lestat's useless arse in a dump before making sure the alimony & child support checks get cleared! Like, I can understand them losing all their NOLA luggage while running from bombs & revenants in WWII Europe, but what happened to all Les' Parisian bank accounts!? You know how LOADED that guy is?! Louis, you really let your man take care of all the finances like that!? 💀

Jfc, Lou, The First Wives Club ain't teach you NOTHIN. 😒

Lemme calm down.

Now here's where the clip lost me; I couldn't understand a word he was saying in French--same, Claudia. 😅

But this bit right here really gets to the heart of the matter: "Truth and reconciliation;" them looking for the truth about vampiric origins & history (and the truth about Lestat's past).

Then we get this remark from Claudia:

I couldn't tell if this meant that A) Claudia was correcting Louis' French (Truth versus Trust, and her going "What?" cuz he got the translation wrong); or if B) Louis was correcting hers (her going "What?" cuz she still doesn't know any French). And if so, that got me wondering--Claudia lived with Loustat for 20+ years--how could she NOT know any French by then? 🤨

Like, I don't mean just through casual exposure/immersion; I mean cuz we learn in TVL that vampires are (preter)natural mimics. Lestat never learned how to play violin or even how to read or speak English. He picked it all up passively with the Dark Gift; a vampire who (barely) passed as human by mimicking them.

Which makes me NERVOUS for Claudia, if her powers are so dang low that she doesn't speak French by now. 😰

As for Louis, I had to laugh here; him calling French the "mother-tongue." Like, book!Louis was the same way about going to Paris--he wasn't born in America; he was a settler/colonist from France who got rich off of his Louisiana purchases in slave labor & plantations. Going to Paris really was going back to the motherland for him, and Louis was APPALLED when the Theatre mocked him for his French having an accent.

But French is clearly not AMC!Louis' native language (the DPDLs spoke English at home, NOT French--not even when Monsieur Bouillabaisse de Lioncourt came to dinner). And we also know from the OG pilot script that Louis knew (at least some) Haitian Creole, too, when he'd chat with Oncle Vervain Mayfair (GOD I wish they'd kept all that in!). French is more what bougie Creoles would speak to be cultured & educated & show off; not to converse with regularly.

If anything, French is more Louis & Claudia's father-tongue; from Lou's French White great-great grandfather; to the MIA Papa DPDL we never see; to Claudia's biological father "whose daddy gave her away to a mean old auntie" (and who left her for dead to die of PLAGUE in the books); to Absentee Father/Maker of the Year Lestat himself. What's more, French is the language of ANGER, VIOLENCE & verbal ABUSE in the de Lioncourt household/family/coven--Loustat only ever spoke it when arguing around/about Claudia.

So to have Louis talking in French to Claudia about mother-tongues is just hysterical, like boyyyyy if you don't stop--get Lestat's thumb out of your mouth for ONCE. 🤣

[waynes-multiverse]

Reunited and it feels so goooood ☺️ I’m back with my babes! And good God, Linda, that chapter was not any less angsty, and why do you just wanna see me cry? 😭 Well, the aftermath of what you did this time is below the cut:

First of all, it’s so cute how she wakes up and immediately sees all her loved ones there, even Cas. It truly warms my heart how much they care about her, not that I expected anything less. But they’re such a cute and caring family 🥺❤️

And God, Dean holding her hand when she woke up almost broke me with all the fluffiness 😭 I-I- just want to be happy, goddammit 😩

She gave a kind of feeble wave.

"Hi." she said, lamely.

I had to. You understand 😂😂😂❤️

But Dean was beaming down at her like she'd just given the most rousing of speeches.

He’s so smitten and in love with her!!!! Back to my earlier point, please just let them be happy! I’m begging you 😭👏

The others nodded reluctantly, but Dean sat back on the uncomfortable chair. "No, I'm gonna stay here."

Bless his stubborn heart 😂💚 Of course, he wasn’t gonna leave, but I love that the doctor held her own until he grumbled away lol

"Fine." he said quietly. "Can I have two minutes?"

Dr. Doshi nodded as she turned away. "Just two and no more." Dean rolled his eyes.

I can see him doing that! 🤣

"God, Jules, I'm so sorry. I should have sent Cas to you a long time ago to hide you from them. It was so careless...so..." he broke off, his jaw clenched.

I mean, yes, but you fixed it now! No need to play the blame game again. How about you Winchesters pick up Monopoly or Twister for once, huh?

Instead of ending her tears like Dean had hoped, her sobs increased.

Dean was immediately contrite. "Jules, this...it was supposed to help!"

I loved them so much 😂😂😂 I understand Julie. I would’ve only started sobbing more, too. It’s also such a boy/girl thing. Everytime I’m sad and my husband tries to cheer me up, I just end up crying more because he’s too sweet 😂🙈

She pulled him in for a kiss that was meant to be quick, but turned heated and extended as soon as her lips met his. Ten months of wanting his mouth on hers made it very difficult to stop or pull away.

Duh. Go get it, girl. Ram your tongue down that man’s throat. You have all our blessing 🥵

“It’s five friggin’ minutes! Are you kidding me?” He wasn’t exactly yelling, but he could definitely be heard.

Again, bless him 😂❤️ Honestly, this might be my favorite Dean chapter so far. I just love him in this one. His concern and the way he worries about her and reacts to everything is just so him, and he’s so adorable! At the same time, I really wanna give this poor man a hug. He’s been through a lot 😭

“She’s eating breakfast, and you’re telling me you didn’t know if she was awake?”

I snorted so hard at this 🤣

“We’ve gotta go, Dean.”

CAS!!!! 🤬 *grabs angel blade and prepares to smite* Take her with you! Take her with you! Take her with you! TAKE HER WITH YOU! I swear to God if that stupid man leaves her behind again, I will murder him for real this time 😑

Dean shook his head and smiled at Julie. “He grows on you.”

He really does 😂💕🐝

Dean inhaled deeply. “Cas says there’s a rogue cupid in a little town back east.”

Ooooh! I feel like this episode would’ve been so interesting to see with this Dean! Would he have been craving Julie or would he have still felt “empty”? I’d be so curious to know what happened there! 🤓

Suddenly there was a very loud beeping noise coming from one of the machines beside the bed and a nurse came rushing in. 

I. CAN’T. 🤣🤣🤣 Nothing like Dean Winchester rocking your vitals 😏🔥

“I’m pretty sure most of the medical team looking after you wants to throttle me.”

Uhm, yes, but we wouldn’t have it any other way 😘

“God, Dean. Just let me love you.”

That goodbye broke me 😭💔

She did see him a lot sooner. He showed up on her doorstep three months later, when his world ended.

Dude, that ending!!! 😳 Is Sam already “dead” when he comes back to her? I feel like I will go through much more hurt, considering I have a few more chapters. I doubt you’ll make it easy for me from now on 😅 I love this series so much! And I’m glad you continued it with a few spin-offs because I don’t know what I’d do if it ends and I don‘t get to see my cuties again 🖤

Love you, babe 😘

Green is My Favorite Color Ch. 11

Pairings: Dean x Fem!OFC (eventual)

Explicit 18 +/Warnings: Angst, some fluff, hospital setting, talk of injuries.

Word Count: 3, 395

Series Summary: Dean has been her hero from childhood, can she ever get him to be more?

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Chapter Summary: What will happen for Julie and Dean when she wakes up?

A/N:  The eleventh chapter in a longer series. As I’m writing, the story is stretching out a little and I’m thinking it’s going to be at least 20 chapters. Sorry! 😬 It’s what I’ll call cannon adjacent. It will follow the general storylines through the seasons, but I’m creating my own offshoots. 😊

A/N 2: I'm SO sorry this chapter was two weeks in coming. RL got all up in my face! LOL! The next chapter should be up by the end of this coming week. I hope chapter 11 was worth the wait even though it's a bit short. I know for sure the next chapter will be pretty long, so I figured I wouldn't tire you out with this one! 😉

The beautiful divider at the end was created by @talesmaniac89. 💗

Julie's eyelids felt heavier than lead as she tried to force them open. The room was dim, but still bright to her exhausted eyeballs. They felt grainy and dry, but she finally managed to keep them open long enough to take in her surroundings.

She was in a bed.

She looked down at her chest to see the countless tubes and wires that were connected to her.

Check that - she was in a hospital bed.

She looked passed the end of her bed, to her right, and saw Sam's very long frame scrunched up on a tiny, two person, blue vinyl, hospital couch.

It made her smile.

Then at the foot of her bed were two wooden chairs, covered in more vinyl, yellow and orange this time. One of the chairs held a dozing Bobby, his hat over his eyes and his mouth open slightly, a light snore issuing from it.

The other chair held a man in a tan trench coat, staring at the floor. She didn't recognize him, but there was a sort of vague familiarity there that she couldn't put her finger on.

Sitting beside her on her left, was Dean.

His hand was pushed through the side rail of the bed so it rested over hers. He sat upright in what looked like the world's most uncomfortable chair, the blue vinyl that covered parts of the arms and back was cracked and tufts of white stuffing were sticking out.

He couldn't possibly be comfortable, and yet he was sleeping. Maybe he was just exhausted Julie reasoned, since there were dark purple circles under his eyes and his cheeks looked sunken and pale. He had what looked like several days worth of beard covering his face and Julie found she wanted to reach up and run her fingers through it.

As she shifted her hand under his, intending to do just that, his eyes sprung open and then widened in shock.

"Jules." he whispered. Then he shouted, "Jules!"

The other three men jumped to their feet, Sam's legs a little rubbery under him after being constricted for so long.

"Sam, go get the doctor." Dean shouted at him and Sam nodded, his deep dimples showing in his wide grin as he dashed out the door.

Julie shook her head, overwhelmed by all the faces staring at her in expectation. She gave a kind of feeble wave.

"Hi." she said, lamely.

But Dean was beaming down at her like she'd just given the most rousing of speeches. Bobby was surreptitiously wiping away tears and the handsome blue-eyed man at the end of the bed gave her a small smile and a nod.

He continued to be familiar, his identity just out of reach. Dean saw her staring at him and smiled.

"Oh, yeah. Guess you guys haven't officially met. Cas, this is Julie. Jules, this is Cas."

Julie remembered suddenly where she recognized him from. He'd been with Bobby and Sam when they came to fight the angels.

"Angels." Julie whispered.

It all came rushing back to her memory and she closed her eyes, her breath catching as the fear and terror came rushing back to her.

Dean leaned down and pressed his lips to her forehead. "It's okay, Jules. You're safe now." Before he could say anything more, the doctor came in, with a bright smile on her face.

"Good morning, Ms. Taylor. I'm Dr. Doshi." She said with a hint of a musical Indian accent lilting her words. "We've been a little worried about you. You've had quite the room full of champions here these last few days." she said, indicating the four very large men taking up most of the room.

"Days?" Julie asked, shocked.

"Yes." The doctor said as she pushed her way in between Dean and the bed, paying no mind to his hulking presence or his refusal to move.

She looked at the machines that were beeping around Julie and wrote on the clipboard she carried before tucking it under her arm and laying her hand on Julie’s shoulder.

"It was almost three days ago that you were mugged and stabbed. Do you remember what happened?"

Julie looked at Dean and he smiled. "Oh, um...no, I'm sorry. I don't remember much of anything."

The doctor nodded and smiled kindly again, patting her and moving off to the other side of the bed to mark down numbers from those blinking and beeping machines.

"Not to worry, my dear. That's very common when someone suffers a trauma as you did. It may come back to you slowly, or it may not come back at all. But for now the most important thing is that you continue to rest and improve."

She moved to the foot of the bed and hung the clipboard there. "You had a puncture to your spleen and had emergency surgery to remove it. You shouldn't worry about the loss, since your liver will take over for most of the functions your spleen carried out."

Julie just nodded feeling as though her head might split from the sheer amount of data being processed by her brain.

"You lost a lot of blood, and we were quite concerned for some time about the excessive internal bleeding you’d suffered. You also had an infection take hold at the site of the wound, but you seem to be coming along nicely now. Your vitals are good, and you're awake which is a very big sign of improvement."

The doctor turned to the men. "Now gentlemen, against all the rules of the hospital, I have given you permission to stay here while Ms. Taylor's condition was so unstable. But I'm afraid now, I must insist that you go get a proper night's sleep for yourselves, eat food, and return tomorrow when visiting hours begin."

The others nodded reluctantly, but Dean sat back on the uncomfortable chair. "No, I'm gonna stay here."

Dr. Doshi smiled sweetly, but her voice was like steel. "No, Mr. Winchester, you will not stay here. You will leave with your friends and let Ms. Taylor rest. She is only going to sleep now, anyway."

Julie turned her head to Dean in time to see him give the little doctor the most withering stare he could muster up. "Yes, and when she wakes up, I will be here."

"Dean." Julie admonished quietly. But she needn't have bothered. Dr. Doshi was not impressed with or bothered by his steely demeanor.

"You will be here in the morning when visiting hours begin, at seven AM."

The doctor stared at the hunter, never losing her smile, but never giving an inch either. Clearly Dean was not the first stubborn patient or family she'd dealt with and she would brook no nonsense.

Finally her eyes softened slightly and she leaned forward to pat Dean's hand. "I promise we'll take good care of her, haven't we so far?"

Dean nodded, begrudgingly.

Dr. Doshi nodded back. "And so now I must insist that you don't make yourself our next patient. Please go take care of yourselves." she said, looking around and including the other three men in her concern.

Dean caved. Orders and commands he could fight, but he got awkward when someone showed concern for him, and he never really knew how to act.

"Fine." he said quietly. "Can I have two minutes?"

Dr. Doshi nodded as she turned away. "Just two and no more." Dean rolled his eyes.

Bobby and Sam came and gave her a hug telling her they'd be back first thing. Cas shook her hand a little stiffly and patted Dean on the shoulder as he left.

Dean looked down at her and suddenly the room was very empty and quiet. Julie smiled at him, completely unsure how to act now that they were alone. She was so tired and her mind was still swimming with everything it was trying to process.

Seeming to understand, Dean just leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her cheek before he pulled back and took her hand.

"I'll go and let you sleep. I just wanted to let you know that you'll be safe. Cas branded your ribs."

Julie's eyes got wide. "He did what?"

Dean smiled. "It's an Enochian sigil. It will keep you hidden from the angels. Cas carved it into your ribs, it's what he did for me and Sam."

His eyes got dark, and Julie could see guilt rear up in his expression. "God, Jules, I'm so sorry. I should have sent Cas to you a long time ago to hide you from them. It was so careless...so..." he broke off, his jaw clenched.

"Dean, don't." Julie said, tears coming to her eyes.

She wasn't sure why she was crying. Maybe it was just the culmination of everything that had happened, or maybe it was her sadness at knowing that no matter what she said, Dean wouldn't let go of bearing the guilt for what had happened. Whatever the reason, tears spilled down her cheeks and Dean shook his head.

"Don't cry, Sweetheart." He let go of her hand and reached into his jacket pocket.

"Here. Maybe you could use this again." He said as he opened his hand to show her what he’d pulled out.

Hanging from a thin piece of black cloth was her cherished silver talisman. He tied the delicate cloth around her wrist like a bracelet.

Instead of ending her tears like Dean had hoped, her sobs increased.

Dean was immediately contrite. "Jules, this...it was supposed to help!"

Julie laughed through her tears. "It does. Really." She reached up for him and he immediately leaned down to her so she wouldn't have to stretch.

She pulled him in for a kiss that was meant to be quick, but turned heated and extended as soon as her lips met his. Ten months of wanting his mouth on hers made it very difficult to stop or pull away.

But the sound of a throat being cleared pulled them apart. In the doorway, Dr. Doshi stood and tapped her watch without saying anything. Dean growled slightly, and Dr. Doshi smiled back.

With one more wholly unsatisfying peck on the lips, Dean stood up. "I'll be back first thing." Dean promised.

Julie nodded and brushed away the last of her tears and smiled. "I'll be here."

Dr. Doshi moved out of the doorway as Dean pushed passed her. "Doctor." He acknowledged with a tight smile.

"Mr. Winchester."

***

The next morning Julie was sitting up drinking a cup of coffee from her breakfast tray when she heard Dean’s voice.

“It’s five friggin’ minutes! Are you kidding me?” He wasn’t exactly yelling, but he could definitely be heard.

Julie heard the muffled and significantly quieter voices of the nurses, but couldn’t make out their response.

“So what if she is sleeping? Do you think I’m gonna go in there with a fucking brass band and wake her up? I just want to go into her room.” He seemed to realize he was contradicting his claim of being able to be quiet, and his voice got low enough that she could no longer hear him.

But he must have won the fight because shortly thereafter he was quietly opening her door and peaking inside. When he saw her sitting up finishing her breakfast, he scowled out the open door. “She’s eating breakfast, and you’re telling me you didn’t know if she was awake?”

He rolled his eyes and tried to slam the door, but it was on hydraulics and couldn’t be slammed. He settled for scowling his way over to her bedside, cup of coffee in hand.

“Good morning!” Julie said, extra chipper. “Sounds like your morning is off to a great start!” She gave him an overly cheery smile and he returned it with an incredibly sarcastic one.

“They weren’t going to let me in because visiting hours didn’t start for another five minutes. Can you believe that? Why are they so against visitors here?” He handed over the coffee he held and took the plastic cup out of her hand.

“Here, this will be much better.” He said, setting the hospital coffee down on her breakfast tray.

Julie took a sip and let out a grateful groan. It was delicious and was once again made perfectly to her preferences.

Magic.

She pushed her breakfast tray out of the way and scooted her legs over a little, patting the bed, so Dean would sit down.

“How are you feeling?” He asked as he sat.

Julie shrugged. “Not bad. They gave me a lot of painkillers, so I slept pretty good.” She dangled the charm on her wrist and smiled. “And of course, I had this.”

Dean smiled back, but it was short lived. “Jules...” he began and Julie knew what he was going to say before he said it.

“I’m so sorry. I never thought…I mean, I knew how badly Zachariah wanted me to say yes, and I knew what he was willing to do to us, to me and Sam, to make it happen, I just didn’t think he’d go so far as to hurt someone completely innocent and uninvolved.”

He shook his head. “But I should have known. I should have realized how fanatical he was. I should have had Cas ward you a long time ago. It’s just…” He closed his eyes tightly. “I spend so much time actively trying not to think about you, that I…” He trailed off and opened his eyes again.

“Jules, I’m so sorry. I can't ever...” his voice was too choked to finish his thought.

Julie shook her head and reached out her hand toward him. He took it and trapped it between both of his. “Please, don’t apologize, Dean. And don’t feel guilty. You didn’t do this to me, and it's not your fault." Julie tried to bolster him with a grin. "You did, however, end the guy who did, so...thanks!”

Dean nodded absently and Julie knew he wasn’t going to let go of the blame. “Yeah,” he said with a smile, “I managed it with a pretty amazing assist from this newbie hunter. You shoulda seen her.”

Julie blushed a little, but before she could respond, Cas pushed open the door. “Dean.”

He noticed Julie and nodded. “Hello. How are you this morning?”

“Better, thanks.”

“That's good.” The angel looked back to Dean. “We’ve gotta go, Dean.”

Julie felt her heart drop. Dean rolled his eyes and licked his lips before he looked over his shoulder at Cas. “Yeah, okay Cas. Just give me a minute.”

Dean turned back to Julie and opened his mouth to speak but then he paused, looking back to Cas still standing in the doorway. He stared at him for a moment before Cas seemed to cotton on.

“I’m sensing awkwardness. I should leave the room?” He asked.

“Yeah, Cas. 'Give me a minute', means go away and I’ll see you in a minute. Or two.” He added when he realized the angel was likely to time out an exact minute.

Cas nodded slightly and left the room.

Dean shook his head and smiled at Julie. “He grows on you.”

Julie nodded. “I bet. Tell him I say thank you for helping to save our lives.”

“I will.”

Julie frowned. “How did the three of them even know where we were, or that we were in trouble?”

“Cas.” Dean said, nodding toward the door and the departed angel. “Another angel, Inias, an old garrison buddy of Cas’, didn’t approve of what Zachariah was doing, involving an innocent human, and reached out to Cas.”

Julie nodded. “I guess we should be grateful not all the angels are sadistic monsters.”

Dean gave a small huff and rolled his eyes. He didn’t seem to be won over.

There was quiet for a moment and then Julie spoke, barely above a whisper. “You’re leaving?”

Dean inhaled deeply. “Cas says there’s a rogue cupid in a little town back east.”

Julie frowned. “A rogue cupid? Like, you mean the fat baby with a bow and arrow?”

“That’s what I said,” Dean smiled at her. “but Cas says a cupid looks pretty much like any other angel.”

Julie nodded. “Well, we don’t want a rogue angel running around, that’s for sure.”

Silence reigned again, but it was so full of unspoken things that Julie felt choked by it.

Finally Dean stood up and moved to her side. He leaned down and grasped her face with both hands and captured her mouth in a deep kiss.

With all the tubes and wires still hooked up to her Dean couldn’t get as close to her as he wanted, but he swept his tongue into her mouth, licking up into her and causing Julie’s stomach to tighten and her core muscles to clench.

He slanted his mouth over hers again and again, moaning softly as she grasped the zippered sides of his green canvas jacket and pulled him closer.

Suddenly there was a very loud beeping noise coming from one of the machines beside the bed and a nurse came rushing in. Seeing, the tableau of Dean grasping Julie’s face and Julie grabbing onto Dean, the nurse rolled her eyes, but grinned as she moved over to stop the beeping.

“Your heart rate spiked.” She said, blushing slightly as she looked at Dean, with his kiss swollen lips and heated expression. “Try to be careful.”

She practically ran out of the room and Dean dropped his forehead to Julie’s with a chuckle. “I’m pretty sure most of the medical team looking after you wants to throttle me.”

Julie smiled through the tears that sprang to her eyes as Dean pulled away. She let her hands drop from him and looked down at her lap.

“Jules.” Dean said, his voice soft and imploring. “Please…don’t.”

Julie looked up at him and didn’t try to stop her tears. “I can’t help it. I won’t pretend I’m okay with this, because I’m not. I know you have to go now, but come back to me. When this hunt is over, come back to Bobby’s, let me help you heal, let me take care of you just a little bit before the next fight comes. And when I’m well again, let me join the battle, let me fight beside you.”

Her voice got very soft as she reached out a hand and ran it down his cheek.

“God, Dean. Just let me love you.”

Dean closed his eyes and she could see the column of his throat moving up and down as he swallowed. When he opened his eyes again, Julie saw that something had shifted in his gaze. He almost looked resigned and fearful. His look was one that said, 'God, I shouldn’t be doing this.' He opened his mouth to say something but Cas was suddenly there in the doorway.

“I’m sorry, Dean, but it’s been a lot more than two minutes, and we really must go now.”

Julie was desperate to know what Dean had been about to say, but he just nodded silently, jaw clenched, before he pressed a kiss to her cheek and pulled away.

“Please take care of yourself, Jules. Sam will stop in right away to say goodbye and Bobby and Annie are going to be here soon to stay with you.”

He nodded again stiffly and his smile was more like a grimace. “I’ll see ya, kid.” He said and spun away from her and out the door.

Cas looked at her heartbroken face and her tears falling rapidly and frowned deeply. “I really am very sorry Julie. I don’t know…” He paused and looked very confused.

“I’m sorry.” He repeated, following Dean out the door, and Julie was alone again, her heart broken again.

But this time she had a tiny spot of light in the form of Dean’s interrupted thought. He was going to say something, and despite telling herself that it was stupid to consider it, stupid to think he was going to say anything besides another goodbye, Julie couldn’t beat back the kernel of hope in her heart that maybe she would see him again soon. Or sooner than last time anyway.

She did see him a lot sooner. He showed up on her doorstep three months later, when his world ended.

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'Kidnapping a 14 year old' omg THANK 👏 YOU 👏 No one EVER acknowledges that. I got especially bad vibes since they decided to make May young in this version and they kept commenting on how hot she was. I just kept getting vibes that Stark was essentially trying to steal a family/kid without working for it. (Also ilu and I have a feeling I'll be talking to you alot so I hope it's okay I do that thing where people sign their asks with an emoji) - 🐍 Anon

haha it's more than okay and I will love speaking with you in upcoming asks, honey! Also that emoji is perfect, snakes are beautiful.

Stark's relationship with Peter was so disgusting. There was a huge power imbalance in which a privileged and wealthy middle-aged man treated a minor like crap because he could get away with it and his superior status meant he wouldn't face any consequences for anything relating to that kid's physical injuries because no one knew he had been in Germany and the other Avengers had no clue who he was, they never saw him without the mask.

And if that wasn't bad enough (and not mentioning how May didn't know where he was, there could have been an emergency and she would have been unable to contact him, he was taken out of school, he's a literal kid taken to a foreign country by an adult who has no ties to him, etc) the moment the kid stops being useful Stark gives him a suit, ghosts him for weeks and when the kid informs him of an illegal weapons trade he doesn't move a damn finger to help him, then contacts the FBI but never tells Peter and when he was to show up to fix things (because of course he has to, where's the surprise there) he only does so to guilt-trip the kid into submission, chastising him for not knowing the FBI were involved because Peter is supposed to be a psychic you see.

But the best part is people defend his every move: Stark has PTSD, his father didn't raise him well, Peter wanted it so he was responsible for flying to Germany, he should have acted like an adult, bla bla.

Is it any wonder that the entire purpose of NWH was to take every influence Stark ever had on Peter and snuff it out so we can finally have the real Peter Parker? Of course it's the better MCU Spidey film and I'm not only saying that because Stephen is in it .

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i got foot surgery tomorrow (2/16) , so i wanna read something where hakuno pegs nameless, just handcuff him to the bed & screw his brains out . let 👏hakuno👏top👏him !

Little by little, the flesh colored phallus was sinking deeper between those cheeks. She could feel the way his body shivered, the way his skin flushed a slight red as he held onto the bedsheets. His white hair was slick now, complimenting his body’s color as she pushed the thing in deeper.

“Archer,” Hakuno murmured.

“Nameless,” he breathed. “You know I prefer that to the class name.”

She did.

It was almost too easy to forget about the other servants she’d had around her. The two of them had spent a while like this, hiding away from the world and its missions and tasks. The Moon Cell had been treating them good, allowing them to have this time together, but the name had slipped out. Seeing him like this, a name like ‘Nameless’ felt too impersonal.

“Hakuno,” the man panted, welcoming another portion of the strap on into his body. “H-Hakuno-“

“Do you have another name?”

The man tensed, refusing to look back at her.

“You have to have another name. I can’t just call you Nameless forever.” Her hands trailed along his spine, moving up towards that soft white hair. To be fair, she’d never seen snow. She had never even touched the stuff, but if she could try to compare his hair to anything, that would be it. The soft tresses of his hair and the slight sparkle as it caught the light was better than any fur pelt or blanket. She buried her hand into it, loving the way his body trembled as she leaned closer.

She pressed her lips to his shoulder.

“You asked me to do this. I want to do this right. Please give me another name for you. I don’t want to call you servant. I don’t think Nameless works. You’re important to me.”

After all the fighting and warfare and after all the cooking he’d done when she hadn’t felt well; he could at least tell her his name.

“Perhaps it’s time to stop.”

He wasn’t going to budge on this. Here she had thought they were growing closer. She’d given herself in to the opportunity when the man had brought the cuffs and strap on to her room. It had been mostly a joke that had gone a little far, but she’d really thought they were getting somewhere.

It would seem that wasn’t the case-

“No.”

His argument and counter came fast. His ass seemed to clench as he tried to shift his body back a bit.

“…Emiya.”

“Hmm?”

The man in front of her, his pants at his ankles, his body bare, and his ass welcoming a far too thick false manhood- he was blushing harder now.

Those eyes glanced her way as he spoke up again.

“Emiya. That’s my name.”

“You’re Japanese too?” This shouldn’t have been surprising. It shouldn’t have even mattered, but there was a warm feeling at the thought of them sharing the same culture. Many of the festivals and things she’d read about- perhaps he had done them. Perhaps he knew about how to celebrate those festivals and holidays.

Emiya nodded to her, leaving her to push the strap-on back into him a little more.

Emiya…

His name was Emiya.

It felt good to say it aloud, feeling the way it escaped her lips. Her hands held onto his sides tighter, beginning to start a pace as she listened to the sound of his body greedily accepting her attentions. She could feel him gripping onto the chains of the handcuffs, his face pressing to the pillows.

This wasn’t really how she’d seen things going, but she wasn’t going to argue it.

No, his body felt good to pound into. Her own hands were gripping him tighter, her adrenaline rising as she watched him turn what had to be the most emotion filled expression her way. Her heart tugged at the sight of it. Her body was moving, trying to close some of the distance and falling up short.

Pounding into him wasn’t going to work with also reaching his face to kiss. The positions were too awkward. Later perhaps.

She pounded into him harder, picking up the pace with this in mind. Her lips pressed to his heated skin, noting the way his voice was echoing in the room. When he came, she was going to yank this thing out of him and tug it off. She’d impale herself on him and steal his lips for a while. Being held sounded nice.

“Hakuno-“

“Emiya.”

She could feel that name like the sweetest of candies on her tongue, leaving the man to moan louder against the bed. She felt the smile on her lips, her pace going harder.

“Emiya, you feel so good. Emiya, you’re really amazing. I’m going to reach my limits soon. I don’t think I can hold on too long either, Emiya.”

Emiya Emiya.

She could hear the curse that escaped him as he came.

Ah, but they weren’t done. Even as he spilt onto their bed and he cursed harder, Hakuno only pushed her strap-on in deeper and brushed a hand through his hair again.

“Thank you for telling me your name, Emiya. Let’s see how many times I can do that before you fall asleep.”

This time, she’d hold his manhood while she did it. Maybe then he’d last a bit longer.

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(i enter the stage and the crowd cheers and chants my name. i wave at them and blush from the amount of love i'm receiving) hiii, i'm here <3 how have you been doing?

yeah, it sometimes feels like you have to know everything about it (football) but i only watch it to take my mind off of things lol oh shoot! did i give you too many hints already? 😳 from now on, i won't reveal anything about myself. i might have underestimated your sherlockholmesque skills. this is not about my url btw, i'm not telling if you're right or wrong about it to stress you out even more (jk ofc i don't want to stress about it). i want to keep the big reveal for later and i want it to be extraordinary hehe 💖

when i saw the pink outfits on my dash, i thought of you right away 💞 i was like 'shannon must be super happy right now' and i was right. i saw your tags under the rv posts you reblogged. reading the tags under posts is one of my fave things to do on this site lol

wait what? i thought harry kane was way older than that. it's.... so weird to me that he isn't even in his thirties........ i really thought he was 35-36 already. in case he's reading this, i'm sorry mr. kane but i don't know anything about football players' ages. i'm always shocked when i learn about their age because i always imagine them way younger or way older than their real age. i'm sorry but did i make any sense? my brain is not able to process this info </3

since i forgot my question of the day the last time, here is one: are there any other sports you follow or enjoy watching? if so, which ones and what made you so interested in them?

as you might not know, i started taking singing lessons so please sit down while listening to my beautiful voice. 🎵 dear sha-aaaaaaa-non. i wish youu-uuuu-huuuuuuuu a niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice (this was the high note) dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (vibrato at the end) and pleeeeeeeeease take caaaaaaaare 🎵 see? i didn't lie to you when i said i have a beautiful voice ;)

from 🐘 anon

hello!!! i am the crowd 📣👩 (that’s me cheering) hi bestie <3 i’ve been doing okay! i think your threats worked 🥰

exactly!! especially as a girl i feel like you get questioned so much more like im just here to have fun and support my besties :( the classic “explain the offside rule then” like i dont even think the players could explain offside anymore …. or the you must only be pretending to like it to get attention from men… but unless the man is heung min son i absolutely am not interested. oooh i must be onto something then 🧐 but you’re right! i will retire my detective skills and wait for your big reveal!

hehe i was super happy!!!! they all looked so pretty i love those outfits! and the stage with the flowers was stunning too <3 it’s so cute that u thought of me when you saw them :( have you watched the wildside mv yet? what did you think of it and the song?

yeah it makes sense!! i don’t blame you ajkhdaksd i think the fact he’s also married with kids certainly makes him seem like he’s a lot older than what he is?? but i’m hoping he still has a lot of years left in him especially if they’re gonna be spent at spurs 🥺 but nooo other than football i’m not really into any sports :/ i used to hate football too but something about tottenham hotspur just got me hooked <3 but i’m not really a sports person! sometimes i’ll watch rugby with my dad but it’s way too aggressive for me ajksdhjsakd

oh thank you for the beautiful song! you didn’t lie u have the most beautiful voice and you hit that high note perfectly! 👏👏👏 sorry if i’m being stupid are you really taking singing lessons or was that just for the fun message?? 🥺 if you are i'm curious what made you want to start taking them and how they’re going but if it was just a joke then u can ignore me <3

i hope you've been doing well too bestie and that you're having a good day/night 💞💗

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sorry for this in advance & thank you @theinconveniencing for pioneering the notes app liveblog to me its great for when your plane doesnt have wifi 🙏

i'm confused

this plane audio is very bad

rasputin??

this is the stupidest explanation of the instigation of wwi i've ever heard

ok so its wwi then why where there concentration camps at the beginning of the movie ??? **editing note I looked it up now but it's crazy that they spent so much time stupidly explaining wwi and then spent close to 0 screentime talking about that...**

THIS IS THE STUPIDEST EXPLANATION OF THE INSTIGATION OF WWI I HAVE EVER HEARD

this rasputin shit is also crazy not him drop feeding them opium while they're on their knees... some sort of threesome thing

35minutes in is there gonna be some good plot happening at all

if this scottish man is played by james macavoy it would be really funny cuz i just feel like it will be him based on nothing

airfrance evian water is very nasty but its what they have ig

I'm sorry ..:. gay teen predator rasputin.?. what the fuck. this movie is making so many choices..

EWWWW. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWthsiissonastyyyyyyyyyyyyyyi'm🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢 what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

not the dad offering up his son and then being shocked when he's the one that has to i can't even finish this sentence thid is so wack and horrible and like kindof homophobic????

it's going on for so long and its like not funny??? im confused for real

well tbh rasputin deserved to win that round these people are fucking stupid

nanny just makes me miss roxy :////// roxy my beloved why did they take you away from me

happy borthhday conrad but idont think those are the type of glasses you're supposed to drink champagne from

conrad does really have dead poets society gay face though

sksjfjsgd we need this code cracked PRONTO 🫵

"What're you gonna do? 🤨" "KILL KILL KILL 😐🫡" come on man could this get any more stupid

statesman on the rocks wow good job guys you referenced the second movie 👍

whos this scottish man he looks familiar him & conrad should get a lil gay thing going

oho the beginnings of the round table

"friend of conrad" friend of dorothy morelike amirite kids

is there only that one song on the bagpipes or do they ever play anything else...

no offense but who would wear a gas mask outside of the trenches isnt the whole thing that its heavier than air so it stays in the trenches and you wouldnt really need it in nomans land

i dont care about conrad in this scene at all like sorry after everything we learned about wwi in school and the horrifying books and accounts we read like this is so lame and unserious (in a bad way) in comparison also the acting isnt that good

why doesnt he just drag this guy over to the trench. oh maybe he will nvm

are these people also fucking stupid. didnt the commander tell them he was sending people on a mission. and hes wearing a kilt so why are they shooting at him

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO play stupid games ig.

im telling you the real archie reed looks soooo familiar

ok its kind sad ig but AGAIN PLAY STUPID GAMES WIN👏STUPID👏PRIZES👏

i ask once again WHAT is the plot of this movie. like truly what is it

also this henchman looks like jimmy fallon

and "king george" looks like mr collins p&p 2005

STANLEY TUCCI????????????????? or is it just my boy merlin in a beard i always get them confused

the way they have barely developed shola(?) and the nanny and also there is so little chemistry between these 3 imo compared to the og cast

ok this goat thing is pretty funny i would die for sure

omg the guy in the elevator 😦🫢1star for that lmao!!

Huhhhhhhh???????????????? 🤔 this reveal is also so stupid we didn't even see this guy for the last 45 minutes of the movie?????

many of the fight scenes including this one are doing nothing for me

the goat????? what happened to shola???? did he die while i was typing on my phone

ok he's there nvm

ah well. what a set of choices

KYLE RAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 AS HITLER???????? maybe a worse choice than anything that happened in the entire movie

and not a central cee song for the end credits i hate these people

guys i may be fucking stupid archie reed was Aaron Taylor Johnson 💀

BOOOOOO <- me booing cuz this movie was not very good

Rating: 1 ⭐️ for the goats & the guy in the elevator getting pulverized to dust and 1⭐️ for archie reed being hot in a few scenes

guys the king's man was so bad genuinely. anyways what's that? oh you're asking for the no wifi notes app notes i took on the airplane ok coming right up 🙂‍↕️